#now that ive gotten back into aot

[musouie]

for those who followed me for aot content, i’m currently working on some drabbles for both levi and jean! i apologise for depriving you guys for so long 🥹

[levishart]

some thoughts of mine on my evolving music taste that i wanted to ramble about

i think ive grown out of liking mitski purely because ive gotten better mentally. or, i feel less alone. i still love her music but it doesnt get me anymore. her music doesn't reach in and stroke the deepest part of me these days. rather, i can't seem to let her in. i think in a way, this shows growth. but in a strange way, i think its a minor set back.

i still need my intake of more somber music, which is why ive shifted to laufey. laufey is more for hopeless romantics, but she has happier music. and even some of her sadder songs have happier beats. its better for me mentally to be listening to more jazzy, popy stuff than gut wrenching heart breaking indie from mitski. laufey gets me though.

yes, im hopelessly in love with a fictional character and he is the one i often think about whilst listening to her songs, but im happier. he keeps me happy. and listening to music that reflects my thoughts and feelings for him helps maintain that feeling of walking on clouds that thinking of him gets me.

listening to mitski was a comfort for the times i felt shackled to the ground, but now that im up above - or at the very least free to go where i want on land, her music is just a reminder of those past times.

i never thought there'd be a time where i would stop liking her music. and that's not necessarily true, i just cant listen to her anymore. not when i have laufey to remind me of all that i have now, no matter how material and delusional it is. mitski used to get me in ways that others never could.

however now that im in a better, or at least happier place, i don't need that. what i need is music that understands where im at now, and laufey fills that role perfectly. ive let go a lot of music that used to define me, because in truth, they never were really me.

mitski, mother mother, mindless self indulgence, tally hall, marina, gorillaz, lemon demon, the living tombstone, the smiths, ricky montgomery, sir chloe, vocaloid in general - don't get me wrong, it's all good music, but listening to them makes me feel like im pretending that im somebody that im not. and i cant stand to listen to them anymore when every part of me is screaming to go elsewhere for my music.

getting into metal has made me so much better as a person, and although it is taking time and i am still new to it, i am so eager to continue this journey of self discovery. ive been gradually getting into nu metal band by band, and im really looking forward to getting into black metal next. those genres just feel like ME and have helped my self expression and confidence loads.

i did this thing to my friends where i made them give me a crap ton of artists on spotify and id listen to all their songs, but i dont even need that anymore. like, it was to help me discover new music, and ill 100% listen to them all eventually, but right now, i want to pursue what makes me the happiest.

anyways, laufey 🔛🔝 and so is metal. stream twist by korn it makes my autism happy. you not rrrh rot dot n dot n dot per rot dot n not n dot per n dot chi cot n dot rrr ah dot dot ki o ma gri a dot dot ers a pa ta ko some play to we a dot think up a bite rah sometimes you might ooh ooh rrrh we thought we might dot be mer hot something what are you ma ah do bro what are mines is dot ooh ooh rot in dot n bite ooh na na er na he woo hoo rah ate no hoo dot er ha ya dot im wer rah

side note the "he" i kept refering to is of course my sexy babe levi ackerman from attack on titan and i actually think he'd quite like SOME metal bands and this isn't self projection because i dont think he'd like everything i like but you can NOT tell me he wouldnt jam out to coming undone okay?? i also 🫶 all aot songs. openings, endings, soundtrack, it makes my chest feel happy. good music.

TLDR; i broke up with mitski and got with laufey but im also banging korn, slipknot, and soad on the side. im also madly in love with levi ackerman and this is all because of him

[bcdwhcre]

Can I request Levi getting a little drunk in the mess hall (maybe a party or something with everyone?!) and forgetting his relationship is a secret, causing everyone to be shocked when he accidentally kisses you or something? Ive just been thinking about this lately and youre my favourite Levi writer!!♥️ If you want more requests my brain is full of them!!!

“Drunken Thoughts,” Levi x Reader

Summary: Levi surprisingly gets drunk one night and reveals the dirty secret you two have🤭 aka secret relationship.

Warnings: alcohol intake incase anyone is triggered by that. ⚠️end of season 3 spoilersssss!!!!!!⚠️

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The week was stressful enough and after completing their mission on reclaiming wall Maria, the scouts had made it back. At first it felt wrong for them to celebrate so it had taken them until after the memorial of their fallen members for them to finally let loose and relax a bit.

They celebrated with the best food they could have and Hange had brought drinks, making sure everyone relaxed and had fun instead of being sad about what had happened and be more positive about the future of wall Maria.

Levi had expressed to you in private that he didn’t want to go and you felt bad, not wanting to really push the topic any longer but he ended up going anyways, only because Hange forced him.

You had kept your distance away from Levi almost the whole night, it pained you to do so but your relationship wasn’t out in the open yet and you didn’t want to reveal it any time soon.

Your eyes had glanced over at him a few times throughout the night, noticing the amount of alcohol he was consuming and it had worried you a bit.

You had only taken a few drinks, trying not to rush yourself but seeing Levi down drink after drink like it was nothing had you overthinking if there was something on his mind he was trying to forget, maybe the guilt of the death of most of the scout members or maybe Erwin’s death.

As the night went on for a few hours, most of the scouts had gone through enough drinks to be up, laughing and dancing around like crazy people but it was a nice sound hearing all of them laugh and be happy.

Connie and Jean had even got up, singing obnoxiously, making the scouts continue their laughter throughout the room.

Suddenly you felt a arm wrap around your shoulders, glancing up to see Levi as he pulled you into his body.

“Baby,” He whined, making your eyes widen and you had tried to hold his body up straight.

“I think you’re ready for bed.”

He giggled in your ear, making a smile appear on your face at the amount of giggling he was doing which was rare for him to do. He had stood up straight, grabbing your hands and dragged you towards the middle of the room.

“C’monnnn, dance with me.” He started to twirl you around, grabbing your hips and pulling your body to his in seconds.

Both of your chests were pressed against each other, his face inches away and you can smell the alcohol on his breath before he had tilted your chin up, pressing his lips on yours. It was a small sloppy kiss but it had made your heart flutter, making you completely forget about the scouts in the room.

The scouts started to whistle and laugh, making you realize what was happening and you pulled back from his mouth. Everyone’s eyes were on you and it made the embarrassment wash over you, making your cheeks turn a bright red.

Levi on the other hand was giggling his ass off, watching your reaction and he wrapped his arms around your shoulders, pulling your face into his chest, stroking your hair back.

“What’s so funny? I can kiss what’s mine whenever I want.” He said out loud, making the air get caught in your throat and you started to almost choke on it.

“What’s yours?!” Hange screamed from across the room and the more you sat there, the more embarrassing it had gotten.

“Hm yes, Y/N is mine.”

“Since when?”

“Since months ago.” Levi confidently said, making you shush him from saying anymore than what he just did now.

You listened to Levi argue with everyone, hiccuping every now and then along with a little fit of giggles. He was truly acting like a child and you finally pulled yourself back into reality and grabbed onto his hand.

“Alright, bed timeee!” You said, trying to drag him out the door and surpringly he had let you.

“I’m not tired!” He began to stumble around, making it that much harder for you to walk him out the door, practically holding him up.

You had ignored his words, trying to concentrate on taking him to his bedroom without falling considering you were pretty much tipsy yourself and you were trying to carry a complete drunk. Levi kept his arm around your shoulder, his hair was a mess and the random giggles made you question what was so funny inside his head?

Once you made it to his room, you opened it up and brought him inside. You set him on the bed, watching him flop down on his back and being the dramatic baby he is.

“Levi, sit up.” You mumbled, grabbing his arm to force him up and he whined louder, making your eyebrows furrow- it felt like you were being a parent.

“I’m just trying to take the suit off, you big baby.”

“I’m not a baby, you’re a baby. Actually- make that my baby.” He rambled, making you laugh while unbuttoning his white top.

“Is that so?” You mumbled, slipping his shirt off and suddenly he had caught on to what you were doing.

“Are you trying to get me naked?” He questioned you, his hooded eyes looking up at your face but you tried not to make eye contact.

“Only to get you in bed and comfortable.”

“I think you’re trying to seduce me.”

“Levi, shut up.” You laughed again, making him pout like a child and you combed your fingers through his hair.

You had finished taking off his clothes, leaving him in just his boxers before tugging the blankets back and forced him to get underneath. You tucked him in, looking down at him and the entire time his eyes were on you.

“You’re so pretty, lay with me- please?” Your heart began to race again, nodding you head as you took off the uncomfortable clothes you were wearing and settled in bed beside him.

He moved on his side to face you, his fingers moving up to run along your face before fully caressing it. Your thoughts ran wild and you couldn’t help but think about how much of a soft clingy boyfriend he was while drunk.

“Can I get a kiss?” He kept asking you random questions, like he needed to ask for permission for stuff like that and you had gently nodded.

“Always.” You mumbled, pushing the loose strands of his hair back and he leaned over to press his lips on yours.

The mixture of the alcohol on both of your tongues made it that much more intoxicating to the both of you but Levi kept the kiss soft, like he was savoring the moment,

When he pulled back, his lips landed on your forehead before he rolled to where he was cuddling you while you laid on your back and his face buried in the crook of your neck.

Your fingers had traced shapes on his bare back, hearing a random hiccup come from his mouth and you tried to stifle your laugh, knowing he was already falling asleep and soon enough, you heard his soft snores, making you turn to kiss the top of his head.

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I wish I could experience a drunk Levi

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[love-neptune]

bnha x aot au + gn!reader

no bc ive been thinking about this for a lil while...

cont.>>

bnha x aot au but have isayama’s quirk be that anything he writes into the manga is all true and all the characters are real people who disappeared from the bnha universe and sent into the aot universe,,

im thinking he just draws their faces and their names pops up underneath and boom! new character unlocked. also out irl another person goes missing.

the disappearances start gaining media coverage when 4 foreign students, who planned to attend the annual ua visit, go missing after their arrival at the airport (their visit is more like a training camp,, getting to train with new types of quirks and how to become more adaptable to them,, something reasonably ya know?)

this would be their third year going so they’ve really gotten to know 1-a and grew with them until their third year. the four who’d gone missing were part of the few consistent students that came, so seeing reader and their classmates’ faces show up on the news with the words missing underneath really was gut wrenching

of course the class makes an effort to help with the search party or try to be of use to the investigators in charge of the case but they’d always come back to the dorms empty handed.. it was so emotionally draining that they start to feel like shells of their former self,,

then there’s that lingering question, what kind of quirk had been used on the students that kept them from defending themselves? these students were heroes in training so there was no way they’d leave without a fight. nothing seems to add up and it only feeds into the idea that their friends’ case is growing cold.

it hits hard when they near their graduation day and see the director of the foreign student program with a large bag in hand. the director gives them a teary smile

he came with gifts that their friends’ families had sent to the whole class. a thank you for their dedicated search for their children and for wanting to bring them home safely

but life goes on and so do they or at least they’re still trying to. the class graduates, but not without feeling like there should have been 4 more graduates with them and they soon become interns

soon days turn to weeks which turn into months and then low and behold it’s been a good 4 years pass since they graduated ua

a few classmates still hold on to their friends’ missing persons case and even review it as a team now that they’re well known heroes. the few that still look into the case were the closest to the 4 missing students.

todoroki was one of those few, more so with reader than any other of the students, but still he’d do anything to bring them all home

now a day off is rare for such a high ranking hero and usually todoroki likes to spend his off days at home, resting, but this time around he had ran out of mangas to read and to the book store he went

cue the a new manga that catches todoroki’s eye,,

the cover page has a familiar face and at first he doesn’t seem to notice when he’s reaching for the book. all he can focus on are the familiar face that he’s seen so many times on the missing persons report stored away somewhere in his office cabinet

and then he takes a closer look at the cover and pages.. were these hand drawn? was this homemade? it definitely wasn’t up to par with the others beside it. and no author name to claim the work.

he skims through a few pages of the other books and there were the other three he’d been looking for. it leaves him confused, did the family give permission to use their son’s/daughter’s whole identity for some character in a manga?

because he was sure that eren yeager of all people wouldn’t have wanted that. he was sure that yn ln would hardly approve of it either. the author would be caught dead if annie leonhart had heard that her name was in any part of this. maybe jean kirstein would have but what good what it have done to him if he wasn’t here for it?

the gut feeling in todoroki kicks in and all he can think of doing is to buy all the available volumes that the book store has. and surprising enough they have a total of 15 volumes but no more than 2 copies each. not a single copy is left behind.

“oh, im not too sure ya’ll like this one. it isn’t very popular and honestly I’ve been thinking of just returning them to my -.” don’t, todoroki tells the old store owner. the hero comments that he’d be glad to buy any and all copies the man orders and better yet order up to the most recent volume! he bids the cashier a quick ‘goodbye’ and heads straight for his office.

with a quick text to deku and dynamite to meet him in his office, todoroki holds on tight to the two bags filled with manga. he can’t help the sick and twisted feeling that whatever happened to his classmates that day has everything to do with the manga is his hands. and now that they have a possible lead, he’ll be damned if he lets this opportunity slip from him.

[hentaimommi]

ʜɪᴛᴛɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ | ᴋɪʀɪꜱʜɪᴍᴀ ʜᴄ'ꜱ

Warnings: abuse/violence

[A/N]: this is me procrastinating the aot fic 😋

• You all are in a heated argument. At this point, you can't even recall what it was about, but you knew you had the upper hand.

• His eyes were a low shade of red, face growing heated at the thought of you. He was so mad, so so mad.

• Then it happens. He hits you. His hand hardens, slapping you back handed across the face. In an instant the room goes quiet, the slap echoing as your body hits the floor.

• Your jaw feels loose, as if you lost control. You'd broken it. Holding it, your eyes fell to the floor in shock. He stood, trembling.

• 'B-Babe? Pebble? Are you okay?' His voice softens, desperate to console you. Quickly he noticed the red dripping from your mouth and chin, onto your open hands. Panic arises, his breath quickens.

• Easily, he maneuvers to the floor, picking you up. Your face is covered in your hair. 'Please tell me you're okay.' He's whispering how sorry he is, cursing his quirk.

• You can't talk. The pain is so heavy, you lose strength, and slip into the darkness.

• Once awake, you realized very soon you were in a hospital bed. Iv's hooked up, beeping sounds. You tried to make a sound, but something was blocking your mouth. Braces, how long had you been out?

• 'Good afternoon miss (L/N), glad to see you're awake after all this time.' A nurse walks into the room, clearly signaled by the heart monitor. A few nurses followed him, all with carts. Everything went fast.

• Later that night you'd been informed you were in a 3 week coma, medically induced. Your jaw hand broken, luckily not hurting your teeth too bad. They used braces to fix it after the first two weeks.

• Turning on the TV, you were welcomed with a familiar face.

• 'PRO HERO RED RIOT STILL NOT SEEN LEAVING HIS FLAT IN OVER A MONTH. WHAT COULD THIS BE?' Oh, yeah. Eijiro. He must have broken your jaw.

• A sudden wave of heart break flowed over you, ten times the pain of your jaw. Your fiance broke your jaw. He hit you, and he wasn't even here when you woke up.

• The hospital was set to release you the next day, the only option for you was to go back to someone who cared for you. Denki and Shinsou. You all had dormed together after UA, only parting because of Eijiro.

• 'He what? We thought you'd gotten beat up all this time! Yeah, don't worry, I'll get your stuff.' Denki makes an effort to comfort you. Shinsou set up your old room, smiling and hugging you softly when you walked in. He smelled like weed, just as you had remembered. Lying down in your old bed, it felt incredible.

• Eijiro would knock at your front door the next morning. When opening it, Denki scowled. 'What the hell do you want? Another hit?' Kiri felt awful. He explained what had happened, and earned his way to your door. He looked skinny, now. Bags under his eyes. He fucked up.

• 'Pebble?' He asks, knocking on your door. You would open, shocked to see him. After letting him in and talking, you hugged him finally. It felt like home. He was so soft and gentle, so scared to touch you. Shinsou passed you all from the hallway, smiling. He knew how you all felt for each other.

• Deciding to stay there for a week, you came home the following Monday. Upon arrival, the house was clean. Eiji had cleaned it so well, spraying his cologne on the bed to make it smell of him. You laid down, smiling into the sheets.

• He soon followed, hugging your waist tightly. 'I'm so sorry. I'll never hurt you again.' His tears soaked through your shirt, making you sigh. 'I love you, Eiji.'

[todokori-kun]

For

 the queen, I’ll try my best (seriously tho why are you so nice? Like ???? how ??? Queen Luna is so freaking amazing)

AND NO IT’S REALLY NOT YOUR FAULT ADS:DLFJK omg

That really does sound fun! (lowkey jealous lol) hope you have a fantastic time!

Thanks! And, well, I was thinking of a very neutral blue-grey color scheme because it’s Ilumi, but then that also feels weird because of his green outfit? (like sure he has different oufits too but that weird green needle suit is the most well-known. Like, it’s the thing cosplayers always wear, the one he’s drawn wearing in most of the fanart…)

Illumi has his eyes on you

(this is probably true)

Do you think Kikyo and Silva (Mr. and Mrs. Zoldyck) ever bothered to teach that to him? They must have encouraged it. From a clip I watched recently it seems that Silva knew about the needle Illumi put in Killua’s head and was pretty much cool with it(…)

He’d drag Armin along with him. If Armin’s genius somehow wasn’t enough to put him into the top ten, Illumi’s really not above using Dead Eyes Intimidation + Zoldyck connections to make sure he’d get there…and then the needle would make sure Armin would never, ever dream of joining the Survey Corps or the Garrison.

That’s extremely accurate XD

Also, look at this cut exchange from Cabinet Battle 2:

Jefferson: Can you do me a favor?

Hamilton: Depends. I can try.

J: Can you tell Angelica Schuyler I said hi?

H: She’s never mentioned you.

J: She’s not the type who shares. But since you’re so interested in foreign affairs…

(Ouch.)

Yes, Eliza’s awesome ;-;

Well, the word got around, they said, ‘This kid is insane, man!’

Took up a collection just to send him to the mainland

‘Get your education, don’t forget from whence you came and

The world’s gonna know your name.

What’s your name, man?’

Kuroiwa is very much dead. Wonder how Takeomi’s gonna feel about this…first Yoriko, then his dad…;-;

Awww, at least you have tumblr friends? *hugs* and tbh I don’t have any fellow manga/anime fan friends over here either (though maybe that’s just because I don’t have any friends here at all lol)

Please join me in HxH hell. Please. I- I need someone to sob with me because I’m only like seven or eight volumes in and I just met Chrollo and omg please I have literally 0 friends in the HxH fandom (jk jk, just the fact that you listen to me rant out my favs is enough for me. TYSM for being such a queen <3)

And actually, it’s nowhere near as bad as TG or AoT! Like, it has emotional moments, but there aren’t that many character deaths? Like, sure, people die, some favs die, but so far it’s still reasonable and nobody seems to be rage-quitting the manga because of pointless angst.

Chrollo always looks good but yeah, that last style does uit him really well :)

Ging is horrible, but like you said, at least he tries and acknowledges that he’s a bad parent. In his own way. I mean, the whole journey to find him was something he designed himself to help Gon grow as a hunter (though that also connects to Ging’s slightly problematic habit of treating Gon more like a hunter to train than a child to raise…)

Excuse me Queen Luna do not compare yourself to this trashcan. He doesn’t deserve it.

I haven’t even met Pouf in the manga yet and I kinda love him.

ALL THE HAM/ELIZA FEELS.

I’m sad to say I did not cry at all during Hughes’ death/funeral. I felt a lot of pain but the tears just didn’t come OTL

I’m glad you appreciated the puns ;) (Seriously though seeing the blog back is so exciting <333)

Also: I will now send you some pics of Chrollo’s troupe members (AKA his loyal fellow criminals he’s so proud of them all), and of Ging’s student (Gon’s father figure), if that’s ok?

And I might gift you a surprise fic soon…I promise that it won’t be too angsty. Really. I would never lie to the queen :D

Last thing- is it ok if I rant more about OCs sometime? Mainly about the Love Interests for that Otome Game I mentioned a while ago (the thing I was trying to write a script for)…I’d just like some opinions on the LIs *Lenny Face*

Hi i’m back and ready to die.

I hate school, have I ever mentioned that?

Anyway, lately I’ve been losing my motivation for everything basically and that includes coming onto Tumblr, and I was wondering, do you have any app that has an instant messaging system? This is nothing against you personally, but my replies will be really slow, since I don’t even turn my computer on much these days… In fact, I feel incredibly guilty that I take so long to answer, I just don’t have the motivation…

On a happier note, I finally watched Civil War! And I ship Stony.  My heart is not okay.

Um what else happened… Norway is absolutely beautiful? It’s a place where fairytales would take place, especially the fjords. And I also saw a ton of Thor statues lol

I’d scream if Illumi had his eyes on me. If I’d have the time to before dying that is.

While we’re on HxH, that picture of Hisoka you sent me is just mmmmmm nice abs  He looks less trashy with his hair down. 

well fuck kuroiwa is dead… 

oh god trust me id be a shitty parent. a very very shitty parent. there’s a reason why i don’t want kids and the pain of giving birth is only a small part of it. not to mention i don’t have the patience to deal with a small human who can only shit or cry.

gah i know there was something else i wanted to tell you but forgot hnnnngh

uh well, ive returned to tg, so much about quitting. as long as my sweet sunshine is present, I’ll come back at any time. i just sincerely hope it is actually him and not a fake. 

oh yeah, ive started rereading soul eater! it’s a good manga, you just have to get past the first 2-3 volumes for it to get good. the initial parts are pure ecchi. 

i might spam the blog w some pictures of norway later ^^;;

sorry for the short&all over the place response, I’m just so so tired, even tho it’s only been one week of school. I blame my period.

Anyway, the next one will be longer, I swear!  I hope you’re not too mad…

[edit:] I REMEMBERED WHAT I WANTED TO SAY

I SAW BOOK OF ATLANTIC. LIZZY. MY BABY. SHE FINALLY GOT HER SCENE IT WAS BEAUTIFUL ALSO UNDERTAKER. DAAAAAAAAMN

oh and i’ve gotten around to watching Death Note and it casually broke my heart. good to know, good to know.