#not like i was expecting her to but yk a gal can dream so ya ig we’re not friends anymore. surprisingly i haven’t cried about (yet ik myself
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#so today marks a week (?) form when i called my (ex) best friend and she didn’t answer and i left a voicemail and ofc she didn’t answer that#not like i was expecting her to but yk a gal can dream so ya ig we’re not friends anymore. surprisingly i haven’t cried about (yet ik myself#i���ll cry but i thought it’d be sooner than later)#and i was talking to a mutual friend and she asked if i wanted her to talk to her for me and i decided no bc if she wanted to she would yk?#like it’s not by force and if she wants to be a coward and just act like our friendship meant nothing than i can’t control that i can voice#my hurt and pain but if that doesn’t move her than at least i said something right? it just succs bc i don’t use the term best friend let#alone friend lightly like we did commissions together with our fav characters like multiple!! like i don’t do that with just anyone#i have a poster in my room of a drawing my sister did for her christmas present last year that i colored and printed and and I GAVE HER MY#COPY OF WUTHERING HEIGHTS THAT I WROTE A BUNCH OF NOTES AND AND A LOVE LETTER LIKE IVE NEVER DONE THAT BEFORE AND AND#i told her about my social anxiety and ocd which i haven’t told Anyone (besides you guys <3) and not even my family knows and she can’t even#return my calls or texts and it’s like a slap in the face like it meant nothing to her like i opened up sm and it’s like it meant nothing to#her like i’m nothing i’m just this person that was convenient to be friends with but now IDK BC SHE WONT TALK TO ME#ok now i’m tearing up now and if i start crying it’ll be gross and noisy and i don’t want to cry rn#vk overshares in the tags
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