#not me tagging this post a bunch bc i crave attention.....

[riverblujay]

HAPPY ARO WEEK EVERYONE shout out to the axmurph household for creating aro d&d characters of all time (moonshine cybin and riz gukgak)

[cravingsfromatwistedone]

Getting whiplash going through your feed lmfaoo

People learn new words and suddenly try applying it to themselves and other situations, and usually they’re lying or have no idea what it really means. Happened with feminist, then misogyny, now grooming and gaslighting. I hate assuming they’re lying but how can’t I when a bunch of others have proven to lie on these serious topics?

Whoever that random, idia obsessed 12yo is sounds like an attention-craving child, I said what I said 🤷‍♀️ making an account to “call out” nsfw writers for…writing? Clearly someone is bored bc not only did they take the time to read the works, but also to comment on it. NOT TO MENTION! The kid oh so clearly stated in main that they’re in 8th grade… Oh I see how it is? It’s a big no-no for adults to write nsfw for “minors” but it’s a-okay for the fetuses to read nsfw and telling all how they want to be railed by…the very same characters that wouldn’t even want anything to do with them because the babies are, say it with me now, MINORS?! Seems like we’ve come full circle in this stupidity and madness.

Tell your napping anon to relax, I’m still thinking about that Leona post 😭 now Jack?!

AND EPEL?! WITH CHUBBY MC?! Stop it, my brain can’t take this anymoreee. Epel is such a mystery to me still but now I gotta search through his fic tags

That random kid actually annoyed me. How dare they try silencing works of the very writers who they probably get off on, screaming and kicking the air as they read under their blankets?? Praying they don’t wake up dear mommy or daddy 🙄 I was in 8th grade, I know what tf goes on. Y’all not innocent nor slick!! And 100% not better than adults. Y’all still have to ask to eat at McDonald’s, don’t play. Hell most of y’all just stopped having snack time and recess!!

(…I am the oldest and constantly have to assert my dominance over the lil minions, don’t judge me lol. “Why can’t we have subway” “do you..have the money?” “…” “no? Cuz l do, hah! Remember that next time you wanna be disrespectful <3”)

OH MY LOVE!! I'M SO SORRY! YOU'RE JUST SCROLLING THROUGH SEEING ALL THESE DISCOURSE ONLY TO GET SLAPPED WITH JACK BEING PUSSY DRUNK AND EPEL GOING ALL LOVEY DOVEY WITH HIS CHUBBY S/O 😭😭

SOMETIMES KIDS WHEN THEY READ THINGS AND WHEN THINGS HAPPEN TO JUST ALIGN BY COINCIDENCE, THEY'RE GOING TO BE ALL " IT'S ______!! " TALK ABOUT EXTREME SELF - DIAGNOSIS 🥺🥺

IT'S IRONIC THAT THEY SAY ADULTS CAN'T TOUCH MINORS BUT WOWIE, LOOK AT YOU! YOU'RE JUST GOING OUT YOUR WAY TO BARK AT A CHARACTER WHO'S AGE IS 'CANONLY' AN ADULT. CLOWNERY BEHAVIOR CONFIRMED

OTHER THAN THAT, MY OH MY! MY NAPPING DARLING! LOOKS LIKE YOU'RE WANTED BY THIS DARLING OF MINE! WHY NOT HAVE ALL OF THE SAVANACLAW BOYS STUCK IN YOUR HEAD, HMM? IT'S MORE FAIR FOR THEM TO STAY RENT FREE IN YOUR HEAD, MY DEAR

THE LAST BIT IS RELATABLE BUT I CAN'T BE MAD AT THEM SINCE THEY'RE STILL A KID BUT THEN AGAIN, SOME KIDS DESERVE TO GET DISCIPLINE AT SOME POINT SO I'M HOPING THAT THEIR PARENT ARE GOING TO DO US FAVOUR BY WHOOPING THEIR ASSES TO THE MOON. MINE DID AND I'M PRETTY SURE I WON'T BE AS A SPOILED BRAT AS I DID WHEN I WAS YOUNGER

[sexy-monster-fucker]

Fuck Me Up

NSFW Eddie Brock/Venom x Reader

requested by anon: Eddie/Venom w/ a girl that has serious daddy kink (bc that’s me) Like she accidentally slipped it out and it just turned on Both Eddie and Venom so freakin much but Eddie just don’t want to admit but venom is like a super freak about it that will be nice thanks

requested by anon:  *slips quietly into the ask box with a hoodie pulled down over their face and slips a little note in before quickly running away into the night* 'What if Venom has a daddy and/or breeding kink?' *as you look at the note all you can think is* 'wtf'

requested by anon:  hello 🅱️🅱️ could you do some kinky eddie/venom x reader where the reader has a daddy kink 👁👄👁 oops maybe some ddlg factors in there

warning:  male dom, explicit smut, daddy kink, oral 

Eddie kicked the door shut behind him as he held your waist in his hands.  Your lips were pressed together tightly.  You had been waiting for this all night.  You had went to a nice dinner with Eddie, it was a treat.  It made you feel special to know he cared so much about you.  

Eddie took you there to make you feel like a princess for a night.  The princess he knew you were, at least to him.  He had been craving you all night.  He wanted you more than anything right now.  Even at dinner, all he could think about was getting on top of you.  He watched you eat, wishing you were putting something else in your mouth.  Venom made sure to play into Eddie’s thought.  “Just wait ‘til we take her home,” he placed the thought inside Eddie’s mind.  He had already been thinking about you, but the monster amplified his feelings.  It took everything in him to keep from growing stiff at dinner.  The little dress you wore only encouraged him more.  Your breasts hung out and your ass was very visible.  Every curve could be seen, nothing was hidden.  It made him more territorial of you tonight.  He could feel Venom stewing inside him anytime any male even slightly looked at you.  Even if it was the waiter asking you for your order, he was angry.  You were his, not anyone else’s.  He only wanted his eyes on you.  He knew he was being dramatic, but that did not matter when Venom got involved.  “We will show her who she belongs to very soon,” he hissed in the back of Eddie’s mind.

He held onto the back of your neck tight, his lips pressing even more firmly against yours.  He had you pinned against the wall next to the door.  He ran a hand down your backside, grabbing your ass and squeezing it.  You moaned at his touch.  Eddie purred at your sound, “Tell me, princess.  Who did you go and get all dressed up for tonight?”  You smiled through his kisses, “You, Ed.”  He grinned, “Oh?  Little ole me?  Is that so?”  Eddie bit his lip.  He ran his hand up your dress, stopping at your soaking opening.  “Oh, God.  Already so worked up, little girl?  I did not know I had this kind of affect on you,” his mouth hung open.  He stuck two thick fingers inside you and began thrusting.  Your head fell back against the wall.  “Damn, you’re so tight,” Eddie growled.  

Eddie nipped at your neck, “Now... tell me, who is it that you belong to?”  Your breath was escaping you.  His fingers pumping inside you had your mind spinning.  “You, daddy,” you spit out.  Eddie’s motions stopped and he pulled his lips from your neck.  His eyes looked into yours, “What did you just call me?”  You felt your cheeks fill with your embarrassment.  “I-I-I’m sorry... I-It just slipped out... I-I-I,” you muttered under your breath.  “Say it again,” Eddie whispered breathlessly.  You bit your lip and whispered, “Daddy.”  Eddie breathed out quickly.  His expression was serious.  “Holy fuck.  You have no idea how much that turns me on,” he whispered.  His breathing became heavy.  A new sensation of running through him.  He felt more dominant than ever.  You were his, and you admitted it.  He placed a firm hand on your neck, “So, you’re daddy’s little girl, eh?  Never thought you’d call me that.  But, God, I am happy you did.”  His hand felt so good on your neck.  He was being so dominant.  You wanted him now more than ever.

Suddenly you felt something crawling up your leg.  “So, we’ve got a new nickname,” Venom growled in your ear.  Eddie’s attention did not leave you even with the arrival of Venom.  Venom wrapped himself around you, making his way under your dress and feeling you.  You shivered at his touch.  Eddie cupped your cheek in his hand, “Oh, the things I am going to do to you tonight.  You have no idea what you’ve done to me now.”  He pressed his lips back to yours, sloppily.  “Daddy’s gonna take real good care of you,” he mumbled.  In a swift motion, he picked you up and began carrying you to the bedroom.  Venom stared at you the entire way, his arousal very apparent.  Eddie laid you on the bed gently.  You looked up at him.  He rubbed his hands together as he stood looking over you.  He bunched up your dress, revealing your lace panties.  He quickly pulled them off, throwing them to the floor.  He leaned down and placed a tender kiss against your lips, “How would daddy’s girl feel if he worked a little magic before fully going in?”  You shook your head in agreement.  “That’s what I like to hear,” he groaned.  He knelt down in front of your opening.  He placed your legs on each shoulder.  He pressed his face between them, licking up your slit.  You threw your head back in pleasure, moaning his name.  Eddie bit his lip, “Now, now.  What is my actual name?”  You moaned, “Daddy.”   “That’s more like it,” he growled.  He pressed his face deeper between your legs, his touch began making circles on your clit.  You gripped the sheets below you, balling them up in your hand.  You called out to him, making sure to call him the thing he wanted to be called.  He moved his attention to your inner thigh, kissing and biting it.  He shoved three hefty fingers inside you, pumping them fast.  “Fuck, daddy,” you could feel yourself getting close to the edge. 

Eddie promptly pulled his fingers out of you, standing up.  You whined at his sudden movement.  “Bratty little girl, aren’t you?  Don’t worry, daddy is about to give you the thing you’ve been wanting,” he purred above you.  He pulled his pants down, revealing his member being contained by his boxers.  You bit your lip in anticipation.  He slowly pulled his boxers down, teasing you.  When he finally revealed his long, hard cock you groaned at the site.  You could feel yourself quivering at the site of him.  You suddenly felt Venom wrap himself around you neck, “Now then, tell us what you want us to do to you.”  You moaned, “Fuck me.”  Venom licked your neck, “Who do you want to fuck you, baby girl?”  You groaned.  Eddie grabbed both your wrists and pinned them above your head.  His cock was resting at your opening, one thrust and he’d be inside.  Eddie looked you in the eyes, “You heard him.  We don’t know who you want to fuck you unless you tell us.”  You licked your lips, “You, daddy.  I want you to fuck me.”  Venom growled in your ear, “Good girl.”  

With one swift motion, Eddie’s cock was inside you.  You screamed out in euphoria.  It was music to Eddie and Venom’s ears.  “Fuck.  Daddy’s little princess knows exactly what he wants to hear,” Eddie moaned.  He thrusted inside you, keeping a steady pace.  Venom kept his grip on your neck, now also holding your wrists above your head.  Eddie held your hips in his large hands.  “Faster, daddy,” you called out.  Eddie smiled, “As you wish.”  He picked up the pace, pounding into you now.  You could feel your orgasm approaching, but you did not want to finish until you knew Eddie would allow it.  “D-Daddy, I-I’m real close.  Do I-I have you-your permission,” you asked.  “Of course, baby.  Cum for me,” he purred.  Your orgasm ripped through you.  Your entire body was tingling from the sensation.  Eddie soon followed after you.  He finished inside you, making sure to fill you up. 

Eddie laid down beside you, pulling you into his arms.  He kissed you on the head, “Daddy’s girl.”  You giggled, “Always.”  

~~~

End

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[s-lay-ing]

Content creator year in review 🥴

Tagged by the one and only fanzyboo aka @sexykwan. Thank you 💓

• First creation in 2020: this one for boo's birthday

• Most recent creation of 2020: shua's revival gset (on queue 👀)

• One of your favourite creations from 2020: this ot9 exo revival set because i miss exo so bad 🥺

• A creation you're really proud of: zyx and jackson's shenanigans at sdc because i legitimately went through whole episodes to get clips right and those things are like 729 hours long so idk i felt proud of myself

• A new style you tried this year and a work that uses it: didn't even know how it was called until Mo told me 😂 anyway i don't put too much effort in making gifs (compared to the research part of it) but one thing i tried this year was overlaying stuff? such as this zyx bday set and this tag game

• A creation that took you forever: shenanigans at sdc took a while but i guess these two from exol revival took a little longer since i made two gifsets out of one vlive ?) but i tend to take either one or two days in finishing gsets otherwise they end up forgotten in my drafts (and i have a bunch of unpublished stuff 😂)

• A creation from 2020 that received the most notes: this one and i don't even know why. In fact i posted two sets that day and the one i thought was going to get the most attention... didn't 😂

• A creation you think deserved more notes: i don't really crave notes BUT this gwsn one got paid with dust and so did this hyo one

• A new fandom you joined and a creation you made for it: tbh this year i focused mostly -if not solely- in my fave groups which are svt and exo so i didn't actually join another fandom however i did make this hyunjin gset for self indulgent reasons 😂

• A creation you made that breaks your heart: ot9 through the distance i guess....

• A 'simple' creation that you really love: this junmyeon revival set bc i didn't have proper time to make something but it turned out nice i guess!

• A creation that was inspired by another one: this year's carat revival gsets of individual members were absolutely, 100% inspired by my 17ships series 🤡

• A favourite creation made by somebody else: like fanzy said there are so many good ones out there, I'll just go with this one by Mo of hyunjin through eras because it was a revelation and this one by Lyns because it was so funny i laughed a bunch 😂

• Some of your favourite content creators from the year: i know most of you have already done this game so obviously feel free not to do it again and to the ones who haven't been tagged... you too don't feel pressured in doing it. I just simply want to say that your stuff is a+ and they rightfully belong to the "talented pals" tag i have 🤟

@kyeomshine @sexykwan @baekonbaek @soonhoonsol @ciaozhan @yixing-zhang @binminseok @smallkore @vivapolos @chiwoopsie @joshuahong

🥴💗

[hufflautia]

Hope you’ve had a great day today 💛

funnily enough, i literally just stopped crying. today was a bad day, I don't know 

why but my anxiety was just quite bad today and I was panicking before school started. something happened in my first class and I overthink a lot, so my mind was like, “oh my god why did they write your name last, do they hate me, am I boring, am I forgetful, people are always forgetting about me” and “my teacher doesn't like me, why didn't he respond, I'm embarrassed, why did you have to say what you said??” my English teacher does these “mindfulness” moments in which we sit in silence for a minute and reflect on the day, and I literally started crying. after the minute ended, I just stopped bc I didn't feel like crying anymore, and suddenly my brain said, “ur so fake, ur just acting, why did u stop crying all of a sudden, u just want attention u crave attention ur such a faker!!” also I keep thinking about something that happened years ago with my dad, I don't rlly wanna get into it but I think it would be good if I just say it so that its not jammed in my head. basically, I was really young, like in elementary school; my dad asked me if i wanted to sleep in his room with him, and originally, my mom was sleeping with him and i shared a room with my little brother. however, i was like hmm maybe, and then my dad said, haha ill pay u 5 dollars. at the time, i said YAY OK but now i realized that's so fucking creepy, yall know what its insinuating right?? anyways, i said ok, bc it was just a change from the usual sleep schedule and i liked spending time w my dad, so my mom went to my brothers room (it was a king-sized bed so it was ok, it wasn't a small bed that we had to share or anything like that) and i went to my parents room. basically, what happened was that we went to sleep, and in the middle of the night, (the next part makes me feel so uncomfortable and i feel queasy writing it) my dad slapped my butt really really hard to the point where i woke up and i was like ?????? and then he rubbed it softly immediately afterwards. i didnt know what happened, and i told my sister the day after, and she was confused too. recently i was thinking about it and I'm still confused and a lot more uncomfortable with what happened. here is my theory and i was very upset by it bc no one would want to think things like this- maybe my dad likes hurting women during sex and it was a reflex that night, but once he realized it was me, he tried “soothing me” or some shit by rubbing my butt (i literally hate this, i hate the fact that this happened and i don't like typing it out). no one wants to think about their parents sex life so this was just disgusting to think about. also my brother and mom keep arguing and fighting with each other, and I'm sure i have trauma from hearing my parents argue all the time so i rlly don't like it when they fight. my brother has explosive anger and he literally screams at her, which is very disrespectful; however, she screams at him too and sometimes hurts him, which scares me. I'm not worried about my own safety, I just hate violence i hate abuse, that scares me. so much stuff has happened in my life, and it results in a lot of trauma and other stuff that i don't even know about. i just know im really fucked up, im damaged and it just all felt like crashing down on me today- like everything thats happened, i was feeling anxious for no reason, i was thinking about the past, and i started crying again while watching netflix after school, so i just kept crying and i talked to myself out loud about my day and why i was feeling the way i was. that did help to some extent, and after i did that, i stopped crying, and then my brain said “why do you shut off your crying so easily, you seem fake, you seem like you wanna be sad and cry just so that you can see your pretty little tears drip down ur face like an actress, ur so fake ur so fake ur faking it ur not actually sad”, and the hardest part was that i didnt even object to it bc i didnt feel like anything was real, i felt like i didnt know who i was. i was like ok bitch whatever maybe ur right maybe i am faking it. i dont even know how to explain it, but its like being tired of that nagging and negative voice that you just submit to it, and you say ok whatever sure i am faking it, but in truth, the sadness i was feeling was real and genuine. about 10 min ago, i saw that someone tagged me in a fanfic and while i was reading it, i literally started bawling. i guess it was bc i saw in my email inbox that people had sent me asks, and i was happy bc i thought that maybe the person who sent me the fanfic idea responded back with more details. i was anxious about that before, bc i was thinking, oh god what if they just never respond, what if they just dont care about u anymore. when i saw the asks notifications, i felt a lot of relief bc i thought to myself, oh phew ok people still care about u. when i was crying while reading the fanfic, i couldn't stop crying, it felt endless. i couldn't just stop crying like i had before, and it reminded me of the time when my mom was going out to meet someone that she met on a dating app, and it was in the earlier times when she started doing this; she had gotten involved with some terrible men in the past, men who catfished her and were rlly vulgar and gross. im sure this was somewhere in June, when i had just posted chapter 1 of the slytherpuff series bc when i was freaking out about the date, i wrote about it in my journal and i know that it was somewhere in June bc i wrote something like “mom is going out to meet someone and im nervous, please please please i hope shes ok and careful, im really nervous and scared, no one likes my writing, mom is probably in danger, oh god oh gosh”. it was just a whole bunch of negative and anxious thoughts, including how i was feeling about the whole situation with chapter 1, so that's how i know it was somewhere in June. anyways, basically i was really scared for my mom bc shes had a bad history with online men and i was scared that someone was gonna kill her. i read and listen to a lot of murder mysteries, so my mind was going absolutely wild. i remember on that day, i went to take a shower after writing that entry in the journal, bc showering makes me feel better. when i stepped into the shower i started crying bc i was really scared for her and i was hoping she was safe and ok but i was just feeling so scared so i was crying and i couldn't stop crying. that was the scary part because i just kept bawling and i couldn't stop like i usually do; my brain said ok that's enough, you’ve cried enough, but my heart just kept going on and on and my brain said ok ok jessica holy jesus that's enough and eventually i sucked it up and was kinda ok afterwards but still sad and numb. that was similar to what had happened about 20 min ago. also im sure i was also sad today bc yesterday, my mom talked to me about in-person college visits, and her demeanor was very rushed and controlling. she said, “ok jessica we’re gonna do the college visits, we’re gonna drive there, and your dad is gonna come home for that. tell him that you need to do that, ok? tell him we do the college visits together.” i said that colleges are doing virtual tours, and her facial expression was very strained, she was like “DO NOT TELL HIM THAT. dont tell him that, ok?!” and she was pointing her finger at me and everything. she said, “tell him we’re going to do the physical college tours, which colleges do you wanna visit??” and she kept telling me not to tell him about the virtual tours. it reminded me of whenever she told me to say this or that to my dad over the phone, and i was upset, like oh great ok so dad’s coming home and i dont even wanna see him bc i dont like him that much, and now im gonna have to lie bc dad is probably gonna already know about the virtual tours and im gonna have to pretend that none of the colleges are doing virtual tours. in essence, today was a terrible day. while i was crying my eyes out when reading the fanfic, i wanted to tell something, i wanted to reach out to lee and jolie, but my brain said that i would burden them, im always telling them about stuff that happens (concerning my family or other stuff) and its probably getting too much for them.  my brain said that they wont be able to help anyway, im still gonna have to deal with the stuff im dealing with, and no one can help. that's a sad thought, it seems so helpless and sad. sometimes i overthink the smallest things, and when i see a text from lee and jolie that doesnt seem “right”, i think, oh gosh they hate me now, why did i have to say that?? i usually see my therapist every Thursday, aka today, but we didnt meet this time bc her schedule is becoming busy so now we’re gonna do it every other week, so next week i shall see her. perhaps she can help. 

thank you for this ask, it seemed so out of the blue bc no one rlly sends asks like this anymore. while writing this, i literally thought to myself, shes like an angel sent from heaven

[chocafe]

— mashiho as your boyfriend

pairing: boyfriend!mashiho x reader a/n: mashiho’s ears? I STAN THAT. originally requested by a beautiful anon and by @quicklyhauntedrunaway. i hope you two and everyone else who supports mashiho will enjoy this! i apologize in advance for any mistakes you may come across in my writing (◠‿◠✿)

OKAY TO START IT OFF I JUST WANT TO SAY

i believe that mashiho would be so sweet with his significant other

he would do whatever you tell him to do, as long as he knows that it’ll make you happy in the long run

you need him to come over to you asap?

DONE

you want food?

DONE

you need him to rob a bank for you?

DONE

uwu

when it looks like you’re having a rough time

or when you’re just doing something in general

mashiho tends to ask if he can help you and if you two can work on it together

he wants to take all of the stress off of you and place it onto himself

for example: when you’re working on your homework

“it’s okay, i got everything under control!” you lied with a smile

“you’re not okay.” mashiho simply declares as he ignores all of your ‘no, i’m doing fine’ and your ‘i can do this by myself’

it was easy to tell that your school work was mentally draining you

mashiho makes his way to sit besides you as he grabs a hold of your pencil and begins to help you with your homework

once the deed was done, which was mashiho helping you, you couldn’t do anything about it

you sighed deeply

not because of mashiho

but because the heavy weight that was residing on top of you was finally lifted off due to him and his help

“it’s better suffering together, right?” mashiho laughs as he doesn’t look away from the homework problems written in your notebook. “we’ll finish this much faster if we work on it together. how about we go out and eat once we get done with this?”

he will fight for you (ง •̀_•́)ง

and by fighting

i mean fighting the cold weather

by constantly giving you his over-sized jackets to wear

even though it’s just a sweater

he giggles in the inside when he sees you wearing his clothes

you look 100% more better in it than mashiho does

when the moon appears into the dark sky, mashiho is the first to wish you a good night

“dream about me ♡” he jokingly says, but means every little bit of it

when your slumber is over, mashiho continues his pillow talk and occasionally asks you if you dreamt of him

“i can’t remember my dream.” you lied when you indeed dreamt of you two together

you tend to lie to mashiho about things like this

you’re over here like SOFT? ME? OH NO YOU GOT THE WRONG PERSON

but he usually goes along with your lies since it’s easy for him to see right through you

he’s your boyfriend after all

nonetheless, mashiho continues on the conversation “well, i dreamt of you.” his lips curve upwards. “i can’t remember much about it either, but i just remember that you and i were together- sort of like how we are now.”

you’re always running through his head

no matter what time it is

day or night

24/7

365 days in the year

mashiho is constantly thinking about you

just like what he does with haruto, he barges in whenever he wants to and doesn’t think much of it

“don’t you know how to knock on the door?”

“why do i need to knock? i’m your boyfriend, so i can walk in whenever i want! unless you’re hiding something from me? ^___^”

he’s a mixture of a little spoon and a big spoon

it all depends on how he’s feeling that day

when he hasn’t seen you in a while and is craving for your attention

then he would be a little spoon, so it would feel like you’re the only one in his world

when he wants to please you and spoil you with his love

then he would transform into a big spoon

he’ll be the first to wrap you around his arms, gripping onto you tightly, so you’ll feel closer than home

mashiho tags you in a variety of posts he comes across on instagram

most of the posts are things that you like or things that reminds him of you

he would tag you in cute dog photos

in funny videos, so you two can laugh together

and even in photos of yoshinori

[txt] you: why do u keep on tagging me in yoshinori photos?????

[txt] mashiho: you like yoshinori, right? :-)

[txt] you: wait r u joking bc youre literally my boyfriend

since mashiho isn’t a native in south korea

you two go on a bunch of sight-seeing date just like every tourist!

you two visit places such as myeongdong, cultural museums, historic palaces placed all around korea, and much more places that everyone wishes to visit

one of mashiho’s favorite tourist-like date with you was when you took him to the namsan tower

you two both had your first kiss there, with one another, and even hooked a pink heart padlock onto the gate, with it saying “y/n ♡ mashiho — until the sun stops shining”

meanwhile, while you and mashiho are enjoying your dates

treasure j is following behind you two, during each one, since they’ve also haven’t seen much of south korea too

you’re like a tour guide, showing them a bunch of different places

but you don’t mind because you adore everyone in treasure j ! ! !

most of the time, they mind their own business, trying their best not to disturb you two

but from here and there, they add in their two cents when they see you guys walking from a far

“omg mashiho is stretching his arms. do you think he’s going to do what i think he’s going to do?” keita excitingly points out as he feels like he’s watching a romance drama happen right in front of his eyes

asahi was confused by the situation as he didn’t think much of it. “he’s going to stretch his arms?”

yoshinori lightly hits asahi’s shoulder, telling him to pay attention. “look more into it. mashiho might wrap his arms around y/n.”

“if he doesn’t wrap his arms around y/n then i’m going to be so disappointed in him.” mahiro sighs

“he seems to be too scared to do so.” kotaro adds onto the conversation.

“want to make a bet?” haruto mischievously asks, causing the six boys to join together to make a small bet

half made a  bet that mashiho wouldn’t wrap his arms around your shoulder while the other half voted differently in his favor

on the other hand, you and mashiho are just enjoying your time together ! ! !

as mashiho stretches his arm

he pulls it right back down, not attempting to throw it over your shoulder

instead, he attempts to kiss you

mashiho is brave af!

without hesitating, mashiho leaned in closer

your guys foreheads touching one another

and then he brushed his lips onto yours, softly smiling to himself, before jumping right into a passionate kiss

you were both thrilled by the kiss, but it was still a slow-paced one due to you two being in public

in the background, you can hear keita screaming on the top of his lungs as all six of them were wrong in the bet since mashiho did neither “SJIADJSALFSAL MASHIHOOOO WHAT THE HECK SSUSHUS ANYWAYS GET IT!!!!!”

the two of you suddenly stop kissing and turned around to see where all the ruckus us coming from

you guys laid your eyes upon treasure j staring directly at you two

but once they were caught

they quickly walked away as if they saw nothing

[personagf-moved]

🤓💜🤓💜

tag games under the cut! ⇊

ok sO....im mixing a bunch of tag games together again im sorry lol. thank you to @penicillinjimin for tagging me in the 15 questions tag,  @joonieblossoms for tagging me in the bias selfie tag and (i think) the questions tag as well and @rotaehyung for tagging me in the this or that tag! sldkfjsdf i know its a lot and im sorry but i answered all below. this took so long to post lol im slacking.

im tagging @koyasdad @outrotearbias @injoonsgalaxy @1ovegf @bbyjoonbug @soft-seokjin-stan @moonsnail @ikons @knjscrush u guys can do all or some or none of these tags  KDSKJ i didnt wanna bother u all n tag u in separate posts so here we are yeet ily guys im sorry 💓😂

“get to know me” tag:

Nicknames/Pet names:  my school friends used to call me m-let, my coworkers call me let-let and uh.........my family calls me princess kdkdkdkdkd

Zodiac: we a whole ass libra sun on main !

Height: 5'1 :’)

Last Movie:  aqua man!

Last Thing I Googled: what crashing a car in a dream symbolizes lmao bc i’ve had like a repetitive dream involving this for months now and its been bothering me 

Favorite musician: besides bts, paramore for sure kehlani, paramore, miguel, hozier, and mitski

Songs Stuck In My Head: nights like this by kehlani but what else is new

Other Blogs: lowkey????? i have a lot skskskks but im not gonna link them HA

Do I Get Asks?: when i reblog ask games 4 times in a row and beg bc i crave attention slkfjsdlkfjskdf

Dream Trip: Japan :/ and paris but wbk

Amount of Sleep: hahahahahahahhahh

Lucky Number: 6! call me self-centered but its the day of my birthday and i was always the 6th person in my classes alphabetically so i just assumed it was fate. also i associate the number with the colors pink and purple and besides yellow they’re my favorite colors 

What I’m Wearing: my hope world shirt n some pjs 

Favorite food: my mom’s spaghetti :( and sushi HAHA 

Dream job: o a writer for sure, or maybe a singer, but that’s in my wildest dreams lol 

Play any instruments:  i can play the piano and ukulele pretty well and maybe the guitar if i practice enough lol 

Languages: i only spoke english growing up but i can understand some filipino

Random fact: im stoopidt  im a horrible person and like to waste all of my money on concert tickets and have went to over 25+ shows in the past two years skjdskdjskjdksjd

‘this or that’ tag:

honey and lemon or milk and sugar // musicals or plays // lemonade or iced teas // strawberries or raspberries // winter or summer // beaches or forest // planets or neons // diners or cafés // unicorns or dragons // gemstones or crystals // humming bird or owls // fireworks or sparklers // brunch or happy hour // sweet or sour // rome or amsterdam // classic or modern art // sushi or ramen // sun or moon // polka dots or stripes // macarons or croissants // glitter or matte // degas or seurat // aquariums or planetariums // road trip or camping trip // colouring books or watercolour// fairy lights or candles

15 questions tag:

Are You Named After Someone: I’m named after both of my grandmas on my mom and dad’s side. Maria + Leticia = Marylet! I was genuinely named Twilight style lol

When was the last time you cried: about a week ago, it was after my cat got put down and I was watching old family videos and other things piled up hard so i just got a lil upset lol but its fine now tho!

Do You Have Kids: no but i do want them someday :’(

Do You Use Sarcasm A Lot: i am the queen of it

What’s the First Thing You Notice About Someone: their smile! (or the lack thereof, which speaks volumes) also their hair idk why

Eye Color: Brown

Scary Movie or Happy Ending:  scary movies. always.

Any Special Talents: uhhh i can sing i guess lol i also write but idk if thats really considered a talent

Where Were You Born: new jersey!

Hobbies: writing, singing/generally listening to/making music, video editing (although i haven’t done that in a LOOOOOOONG time), playing video games

Pets: none :(

How Tall Are You: we a solid 5′1 babeyyy

What Sports Do You Play/Have You Played: OOF i dont play any sports now but i was in LOVE with volleyball in high school. i like to watch basketball tho and am a T H R I V I N G boston celtics fan

Favorite Subject: english and music

Dream Job: i think i answered it in the other tag but yeah a writer! 

[hobslobster-remade]

bts as types of fan accounts

namjoon: finds out things about the members that even the members didn’t know about themselves. comes up with insane theories that nobody can understand but everybody believes anyways. always making people question if he’s actually a fan or if he really works at the company. proper grammar everywhere.

seokjin: has the same colour scheme for his mobile and desktop theme. makes soft edits and posts simple things like “i miss ______” that get 1000+ notes because same. always ready to defend the group and has receipts on every good thing they’ve ever done. usually tries not to get on the wrong side of drama.

yoongi: runs an extremely successful fansite with the most stunning pictures. always the first to know any sort of news related to the group. “tag me in things if anything happens im taking a nap”. dedicates a lot of his free time to deciphering the next comeback. misses older era’s and brings them up the most. any opinion he has becomes the opinion everyONE has.

hoseok: the one who's always screaming in the tags and no one knows if it's bc his caps lock is broken or he just likes to overreact. never keeps a theme/icon for more than a week. constantly insecure about everything he posts or any new theme he makes. mutual appreciation posts every other day bc he loves them so much. never got around to choosing a bias because he gets bias wrecked so much, probably has made a mistreatment of post before.

taehyung: aesthetics. everything is an aesthetic. is the most positive force and has 7000 mutuals, 6999 are his friends that he talks to on a daily basis. gets the most asks whenever something even minor happens because everyone wants his opinion on it. tags are either straight up the names and event or complete chaos. there’s no in between. a big name blog that everyone loves but all he does is reblog.

jimin: creator of most of the drama. watches silently as choas overcomes the entire site. very sweet and posts about cute little things like “_____’s little habit of _______ is adorable ksljddflk” but when you get to know him it’s Sin City. that one fan that isn’t afraid to speak up when the group’s done something wrong. makes yt compilations and crack videos at 1am. constantly craving attention and more followers.

jungkook: the big blog that everyone knows for it’s content and not the person. very involved in every aspect, fanart, gfx, videos, gifs, memes, you name it, he does it. very rarely actually speaks about himself, tags are where he gets the most expressive. has a bunch of followers and mutuals but only about 3 people he talks to daily because he’s too shy. hugely admired and loved in the fandom. no about, no navigation, organized chaos.

[hiandbai-aid]

I wish I could like post myself drawing like you can on imessage bc I have feelings I can't word and I just wanna idk. Mostly this is me just typing a bunch of shit so I don't have time to think about stuff that bothers me and that's really just because I don't know how to deal with things which is a pretty bad thing and I am not super holding together as much as I thought I would be. Since I've been back I've been productive and working better than last year but I can't help that like feeling inside of me that asks me what the fuck am I doing and what am I doing it for and I can't find an answer even though I know it should be something like myself but its not true in my case and I guess this weird stream of consciousness turned into exactly what I didn't want it to and so I'm kinda angry and embarrassed about that but I guess I'm glad I stopped midway but this length is still a lot so I hope that it deters people from reading it so maybe its more effective than tags because I hate being an attention seeker even though I really crave it anyway right now I'm not sure if I wanna be beaten senseless until I can't think or if I wanna be hugged and tbh I fell like a gross nasty blob and I just wanna jump out this i miss my mom and I am way to sober to deal with these emotions happening to me but maybe ill eventually pass out and sleep. Haven't thought about doing the deed in a while but there it is in my head again. I really am self destructive and this is one example of that. Fuck off if you read the whole thing.

[inuyashasfangs]

writing tag!!

lifted this from a friend, y’all know the drill owo

1) How many works in progress to do you currently have in progress?

probably fifty or so? being generous + counting the ones that are like three random sentences i furiously typed from the asshole of my brain at two am before immediately falling unconscious

2) Do you/would you write fan fiction?

the fuck is that

3) Do you prefer paper books or ebooks?

i prefer paper books for the tactile experience but i’m practically always on my phone so it’s easier to read somethin’ there than carry a physical book with me (plus my backpack is fairly small so any paperbacks i bring with me get immediately smushed at the corners >.>)

4) When did you start writing?

probably around ten or eleven? mainly just a bunch of episode rewrites of shows i liked before i decided to write original plots at around age fourteen. took a break for a good two years and i’m producing pure garbage at this point; no quality assurance just post and go

5) Do you have someone you trust that you share your work with?

practically nobody bc i’m self-conscious and paranoid abt stealing my poetry orz

6) Where is your favourite place to write?

don’t really have one! now, the one i frequent the most is definitely my phone at very late hours since that’s when (arguably) the best stuff comes out.

7) favourite childhood book?

probably the babymouse comics! i loved those growing up

8) Writing for fun or writing for publication?

absolutely both, i have to eat and i crave attention and validation 9) Pen and paper or computer?

whatever’s handy

10) Have you ever taken any writing classes?

once and it was pure shit

11) What inspires you to write?

my complicated relationship with gender, fictional characters, music, people, my love life and lack thereof, nature, my backstory that only unlocks for friends level 65 or higher

tagging @dirtylevi, @magefeathered, and @strawberrylozenge with absolutely zero obligation <3