#not to punish him. although maybe subconsciously im doing that. but im not rlly mad or annoyed at him at all | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

angellrantsss · 2 years ago

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What if I just stopped having friends like stopped talking to them and they were happy cause they didn’t have to deal with my stilted conversation or inability to talk about the right things and my tendencies towards either talking about the most trivial shit or the most unnecessarily intimate shit. What about that

#dreamweaver shit #some of it is even regular conversation but my brain has convinced me that no matter what I do I am doing something wrong #im being too familiar or too cold or too talkative or not talkative enough and its fucking with me so bad #bc I wanna stay friends with him so bad but my brains too fucking loud for me to properly gauge whether it’s actually working or not #so I’m just stuck here #I try to freeze him out but I can’t even do that for lo mf #*long #not to punish him. although maybe subconsciously im doing that. but im not rlly mad or annoyed at him at all #I just think I cling too hard so he deserves some space but I end up either not being able to give that to him or just #staying away too long. and neither is all that helpful

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