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they said wed be in some trouble,
some other past that presnts itself forward
delegating lines and fostering new found throughts to mind
i rest and let the moments pass until I meet you again.
ya you..
ya...
#youunderground
#youunderground#givn#originalauthor#dab'n#vancouver#2020#2022#reallife#explorepage#spotify#youtube#originated on youtube#now on the real i reside#on tv as a fragment of time#i wont be forgotten in small pieces at first#believe that
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lowkey getting a whiplash from how digitalised everything in Poland is after living in Germany for the past too many years lol
#Burocracy is sooooo much more convenient#Although on the other side of the coin I liked being car-less more in Germany than here#Switching your country of residence sucks cuz now you have real comparison of how each could be better lol
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☆ Day 1 // First time // Leon Kennedy ☆
Summary: You're his first.
Characters: Leon Kennedy x Reader
Themes: NSFW (18+), oral (both receiving), PIV, virginity
Word Count: 1.5k
Leon quietly moaned into your kiss, hands tangled in your shirt as if he was desperate to have something to hold onto.
His hair had fallen into his face, a smile on his face as you pulled back for a second to gently swipe it away so that he could see.
The reaction to your makeout session was hard against your thigh.
You pushed your hand between your two bodies, running over his erection, smiling as he let out a quiet moan.
“I’m… I’m sorry.”
You gave him a quick kiss again.
“Nothing to be sorry for.”
“What is it, hm?”
“I… I have to tell you something.”
His hips bucked into your touch, almost involuntarily, an embarrassed whine escaping his throat as he realized the way his desperate body had betrayed him.
His pale cheeks were now bright red and you could tell that he was struggling to even look you into the eyes.
“I’ve… I’ve never done this before.”
“What do you mean, sweetheart?”
“I’ve never… Slept with anyone.”, he said so quietly that you could barely understand him.
You hid your surprise well, luckily.
You gently cupped his face, he eased into your touch immediately. He was so receptive, so eager for any of the attention you could provide him.
“Do you want me to be your first?”
He nodded, still bright red.
“Yes. I’d… Really like that.”
Your hands slipped under his shirt, fingers exploring the ridges of his muscles under his soft skin.
His lips found yours again, kissing you needily.
“Please be my first.”, he whispered, a certain sense of desperation in his voice.
“I want to take off your shirt.”, you said softly, watching his reaction closely, hoping he wouldn’t feel any type of discomfort by your request, but beyond blushing a little harder, he seemed eager.
He pushed himself up from the mattress to give you access to remove his shirt, pulling it over his head.
The flush on his cheek went all the way down his neck, across his pale chest.
“You’re so beautiful.”, you said quietly, your hands roaming his chest still, taking in all of him.
He tugged on your shirt until he had removed it as well, tossing it to the floor.
His eyes scanned your body, gaze falling to your breasts, then jumping up to your eyes again, as if there was any shame in how he wanted to look at you.
"It's okay. You can look. You can even touch if you want, you know?"
You unclasped your bra with a smile, baring your breasts to him.
"Are you sure?"
You grabbed his hands, moving them to your chest, smiling as you could feel his inexperience in the way that he touched you, awkwardly kneading your flesh.
Your body tensed as one of his thumbs slid across your nipples, feeling it harden under his touch.
"Do you like that?", he asked, looking up at you with those puppy eyes of his.
You nodded, now you were the one to blush.
He hesitated for a moment, then he leaned in, his lips closing around your nipple, tongue darting around it.
His hand moved to the small of your back, anchoring you as your body arched into his touch.
"Fuck… Leon…", you muttered, sighing as his other hand came upward to massage your other breast with a new found confidence from the way you reacted to him.
His hands were so gentle on you, as if he was afraid he'd hurt you otherwise.
"I want to taste you.", he said quietly, lips still pressed to your chest, but slowly working up to your neck.
The hand on your back traveled forward, the tip of his index finger slipping into the waistband of your shorts.
You could see the eagerness in his flushed face, he genuinely meant it.
You didn't answer, instead just pushing your hips upward, letting him undress the rest of you.
"You're so beautiful.", he said softly, carefully pushing you back on the bed so he could get easier access to you.
He pushed your legs apart with a gentleness that sent shivers down your spine, kissing across your parted thighs as he worked his way closer to your core.
His eyes fluttered shut as he dragged his tongue across you for a first, almost hesitant taste.
You ran your fingers through his hair, biting back a moan.
"You taste so good.", he whispered, before he leant back in, shorter, quicker licks around your clit now.
Even though his inexperience was obvious, he read you like an open book, interpreting your every noise until he had learnt how to work you, where you needed his tongue, his lips.
"Why are you so good at this?", you panted, feeling yourself slowly build up to your release, your breaths coming in stutters.
He didn't answer, his arm wrapping around your thigh a little tighter as he devoured you.
The moment he sucked your clit between his lips was when you lost it, arching yourself against his face, riding out your orgasm against his lips.
"Fuck… Fuck.", you quietly moaned, grabbing him and pulling him upwards so you could kiss him again.
Your taste was on his lips and you could feel the desperation on him.
"You did so well.", you muttered as you slowly regained your composure.
His hips grinded against your hand as you palmed him through his pants, he was rock hard.
"I'm sorry you got so little attention.", you said quietly, but he immediately shook his head.
"No. Don't apologize. I could do that forever."
He licked his lips with a grin as if to drive the point home further.
"Still. It's your turn."
He nodded obediently, moving his hips off the bed so you could take his pants off, dragging his boxers down with them.
His erection strained against his stomach.
He bit his lip as you wrapped your hand around him, giving him a gentle first stroke.
His eyes followed you as you bent down before him, kissing along the V lines of his hips.
“Please don’t tease me.”, he whispered breathily, his hand gently in your hair, but not pushing you.
The desperation in his little moans made you try even harder, doing your best to draw even more noises out of him.
He groaned quietly as you took the tip of his cock into your mouth, his body tensing at the new sensation.
“Please…” He didn’t finish his plea, but you knew what he wanted, taking him further into your mouth, tongue swirling around him.
“How’s that?”, you asked quietly, licking up his shaft with a smile, replacing your mouth with your hand for a moment.
“So good.” He looked at you with a look on his face that you could only interpret as awe, his eyes glazed over in desire.
“Do you want to fuck me, then?”
“But fuck… I don’t know how long I can last like this.”
There was something akin to embarrassment on his face, but you shut it down immediately, sitting up so you could put a kiss on his lips, gently reassuring him.
You climbed onto him, grabbing his hands and placing them onto your hips, giving him something to hold onto.
He nodded eagerly, even though you could see the nervousness on his face. Your choice of words flustered him even more.
“Hey, there is nothing you can do wrong, okay?”
You kissed him again, gently, passionately, until you pushed him backwards onto the bed.
He whined quietly as you grabbed his cock, lining it up with your pussy.
You gave him a questioning look, he just answered with a nod, so you slowly lowered yourself on him.
His lips parted with a gasp, grip tightening on you as he took in the feeling, overwhelmed by your warmth and wetness.
“So fucking good.”, he repeated.
You leaned forward, kissing him hungrily, drowning out his quiet moans with your lips as you slowly lifted your hips before moving downward again, giving you a few slow, first movements to adapt to his size.
“You feel so good.”, he panted, his eyes finally opening again, watching you in amazement, eyes wandering down to the spot where your bodies met.
You slowly picked up the pace, always keeping watch of him and his reaction, but there was nothing on his pretty face other than adoration.
His body fit against yours almost perfectly, the way his hands were grabbing you, your chest against his, his cock inside of you.
“I think I’m close already.”, he said, almost apologetically.
You stopped your movement for a moment, gently cupping your face.
There were beads of sweat on his forehead, his hair damp against his forehead.
“Do you want to try to be on top?”
He nodded. He grabbed you without slipping out of you, pushing you to be the one on your back.
He pounded into you quicker than you had ridden him earlier, panting heavily next to your ear, lips pressed against your neck.
“I’m so fucking close.”, he muttered, his voice breathy.
“Keep going, then.”
You grabbed his face, pulling him in for another kiss as you could feel his thrusts start to stutter, hands grasping the sheets next to your head.
He pulled out of you, leaving you almost painfully empty as he shot thick ropes of cum onto your stomach, moaning desperately against your lips.
With a final groan he collapsed on top of you, easing into your embrace as you ran your fingers through his hair.
“That was perfect.”
#the fanfic writer's curse is real bc why did my insulin pump just disconnect and now my bloodsugar is like 400 while i was#trying to finish this damn fic wtf#sorry I'm not 100% proud of this but my brain fog is killing me i need to lie down lmao#Leon Kennedy#Leon Kennedy x Reader#Resident Evil fanfiction#ari writes#resident evil x reader#re fanfiction#leon x reader
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okay my first thought was that it's cute that Hayden visits his childhood friend on his birthday, but then i thought. man it would be so much funnier if Hayden thinks they were childhood pals and Valen just thinks they happened to grow up in the same place LMAOO
hayden: omg my bff valen!! hi valen!! valen‚ internally: oh right‚ the short guy who lived across town during high school. i should probably say hi to be polite
#am I supposed to believe that human doctor Valen is pulling double duty as the resident veterinarian?? for reals??#sorry fields of mistria fandom you are now going to be subjected to the horror that is Me yapping 24/7.#fom hayden#fom valen#hayden fom#valen fom#you guys we've really gotta decide how we're tagging these bitches because i am so fucking confused... fom first or last??#fields of mistria
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various sketchbook doodles from the final school week for the spring termmm
#sketch#doodle#sketchbook#oc#original character#oc art#oc: arvo#oc: folke#oc: selma#oc: klint#oc: adrian#oc: jan#first pic are troll children with a gloson hihi#i definitely dont have the ability to make nice looking proffessional youtube vid worthy sketchbook pages LOL#pareidolia tag#hopefully i will have more Real things to post soon now that i have time to draw for myself more hihi#also btw the transartists.org is not as based as it sounds#its like a site concerning artist residency stuff iirc frowns...
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what kind of partner do you think leon would go for? realistically, do you think he would want a civilian? he’s around 47 now, so do you think he would mind an age gap? like if the reader is 20-25, would he mind it? im a little biased in my thought process, but i think if the reader was mature enough and serious about him, i think he wouldn’t mind an age gap.
i can’t really speak on his type, but based on your hcs i think they’re super realistic and thought out. if you don’t wanna answer this, that’s completely fine! thank you in advance (if you choose to answer)
Check out the SFW and NSFW headcanons here!
Oh I would be so happy to answer this!!! And you're welcome, thank you for the feedback and questions!
I took a lot of time to sit down and really think about Leon and what he would've been like growing up, what he would like and how he would interact with others, so I really thank you for mentioning that my headcanons are realistic and thought out! :)
So, for your first question, I honestly think he would prefer a civilian, someone detached to his line of work so he doesn't have to think about it while with them. I did mention in my headcanons that he has a preference for dark colored hair (due to just who he's seemed very close to in canon), but I think other than that?
They can look however, he wouldn't be picky (but really I don't think he would be picky when he was younger? My headcanon about him being awkward, he may be a bit of a loser in his personal life Imfao.)
But!! He could prefer someone the complete opposite of the ones he's constantly around so, in regards to physical appearance, someone who doesn't really care to exercise or isn't chiseled from strenuous activities that comes with fighting bioterrorism.
Dare I say...perhaps someone softer, curvier or plus size? (I never specity it, but when I do write my inserts it's never with someone skinny in mind due to my own body type.)
As for your second question:
He may be very picky and after all these years, realizing that, 'l deserve someone who would fit all my criteria and that I can be picky if it's someone I really want to settle down with’. I feel like Leon would not be in the mood to tolerate immaturity so he would automatically go for someone older anyways?
So yes he wouldn't mind an age gap but it wouldn't be like, someone in their 20s, if you're talking in regard to his canon age, he would want someone 30+. (I don't write Leon as that old for that reason, usually it's RE2/RE4 versions of him in my writings due to my own age).
But if you have anymore thoughts or questions about Leon I would love to hear them!! I love creating content/lore for him hehe.
#Also for me when I think of him I go to RE4 Leon due to him being around the age I am now so#I’m sure as I get older I’ll like the older versions of him once I hit those ages lol.#yes I write him the age he is out of respect for his comfort 😭#if you can’t respect fictional characters how the fuck are you going to respect real life people??#anyways I loved thinking about this and writing it out it took me a whole day LMFAO#ALSO if ya’ll know of any Leon x reader w a curvier/plus size reader pleeeeesse let me know#o asks#o talking#o text#leon kennedy#leon s kennedy#leon kennedy x reader#resident evil
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RESIDENT EVIL: DEATH ISLAND
"How many of these things are there?!" "I ain't stopping to count!"
#jill would be the one to put this man in his place with the most disappointed 'oh' he's ever heard in his life#REAL close to an 'ugh'#like yeah girl give him what he deserves#jill valentine#leon kennedy#resident evil: death island#also just realizing now that i forgot to smoothen the anti-aliasing on the text but i am NOT redoing these#mine
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I hate when people criticise the newer jill (remake jill) because it's just dudebros who are annoyed that she has agency now. they want re1 jill who was really stupid, naive, and behaved like a child instead of a full grown military woman because innocent childlike female character with boobs = hot. let jill have her agency. let her say fuck. let her be the one to take wesker down in re5 instead of sitting back letting chris do everything. don't be cowards.
#resident evil#jill valentine#i just love re3r jill and i hate these annoying people who hate her for no reason#and before anyone is like 'hey she was smart and cool in re1' no she wasn't#she legit heard barry having an incriminating conversation about killing people and just shrugged it off and believed his 'i was talking to#myself' bullshit lmao like be so for real#like what???? are you sad she has some backbone now???? what a shame#yet another example of capcoms sexism#she isnt an object and im glad theyve now finally allowed her to have a bit of strength and depth#anyway i fully support a villain arc for jill
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#I CANT BELIEVE THIS IS REAL#MY DAY HAS OFFICIALLY BEEN MADE BETTER#leon kennedy is trans gender now cannon#TRANS RIGHTS#arthur morgan#leon kennedy#resident evil#red dead redemption 2#both their VA’s are so sweet
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RE4R Survival Fic | Leon's terrible sense of humor
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Ashley laughs, then covers her mouth in shock. That shouldn’t be funny, she shouldn’t find that funny, not with all the death that has happened—
Leon’s wince turns into a wry smile. “Don't feel obligated laugh at my terrible jokes, it’s okay, I won’t feel bad.”
“No, it’s…” Ashley thinks for a second. It isn’t as hard to catch a breath. “It helps?”
“Great, my weird sense of humor is rubbing off on you.” Leon glances skywards. “Yet another thing that your dad’s probably not gonna like.
Ashley snorts. “I’m an adult, he won’t care.”
“Hm, won’t he?” Leon asks, grimacing. “He’s gonna think I am a bad influence— hell, I am a bad influence.”
“As long as I don’t start swearing. He doesn’t like it when people swear.”
“Oh, shit, really?” Leon asks, eyebrows raised. “Thank god he’s not listening to this, fuck.”
Ashley laughs out loud. Leon grins. How does he do that so effortlessly? Is comforting hysterical girls part of his training?
“I’m glad you think I’m funny; I don’t think Hunnigan has cracked a single smile and I’ve been talking to her for hours.”
“That’s because you’re not funny, Condor,” Hunnigan says, interrupting her silence.
Leon’s shock at her comment might be fake, but it still makes Ashley giggle.
“Ashley is laughing, I must be sorta funny,” Leon argues.
“Don’t quit your day job, Condor.” Hunnigan replies, voice scathingly dry.
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#god i love them all SO MUCH AAAA#Leon “i deflect my real feelings with shitty one liners and bad jokes” Kennedy#and Leon “oh shit ashley is crying I know how to fix this-- a bad joke!” Kennedy#Leon “oh shit that worked lol I wasn't expecting that” Kennedy#ingrid “oh no there are gonna be two of them laughing at Condor's bad jokes now” Hunnigan#dmwriting#fanfic talk#resident evil#resident evil 4#resident evil 4 remake fanfiction#re4#re4r#leon kennedy#leon s kennedy#ashley graham#re stuff#ingrid hunnigan
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bro that B-rank federation worker has one(1) oak boat and a dream
#qsmp liveblogging#wtf do you mean “follow protocol”#i am dying laughing at the implications that in a week's time the island residents are gonna see#one(1) severely hungry and dehydrated B-rank worker that's like#WE GOTTA LEEEEAAAAVVE#ok now that I think about it maybe he left to prepare for the real expedition and that was the quickest way to get where he needed to go#but that was NOT my first impression#so I'm sticking to it#it is now my belief that this worker is rowing as fast as his little hands will let him towards the egg island
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mmmmmmm what if ace attorney fan art in the art style of tails gets trolled
think abt it.....
#one's real name is miles and the other is phoenix wright's fursona i shouldn't have to explain this#i hope u can appreciate mmy vision#that said i haven't slepted in 36 hours and mybrain is now a permanent resident of the silly zone#i don't give a shit abt the source material btw there's just something so charming abt the art style i can't help but admire it#miles edgeworth#phoenix wright#ace attorney#aa#narumitsu#sth#tails gets trolled#vilewords
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uhm... you're writing something from riko's pov? would you perchance like to share more details? it's okay if you don't, just curious.
hello anon!! i forgot i enabled anon asks again but i will keep it on so people arent scared away from asking abt these things LOL. i would absolutely love to share the details :3c
the fic is 2nd person pov, flashes of riko’s life through the years and the way he perceives the world, the development/degeneration of riko and kevin's relationship, riko becoming who he is, and his descent into madness
it all began with my most trusted confidant sending a msg abt “all the ways riko could have been different and all the ways his pathways were cut”, riko being ONLY 19 like he wasn’t even 20 when he died… augh what the hell . so i immediately started thinking abt riko’s thoughts and state of mind at the time of his death
do we think he didn’t see his kingdom crumbling? that he was holding on the tightest to the only thing he had, until it destroyed him? icarus to the sun? AHGH. and yet riko is such a clear case of a made monster.
riko’s convictions are fragile. that's why he constantly needs external validation of his superiority over others by exercising control over them; moriyama family status being the excuse provided to him, and it's what he clings onto when he sees behavior that doesn't fit into his worldview (like when he is with kevin and sees kayleigh/a loving parent.) you're a moriyama, you're different, you're not lonely, you aren't affected by things like that because you're better.
tbh i think riko doesn’t even conceptualize himself as a person. he’s a vessel for success, he calls himself king (a title rather than a name), he’s defined by the number on his face and is part of a set with kevin (his relationship w kevin is whole other can of worms lmfao). riko is simultaneously above everyone else and yet worth nothing, because he will never have the thing he truly wants— his father’s regard, a place in the main line
many of tetsuji's statments are translated as riko's own thoughts and he repeats them as children do. his behavior becomes more controlling but it isn't maliciously intentioned; riko genuinely believes he is protecting kevin by doing this, because he knows how the nest works and kevin doesn't yet. it's heartbreaking!!! it's also at this unstable time when kevin is taken in by tetsuji where you can see the dynamic between riko and kev take root and become twisted.
also, riko's thoughts on family and brotherhood are so contradictory— he sososo severely values the idea of a brother. yet he's seen how tetsuji's been treated by kengo as well, understands that brotherhood is conditional. so it's this thing to want and to fear, which leads to how kevin is simultaneously idolized and adored, while being objectified and diminished at the same time. kevin is his brother, but only when it's convenient. over time, it's less and less of kevin as a separate person, and more of seeing kevin as an extension of riko.
this became a meta LOL but that's what happens when u write a character study i suppose! most of the fic is written i just need to clean it up, hoping to post by the end of the year :-)
#resident rmbler title earned#i would intersperse this with snippets but i got too into the weeds lol so i think this covers the focal points n messages!#riko moriyama#luniaisun#kevin is one of the ways riko defines himself. he NEEDS him#once he has him. his life is like BK/AK: before kevin after kevin lmfao 😭 and what a short life it is..#like 'before kevin in the nest' and also 'before conceptualizing kevin' like when ur 6 or 7 and u just wake up and have#real self consciousness lmfao and are like damn i dont remember when i first met this family member but im now realizing this fact!
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Little ster edit I made… Cause there needs to be more in the world :>
special thanks to like the 5-10 people on this website who upload ster clips. This is dedicated to y’all <3
Audio: noir.audioss on tiktok
Song: Like Me - Chase Icon
#ster#ster_#star_#ster underscore#st3r#whatever other tags this man has#snazum edits#look im new to the ster community or whatever#i debated putting this on my side blog but it can go on main#i spent time n effort on this#I never make edits/fancams so shoutout to y’all who do that too#this shit is insane but i get it its a beautiful fuckin art form#my eyes burn and im so tired so goodnight i hope u ster fans see this and love it#i promise im in the freak territory like u guys i just hide it for the most part#who am i kidding it should be obvious.#im a hockey fan that resides on tumblr n twt this aint surprising#i made the fckin edm oilers in the sims with friends for fun#its a convoluted timeline now for them dont worry bout it#okah i really need to sleep goodnight we’ll see if the pc uploads first or phone#jokes on the pc i’m not giving it time i want to sleep so GOODNIGHT! For real
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#my psych who prescribes my psych meds is a resident and is moving on in a couple of months#i don't even remember the names of them all at this point#this happens over and over and I cannot find a clinic that will put me with someone who intends to stay#thst will also prescribe my adhd meds#and my anxiety meds#and the real kicker is that twice now they have LIED about it and said they would#only to reveal after all the hoop-jumping that oops sorry they didn't really mean it#so it's a risk i have to take any time i leave#and rhen there's the issue of new people almost always wanting to DO something#but instead of talking to me about it they just decide that my meds need overhauling and pressure me to go off shit that works#but that they morally object to i guess#and my psych for some stupid reason has decided she wants bloodwork for my cholesterol and blood sugar stuff and im just like#what hell does THIS presage because if she harasses me about the results or tries to put me on drugs for that#I'll give her a nasty scrap about it#im not interested in those meds at all#and im certainly not messing with my diet since food is the only pleasure i get most days and even that is marginal at best#and removing that would just make me worse#but medpros for the most part really don't give a fuck about that#and so now im afraid - because i do not and cannot trust them - that if i disapprove of the meds they will retaliate somehow#which good luck proving that when management and oversight often don't even care if they course of treatment will HARM you#if it relates to being fat or having bad numbers#they just gotta pathologize!#so yeah im sick of everything and just kind of want to bury myself in a bog forever#i shouldn't have to deal with this
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Because I struggle with keeping projects to myself here's a sneek peek for a cccc au I'm cooking up :333
#hehehehehe#didnt realise how fun these are to think about#i think you can tell who this is meant to be#chonny jash#cccc#thats all the tahs im adding fkr now#this is so fun hehehe#hehe#hoohoo#if you actually read these tags you can have a super special hint uhmm#wait i have to think of a hint that doesnt give it all away#fuck this is difficult actually#uhmmmm#uhhh#typing these tags out in real time while i think#the hint shall be#uhm#this little heart blindly stumbles through an underground city long abandoned by its residents#i think if you knew what im on about this would make some sembelance of sense#maybe come back whenni finish all the designs and itll make more sense#:3
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