#not maintagging this one nope

[ghostb0o]

If a big youtuber/creator doesn't moderate their community for bigotry, I'm going to treat that creator as if they themselves are that kind of bigot. I think more people should do this

I couldn't care less what sort of one-sentence disclaimer they could possibly make once every two years like "don't be a bigot guys!!! anyway-". It means nothing if you let them run free in your community and rile each other up. By fostering it, you are functionally approving their behaviour and messages

I think we should be more picky with who we support with our views/time/brain space, cause clearly more large creators then we'd like to admit could not be fucked to do the bare minimum of not making the environment completely hostile to *insert minority here* and spread harmful ideology

[loud-whistling-yes]

beloved mutual loud-whistling-yes please tell me the story on how pearl found your blog I am so curious now /nf

ok its been like 2 years since this happened i barely said a word about it but ok whatever pearl probably forgot about it i think i can say it now

October 24th, 2022

Pearl announces the release of her dl plushie

It's several months after dl's finale and 2 weeks until my birthday

My mental state in this period of time was solidly parked in the Pearl Insanity Zone

I want- no, I need that plushie

It's 138 ringgit

The plushie is 138 fucking ringgit

My mother refuses to let me buy the plushie

Not even as my birthday present

Not even if I offer to pay with my own money

I was this close to chewing up the furniture

I am not allowed to chew up the furniture

I choose instead to scream and cry on tumblr about it because well where else was I gonna cry about it

In a moment of stupidity and plushie-mourning grief

I maintag the post for personal sorting reasons

October 30th, 2022

It's exactly one week until my birthday

I get an ask in my inbox

It's tumblr user pearlescentmoo

Wait

TUMBLR USER PEARLESCENTMOO????????????????

I check the blog to see if this is a troll blog or something

NOPE

IT'S REAL

PEARLESCENT FUCKING MOON JUST SENT ME AN ASK

She says she feels bad that I can't get the plushie cause of the price

She wants to send me a discount code so I can get the plushie for free

Wait what

SHE WANTS TO SEND ME A DISCOUNT CODE SO I CAN GET THE PLUSHIE FOR FREE?????????????

I distinctly remember feeling like I was gonna throw up on my laptop

Oh yeah also losing my mind on whatsapp with my irl friends who have no idea what the fuck was going on

Problem is

She sent this to me via an ask

I'm pretty sure her DMs were closed at the time

Look man I wasn't gonna blast the fact Pearl's giving out plushies for free all willy nilly like that I have standards

I tried responding to her via answering the ask privately

The answer gets sent

I never get a reply

I'm pretty sure that tumblr, in it's true tumblr fashion, ate the ask

I never got the plushie

And that's the story of why Pearl definitely knows that my blog was titled "pearl my blorbo skrunkly poor pathetic meow meow"

It's been 2 years and I still want to die

[lilytheflowerwrites]

Wip number 2 please Lily! We’re almost at the end :)

2 - like rhinestones falling from the sky, B2SMP AU installment

Boy oh boy. For those who don't know, my B2SMP AU features Eret as Dream, Elaina as George and Puffy as Sapnap. This, naturally, brings a lot of opportunities for me to write angst! Which I take, because I like making myself cry. This particular one falls is sometime after Eret's imprisonment. It features Elaina and The_Eret, Eret's god counterpart (like DreamXD).

(As a general note, B2SMP features c!Elaina and c!Eret in a romantic relationship. Both CCs have stated they're fine with this depiction of their characters.)

“What do you want,” Elaina says tiredly, not even as a question even though it clearly is. She’s sitting on the ground with her back to a tree, shoulders hunched. Her fingers are covered in dirt; she has spent the last half an hour or so mindlessly picking at the grass and drawing with her fingertips on the uncovered patch. Roses, stars, tiny hearts she instantly smudges; all unconsciously as her mind wanders somewhere far, far away, to the obsidian walls and the only beating heart inside of them. She probably looks like a mess, dirty clothes and tousled hair and dark circles under her eyes, and it makes her all the more annoyed when she imagines how she seems next to The_Eret, who is, as always, perfect.

She wanted to kill them the first time she saw them, soon after the imprisonment (wither roses and scraped palms) and the conversation with Puffy (all of her flowers dying in her backyard in a matter of seconds). They appeared out of thin air, silent and unmoving, just staring at her with their icy-blue eyes (not white and too human), and when she looked at them and realized whose face they wore, she launched at them with her bare hands. She didn't do much harm, she didn’t even get to touch them before a single movement of their hand sent her flying into the wall, slowing down only at the last moment – and that’s the only thing she knows kept her alive – but the anger was there. Still is, in fact, just much more subdued because Elaina is tired to the bone, has been for the past month or so.

She hasn’t brought any plants back to her house ever since Puffy slammed the door shut, but old habits die hard, so she has taken to wandering around the forest instead, healing any plants that need it, digging down to the roots and touching them all too gently for someone carrying as much grief as her. She walks around until she’s tired, and then she sits down and thinks until her head starts to spin and the sun goes down. Once or twice she has fallen into dreamless sleep while slumped against a tree and has woken up with a wild fox curled against her thigh. Animals don’t harm her; they probably feel the power of nature in her or maybe just think she’s a big overgrown plant. Sometimes she wishes she was.

It’s no matter what she wishes for, though, because she also wants her partner out of the prison or for the God standing in front of her to go back to whatever realm they came from, but neither of these things come true.

Send me a number from 1 to 13 and I'll show you a c!Eret WIP/AU idea!

[redstone-sun]

fucking collapses. bad end fic is done. i have started posting. time to submit to the mortifying ideal of being known by people other than my beta readers

https://archiveofourown.org/works/35650735/chapters/88887820#workskin

[zombie-bisexual]

best part about the rwby video from the depths of liberal hell is that now I’m seeing RWBY hot takes from people (relatively famous) who’ve never even seen the show