#notyetquitting

[elxierelynx]

Living.... Failing in life.... "My Failure"

Whenever i feel emotionally stressed, anxious, depressed and feels like the world is ganging up on me to see me fail, i let it out using words.... I express my self in ways i know i can reach out to people who may be sharing a similar ordeal with me... This is my expression of sad, fear, pain, frustrations, anger, bitterness, and many more negative emotions i cannot openly express... I do not wish to bother people with my problems, that some may think of as petty and worthless, but to me it means a WHOLE LOT MORE!! It's hard to be in a place where your nearest and most valued emotional support is miles away and out of reach... And speaking up is never an option because no one cares or offers to listen... I feel that life is unfair, but there are good times too.... No matter how small, silly, insignificant and short-lived it is, a good memory is STILL a good time spent... I wish quitting in work and life is as easy as snapping a finger... TADA! But NO! So... I let my creativity, no matter how minute and microscopic it may be, serve as an outlet of these ill-thoughts and feelings... LIFE SUCK, but not always...!