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#dumb brain things : still talking almost exclus in tags and never tagging myself bc of that time super early in my trans experience#where terfs trowling trans tags to spew vitriol found one of my selfies n mocked me (a then litcheral teenager)#its like... this is one of those potentially anonymouse webbed sites and i start shit w ppl unironically spitting bad takes on others.#but this is my comfort webbed site. i doomscroll a littel bit bc at this pt its unavoidable and ignoring it to focus on what makes me happy-#-that doesnt fix anything. taking ur eyes off it bc theres a 'good leader' elected gives them carte blanche to do bad without pushback#i simpley dont want to start shit with dumb idiot brain fungus over it so i add my comments in the tags and call it there#that way ppl who do as i do (trowl the notes to see what the biggest bad takes are) but from the opposite angle dont come to me abt it#its nothing other than a defense mechanism and i had so much anxiety over tags being added to notes of op bc of it bc thats suddenly nonzero#nz that i get roped into discourse on my curated little dumpster fire#its very much dont find me dont perceive me and thats unavoidable on a large number of other platforms!#but ive basically made my peace long ago that anything i make online will stand on its own and i dont want a huge following due it#that loneliness is preferable to death and suffering#simultaneously apes together strong. and group efforts are necessary if we are to succeed in surviving climate and politics#but also with that comes the ease that state dogs have in targeting EVEN ppl PERCEIVED as a Group (re targeting ppl over their politics)#@nyways breakfast today was good and the sight of the moon in the morning is more than i could ever ask#im feeling better slowly nature is healing etc but........ i cant help but repeat what we were even told by this admins public admission#''nothing will fundamentally change'' is even a common tag for me now. the blue party is stuck in the neolib mind prison of business as usul#we must SEIZE the future we crave because there is no help from respectability politics and compromise with the unjust man#everybody saw it and yet the gross majority wants to give this a try still? come on man.#theres so many problems facing the present that its easy to doomer that itd be easier not to even try. its what everybody before us did.#and bc of that history nothing other than red hot radicalization will save us. we NEED to step up to fix the planet or it WILL kill us#we're action movie levels of humans out of time- and yet we must argue civility vs being cancelled vs dehumanization?#STOP! get out! do not derail us! neolib news and politics is a distraction when we need anything else!#if by n large thats what we are roped into talking about then the few fucking us over by policy and profit will keep on to lifeboats#(illusion though they may be as the planet is the only life boat possible in our lifetimes)#success depends upon doing things today and today and the today afterwards#at risk of one then be the hydra. each and every one of us is capable of being the david against the cyclops goliath#as usual when i get down to it its redposting thats replaced my desire for roleplay bc of the necessity of survival#writing that helps the soul and the brain but only provides a panacea for the problems.. we are plagued by 'later' forever.#did you know that theres a 30 tag limit uwu
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