#nutcase posts

[disabled-degenerate]

Me and my monkey, Lemon Bread 🩵

[disabled-degenerate]

yes. often. i will spit out an answer/response that’s often things i haven’t even thought about. they overwhelm me and everything in me has to disagree so quickly. i feel fucking angry when everyone’s having an opinion.

it’s not always, sometimes it’s okay. i think it’s worse when it’s something i don’t already have a strong and/or thought out opinion on.

any other pdaers automatically take the position that goes against what everyone else is saying? as a way to resist doing something just because everyone else is doing it.

for example, tonight an athlete did something rude during a sports game, and my family were all talking about how rude it was, and looking up comments online about how rude it was, and my brain decided I needed to defend this man and argue against everyone else. Another example is if someone is telling me why a certain movie is so bad, my brain automatically starts analyzing for reasons I can argue against that. "But this aspect of it was good," etc. When I know logically it would be better and friendlier to NOT argue everyone's opinions. Idk.

my brain has done this since I was little, even when it's in defense of something that was obviously a bad choice. I end up not knowing when something is actually good or not, because my intuition is sometimes led by avoidance.

I think my pda is getting triggered by feeling like someone is manipulating me into a certain opinion.

I've gotten much better about it over the years, mostly by keeping my mouth shut until the conversation has moved on. "If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all," has been a lifesaving mantra for not irritating everyone all the time. Also I type up my rants in my notes app to let off steam.

[saintprivateer]

yeeeIKES …

[crayonverse]

Zane: laurance has to walk past my house on his way to work

Zane: I like to stand on my front porch with a hammer to let him know if he goes a millimetre on my yard I’m hitting him with it

Zane: he’s had to outrun me six times. He’s only escaped because I have asthma. If Irene didn’t weigh me down with it I would’ve caught him

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Laurance: I fucking hate garroths brother

[uncleskyrule]

thanks for the tag, @chatwiththeclouds! posting on my LoZ/Sky: CotL blog bc why not ^^

(i added a couple more entries that i thought would be fun)

favorite color: wait i answered this question ages ago in a kind of poem. ok here it is. short answer, dark blue

last song: "Bewitched" by Laufey

last series: the last one i finished was Spy x Family

last time outside: yesterday evening rip

last meal: homemade barbecued pork chops with rice and salad

sweet, savory, or spicy? SOUR!!! but if i can't have that then savory ig

currently working on: my Linktober fics! idk if i'll get to them all (still haven't finished last year's) but i have some really fun ones planned

currently playing: Sky: Children of the Light and Tears of the Kingdom

currently wearing: black sneakers, oversized gym shorts i got from my quarantine in Korea (long story), Korean language program shirt, circle glasses, and my wrist braces bc these ligaments are WEAK

currently reading: LoZ fanfic, The Two Towers, my printed version of The Grueling Task of Becoming Right-Handed (BotW Link fic), the Gospel of Luke, AND something i forgot in my last tag game post--an ASL dictionary lmao

no pressure tags: @hallofharmony , @tigers-eyes-26, @adrift-in-thyme , @awkwardpossum0, @skyloftian-nutcase, @charbies, @telemna-hyelle, @fatefulfaerie, @whyoneartheven, @cervideity, @blossomingwaters

plus whoever wants to join!

[nutcasewithaknife]

Fuck, he can't fly!

[lunarharp]

da love zone △▲

[inversionimpulse]

There are two primary ways of using the phrase 異なる時間軸, as far as I can tell: a parallel timeline, or a different period of the same timeline

Pokemon Scarlet and Violet uses both translations at different points in the script.

Worth noting: when the professor is transported through time themselves and one of their hypotheses is that they've been sent to an alternate timeline, they use a completely different phrase:

(Is this meaningful? Unclear. It is slightly strange that they change their vocabulary when they unambiguously refer to alternate timelines, but not strange enough to conclude that they weren't talking about alternate timelines before. The professor's journal points toward a genuine time loop, but nothing contradicts the other interpretation)

(Is this bad translation? No.)

[gotham-gremlin]

[gilliontidestriderchampionoftheu]

smh my head edyn isnt the navys chosen one bcus the navy comms guy who gill overhears says 'fish girl contact' and 'chosen one' as if theyre two different people. but he does imply that the navys chosen one is also from the undersea? because he says "maybe youre all freaks" to gillion while being interrogated. so who the fuck IS it???

[disabled-degenerate]

(PDA = Pathological Demand Avoidance)

Burnout as a PDA profile autistic is the worst.

The lack of energy leaves me with little room for demands. I am procrastinating sleeping as I type this because it is a demand. I have to do it, I even want to do it. This doesn’t change the fact that I am angry I have to do it.

I see the anxiety of PDA talked about. But my anxiety turns into anger so easily. I get so triggered interacting with loved ones that I don’t know what to do with myself most days.

I have a book club meeting and I am going to see a movie & then go to a housewarming party tomorrow. I am prepared to not do anything for the next 2 days in order to recover from this. I will not fully recover in 2 days, I will simply be in the same burnout spot I am right now. (Probably more like a week ago. I have been laying around for 3 days.)

It’s hard to recover from burnout when everything is a demand. Normally I cope by tracking everything I do in a day intensively. Now? I don’t want to look at my tracking pages at all. I don’t know what to do with myself, I can’t even watch a lot of TV some days.

I literally just lay in bed and do nothing for hours because I have to. If I don’t then I’m basically guaranteed to lash out later.

[smerzbeliever]

ppl are so annoying acting like their city is unique for having screaming homeless ppl.. like it's literally like that all over the world it's called a housing crisis

[bitter---wing]

getting post limited feels like being muzzled like a dog for barking too much

[beauzos]

i just remembered that Custer is in Night at the Museum 2 and . why does this look like a still from a fucking Epic Rap Battles of History video KSHRNJHSN

[socialtomcat]

carnivorous carpentry

no further context

[forget-me-not-automaton]

Sex sells but not in the misogynist way. Sex sells in the “I am going to let this fictional man be shirtless because it gets the people GOING!!!!” Kind of way.