“ name one hero who was happy. “
when prompted. damian might simply explain that he, a hero, is happy. he may interject to explain that his family, all heroes, are happy.
but if he were to look closer at his siblings, he would see the exhaustion, the burnout etched under their eyes. he would see his sister falling asleep in her chair because she hasn't slept in days, too quick to let her demons catch up with her. he would see his brothers finding solace in other people's problems, in substance at times.
he would see his father, the unbreakable bat, disappear into the long night desperate to save his city from unending slaughter. if damian were to observe his father's quieter moments, he would see him slumped alone, he would see his father's loneliness.
to be a hero is to forsake personal happiness; to be a hero is to put the world's concerns before one's own.
this is where he differs from his family members, damian thinks. he grew up a selfish boy, indulgent in self-interest. he finds his happiness in the joy of nature, the beauty of unbridled life itself. he finds happiness in paints, in colors, in transcribing the beauty of nature. this feeling: fleeting, unlike the guilt & trauma that he carries with him into each new morning.
head dips in recognition. he knows the true answer. ❝ a happy hero simply has not encountered their personal nightmare. ❞
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@nothief gets a henley thing !
it would be silly for henley to deny that she’s thrilled to be meeting nathan ford. sure, his group isn’t big time like the horsemen, but if big time means waiting around at the beck and call of some anonymous benefactors for years on end with no word, henley is more than happy to scale down to a smaller operation. her signature red lip is pulled into a pinched smile, mischief barely contained in her eyes. her posture is all ease, but she’s thrumming with anticipation–– the idea of finally making a difference again is intoxicating.
‘ mr. ford, ’ she says pleasantly as he rounds the corner, ‘ i have to say, i was surprised to receive your call. ’ henley pushes nimbly off the wall to extend her hand in greeting. ‘ at the risk of flattering myself, i’m wondering what you’d want with a name. ’
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@nothief, ❝ i just want you to be happy. ❞
tea cup is set down against the marble of her desk, eyes locked on the brown liquid. “ as do i, ” she whispers but sliding her eyes shut and taking a deep breath. emotions get locked away, safe in a box where she can touch them later if she choses to - she knows she won’t . “ but happiness is not meant for poeple like me . i am meant to be alone and miserable . especially when i have done some terrible things. ”
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@nothief sent: ❝ for all i try to hide it…i’m just like you. ❞
THERE IS AN ANGER THAT LIVES DEEP in the heart of every man. For some it is like an inferno, blazing furiously and consuming everything in its path. For others it is like a glowing coal, warm and unassuming but dangerous when touched. And for people like Thomas Shelby, it is like a great iron furnace, temperature controlled by the owner but prone to an explosion when some poor sod comes along and fans the flames. Nathan had fanned the flames.
Thomas stands there, blood making a crisp red line down the side of his angular face where it seeps from the fresh wound above his eyebrow. His chest heaves with effort and he stands with his hands up, palms out, as if warning Nathan to stop.
They had beaten the shit out of each other for long enough. Thomas doesn’t even remember what it had been that had started the fight this time ; all he knows is that he’s far too drunk and far too tired to take another hit.
For all I try to hide it, I’m just like you.
Tommy pauses for a moment, eyes searching for some sign of a joke from the other. He doesn’t see one.
“ Yeah, ” he sniffs, wiping the blood from his nose. “ Sorry to hear it. ”
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#57 talk too much / coin
“ you know i talk too much, @nothief ” spoken coyly, lips are turned upwards into a bright smile, perhaps a touch mischievous in nature. gravitating closer, leaning in. “ honey, come put your lips on mine and shut me up- ”
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🧑🤝🧑👨🏫🟡
🧑🤝🧑 family by choice/found family
👨🏫 one muse is a teacher/mentor for the other muse
🟡 family out of circumstance
no but i am just thinking about nate being a parent without a child and livvy being a child without a parent. there’s a kind of understanding there and he wants the best for everyone they help, but livvy especially.
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CODENAME: @nothief AKA NATHAN FORD HAS ENTERED THE SURVIVAL HORROR: “ you’re wasting your time. ”
how many times has she heard this? over the years, over crisis after crisis – a constant loop of you're wasting your time, miss valentine. it started in raccoon city and she's not certain when it's going to finish, if it'll ever finish. the days march on and lead to new companies erected as a front for new bioterrorism organizations that are creating new bioweapons to be sold to the highest bidder. each day this happens, jill valentine will show up, armed to the teeth, slashing and shooting and clawing her way toward dismantling it all from the ground up. people can keep telling her she's wasting her time, she's following dead ends, she's digging where she shouldn't be, and she'll keep going.
❛ with all due respect, mr. ford – I don't think you're fully understanding the stakes here. ❜ there's no edge of malice to her words; he doesn't understand and she doesn't expect him to. in fact, she's thankful he doesn't. running into someone operating close enough to the snake pit without knowing just how venomous the snakes are means that the BSAA is doing their job. and if this partnership can be successful, they'll be able to continue doing that job, stopping bioterrorism crises before they start and handling the ones that slip through their fingers with a calculated swiftness. ❛ millions of lives could be compromised. if I'm wrong – and I would love nothing more than to be wrong – that's a success in my book. but if I'm right, that's millions of people who are at risk of death, or worse. and you don't want to imagine what that means. ❜ a sip from her iced tea, a cursory glance around the bar. active for the middle of the day – not good. ❛ I never was a big fan of crowds. too messy. harder to control what gets out and to whom and where. ❜
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he’s not done and i’m in baby jail, but @nothief.
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i’m at work, making snowflakes and decorating, but i’ll be around here and on @nothief xoxo
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[ text ] did you get home safe?
[ nathan ford ] i did. thank you for checking.
[ nathan ford ] did you?
[ nathan ford ] also, let me know if you need anything more moving forward. i'm more than happy to provide everything you need.
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14. NORTHSIDE - Ama Lou \\ @nothief
THEY HAVE FALLEN INTO A SORT OF ROUTINE. Once in a while Nate shows up, they sit and talk and drink whisky, and then Nate leaves. But this time it’s gone later than usual. This time there are two empty bottles of whisky on the floor instead of just one. It’s rare that Thomas Shelby finds someone who can drink with the likes of him ; but Nate may be able to hold more liquor than he can.
They have stopped bickering. Instead they are taking turns telling stories, stories of war and death and sorrow. There is a connection here that Thomas can’t seem to break. He finds himself giving a shit about Nate now, where three months ago he’d wanted to snap his neck in his hands.
“ ... going in circles. I thought I was fucking finished. Those shovels and pickaxes scraping against the wall not three feet in front of me... I knew there were soldiers on the other side. I knew I had to kill them or they would kill me. There’s nothing in the world more revealing than that feeling. I wanted to cry but there was nothing could make me. ”
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Period!!! Or you WILL be dismissed... #NoNegativity #NoShitstarters #NoGossips #NoHaters #NoUsers #NoPettyFolks #NoLiars #NoThiefs... - Be that beautiful energy! Be an encouragement to others! #StayPositive #Uplift #EmpowerYourPeople #AddValue... - #PositiveVibesOnly
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[ text ] what did you do?
[ text: nathan ford ]: Nothing!
[ text: nathan ford ]: I haven’t even had time to do anything.
[ text: nathan ford ]: I promise I’m not about to do anything that’ll get in the way of y’all’s little operation.
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Who know exactly when #trump will leave America? #noboarder #nothief 🌎 earth for all
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