#now to level kama the hell out of this child form and never again

[fernrisulfr]

FGO Summer 2023 has been a Rollercoaster of excitement and regret. I got all 3 of them.

But not without Cost. I spent more than I wanted or intended, but I'll call it worth it for Summer Kama. In the process I unintentionally rolled Caenis 5 times.

[ctheist]

( *✧ damon j. gillespie, bisexual, cis male ) — have you seen MICHAEL GABLE, the 17 year old STUDENT that's INTELLIGENT, but also RADICAL? in another life, he was known as MELCHIOR GABOR from SPRING AWAKENING.

      TW : suicide , not fully consensual sex , drugs , abortion. ... i think that's it. let me know if it's not !

STATS

      AGE: seventeen       SEX: male       GENDER: cis male       SEXUAL ORIENTATION: bisexual , he’s experimented.       HEIGHT: 5'8"       BUILD: seems skinny , though does have some muscle.       COMPLEXION: dark with just a touch of fairness.       HAIR: chocolate brown       EYES: hazel       STATUS: high class , though sometimes he acts like middle class.       LANGUAGES: english , german , latin       EDUCATION-LEVEL: college level , if he tries. he’s currently in high school , but could easily skip if he wanted to.       RELIGION: atheist       PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: n/a       DISORDERS: n/a       DISPOSITION: blunt , curious , radical , revolutionary , advanced. he’s very verbal with his opinions.

BIOGRAPHY

          IN ANOTHER LIFE…

♦       michael gable melchior gabor was born in a provincial german town , to a doting mother & a mentally absent father. ♦       childhood in germany seemed to be like any other. staying outside , spending time with his friends – playing pirates. every spring & summer. ♦       still , melchior’s father ( along with every other in the neighborhood ) made sure to instill a sense of pride for education in his child , for religion. of course , the love for literature & natural curiosity for the world came from his mother. the woman allowed the boy to dream , & gave him every tool needed to succeed in school. books upon books , the mama quickly learned that her boy had a knack for learning. he actually enjoyed every bit of new information being transferred into his brain. perhaps that was the initial mistake. encouraging him to explore on his own. & yet the mother could not possibly take the wonder from him. no , she would allow him to do as he pleased. ♦       school had never been a problem for melchior – if he’d attempted. he was the smartest in his class , & each year proved to be no different. of course , his intelligence came from his own research. & soon enough the curiosity led to a disbelief in god , in questioning the adults around him , in caring more about science than religion , history was the core of the world. ♦       despite his lack of religious beliefs , his teachers knew that melchior gabor would go far. he was never the issue – his best friend was. moritz stiefel. always the problem child & never being good enough for their expectations, melchior would always protect him. from punishment , from the lessons , from everything. hell , moritz spent time at his home enough to practically call melchior’s mother his own. a dear friend among a sea of cruel adults. ♦       imagine the surprise when his best friend comes to him , talking about dreams involving women. sexual. well , what can an atheist best friend do ? except write a ten page essay about intercourse. per moritz’s request. the kama sutra got nothing on this essay. needless to say , moritz learned a lot. ♦       the late teenage years are interesting , to say the least. not only had he written the essay , but an old friend appeared once again in his life. wendla bergmann. they begin spending time together , their emotions escalating with each conversation.       o       the first time they talk , imagining what would happen if things became – physically intimate. the conversation is short-lived & soon enough they part ways.       o       the second time wendla makes an – odd request. she wants him to hit her with a switch , to make her feel something. the girl has never felt anything. or so she claims. initially horrified , the boy reluctantly agrees. the actions begin gently , but quickly heighten. she can’t feel it. there’s a hidden anger within the boy , frustration about to be taken out on the girl. he stops himself. for a moment he’s afraid of himself. all he can do is leave her there , crying. he’s left his notebook.       o       the third time is in the hayloft. there’s a storm & she finds him there. to return the notebook. the boy asks her to leave , though she does not. they share a kiss. melchior , knowing how wonderful it is to engage in intercourse , urges wendla to have sex with him. she hesitates , as she is unsure of what they’re doing. the pair have sex. the intimacy ends & they part ways. ♦       things begin to spiral. melchior’s best friend has killed himself. shot himself to escape his family , the school. the stress. he’s at the funeral. ♦       moritz has ended his life due to stressors , yet melchior is being blamed. the ten page essay about intercourse ? they’ve found it. used it to sentence him. he admits to his crime – if it can truly be called that. he’s expelled. ♦       he’s sent to reformatory school , despite his mother’s complaints. she inevitably agrees with his father who made the decision. ♦       letters are exchanged while he’s there between wendla & himself. the last one is holds big news , the idiots he’s living with takes it. they read it & berate him. touching themselves to the letter. SHE’S PREGNANT. ♦       he escapes. a letter is given to a mutual friend , begging that she make sure that wendla gets it. it says to meet him at the cemetery at midnight. arriving within a few days he awaits her. ♦       during this time , melchior mourns over the death of his friend. he swears to be a loving , open , understanding father. yet , he still waits. soon enough he finds HER grave. died of anemia , a botched abortion. ♦       with his best friend , his love & his child gone – melchior has nothing to live for. a razor is drawn , determined to end his life as his best friend has. he had the right idea. “ they'll scatter a little earth, & thank their god ! “ ♦       the spirits of both moritz & wendla appeared to him , stopping him from ending his life to join them. despite missing his friends , he knew they wanted him to live on to change how things are done.

           & NOW…

♦       born in germany ,michael gable is the only child of mr. & mrs. gable. the only son of a german mother & an american father , life brought his adventurous life through many different countries & states. eventually , they ended up in new york. ♦       the gables are rather well off. mom stays home & father owns his own company. father worked a very full-time job , keeping most of his time away from his family. the mrs. was the one that spent all her time with her son. raising him practically on her own. & through homeschooling , & a general curiosity , she realized just how much her son’s mind could hold. of course , by the time he COULD go to school , he was already ahead of his class. ♦       every lesson was more boring than the last , so studies continued at home. on his own. no , the mother wanted him to go to school to make FRIENDS. something that she could not provide. social skills were a necessity. ♦       michael succeeded , just like in anything else. he made friends – few , but he did make them. they were close. ♦       as he grew up , michael began to learn more about religion. the only thing his parents seemed to agree on. at least father had sundays off to go to church. oh , but the boy discovered through science just how USELESS religion was. god could not be proven scientifically. he became an ATHEIST. ♦       for a few weeks his father couldn’t even look at him. he was never home anyway. his mother – tolerated , his decision. ♦       growing up michael was taught to express his opinion , no matter what others thought. to have a mind of his own. which is precisely what he does. It gets him into trouble more often than not. ironically , his father would prefer him to keep his opinions to himself. ♦   ��   he has always been protective of his friends. & always will be. michael has a “fight me” attitude when it comes to others picking on those he cares about. ♦       if he tries his best , he’s top of his class. there are distractions in high school , but for the most part he keeps his throne at the top. ♦       while he is rich , the boy looks for ways to make money. generally things that involve school. tutoring & helping others cheat. father dearest thinks he needs therapy for “having too many opinions” , so the medications he gets , he sells at school. no use for them anyway. ♦       despite his mind focusing on science , he does have some interest in music. he doesn’t plan to pursue anything , but he has had professional training ( rich parents ). he plans on majoring in philosophy & is currently taking ADVANCE PLACEMENT classes. ♦       he could be going to college , he could’ve started going long before his senior year. instead , he opted into staying in high school with his friends. college can wait. ♦       his favorite book is faust , which he has read in english , german & latin. all languages his mother has taught him. ♦       he can have a rather cynical view on life , but for the most part he tries to smile & be friendly. ♦       don’t get into a battle of wits with him. you won’t win. ♦       sex & physical affection has never been taboo for him. he’s learned all there is to know about it through reading , research & personal experience. ♦       there is a hidden anger within the boy. stress that is bottled up , it doesn’t come out often. but when it does , it comes in the form of parties , fights & a LARGER michael – as in , every little problematic trait is intensified.

EXTRA

           FRIENDS

♦      maurice stewart ( best friend ) ♦      pauline kaufman ( close friend ) ♦      willow edwards ( old friend )

           PARTNERS

♦      pauline kaufman ( casual )

           CLIENTS

♦      TBD

           OTHER

♦      TBD

      ( these are subject to change as we go. let me know if you’d like to be part of any of these , or if your character knows michael in some other capacity. )