#now when did the breeding kink come in bestie that’s what I wanna know next

[evansbby]

imma be the purple heart anon because i dont want my stories to get lost and also i know imma be mad active in your asks pooks😼😼 omg and yeah the rings been on my finger for over two years now, it fits perfectly, i was destined to find it

it was just getting so long i didnt want you to have to read a whole essay of him fucking me brain dead- but some deets about it, like okay, making out, hes got some typa way for my hips, and i made a joke about how its his primal instincts to go for birthing hips because HES GOT A BREEDING KINK and he straight up went “its primal instincts for YOUR hips” but this was like two sex seshs later

so we start making out, and lemme tell ya, his hands ROAM, he did NOT leave skin untouched, he was FEELING ME. so making put, i move over to drivers side on his lap, and he like grabbed my ass and moved me closer to him on his lap, and i grabbed his shoulders to stable myself, he just kinda was roaming my sides and my ass and thighs and kissing me and he was a GOOD kisser, so then he slips his hand under my work shirt, and i had on leggings, so hes touxhing my skin and he starts kissing my neck, theres like no space between us for jesus, and like okay, imma be a little tmi, im a wee bit reactice and sensitive, and he grabs my hips and grinds me down on him and im ngl i let out the most EMBARRASSING moan, i was 😟😟 after, i was in shock, and i felt him like smile against my neck and he pulled a “you like when i do that?” LIKE YES. YEA I FUCKING DO. and i obviously didnt say that i just kinda laughed and nodded my head, and he was like “yeah baby? should i do it again?” and his VOICE bro, it was right in my ear. dawg. i was two seconds away from gaggin on it right then and there, but lolz, so i just kinda nodded, and he did it again and i was gone, he went back to kissing me and like was moaning in my mouth and i was so far gone, his moans are 😫😫 they get me WEAK thinking ab them, and he like grabs my hand, and pulls it down to his pants, and he pulls away and is like “is this okay” and im like brain gone, thinking with my pussy, and im like “yes” and imma be fr with you, i added a please, i was begging, and so im like rubbing him through his pants, and he starts going to MY pants, and he rubbing and im moanin moanin at this point, and he stops, and is like “baby, can i take these leggings off of you?” and i just nodded, i got so fucking brain dumb, its just him, his voice, his SMELL, he smells so man, and im just in awe, im gone, AND THEN.

“wanna lift yourself up for daddy so i can take these off?”

KAGEJSHSHEHSJSJ HELLO??? i was fully gone then. i was no longer me, i was possessed by his dick and voice, and he took them off, bro was in my panties so quixk as soon as they were past my calfs, they were around my ankles and my knees were on eiether side of him, imma be fr, the position was awks, but it was so yummy so i didnt care, and then his ling fingers deep, kissing me, and im moaning, and i could feel him like one handedly yankiing off his oants so i fumble my hands down there and try to help (i really dont) but he pulls his pants down a bit with some finaggling and like its his boxers mainly, and bro, through his boxas? dicks THERE. and hes like “glove compartmeny baby, daddy needs to fill you up, i wanna be inside this pretty pussy baby” and i SCURRY to grab a condom, and like, anything for daddy🙏🙏 whatever you say daddy😫😫 but i was RIDIN him like a mfer, im ngl, last time i had sex before this was a year prior with my ex. so im ngl, him fittin it, lowks kinda was uncomfy, but it was soooo gooooodddd, ugh and bro he was so keen on making sure i was comfortable and feeling good, i was dead and gone, and i was beggin this man for more, so all that continues, and we finish, and his MOANS BROOO, i cant, hes so fine, hes so yummy, but hes like genuinely so kind and sweet, and we finish and he cleans me up with some napkins he has in his car, and he kissed me so sweetly and put my leggings back on and he like cleaned himself up and he ddint pull his pants up but bulled his boxers back up and we just kinda sat like me on his lap and him still like grabbing my hips and ass, and he gave me some water and drank some too, hes so mmmm hes just so sweet and he LOVES my hips and ass and i just YUM

we still got tacos after and he paid, and he was just so sweet and we go on dates quite often and have en established every other sat movie night but nothings official, but he’s fully admitted feelings for me, but we’re keeping it casual and exclusive and hes just so UGHHHl

-💜

GIRLLLLLLL THIS IS SO JUICYYY OMFG YOU DID NOT HOLD BACK!!!! I AM DYING OMFG I DIED LIKE MULTIPLE TIMES THROUGHOUT THIS STORY

OKAY FIRSTLY. The him putting his hands on your hips and grinding you down on top of him and you moaning??? GURL THAT IS THE MOST RELATABLE THING IN THE WORLD OMFGGGG I DONT EVEN BLAME YOU FOR MOANING OUT LOUD I WOULDVE DONE THE SAMEEE 🥵🥵🥵

But the way he kept calling you “baby” so casually would’ve made me spontaneously combust if I was in your place 😭😭 like you made him sound all casual and smooth and in control UGHHHHH what the FUCK

AND I THINK MY SOUL LEFT MY BODY TOO WHEN YOU SAID HE REFERRED TO HIMSLEF AS DADDY 🥵🥵😭😭😭 like fr i am living vicariously through you bc WHAT THE FUCKKKK. That’s so fucking hot you are soooo y/n bestie you are THAT GIRL ugh wtf!!!! I’m so jealous!!!

Also the way you said he smells like MAN? And that was turning you on??? BESTIE. IGET THAT OMFGG AHHHHH I CANNOT WITH THIS!!! Got me giggling and squealing like this happened to ME or smth bahahaha congrats bestie on your dilf experience!!! And the fact it’s ongoing ahhhhhh good luck!!

[afriendlyblackhottie]

You Got It Bad

Summary: Chris can always tell when something was wrong. Even when you wouldn’t tell him.

Pairings: Chris Evans x black!best friend! Reader

Warnings: minors dni, smut, daddy kink, breeding, shower sex, oral sex (female receiving),

(A/N: yay I finally did it. Sequel to only you. I really hope you like it cuuuuz the ending took me a minute lol not proofread (what’s that anyway). Named after and loosely based on U Got It Bad by Usher. Thanks for reading like follow comment with reblog 💜 ✌🏾)

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You don’t know how you and Chris had managed to go this long without telling anyone the truth. It wasn’t like you didn’t want him or anything. It wasn’t like you didn’t trust him. It wasn’t any of that.

You’d just been through that shitty breakup. Had lost your boyfriend and your best friend in one fell swoop. It had felt like you’d gotten punched in the fucking gut. It sucked to say the least.

When it came to him he was both and you didn’t wanna fuck that up. Not that you thought you would it’s just you wanted to make sure. Make sure the both of could handle such a change. Not that it was hard. Especially since it was nice getting laid every day.

You think the worst part is that as Chris fucked you over every surface of the home you’d been sharing for months now, you were mad that you didn’t do it sooner. How it was total bullshit that he’d been so worried about you and Chris and that she’d been jealous of your friendship with him, only for the both of them to be the ones to ruin it.

Like you’d hang out with Chris and she’d be like why didn’t you invite me and it’d be like holy shit can’t I hang out with my bestie in peace. Sometimes you just wanna talk about stupid shit and get totally high and not have to think. That’s what Chris was like for you.

You could talk about anything. Whenever. There was nothing you couldn’t talk to him about. There was nothing you couldn’t say to him. It was like a different type of connection. One you didn’t really get until you started to realize you were catching feelings. Hoping he’d noticed your short skirts and short shorts and the way your tits looked when you wore this specific bra.

Then you hit that nerve you knew was there. Underneath his boy next door thing. That sure he was sexy as fuck and you would never deny that, but for so long he’d been just Chris to you. Goofy, sweet Chris. Who could absolutely fuck you like he hated you and whisper the dirtiest shit in your ear.

You don’t know how he did it. He was a natural flirt, but if anything he just came off as a sweetheart. And had been slowly trying to rein him in. Trying to figure out how to get him to just realize that you wanted his thick cock rammed up your pussy.

It was just at first when you tried to sleep alone after your breakup, you kept having these stupid nightmares. You couldn’t even make it through the night and had went to sleep on the couch with a blanket. Except that freaked you out too so you wanted up watching TV.

Then Dodger climbed into your lap shes caring the fuck out of you. When you saw it was just him your chest was heaving. It was like your anxiety had been shot into overdrive. But it was just Dodger so you just ended up wrapping your arms around his neck putting your face in his fur. “Sorry, Dodge you scared me.”

“What’re you doing down here?” Chris asked in a sleepy voice. Rubbing sleep his eyes. A robe at least thrown on, but as far as you could tell he was pantless.

You tried to not say anything. You didn’t wanna bug him with your problems. He was already doing so much. It was just that right now he was the only thing that made you feel safe. Like when you found them he was all you could think about. Then it made you feel like a bitch that you’d almost let them get into your head.

“It’s nothing.” You sighed.

Chris rolled his eyes before coming to sit beside you. “Don’t bullshit me.” Pulling you into his arms. “Tell me what’s wrong. You know you can’t hide from me.”

This time you rolled your eyes before clearing your throat. Trying to swallow down your tears. Hating that you were even feeling like shit over this. It was so dumb.

“Hey, it’s okay. Whatever it is. I’m right here.”

And that’s when you bursted into fucking tears. You just hadn’t realized how badly you’d been holding it in. Then he spent the entire time holding you and telling you it would be okay.

Then he told you to just sleep with him if you didn’t wanna be alone and then you couldn’t go back. Not after he’d held you so tight and snug that it felt like you’d melted into him.

Then it became routine. You’d get ready for bed and climb in next to him. He’d hold up with Dodger at your feet.

They were your safe space. They became your home. And worst of all, you were catching feelings.

Since the both of them had always accused you of secretly being in love with Chris, you admit you were trying to suppress it. Like you were somehow proving them right. You know you shouldn’t have cared, but it was like you could hear them in the back of your head taunting you that they’d been right. That you were the one fucking up.

Which was so stupid. Why wouldn’t you want him anyway. After everything he’d done for you. After the way he’d been fucking you like he owned you. Fuck he pretty much did before he even got to touch it. You still couldn’t believe just how aggressive he was able to get in bed then go back to that sweet dope you loved to hang out with.

You honestly had no idea sex was supposed to be like this. That a man could hit those kind of spots. Sure you knew Chris had a lot of fuck boi tendencies in the past and you were only finding out there was a reason why. Hell you hadn’t even been expecting that thick fucking cock that you’d grown to be obsessed with.

But, it wasn’t all sex. He was still your best friend. It’s just after waiting so long to get your shit together it was like you didn’t wanna stop. You just wanted to take everything he’d give you and fuck he gave you a lot.

So while you were still a little apprehensive about being honest with everyone, you were definitely not about to let some other girl all up near your man. Sure you knew Scott had been trying to hook him up with some girl, but this week you were really not in the fucking mood.

It had been like one thing after a fucking other. Like you saw your ex at the grocery store you thought you were going to have a goddamn heart attack. Right after this bitch had the nerve to “reach out to you.” Now you were watching Scott trying to hook Chris up with some girl.

Then he kept doing that thing where he’d look over at you. He’d throw you a smile. Even waved once. And then he had the nerve to look so hot tonight. Wearing his annoying ass chain that always made your mouth water. Apart of you wanted to go over there and push him against the wall. Lay your claim. Show them he was yours. He was. You think.

Since you wanted to take things slow, the two of you had yet to define the relationship. Sure he told you he was never letting you go and you knew he’d never ever hurt you, but still it was like, you didn’t wanna see some other girl flirting with him at a party. You wanted to flirt with him at parties. You wanted to be there on his arm.

You stepped out onto the balcony for some fresh air. Shivering at the chilly night air. Leaning against the railing as you tried to stop yourself from thinking. Taking in how romantic the city looked at night with the lights illuminating the view. It only made the pit in your stomach grow a little bigger.

“Hey,” his voice broke you out of thought.

You turned to face him. Did he have to look that good tonight. Ugh that shirt was doing so much for you. It just looked so good on him. It’s not like you can blame what’s her face for being into him. It’s just he was yours.

“Hey,” you said, going back to how you’d been before.

“What’re you doing all the way out here?” He asked, wrapping his arms around you from behind and putting his chin on your shoulder.

“Nothing,” you replied, looking up at him. Melting into his arms. It was silly really. Ever since the two of you started messing around it was like nonstop touching. It was so weird to have him that close, but not close enough. Now you were all wrapped up in him like you were supposed to be.

He kissed along your neck making a shiver run up and down your spine. “Mmm you know I don’t buy that shit,” he said with a chuckle. “C’mon. Talk to me, Sweetheart.”

You sighed before turning around in his arms. “It’s nothing,” you said not wanting to think when you were the one he was trying to get all close to. “I just missed you.”

“Yeah?” He asked placing more kisses on your forehead. Clearly trying to get it out of his system too. It was true. You did miss him. That was all it was. “I was right there, Baby. You could have came over.”

“I dunno since Scott is trying to hook you up.” You shrugged.

“Aw, what?” He chuckled. “You jealous?”

You rolled your eyes before pulling away from him. Going back to the balcony. Ugh he was so annoying. Hot, but annoying.

“You are jealous!” He gasped as he went back to wrapping by you up in him. Not giving a shit about your pouting or trying to push him away. “Aw, my baby,” he cooed. “You’ve got nothing to worry about.”

Then he gave you a big sloppy kiss on the cheek holding the other side of your face in place so he could hold you in place. Not even caring as you went, “Ewwww! Stahp!”

Chris chuckled before turning you around so he could bend down to kiss you. He was seriously fucking manhandling you. It was making your head spin. Then again that could be from how good he smelled. Ugh this man got on your nerves.

“Chris!” Ugh.

Miranda had called. Chris stepped back and suddenly you felt your stomach turning. Then you were regretting pushing him away as she told him Scott wanted him to come play beer pong. Before he could leave he looked back at you, raising an eyebrow.

“Um, can you give us a minute, Mandy,” he said.

“Oh, yeah, okay,” she said with a raised eyebrow, looking over at you. “Don’t keep me waiting,” she purred as she turned her attention back to him. Ew.

“Don’t bullshit me,” he started, as soon as she was gone. “What’s wrong?”

You half smiled even though your stomach was turning. Chris rolled his eyes clearly already not believing you. “I’m fine.” You shook your head.

Chris clenched his jaw. Then sighed deeply. “Alright. C’mon. We’re going home.”

Your frowned. “What? Why? What about Scott?”

He shrugged. “I’m sure we can play beer pong another day.”

“We don’t have to,” you replied.

“We’re. Going. Home. Let’s go say goodnight to everyone, okay?”

You nodded and he surprised you as he grabbed your hand. Then wrapped his arm around your waist before kissing your cheek again.

Everyone looked so confused when you started saying bye. Chris kept a hand on you the whole time as he told his brother that he’d talk to him tomorrow.

The radio played as the two of you sat in silence on the car ride home. You staring outside the window at whatever passed by until you started closing your eyes for the rest of the way.

“Honey,” he cooed kissing the side of your face as he reached over to unbuckle your seatbelt, “we’re home.”

You were so groggy as he helped you inside. Falling close behind you as you started to move through the house. Going to the closet in the other room where your clothes were to put your bag and shoes away. Chris watched you intently as he leaned the against doorframe with his arms crossed across his chest.

It was making you feel so self conscious as he looked you up and down. Then as you started to walk passed him he grabbed you by your waist. “What’s going on?” He asked, curling you into him.

“Nothing. Just gonna go shower.” You shrugged, trying to play it off.

His eyes narrowed at you as he met his arm drop. This tie not following behind as you went into the bathroom connected to the bedroom the both of you shared.

You closed your eyes as the warm water cascaded down your body. Closing your eyes as the water ran over you. Muscles relaxing.

A pair of arms wrapped around you, making you jump as it’d caught you off guard. Looking up at him with a frown. “You scared me!”

“Sorry,” he replied kissing your cheek then nuzzling your cheek with his nose. “Gonna tell me what’s wrong?” He finally asked.

“Nothing,” you said.

He put his hand around your neck, making your head crane to the side so he could kiss your ear. “You know I don’t believe you, Baby.”

Ugh. He was so annoying. He always knew just how to touch you to make you melt. Like he was trying to coax whatever he wanted out of you. That’s why he was using his lips like that on you. Knew that if he just buttered you up a little you’d give in.

Then he pulled you closer, pressing his dick into your ass. Groping your tits and pinching your nipples. Fuck.

“Want me to wash you?” He asked before kissing your shoulder.

He didn’t really give you anytime to give an answer as he just started soaping up your wash cloth so he could start. Keeping you close as he started kissing your neck again.

“It’s okay,” you whimpered trying to not show how he was affecting you, trying to grab the towel from him.

Instead he just held your wrist down with no intentions of stopping. “Lemme take care of you, Baby. You know how bad Daddy wants to take care of you. Just let me.”

With that he started playing at your clit. Biting your ear as you let out a strangled noise you were trying to hold in.

“Oh!” You mewled as that tingle spread into your stomach. Moving onto your tippy toes so he could get a better angle. He held onto you tightly to keep you in place as you caught yourself giving in, still trying to play stubborn.

“That’s it. Let Daddy make you feel good, Baby. You know this is the only pussy I want.”

Chris moved from behind you so he could push you against the wall. Kissing your lips and squeezing your tits as his tongue moved around with yours. It was like he was starving for you. As bad as you wanted to fight him you couldn’t. Cuz at the end of the day you were just as addicted.

This was how he kissed you when he was really about to fuck you up. Show you how nasty he was going to treat you. Telling you that he was about to not give you mercy as he had a point to make.

He needed better access so he grabbed you, making your legs wrap around your waist. Wet pussy resting against his stomach and his thick cock nudging into your opening. “Daddy,” you whimpered into the mouth.

“Couldn’t even take you out of the house for a few hours without you turning into a needy brat.” He chuckled, smacking your thigh. “So fucking greedy for my dick.” That was when he put his fingers back on your clit. “Can’t take you no where.”

Your hands went to his face. The droplets of water suddenly feeling so much hotter now that he was playing with you.

“It’s okay. I got you. I could tell. I wasn’t about to let my girl be cranky and needy for me and not do anything about it. You’re lucky she interrupted us cuz I was about to do some nasty shit to you right there. Bet you would have liked it though huh.”

He was working his fingers in and out of you so good it felt like your head was spinning. You tilted your head back only for his lips to get drawn to your throat. Coming to suck at the skin on the hallow of your neck. Still making you shiver. Still making you want more.

“You wanted to get us caught huh? Wanted her to see that I’m all yours. Wanted her to see that I’m your man, huh.”

You nodded as you drew your legs in closer to his waist. Holding onto him nice and tight. Not that you were worried he’d drop you. At this point shower sex happened daily anyway.

Fuck just one move and you could get impaled on his dick. Just please. You wanted it so bad.

“Got nothin’ to worry about. Only girl I want.” Then he nipped at you as he curled his fingers in a come hither motion so he could hit your spot. “You know I love you, Baby.”

You cried out your hips moving making you wrap your arms tightly around his neck to get closer. Face all screwed up from how good he was making you feel.

Then he stopped.

“Let me get one thing clear,” he said, moving you back as he took his fingers away make you whimper at the loss. Putting his hand around your neck again, making you look straight into this bright blue eyes. “When I tell you that I love you, you say it back.”

Your chest heaving as you nodded. Feeling taken aback by his sudden change in tone as you still clung to him.

“I love you,” he said putting his forehead to yours.

“I love you, too,” you whispered licking your lips, eyes dipping down to his as he looked the same before kissing him again. Fuck you needed him to always be this close.

Running your hands through his hair as he made you moan into his mouth. Fuck he tasted so good.

Like the tease he was he pulled away. Telling you that it was time to finish up your shower because the two of you had already wasted enough water. Going about your normal bed time routine.

As usual you were going to put on his t-shirt to sleep in, but he stopped you. Telling you to get the fuck on the bed. Slapping your ass as he did.

You nodded and did as he said. At this point you just wanted him to keep going with whatever he had was about to do. Then as he started to crawl on top of you, kissed all up your body as he went.

“Holy fuck, Chris,” you breathed.

“That’s not my name when we’re alone,” he whispered into one of your breasts as he started to press kisses into it. “Get it together before I make you.”

“Yes, Daddy,” you whimpered sucking your bottom lip into your mouth as you looked up at him.

“That’s better,” he whispered before connecting your lips again. Once again making out with you like he was before. Trying to angle your hips so you could get him to finally put his cock inside of you.

Pussy ready to take him in. You needed that thick cock to fill you to the fucking brim. You were dying for it.

“Please,” you squeaked.

“Been such a cranky little brat cuz all you needed was my attention. Don’t worry, Baby. I’m right here. I’m not going anywhere.” He said it all as he started kissing down your body until he got to your lower half as he started to push your legs.

As soon as his tongue touched you, you knew you wouldn’t last. He was making you fall apart so quickly. Had worked you up enough in the shower. Had his hands under your ass so he could get you as close as he could. His beard feeling so good against your thighs.

“Fuck me, fuck me, fuck me, fuck me,” you chanted along as he ate you like a full course meal. Dessert included.

Holding you in place so you couldn’t move against his face. He wanted full control and you wanted him to take it. He was rude he was your daddy. He wasn’t going anywhere, unless it was him moving himself from between your thighs until he made you cum. Cuz as that first one hit you raised up, wrapping your your arms around his head.

“Oh my god.”

He pulled away, just moving his fingers to your opening so they could prolong it. “That’s it, Baby. Cum for Daddy.”

You let out a low mewl as your eyebrows furrowed while he got closer to your lips. His breath tickling your chin. “Daddy! Daddy! Daddy!”

“That’s my girl. You’ve always been my girl, Baby. Even before we were together. I always wanted you so fucking bad.”

Fuck you should have just let him fucking hit. “Me, too,” you cried.

“That’s how you know I don’t want anyone else,” he said. “Waited too damn long to taste this juicy fucking pussy. It’s all mine now and I’m never gonna let you get away from me.”

“Okay.” You cried out. Fuck.

He chuckled but didn’t stop. “Just okay?”

That was when your eyes rolled to the back of your head as your back arched. Laying back down unable to do anything else, but feel. He stopped but quickly replaced it with his cock unable to wait any longer himself.

One hand gripped the back of your thigh while the other was wrapped under you. There was something so animalistic about what he was doing to you. Just how fucking deep he was, but still so close. You’d needed him like this so bad.

The both of you panting as your lips lightly touched. Like you were trying to kiss, but couldn’t as you moaned louder until it came out into a scream. “Fucking can’t stop cumming for me, huh?” He asked.

Well whose fault was that when his dick was that thick that it forced it out of you. You couldn’t fucking help it. It’s not like you could run from it. He’d just slam you down onto it again. He didn’t give a fuck about it being too much. He wanted it to be too much.

You came, scratching his shoulder. Tears welling up in your eyes. Skin prickling. Toes curlings.

“You keep scratching me like that and you’ll make me put a fucking baby in you.” He whispered in your ear. “Gonna make me cum so much it’s not gonna fucking care about your birth control.”

The thought made your eyes roll again. If any other man had even uttered those words you would have shoved him off and told him fuck no. But with Chris.

Yes. Please.

As soon as the thought hit your brain it was like you suddenly craved it. Like you wanted nothing more for him to slam his thick cock into your wet cunt and cum as deep as he could. You needed it.

“Yes! Daddy! Fuck!” You squeaked. Sounding so pathetically small at the same time.

“Yeah? That’s what you want? Want my fucking baby.”

“Holy fuck!” You cried. “Yes! Yes! Please!” Fuck he was making you gush. Talking like that and hitting your spot. Rolling his hips just so damn good. “Please. I want it. I wanna have your- Ah!”

Chris repositioned himself so he could get a little deeper. Holding both your legs in the air so he could really drive it home.

“Oh fuck give it to me!” You cried trying to move against him. Moving your hips so you could meet his thrusts. “Give it to me, Daddy! Fuck me!”

“Yeah?” He asked through the breathing. “Want my fucking cum in your pussy?”

“Uh huh.”

Then he got back on top of you not stopping as he started fucking into you without rhythm, but with a fucking purpose. Sure you probably wouldn’t get pregnant while still on your birth control, but fuck the way he was fucking you, you kind of hoped you would. If not he was definitely going to have to do this to you again.

“Fuck, Y/N!” He moaned into your neck. The vibrations of his voice making you tingle. Shoving in as deep as he could go as he filled you up like he told you would.

You swallowed as you attempted to catch your breath. Chris trying to do the same. Still as close as he could be. Brain unable to think after all of that. Pretty sure you couldn’t move even if you wanted to and you definitely didn’t want to.

“I love you,” he whispered.

“I love you, too,” you mumbled against his chest. Feeling so safe. Content. Like you could really stay here forever in your own little bubble and never leave.

But then at the same time you didn’t want to. You wanted him to take you on dates. Post you on his social media as his girlfriend and not just hey guys remember my best friend. Of course he’d always be your best friend, but now you were his woman and he was your man. And you wanted everyone to know that.

You hated that it took you this long to admit how bad you had it for him, but you did. Things couldn’t go back to how they were before and you didn’t want them to. There were no other options. There was only you and him.