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#not rly related to any of it but it is ged is the Thing i need to do so i can do everything else
nomairuins · 2 months
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i want to watch the things on my watchkist but i also never do its rly tragic
#i have plenty of time i always could but instead im like idk what abt laying in bed#whatever. im having a stupid gay moment so i have to like do that instead. <- this judt means i have to sit here and go God i want to be#loved god i wabt to hold somebody i need to be held i should buy a revolver. not elaborating on the last one there are several ways you can#interpret it.#DJFBFJFNFJGNGN#IT JUST. SIGHHH. SIGHHHHH. its my fault for engaging with romance media bc it always makes me so lonely. which sucks#bc it also makes me giddy at times like i like it. but then im likr I dont have this and then i get all emo#its whatever one day when we spontaneously grow and become a real person maybe we will be able to like go out and do like. i dont know#something#almost 1 year its crazy yk. idk.. sigh. i need 2 get my ged#not rly related to any of it but it is ged is the Thing i need to do so i can do everything else#like i need a ged to get a job i need a job to fix my life (itll force me to keep a schedule again) and to get money and i need money to#do Anything at all. sigh#i miss alcohol but also drinking alone sucks. but i cant drink with ppl anymore bc i get too sad. not like my friend edibles who never make#me sad At least not abt that. there was that post abt like humanity through the ages that i cried at RLY HARD for a full hour bc i kept#crying until my screen turned off and then calming down a bit and then turning my phone back on and seeing the post again and immediately#crying again DJFNJF#anyways ive been thinking and i rly wish there was likee. sigh. unfortunately ignoring the mushy stuff i need a partner for utility purposes#1 finances 2 i cant drive and i dont think ill ever be able to . ik i should just try and learn but the thought makes me real life nauseous#but i also uppn reflection would like to live in the countryside maybe. idk i change my mind constantly#bc city is convenient and i havent lived in Cities very much i dont like suburbs bc you cant walk anywhere and theres nothing 2 do#cities you can walk everywhere country you cant but you get to be outside and i want to start being outside again... creek rly solidified#this. my dream house it has a creek nearby#in fact its kind of exactly the same as the creek at granny n papaws house. but without leeches LOL. and maybe less cow shit#but ya. thered be a creek... well in one of my dreamhouses at least#my dreamapartment there isnt a creek bc the apartments in a city with lots of food options. which is a requirement#but maybe there is a little creek in the park in the city but i couldnt swim there i bet. unfortunately.... sigh. but this is where partner#with car clmes in in both situations is in rhe city they could drive me out to a lake . we would go together and maybe wed paddleboard#or we could get one of those little boats that you umm. with the umm. feet. what the... what r they called#whatever we had those at family reunions w papaws family when i was a baby. they were fun. paddleboat???????
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kakashibestie · 4 years
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Also can I ask how did you learn please I’m struggling😭
okay so basically i took it in high school and my prof was rly good...like dude actually lived in france for a little over a year! but back then i was dumb and didnt give a shit about french because i honestly hated how it sounded and i wanted to learn german so although i was pretty good at it i could’ve learned way more had i been eager to do so.
then i dropped out of hs and that same year i got my GED so i kinda forgot abt languages for a while until i got into law school last year and i thought FUCK i want to learn german (i’d been learning it at home since like 2014??? but then quit it and i was never rly...disciplined so there’s that) and when i got into my college’s german course i realized it was Too Much for me and it made me so pissed i dropped it kdsjghdkjgf
so i started french again on duolingo back in like...late january??? and i’ve realized that a lot of what i thought i wouldn’t know/remember actually stuck with me from those classes i took in hs. so yeah that was two years of basic french + workbooks and like additional material our hs provided
as for my advice, i think the most important thing when it comes to learning any language is practice and immersion, because one thing is writing sentences down in ur notebook and practicing grammar in duolingo or like any other platform of your liking and another entirely different thing is actually getting to use the language like a native would, that’s what got me to my current english level bc as you might’ve noticed, english isn’t my first language! but i’ve been learning it since i was a kid and at some point i started watching news/tv/movies and like reading and listening to music in english so i could become more familiarized with the language to the point where i didnt need to translate stuff from english to spanish anymore and i began thinking in english!!!
subs are rly helpful when it comes to foreign media (okay i hope that didn’t sound too condescending or stupid) because u can adapt to ur level of proficiency in the language you’re learning! for example, back in the day i used to watch stuff w/spanish subs so i could understand what people were saying without going crazy, but as my english got more advance i slowly transitioned to english subs which can be extremely helpful with vocabulary and even grammar!!! i stopped needing subs altogether for media in english when i was like...15 i think???? but i do have adhd so i still use them from time to time
ALSO if ur native language is a romance language (spanish, portuguese, italian, portuguese, romanian) it’s going to be A LOT easier for u to learn french bc it’s also a romance language. on the other hand, if english is your native language then it’s going to be slightly harder since english is a germanic language and that’s p much opposite ends of the spectrum soooo that might be a reason why it’s been difficult for u to learn it so far!
i hope this was helpful and if u have any other questions regarding...rly anything language related, im in no way an expert but i’ll try my best to answer them!!!
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