#now im a fucking adult 😨😨😨

[arsen1cs4ng0]

im 18 now. ^__^

[scaera]

wtf happened between you and squidthing? you obviously dont have to reply if it's like...bothersome, but im so confused on it. thank you in advance. /nf /gen

HEEEYYYYYYYY ur icon rocks Anywa Basically i stole like a renitry and squid's typingquirk in like idk late 2022 i think?? Also used the terminology forms And shit but like She doesn't want anyone 2 use it cause no one else but him undersrtands it right yeah Ok so basically i was an asshole . Also 13. BUT i apologized nad like i think she accepted it?? Honestly i never understood his answer But anyway even after i aplogized i can barely go on here without her or her own 3k minion army finding my accounts and like Painting me out as some abuser stalker thing when in reality i am literally just a 14 year old girl trying to have a normal tumblr account to rt cute things on 😭 She has called me, a VICTIM OF STALKING, a stalker Multiple times! Like. so many i 've lost count lol. it's mind baffling to me because i'm the one whose accounts keep on being tracked by her i'm just saying! Anyway this entire thing got so bad that like i can't make new accounts here because mogaiblr bitches are ASSHOLEEESSSS LIKE ASSHOLES!!! ABSOLUTE BITCHES!! They WILL track down my accounts and WILL post like GuYS étoile abuser stalker 😨 Vine boom 😨😨 BLOCK AND REPORT!!! And put me in their dni like Girl. GIRL. Girlllll............ Most of the time misgendering me too!!!! (also i don't think i'm supposed to give out this info but a grown ass almost adult calling me nicknames involving potty humour is like.. Come on now.. ure just being a hater at this point🤕) BTW BTW I SHOULD METNION I'VE NEVER FUCKING TALKED TO SQUID IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!!! THE ONE TIME WE INTERACTED WAS LIKE? WHEN I APOLOGIZED???? INSANE BRAH !!!!! ABSOLUTELY BONKERS!!!! i think i left out a lotta things cause i have CRAZY bad memory like actually rlly bad umm but if i remember anything else i'll probs add on to this post This is kinda a big étoile lore drop Waw

[just-some-random-blogger]

I'm dead. I'm so freaking dead. My little sister (who is 12 mind you) was playing on my phone and opened my tumblr. My gosh she was too innocent to see what I had been doing 💀 I don't know how long she was on it but I don't think she'll recover anytime soon. I'm so fuckin stupid. I should've known she would probably be clicking things other than the games.

to be honest, i wonder how unhinged your feed is HAHAH not that im passing on judgement but mines mostly fics and you'd have to read and understand what those things are before getting traumatized so AHHAHAH ASHLFHASFHAf. anyway F

id rather break my phone than have my younger sis see my tumblr

the way i had to calculate my age and my grade as a reference for my response tho. i was in grade 6 when i was 12 which was 10 years ago WHAT THE FUCK 🧍‍♀️ and obviously now when as an adult im freaked out by the thought of children even talking about anything adult-related, but i remember thinkin i was so mature HAHAHHA cos ive had my period for 1 year 💀💀 also i bought myself makeup 😨😨😨 also the shit the boys esp talked about at that age 🖐🖐🖐 NOW THAT'S TRAUMATIZING and also i was severely uncomfortable with sexual themes.

my point is, yeah, as adults, we dont and SHOULD NOT want kids to interact with this sort of media but also... dont be so hard on yourself for it cos... you know puberty. just help your sis navigate/learn things like that in a safe and educational manner

also i just wanna share i remember reading like a narry (niall horan x harry styles) fic idk how old i was but it was, possibly i was 11💀💀💀 and i thought it would be a cutesy fic because up until that point, that's all ive ever read and seen but NOPE HAHAHAHHA THEY STARTED BANGING AND TO THIS DAY I LOOK BACK AND CRINGE EVEN THOUGH IVE READ FAR WORSE AS AN ADULT LAKJHSFHHAF

[starfilled-galaxy]

we were all part of the ‘special ed’ (it was actually supposed to be a room where kids went to regulate their emotions) class and while some of my ‘friends’ had the option and did go to actual main line classes, i was not so lucky and was permanently stuck to that room (i still am! i just avoid going there now cause most of the kids are now physically violent and not just verbally rude anymore plus im now on a parttime timetable and go to a second far smaller school where the staff and kids are way nicer lol)

so i was just, stuck?? with this like.. emotionally and physically abusive kid?? AND I ALSO HAD TO HANG OUT WITH HIM OUTSIDE OF SCHOOL??? (which, if i had the chance to go back in time, little me would get a screaming cause the warning signs were all there and i would love not having the memory of getting literally strangled over a plush toy -^-)

literally the best thing that kid did for me was physically defending me from a kid twice my size.. and being so shitty i was allowed the almighty power of being able to literally put him on restraining order minus the legal documentation lol

adding coloured text so its a little easier to read cause i do just.. ramble on lmao

Jesus 😨 sorry I keep saying that its just my auto response for "wHAT THE FUCK"

I hate when schools do this type of shit and I hate how common it is too. Like it should NOT be this common to handle neurodivergents- specifically for this case those of us with emotional regulation issues- that horribly like oh my god...

That's terrifying I'm srsly so sorry you had to go through that :<

IF A KID IS HAVING TROUBLE REGULATING THEIR ANGER YOU SHOULDN'T PUT THEM IN THE SAME ROOM WITH A BUNCH OF OTHER KIDS HAVING TROUBLE REGULATING THEIR ANGER THATS JUST LITERALLY BEGGING FOR THINGS TO GO VERY VERY WRONG

You should let them go to regular classes but when they have an outburst you should take them to a room alone or with one other adult with comfort items they like, and also maybe a cold/cool room bc being angry makes you feel very hot... and you should make sure there isnt anything important and/or easy to break in the room too

...the fact that im a minor and I can come up with a better solution for handling this stuff than so so so so so many adults is...disappointing I wish people were more educated on this stuff

[msookyspooky]

Ngl just seeing the “my 14 y/o cousin...” on the answer preview made me think i was gonna grt dunked on SKSSKS LIKE “my 14 yo cousin watched and they thought it was fine”

But that DOES help !! The 2nd movie looks so interesting tho, specially cause one of the posters was a nod to the breakfast club poster and you can never go wrong with that

I’ll check the first 2 then the remake !! And see from there what others i wanna watch, hopefully before this weekend but i take night classes and watching scary movies in daylight is laaaaame (i will get spooked by it at any time tho 😩)

I should probably also use a wheel of fortune kinda deal to choose the movies for me so i can actually you know,,,, watch them for a change

Oh no, not at all! ACTUALLY me and my mom forgot the part where she crawls down the strairs backwards and my cousin yelled "OH MY GOD! 😨" and we ALL jumped 😭😭😭 But trust me I'll never dunk on anyone cause I rewatched the conjuring and kept looking behind myself expecting some demon to be standing behind me 👹

For sure the second one has such a different vibe than the first! It's like a dark comedy and Stretch was up there with Sidney Prescott on survival skills tbh look at her and what a badass hotty she is!!! 😩💞 She did more than Sally did in the first but barely gets any recognition istg

And fyi 3 has this pretty mfer named Tex

And 4 has this other pretty crazy mfer (If cannibal Im supposed to be scared of, then why have Matthew McConaughey play him being all sexual and shit? 🤨)

4 was fucking wild man omg it was entertaining but lowkey felt I was going crazy watching this family ☠️☠️☠️

As you can see I'm trying to convince u to watch this crazy ass series 🤣 Honestly the only ones I didn't like was 2022 (IDC that was a hot mess and felt like it was trying WAY too hard to be relevant to Gen Z. "MoVe aNd YouLl bE caNceled" PLEASE) and 2013 3D was OKAY it was better as a teen but now as an adult? Ehh it was okay. Not bad, not good, just okay imo

Yeah I'm the same I have a whole list I'm checking off but idk where to start 😮‍💨😑

Let me know what you pick next babe!!! 🖤🖤🖤

[cenationarmyleader]

Ooc

Hello!! I know it been a few days...maybe a week since I've been active, but I have a reason for it. Before I say anything just to be clear...I have NOT IGNORED ANYBODY! I got a few messages and I read them. Sorry that I haven't responded to them but I have a reason for it.

Reason 1: Adulting. Remember I said that my old job location closed and I transferred to a new one? Well, the new location hasn't been helpful lately. I'm not making enough money to get by for rent nor do anything else like electric, cable and market. I BARELY getting by as is. It is making me depressed by not paying my bills and watching them build up and be behind. I'm miserable at that place. Not making hours, not making money and they are telling me wait until fucking October to see they will start getting busy. No..I need to pay my bills NOW. So, I'm also job hunting again. It's so stressful.

Reason 2: Sickness. I dunno what it is but I've haven't been well for the past three days. I've been having slight neck pains, my temperture raises then drops, my body be weak and shaky like I'm cold one minute but not the next. Loses appetite but then be hungry the next. My heart feels like it beating so fast but then it goes back to normal. I'm not coughing or wheezing or slipping out of concious or anything. I dunno if it slight flu or I'm physically making myself sick from being miserable and depressed from this pathetic job. Too bad I have no money to by any meds so got to go straight edge with this one.

So that's been and still happening. I usually hate putting my business out there but it had to be said. Now, as of rping, I can do limited rping. Maybe can do private rping in IM. So if you want, we can chat a bit. If I don't answer, I might be asleep from sickness. (I'm not dying....at least I hope not 😨)