#notprogoranyonebutme

[justalittlebitstronger]

I got this bitter stuff to help me stop biting my nails which didn't work but whatever, it's surprisingly helpful to put some on the back of my hand or whatever and lick it whenever I feel like I'm about to do something dumb and eat. it fills my mouth with this horrific bitter taste that makes me sick to my stomach and kills any cravings in a snap.

[justalittlebitstronger]

just microwaved some water with a little salt in it for dinner, and my mouth started watering at the thought of water with a couple drops of lemon juice for breakfast. let's do this.

the first 24-36 hours of a fast for me are the hardest usually, so hopefully that'll be kicked in by the time I wake up tomorrow.

[justalittlebitstronger]

been really busy lately, but cw is now 379.3! it doesn't feel like much but I also went up to 390 again before getting it back down, but it's still something.