#not to vent for the like 600 bajillionth time on here
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#damien.txt#not to vent for the like 600 bajillionth time on here#bc im sure ppl are like omg shut up <3. but also maybe ppl are like omg more personal emotions to read.....#anyways. uhm. i just called in sick to work for like the 5th time since the semester started#and it really hit me that like. i won't be able to do this after this year. like if i pull smthing like this#i will actually just like. Lose My Job. im insanely lucky rn to have a job where i can just. take time off whenever#like literally my presence does not matter at all truly everything runs exactly the same whether or not im there#but like. wow. that's not a thing i will be able to do. very very soon in life#which means i need. help. like. Immediately. bc i always call out in relation to my mental health#and. AHHHHH <3#everything feels so bad rn. and like i Know i feel like this in the middle of literally every semester#but. man. it's so bad. i feel like. violently ill. that's how much mental illness there is rn#got diagnosed with some stuff recently and it's weird cause like. i feel More mentally ill now?#im obviously not. i think it's just like. being hyper aware of it now that my attention is on it#but man it's exhausting. i just wish i had like. a healthy mind. that could function. in literally any way#sigh. time to finally fall asleep at 6 am now that ive called out (<- words of a person making bad life decisions)
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