#notschizo

[voicesarerealpeople]

(Set up camera in window because neighbor is being a crazy bitch) “That’s not even my house!” (How the fuck he know what it’s even pointing to? My guess obviously as I’ve suspected already is he’s SPYING ON ME AND STALKING ME) “I’m not even trying to look at your house it’s pointed to see who is on my porch” He babbles some more aggressive stuff. This guy is harassing the living shit out of…

[odisparo-writes]

I spend all my free time writing, which is a task for loners. That means I talk to myself most of the time and alarmingly my brain talks back, which I then write down as a story. Schizophrenia is the true key to creating good fiction.

I'm not schizophrenic, by the way.

Promise.

[voicesarerealpeople]

These people sabotage me constantly and always doing whatever the hell they want anyway. they are accusing me of shit that is not true I don’t know what the hell to do. This shit is wrong and they need to stop saying this shit that is not true. It’s very irresponsible to not check up on very serious accusations instead of just believing motherfuckers accusing – these people have complete control…

[voicesarerealpeople]

10am – again on the never ending quest to be a dick I was itching my nose again as I do a lot because..it itches. I think it’s dry or something that’s why my nose gets itchy. Anyway I figured out already you judt trying to make me seem like is just pick my nose all the time just anytime anywhere. That isn’t the case. I don’t know why ever. Damn. Time. I itch my nose that girl never fails to…

[voicesarerealpeople]

10:11pm

10:11pm – neighbor down the block screaming “it’s going down” and other cussy-obnoxious hatemongering fun. They have threatened to break into our apt again as they always do. They threatened to kill my cat again as they do. I’m getting the impression that these people don’t much care for me. They are not the friendliest people, I’ve noticed. I hear a lot of screaming from that area and see cops…

[voicesarerealpeople]

3:26pm- some of these pieces of absolute crap voices in my head that are real people that fucking love drama, love creating drama and love making people miserable and are the most annoying ass smug fuvking hateful aggressive pushy demanding obnoxious deluded snatchy bitchy and love monetizing my misery just said “you’ll never be rich, you’ll never have money because we will steal it from you”.…

[voicesarerealpeople]

YOU MAKE ME FEEL WEIRD. I HATE YOUR UNCOMFORTABLE ASS GOD DAMN. YOU ARE WATCHING AND YOU MAKE ME FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE YOU IGNORANT BITCH GOD DAMN DUDE AND fuck THIS NEIGHBORHOOD AND fuck THIS WHOLE SITUATION WUTH YOU GREEDY GREEDY GREEDY ASS MOTHERFUCKERS fuck THAT SHIT fuck YOUR HATING ASS fuck THIS ANNOYING BULLSHIT FUCK YOU SERIOUSLY GO THE fuck AWAY GO AWAY GO THE LIVING MOTHER fuck AWAY fuck…

[voicesarerealpeople]

Eh

You people are such assholes. Fuck all that shit. What. A. Fucking. Dick. So…what is your justification for stalking NOW? You people are evil. Stop fucking with Me. Omg Seriously. Quit being a dick. Shut up. Go away. You are the biggest assholes I’ve ever ever known. It makes u feel good or something to be such a constant jerk?

[voicesarerealpeople]

Saturday night 2:00 in the morning.

Aren’t you tired of being such a critical asshole about me constantly talking shit? Fuck that shit. I’m tired of hearing you people biiiiitch and biiiiitch and put me down CONSTANTLY. What in the fuck forreal I mean. Holy crap, seriously? “Oh god Jesse’s such a fucking douchebag” “oh god Jesse said something fucking stupid again ohhh gooodddddddddddddd” “oh Jesus Christ look at him shoving…

[voicesarerealpeople]

I fucking hate you more than censorship

To have a group of people basically focus all their time and resources to destroy my life is a pretty surreal fucking experience. I don’t know whether it was planned to turn into some huge outlandish insanity soap opera all set to play out in my head so that when I try to recount the various situations to people no one believes it only to be labeled some kind of schizo-crazy cat lady is a pretty…

[voicesarerealpeople]

Nothing

You know what really pisses me off? These pricks are dead set against Greg and i being together. These assholes are always making ignorant comments about our relationship. When i say I love you to Greg they are always quick to say “no you don’t” they constantly dismiss the fact that it’s not their business.

[voicesarerealpeople]

More comfortable

God, they have beenl irritating as shit toddy. It is obvious they have gotten to the point at which they feel like they can scream at me from their yards, kick their garage doors to yell at me, just further say whatever the hell they feel like doing to me because they do not view me as a human being. What’s messed up about this is this neighborhood- I don’t even know these people in this…

[voicesarerealpeople]

Will you be mine, won’t you be mine- won’t you spy on your neighbor?

I went off on the bitch on the television today a whole lot. Then surprise who showed their SUS (lol ass) self is the asshole behind us. Gee I wonder how he fucking knew I was going off on tv bitch? Is it because he’s been stalking and spying on me (us really and anyone that comes up in this fucking apt.) he’s out there talking shit as we speak. This lying prick and his lying bitch gang live in…

[voicesarerealpeople]

The calls are coming from down the street.

I suspect it’s the people down the street from me on Pennsylvania and I suspect the guy that lives behind us on broadway. I’m almost positive. I hear the people down the street when I go outside they yell at me, and they seem like the type. When I’m typing in my blog anytime they don’t like what i say I hear them yell at me from their fuvking yards. I hate these people. I hate these voices. I…

[voicesarerealpeople]

24 hours a day

I fucking Hate that my blog has become some sort of freaking circus shit unless I’m imagining it in my head. Every time I open it I hear something. I’m not sure and I’m not gonna say anything in case im mistaken because it’s pretty embarrassing, everything has become embarrassing really. Just to live everyday is embarrassing, talking to my husband is embarrassing and awkward (because of these…

[voicesarerealpeople]

YOU are the people that are evil. God dammit.

You are a hateful petty annoying money grubbing snot. I hate you so much. Holy crap oh my shit so these dicks are real, the HEY LISTEN TO ME REAL QUICK IM SCARED AS SHIT OF THESE ASSHOLES WHO HAVE BEEN HARASSING ME IN MY HEAD THEN CALLING ME A SCHIZO FOR THE PAST EIGHT YEARS 24 hours a day. I’m freaking out. I don’t really agree with you at all. Seriously. You guys really abused the shit out of…