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i like overthink everything now it makes me feel so dumb. i used 2 be able to just talk 2 ppl but nowadays every single thing im like Is that actually going to make them hate me. Yes probably. and then i just dont respond which makes ppl hate me. this is how it is
#ive been overthinking 1 light and casual mildly funny response to something but im worried itll come off as disrespectful and dismissive And#make me seem stupid and uncaring all at the same time. and also be seen as insulting. but like idt itd be insulting right like. im not#saying what it is so ig for all you guys know im like I mean if i say All your shit suck ball and i hateit kys. <- thats not the thing i was#going to say#like it doesnt matter now the window for response is closed now but i feel stupid bc i shouldve just said it it was light and casual. im so#bad at keeping convos gojng im convinced im not going to survive. In like a light and casual way like in a He will not make it through the#winter joke way. dw. im not going to do anything bc i had One failed interaction. if i was going to do anythjng itd be bc of the 8000000#other failed interactions. But im not. anyways. it just makes me feel so useless đ like i want to respond i want to talk to ppl so bad but#i feel like i mess things up Irreparably every time i speak OR i take too LONG overthinking my response and then i just cant respond bc its#been too long and then its been 3 years and the only messages ive ever sent r my intro message and 1 message 2 years ago that nobody#responded to at all. or the conversation stopped immediately after. and like i used to be better at this i was lkke. talkative in a couple#muts servers like. i talked 2 ppl daily in those servers and i had fun and like. I was an important part of the group and i felt like it#but i just feel like such an outsider for Everything and its literally my fault bc i cant just like. Talk. The explosion. bc im always like#im gonna try im gonna do it this time im gonna get it back im going to finally be Good connor and im going to fix it all and make a Good#solid friend group and ill find HEALTHY LOVE and i wont selfsabotage and ill move out and have a job and ill balance it well and ill start#all my hobbies and ill have a great routine and be so loveable and on top of it and not stressed and content and happy and roll with the#punches and then theres a single hiccup and im like Well fuckinf whatever im going to be an unemployed hermit forever and im going to die b4#im 25 anyways so Who cares and also im digging a little hole for myself. and its like. AUGHH ik i just have to persevere and overcome but#even saying that feels so stupid its not fucking hard its Talking to ppl. like. i literally if ive ever said a word to you i had to think#avt it and strategize how to respond right even for like. like. it makes it sound like its not genuine it is#like for example i want to say hey i love your art! but then i freak out and im like thats not normal thats like a rly generic comment they#hear that all the time theyll thjnk im being polite and my brains like hrmmm rewrite Your art changed my life. It shaped me. Ill never be#the same. Nad im like ok too far overcorrected go back and the sentence generator is like Your art has colors đŻ like. GOD. WHY IS IT SO#difficult. and then usually i either just dont say anythinf and feel awful abt it 4ever OR i send it on anon and then i spend like 15#minutes ibsessively slightly tweaking the apelling and capitalization and punctuation to make sure it doesnt seem like its me just in case#it Is the worst possible thing to say but then i see the response and itll be like AWWW TYSM :] THIS MEANS A LOT or whathaveyou and i feel#stupid bc i couldve just Told them this to their face and it wouldve been a good positive interaction we had. but instead i had 2 hide and#tyoe entirely differently so they couldnt sniff me from my typing style. and it soesnt even feel like the thanks is actually 4 me bc i#tweaked the message sm. and it still makes me happy that the oersons hapoy but its like. that couldve been a nice mutual interaction#like not that i need a personal ty i compliment ppl when i Want to compliment ppl and when its genuine yk. i dont do it so i get mutualpoint
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don't want you like a best friend
Description: James is nervous about his inexperience with girls. Luckily he has a best friend who's more than willing to help. (based on an idea formed in part by @amiableness. check out the post)
Pairing: best friend!James Potter x fem!Reader
Warnings: DESPERATE!james, inexperienced!james, blowjob (m receiving), porn with barely any plot
Word Count: 2.5k
a/n: kind of muggle!au? doesn't really matter in the context of this though lmao
You walked into James's flat, quite pleased he'd given you a key. It was much easier to bother him whenever you pleased when you could just waltz in any time.
"James!" you called out, toeing off your shoes.
"In here!" he shouted back.
You followed his voice to his room, seeing him laying on his tummy watching tv. You ran up to his bed and flopping down on it next to him. He laughed in that squeaky, joyful way he only ever seemed to do around you.
"Hi," he greeted with a cheeky smile.
"Hi," you replied with an equal grin, then glanced at the television. "What are you watching?"
"Nature documentary about penguins," he responded simply.
You glanced up at him with a quirked brow. "Why?"
"Cause I like penguins," he shrugged.
"...we need to get you a girlfriend."
He went a little quiet, prompting you to look at him again. You tilted your head.
"James?"
He chewed his lip. "Iâ I do kind of have a date. Tomorrow."
"What?" you exclaimed, suddenly sitting up straight. "Who? Since when?"
His cheeks went a little pink. "Sirius set it up for me."
"Oh my god! Why didn't you tell me?!"
"I'm nervous!"
You chuckled softly, still in a bit of disbelief. The boy had been single for far too long in your opinion, especially considering how much girls threw themselves at him in school. He always said that it was just because he had high standards, but part of you was half-convinced he must be terrified of girls. Or commitment. Maybe both.
"I just... I can't believe it. Is she cute?"
He almost grimaced. Not a great sign.
"Uh oh," you snorted a laugh.
"It's not that she's ugly! She's... she is pretty, its just," he sighed, shrugging a little, "she's not really my type, I guess."
"At this point, I'm beginning to believe you don't have a type."
He frowned. "Hey."
"Just saying, James. You never date, and it's not for lack of girls who like you."
"I kind of have to like them back for that to work."
"You sure you're not scared of girls?" you asked with a laugh.
He chuckled a little, shaking his head. "No."
"Commitment?"
"No."
"...Sex?"
"Ugh, don't say that," he groaned, dropping his face against the mattress.
You laughed again. "Sounds like a yes. It's really not that scary."
"It's kinda scary," he mumbled against his comforter.
"James," you called quietly, resting your cheek on the mattress to look at him.
He turned his face towards you, his cheeks pink and his hair even messier than usual. His lips were slightly pouty. Frankly, it was absolutely adorable.
"Everyone but me has done it at this point. The furthest I ever got was touching a boob over clothes in fifth year."
You couldn't help but to laugh at that, causing him to whine your name in protest.
"Sorry..." you said, not all that apologetic. "It's just... cute. You get so flustered. It's really not a big deal."
"It is a big deal to me."
"Aw. I'm sorry, Jamie. I just mean that nobody's going to fault you for being inexperienced."
"They might!"
"No they won't."
"You don't know that."
"At any rate, I think it's sweet."
"But I'm not having sex with you," he argued, then snapped his mouth shut, his cheeks going even darker. "That sounds... I'm sorry."
"Don't be sorry," you ran a hand through his hair, and he leaned into the touch. "I just mean to say that I'm sure if I think it's sweet, other girls would also probably think it's cute."
"I'm a man. I shouldn't be cute, I should be... strong and masculine. Hot."
"You're very hot, James."
He sighed, still pouting a little.
"Put that lip away," you muttered, tapping his bottom lip.
"You're being mean."
"No, I'm not."
"You're teasing me," he pouted again.
"What? How?"
"You're very hot, James," he mocked in an overly-high-pitched voice.
You snorted a laugh. "Heaven forbid I tell my hot best friend that he is, in fact, hot."
He fell quiet for a moment. "You really think so?"
"Of course I do."
"Mm," he hummed softly, then sighed. "Why can't there be more girls like you?"
"What's that supposed to mean?" you asked, smiling curiously.
"You're always so sweet to me. I just wish there were more girls who act like you, cause then I could just... do it with them and not be so worried about it."
You raised your brows, trying to hold back another laugh. "Oh, really?"
"Don't tease me."
"I'm not. Just, why don'tâ" you stopped abruptly.
He looked at you with wide eyes. "What?"
"If you're so worried about getting your first time over with, then why don't you just do it with me?"
He looked like he got the wind knocked out of him in that moment, blinking a few times as if he was trying to wake up from a dream. He opened his mouth a few times, though no sound came out.
"I just mean that... you said you'd do it with a girl like me, so why not me? You trust me, I know what I'm doing, you know I won't judge," you listed off some reasons. "It could work, you know?"
"Cause you're... you're my best friend."
"And?"
"And friends don't do that."
"Friends do that all the time," you replied with a shrug.
"What?" he asked, looking totally mortified.
"Friends have sex all the time."
"Since when?"
"Since forever," you chuckled a little. "I'm not saying we have to. Just putting it out there, since you're so nervous about it and all."
"IâI don't..."
"You don't have to say yes."
"I know," he nodded, looking a little uncomfortable. "It's just... I don't think I'm ready to do all of that right now."
You smile a little. "I'm not saying I'd take you to pound town right now..."
"Ugh," he groaned.
"Sorry. I just mean to say that, if you wanted to, we could start slow. Work you up to the main event."
He chewed his lip, looking away from you. You sighed softly, then stood from the bed.
"Alright. Let's go and grab a snack or something and take your mind off all this. Stop stressing so much," you said, trying to grab his arm to pull him up.
He shook his head. "Can't."
"What? Yes, you can."
"No, I can't," he emphasized, his cheeks still dark.
"Why not."
He stared at you for a moment, then whined, dropping his head into the comforter again. He mumbled something into the fabric, causing you to groan in annoyance.
"What are you saying? I can't hear you when you mumble."
"You don't understand," he said, looking at you again with a pouty face. "You're not a guy."
"What the hell is that supposed to... Oh," your eyes widened. You let out a disbelieving, delighted little giggle. "Are youâ"
"Please don't talk about it. It'll make it worse," he said quickly in his whiny little voice.
"Aww. Poor baby."
"Stop it."
"Let me see."
His eyes widened comically. "What?"
"Let me see. Come on, turn over," you giggle, trying to turn him.
"Lovie, no, I..."
"Please?" you pouted, knowing he could never resist it.
He whined. "Please don't. It's embarrassing."
"It's hot."
He gulped. "...It is?"
You nodded. "Yeah. It's kind of flattering, too. The fact that I barely suggested it and you got all excited."
"It's not my fault. I just... my brain started thinking..."
"Yeah, brains tend to do that," you joked, relishing in him being all flustered. It was so unlike his usual demeanor. "Come on, Jamie. I just want to see."
He swallowed, nodding a little awkwardly before he turned onto his back. You smirked a little to yourself at the obvious bulge in his sweatpants. You sat back on the bed right next to him, glancing back at his nervous face.
"Can I touch?"
"I... I don't know."
"Just over the pants right now."
He considered it for a few moments, before taking a deep breath, nodding.
"Okay," he said quietly, his hands balling into fists.
You smiled. "Relax."
You let your hand rest on his thigh first, watching him as his eyes trailed your every move. You slowly slid up his leg, teasingly, just so you could see him sweat a little at the thought of being touched for the first time. He was generally quite confident, but somehow missed out on anything and everything intimate outside of kissing.
He sucked in a breath as you reached his hip, looking as if he could pass out.
"Hey," you said gently, trying to catch his eye. "Take a deep breath. Relax. It's supposed to feel good."
He sniffed, nodding shakily. "Y-yeah. Sorry."
"Don't apologize, Jamie. Just... relax. Okay?"
"Okay."
You let your hand move again, barely ghosting over his bulge, the tips of your fingers touching the fabric of his sweatpants. You looked up at his face. His cheeks were red, and his eyes were wide and almost glossy. His pretty, pouty lips were just barely parted as he waited in anticipation for your next move.
You lowered your hand, gripping him gently through his pants, forcing a shaky gasp through his lips. You smirked to yourself a little, stroking him through his pants.
"Feels good, huh?" you asked in a quiet voice.
He opened his mouth to respond, but all that came out was a pathetic little moan. You chuckled at the sound, stroking him again. He was bigger than you expected him to be, but not terribly massive. His hips bucked into your hand, another soft whine coming from him.
"Aww. You like it, huh?"
He nodded, breath coming in short.
"Can I do a little more?"
"Uh..."
"I think you'll like it."
"M-maybe," he gasped out, looking utterly wrecked already.
"Can I take off your pants?"
He looked at your face again. "Huh?"
"Can I take them off? I wanna touch you," you stated simply.
He whimpered. "Um... For... for what?"
You furrowed your brow. "So I can feel you. I just want to touch your skin. It'll feel better for you, too. You touch yourself, right?"
"I... Y-yeah. Yeah, sometimes."
"And I assume you don't do it through your pants, right?" you laugh a little.
He merely swallows, nodding dumbly. "Right."
"So... Can I touch you like that? I won't do it unless you say yes."
"Oh..." he sucked in a shaky breath. "O-okay."
"Okay?"
"Yes."
You smiled, hooking your fingers in his sweatpants and underwear. "Hips up, please."
He followed your instructions easily, lifting his hips for you. You tugged everything down in one go, leaving it all pooled at his ankles on the bed. You nearly moaned yourself when you saw him, hard and leaky and ready. You traced his dick softly with your fingertips, impressed with him, and drawing another moan from his lips.
"So pretty, Jamie. Look at you."
"Don't... fuck," he gasped. "Don't say that."
"I mean it. Your cock is perfect."
He whimpered again, sounding like he could cry. You wrapped a hand around him, stroking him softly as hips bucked into your hand, soft moans and squeaks leaving him in utter desperation.
"P-please," he begged, staring at you as if you hung the stars.
"Please?"
"I... I don't know," he shook his head, his lip quivering.
"You need more?"
He sniffled, nodding quickly. "So bad. Please."
"Can I suck your cock, love?"
The sound that left his lips was utterly pornographic, his chest heaving like he'd run a marathon.
"God..."
"That's not my name, baby," you stroke him again. "I need you to say yes if this is what you want."
"Y-yes. Fuck yes," he said, his hips still shifting under you, trying to get more friction from your hand.
"So needy," you chide jokingly, moving to settle between his legs.
He whined watching you climb between his legs, nearly hyperventilating at the sight and feeling of you kissing along his stomach with your hand pushing his shirt up.
"So pretty," he groaned, stroking your hair.
You smiled against his stomach, licking nearly up to his chest just to hear him make that sound again. You kissed back down his stomach, barely ghosting over the tip of his cock at you looked back up at him.
"Ready?"
He nodded, in a trance as he watched you. You kept his eye contact as you darted your tongue out, tasting him for the first time. He practically sobbed in pleasure, pulling on your hair slightly.
"Told you it would feel good, baby," you mutter, licking from base to tip as he squirmed under your touch. "Isn't this nice?"
"Mmmm..." he nodded, chest heaving.
"Good boy," you kissed his tip.
You stared up at him, smiling to yourself at his sweet little reactions as you started stroking him. He looked so adorable totally wrecked. Like he could pass out at any moment. You couldn't help but to want more.
You wet your lips, figuring you could probably fit most of him into your mouth in one go: so you decided to give it a go. You licked him once more, then shoved his cock down your throat, letting it hit far enough to make you gag.
He shouted, gasping for air before he fell into a puddle of moans and desperate praises of your name. You pulled off of him, but only for a second before you went back down, sucking on him as if your life depended on it. It felt like it did.
He gripped the fabric of his comforter, sobbing in pleasure as his hips jutted up into your mouth. You were about to pull off to make some sly remark, when he whimpered loudly, shooting his cum down your throat. You hummed around him, swallowing everything you could despite your utter surprise that he had finished so quickly. He whined and kept his grip tight in your hair until he was done, his seed dribbling past your lips as you couldn't quite swallow everything. You weren't sure if you'd ever witnessed someone cumming so much before.
You did your best to clean him off without making him overly-sensitive, and finally pulled off.
"Mm... Holy fuck, Jamie. You cum that much every time?â You ask, chuckling a little despite being wildly aroused.
He shook his head, sweaty and still whimpering.
"Awww," you cooed softly, reaching up to stroke his cheek. "You okay?"
"That... that felt..."
"What?"
"Best thing ever," he managed breathily.
You laughed. "Yeah?"
"Yeah," he uttered, a small smile on his face as he opened his eyes. "I... you're really good at that."
"Apparently too good," you snorted.
"Maybe," he nodded, then hummed softly in pleasure. "Sorry for cumming so fast."
"It was sweet."
"It's not sweet," he shook his head.
"I think so. You're so sensitive," you kissed his cheek.
He hummed again, then sighed softly. You watched him as he took a few steadying breaths before he moved his eyes back to you. He let his eyes linger on your form for several moments, then chewed his lip. He looked up at you, clearly debating something in his mind.
Then he smiled a little.
"Can I return the favor next time?"
#james potter#james potter x reader#james potter x fem!reader#james potter smut#james potter fic#james potter oneshot#james potter fanfiction#marauders#marauders smut#marauders fanfiction#luna still hates jk#mdni
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WHISPERED PROMISESâS. SHINICHIRO
ŕŞââ´ synopsis: you meet shinichiro one day when heâs working in his shop. youâre sweet, nice and thereâs an obvious tension between you two. you feel like a teenager with the way heâs making you nervous, but you accept to go on a date with him. things only get better from there.
ŕŞââ´ content warning: so much fluff i almost cried, fem!reader, you and shin have the biggest crush on each other, heâs so sweet and respectful, eventual smut, mentions of a breeding kink, protected sex, fingering, oral (fem! receiving), pussy whipped shinichiro, dirty talk, lots of kisses, shin has a big dick<3Â
ŕŞââ´word count: 7,9k (lord have mercy)
ŕŞââ´note: a great thank you to @mztoman for commissioning me again!! I got so carried with this fic, the plot was just so good!!Â
COMMISSIONS ARE STILL OPEN: 1 SLOT LEFT.
COMMENTS AND REBLOGS ARE MUCH APPRECIATED!
Working on weekends was Shinichiroâs least favorite thing about his job. He tried his best to make it a good experience, he really did, but he was tired from a long week of working eight hours a day (and sometimes more when there was an emergency). And so, small things got on his nerves.
His lunchbox wouldnât open, he forgot to pack chopsticks with him, he forgot to put water in his mini-fridge, the air conditioner was barely workingâgood lord, he was getting so annoyed.
Ring!
Oh great, a customer visiting when he was at his wits ends. Shinichiro stands up from his crouching position next to the bike he was working on. He grabs the rug that was attached to his pants and wipes his hands. He was expecting the usual type of customers; rude, stubborn, the know-it-all who tried to explain to him his own job and how itâs done. All in all, unlikeable.
Though, he is pleasantly surprised when he finds a girl standing at the door, looking around his shop with heart eyes. You looked so lost in your thoughts, your hands gripping your hand bag so tightly (from nervousness? Shinichiro wasnât sure). Your stance was polite, and you looked in awe at his work. Maybe working today wasnât such a bad idea if his first customer of the day is someone like you.
He brushes off the thoughts, telling himself that you looked youngâno, way too young for someone like him. Plus, he wasnât exactly the luckiest with girls. Heâs had his fair share of hookups, tried to be in relationships, but things just never worked out for him.
He rolls his shoulders as he approaches you, greeting you with a wave. He was tall, had a smile that had you feeling a little dizzyâgood god, this man was attractive. Whether it be the way he carried himself, or how he wiped the dirt off his hands, you could tell that he was hardworking and truly loved his job.
âHi, welcome to our shop.â He really hoped that his voice wouldnât crack and embarrass him. Technically, it was his shop and he was proud of it. It wasnât exactly the fanciest out there, but it was his pride and joy. The display of the many bikes that he owned always caught peopleâs attention outside and left him grinning from ear to ear.
âHello, thank you, I didnât think anyone was here,â you were nervous, he could tell by watching you relax and clench your hands more than once.
âWell, someone has to be here,â he jokes and for a second, he can tell you were glad that he did. His playful remark somehow made you relax, and you let out a slightly less nervous giggle (which sounded so fucking adorable).
âYouâre right, my bad.â You start looking around the shop again, and the man thinks itâs time to try to get to know you a little better. How can he do that without appearing to be invading your personal space? Should he immediately ask for your name? No, thatâs too bold. MaybeâŚMaybe taking the professional approach will work.
âCan I see your driverâs license?â Very subtle.
You donât hesitate as you pull it out and hand it to the tall man, and you watch as his eyes scan it for a good five seconds before humming in approval.
You were indeed younger, but only four years younger than him, really fucking attractive. He thought that there is no way you were single, but then again there was no ring on your fingerâshould he just ask you if you were in a relationship? Nu-uh, too soon.
âAlright, and how can I help you?â
âI am here to fix my friendâs bike for her birthday,â
âOh you have a biker friend? So you know a little about them?â
âOnly the basics, Iâm more of an avid fan of the races rather than a participator.â You let out a chuckle, rubbing the back of your neck. You werenât lying, you did enjoy watching more than riding them. But only because you tried before and failed miserably, and you werenât going to include such embarrassing detail to a handsome stranger.
âOkay, what does she need help with exactly?â
You go into detail of what had happened, and how your friend had stopped riding her motorcycle just because she was too busy saving up money for something else. And with her birthday coming up, you thought you could sneakily get a family member of hers to bring the bike to this particular shop and get it fixed right on time. Shinichiro agrees to help you, and you both settle on the price rather quickly. Now you no longer had a reason to be in the shop, but you didnât exactly want to leave either.
âYouâre not busy?â
âNot at all,â you look at the display of the many fancy motorcycles he owned, letting out a âwowâ at how shiny and pretty they looked. He took good care of them.
âMy name is Shinichiro, by the way.â He takes his hand out to shake yours and you accept it immediately. You try not to blush at how rough his hand felt, evidence of true hard work. Could he get any more attractive?
âNice to meet you, Shinichiro,â you grin at the man, and feel him squeeze your hand tightly before relaxing. He seemed like he wanted to say something, but hesitated and thought ânevermindâ. But the longer you stayed in his shop, the more obvious it was to the man that if you left the shop without his number, he would be the one to call himself a loser. No need for Benkei and Wakasa to do that for him.
âSo, uhâŚâ His lips part, his hand comes to the back of his neck and your heart picks up its pace. You could see that the tips of his ears were turning red, and his hand hadnât let go of yours. âThis is a little unprofessional of meâŚâ He mumbles to himself. He sighs and you chuckle and at the dilemma he seems to be in, but that sound alone seems to encourage him to speak more. He wants to hear you laugh again, you seemed very comfortable with what was happening.
âWould you like to go out sometime? Iâd like to know you better, you seem like a really nice girl andââ
âAbsolutely.â You donât let him go on with his little ramble, only flash him a nervous grin. The apples of your cheeks were as red as his, and it truly felt like two teenagers confessing to one another. You loved a man that made you feel like this.
âOh?â He grins back, and his hand slides down from his nape to the back pocket of his jeans. âGreat, when are you available?â
âTomorrow, my place.â Shinichiro almost chokes on his saliva at your words. Your place? It was too early for that, not that he mindedâbut he wanted to be a gentleman, wait at least a few dates before even trying to get in bed with youâ
Sensing that he was malfunctioning, your other hand slides on top of the hand that was holding yours and you squeeze it in reassurance.
âYou donât have to if youâre not comfortable. I just thought going to a restaurant would be a waste of moneyâand personally, I love cooking. We can just watch a movie and hang out?â You felt like such a breath of fresh air. Somehow, feeling your skin against his made him immediately relax.
Itâs not the idea of coming to your place that scared him, he just always thought you only do that after a while of dating. But here you were, suggesting that an indoor date would be better and cheaper than at a restaurant. Plus, he felt like he could get to know you better if youâre sitting on the couch together alone rather than in a place filled with people.
âI love the idea. So, tomorrow?â
â8PM, how does that sound?â
âPerfect.â
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After exchanging phone numbers, you and Shinichiro practically texted almost all night. You talked about everything and nothing, almost forgetting to send him your location. Turns out, you didnât really live that far away from his own place, nearly less than a five minute walk.
He was really nervous. He didnât tell anyone about the date, made up some bullshit of a lie that he was going out for a few hours and his friends were already eyeing him weird. He simply wanted to take his time with you. Your chemistry seemed promising even though youâve known each other for less than a day.
He didnât want to get his hopes up, and if you were going to choose not to go out on a date with him again, he could at least keep it a secret to himself.
Since you were the one cooking tonight, Shinichiro thought it would be rude if he didnât bring anything with him. So he got a bouquet, brought board games with him and some drinks just in case. He felt stupid for not having asked you beforehand what kind of drinks you liked, but he was almost at your place. No time for regrets.
You had also told him to dress comfortably. You were going to chill in your living room for a while, and you wanted your date to feel as natural as possible. So here he was, dressed in a white hoodie and some grey sweatpants, his hair was still slightly wet from the quick shower he took after getting off work, and he hoped that he wouldnât catch a cold.
Arriving at your doorstep, the man was more than sure that this was your place. You had a cute doormat with the word âWELCOMEâ written in bold, along with two huge plants on either side of it. If your doorstep felt this cozy, he could only imagine what the inside looks like.
Knock, knock, knock.
He waits approximately three seconds before he hears the sound of you running barefoot to the doorstep, a muffled âIâm coming!â accompanied with it. You handle a few locks before opening the door, greeting him with the cutest smile heâs ever seen. He doesnât have time to look at your outfit or tell you how nice you look before you were wrapping your arms around him. You donât squeeze too tight, but Shinichiro feels you flinch and pull away.
âOh, sorry! I got too excitedââ youâre blushingâfuck, youâre blushing and heâs getting butterflies in his stomach like a teenager. Shinichiro has been on enough dates to know the difference between feeling nervous and having an absolute crush on his dateâit was the latter with you.
âItâs okay, I like hugs,â he places the bag full of goods on the floor and pulls you in another hug, his hand caressing your back gently. He hopes you canât hear how loud his heart is beating, because then he would be fucked.
âYou smell really good,â you mumble against his chest and you feel him hum. He leans down and you can feel his nose on top of your headâthis was too intimate for a first date, but neither of you minded.
âYou smell like roses,â he lets you pull away from the hug, grinning from ear to ear that his words were getting you to blush this hard.
âThank you.â So shy, so sweet--
I swear if this doesnât work out, Iâll never date again.
âOh how rude of me, please come on in!â You lead him all the way inside, and Shinichiro can finally take a look at your outfit. You were wearing the cutest dress that reached right above your knees, along with a pair of fuzzy socks. You looked so comfortable and adorable, he couldnât help the smile on his lips.
âQuite the cute outfit,â his tone is playful, it makes you pause what you were doing in the kitchen to give him a playful glare yourself.
âYeah, yeah, I told you I wanted us to feel comfortable. Itâs bad enough that my heart is about to explode,â so it wasnât just him feeling nervous, cool.
âYouâre also nervous?â
âAlso?â now itâs your turn to sound playful and the man laughs at your antics. He takes a seat on your couch, and waits for you to join him. He looks around your apartment, and takes in how well thought everything seemed to be. From the candles sitting by the tiny coffee table, to the polaroids hanging on the wallâyour place felt like a perfect representation of how you were as a person and as a friend; comforting and sweet.
âYou got me my favorite drink!â Your excited voice pulls him out of his thoughts. He stares at you and the way your eyes seem to light up at a simple drink. He picked out the flavor very randomly, his thought process was âI hope she likes thisâ and turns out, you did.
Lucky him. Everything he seemed to do or pick for you aligned perfectly with your preferences. Though, he couldnât deny that he was eager to learn more about you; what you did for a living, what your favorite pet was, your sleeping schedule, your favorite place to eatâhe needed to stop.
You approached the TV and grabbed your remote control before turning around to face him.
âFood is almost ready, wanna watch something in the mean time?â Shinichiro nods and you quickly take a seat next to him on the couch.
âSo, what kind of shows are you into?â
The next half hour passes by rather quickly, and you end up not watching anything as you both chat on the couch. He helps you check in on the food when you gasp in horror, thinking that it got burnedâbut thank god, it didnât. You talk about your childhood, what you did for a living and how things were going for you. If you had any friends living nearby, where you grew up. You appreciated how attentive the dark haired male sitting on your kitchen stool was, your heart skipped a beat every time he flashed you an adorable grin. You were absolutely doomed.
âHow about you though, any friends or family living around you?â You ask as you start serving the pasta on the plates he helped setting on the table. He hums in response, but you think it was directed towards the food and how delicious it looked.
âI have two siblings, a brother and a sister.â
âYounger?â
âYeah, how did you know?â he quirks an eyebrow at you and you shrug your shoulders.
âYou give off oldest brother vibes,â
âIn a good way I hope,â he teases, waiting for you to take a seat facing him.
âAn amazing way, you seem very caring and selfless.â You light up the candle sitting in the middle of the table, and Shinichiro tries his best not to stare for too long when you stand up to do it. You were leaning down, the light coming from the candle made you look ten times prettier tonight.
Well, fuck me.
You catch him staring at you, the taller guy almost cooing at how you seemed to blush at his attention. A shy âwhat?â leaves your lips and Shinichiro shakes his head in response.
âJustâyou look so pretty,â he was being honest. He wasnât trying to scare you away or seem creepy, Shinichiro was just an honest man.
âOh pleaseâhave you seen yourself? Youâre so handsome, it should be illegal!â
âNot gonna lie, I am handsome,â you stare at him in disbelief, before breaking into a laugh.
âWhat? My parents were very beautiful people,â
âOh, Iâm not saying otherwise. It just caught me off guard,â you giggled, grabbing your fork to eat your spaghetti.
âPlus, I look like my mom. Itâs my biggest flex,â you notice how he smiles when he mentions his mom, and realize that he used the past tense when referring to his parents. Should you ask him about them or not?
âWere they nice people?â you were thankful that he caught on who you were referring to, and gave you a nod.
âThe best.â
--
Dinner went on very smoothly with you two chatting here and there. There seemed to be no hole in your conversations, and when it suddenly got quiet, youâd immediately fill it with a new topic. Talking to him was just so fun.
He helps you clean the dishes (despite you saying he doesnât have to) and you learn from standing next to him without your shoes on that he was a rather tall man. His stature was incredibly attractive even with a hoodie on, and he seemed to love dancing while washing the dishes.
âOh did I tell you I have a niece?â you gasp at the revelation, almost dropping the board game he brought with him.
âYou do? Show me!â he immediately whips out his phone and shows you the folder he has dedicated to pictures of him and his niece. He has approximately 500 pictures of her and sheâs the sweetest girl ever.
She looks exactly like him, you almost think that heâs lying to you about being her uncle. You can definitely tell that she got her blond hair from her mom (you passed by a few pictures of the little girl with her parents), but she definitely looked like uncleâs favorite girl.
He tells you about her, how she brought some joy to his life a year ago when she was born. You listen to him and admire how his eyes are full of love when speaking of herâthis man was the greenest flag youâve ever met.
âIâd love for you to meet her, yâknow if we see each other again,â he hesitates as he says the last sentence, but your hand is immediately wrapped around his arm before you squeeze it reassuringly.
âI would love to meet her,â even if you didnât explicitly say it, you were hinting that you were looking forward to your next date together. Lucky Shinichiro.
The rest of the night is filled with laughter as you try all the board games he brought with him. Even when you got bored and decided to do something else, the man was down for whatever as long as it meant making you smile and giggle until your stomach was hurting. He loved how you seemed to encourage him whenever he doubted himself, he also noticed that your hand would always land on his back in reassurance when he lost (mostly to tease him, but you still loved feeling his muscular back through the fabric of his hoodie).
It was around 11:30PM when Shin finally decided it was time to head back home, and he had to fight the urge to kiss your lips when you sulked at the realization that it was time for him to leave.
âMan, that was too fast,â you complain as you both walk towards the door, and he chuckles at how whiny you suddenly got.
âHey, itâs not like we wonât see each other again, yeah?â his hand landed on your back to reassure you the same way you did when he lost, and he noticed how you seemed to melt at his touch.
âYeah,â you reply in a small voice, shy and suddenly too aware of your loud heartbeat.
Was he going to give you a hug? Kiss you? You were honestly hoping for a kiss, maybe a quick peck?
You were thinking too much.
âThank you for tonight, I really had so much fun with you,â his hand rested at your shoulder, and you almost melted when he squeezed it. His hand was big and warm, you couldnât stop thinking of how nice it would feel if you held it, kissed the skin or maybe traced the scars on it.
âI had so much fun too,â you reply, your hand instinctively wrapping itself around his wrist. Your thumb caresses the skin there, and while your heart was telling you that this was the right thing to do, your brain was scolding you for being so forward.
Shinichiro could swear that his heart was about to come out of his throat when your hand wrapped around his wrist. Your warm touch and caring nature had the man feeling dizzy, blushing once again like heâs never felt a womanâs touch before.
âGoodnight,â he pulls you towards him to hug you, grabbing both your arms to wrap them around his waist. This doesnât necessarily catch you off guard since your brain had been screaming at you to wait for him to do something.
âGoodnight Shinichiro,â your head rests on his chest, a smile adorning your lips. You pull away from the hug a few seconds later, and wait for him to put on his shoes before opening the door for him.
âText me when you get home,â you say in a low voice, trying not to disturb the neighbors and he nods.
âI will, bye!â
âBye!â you wave at him, watching his back as he slowly walks away from your apartment. You close the door and stand there for a moment, trying to recollect your thoughts. This was by far one of the best first dates youâve been on. Not only was Shinichiro such a sweetheart, but you had so much fun with him. You felt like you could hang out with him forever, you couldnât wait for your next date togetherâfuck, perhaps you were rushing things? Maybe he wanted to wait a couple of days before calling you again, or maybe he wonât call you at allâ
Knock! Knock! Knock!
Your heart stills at the sound, you almost grab your phone to call the police. But something tells you to open the door anyway, and when you do, two warm hands are grabbing your face and pulling you out of your apartment.
Shinichiro?
âWhat are youââ
âI wanna kiss youâcan I kiss you?â he looks out of breath and his cheeks are pink. Youâre not sure if itâs because of the fact that he ran, or if he was flustered. But either way, your cheeks are the same color as his when you hear his request.
âKiss me, please.â
That was all what he needed to hear before pressing his lips against yours. His lips are warm and soft, and he kisses you so passionately that you can feel your head spinning. Your hands are balled up in fists, tightly holding onto the fabric of his hoodie to keep him closer to you. Shinichiroâs bigger frame is obvious when he kisses you, his entire form leans over you and it makes you blush even more.
Your lips move together for a few more moments before youâre both pulling away, the taller male still pressing kisses all over your face before pecking you on the lips one last time.
âGoodnight,â he says one last time, pressing a kiss to the corner of your lips before walking away from your apartment.
You close the door once again, and for a moment you feel like a main character in a romance drama. You lean your weight against the wall and feel your burning cheeks with your hands.
âOh⌠my god,â
Shinichiro was going to be all you could think of for the next few days.
---
After your first date together, you and Shinichiro went on four more dates. Each one had a different vibe to it; at the fair, at a cafĂŠ, another date at your place and the most recent one was a cute lunch date at his bike shop. He fixed your friendâs bike but you also preferred being alone with him rather than outside with a crowd of people. Not that you didnât appreciate the dates at the fair and the cafĂŠ, you were still feeling giddy from knowing each other, and so it felt more intimate to spend time together like this.
Shinichiro hadnât asked you to be his girlfriend yet, and you were more than okay with it. You could tell he was waiting for the right moment to do it, it was adorable. There were times where it would get quiet between you two and you would find him staring at you so lovingly, it made your heart stutter in your chest.
He was about to come pick you up from your place very soon, and you remember him telling you to wear something comfortable which intrigued you. Where was he taking you exactly?
Soon after, you heard familiar three knocks at your door and almost jumped from the couch. You were so excited to see him, the part of your brain that usually embarrassed you for being so excited for a date was buried somewhereâthis was Shinichiro, the same man who hugged and kissed you so passionately on your first date, held your hand at the fair and pecked your lips after winning a teddy bear for you. He got you food when you told him you were too tired to cook, and cleaned your kitchen despite you telling him he didnât have to.
And he still hasnât asked you to be his girlfriend yet.
You brushed off the negativity aside, trying to tell yourself that the pit in your stomach was from excitement and not disappointment. Heâs been so good to you, just because he was taking too long to make things official didnât mean he was playing you.
You hoped.
You open the door and is greeted with a good looking Shinichiro. It was dark outside, it was 9PM and so the street light made him look extra attractive.
He always looked good, but this timeâwow. He was wearing a leather jacket with some jeans and a white shirt, and he had his helmet in one hand and a bouquet of flowers in the other. You tried your best not to blush at the sight of his hair slicked back, but you were so used to turning red in his presence that you just let it happen.
âWell hello there handsome,â you try to tease him, hoping that it makes your blush die down and give you a hint of confidence, but it withers away so fast when he places his helmet on the floor and pulls you into a hug. He smells so fucking good, it should be unfair.
âHi pretty, ready for our date?â He pulls away from the hug to stare at your outfit and hums when he sees that youâre wearing shorts and a cardigan. âYou look adorable.â He leans in and presses a kiss to your red cheek, and chuckles when you look down shyly.
âThank you,â
âStill shy?â He teases, handing you the bouquet which you hold carefully.
âShut up, itâs not my fault,â you walk back inside your place and Shinichiro waits for you by the door with his helmet. You put the bouquet of flowers in a vase and fill it with water before putting it on your table. This way, it always felt like a part of him was around you.
âItâs cute,â he flashes you a smile and you have to look away to try to calm your nerves. Making you feel this nervous should be illegal. Did he cast some spell on you?
âAnyway big boy, where are we going?â you walk out of your apartment and close the door, and when you turn around to face the taller guy, he places his helmet on your head and helps adjusting it so that it doesnât fall off.
âIâm taking you somewhere, do you trust me?â He points at his motorcycle waiting for you both in front of your building and your lips part in awe. He was taking you for a ride on his most treasured possession?
âI do,â he sees that youâre in deep thought and squeezes your shoulder.
âThen letâs go.â
He gets on top of his bike and helps you sit behind him, and at first you hesitate on where to put your handsâuntil you feel him wrap your arms around his waist and tug you to press your chest on his back.
âHold on tight, okay?â You could swear he was doing it on purpose, but you donât think much of it when heâs suddenly speeding away from your apartment building.
It takes you ten minutes to get to your destination, with Shinichiro showing off his skills and laughing when you scream in horror when you get too close to car. You never thought that he would drive soâŚrecklessly, but it was fun. He parks his motorcycle very close to where you were both standing, facing a small lake that you always passed by when going to work. It had pretty cherry trees, and people always took their dogs out on walks or walked with their partners here.
âI love this place,â you whisper, standing close to Shinichiro who chuckles at your words. He knows, you mentioned it before when you were having lunch together.
âI know, you always stare at it when we drive past it,â
He noticed. You almost coo at this, and stare up at the tall man through your eyelashes. Your arms instinctively wrap around his waist and he pulls you closer to him, resting your head on his chest.
âYou like it?â
âI love it,â you pull away from the hug to rest your chin on his chest, staring up at him with the same eyes that always had the man weak in the knees. His hand caresses the top of your head as he stares down at you, and it slowly slips from the top to the back of your head.
âIf you keep staring at me like that, I might just kiss you,â although there was a hint of sarcasm in his voice, you could tell he was being serious. And who were you to deny a kiss from him?
âKiss me, Shin,â the man doesnât need to be told twice before heâs leaning down to kiss you. You sigh in the kiss, his hands hold your face so gently that it makes you melt into his touch.
When you both pull away, youâre glad that it was dark outside or your faces wouldâve given away how flustered you were. He can still tell from your warm cheeks that you were blushing and leans down to give you a quick peck.
âCan I be your boyfriend?â This man was too much for your heart to handle. You thought he was attractive, well-mannered and a gentlemanâbut this really takes the cake.
Youâre excited, giddy that you could finally make things official with him. Youâve been waiting for this day since your first dateâand it finally happened.
âGladly.â
You and Shinichiro were officially girlfriend and boyfriend.
---
Today, you were going to meet Shinichiroâs niece. His sister had asked him if he could babysit her and he agreed, asking her if you could tag along which she agreed to. She wanted to meet you, and you werenât opposed to the idea. Emma seemed very sweet from the many times Shin mentioned her, and so meeting her didnât stress you out that much.
You got to Emma and Drakenâs place at 5PM, they wanted to go on a date (which was well deserved) and so asking Shinichiro to babysit her seemed like the best option since the baby was in love with him. You greet the couple with a smile, and you watch as Emma shows Shinichiro where the bottles and diapers are, and what to do in case she criedâwhich he knew about already. His sister was just anxious, and probably felt a little too guilty to be taking some time away from her little girl.
âHave fun!â
Now it was just you, Shin and the little girl. For a one year old, she sure had a lot of personality. And you think that she definitely got it from her uncle. She giggles at everything he does and loves to sit on his lap, but when she noticed you sitting on the couch, her eyes lit up. She was intrigued, and she rarely ever met a new person.
You werenât a familiar face, but she didnât cry when you asked Shin if you could hold her. She gladly let you take her in your arms and even giggled and buried her face in your chest when you flashed her a small smile. What an angel.
âOh are you getting shy on me?â You stand up from the couch with her in your arms and walk to the kitchen to get her one of the snacks her mother had prepared for her. You held her in one arm while the free one grabbed her chair to sit her there.
Shinichiro watched the scene unfold and could feel his body tense up. Whatever it was that had him feeling this⌠dizzy, he needed to brush it off. You were so good with his niece, so gentle and caringâyou talked to her with so much tender and his niece seemed to love you; a complete stranger she just met. You treated her like she was your own baby, changed her diaper and helped getting her to bed, you even gave her a bath and Shinichiro could only imagine what it would be like to have a baby with you.
Watching you walk around your shared apartment with a belly full of his baby, so sore and whiny. You would cuddle up against him and he would feel the baby kick, you would place his hand on your stomach and he would caress the skin lovingly. You would be so needy and horny, grinding against his thigh and he would help youâhis pretty little wife, bringing you to an earth shattering orgasmâ
Shit, he was getting hard.
He was so relieved when Emma and Draken came back, their daughter was fast asleep and you both were cuddling on the couch. He didnât realize how rushed his goodbyes were until he felt you tagging at his sleeve in front of the car.
âShin? Are you okay?â You were worried, his pretty angel so concerned for him, so unaware that the thought of breeding you was all over his mind. He didnât want to scare you away, but he thought since youâve already made it official and made out a couple of times, he could tell you what was on his mind.
âCan you come over?â
âTo your place?â You tilt your head to the side and Shinichiro nods.
âSpend the night, I need you.â
He needs you.
You felt yourself get dizzy at his words, lips parted in shock. You werenât taken aback by the fact that he was horny for you, but saying it out loud and sounding soâŚdesperate, you could feel your panties getting embarrassingly wet.
âIâll give you my hoodie, I can go to your place and get you some clothes I justââ He knew he was rambling, but he didnât want you to think that he only cared about his pleasure, not when he knew the night was going to be all about you.
âShin,â you cut him off, and the man stares down at you. âI need you too, please,â
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Once at Shinichiroâs place, you didnât have time to take off your jacket before he was pushing you up against the wall and kissing you so feverishly. You donât know what set him off, but you werenât opposed to it. His hands were helping you rid yourself of your jacket before slipping behind your thighs to grip the skin.
He pulls away from the kiss and presses his forehead against yours, panting and already so out of breath.
âIf you feel uncomfortable or want me to stop, tap my arm, okay?â
So cute. Your response was a moan before you were kissing him again, this time trying to deepen it more than before. Shin taps your butt and asks you to jump, and when you do he wraps your legs around his waist and starts heading towards his bedroom. He kisses you like he means it, and unlike other kisses youâve shared before, this one has a hint of lust to itâit tastes different; needy, demanding, and you melt into it like butter.
You expect his room to be a little messy, but youâre pleasantly surprised when you see how tidy it is. It smelled of sandalwood and his perfume, bed neatly made. He throws you on top of it like you weigh nothing, and is immediately on top of you after stripping himself of his own jacket. He gets back to kissing you, this time youâre aware of whatâs pressing against your thigh and you donât mind at allâinstead, youâre pushing him away from you to sit up on your elbows.
âAre youââ
âShut up and help me take off my shirt,â Shinâs lips are sealed shut at your words, then heâs doing as told. He helps you take off your shirt and grunts at the sight of you in your bra. Your tits looked gorgeous. He leans down and presses a kiss to the skin below your collarbone, hands sliding up to your shorts to pull them down in on fast movement and you squeal.
âShin!â
âYou donât mind me getting a little taste first, right?â A blush spreads across your cheeks but you shake your head almost frantically at his words. You wiggle yourself out of your shorts, giving him a little show by letting them hang to your ankle for a moment before throwing them somewhere in his room. You giggle when he leans in and presses a kiss to your calf, but it turns into a moan when he licks all the way up to your inner thigh.
âYou wanna tease me, is that it?â His mouth leaves wet kisses all over your inner thighs, before finally getting to your panties. He is shameless as he takes a whiff of your arousal through the damp fabric, and you almost kick him away because of how embarrassing it looks.
âYou smellâfucking heavenly, â he practically moans out the last part, and it makes a shy sound erupt from the back of your throat, looking away from him. But heâs having none of thatânot tonight. He wanted you to look him dead in the eyes as he fucked every thought out of your head, wanted to feel you clamp around his dick as he brought you to a mind spinning orgasm.
You gasp when you feel him remove your panties in one swift motion, not even stuttering and hesitating as he balls them up and puts them in his pocket. You couldnât even ask him what he was going to do with them before he was leaning down and spreading your pussy lips with a breathy moan. He looked so gone and he hasnât even touched you yet, the sight of him looking so in love with your pussy made your clit throbâwhich made him audibly grunt.
âYouâre a treat,â you donât respond verballyâyou canât since he immediately wraps his lips around your clit and sucks. You inhale sharply at the contact, back arching and jaw going slack when he proceeds to pull away and flatten his tongue on the sensitive bud. Your eyes are rolled to the back of your head when he repeats the same movementsâsucks, pulls away, kisses and then licks. It seems like a simple formula, and you can feel yourself getting louder and wetter but you have no care in the world. Heâs eating you out so good, heâs showing no signs of stopping and you donât want him to. Plus, whatever turned him on tonight mustâve made him feral if he was all over you like a mad man.
âShinâoh fuck, oh baby,â youâre out of breath, your hands are flailing around trying to find where to grip. Until you feel the man between your legs grab your hand and placed them on top of his head. He wanted you to pull his hair, Jesus fuck.
You donât have time to think properly, not that you can. Youâre pulling at Shinichiroâs hair, hips bucking and stuttering with every strong lick on your clit. Your body is arching off the bed, and you sit up with a huff. Shinichiro can tell youâre about to cum when he pushed your body back down and slides in two fingers at a time. He looks up and has to hold himself back from cumming in his pants when he sees the blissed out look on your faceâglossy eyes, bruised lips and red cheeks. You were a sight to see.
He helps you reach your orgasm with fast thrusts of his fingers, kissing the inner of your thigh and humming quietly about how well you were doing for him, how you were going to take his dick like a champ, how he canât wait to stuff your cunt full of him andâ
âFuck!â You cry out, your body stuttering and shuddering as you finally get to cum. You ride out your orgasm by grinding your hips to the same rhythm as Shinichiroâs thrusts, and you whine at him when you can feel him kiss your clit, praising you for doing so well for him.
âMy pretty girl, my gorgeous girlâyou did so well,â he whispers and kisses your stomach, and you look down at him with lustful eyes and a fucked out expression, which he chuckles at.
Your eyes follow his every move as he gets up from between your legs and walks to his nightstand. He opens a drawer and grabs a condom, and you almost whine at him for that.
âAh, baby. We gotta be careful,â he soothes you with a hand on your cheek, his thumb tracing circles on the skin before traveling down to your lips. He feels like a mad man when you open your mouth and take his thumb in, swirling your tongue around before gently biting it. What a fucking tease.
âNext time, you can do that to my cock, yeah?â He whispers to you and you nod, but your eyes are wide and blown out with lust as you stare down at the visible bulge in his pants. He chuckles at your stare, and gives you a little show as he takes off his shirtâflaunting the body that he has even if it wasnât the fittest, he was proud of it.
Then heâs wiggling out of his pants, and grins when you reach your hand towards his boxers to palm his hard-on. He grabs your wrist and shakes his head, leaning down to press a kiss to the back of your hand.
âI said next time, hm?â
You donât have time to pout about it before heâs taking off his boxersâand holy shit. He had your mouth watering, but your heart stutters and jumps in your chest at the thought of such a heavy cock inside of you. Shin watches as your expression changes and he chuckles, his cheeks reddening a little. For a man who was so full of confidence a few moments ago, seeing you look so in love with his cock made him feel a little proud.
âNext time when you go on the pill, Iâll fill you up so good,â he rips the condom with his mouth and swiftly places it on his dick, he watches as you eagerly spread your legs to welcome him between them and you nod at his words, even though youâre mainly focused on his cock.
âYeah? Youâd like that?â he lines up the tip with your entrance and you nod desperately, feeling yourself get even more turned on. âYouâd like me to cum inside you, watch it leak out of you when we go for rounds?â
Youâre a moaning mess by the time he slips it inside. You cling to his shoulders, face scrunched up in pleasure when youâre able to feel the sheer size of him inside you. Holy shit.
âYeah baby, you wonât even have to work for it,â he adds, sounding out of breath. He pushes your legs up and shamelessly stares at how youâre taking his dickâyour pussy swallows him back every time he tries to pull out, almost begs him to keep fucking you.
âGonna give my pretty girl exactly what she wantsâshit, gonna fuck her full of my cum,â your tummy is alive with butterflies at his words, and you stare up at the man who looks so focused on your pussy. Feeling your stare, Shinichiro locks eyes with you and chuckles. Heâs all sweaty and fucked out himself, and the smile he flashes you when he starts to drill his cock into you is devilish.
He knew what he was doing, and you werenât complaining about it. Your body feels on fire with every drive of is hips, fingernails digging into the skin of his back when he reaches that one spongy spot in your wallsâyou squeal, hands traveling down almost to push his hips away and thatâs when he knows he found it and fuckâhe starts to bully it.
Youâre a sobbing mess, begging for absolutely nothing in particular but you keep chanting âplease, please, pleaseâ repeatedly, and Shincihiro has to lean down and kiss you. He soothes you with his lips, a heavy contrast to his mean thrusts. Heâs fucking every thought out of your brain, and by the time youâre even able to come up with a coherent sentence, he pushes a single leg up on his shouldersâand your entire body seizes up.
Youâre cumming hard around him, your jaw has gone slack and Shinichiro doesnât stop. The bed shakes with every harsh thrust, and by the time youâre able to breathe again, youâre letting out a small scream at the intensity of your orgasm.
âAtta girlâfuuuuck, gonna make me cum,â he whines out the last part, his hands pinning your hips down to the mattress. You cry out from overstimulation, your pussy aching for him to slow down.
âJust a bit more baby, just a littleââ It only takes a few strokes for him to empty himself in the condom, reaching down to rest his forehead on your shoulder. Youâre both a sweaty, panting mess, clinging onto each other as though you were one anotherâs life line. And even through heavy breaths, you kiss Shinichiroâs cheek, giggling when you see him smile.
âAre you okay?â He kisses your shoulder lovingly, letting his lips travel up to your neck where he feels you hum. You look down at him, letting your fingers brush the sweaty strands out of his face.
âNever been better,â Shinichiro grins at this, and he fixes himself until heâs able to kiss you properly on the lips. He makes it short and sweet, trying his best not to get carried away again because he knew you were definitely sore.
âCome on, you gotta get up and pee, darling.â
âAnd shower⌠I feel so sticky,â you make a face at the word sticky and the man above you chuckles at this.
âI like you like this, you smell like me.â
âShin!â
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Cream Crackered
summary: being a phd student is not for the faint of heart
warnings: none, well tiredness? does that count?
a/n: based on this request. im also suffering from a hefty case of writers block so if this is awful, i apologies to all involved
word count: 1.1k
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Youâve been burning the midnight oil for weeks.
As a PhD candidate in molecular biology, your days and nights blur together in a haze of research, experiments, and writing. Youâre exhausted, running on fumes, but you have to push forward. You have to finish what youâve started.
One evening, as youâre hunched over your computer, frantically typing away at your latest chapter, thereâs a knock on your door. Startled, you look up to see Alessia standing there, concern etched on her face.
âAlessia?â you croak, your voice hoarse from lack of use. âWhat are you doing here?â
She steps into your cramped apartment, taking in the sight of scattered papers and empty coffee cups littering every surface. âI havenât heard from you in days,â she says softly as her eyes scan your exhausted form. âI was worriedâ
You force a tired smile. âJust⌠Iâm trying to finish this dissertation before my defenseâ
âYou havenât slept either, have you?â
âIs it that obvious?â You force a laugh, a weak little thing cut off by a large yawn. Gosh, you were tired.
She places her hold-all down on the floor, the one you were too tired to initially notice, before coming to stand over where youâve stationed yourself at the dining table.
She nods, concern etched across her features. âYes, it is,â she replies softly, her hand reaching out to brush a wayward strand of hair away from your face. âAnd itâs not healthy. You canât keep pushing yourself like thisâ
You lean into her touch, feeling a sense of comfort wash over you despite your exhaustion. âI know,â you admit quietly, the weight of fatigue settling heavily on your shoulders. âBut I need to get this finishedâ
Alessia hums, a low rumble in the quiet of your humble abode. âI thought you might have said thatâ.
Before you know it, Alessia leans over you and slams your laptop shut. Snuffing out the light of the screen in one smooth move, leaving you blinking and confused.
âYouâre done for the dayâ she deadpans.
It all catches you off guard a little if youâre being completely honest.
âWait, what? No, Iâve only got a few thousand words leftâ you protest, trying to prise your laptop open again. But it was no use, a perfectly manicured hand was keeping it closed, and you were too tired to fight her on this.
Looks like you're tapping out at homologous recombination.
Alessia gives you a firm look, an expression that leaves no room for negotiation. âYou need rest, more than anything else right nowâ
You slump back in your chair, defeated but also secretly relieved. Deep down, you know sheâs right. Youâve been pushing yourself to the brink, and itâs not at all sustainable.
With a resigned sigh, you nod, finally conceding. âOkay, okay. You win. But just for tonightâ
Alessia smiles softly, âIâll make you some dinner,â she offers, already heading towards the kitchen. âAnd then you're having a bath because no offense baby, you look like you could use oneâ
The truth hurts, you guess.
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"So, tell me about your day," Alessia prompts as she rinses the shampoo from your hair.
You relax further into the warm water, gratefully leaning back against her. "It was hectic, as usual," you begin, recounting the events of the day with a sigh. "I spent most of it in the lab, running experiments, analysing data, the usualâ
You feel her nod behind you. "Sounds intense," she comments, her fingers working wonders on your scalp. "Did you make any progress?"
You hum to confirm you had, a sense of pride swelling within you despite your fatigue. "Yeah, I think so. I managed to replicate some promising results from a previous study, which was a reliefâ
"That's great!" Alessia exclaims, kissing along your shoulder and up your neck. "I'm so proud of youâ
You feel a warmth spread through your chest at her words, a sense of validation that you desperately needed. "Thanks," you say, settling into her further, then asking her the same.
As suspected, her day was filled with training and game strategies and business meetings, a routine youâre familiar with but nonetheless always interested to hear about.
You start to doze as she talks, not because youâre bored, but because this is the first time youâve felt relaxed in days.
Itâs only when you hear the water slosh and she shifts behind you that you realise your eyes have closed and your head has lolled against her shoulder.
âC'mon you, letâs get you to bed before we both get coldsâ
You blink, gradually returning to awareness as Alessiaâs words register. With a gentle nudge, she encourages you to rise from the bath, the cold air hitting you before she wraps a towel around your shoulders.
You offer Alessia a sleepy smile, feeling the weight of exhaustion in your bones. âThanks for looking out for me,â you say softly, gratitude laced in your words as you nestle closer to her.
Alessia returns your smile, her eyes warm with affection. âAlways, my love,â she replies, brushing a strand of hair away from your face with gentle fingers. âYou know Iâve got your back.â
You nod, feeling a sense of comfort wash over you at her words. âI do,â you murmur. âAnd Iâve got yours too, always. Even more so when my every thought isnât consumed by nondisjunctions and point mutationsâ
âThatâs the most romantic thing youâve ever saidâ she teases, a playful grin tugging at the corners of her mouth.
âI can keep going? What about horizontal gene transfer? Or chromosomal segregation. Any of that doing it for you?â you jest, raising a suggestive eyebrow in her direction.
She just rolls her eyes and pushes you gently through to the bedroom.
âCome on, you know you love it when I talk nerdy to you,â you tease, wiggling your eyebrows.
She chuckles, shaking her head in amusement as she grabs some clean pyjamas from the dresser. âUsually, but right now, I think we both need some shut-eyeâ
You pout playfully, feigning disappointment. âSpoilsport,â you mock, reaching out to wrap an arm around her waist and pull her closer.
Alessia laughs, gently extricating herself from your grasp to pull back the duvet. âHey, sleep is important,â she informs. âYou of all people should know thatâ
You relent with a sigh, knowing sheâs right. âFine, fine,â you give in. âBut youâre missing out on some riveting conversationâ
So riveting in fact that you're yawning again and leaning into Alessia's touch as she helps you get dressed and tucked into bed.
Sleep, yes. What a splendid idea.
Alessia gives you a knowing look, âI think Iâll take my chances,â she says, before snuggling into bed beside you and pressing a tender kiss to your forehead.
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We don't talk enough about Ron's mean streak
Like, I saw a lot of people talk about how funny Ron is (which is true, he's genuinely one of the funnier characters in the series), how loyal he is when it counts, he's brave as hell, and he is really smart, just not book smart. But what I don't see talked about enough (maybe it's just me though), is Ron Weasley's mean streak.
I talked about how Harry most definitely has what it takes to be a Slytherin, can be scary, and is willing to kill when push comes to shove. I also mentioned Hermione's ruthlessness, but I didn't discuss Ron's mean streak which is a joy when I see it crop up in the book. When it comes up, it always reminds me of the twins, and I feel like that's where Ron got it from.
So I'm just going to bring up a few quotes I had in my notes showing Ron's mean streak, I'm sure I missed some from the earlier books, but I find it a fun aspect of his character.
Snape cried: âExpelliarmus!â There was a dazzling flash of scarlet light and Lockhart was blasted off his feet: He flew backward off the stage, smashed into the wall, and slid down it to sprawl on the floor. Malfoy and some of the other Slytherins cheered. Hermione was dancing on tiptoes. âDo you think heâs all right?â she squealed through her fingers. âWho cares?â said Harry and Ron together.
(CoS, 178)
This type of reaction is seen with Ron pretty often. He really doesn't care when someone he dislikes is hurt or injured and he is very vocal about it. He and Harry kinda share this trait, as seen above.
Later in the other quotes I bring up, I show that Hermione is the one usually playing morality police for Ron and Harry even if she herself isn't as innocent as she likes to act.
He raised Ronâs Spellotaped wand high over his head and yelled, âObliviate!â The wand exploded with the force of a small bomb. Harry flung his arms over his head and ran, slipping over the coils of snake skin, out of the way of great chunks of tunnel ceiling that were thundering to the floor. Next moment, he was standing alone, gazing at a solid wall of broken rock. âRon!â he shouted. âAre you okay? Ron!â âIâm here!â came Ronâs muffled voice from behind the rockfall. âIâm okay â this gitâs not, though â he got blasted by the wand ââ There was a dull thud and a loud âow!â It sounded as though Ron had just kicked Lockhart in the shins.
(CoS, 280)
I love this, Lockhart explodes the cave, obliviates himself, and Ron's reaction is to kick him in the shins. I don't know, I just find it hilarious.
âDonât talk to me,â Ron said quietly to Harry and Hermione as they sat down at the Gryffindor table a few minutes later, surrounded by excited talk on all sides about what had just happened. âWhy not?â said Hermione in surprise. âBecause I want to fix that in my memory forever,â said Ron, his eyes closed and an uplifted expression on his face. âDraco Malfoy, the amazing bouncing ferret . . .â Harry and Hermione both laughed, and Hermione began doling beef casserole onto each of their plates. âHe could have really hurt Malfoy, though,â she said. âIt was good, really, that Professor McGonagall stopped it ââ âHermione!â said Ron furiously, his eyes snapping open again, âyouâre ruining the best moment of my life!â
(GoF, 207)
Here you see Hermione the morality police crop up, but I'm talking about Ron here.
Hermione is definitely right in that Draco could've been seriously hurt, but Ron is just glad he saw Malfoy suffering. Actually, in the scene before it, Ron was the one who wanted to curse Malfoy and was held back by Harry and Hermione (as well as in the eat slugs situation in CoS), like, with as much as Harry calls Draco his nemesis, it really feels like Ron is the one that hates Draco and thinks of him as his nemesis.
âSheâs an awful woman [Umbridge],â said Hermione in a small voice. âAwful. You know, I was just saying to Ron when you came in . . . weâve got to do something about her.â âI suggested poison,â said Ron grimly.
(OotP, 324)
I love you, Ron.
This is one of my favorite quotes for him. Hermione shuts down the poison idea, but I think they should've given it a shot, I think it could've been fun.
It would've been cathartic for them at least.
âYou take Remedial Potions?â asked Zacharias Smith superciliously, having cornered Harry in the entrance hall after lunch. âGood Lord, you must be terrible, Snape doesnât usually give extra lessons, does he?â As Smith strode away in an annoyingly buoyant fashion, Ron glared after him. âShall I jinx him? I can still get him from here,â he said, raising his wand and taking aim between Smithâs shoulder blades. âForget it,â said Harry dismally. âItâs what everyoneâs going to think, isnât it? That Iâm really stup ââ
(OotP, 528)
I love how Ron always has Harry's back and is ready to fight anyone (including Sirius who he thought was a mass murderer when he was 13 with a broken leg) for Harry's sake. It's a real vibe the Golden Trio has that they're just ready to drop everything and curse out anyone for each other's sake. They are just so protective of each other and I love this for them, how they are all just each other's people, yk.
It's also another example of how Ron is the one of the trio that offers violence as the answer the most often.
âReparo!â said Hermione quickly, mending Ronâs cup with a wave of her wand. âThatâs all very well, but what if Montagueâs permanently injured?â âWho cares?â said Ron irritably, while his teacup stood drunkenly again, trembling violently at the knees. âMontague shouldnât have tried to take all those points from Gryffindor, should he? If you want to worry about anyone, Hermione, worry about me!â
(OotP, 679)
Again Ron doesn't care for the injury of people who he considers deserving.
âMadam Pomfrey says sheâs just in shock,â whispered Hermione. âSulking, more like,â said Ginny. âYeah, she shows signs of life if you do this,â said Ron, and with his tongue he made soft clip-clopping noises. Umbridge sat bolt upright, looking wildly around.
(OotP, 849)
Like, regardless of whether Umbridge was SAed or not (for the record, I don't think she was) it's not a nice thing to do. Umbridge is awful, but this is Ron literally spreading salt on the wound. but like I mentioned above, she's in the "deserving it" category.
âwill you stop pretending to be asleep when Lavender comes to see you? Sheâs driving me mad as well.â âOh,â said Ron, looking sheepish. âYeah. All right.â âIf you donât want to go out with her anymore, just tell her,â said Harry.
(HBP, 411)
That is honestly so mean. Like, I'm not Lavender's biggest fan, I find her annoying, but she's a teenage girl in her maybe first relationship and she did nothing really wrong. I feel truly sorry for her for how Ron treated her, it wasn't really her fault. It's just mean that he pretends to sleep instead of talking to her.
âSame as he wanted at Christmas,â shrugged Harry. âWanted me to give him inside information on Dumbledore and be the Ministryâs new poster boy.â Ron seemed to struggle with himself for a moment, then he said loudly to Hermione, âLook, let me go back and hit Percy!â âNo,â she said firmly, grabbing his arm. âItâll make me feel better!â
(HBP, 650)
Like, this is peak sibling behavior, but as I mentioned earlier, Ron tends to want to resort to violence more often than Harry and Hermione do (especially in the earlier books, as Harry does grow angrier after Sirius' death). He is usually the one to bring violence up, and I find it an interesting aspect of his character.
And Ron is correct in the fact hitting Percy would make him feel better. Not saying if it's the right thing to do, but Ron really would experience it as satisfying because Percy would deserve it in his mind.
âWhat are we going to do with them?â Ron whispered to Harry through the dark; then, even more quietly, âKill them? Theyâd kill us. They had a good go just now.â Hermione shuddered and took a step backward. Harry shook his head.
(DH, 167)
As I mentioned in one of the Harry posts, Harry is calling the shots, but Ron is the one who offered to kill the Death Eaters. He put that idea on the table. He was relieved when Harry said they shouldn't kill them, but if Harry said it'd be better if they killed them â Ron would've backed him up and done it, while Hermione might've preferred to pretend it wasn't happening.
âThat treacherous old bleeder.â Ron panted, emerging from beneath the Invisibility Cloak and throwing it to Harry. âHermione youâre a genius, a total genius. I canât believe we got out of that.â âCave Inimicum. . . Didnât I say it was an Erumpent horn, didnât I tell him? And now his house has been blown apart!â âServes him right,â said Ron, examining his torn jeans and the cuts to his legs, âWhatâd you reckon theyâll do to him?â âOh I hope they donât kill him!â groaned Hermione, âThatâs why I wanted the Death Eaters to get a glimpse of Harry before we left, so they knew Xenophilius hadnât been lying!â
(DH, 424)
Again, Ron not caring/enjoying when people who deserve it suffer. Xenophilius wanted to help them, he tried to persuade them not to come into his home at first so he wouldn't give them in, he tried so hard even though the Death Eaters had his daughter! Harry rightly feels bad for Xenophilius and Luna, it's easy to understand why he did what he did.
Hermione and Harry hope he is fine, but Ron is the one who thinks he has it coming. That he deserves to have his house blown up for betraying them, regardless of his reasoning.
I think Ron is the most black-and-white in his thoughts about people among the trio. There are those who deserve anything that comes to them and those who don't. Specific circumstances and context don't really play a part in what bad people deserve coming to them.
I don't know, I just find this interesting.
Harry has the compassion to understand people, even ones who harmed him or the people he cares about, he is capable of forgiving Voldemort and never really hated Draco.
Hermione is pretty black-and-white in her view of people, having the people she trusts and those she doesn't. She trusts Snape because he's an authority figure trusted by Dumbledore (and Hermione is the one who is truly Dumbledore's woman true and true in the books). Her view on people has less to do with their actions, but who they are endorsed by. She is compassionate to Xenophilius because he's Luna's dad, and Luna is good, therefore, she wouldn't love someone who is bad.
Ron is black-and-white in how he sees people in a very different way than Hermione. He looks at actions, and if you do anything to try and harm him or people he cares about, you get on the shit list. Getting out of Ron's shit list is probably not easy, he doesn't strike me as one who forgives easily and readily the way Harry does, but he does forgive. Like actions can get you on his shit list, actions can get you out. But once a person is on the shit list, they deserve any harm that comes their way.
But Ron is really loyal, and there are people he loves who are basically immune from going on the shit list (like his family, yes, even Percy. While he wants to hit him, I don't believe Ron ever really wished death on Percy). And there is just something interesting about Ron, with his mean streak and everything, being the glue that holds the trio together. Like, in Deathly Hallows once he leaves, Harry and Hermione barely talk to each other, they are barely friends without Ron there.
I don't know, I just love Ron. I love how he is loyal, and friendship glue, but has just as much of a mean streak to him as Harry and Hermione can pull. I just feel like he's sometimes left out of the discussion of how ruthless Harry and Hermione could be. Like, it's true, both of them can be ruthless, but don't leave Ron out. He can be ruthless and actually offers violence as a solution more often than Harry or Hermione do.
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I love the yandere monster story, can I make a wish for some yandere monster boy naga who is looking for a mate to carry his eggs and live the rest of his life together forever?
I don't condone yandere shit irl, but if you bang a naga man someday I'll give you a pass and a cookie, you mad lad. Not proofread enough lmao, also sorry but I really don't know how to type s e x.
Tw/Tags: straight up NSFW/+18 scene (written by someone who struggles to imagine sex- So we don't guarantee quality) // not very descriptive genitals, if at all // the usual yandereness + breeding kink; possessive behavior; manipulation; suffocation; implied oviposition but not really cause I'm dumb // you're a literal desert mailmanđ I'm sorry // brief mentions of troubled family life/past trauma // language barrier // self-conscious reader // willing yet slightly scared reader.
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Writing in the sand [Yandere!Male!Naga x AFAB!Messenger!Reader - One shot]
Being a messenger was actually a lot more dangerous than it seemed at first, how many times have you and your camel met with bandits, scammers, difficult terrain, awful weather, people who would tell you the wrong direction for shits and giggles?? MANY times, but did you ever consider quitting and going back to the tea shop of your very judgmental parents or worse- To accept the offer of personal servant to that weird queen from the faraway lands who wouldn't shut up about how much better her kingdom was?? NO!
I mean a little bit. Just a little bit. Occasionally, I mean her kingdom was really pretty, though constant snow sounds like a pain in the ass, and giving up the freedom you currently have for either a strict monarch or your family was NOT something you were planning to do, ever!
The first time you got off the borders to send messages for far away people was the day you truly felt alive for once! The desert itself was your greatest rival and yet you faced it head down after that day- Sure, you were unprepared at first and there's still plenty to learn out there but it was EXCITING!!
You fought (ran away as quickly as you could) many groups trying to get a coin out of your body, or your life! Or your camel!! King Mustard wasn't the same after the "giant scorpion with that group of thieves" incident that happened, the worst part is that it happened twice though the people were different at least. Your personal theory is that the scorpion WAS the same from before, and that it has been following you through your journeys and it probably was looking for revenge!!
You told that story to so many people that now it's hard to go someplace without repeating yourself, it's weird how even though you're never at one place for too long, most people know you! You're, humbly speaking, sort of a big deal in the great drylands- Not known for your bravery but mostly for your constant running mouth and your adapted technique in how to extract cactus juice safely from a cactus with 70% success of no cactus drunkenness! (100% Needle-safe not included).
Stopping in a town was obviously the safest place for you and your camel, but was also probably one of the most rewarding parts of your trips, of course because you always need to have plenty of resources out there in the sand but also because⌠Well, as much as you loved every second of exploration and travel, you were admittedly a very lonely person.
It's not something you like to tell others, as you have already experienced people doubting your capability of being a messenger if you get so "emotional" over being far away from people ("I told you so!" Yeah, thanks mum.). It was a time you could feel at least safe and⌠Sometimes welcomed.
But it wasn't always a lonely trip, after all, King Mustard was here! Him with his big personality was always the heart of the party! Everyday was fun with him, even if he couldn't speak to you⌠However, that doesn't mean you haven't found great comfort in your travels, you probably haven't noticed this yourself yet, but [y/n]...
You are a very dear person.
Every person you've helped along the way in your trips, just by coincidence finding them, and landing them a hand in the hot and harsh reality of the desert thinks of you dearly. You have friends! It's just that you don't see them very often⌠If at all. The desert has a funny way of getting people closer, people who struggle to survive in its environment, and yet it also drifts them away- The wind blows in every direction separating every small particle of sand, and maybe one day they'll meet again, or maybe not. Cruel was it, with its breathtaking beauty and extremely cold personality for someone so hot and merciless.
You often associate the desert with its forgotten god. You tend to talk about it as a person rather than just an environment of harsh conditions, you always remember to talk to it, hoping it would listen in a way. You were pretty much by yourself out there, but thinking that someone was listening to your travels made you feel safer, perhaps not as tormented as the blazing Sun would leave you to believe. You were being watched, and protected, you just knew it!
The proof of it came from one of the greatest encounters you ever had during your travels.
It was really hot that day, King Mustard seemed really tired and you were melting under the blazing heat- You two needed shelter and fast! And suddenly, as if the gods listened to your prayers!-(But quickly threw you two middle fingers)- An immense sandstorm was approaching!! For someone as cautious as you, you couldn't understand where the hell it came from!! It was so sudden and just- There was no indication of it!! At all!!
You got knocked out, and when you woke up- You were⌠Somewhere strange, like an underground oasis of sorts, hidden in the desert there was a cave of luscious greenery and drinkable water, it was magical how big the place was!! You thought you had died and went straight to Paradise!!
At least, you thought so when you saw a very large and handsome man staring back at you, smiling gently. He had tanned skin and a REALLY long, almost platinum hair! He looked so gorgeous with his green cat eyes that you almost forgot to breathe!
You asked the man if he was an angel, and he responded to you in a language you didn't understand. You were 100% certain that the man was really an angel and yet when he revealed the lower part of his body your face dropped immediately, terror slightly setting in. He was half snake, half a giant snake at that! His tail seemed endless, those dark scales were so pretty yet so terrifying! The gold markings seemed very regal and holy in nature but the endless darkness almost seemed to eat it all up! Like a demon!
You freaked out at first, but when you looked at his eyes, his gentle face- His expression of concern, those big bright eyes, you noticed he really didn't seem to have any ill intent towards you, perhaps you were misjudging him for something he was not. After breathing in and out, you calmed down, never taking your eyes from him, you felt comforted as you realized this creature was the one who saved you out there! And who saved your camel!! He was still really scared of your snake buddy, but you made sure to soothe him.
Long story short, you became friends with a human-snake guy who seemed genuinely very cool! It's a shame you didn't understand a word he said⌠You suspect that maybe he speaks in a very ancient language and perhaps this means he was REALLY old!! And yet, he seemed just about your age, and you got to hangout with him during your free time.
Poor thing, he seemed trapped down here (though to be fair, it is a fabulous prison to be in-) and he really wanted to catch up with times! So you made it your duty to help him understand the new world, you have no idea why he is here and how long did he live here separated from the rest of the world, but now that you knew how to get there and how to get out- You made it your mission to teach him everything you knew about the modern world.
And although the language barrier was massive, you two somehow got to learn something very special about each other- He shared with you his name, "Rakaski", and you got to teach him yours.
~"[y/n]"~ His accent was heavy, and yet you felt something flutter inside you whenever you heard him call your name. You remember him repeating your name over and over again as if he wanted to memorize how to say it.
After hearing his name, you made sure to research it, trying to find something that could lead you to know what language he was talking in- But no books nor people seemed to know how to speak it, except for one book you found, a fairytale book that was so old that it was a nightmare trying to understand the vernacular! But it didn't seem like a very "old" old kind of book, it was probably made after the language had changed, there were a lot of words that you didn't recognize.
The book never explained the name's meaning really, but it was always used as a common word- And given the context of the story you read, it seemed to mean either "falling" or "god"? Well, you're not very sure, since the book was confusing as hell, and your interpretation of the story was very mixed- Was it about a desert deity or a man that kept tripping over in the sand?! Seriously, why did it have to be so confusing!?
In the end, you still didn't understand the book and neither did you find out anything about Rakaski's name. At least you know it was older than your home kingdom, which was pretty cool.
Either way, the lack of communication never stopped you from coming down that hidden paradise to talk to your best friend every opportunity you could! King Mustard can be very squeamish whenever you guys try to get down there, he really disliked going there and you assumed it was because he was claustrophobic, which you already knew he was. So, today you'll leave him in the shade and get down by yourself, you don't want to stress the poor thing.
"M-Mustard! King Mustard Junior The Third, stop pushing me around!! You know you're a lot heavier than me! Seriously, this isn't funny!!" Ah, King Mustard, for a camel you're really just a scaredy cat! You push him away gently as you can, he keeps positioning himself in front of the hole you want to jump in.
"Hey stop!! If you don't want to come then fine, but let me get in! Please! I'll be back soon!" The massive animal was starting to get a little too agitated, and you knew better than to try to force your way.
"Mustard, seriously you're starting to scare me, you know I'll be back soon, please let me get down." You don't know if it was the deep magical connection of friendship that made him understand you and realize that he scared you, or if he suddenly felt disinterested in playing with you right now.
Taking by how the camel sassily walked away you're starting to think it was the second option- Of was he genuinely insulted by your stubbornness? Who knows.
"Sigh⌠You always get like this when we pass by." Though you can't really blame him, you know he still distrusts Rakaski, but come on it's been a year! And Rakaski has never hurt any of you two! Sure, he was a bit intimidating at first but he had a good heart, you just knew that.
Compared to the men back in your hometown? Rakaski was a saint, you were sure of it.
You had slid through the sandy hole and into the luscious underground with ease, you started to call for him, but before you could even yell out "Ra" you saw him not so far away, seemingly very occupied.
"Awn, guess you're decorating! Have I come at a bad time?" You walked to him and joked despite being aware he wouldn't understand you.
The way his face lit up and turned to face you was just so precious, he seemed very excited!
~"[y/n]!! [y/n]!! It's really good to see you again!! I was already worried you would never come."~ He talked just like you, committing the same mistake of talking as if the other would understand- You had no clue what he said, but as he coiled around you and his arms squeezed you oh so dearly you understood exactly what he meant.
"Yeah, yeah- Missed you too-" You never knew how to deal with anything social, period, and being flustered at someone who wasn't even human was not a first but it never got easier. But with him, at least, you feel like you don't need to pretend that you don't feel slightly flustered by his attention. Gods know you're a very easy target for large and very well built men.
After he let you go, you realized he was just building a new nest for him, so you decided to help him as well. It was already pretty much done when you got in, but you felt like he deserved a "fancy" bed so you helped him decorate with flowers and some of the trinkets you bought for him, he just loved human trinkets!
And by the gods, you knew you were currently in Spring, but these flowers?! They were just so damn pretty, it's a real shame that your traveling is mostly done in sand, occasionally though you have to go to the East to deliver important letters and gifts and you just kinda love that place! Every time you go, they're experiencing a different season, and it all changes so much, it's beautiful!!
"Oooh!! Maybe I should bring you flowers from one of the neighboring kingdoms, it'll be a way to show you the world since you can't leaveâŚ" You think out loud, and of course, he looks at you a little confused- And yet he repeats the word you said.
"Flowers?" He repeats it as if he didn't understand what you said, yet liked how you said it.
"Yes! Flowers!-" You say pointing to the flowers in his nest and surrounding you two, he quickly understands it, it seems.
~"Oh! Flowers! Oh, that's what it's called to you? Great heaven's, humans are always changing, aren't they?"~ He starts to laugh, you⌠Sort of don't understand the joke, but perhaps "flowers" just sounds funny to him.
He patted your head as he laughed, as if trying to congratulate you on making him laugh (I mean, getting this man to laugh was a challenge, you bet even without the language barrier).....
Although, it felt more like a "reward" sort of situation⌠As if he was rewarding you for⌠Being so entertaining, you suppose! Still, that's probably just all in your head, besides you know well when someone is being condescending to you, you're sure of it! Years inside your family's house has made you a pro in spotting bad apples from far away. I mean, you like to think you do, to be fair Rakaski was a little difficult to read, and sometimes he did things that you probably weren't sure of what they meant.
But then again, he was a very old half snake dude trapped inside a cave somewhere along the rock formations spread all over an unforgiving desert, his social life was probably a lot worse than yours, and who's to say that his antics aren't based on his own culture? Perhaps snake people like to coil around each other to show affection, even if it's really hard to breathe like this.
Things weren't so complicated between you two, however, as you guys have invented a form of simple and more direct communication through pointing to objects and scribbling on paper. You had thought about using sign language, so you learned a couple of words and tried to use with him-
"So- This means that- Hm..?"
But before you could teach him he already was talking to you through hand signs you didn't understand, he was very well adapted and you only knew a few like "hello", "you", "me" and "see you soon"- Which would be the most used one for you two.
"Huh, you always impress me, maybe you should be the one teaching me-" You bowed down, genuinely impressed with what you saw, and he seemed very content with himself as he smugly pretended to wave and throw kisses to a nonexistent audience. His ego was always a bit inflated, wasn't it?
You decided to cut your visit short and return back to King Mustard as you didn't want to leave him waiting for too long. It's funny how neither him nor Rakaski liked each other despite sharing a diva personality. As you waved your goodbye, Rakaski decided to give you one last big hug.
A hug that didn't seem to end at all. His body wrapping around you and leaving you to feel surrounded by darkness. This usually happened so it didn't come as any surprise. You tried to tickle him as that usually worked.
"Come on now, you know I'll be back soon!" You laughed as you tried to provoke him, his belly was so sensitive that you could see him contracting and trying to avoid giggling.
But he didn't let you go. Your attempt only made him restrict you further, the snake body trapping your hands with its weight.
You were well aware of Rakaski's animalistic tendencies, for example he was cold blooded and constantly held you to try to gain some height, like he is doing now.
You know that when he yawns his jaw unhinges and opens so inhumanly wide that you have to close your eyes so you won't have any more nightmares about it.
You know he is nocturnal so he is constantly feeling a little too sleepy whenever you two hangout, as you often come to see him during the day (which was something you did for safety, though you sometimes worry he is having trouble sleeping because of you-).
And you also know that snakes tend to suffocate their prey with their body before eating them whole.
While trying not to judge him as a human eating monster you still feel very, very terrified of the slight chance he might be hungry and has forgotten you're not food. The more you struggle the tighter it gets, and it doesn't help that his skin is so cold, it makes your nerves flare up as you can hear him growling with what you hope is not hunger.
"RAKASKI-!!" You yell, you couldn't help it, you were starting to feel dazed. While closing your eyes you felt his lower body shift and relax, you felt arms hugging you a lot more gently than the suffocating sensation from before. If it wasn't for his lazy eyes and the internal chuckling you can feel in his chest you would say he was actually hungry for you. He was just trying to scare you.
"Sigh, you'll be the death of me- Seriously you scared me to death!" You tried to push him off you, but he basically threw his entire body weight on you as you fell to the ground with your back on the soft yet not very ideally comfortable grass.
"Shhhh~!" He nuzzles on you while hugging your stomach. Normally he would have let you go now after petting your head or pretending to bite your neck just for funsies- But today he is very much not letting you go, at all.
Okay, you really didn't want to address the situation, you weren't planning on ever talking about it of course but- By the gods, you knew better than to assume his playful smile was just his usual silly self.
Oh, who were you kidding, you knew it from the moment you came in and saw the nest he was making, it's not like you haven't noticed his chest rising and falling as if he was struggling to breathe just by talking with you. You wanted to leave because you noticed that perhaps you took the wrong month to visit him.
It was mating season, wasn't it? Why now? Why today?! And why WERE YOU ACTUALLY CONSIDERING IT?!!!
"Okay I think I need to think about this a little more- I mean you're clearly not thinking straight right, I'm not even a snake lady, man!" You try to push him off you as you avoid eye contact, the worst part is that he was fairly attractive for someone's who's lower body was just one huge snake tail.
He wouldn't budge, he only shifted his head to look at your face, even if you were avoiding him you could feel his smirk creeping around the corner of your vision, you wouldn't be surprised if he knew what you also knew.
I mean, it wasn't a secret you liked him was it? You thought you didn't mind him noticing this but this sudden desire just feels like it's happening all too fast and you're worried it might be just a one time thing, that he is acting like this out of instinct not out of actual desire towards you. And well you never really did this before, I mean not with someone like him, at all! But you had experiences with people before.
Bad experiences. The ones that would leave someone worried for years that they're not good enough to anyone. Were you being cautious or were you just being self-conscious? Were you scared of him not liking you when this high of his diminished? Maybe you just weren't sure if this was a good idea.
"I don't know if I'm really ready for this." You confess, looking back at him- Hoping to find your answer.
And he looked back at you with a sad expression, did he understand what you said? Did he understand what you meant at least? He looked so concerned and genuinely "awake" despite his current very urgent instincts. He held your hand and kissed it for reassurance, you didn't notice you were crying until your vision was blurry and your chest was aching.
"Sorry.." You tried to wipe them yourself, you don't know why you're apologizing. Rakaski didn't seem to take it well, he was about to say something before shaking his head vigorously and wiping your tears himself. He came closer to look you in the eyes, stop staring elsewhere, you won't find comfort anywhere else but those eyes.
He decides to come off of you and give you some space despite his initial reluctance, the gentle and almost warm presence of reassurance leaving with him- And before he could give you space you decided to make the first move yourself.
You kissed him, hoping perhaps he would understand the gesture, and he did! He hugged you and kissed you back returning your neediness⌠Though coming in with a lot more desperation than you thought. Not seconds after forcing his tongue in despite your unisseanes.
I mean, it 's good! He isn't being horrific at it is just that you have underestimated how badly he seemed to want this. And although you're just as interested in this as he is, you're worried you may not hold to the same durability as he has.
Today was the day. Today had to be day, and he wouldn't have it any other way. To wait longer would be torture and you best believe this man was patient. He wasn't expecting you to almost reject him at first of course, oh you almost gave the immortal a heart attack!
He shouldn't have been so pushy, he knows that, but having your soft lips on his was so worth it that he couldn't help himself as he pinned you down again, ah⌠It's a shame the nest is so far away, this is not a very classy way to do things.
Then again, ripping off your clothes with no regards was probably not very refined either, humans needed a lot more courting than he was aware of- But it was fine! You were doing just great, you were being so good to him, he wishes he could praise you in your own language so you could understand him.
~"You're so lovely for something so fragile, thank you for accepting me- You have no idea how long I've spent being trapped here knowing damn well there's not a single other like me out there."~ He would praise you in his own tongue in frantic breaths while kissing your neck and nibbling in your ear, while his lower body made sure to lock you in place, you were a little scared, weren't you?
~"I'm genuinely sorry for having to put you in this position but I can't take it anymore- But I know you want this as well, I know you do!"~ He usually was very talkative, but there was something in his voice that sounded shaky, desperate, and his hands were too confused on where and what to grab that you noticed he seemed just as inexperienced as you were.
Well, at least you thought so before he spread your legs and started to rock back and forth in your lower region- It's not exactly that he is inexperienced, but he is very much off his mind right now- His movements aren't uncertain, they're just frantic for any release. Not that he won't tend to you as well, he just really needs this right now. But you'll understand, you always do. You always treat him so well, despite the monster he has become.
~"It'll hurt, and I'm not sure if it's only a little. I promise to make it worth it later to you."~
You were struggling to keep up with his weird and off putting rhythm- He was just so ready for this, it's been on his mind ever since he found you unconscious inside his natural prison, but he knew better than to be selfish to someone he'll have to share a nest with.
~"It'll be great don't worry, I'll make sure you'll be well taken care of. It'll be incredible, my treasure."~
You shivered when he went from humping your lower region to undressing kissing it almost as passionately as he did your mouth- He should probably move a little slower considering he changes activities way too quickly but hey it felt better than the awkward dry humping.
It wasn't bad, but it lacked a bit of finesse- Not like his careful and calculated attention to your privates right now-
"Humans need a lot more work than I remember, but does that mean we can make it last longer? Would you want that, treasure? [y/n]?" Rakaski was playing with it almost as if he never looked at something like a naked human before, but it was a lie- He was absolutely just trying to tease you with every poke and flick.
He ran his finger down slowly before reaching an opening and pulling it inside, at least one to feel you inside. It's lovely that you arch your back to the littlest of things, and although he doesn't understand your words, moans are hardly hard to misinterpret.
"Slower then? I guess I was being too unprepared, I'll be honest that it's more fun than I expected. If this is the work I have to do every time then I'll gladly accept." Human courting was fascinating to him, though now he understands why, he can't just expect you to take it all in with a little help- And helping someone never tasted so sweet.
You were feeling embarrassed by his stare as he licked you out and further tried to spread you- Trying to ease the inevitable soreness that would come but damn, did he have to look at you like that?! It made you feel a little dirty, a little too embarrassed to entertain his idea, for someone who seemed so eager to shove it in without any foreplay he was really taking his time now!
You grabbed his hair carefully, you didn't really notice what you were doing and to be honest you weren't sure how to continue with this but Rakaski looked at you in awe⌠His smugness was replaced with a look of pure adoration- His pupils wide and round as he expects you to guide him.
It gave you a bit more confidence knowing he trusted you to hold his head and sort of help him find the right pacing.
You don't remember for how long it went, you just remember that it ended with you on top of him, going at your own pace. He held your hips not stopping you to go as fast or as slow as you wanted but rather because he felt very uncomfortable NOT holding every centimeter of you. He needed to grab into something and your sweet flesh was exactly that.
You woke up in his nest, feeling a little disoriented, memories of what happened a little foggy, but you were sure it wasn't a dream considering the soreness in your thighs- It was hard moving.
You sighed, feeling weirdly satisfied- Well, that's not the right word, more like⌠Well, genuinely happy.
You tried around, and you saw Rakaski curled up into a ball, sleeping so peacefully and yet with that little mischievous smirk in his face you just knew he was dreaming about it.
You turned your body to face him, deciding to close your eyes and sleep a little more.
Until you remembered you left your camel outside.
"HOLY GODS, KING MUSTARD!!" You jumped up, trying to run as quickly as you could towards the entrance- But you couldn't even leave the nest when Rakaski wrapped his tail on you and pulled you closer.
"WAIT! It 's my camel!! I forgot I left him-"
"Stay." He said in a very half awake voice.
"You can talk�"
"Stay." Rakaski wrapped himself around you, as he buried his face in your neck. You weren't sure if he was understanding what you said, or if he only understood the meaning of that one word.
"Rakaski, I'm just going to check on him, I'll be back soon, I promise-" You pushed his chest away. You shouldn't have done that.
Rakaski tightened his grip around your body.
"Stay. [y/n]. You're not supposed to walk so soon. Stay still, no mother should walk so early after matingâŚ" He still sounds so sleepy, so innocent, but his half opened gaze was not⌠friendly.
"Rak- AH!-" Tighter, and tighter, and more tighter. He knows damn well that whenever you get to that camel you're leaving him for gods know how long, but as he stated before, soon to be mothers shouldn't walk around in the dead of night especially since he knows humans don't deal well with the coldness of the desert during this hour.
It's better to stay here and let him take care of you while you're now waiting for his kids, even if you aren't aware of it. He isn't sure how long hybrids take to be born, but he wasn't to be there for you every step of the way.
"ShhhhâŚ. Go back to sleep, stop struggling, it is not good for youâŚ" He kissed you goodnight as he suffocated you back to sleep.
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I like you, okay?!
A/N: Fluff fluff just fluff after the whole fiasco with "It's Always Been Her." (I need to recover from it)
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POV: Miles comes into your room at 3 am unexpectedly :3
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At around 3 am, your phone started dinging, making you groggily grab your phone from the bedside table.
The sudden light from the screen made you wince. "Why the fuck is Miles texting me, itâs too late for this.â You groaned as you clicked on the unread message from him.
Hey Y/n, can I come over real quick?
You clicked your tongue in frustration, placing a hand over your eyes, and rubbed softly in a poor attempt to wake yourself up before looking back down to type the shortest possible reply that you could muster at the time.
Sure.
After hitting the send button, you huffed, chucking your phone across the bed.
As your eyes start to close once more, a soft stealthy tapping at the window makes you open your eyes again, making you grumble from great annoyance at how your best friend always found the worst times to sneak into your bedroom.
Spiderman or not, this was plain fucking torture.
"Are you ready?~" You hear a muffled voice as the window opened wider. "Oh God, please no." You groaned, throwing a pillow over your face. This was your last attempt to just drown him out, but apparently, nothing is going your way tonight.Â
You hear the soft padding of feet, accompanied by the familiar thwip sound of his web-shooters, swinging himself into your bedroom with a soft thud and faintly landing on his feet.
"What do you want Miles?" You said with your voice muffled by the pillow. "I know this might be a horrible time to ask, but do you think I could stay for a while?" He asked with a sheepish smile. Miles stood by your bed, awaiting your response.
You nonchalantly wave your hand off at him, eager to just get this over with. "Do whatever you want man."Â
Miles' eyes glistened in delight. "You're so kind tonight, what's changed?" His stupid ass question just made you want to throw him out the window.
You didn't respond, too exhausted to even think of a sassy remark. It was literally 3 in the morning, you did not have time for his antics.Â
However, he merely chuckled at your lack of a reaction as his lips curved into his usual smile. "Sorry, I'm a bit of a night owl. What with patrol and all that, but I couldn't go without seeing you. Your eyes have been haunting my dreams..." He trailed off.
"Ah yes, it's me being your sleep paralysis demon telling you to stop bothering me at such an ungodly hour." You replied sarcastically, finally removing the pillow from your face as it started to give you a hard time breathing.Â
You turned to lay on your side and looked up at him, clearly unimpressed. It was just too late for this shit.Â
Miles sees this, and suddenly gets defensive, sitting on the edge of your bed across from you. "Maybe if you weren't always so busy with classesâ"
He suddenly stopped talking as he realizes what he said. Miles' face slowly turned red and he was internally hoping to all the gods existing that you wouldn't spot it from the darkness of your room.Â
Ah, maybe I should just jump out of the window. He thought as he took a deep breath in, his fingers tapping against his thigh anxiously. "I like you, okay?!" He quickly said, nervously looking up at you.Â
"You... WHAT?!" You suddenly yelled, causing you to sit up in shock, mouth agape and eyes widened. What the hell is this guy on about now?! And at 3 FUCKING AM?
"Okay okay, I know. Totally stupid to just jump the gun here but it's so hard to sleep. Sometimes I lose focus when I'm being Spiderman. I spend an awful lot of time thinking about you. Y-You're funny, kind, smart, all the things I like in a person." Miles rambled on, not even daring to stare directly into your eyes for fear of seeing your reaction to his sudden confession.
You pinched the bridge of your nose, sighing. "Is this why you deliberately tried to be my lab partner when I was new at school?" To which Miles' nervous expression became that of a guilty one.
"Maybe..." He admits, his voice sounding even less confident than before.
"Don't you like that Gwen girl from our class? I would've assumed because you two are literally so close." The guy in front of you only shrinks further into himself, feeling his heart sink and his face fall. "Gwen's like a sister to me. She isn't you." He said with a slight emphasis that really sounded more like a whine.Â
Miles' words are slow but honest. His eyes trail up to the wall behind you to try to keep a brave face, which was slowly crumbling by the minute.
You snuck a glance at him before exhaling loudly. You flip your fingers back and forth, signaling him to come closer. "I guess you can cuddle with me." You mumbled, ignoring the way your cheeks are heating up.Â
Not even wanting to see his reaction, you place your blanket back over your entire body, laying back down on your bed, facing the wall and away from him.
He seemed surprised, and his face instantly lit up. Miles let out a happy gasp as he grabs your blanket gently, climbing underneath it as he cautiously wraps an arm around your waist and snuggles up against your back. He even mustered the courage to bury his nose in your hair.Â
Miles' heart was beating erratically, rendering him absolutely speechless as he held on to you as if his life depended on it. Well, it was a dream come true for the poor boy. He'd been practicing how he'd confess to you for the last three months.Â
"You do know that you're going to have to work hard to get my 'yes' right?" You mumbled, trying to use every ounce of energy left in your body to numb the way his arm around your waist made you feel. "I'm fine with that," Miles quickly replied, his words soft and comforting.Â
"As long as I can be with you, in any capacity, I am content." He chuckled. Shortly after the two of you slowly drifted off to sleep, still in each other's arms. Or more like, you were still in his arms.
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Try to find Josh
Chapter 1
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With a sigh, you heave yourself towards the coat rack. If you are going outside you are at least going to bundle up. After putting on your coat and boots, you attempt to open the door and realize it must be frozen shut. You groan and walk around the house till you reach one of the many side doors that only open from the inside. After a small detour through the woods, you find and start down the trail that leads up to the entrance of the lodge, looking around you at all the trees covered in light layers of snow. No one has walked this path yet so the snow crunch is a satisfaction delay under your feet.
You hum a tune to yourself and keep an eye out for anyone else on the path. Eventually, you hear the sound of voices up ahead. Veering off the path slightly you walk until you reach a looking glass with Ashley and Matt standing near it.
âHey guys! Itâs so good to see you again.â You exclaim as you walk up to them.
They both flinch slightly and you get the feeling they had been talking about something beforehand.
âWhatâs going on?â You say as the two continue to stare at you.
âMatt and Emily are talking down there.â Matt says angrily while pointing to the telescope.
You walk up to it and peer through and what you see confirms Mattâs answer.
"Holy shit," you say "they look awful close!"
Matt puts his hands on his head and begins to walk laps.
"Do you think this means anything? Maybe Iâm overthinking this. Maybe theyâre just talking normally I mean there is a lot of wind out right now so they could just have to be standing close to each other to hear each other."
You and Ashley exchange a look, you can tell this is upsetting Mike as he is not the type of person to hide his emotions. Emily and Mike were standing very close to each other and since they were exes as well, he had every right to be upset and suspicious. However, it did really look like they were just talking, nothing more.
Ashley speaks first "I mean maybe they are just talking? I think we all want this weekend to go smoothly and there's a lot of history between the two of them. Maybe they just wanted to talk it out beforehand? So there's no arguments, you know for Josh." At the last sentence she not so subtly glances at you. You chose to ignore it, but Ashley was probably right, everyone wanted the air to be clear for this weekend. And even though Emily and Mike were usually two of the ones most likely to start drama, maybe they had the same mentality.
"Oh great and now they're hugging!" Matt had looked through the telescope again.
Ok so maybe it's wasn't nothing, but for the sake of your friends you choose to lie.
You walk closer to Matt and rest your hand on his upper arm.
"Look, Matt Iâm sure itâs nothing, however, if youâre really that concerned about it, you can ask either one of them later. Letâs just get you guys to the lodge first."
Matt sighs and pinches the bridge of his nose with his fingers for a moment before looking at you. "Youâre probably right YN, letâs go to the lodge and I think I will take your advice, Iâll ask them about it later."
You give him a quick pat on the shoulder and a small smile. "Need any help with these bags?"
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Are you jealous? - Roronoa Zoro Imagine
Pairing: Roronoa Zoro x Reader
Spoilers for One Piece (?), also NSFW?
Summary: Zoro is not the jealous type. At least he never has been. But when he finds out about his girlfriend's crush on Shanks, captain of the Red Hair Pirates and one of the Four Emperors that rule over the New World, he's not so sure about that anymore.
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"What are you reading?", Zoro asked his girlfriend at the breakfast table. The whole crew was as chaotic as ever but (Y/N) hasn't taken her eyes off of the newspaper in her hands once since sitting down that morning, sipping her coffee every now and then, not even acknowledging Sanji refilling her cup multiple times already.
"The newspaper, Silly", she answered without looking up.
"I know that. What's so interesting though?"
"Red-Haired Shanks", she answered almost methodical, her eyes still scanning the paper.
That name sparked their captain's interest, the silly trick he was busy with long forgotten.
"Shanks?", his face lit up, "He's awesome! What about him?"
"Oh, that's right! You know him!", (Y/N) actually put the newspaper down for the first time this morning, "It's nothing exciting really. He's been seen on some island... They just printed his bounty again. I guess to provide an incentive or something", the girl shrugged.
Luffy let out a hearty laugh, "That's not gonna work. Shanks is way too strong"
"He really is, huh?", she leaned her face in her hand as she leaned forward eager to hear more.
"Looks like someone's having a cruuush", Nami sing-songed.
"Maybe just a little bit", (Y/N) held her fingers up in a pinch, "but can you blame me? He's handsome, strong and apparently he's a good guy if Luffy is anything to go by...", she counted on her fingers.
"What? Shanks isn't handsome", Luffy laughed.
"Luffy. Have you seen the man?", the girl feigned shock.
"What the fuck? (Y/N/N) that guy is like 20 years older than you", Zoro spoke up.
"Well yes, but you know what they say, right? On old boats one learns sailing", she shrugged.
"What kind of saying is that?", Robin chuckled.
"A foreign one, I think", she squinted trying to think of an answer.
"A stupid one, that's what it is", Zoro furrowed his brows not sounding amused with his girlfriend's shenanigans.
"Oof, what's gotten into you? You're in an even worse mood than usual...", Nami spoke up but didn't get an answer anymore as the swordsman all but stormed out of the dining area.
(Y/N) grimaced, "I better go check that out"
Once outside she quickly found her boyfriend polishing his swords.
"So, are you gonna tell me what that was about?", she asked him as she sat down next to him, shoulder to shoulder. But instead of an answer all she got was a grunt.
She nudged him in the side, "C'mon, Baby... What's going on? Are you jealous?"
She smiled in disbelief, teasing her boyfriend. Zoro wasn't the jealous type and she knew that. He never cared about other guys. He sometimes even encouraged (Y/N) to let random men in bars buy her drinks so that he wouldn't have to. There was no chance he had a problem with this now.
"You do realize that dude only has one arm, right? What is there to be jealous of?", Zoro tried to sound unbothered.
"What the-? Shanks is still one of the strongest pirates there is. He's an emperor of the sea and before he lost his arm he routinely fought Dracule Mihawk... just for fun", (Y/N) was in awe, "Besides, you only have one eye and you're still pretty great"
She leaned over to press a kiss on the mosshead's cheek, but when her boyfriend only huffed in return, she paused to think for a moment. He couldn't actually be jealous over an innocent crush... She didn't even know the man, why would he make such a fuss over it? But then it struck her - he never cared about all those other men because he just knew that they could never compare to him. He was much stronger than them. Better in any way. But Red-Haired Shanks wasn't like other men. He was strong. Stronger than Zoro. Stronger than Luffy even. A fact that made the pirate hunter feel inferior. The girl grew annoyed at her unability to notice how insecure her boyfriend was.
"Zoro", she tried to get his attention but he avoided to meet her eyes, keeping his face down, still busy with his katanas, "Zoro. Look at me", she told him firmly, placing her hand on one of his to stop him from what he was doing.
When he finally did look at her, she could see how uncomfortable he was with the situation. He didn't mind being vulnerable with her but this situation was different. He already felt insufficient as is - no need to talk about it. He already expected her to make a heartfelt speech about how she only loved him and about how he didn't know how amazing he is but when she grinned at him, he furrowed his brows.
"You're an idiot. You know that right?",
"What? You're calling me an idiot now? I'm not the one trying to cheat!", he thought he was going crazy here.
She couldn't stop herself from laughing at his reaction. She knew him well. Having a serious talk would get them nowhere. If she wanted him to open up she needed to poke the bear a little bit.
"Cheat on you? Where is that coming from? I've never even met the man!", she laughed knowing that he was just in his feelings.
"Well we're getting farther and farther into the New World. It's only a matter of time until we'll eventually run into him and his crew..."
"So the first thing I'll do when we finally do, is to fuck the living shit out of Red-Haired Shanks? Do you think that badly of me or is it what you would do if you were in my situation?", she raised an eyebrow.
"Of course not!", he actually sounded offended.
"Oh, you're too cute", she cooed but turned serious for a minute, "Zoro, I'm serious. I would never chose anybody above you. You're it for me"
Zoro sent her a tight-lipped smile, still uncomfortable with the situtation but accepting her point.
"Besides", she continued in her usual bubbly voice, "we don't even know if Shanks would even want me"
"What the fuck (Y/N)?", Zoro wasn't sure he heard her right but once he saw her bite back a devious smile he knew she was up to something.
"C'mon... I'll make it up to you", she got up and pulled him along with her to the sleeping area, locking the door behind them.
As soon as she made sure that no one would disrupt them, she attacked his lips with her own, pushing him down on the mattress that the two of them would share most nights.
"Fuck, (Y/N/N)", he groaned into the kiss as she was straddling him, grinding her own hips against his already growing lenght. He didn't expect her to take charge like that, especially not after he basically called her a would-be-cheater. He didn't complain though.
She broke the kiss only to rid them of their shirts. He used the opportunity to take a good look at the girl on top of him. She looked beautiful, her lips already swollen from the make out session. He couldn't help but imagine what those lips would look like wrapped around his cock. As if she read his mind, she pressed a last kiss on the corner of his lip before she slipped down from his crotch. Zoro was just about to complain about the lack of friction, when she continued kissing down his neck, his collar bones, his chest - along his scar - down his abs, below his navel before stopping above the hem of his pants. She smiled up at him, not that silly smile of hers that he loved but a lustful one one that made his cock twitch in his pants.
"You're killing me", he sighed but hurried to get his pants off, freeing his already aching cock.
"But you love me for it", she looked up at him before pressing a kiss on his tip, earning a hiss from the mosshead.
He swore under his breath as she took more and more of him in her mouth, wrapping one of her hands around the base of his shaft to move in the same rhythm as the bopping of her head.
He threw his head back as his girlfriend used her lips and tongue on his tip, taking it in deep in her throat and then almost releasing it completely when coming up with her head again. It didn't take long for him to feel his orgasm approaching and he was sure she could tell from the familiar twitch aswell.
"Babe - ah fuck - (Y/N) stop", he panted, trying his best to hold back from cumming.
"What's wrong?", she asked him as she released his cock from her mouth - a string of saliva still connceting her lips to his tip.
"Was close... didn't wanna cum yet", he muttered.
She knew exactly what that meant. When she crawled back up to him, Zoro pulled her in for a deep kiss, flipping them over so that the girl was now lying underneath him.
She arched her back into him as his hand wandered down her body between her legs. His fingers tracing over the lace of her panties.
"Fuck you're so wet already... Didn't even touch you yet", he mumbled against the skin of her neck where he placed open mouthed kisses all over, lightly biting down on the skin above her collar bone to mark her as his.
She tried to retort something smart but choked on her words as Zoro hooked his fingers in side of her panties, yanking them down suddenly. She hissed as the cold air hit her newly exposed pussy.
She let out a loud moan as his pointer and middle finger started to gently stroke her folds before stopping to cirlce her clit.
"Zo- Zoro... Please", she didn't even know what she was begging for but couldn't help it. His teasing was turning her crazy.
Zoro liked hearing his name out of her mouth. He liked that he was the one to make her feel this way. He smirked to himself as he leaned down to whisper in her ear.
"Fuck, you're making me weak. Tell me, who's making you feel this good? Huh?"
"You are!", she moaned, "Zoro, this is all for you. I belong to you"
The swordsman bit his lip as he increased the speed with which his hand rubbed her clit. He could feel his hand drenched in her juices and knew he could fuck her right then and there but first he wanted to see her come undone before his eyes. He could sense that she was close from the way she held her breath. He knew her body like his own. He could see the signs.
"You're doing so good, baby", she could feel his breath against her skin, "Cum for me. Come on now, (Y/N/N). Cum on my fingers"
A loud moan errupted from her lips as the familiar knot in her stomach region finally burst. She muffled the sound by biting in her hand, shuddering beneath him with no sign of Zoro stopping the movement of his hands. Only when tears started to pool at the corners of her eyes, did his hand finally slow down.
He sank down into the pillows, pulling her into his side, his hand lazily stroking her thigh as she breathed heavily. As soon as she caught her breath, she turned to him, a loving smile on her face.
"I thought, I was supposed to make things up to you?"
"Well, good thing were not done yet", his voice was low as he attacked her lips with another hungy kiss. He was just about to crawl on top of her when (Y/N) stopped him. She gently but firmly pushed him back down and broke the kiss only to straddle the swordsman beneath her once again. It was usually Zoro that liked to take charge in the bedroom and (Y/N) never complained - she enjoyed being spoiled by her boyfriend - but this time she was determined to be the one to make him feel good.
He knew it was his own fault. He didn't have to stop (Y/N) from sucking his cock earlier. He could've blown his load in her mouth and she would've swallowed like the good girl she was. He didn't want to wait though. He wanted her then and there - much to his dismay now. His lenght was throbbing uncomfortably and it felt like heaven when she finally lowered herself on his cock, steadying herself with one hand on his chest and the other on the wall behind his head. Zoro's hands found their way to her hips almost automatically, his calloused fingers digging into the soft flesh. They moaned in unison and she leaned forward placing wet kisses along his neck but she didn't move, knowing that he would ruin any kind of rhythm she would attempt to ride him at.
"Fuck, Baby. Don't make me beg...", he panted as his hips thrusted upwards to get some kind of relief.
She let him. His hands roamning her sides - up and down - clawing at her skin.
As he finally calmed down a little - after what felt like an eternity - she started moving her hips, barely raising up from her seated position but rather rocking back and forth. Slowly.
She could feel Zoro's fingernails digging into her thighs but she didn't mind the sensation. In fact, she enjoyed it. As she looked down the mosshead beneath her, she couldn't help but notice how beautiful he looked like this. He was watching her through hooded eyes, mouth slightly agape. She leaned down to capture his lips in a sensual kiss but the swordsman had other plans as he used the opportunity to loudly smack his girlfriend's ass, grabbing at it, earning an even louder yelp from the girl.
"Oh, I see how it is", she whispered in his ear. He could clearly hear the smile in her voice.
With that she picked up the pace. Riding his cock faster and more forcefully now. Her tits bouncing to the rhythm. A loud 'smack'ing sound filled the room as her wet pussy came down on his cock over and over again. His hands grabbed at anything they could reach, incoherent moans falling from his lips. She had never seen the swordsman this desperate.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck. (Y/N), don't stop. 'M so fuck- fucking close", he told her trough gritted teeth. For a short moment, (Y/N) thought about stopping - just to fuck with him - but then decided against it as all of this was to make up for making him feel bad. She didn't abandon the idea completely though, keeping it locked away for when the time was right. Whilst she was already fantasizing about when that would be, she could feel the familiar twitch of Zoro's cock inside her.
"Yes, Love", she cooed, "Cum inside me. I'm so needy for you. Only you. No one else could ever make me feel this good, Fuck."
She didn't have to tell him twice, hearing those words out of her mouth paired with the way she was riding him so effortlessly was enough to send him over the edge, gripping her hips so tightly, she was sure there would be marks.
She slowed her movements as she rode out his high before completely stopping them once she felt him finish. As he guided her off of him, she collapsed into the pillows, both of them completely exhausted, a light film of sweat coating their bodies. He pulled her into his side once again, her head now comfortably resting on his chest. Neither of them saying a word. The only sound that filled the room were the heavy breaths and the occasional peck here and there. It was Zoro that eventually broke the silence.
"I- uh.. I guess I should get jealous more often, huh?"
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ENHYPEN Mini Series
ENHYPEN as Taylor Swifts Song
THE WAY I LOVED YOU
synopsis: they said in our life, there will be that one love that is so intense and passionate. the type of love that has good and bad days on it, but still feel home for you. the type of love that makes you crazy. so many emotions but for only one person. thatâs park sunghoon for you.
pairings: park sunghoon x reader
word count: 12k.
warnings: toxic relationship, angst, sunghoon being a redflag. (let me know if i missed some)
note: i got totally carried away with this one and honestly iâm totally satisfied on how i wrote this. iâm currently on my psh phase so iâm totally crazy for him lol anyway, i hope you enjoy this fic and please please please leave your thoughts on replies or send me some ask. it helps so much to keep me writing more. ily & stay safe!
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âWhere are you going?â you asked while pulling the sheet up to your chest, watching your boyfriend scurrying to gather his things as he put his clothes on.
He threw you a short glance, hair still disheveled from the heated session you two just shared and went back on to what he was doing.
âBand practice.â he shortly replied.
You gulped, spacing out after his response. Its not that this is the first time he did this. Having sex with you and leave once his bandmates calls him out for practice. You always think that it was his priority over his relationship with you.
His steps are quick when he approach and kissed the top of your head like as if it will do any better.
âI'll see you later, okay?â and then turned his back to go on his way without sending you another look.
After hearing the sound of the door closing and locks clicking, you laid back on your shared bed and stared right at the ceiling. Mind occupied by a lot of thoughts and slowly feeling the energy finally draining out of you.
You have been dating Park Sunghoon for exactly three years now. He's the hot drummer of the band called PARADOX. Handsome, talented and very passionate man. He sure love what he does the most, music.
People who knows the two of you may say that your relationship with him is pretty sturdy. Despite the scruffles and misunderstanding along the side, the memories and bond you built together was not easy to break.
They'll also probably mention how the two of you are an odd combination. You, being someone who finished college to have a righteous degree and works as a fine finance manager in a big company and Sunghoon, being the drummer of a said band.
Its not that being in a band and making music is a bad occupation, its just compared to yours, his is just more unstable. Yes, he is good. His band is really good and somehow makes it to places to share their music, but at some point it just doesn't fit.
Sometimes, they still wonder how the two of you works it out. How you can handle the mess and the outgoing side of Park Sunghoon, notwithstanding the fact of being someone who loves peace and have a priggish personality.
âAre you still playing in that band?â this are the common question your Father loves to throw during dinners whenever you take Sunghoon home with you.
You've always know how things ends up so you are expeditious on getting in between.
âDad.â you looked at him with a pleading eyes, hoping he'll cooperate tonight and let you guys have a peaceful dinner just for once.
Sunghoon tensed beside you as his hold over his utensils tighten, as well as his jaw. It was already hard to swallow food now that he's inside your home having dinner with your parents and now your Dad is again belittling him.
âYes, sir.â he answered.
The usual disappointing and downgrading look on his face makes Sunghoon feels awful. During this time is when he'll surely never get used to. It makes him realize that no matter how good he do, no matter how great his band became, he will never be someone so worthy in the eyes of your Father.
âAnd for how long will you plan to do this nonsense?â he was not holding back at all. His wife, your Mom, beside him gently reaches for his arm, trying to stop him from saying more.
Sunghoon clenched his jaw, âMaking music is not nonsense. We are doing well right now, sir.â
The way he says those words just makes your Father even more pissed at him. He always hates how he was so confident and prideful. The way he stands whenever he greets him after arriving at your home is giving off as someone imperious.
He scoffed humorless, âAnd for how long? I've already told you that there's no future in that dream of yours.â
âDad!â your voice raised because you couldn't handle what he's saying right now.
Sunghoon stands abruptly, making a dragging sound from the chair he was occupying. He balled his fist and just stormed outside of your house. You stood and stared at your Dad with a look of dispair in your eyes. He didn't back down and just gave you this knowing look.
âI asked you to stop doing that.â
âAnd I already told you to leave that boy countless times, y/n. Stop wasting your time with him!â he strictly said.
âNever.â and with that you turned your feet to start coming after your boyfriend.
You saw him a few blocks away walking towards where he parked his motorcycle. With quick steps, you try to catch up on him.
âSunghoon!â you screamed, but he didn't even looked back on you.
With gritted teeth, you hurried your steps even more and right on time that he ride his motorcycle, you grabbed him by his arm.
âWhy are you not stopping!â you yelled, tears brimming your eyes.
He glanced at you and that's when you saw his bloodshot eyes. Your boyfriend never cries. His playful demeanor never showed his weak side, even with you. Maybe your father was right. He is someone full of pride and sometimes arrogant, but you love him. And he loves you.
âI told you already that I don't want to come! But you forced me anyway!â he yelled, making you flinch a little.
It was really your fault because you are so persistent on making the things between your Dad and him to work despite knowing the outcome of this visit to your parent's house.
âHe will never see me worthy of you. You are always so hard to reach for me...â his tone low that made your heart crack. You've never seen him like this before.
His eyes darken as he teared his gaze away, shoving your hold off from his arm. You started to panic and watch how he grabs the handle of his vehicle then started the engine.
âW-What are you doing? Are you leaving m-me?â you asked in a broken tone that made him falter a bit, but the pain from the scene of how your father belittled him was stronger.
Rain starts pouring, but you stood your ground. Didn't even bothered that you are starting to get soaked by the now pouring rain.
âP-Please, don't do this.â you begged and Sunghoon stared at you and maybe it was the rain? Or the cold breeze surrounding you two, but he seems so cold and distant. It breaks you slowly.
âI l-love you so much.â you gulped getting rid of the lump on your throat. âP-Please.â
But he starts droving off. Your heart sank and quickly tries to run after him. Its stupid because there's no way to catch up just by running, but your mind was too clouded to even think straight.
The rain poured even harder and your knees felt weak from running too much. You stopped and cries even harder, heart feeling so broken. You don't feel bothered by the cold at all and all you can think of is how your chest is hurting so bad. You felt slightly suffocated from crying so hard, giving you a hard time to breath.
A roaring sound of an engine makes you lift your head and a string of hope ignites when you saw lights emitting from a vehicle that is driving near you.
Your lips shakes when you saw the familiar motorcycle stopping beside you, Sunghoon's all drenched like you when he turned his head at your side.
âYour father,â he starts and you shake your head sideways trying to stop him, but he continued. âhe may hate me to his bones. He may resent me and never want me for you.â one of his hand lets go from the handle and reach over your hand.
âBut I love you.â he said firmly that made you tear up even more. âI love you so fucking much that it hurts.â he pursed his lips hardly, jaw clenching hard as he tries to hide his emotions.
You cried and lets go from his hand to cup his face. Both feeling so cold from the nonstop rain but the warmth you two are giving each were enough for you. You leaned in connecting your lips before pulling away to stare at his eyes.
âI don't care about what he thinks. I only want you and no one else.â
He smirks then starts handing you a helmet.
âThen hop on, pretty. We're going to get sick if we stay here longer.â
And without a hint of hesitation, you wore the helmet and hopped on his motorbike. Sunghoon pulls your arm so you can hug him from behind.
âHold on tight and don't let go.â
âNever.â
âSunghoon, I told you already I'm still at the office. I can't be out until before 9pm.â your elbow rests over your desk as you try and massage your temple to ease your aching head.
âBut our gig will start at eight pm, y/n. You said you'll watch.â he sounded so upset.
Normally, you will hurry yourself to go attend his gig but today was a rough day for you as well. Too many office works are lined up for you, workload piled up that you don't even know where to start. You know how much it means for Sunghoon having you to be there for him. But today's just so draining. And sometimes you kind of feel like you were always there for him but when will he be there for you?
âSunghoon,â you draw in a heavy breath, calming yourself down to prevent saying anything that can spoil his mood. Thatâs the last thing you want to do if he have a gig.
âItâs just unexpctedly a very busy day. I need to finish all these works on timeââ he cuts you even before you can finish your sentence.
âJust say it if you want to spend time with that co-worker and stop making lame excuses, y/n.â the sarcasm that lurks over his tone caught you dumbfounded.
Your mouth hanged open, unable to even utter your response to this nonsense heâs trying to imply. Heâs very unbelievable. You are very tired already, the workloadâs too heavy and here he is doubting you. He still have the audacity of accusing you over things when all you want is for this day to be over so you can see him and rest.
Sunghoonâs naturally a jealous boyfriend. Heâs very possessive of you to the point that sometimes it can be out of hand. His bad temper and jealous demeanor is not a good combo because he always ends up fucking up things and telling you things he didnât mean at all.
âBaby, no. Of course not! I really want to watch your gig, you know that right? Itâs justââ
âYou will really choose that over me, arenât you? Like as if people doesnât think I was unworthy of you already. You just really need to prove more...â his monotonous tone are like knives straight to your heart.
âDonât even go there. You know its not that.â your lips tremble along with your hands as the conversations starts to get more intense.
âYeah, right. Have fun with your co-worker.â he mumbled with a bitter tone and ended the call right away.
You shut your eyes as you drop your phone to your desk wrecklessly before running your hand through your hair, messing it a bit. The silence occupying the almost empty building floor didnât help from the aching of your head. Heâs really just unbelievable.
And itâs even more unbelievable that you are still so in love with him despite the red flags heâs obviously showing you. It was too late for you to even realize that you are already packing your things to go and see your boyfriendâs gig. The mountain-like paperworks that were on your table caught your eyes and made you halt for a bit, but in the end you chose to turn the lights off and head out of your office. Off to see your sulking boyfriend.
When you arrived, it was their last song for the night. The traffic on the way made the suppose to be 20 minute travel an hour long drive. A relieved sigh made it to your lips while you walk towards their manager, your feet starts to stings from your high-heel.
âY/n! I thought you couldnât make it tonight? Sunghoon said.â he smiled warmly before giving you a friendly hug.
You tried your best to return his smile as your eyes roamed and trailed over to the stage. The spotlight that pointed over your boyfriend gave you the chance to have the perfect view of him playing passionately. A small string tugs inside your heart while watching him, eyes closed and letting himself be drawn by music.
When people ask you why you fell so hard for him, they probably wonât understand you unless theyâll be in your shoes themselves. These are the moment he shines the most. The moment you can clearly see the real him. His love for his passion and his smiles melts you from the inside and out. It was unexplainable. You love Sunghoon. You love him so dearly to the point your heart aches.
When he opens his eyes like as if he felt an intense eyes are watching him, he met yours. Those pretty eyes that looks at him with so much affection. The eyes that pretty much made him feel things no one else can. The eyes that can comfort him. His safe place, his solace and his other half. For Sunghoon, if music is his passion then you are the life that pushes him to chase it. His inspiration.
His eyes fixated over you and lips pursed into a pout, still sulking. That made you chuckle and mouthed, âI love you.â
Sunghoonâs lips lifts up before responding, âI love you too.â that made your stomach churns and heart thumping like crazy. Somehow it made you feel at ease. Despite all the worries and trials, as long as you have him, you will manage.
Only you and him will understand the type of love you share with each other.
âThank you so much for tonight everyone! And we are...â Heeseung, their lead vocalists stalls his words and glanced at his band-mates and in unison they leaned over the mics near them and said, âPARADOX.â
The crowd cheers and you can see how they truly enjoyed the whole show. A small, but proud smile made its way towards your lips. The boys did a short fan service while you stay at the side with their manager. Girls swarms around them, but you didnât mind it. This isnât new for you anymore and if you want a partner in this line of job, you should prepare yourself for crazy fangirls.
âIâm really glad you made it, y/nâ your head snaps over to the side when their manager spoke. He gave you this sincere look on his face and some other kind of gaze you couldnât identify.
He sports this plain white shirt and some jeans. Hair styled in a pretty basic style any boy could pull and then he stood there a little stiff. You gave him a smile and a clap over his shoulder.
âOf course, I want my boyfriend to know Iâm always here for him.â you stated that made his smile falter for a bit. He was quick to pull it back up, nodding his head slowly like as if he was reminded of something.
âRight... Sunghoon.â he mumbled.
Your gaze remained at him, a little confused of his reaction. It bothered you a bit so youâre about to ask him whatâs wrong when a pair of strong arms wrapped around your waist.
âHi hotstuff.â Sunghoonâs voice sounded so seductive as he quickly leans for a heated kiss.
You squeals lightly and tries to pull off from him, but ends up giving in and showing everyone how you two devours each otherâs faces. One of Sunghoonâs hand moved down to slightly grope your butt that made you moan a little over his lips. He smirks, mission accomplished for him.
He was greeted by your blushing cheeks once he pulled away, one hand still possessively resting over your waist to keep you close to him.
âH-Hello,â the impact of your latest stunt dawning you, making you feel so shy.
He smirks, fangs showing and good Lord, does he look even hotter.
âYou came.â his tone indicates the joy to see you here and that just makes you feel so much better. He may not vocally thank you or tell you he appreciates it so much, but the way his eyes twinkle and shines was enough for you to know how he feels.
âOf course. My boyfriend is being sulky so I have no other choice.â the corner of your lips lifts up, taunting him.
He stares at your eyes before grinning even wider, âIâm not sulky.â he leans in again, couldnât resist your lips after glancing at it for a second. After he placed a loving kiss, he leans away and went back on facing his friends.
You watch how he threw a short glance at their manager as well and it remained for a while before he direct his attention to some acquaintances that are greeting his band.
The night was long, as usual. This is pretty much what happens whenever he have gigs. You feel so tired, feet feels so painful that you are sure you grew blisters over it. Your eyelids felt so heavy as well, the long day finally kicking in. The boys are still loud and celebrating, but finally one called it a night.
All of you starts heading outside the bar they performed in. Sunghoonâs walking a few steps ahead of you, talking and goofing with his friends. You are silent, too tired to even listen or join on their conversation.
You were almost hit by the door when Sunghoon didnât even remember to hold it for you. He was too busy talking to his band-mates and didnât even noticed that the door almost slapped you on the face. Thankfully, an arm held it for you.
âThank you, Riki.â you gave him a small smile.
Youâve been together with Sunghoon for a while now so that only means youâve hanged out with his band countless times causing you to grew closer towards them. But for some reasons, Riki is the only one who is somehow felt awkward to be with. You cannot explain why, but thereâs just something about him that leaves you nothing to say.
He didnât smile or anything, just stared down to you using his intimidating eyes.
âNo problem.â shivers ran to your spines because of his low voice. His eyes then moved from looking at your eyes towards your things youâre trying to juggle with your arms.
âLet me help you.â it was not a question and even before you can say something to politely reject his offer, his hands reaches over to help you carry your things.
âU-Uhm, thanks.â and your eyes drifted over him as he didn't spoke any words after that.
Riki walks you up to where your boyfriendâs car was parked. Sunghoonâs eyes finally caught you and you donât even know what to tell him while you approach closer.
His strict eyes caught to your things being carried by Riki. When you are steps away from him, he approaches trying to keep a cool smile.
âBaby, you disappeared from behind me.â and he said that while eyes fixed at his bandmate.
âWell if you keep a close eye to your girlfriend, you mightâve noticed how sheâs struggling carrying her stuff, hyung.â Riki didnât even hesitate to say those words at him.
Sunghoon wasnât happy about it and you can clearly see anger slowly rising through his face. He clicked his tongue at the side of his cheeks and was about to advance towards Riki, but you stopped him.
âCan we just go? Itâs already late and I have work tomorrow.â you stared straight at his eyes.
They were arrogantly looking at you, but eventually softening in surrender. He sighs and grabbed your hand to intertwin your fingers before he nods silently. His head snapped over to his friend and he gave him this knowing look before opening the carâs door for you.
He retrieved your things from Riki and placed it neatly behind your car. Thankfully, he didnât say anything anymore and just went inside his car afterwards. Riki went on his way as well, riding his motorbike that was parked not too far away.
Sunghoon starts his engine and both of you are silent. It was like that for the first few minutes of the drive, until he decides to break it.
âWhen did you even got close to Riki?â his tone sounds confused and at the same time implicating something.
You furrowed your brows and glanced at him, âHe just helped me to carry my thingsââ
âExactly! He doesnât do that at all, y/n.â the way he said your name was with emphasis. Like telling you that its a serious matter for him. A big deal. But again, when did it never became a big deal when other boys gets involve with you?
âAnd? Iâm his bandmateâs girlfriend. Isnât it okay for him to help me?!â now, you canât help but to feel upset about this because you are tired already and heâs making an argument just because Riki helped you.
âYouâre just really clueless with your surroundings. You will never understand.â the way his grip tightens at the steering wheel and his jaw clenches caught your attention.
You wanted to just yell at him and point out how heâs being unreasonable and plain childish about this, but you are too drained. Its late already, youâre tired from the office, your feet hurts with this dumb heels and you feel sticky from all the travel you did just to get to their gig. Having an argument with him was the last thing you expected to have.
âIts not my fault that my boyfriend forgot about me and walks off.â you sighed and he was silent after hearing that from you.
âCanât you just be thankful that he helped me and I didnât broke an arm from carrying all those stuff?â this time, you tried to soften your tone as a sign of time-out from this nonsense argument he was trying to put up with.
You saw his grip softens and he released a heavy sigh. âFine.â he glanced at you and his brows are not hardly furrowed anymore. His eyes softens as well. âIâm sorry, baby. Its not my intention to make you feel like I forgot you, I was just really excited.â
With pursed lips, you nodded your head and leaned in for a quick peck over his lips.
âI know. Thatâs why I didnât spoil the mood. You were really great from a while ago.â you complimented him, finishing it with your warm smile.
Something warm caress his heart. This is one of the reasons why he can never let you go. Most people wouldâve walked out on him or hate at him, but not you. Never.
You will always find a way to find the goodness in him. Even if 99 problematic things about him are presented in front of you, youâll still find that 1 good thing about him.
You always know the perfect words to calm him down or make him feel better.
He reached over your hand that was resting over your thighs and took it over his lips for a soft kiss. His gaze never left your eyes.
âThank you for today, really.â he sighs, trying to supply himself more oxygen as he feels like youâre taking his breaths away once again.
âI love you.â
A smile spreads across your face and your free hand stretched out towards him to cup his face. âI love you, Hoon.â
These are the moments you wanted to keep no matter what. Reasons why despite the hardships you go through with Sunghoon, you always manages to find a reason to stay.
But of course, thereâs not always good times in your relationship. What else gives it spice other than petty arguments and very random fights with each other?
Months after, the band had another big gig and of course you went to support him like usual. To your surprise, they had a guest singer. Female singer to be exact. And the way she interacts with your boyfriend just canât leave your mind. Itâs bothering you.
âYou two seems close.â the comment was short and your eyes watch how your boyfriend load his things inside his car while you rest your back beside it.
Sunghoon threw you a short glance and narrowed his brows.
âWhat do you mean?â
âYou and that girl.â the way you pronounced the word âgirlâ with so much emphasis gave off hints towards him that youâre implying something.
His shoulder fell as he stared at you for a while, like unconsciously asking if youâre being serious with the choice of tone you decided to use at him. He sighs, when he realized you arenât budging, but instead crossed your arms at him.
Heâs already too tired to even explain things that you wonât listen to. So he struts closer you, held you over your hips and planted a sweet kiss on the lips.
âLetâs just go home, hot stuff. Iâm tired.â and he walks over to the driverâs seat not even bothering to open the door for you.
But it seems like you are in the mood to be petty. So even after you made it to the passenger seat and he started driving on your way home, you bring up that topic once again.
âI saw the way she looks at you. I bet sheâs undressing you in her mind.â
It made him sigh and roll his eyes. âSeriously? Are you going to talk about that until we makes it to the apartment?â
âWhy? You irritated already?â you tilt your head and he glanced at you with piercing gaze. It didnât bother you at all. If heâs pissed, then you are too.
âYou didnât even introduce me to her.â
His fingers taps his steering wheel more frequently and bit his lips. He sighs, calming himself.
âI did. I even told her your name.â
âBut you didnât told her that Iâm your girlfriend!â it was so petty. Even you, you also think that this is such a nonsense thing to argue off. Itâs just seeing her look at your boyfriend that way while youâre there doesnât sit right for you.
Sunghoon scoffed loudly and even if he have a smirk on his face, there was no humor on it. Heâs slowly losing his patience.
The wiper of his car moves when it suddenly started raining. Itâs the last thing you care about. Your focus is on the hot drummer thatâs currently driving you home in your shared apartment. The hot drummer thatâs clenching his jaw hardly while trying his best not to argue with you. The hot drummer whose lips so red after you kissed him multiple times to make that bitch know her place. The hot drummer that is clenching his jaw hardly because you keep pushing his buttons at the moment.
âAre you fucking serious right now?â he couldnât help, but curse.
âBe honest with me. Are you two close? Because with the way she linked her arms, it seems like so.â
He rolled his eyes as he teared his gaze off of you and back to the road. The rain are still pouring hard that its a little difficult to drive.
âYou really arenât going to stop unless I answer your questions, are you?â he surrenders. You didnât answer and just crossed your arms while looking at him. Waiting for what heâs about to say.
He gave you another short glance as he shook his head. Like he couldnât believe what situation you just put him into.
Honestly, you donât know what exactly it is that you wanted to hear from him. If he answers that he doesnât know her that long, you will still feel pissed because why the hell does she acts like theyâve been best friends ever since they were born? And if he answers, yes they know each other for a long time, you will feel really bad because you will feel jealous.
âWeâve known each other since highschool. Even before the band started playing in other places.â he says.
Your shoulder fell and he saw it from his peripheral view. He knew you wonât feel so good about it, but he also know that lying about it will only make the situation worse. The car fell silent right after he said it.
âIs she your ex-girlfriend?â that question doesnât sound like you are asking him. Its more like you already know and just expecting an answer from him.
âNo, okay? So calm your dumbass.â heâs starting to lose his patience for you.
Youâll be honest, you kind of thought he would say yes. That actually made you feel better. But not enough to let her slip away from your mind. Those eyes. The way she looks at you just boils something inside you.
âDid you two kissed before?â you fired him that question with more suspicion.
When you saw the look on his face, you felt something in your heart cracks. It definitely stab something in you when his expression confirmed that.
With slightly teary eyed, you raised your chin up to ask him your last question.
âDid you have sex with her?â bitterness latched through your voice and you bit your lower lip when he stayed silent again. Confirmed.
âPull over.â you command and harshly wiped the tears that escaped.
He sighs, âBaby, come on...â he pursed his lips and even tried to reach over you.
âI said pull over!â
He clenched his jaw tighter then obliged, knowing well you will just fall into a much worse mood if he donât do as you say. Heâs expecting you to hit him by his arm or shout at him again, but he surely didnât expect you storming out from his car. He didnât see that one coming.
Between you two, heâs the jealous one. There are rare times that you get jealous and when it happens, its so hard to calm you down. Sunghoonâs heart is thumping hard, slightly thrilled to watch you acting like this. The oh so perfect, y/n. Shouting and acting crazy out of jealousy. He bet heâs the only one who made you feel like this.
âY/n!â he shouts and went after you.
The rain starts to pour harder, but it didnât bothered you at all. You marched away from his car, towards the nearest bus stop. With just a few steps, he managed to catch up on you and grabbed your arm then yanked you towards him.
âLet me go!â you screamed at him.
Sunghoonâs clenching his jaw as he stares at your face carefully. It was hard to tell if youâre crying or not due to the rain thatâs slowly soaking you both. Despite your attempts to free yourself, Sunghoon just tightens his grip and kept his stares over you.
âStop being a brat and letâs go back inside the car! Weâre both drenched because of you!â
You clenched your jaw and hands into fists. People who passes by will probably think that youâre both losing your minds. Going out in the middle of the rain and fighting at 2 am. Thankfully, there are fewer cars driving through.
âI cannot believe you fuck that bitch!â it was rare enough to see you shouting, but much more rare to hear you cursing like this.
âIt was a long time ago!â he renew his hold and this time reached for the other arm. The wetness of your skin kind of makes it slippery, but he knew he wonât let go of you.
âThat happened before you, y/n! And it means nothing for me.â
âClearly isnât the same for her?!â you stopped resisting and just stay still, glaring at him.
âThe way she links her arms and flirts with you drives me insane! Like I want to pull you away and kiss you in front of her type of insane!â
Sunghoonâs dumbfounded. He knows he should not feel so happy about what he heard, but he is. Just by thinking of you going crazy to the point youâll insist public affection is making his heart race. To think you are crazy for him as he is to you, is driving him even more crazier. He just couldnât get enough of you.
âThen why didnât you?â this time he seems more calmer that made your narrowed brows falter. He was just screaming at you too, now heâs a lot calmer.
âIâm yours, y/n. I belong to you so claiming me in front of anybody is no problem at all.â he says and took another step closer. Your bodies pressed together and when he noticed that you arenât trying to escape his hold anymore, he raised his hand to cup your face.
âI donât fucking care if she tries to flirt with me. I donât care about her. All I care about is you.â his eyes slowly roams his eyes to your pretty face.
âYes, we did kissed and fucked before,â he sighs and your lips pursed into a pout but let him finish what he wants to say.
âBut she never made me feel like this.â he held one of your hand then rest it above his chest, enough for you to feel his racing heartbeat.
âShe doesnât make me nervous whenever she stares at my eyes. She doesnât give me butterflies whenever she smiles at me or melt my heart whenever she hold me.â your eyes water from his sincere words as he licked his lower lip, gaze not leaving you.
Both of you are soaked, but it didnât bother you at all. Sunghoonâs bangs covers his forehead, some beads of rains falling from it over to your face as he stare down at you.
âThatâs all you, love. Only you can make me feel madly in love. Like I will go crazy because I love you too much.â a tear fell from his eyes along with the raindrops from his hair. He looked ethereal staring at you lovingly, with so much emotions that makes your heart burst because of exceptional happiness.
âThatâs the way I love you.â he murmured near your lips before you leaned to press a hot kiss for him.
âI love you so much, Hoon.â and this time, it was his turn to lean and kiss you passionately.
Disregarding the fact that you are under the hard pouring rain, sharing probably one of the most memorable kisses of your relationship, youâre mind is clouded by how intense your feelings are for the man that holding you right now. Itâs funny how moments ago youâre just screaming at each other and now, your lips feels so hot connected together.
But it seems like, love is not enough to keep the relationship steady. And just like what older people used to say, everything is bad when its too much.
Being with Sunghoon felt like a dream with nightmares, clear blue oceans with big dangerous waves and a freaking roller coaster ride. Sometimes youâre so happy that you feel like your heart will burst with so much emotions and sometimes you feel like everythingâs too much. That its tiring and draining you.
It somehow toxicating. And this toxic relationship with Sunghoon is honestly tiring you.
âAnd now you are giving me the silent treatment? Wow!â his sarcasm rubs on you, making your heart feel more heavy.
âI have nothing to say to you after what you just did, Sunghoon.â
âWhat? Youâre mad because I embarrassed him? Heâs clearly hitting on you!â your head snaps at him with glaring eyes.
âHeâs just being nice and heâs my head supervisor!â your tone raised and he didnât liked it in one bit.
Sunghoonâs always the jealous boyfriend. You actually couldnât understand why heâs being like this when you already made it so clear that heâs the only one for you. That thereâs no man that can ever steal you away from him.
âOh, okay. I see...â he clenched his jaw before laughing with no humor. He faced the road and tried hard to focus on driving.
âIf you want to impress your supervisor so much, why bring me with you?!â his statement made you roll your eyes in annoyance.
âBecause youâre my boyfriend and I want you to be there for me! Will it hurt so much to be supportive or know something about what your girlfriend loves to do?! Itâs not always going to be about you, Sunghoon! I need you to be there for me too!â
Your words may had come out wrongly, but all you wanted is for him to be for you. It was a thrilling day since employees should make good impressions to the supervisors to show how fit and reliable they are for the company, but your bofriend just made a scene and now you have no idea how you will show up to work on Monday.
âI told you already that these type of events are not for me! People are clearly looking down on me for having such a wonderful girl like you! They will always rub it on my face how perfect you are and that you deserve so much better!â his tone raised and it made you jolt a bit.
âAnd it seems like you just donât get it! You kept on forcing me to go and I hated it! You are just determined to prove me that theyâre so right!â
Your heart cracks and his words are like knives straight to your heart. You know him. Whenever heâs mad, he ought to say words he doesnât mean. Thatâs his way of avoiding to show what he truly feels. You can tell by his blood-shot eyes and clenching jaw. But you are tired. You are tired of understanding him.
âIs that how you really see me? Do you really think that thatâs what Iâm doing?â
He clenches his jaw, being stubborn. âMaybe you are really ambitious and Iâm just the stupid boyfriend who knows nothing but to enjoy music.â he says emotionless.
A tear left your eye. You canât take this anymore. You had enough.
âStop the car.â it was almost audible, but thanks to the deafening silence after what he said made it clear and loud. He furrowed his brows and looked at you, checking if youâre being serious.
You two have been arguing about you and this job for a week. And the event is today and Sunghoon just ruined it for you. Honestly youâre getting enough of it. With all the stress from your work and family, he suppose to be your resting place. But thatâs not the case anymore.
He did stop the car and even before you open it, he said something. âThe moment you leave, weâre done.â he said coldly.
You halted from stepping outside and felt your heart crack, but you knew you needed it and so you did. You left him.
âJakeâs so sweet, y/n! I truly envy you for having him as your boyfriend!â one of your friends exclaimed right after Jake left your table to go order some food.
You gave them a small smile. Theyâre right. Jake is really the best boyfriend. He treats you very well. Heâs everything youâve asked for before. A caring and loving boyfriend. Heâs working in the corporate world, which matches yours. Heâs very gentle towards you, always got the doors for you, he never makes you wait, he cares for what you want and a man of his words. He felt like so warm to be with, someone you can be comfortable with easily.
âYeah,â you replied short with a small smile on your lips. They giggle, truly happy for you.
âThank God you snapped out of it and finally got the man you deserve.â one of them says that made your smile falter.
She didnât mention anything or any name, but you knew who sheâs referring to and what she means by that sentence.
An awkward laugh from another friend broke the silence and just diverted the topic. You tried to pull up your smile once again, especially after seeing from a distance that Jakeâs already on his way back to your table.
He sets himself at the chair beside you and smoothly made a conversation with your friends. Heâs very friendly too. He gets along with people with no sweat. Such a pure man.
Youâre about to put a straw to your drink, but he beats you out of it. He reached for it and carefully slid it towards you while still talking to your friends. It made you smile. Being treated like this sure feels right, feels okay. But why does your heart feel a little heavy?
Jake threw his arm and placed it behind your chair, hand caressing your arm gently. You pushed whatever that feeling is behind your mind and tries to join their conversation as well.
The day went smoothly and now Jake dropped you at your place. As you unclasped your seatbelt, he went out of the car then walked around so he can open your door for you. He even offered a hand with that warm smile of his.
A chuckle slips off from you before you accepted it and went out. His other hand rests over your hip as he slightly pins you to his car to place a kiss over your lips. He smiles after a couple of pecks then leans away to stare at your eyes.
âYouâre so beautiful.â he says sincerely that made you smile widely. Jake and his words.
âYouâve been saying that all day, Jake.â
He chuckles, biting his lips feeling a little shy. âJust so you wouldnât forget.â
âThank you.â you said while looking straight to his eyes.
He might take it as a thank you for today, but thereâs more to it. Jakeâs the next serious relationship after Sunghoon and it canât be helped to compare the two of them. Even if you know its not good to do that, you just canât stop yourself from doing so. Theyâre very different from each other.
âNo problem.â he leans again to give you another peck.
âSee you tomorrow, baby.â Jake said with a soft smile. You nodded and waved before going inside your apartment and called it a day.
Itâs been almost a year ever since that night and yet its still fresh from your memory like it was just yesterday. You resigned from your previous job. You wanted so bad to convince everybody that it was because youâre embarrassed by what happened prior to it, but no. It was mainly because you kind of blamed it for losing your relationship. Kind of dumb, but maybe you are really insane when it comes to him.
Sunghoon never contacted you after that. You didnât hear from him ever since and honestly it pissed and got you butt hurt. Well, you did change your number and blocked him from all your social media but you kind of hoped he will try to reach out for you.
Seems like it was meant to end that way.
Some people from your life kept telling you that you did the right thing, that it was the best decision youâve ever made. You got a new job, got a new boyfriend that your parents approved. They adore Jake so much. Heâs so close to your Mother and to your Dad as theyâre both into business.
You should be happy about it. You are happy. But a part of you aches for someone. A bitter feeling lingers inside you because they never tried to open their heart for Sunghoon before. It makes you think that if they did, maybe things went a little more okay.
You threw your head back and stared at the ceiling. A slight guilt crept inside your heart. You got the perfect boyfriend youâve been praying for and heâs treating you right. He barely even fight with you as he was always understanding.
But as stupid as it sounds, you missed screaming and fighting with Sunghoon. Those instense moments that just brings out much more emotions within you that makes you act insane.
These thoughts are making you crazy so you decided to take a quick shower and just call it a day. You went to bed with eyes brimmed with tears, aching and missing him so bad. It frustrates you because you feel helpless, unable to do anything about it. Youâre scared to think that you are still thinking of him right now while heâs happy with someone else.
The next thing you know, it was morning already. Your eyes hurts a bit for crying to sleep last night so youâre slightly out of it when you went to your office.
âDo you want some coffee? Looks like you need one.â one of your officemates offered that you returned with a small pout.
âPlease.â and she nods before going to the pantry for a while to get you your coffee.
âHere you go.â and she gently placed it on your working table. You mumbled a small âthanksâ as she settles at her chair beside yours.
âOh!â your head craned to glance at her. âWe will be meeting the new potential investors to our company later. I heard one of them is really good looking.â she giggles that made you smirk.
âYou know its not always just by the looks, right?â
She rolled her eyes, âEasy for you to say because you have a gorgeous boyfriend!â
You laughed, âThat is right.â
You joked around for a while before youâre asked to prepare for the arrival of the vip guests. Soon after, your head supervisor walks in and behind her are men wearing suits and tie. Looking like some young bachelors. Tall and handsome men.
As your eyes shifted to the last one who walks inside, your heart dropped. His familiar fair skin, charcoal black hair, noise pointy with a pretty mole at the side of it, eyes blank surrounded with thick and pretty eyelashes, topping it with his thick eyebrows that makes his skin color glow even more. His lips naturally red and luscious. Your knees weakened at the sight and heart started to race.
âOh my god, Y/n!â she whispered beside you and even wiggled a little like as if she was got electicuted.
âHe's so handsome!â
Oh hell yes he is. And your eyes watered at the sight of him. The familiar feeling of longing occupies your whole system. Park Sunghoon stood there looking so breathtaking. You missed everything in him and you hate how he looked so okay.
He unconsciously roamed his eyes around and accidentally met yours. It grew slightly, clearly not expecting seeing you. His lips parted a bit and didnât glanced away.
âY/n?â she snapped you out of your thoughts and you quickly teared your gaze away, feeling ashamed for staring too long. He probably saw you looking like a loser for being affected too much.
Sooner, they guided you inside to start the meeting and you kept on shifting from your seat. Having meeting like this is normal for you already, but now that you have your ex boyfriend sat at the other end of the table makes you really conscious.
âYou okay?â your office mate mightâve noticed your weird demeanor so she looked concern.
You flashed her a shy smile and nodded then tried to focus on the person talking. But a minute after, your mind is drifting somewhere else once again. Even before you know it, your eyes shifts to where he was sat and to your surprise, heâs looking at you already.
You glanced away and cleared your throat. Embarrased that he caught you stealing glances at him.
When you couldnât take it anymore, you turned over your supervisor and tried excusing yourself. Making up a lie that youâre not feeling well. She seemed to buy it and asked you to take a rest. Without wasting anytime, you stood up and politely excused yourself from the meeting.
A few steps out from the conference room and you heard it opened again. You ignored it and tried calming yourself, but the memory of Sunghoonâs eyes flashed before your eyes. Your eyes got teary. Seeing him just awoke your sleeping feelings for him that you tried to bury deep inside your heart.
âY/n.â and a hand halted you from making another step.
You glanced at the person who stopped you and your heart thumped even faster. His brows narrowed and eyes looked concern.
âAre you okay? Why did you leave the meeting?â his tone sounded so soft and it makes you want to cry on the spot.
Now that youâre face to face and this close to each other, you can see how much he grown. He slightly changed. Good change, mostly. He looked even more mature and manly. His familiar manly scent invaded your nose that draws in so many memories of you two.
âY-Yes,â and you flashed him a fake smile. âHow are you, Sunghoon? Itâs b-been a while.â
His shoulder relaxed after hearing that youâre okay. His eyes dropped to his hand holding your arm and slowly, he lets go of it.
âIâm good.â he responded briefly before roaming his eyes on your face. His heart aches.
âIt looks like youâve been doing well.â there's a hint of sadness looming over his tone, but you tried to ignore it thinking that youâre just mishearing it.
âYeah.â
âGood to know.â it sounded a little sarcastic.
âWhy are you here? Did you stop playing with your band?â the question you wanted to ask so bad. It was odd enough to see him here and much weirder because you know how much he hates wearing suit and ties. Tho you must admit that he looks so good on it.
He smirks, bitterness over his eyes.
âI still do, but not as often as before.â
âOhh,â you sounded sad because you are. You know how much he loves doing that.
Youâre about to say something else when your phone rang. You fished it from your pocket and when you saw your boyfriendâs caller id, you felt like someone slapped you back to reality. You want to hurt yourself for starting to act crazy once again just after seeing your ex boyfriend.
When you glance back at him, you saw his eyes darted at your phone with a cold expression on his face. You gulped, feeling nervous before you answered it.
âBaby!â the cheerfulness over Jakeâs voice spreads guilt on your chest pretty fast. A tsunami on the shore, coming unexpected.
âH-hey, babe.â you murmured and steal a glance over at Sunghoon.
His expression fell cold as he straighten his back, not leaning anymore so he can slightly match your height. His hands slid inside his pocket as he stared at you intensely. His eyes are piercing right at you, like a cop catching you red-handed. To why he is still standing there and not leaving is slightly a mystery for you.
âHi sweetheart. I called just to remind you about later tonight.â he says, accent coming a little strong.
Now youâre attention had been snatched away from the beautiful man standing right in front of you. With a confused face, you wondered what he is talking about. Trying to remember if you missed any plans he had made for the two of you tonight.
âT-Tonight? Whatâs up tonight?â and you slightly turned away from Sunghoon for some privacy. But you can still feel his heated gaze, burning holes at the back of your head.
âDonât tell me you forgot?â he asks, slightly taunting. You didnât respond and just wait for him to reveal about it.
âWeâre having dinner at your parents tonight, baby.â
You draws in a sigh and hand raised to massage your temple.
âOh, that was today.â
He chuckles, âYes. Donât worry, I got your Momâs favorite flower and your Dadâs wine.â
You bit your lower lip for another perfect boyfriend scenario he just pulled.
âThank you, babe. Iâll see you later, okay?â
âHmm, i love you.â
You stood cold on your feet. The words are at your tongue, you just have to say it but for some reasons, somethingâs stopping you.
âBabe?â Jakeâs voice snapped you back to reality and you cleared your throat then chuckles.
âS-Sorry, spaced out a little. I l-love you too, Jake. See you later.â
He chuckles, âOkay, cutie. Have a nice day.â and then he ended the call.
The silence and heavy atmosphere enveloping you and Sunghoon are undescribable. Youâve never had something like this with him. Even during your biggest fights, its never been like this.
Slowly, you glanced at him and his eyes looked cold. For a brief moment, it seemed like you saw sadness on it but when he saw you looking he switched it right in. His jaw clenches as he stares right at you, like waiting for you to say something to him.
âU-Uhm, nice seeing you again. See y-you around, Sunghoon.â and you turn your heels, ready to leave him when he said something.
âSo it was that easy for you to find someone else, huh? Glad to finally know it.â his words are filled with nothing but slight anger and bitterness.
âExcuse me?â you whipped your head to look at him with furrowed brows.
âYou left me and find someone new. It was easy for you.â
âYou. Made. Me. Leave. You.â each words was emphasize so you can make your point.
âAnd what do you know about what I feel? It was not easy for me!â your tone raised because of how he just made you upset with what he said.
âDoesnât seem like it for me.â
You thought he changed, but clearly he didnât. You are dumb enough to be shaken by him.
âIâm not having this conversation with you right now.â and you turned around, having the firm decision of leaving and getting him out of your sight.
Two steps and he managed to grab your wrist once again. He sighs, heavy sighs.
âO-Okay, Iâm sorry. I didnât mean it that way.â he licked his lips and gently made you face his way.
When he saw through your eyes how he hurt you again with his words, he almost want to hit himself. He already knew what went wrong before. How he fucking messed everything up. How selfish he is. And he doesn't want to repeat the same mistakes once again.
He was always someone whose hard to read. Yes, you are one of the very few people who can understand him right away, who can read through him from time to time and definitely one of the top people who can deal with his shits. Sunghoonâs not really good at showing how he cares to people. He have his own ways of showing them, and he thought that was enough. But he was wrong.
Sunghoon loves you. He loves you so much that he changed a lot ever since you left. He changes his way of thinking and even exerted effort to become someone better for you. It's such a shame that it took him to lose you to realize things.
The thing is no matter how confident he is to a lot of things back then, a part of him was secretly insecure. Insecurities that built up through the journey of having you as his partner. Youâre a wonderful person and he always think that he was very lucky to have you. And so the insecurity and fear of losing you gets the best of him.
Being someone whose not expressive and overthinks a lot isnât a very good combo. Makes him do a lot of stupid things that hurts you so much. He was so regretful of those times and if he can do anything just to go back to fix everything, he will. But he canât go back. Thereâs no such thing as time machine.
What he can do is try. Try to make you feel how sorry he was. Try to make you see a different him, a better version of him. The better version that he strive to be just for you. And try to make you feel how much he loves you.
âIâm really sorry for what I did back then.â he started and licked his lips. He kept sighing heavily to ease his nervous feelings, calming his racing heart.
He had rehearsed the words he wants to tell you once he saw you again, but they all became pointless as his mind went blank just by having you standing in front of him.
âNot just the last night we are together,â he felt his heart break by the mention of it. One of the nights he regretted the most. âbut Iâm sorry for everything. I was so dumb to realize things much faster. I was an idiot for not treating you better.â he licked his lips and stared right to your eyes.
âI love you, y/n. I still do.â the tears pooling your eyes starts to stream down your face.
âThe same type of love I feel for you back then. I love you so much that it hurts. It didnât change at all. It was always you for me.â
Right now, you felt like your heart is being squeezed so hard. These words you wanted to hear from him back then are finally happening. But things are a lot more complicated as it is. Jakeâs face flashes through your mind and you canât take hurting him.
And also because you still feel so hurt he didnât do anything just to make you stay. Why now? Why now when youâre a little okay already?
Your lips trembles as you open them to speak.
âYou know if you only went after me that night, I wouldâve stayed. I would not leave you.â you says in your low voice.
His eyes softens and tighten his grip on you. Your eyes dropped at his hand and it took everything in you to unclasp his hold.
âIâm sorry, Sunghoon. A lot of things changed already, but,â your words halted. âBut I still love you.â were the words you wanted to say.
You shut your eyes and opens them, trying to hide your real feelings for him.
âI do kind of wish you tried to fix it after we ended. I waited for you.â
You saw him broke and it was so much harder for you. To see him like this is your weakness. Youâve always had a soft spot for him and it will always remain like that.
âY/n Iââ he was cut off when the conference roomâs door bursts open.
You quickly wiped off your tears. Thankfully, Sunghoonâs built was enough to cover you from whoever that is.
âI have to go. Good bye.â and without sparing him another glance, you stormed out of the scene. Leaving the place. Leaving Sunghoon and leaving your heart with him.
The encounter with your ex boyfriend just made you disoriented. You spaced out most of the day and youâre thankful that the people in your workplace just thought you are not feeling well. They didnât asked much about it and just gives you space.
When Jake came to pick you up, you felt so much worse. His sweet smiles makes you so guilty. It felt so bad. You feel horrible for still having feelings for your ex when he was there with you. Treating you good like how you wanted.
âJake! My boy!â your Dadâs cheerful voice errupted the whole room as he went to give him a hug.
You watch how he connected with your parents and it made you think about the times with Sunghoon. Theyâve never been like that towards him. Your motherâs a little nicer than your Dad, but she never really tries to know Sunghoon as he is a little intimidating for her. Thatâs what she said.
Your Dad on the other hand just flat out shut his doors for him. After knowing what he does, he straight up dislikes him without even trying to get to know him more.
It made you feel bad for Sunghoon. Just by thinking of how would he react if he saw this scene of your parents warmly welcoming Jake to your home will hurt him like hell. And thatâs what you did to him before. You kept on forcing him into this when you knew it was a low case already. You kept rubbing salt to the open wounds your parents had created to him.
âHoney, you all right?â your Mom took notice of your silence. The two guys looked at your way with concerns in their eyes.
You quickly pulled a small smile for them.
âI just donât feel so well today, Mom.â she coos and cupped your face.
âOh my cupcake. Letâs go eat already, Iâm sure it will be gone once you have your favorite soup.â and she even gave you a hug.
Your Dad caress your arms and asked you two to follow them so you can start eating dinner already. Jakeâs hands settles on the small of your back, eyes looking at you with so much concern.
âYou okay, baby?â
You nodded with a small smile before he guided you towards the dining area. The dinner started and the three of them were the ones talking most of the time. You tries to join and forcedly laugh from time to time while eating so little. Just to avoid suspicion from them.
âIâm really glad you found Jake, y/n! Heâs such a great match for you. Unlike that boy...â the scowl on his face appears for the first time tonight.
Your smile falters and you quickly fell on a foul mood. Your father always hated him. He never saw his efforts.
You lowered your head, doesnât really want to hear more about it.
âHe has a thick face for showing up here in our home multiple times months ago to look for y/n!â he added, sounding so upset about it.
Your hand halted from playing with your food after his words slowly sink into your system. You lift your head and stared at your Dad with furrowed brows.
âSunghoon went here? When?â you asked in a speed of light. Doesnât want them to bury this topic.
Your Mom and Jake was surprised to how you reacted.
âA week after you left his sorry ass. You know I was so pissed at him for coming back over and over again even after I told him you donât want him anymore and that he should just leave you alone. You are better off without him. Maybe he is really just that stupidââ
âWhy didnât you told me this before?â your tone sounded so accusing. The look of betrayal on your eyes burns towards your Father.
âI donât see the need of mentioning that to you. Heâs already out of the picture. I really hate that boy. Heâs bad for you. I never understand why you loved someone like him?â
âYou never really tried to get to know him so how would you understand?â
âPardon?â your Fatherâs expression looked offended by how you said the last sentence.
You stood up abruptly, making a dragging sound from your chair. They all looked at you with confusion on their faces.
âI shouldâve known you can do something like that, Dad. I shouldâve known Sunghoon will come here to look for me despite knowing that he will get nothing but mistreatment. I shouldâve known.â you started marching out from the room and you can hear Jake calling out for you, but you couldnât care more.
All you can think of was how hard must it been for Sunghoon. Now all his words from a while ago hits you differently. The way his eyes flashes sadness and how he looked so broken just made your heart crack into a million pieces.
He maybe a mess, but he is your mess. He is your person, your other half.
âY/n hold on,â your steps halted right when you are at the front porch of your house.
Jake went after you and when you saw how scared his eyes and how he looked so broken, it hurts you. But you knew it will just break him more if you continue being with him when your heart clearly belongs to someone else.
âWhere are you going?â he asks, even if he knew the answer already.
âIâm really sorry Jake. I love you, really.â you licked your lips and tears pooled the corner of your eyes.
âBut I still love him. Itâs still him.â
Youâve never seen Jake like this before. You are so used at seeing him smile that seeing him this broken, hurts you so much.
âAre you serious? No...â he chuckles with no humor, blinking rapidly to push those tears back inside his eyes.
âIâm sorry, Jake. You deserve someone who will love you with all their heart and that person is not me.â and you removed his hand from your arm.
A tear left his eyes, but you turned away. You are being selfish again and choosing what will make you truly happy.
After calling a cab, you told the driver the address of your old apartment you shared with Sunghoon. Hoping that heâs still staying in that place, otherwise you will have to go ask his friends.
On the way to him, you realized a lot of things. You realized his little efforts that kept you going through the relationship. You started seeing how heâs imperfectly perfect for you. That despite his flaws, heâs always been the only one who loves you genuinely. The person who will love you even if you fail. The person who you can show your vulnerable side and still think youâre the most wonderful person.
You went out of the cab and just right in time, the rain poured. It reminded you that same night where you ended things with Sunghoon. Starting to get drenched, you walked towards the apartment building that you used to stay in with him. The same apartment that holds so much memories.
On the other hand, inside the apartment, Sunghoonâs brows were hardly furrowed while he head over his door after hearing a doorbell. He's a little confuse as he expects nobody for tonight.
He opens it and quickly, the annoyed expression over his face was replaced with a surprised one.
âY/n?â he uttered seeing you standing in front of his unit, all drenched.
Your eyes softens at the sight of him. Seeing him in his white plain shirt and black shorts that he always use to wear whenever you two stays inside. You felt so happy seeing him. Your mouth opens to say something but eyes shifted at the back of him.
The relief you felt washes away at the sight of a girl coming out from the comfort room.
âWho is it, oppa?â she asked and you felt so dumb.
You are stoned at your position for a while before starting to step away. You probably looked like a freaking loser being all drenched and crashing to his apartment. Your heart broke again if its possible as it was already broken, then you cleared your throat. Tears streaming nonstop.
âI-Iâm sorry. I shouldâve not come here...â and you stormed off.
You heard him calling out for you, but you didnât stop. Trying to save some dignity left in you. The rain is still pouring hard when you arrived outside but you didnât care. You walked like a lifeless being with no direction to go to. People stared, but you just ignored them. You are hurting so bad and you wished that the rain will wash it away.
âY/n!â a scream halt your step.
His familiar voice echoes inside your mind and you heard rummaging steps approaching you. You wanted to run and save a face, but you didnât. Your heart felt so heavy.
Two shoes came into your view and slowly you lift your head up. Sunghoonâs starting to get drenched by the rain too, but like you he seems to not care. His chest rises up and down, trying to catch his breath after running after you. Heâs wearing a jacket now on top of his white t-shirt which is useless as its slowly getting wet as well.
You looked at him with broken stares.
âWhy are you here?â he asks, hoping that you came here to tell him that you want him back. That you want him as much as he wants you.
Your lips tremble and hot tears brimmed your eyes. It made it a little harder to see his face clearly because of the rain, but you tried hard. Sunghoon notices and stepped closer, head slightly covering your face from the pouring rain as he stares down on you.
âI c-came to tell you that a lot of things already changed,â you started and tried to push away your pride. This time, you wanted to do it right.
âbut my feelings for you remained the same. I love you, Sunghoon. I love you so much that my heart felt like it stopped beating when I left you. I love you so much that I knew I will never be the same again after we broke up. I love you so much that I ended things with Jake just so I can be happy again. Itâs making me lose my mind, making me act insane. And thatâs the way I love you.â
Sunghoon licked his lower lip and the rain was cold, but his heart was warm. God, how he missed feeling this way.
âAnd I know I hurt you before. Iâm sorry. Iâm really sorry for leaving that night and for thinking you didnât try to fix it. Iâm really sorryââ your words were cut off when he smashed his lips on yous.
Your hand reached over his clothes, holding it tightly for support system. His kisses started aggressive, like he wanted to do that for so long. Like heâs been deprived of it. The kiss lasted for a while until he leans away to catch his breath, you followed his lips for a few more pecks then his forehead rests on yours.
He cupped your face, warming it using his warm hands. While staring at his eyes, your loving gaze suddenly changed with a glaring eyes.
âWhat?â
âWhoâs that girl at your apartment?â your question are like an interogation.
He smirks and chuckles. He even tries to kiss you, but you leaned away making him whine a little.
âSheâs my cousin. She stayed overnight at our apartment after going out with her friends. Sheâs about to leave now.â you quickly melt when he addressed the apartment as yours and his.
You pout and calmed down. He chuckles and made your noses touch, staring at your eyes loving.
âI love you.â he says, placing another hot kiss on your lips. Your heart aches, but this time in a good way. You felt like you are finally where you should be. Inside his arms.
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Hi! đđ anon here! thanks so much for the sheep :)))
Iâm typing on my phone rn so I can type much better. Thank you for the advice!!! So hereâs my Argentina thing:
I go to school here (7th grade) and we have breaks betweeen every class!!! 5-15 minute breaks! Itâs illegal to not have them! Itâs amazing!
i get to choose my lunch every day! I choose, I buy, and I can eat almost anywhere! I always eat the same thing (caprese roll) cuz autism and vegetarianism
speaking of which, we can eat in any of the breaks! We decide! Itâs awesome!!!
no dress code! No awful suffocating polo shirts! With the worst fabric made! Just whatever I want to wear! Every day!!!
if I canât do something, Iâm allowed to not do it! I donât have to do gym! I can sit it out! Gym is rlly hard for me bcuz I remember one day in my life when I could run for more than a minute without doubling over gasping at the end. Also, I hate it.
Not school related things now:
everyone uses their hands to talk! So I donât get weird looks for my stimming!!! Itâs incredible!!!!!
this is a ginormous one for me: THEY ARE SO BLUNT HERE. They use body language, which I can read well, and they just say what they mean! Itâs such a relief!!! I can trust them!!! I donât have to try doubly hard to figure out what theyâre saying!!!! ITS SO SO SO AWESOME!!!!
also: a down point is that the greeting is usually a hug. But for some reason, here, hugs are better! They give me tons of warning bcuz I know when theyâre gonna do it so I can prepare! Everyone talks with their body and itâs so much easier to understand!
Back to school real quick, we address the teachers by first names!!! No titles that seem to just distance us from ppl supposed to help us!!!
yeah, there are asshoels, but mainly, people are so nice! But in a genuine way! Not in a stupid social cues way! They are genuinely happy to see you, and if they arenât, you know! No passive aggressive, no sarcasm (I like sarcasm sometimes but it can be annoying), just actual words!!!
wveeyone gets accommodations! The gym thing, are you tired? Or did you break your hand? Whatever! You can sit out! Do you need to doodle in class? Thereâs no, âdo you have a (professionally diagnosed) learning disability? No? Then no.â Just yes! Sure! I love your doodles! Can u draw something for me?
Anyway, that was a lot. Iâm actually fascinated in this and obsessed so thx so much for letting me info dump in your inbox!!!! Hope itâs interesting! Thereâs more, which Iâll add later!
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Hi đđ! That all sounds great! I'm glad you've had such a positive experience there âşď¸ I wish I could have got out of gym, I always found it so difficult and my PE teachers could be pretty mean đ
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Baking with Felix.
PAIRING: lee felix x female!reader
TAGS: fluff, established relationship.
WORD COUNT: 559
warnings: none! Let me know if I missed a warning.
author's note: I was making a strawberry cake and even though I'm usually good at baking, idk what went wrong -- at least it inspired this! I just kept thinking about cooking for Felix and with Felix and I'm... soft. This is just self-indulgent fluff, and it's really short because it's really rushed but I'm in my feelings and I needed to share this thought.
You thought itâd be a nice surprise. Felix was always baking for everyone, ready to greet people with homemade cupcakes, or brownies, or cookies, or pretty much anything. His love language was acts of service, and it showed in the way he always tried to have something delicious ready for his loved ones to eat. So, you figured he deserved to feel this type of love too, and while he was working at the company, you set out to bake his favorite cookies.
It was a great idea and you knew it â problem resided precisely in that: it was a great idea. You clearly didnât factor in your plan the amount of things that could prevent you from achieving your goal of making the perfect cookies: for one, you were awful in the kitchen; and two, you were not familiar with the dormâs kitchen⌠why you thought itâd be a good idea to make the cookies there instead of in the comfort zone that was your own apartment, you didnât know. You figured itâd make it even more special if he was welcomed with the smell of freshly baked cookies as he arrived at his shared apartment.
So, these two factors left you where you were now: looking nervously at the clock and to the mess in front of you, cursing yourself. Minho and Seungmin were going to kill you with their own hands.
How did you get flour everywhere and why was the mix nowhere near what it should look like?
You wanted to scream with frustration, thinking of what to fix first when you heard the door open. You cursed under your breath and heard Jeonginâs voice calling for you, probably wondering why the lights were on.
âY/N?â the maknae said, clearly he was the first one to cross the door and that was why he was the one who noticed your presence. You were glad it wasnât one of the yanderes, at least.
âIn the kitchen!â you called out, hiding your face in your hands after.
âWHY?â Minho sounded equally worried and astounded. You couldnât blame him for that, he had a point there.
Instead of answering, you just let out a whine, hearing Felix chuckle come closer. You put your hands down, looking at him as he entered the kitchen and just blinked, taking in the mess you made.
âWhat are we making?â he asked, as if this was perfectly normal.
The blush that crept to your face was probably louder than your words. âYour favorite cookies.â
âOkay.â he simply stated, a sweet smile on his face as he got closer to you, one hand circling your waist to pull you closer while the other one took a whisk, clearly ready to fix the mix and then help you clean.
God, he was just so perfect.
An hour later, as youâre taking the last batch of cookies out of the oven, Felix kisses your cheek while you finish wiping the counter.
âThank you for the cookies, love.â Felix says, so sincerely you canât help the laugh you let out.
âBut you did everything!â you complain, still laughing.
âBut you tried to make them! thatâs enough, I love the gesture.â he states, kissing your cheek again, so you turn to kiss him properly, heart so full of love you feel like itâs going to burst.
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Hello, how are you doing? :)
Since requesrts are open and your writing is marvelous, I wanted to request an Azula x gn reader oneshot/fic where reader is a childhood friend who grew distant to Azula over time, but is now chosen to be her fiancĂŠ in an arranged marriage.
You don't have to write it, but I still hope you likr the idea!
Have a great day ^^
Hi! I'm doing better at least! Thank you so much⥠It means so much to me to hear you like my writing!
I'd like to apologize for not writing this sooner- was taking a break with long fics- and idk how accurate azula is still- haven't watched fhe show in so long-! Also hope I got Ozai ok? Never wrote anything with him in it before I don't think
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I got carried awayâĄ.. this came out as more of a reconnection type thing? Eh- maybe that's good?
Summary: read askâĄ
Warnings(?): azula being azula, reader freaks out/panics alot, ozai, soft(?) Azula(she's like kinda nice sometimes); slight angst. Misunderstanding(but not really), friends to strangers to lovers(?), both reader AND azula are oblivious on how they really feel,
Azula x G/N reader: arranged
Being azulas friend had its ups and downs
Mostly downs
"Oh, come on, Y/N. Don't such a kid, " Azula grumbled, trying to get you to stay still. She read a trick where if someone still stays, a firebender can hit the target above the person's head without any injury. In a book for children for whatever reason. "I'd never hurt you," which is partly true - Azula wouldn't hurt you on purpose, or she would - you weren't actually sure
But like time- friendships come and go.
As you grew older, you saw how awful of a person Azula was turning out to be. How cruel of a person she truly was - how little care she had for another being - even her own brother. Seeing how she was amused and not concerned for her brother during the Agni Kai- you decided enough was enough.
This 'friendship' was becoming too dangerous too frightening. You were aware you can't just up and end the friendship you decided to distance yourself from her. Feeling confident, she wouldn't notice the change
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You weren't sure if she ever noticed- if by chance she did. She never said or gave the indication she knew. After a couple of months, you stopped coming around to hang out.
You felt bad, but you believed this was for the best.
It's been almost a three full year when you received the letter. One you'd overlook if it weren't for the very specific golden charm closing the envelope showing it was from the royal family. Usually, being given this letter is either an honor or.. something much worse. Swallowing down your nerves, you sat down staring at the envelope for almost an eternity. Opening it carefully, you begain to read.
Everything seemed normal in the letter besides the fact you are to be summoned to the Fire Lord himself for something. Totally normal. Not like your gonna die or anything. Be shipped off to war maybe? You'd 100% are not worried.
Nope.
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Rushing to get ready, you practically jumped in the air in Fright when you heard the knocking on the door. Your nerves were shot, and this whole thing was just making it worse.
You almost hoped to not see her there. But that'd be impossible since she lived there. Opening the door two guards stood infront of you looking at you sternly.
"Are you Y/N?" Nodding your head yes- you didn't trust your voice at the moment. They turned and gestured to follow "come. We will escort you to the Palace"
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You don't remember anything on the way there - it was all a blur - you blame it on your nerves, but it did help distract from the imitating Palace. Until you got there. The two guards stepped out and opened the door for you - following them the huge door to the Palace opened slowly with a creek. You took a deep breath and stepped in- turning you watched as the doors closed, sealing your fate. Locking you in - A sound of someone clearing their throat caught your attention
"This way," following closely, you dared not speak, not trusting your voice - and for the fact your throat was so dry a word couldn't get out when if you wished it.
Being led by two fully armed guards was almost as unnerving as the lack of decorations in the halls leading to the Fire Lords office. It was devoid of anything to show the human side of him - if there was any. The only lights shown were from flames - obviously, one's from the Fire Lord himself probably made. The only sounds you could hear was the sound of your heart beating harshly in your ears and the metal taps of the swords on the guards.
Stopping in front of huge double doors, they turned to you unblinking. "He's inside." Was all they said before they opened the doors for you. Once you stepped in they shut loudly the candles blowing out closest to you leaving you alone in the dark- minus the glow of flamed down the hall. Clenching your hands you took a deep breath and tried to relax-
The closer you got to the flames- the more the urge to run as far as you could got worse- alarm bells ringing in your head at the thought of this all going wrong. Something practically 100% possible. Even on his good days, he would be cruel. Stopping in front of the flame wall blocking you from the full view of the man himself - Fire Lord Ozai. His face covered in the shadows from how he sat, but the flames didn't hide how terrifyingly huge he looked - bowing in respect you were about to great him- before he put his hand up to stop you
"Do you know why I asked you here?"
It took you a moment to gain the courage to respond - surprisingly, he allowed you the moment - as if he thought you actually knew the reason. "No, Fire Lord Ozai. I do not. " A deep hum was all you got in return - fabric moved, glancing up, you gulped.
He stood up.
Walking towards you, the flames moved, almost glinding out of his way like a door - he stood before you. Moving his hand in a gesture, you understood to stand straight up , your eyes cast away in respectfear. Walking around you in a circle.
Like a predator hunting his prey. He stood in front of you again after a moment. "Yes. You are perfect." The odd complaint from him did nothing to ease you - seeing your confusion, he hummed."There's an arrangement. Obviously, your Father never told you." The look you held did nothing to stop him,"the arrangement was. His firstborn was to marry my firstborn." The words he spoke caused a mixed sense of emotions in you- confusion, anxiousness. And fear from what was your next thought.
His firstborn was banished.
"But. Giving the events that unfolded with my firstborn. The agreement changed a bit. You will marry my second born."
Clicks of footsteps echoed behind you. You didn't dare look behind you.
"You are to marry my daughter- Azula. Whom I was made aware you were friends of sorts." Turning away, he walked back to his throne. "You will be Wed in two months."
Behind you, someone cleared their throat, turning around, and froze. Azula stood arms crossed, staring at you - almost glaring from how narrowed her eyes were. The same smug smirk from years ago is still present. She almost didn't seem to change much but all the more terrifying. Even if deep down you were happy to see her
"Well. Hello Y/N, " she spoke, voice coming out in a condescending purr. "It seems like we have some catching up to do." Turning, she gestured you to follow her
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You followed Azula to her room. You've been in it once before, but that was years ago. Before you felt comfortable - now you felt uneasy - tense about the whole thing. Standing far away from the bed but close enough, you looked around the room - it looks the same as it did, but with some added things such as plants and a new dresser replacing the old silver one she used to own.
Azula sat on her bed, pulling some books out to go through every once in a while, looking up at you - face unreadable. Shows how much has changed before you could tell what she was thinking even if she wouldn't show it - now it's like she's a new person - and in a way, she is.
"What's the matter with you?" Azula asked(more like demanded), looking over at her- Azula seemingly growing frustrated at the books in her hands- what about you weren't sure. Turning towards you with eyebrow raised an annoyed look on her face. You haven't answered her yet
"Oh- uh, nothing. Why?" Humming she placed the book down on her lap- gesturing towards the bed. Getting the message you sat down on the edge. She sat silent for a moment before sighing.
"Look." She started after a while. She took a second to think her response through - it was an odd sight. Azula glanced at you- raising an eyebrow at the unnerved state you were in. Standing up, she walked to her counter. "I get it. The situation we're in is weird. " Pulling some object out, she turned to face you. Handing it to you. It looked like a squishy turtle duck
Seeing the confusion on your face when you took it, she sighed, facing away from you once the look of realization hit you. "You always needed something to hold to calm down when you got like this." She spoke, sitting down beside you. Turning it around the squish toy was the same one you were given- and forgot about years ago. When you and Azula were close. The same accidental burn mark on the shell of the toy. You still remember how she gave it too you
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Sitting on the bench, you held your hurt, burning hand crying. Clutching them close - you knew you shouldn't have let Azula talk you into doing such a trick.
A dangerous trick - yet she did. And here you sat hurt.
And alone.
Hurried footsteps came from behind you - you knew those footsteps. Sitting upright, you used your uninjured hand to whip the tears away harshly. You didn't want to give Azula another reason to tease you.
"There you are" she spoke. Sitting next to you she held something behind her. Face slightly flushed from either embarrassment or what you didn't know- nor gave it much thought once a toy was shoved in your face "here- I. I heard from the towns people that a thing called a 'squishy' helps calm people down. Brings comfort or whatever. So take it. It's yours" Holding it in your hand you smiled tearfully. Azula looked like she practically softened before she turned to your hand- huffing she gestured for it
"we need to clean this."
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The memory brought a happy smile to your face. Looking up, you saw the quick look of relief on Azulas face before it hardened. "..you kept it?" A shrug was all you got in response for a moment
"Of course I did." Azula mumbled before clearing her throat, brushing you off without a word. Turning away from you - Azula was silent as you messed with the squishy in your hand. Turning towards you, she opened her mouth before shutting it. This caused to pause - Azula never hesitates, nor does she stop until she gets what she wants. Somethings wrong
Before you could ask, a knock came at the door. After giving permission, a maid came in bowing, "My lady, your training room is ready for you." A wave of her hand and the maid ran off hurriedly down the hall.
"You're coming with me." Azula spoke standing. She walked to the door, glancing back at you - an eyebrow arched. Obviously she was waiting for you to follow. Trying to swallow your nerves you jumped up putting the squish on the bed before turning to follow Azula.
The walk was quiet
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Entering the training room a couple test dummies stood around the room. Arms stretched out like you used to see from the target practice dummies you'd come acrossed before.
"Sit there- I'll be back" Azula pointed towards some benches a bit far off- you sighed- it's better to just let her do what she says half the time anyways.
After you sat on the bench, Azula moved to the changing room. Her mind jumbled. Scattered around, and she couldn't think of a good reason as to why. Pacing back and forth, she clenched her jaw angrily
Azula was panicking on the inside - ever since she found out it was you, she was to marry. Even worse when she saw you. Would she be a horrible wife? Be like her father and treat her spouse horribly to the point of another abandonment? No. She won't be like him. Azula refuses to treat the one she's bound to in such a way - even Azula isn't that cruel of a person. She's not soft - she's not kind either. She knows the reason why you left her even if you didn't say.
It was her fault
Learning the first choice of who you were originally gonna be married to didn't help her feel good at all. Did you know you were gonna marry her brother? That you left cause of that? The selfish, selfish side of Azula prayed that was the real reason you left. She knows it's not, but it's just easier to think
She wants to prove that she's the best choice - the only choice. Of course, the arranged part of the marriage didn't make her feel happy made her feel horrible. If you were to marry her, she'd want it to be of your free will - not be forced.
Azula stopped pacing. What? Why is that the thing she's focused on. Blinking she crossed her arms. Of course the thought of someone being forced to marry her set an uneasy feeling inside her, but. The thought of marrying you wasn't bad at all-
Why is that? It makes no sense why Azula was and still is hung up on a loss of a friend. The loss of you since the beginning was horrible. It made her sick- she'd admit it only to herself now that she missed you- but.. why does she feel relief from the thought of marrying you? Was it cause she knew you?
Shaking her head she quickly got dressed
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Fiddling with your thumbs, you glanced around the room - thankfully, in a more relaxed mood. Your heart no longer felt like leaping out of your chest. The whole area was spotless- which wasn't a surpise given how certain people would react to a messy training hall. You shuddered at the memory.
Looking over when the door opened, your face flushed a bit. Azula was already looking your way when she came out. Without a word, she stepped up and moved the dummies a bit before she begins she started to stretch. Standing straight she smirked back at you.
"Keep those eyes on me," she begain her training. Hitting the dummies far back with a punch in the air- blue flames came out in a flicker illuminating her air and passing some of the training dummies closest- but surprisingly never touching them. Only hitting her target
It wasn't much of a surpise on how good of a fighter Azula was- but you can't help but you can't help but still be surprised at how well she can control her flames. You've seen fire benders fight and train before, this wasn't the first- but it was the first seeing just how different she was to the others. If anyone else tried this. Tried to hit the target from the farthest to the front. 100% the flames passing the others would be hit and burned, but for Azula- it was like it never touched.
The more she hit and kicked, the more in awe you were in watching. If anything, it looked like a dance you'd see from how fluent and confident Azula moved to attack.
As quick as she began, the training ended. Azula walked towards you, and she didn't even break a sweat- even her hair was kept in place even though she was hitting and kicking. Standing infront of you she crossed her arms almost smirking. "Well?" She spoke with an eyebrow raised
"You were perfect! How did you even do that?"
"I'm a natural. No trouble at all" Azula spoke smugly- she wasn't gonna tell you how long it took for her to get the attack right when she was younger. Everything needs to be perfect. Azula hummed, interrupting your praise for a moment. "..We added more flowers to the garden. I'll show you" she spoke almost oddly. The praise you gave her felt weird- but it filled her ego. Of course it was perfect.
This was Azula
Nothing less than perfect no matter what.
She turned to leave to redress ignoring your call.
"We'll go once I come back"
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The garden wasn't totally different from how it was since the last time you saw it. The tree in the middle has grown much older but still hanging strong - a knew bench was placed near it, giving the tree and pond underneath. The sun hitting perfectly in-between the leafs and from the rocks below made it have almost a glow to it.
Looking around, the bushes nearby were cut in the specific square way the Fire Lord himself seemed to prefer rather than the rounded ones. Stopping once you heard quaking noises. A smile came over your face, walking to the center pond. You knelt down, looking at the turtle ducks
"Here. You can feed them if you'd like" Azula spoke, holding a small bag of bread out. Thanking her you took it and started to break them up. Azula watched her eyes softening at the sight.
Azula couldn't put her finger on what was wrong with her. Was it her nerves? Why does this scene in front of her make her feel off? The way you're kneeling in front of the turtle ducks the way you gently fed them. The way the lowering sub hits your face. Blinking, she scowled, looking away from you. Looking out to the pond on the other side
"Do you want to feed one, Azula?" Not getting a response, you looked over, frowning at what you saw.
Azula looked almost troubled by something. "Azula?" Calling out to her gave no help. It was like she was here but not here at the moment. Calling out to her again in a softer tone to not startle her- she blinked at you slowly before registering where she was. Standing up, you watched her closely
"Azula. Are you ok?"
Azula just nodded slowly. A moment passes before she bits her tongue. A question on the tip of her tongue. She doesn't want to ask. But she has to. She needs to if she really wants to not be like her father. Not in this way at least
"Are we still friends?" Azula asked before she could stop. "Like I know this is an arrangement but. Are we?"
You didn't responded right away. Just stood there thinking. The way she looked at you- you couldn't tell what she was thinking. It was like looking at a new person. Slowly nodding your head "yes we are." You bit your lip in thought "can we have a do over? From how things ended-" it was a selfish thing to ask. To pretend you didn't just disappear from her life.
Azula nodded her head
"Then.. we can start over?" You said, looking away from Azula for a moment - turning back to look at her - her gaze was on the pond in front of you both.
"Don't see why not. We're not getting married for a couple of months, so we have time"
#azula x reader#avatar x reader#azula#atla x reader#azula kept the squish toy totally not cause it reminded her of you and she missed you alot#and she totally didnt keep it in good condition cause she hopped youd comw backâĄ#idk i kinda added the panic/squish thinf cause i was panicky earlier and wished i had something like thatâĄ#so um⥠hope you dont mind#this is more of a rebuilding of a relationship and more type thing#like- idk??
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Someone Who Treats You Right
âyou deserve someone who would treat you right.â
âwho might that be?â
â⌠how about me?â
The streetlights flickered softly as you made your way home, the evening air thick with tension. Frustration bubbled inside you after yet another awful date. He was charming at first, but that charm faded faster than the sunset, revealing a guy who was more interested in showing off than treating you like a person. You had walked away feeling deflated and defeated, wondering why you kept putting yourself through this.
You let yourself into your apartment, the familiar smell of pizza and cologne greeting you as you stepped inside. Trevor was sprawled out on the couch, controller in hand, completely absorbed in his video game. The room was dim, illuminated only by the flickering screen.
âHey, youâre back early!â he called without glancing up. âI thought you were gonna be out all night.â
You let out a humorless laugh. âYeah, well, that didnât happen.â
He paused the game and finally turned to look at you, his brow furrowing with concern as he took in your expression. âWhat happened?â
You sighed and dropped your bag on the floor, plopping down onto the couch next to him. âJust the usual. He was a total jerk,â you replied, trying to keep your voice steady, but the frustration crept in. âI swear, I keep picking the same type of guy. I donât get it.â
Trevorâs expression darkened as he shifted closer to you. âYou deserve someone who would treat you right.â
You looked at him, a mixture of disbelief and longing swirling in your chest. âWho might that be?â
He hesitated, his gaze locking onto yours. You could see the wheels turning in his head, as if he was weighing his words carefully. ââŚHow about me?â
Your heart skipped a beat, and for a moment, you thought you misheard him. âWhat?â you asked, voice barely above a whisper. âTrevor, weâve been friends forever.â
âExactly!â he exclaimed, his frustration bubbling over. âIâve watched you date guy after guy who doesnât treat you the way you deserve. It drives me crazy. Youâre amazing, and you just keep giving your time to these losers. I canât sit back and watch you get hurt anymore.â
His words hung in the air, both a confession and a plea. You felt your heart race as you processed what he was saying. The truth was, youâd been in love with Trevor for a long time. But the fear of ruining your friendship had always kept you from saying anything. âTrevor, I⌠I donât want to ruin what we have,â you said, the words tumbling out in a rush.
He ran a hand through his hair, a frustrated sigh escaping his lips. âWhat we have is a great friendship, but I canât keep pretending thatâs all I want. I want you, and Iâve wanted you for a long time. I just didnât know how to say it without sounding like a total idiot.â
You could see the vulnerability in his eyes, and it made your heart ache. âBut what if we try dating and it doesnât work out?â you asked, anxiety creeping in. âI canât lose you, Trevor.â
He leaned in closer, his eyes steady and sincere. âYou wonât lose me. I promise. Iâll always be here for you, no matter what. But I canât keep watching you date other people and pretend it doesnât hurt. I want to be the one who treats you right.â
The weight of his words settled around you, and you felt a flicker of hope spark within. âTrevor, Iâve been in love with you for so long. I was just scared to say anything.â
A smile broke across his face, lighting up the room and dispelling some of the tension. âYou have no idea how happy that makes me.â He took a deep breath, his voice lowering as he continued, âSo, what do you say? Letâs give this a shot.â
You looked into his eyes, and the warmth of his gaze reassured you. âOkay. Letâs try.â
âGood,â he said, a teasing grin forming. âNow, letâs go celebrate. How about some pizza and a movie? My treatâbecause I plan to treat you right.â
You laughed, the weight on your chest lifting as you playfully nudged him. âYou better not mess it up, Zegras.â
âTrust me,â he replied, standing up and offering you his hand. âI wonât. Just you wait.â
As you took his hand and stood up, excitement danced in your stomach. Maybe this was the beginning of something beautiful, something that had been waiting in the wings all along.
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Because you just reblogged those angst prompts and I love angst too, Iâd love to read a combination of âplease just hold meâ, âyou look awfulâ and maybe âis there anything I can do to help?â Between Wilhemina x Reader with the reader comforting wilhemina please?
Wilhemina Venable x Reader - Holding on for dear life
A/N: thank you for requesting thisđ I struggled a little because as a reader I could never tell her she looks awful plus I struggled at first to see Mina ask for this. But in this scenario I can totally see it. I hope you enjoy and thank you for your support @stepintomyworld
tw: mention of scoliosis, cursing, angst, fluff
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The sound of your alarm pierces through the dimly lit bedroom, you stir from your slumber, reaching out instinctively for the warmth of your lover beside you, only to find the bed empty. Faintly you remember how she had left the house at 5am this morning, heading to work like she usually does before pressing a soft kiss to your forehead and smiling at your sleeping state.
As you walk into the living room, you immediately notice the half-empty bottle of medication, sitting on the coffee table, its presence sending a wave of concern through your veins. Your heart skips a little as you realise that Mina had forgotten to take her medication to work.
Panic bubbles up inside you as you think about the fact that your redhead girlfriend had been quite irritated lately, snapping at things quicker than she usually would and overall seeming more exhausted. As you inspect the bottles closer, you notice that the medication bottle had the wrong doses printed on it. Confused, you make your way over to the bathroom and take a look at Wilhemina's medication cabinet.
Unusual emptiness finds you as it was usually stocked up with different medications for her back, one to help with sleep, some to help with pain. You notice how her usual medication all have the wrong and weaker doses printed on it. Confused, you try putting the pieces together before deciding to take matters into your own hands. Walking over to her office, you make your way around her desk, carefully opening her calendar. It feels wrong to be snooping around in her things but you know the redhead could be stubborn about this and not accepting any help.
As you skip through the last few weeks, you notice her usual scheduled doctors appointment wasn't listed for another week. She must have missed the last one due to an important work meeting, scheduled in the calendar that week. Thinking about it for a second, you aren't sure whether to just ask her about it and offer your help or just sort it out for her, not wanting to invade her privacy but also wanting to take some of the pressure and what you assume to be great pain at this point off.
A little while later, you had decided to help out in fact and are on your way to the pharmacy, picking up her usual prescription. After calling the Dr's you found out that in fact she didn't make her last appointment and therefore only had some of her older and weaker medication left. The receptionist was very hesitant but knowing your name by now, she helped out, considering she knew you from accompanying Mina to her appointments in the past.
It takes about half an hour until you make your way to Kinero Robotics, walking through the familiar hallways until you finally make it to her office. As you stand by the glass door, you can see a glimpse of your girlfriend, sitting at her desk. Typing away on her lilac laptop, you take in her features. Her cane resting against the desk beside her, her hair in a sharp ponytail, her outfit plastered with lilac as per usual.
As you take in her features a little closer, you notice the bags under her eyes, her tight posture and the way her jaw was in a straight line. You could tell she was in pain and uncomfortable and hoping with your gesture you could lift some of the weights off her tired shoulders. Knocking gently, her head instantly lifts, getting ready to throw shooting arrows with her gaze but her features quickly soften as she sees you standing there.
,,Little one?'' she asks, confusion etched on her tired features. Her right hand reaches for her cane but you quickly shake your head, walking over to her instead, before pressing a gentle kiss on her cheek. ,,What are you doing here?'' she asks confused, noticing the little bag in your hand.
,,Mina-'' you start, not sure what to say as you know she may be upset at you for what you are about to say and give to her. Her eyes press shut as another wave of pain ripples through her. Sighing heavily she turns her gaze to you again, the pain reflecting in her brown orbs. ,,You look awful my love'' you whisper, tilting your head with concern.
,,Thank you for that statement, it's nice to see you too'' she snaps a little as she didn't like the belittlement or pitty.
,,I have these for you'' you simply mutter out, handing her the bag before she opens it only to find her medication, the right dosage inside them. Her features are overtaken by confusion and you aren't sure if you can sense a hint of anger in them also. To deescalate the situation, you reach for her lilac Stanley cup that you purchased for her a while ago, noticing how it was almost empty, quickly walking away to fill it up for her.
As you return she sighs and averts your gaze, taking the medication without saying a word. Your girlfriend was a lot of things but not stupid, she knew what you did in order to fit the pieces together and as much as she disapproved of you probably having been through her schedule and great lengths to get these, right now she appreciates it, knowing this should help soothe the pain, at least a little soon.
,,Is there anything I can do to help Mina?'' you ask carefully as her brown eyes meet yours. You aren't sure how she felt at the moment, knowing that her walls are up high either way but you didn't want to leave without having at least done your best to provide her with the same love and care she shows you on a daily basis.
,,No- I think you have done enough'' she replies. The room fills with silence and from her tone and blank face you couldn't tell whether she was upset or grateful. Figuring you did indeed disturb her at work, you give her a weak smile before saying goodbye and exiting her office.
After you leave Wilhemina feels a wave of overwhelming emotions wash over her. She hated this, she had always hated her back, the way it disabled her to do the most normal things in life. The way the pain, not only physically, held her in its grasps, sometimes freezing her. She hated being perceived as weak or not as able as other people, mostly the reason why she appeared so harsh and tough on the outside.
With you it was different though, she never had anyone truly care about her, truly wanting to help ease the pain and not perceiving her as weak or different, as you had often reminded her. Somehow you made all of her insecurities disappear whenever she was with you and she loved and adored you for it. You wouldn't usually fuss either, which she truly appreciated and somehow she is facing a battle of anger over your fuss but deep gratitude that you went through the lengths of getting the mediation, which she couldn't make the time for due to her career and on top of it, coming all the way to her office to bring it to her.
She rubs her temples, slowly feeling the effect of the pain medication soothing her painful and tired muscles. ,,Fuck'' she curses internally for having driven you away like this. As she takes a look at the time and her desk, seeing the amount of work she still had for the day, she quickly resumed with it, hoping if she gets through it all sooner rather than later, she could make some more time for you tonight, hopefully being able to leave the office sooner.
As hours passed, the weight and pain of the last few days presses down on Wilhemina's shoulders, each moment ticking by with agonising slowness. Despite the medication easing the worst of her pain, she couldn't shake the lingering exhaustion that seemed to have clinged to her like a shadow at this point. As she works tirelessly at her desk, her mind keeps wandering back to the imagine of you standing in her office, your concern etched into every line of your face. The guilt gnawed at her insides as she replayed the exchange in her mind, wondering if she had pushed you away too harshly.
The truth is, she was grateful for your help more than she could ever express. But admitting that meant acknowledging her own vulnerability, something she had spent a lifetimes trying to conceal. And as much as she hated to admit it, your presence had stirred something inside her - a longing for connection that she had long buried beneath layers of steel and ice. As the day draws to a close and the office begins to even out, the redhead finds herself torn between a battle of desire to reach out to you, apologise for her harsh words and to thank you for your unwavering support.
With a heavy sigh, she closes her laptop, having finished up her things for the day, gathering her things as she made her mind up. She couldn't let the day end without making things right with you and showing you just how much you mean to her. As she makes her way home, her thoughts are consumed by visions of you, your gentle smile, the warmth of your embrace, the way your presence soothed her tired and troubled soul.
Meanwhile you spent the day tending to various tasks around the house, partly trying to distract yourself and also your thoughts consumed by her. The sight of her forgotten medication had sparked a sense of urgency in you, driving you to take action to ensure her wellbeing. You made sure that Wilhemina could come home to a clean and comfortable home. Making sure the bedding was changed, washing all done and the apartment looking neat and tidy. You prepared a bath for her, her favourite lavender bath salts sitting on the edge of the bathtub. After, you cooked some dinner, even though uncertainty consumed you when she was coming home and what she would be like tonight.
Wilhemina pushes the door to your apartment open a while later, her heart pounding with doubt and fear. She searches the home for you in the familiar surroundings. Noticing how everything was much cleaner than when she left this morning. She finds a cooked meal waiting for her in the kitchen, a bath waiting for her in the bathroom and the bed changed into some comfortable covers. However she couldn't find you.
When she finally founds you, her heart aches a little at the sight. Sitting in the armchair in a corner of the living room, bathed in the soft glow of the lamplight, her heart swells with a mixture with relief and longing. Relief that you didn't run, didn't leave and stayed.
,,Little one'' she murmurs, her voice filled with emotions as she crosses the room to where you are sat, her cane tapping against the floor. You lift your gaze from your book, giving her a soft and gentle smile. ,,Hi Mina'' you greet her, taking in her features and noticing how her expression and posture seem less tense, meaning the medication must have helped her at least a little.
,,Why is the table only set for one?'' she asks, her brow furrowing in curiosity. You meet her gaze gently explaining ,,I wanted to give you some space to unwind, to have some time for yourself after a long day''.
The redheads heart swells with emotion at your considerate words, a lump forming in her throat as she realises how much you care about her wellbeing. At the same time knowing, usually you would set the table for two and eat with her. She worries, that she had hurt you, drove you away before after the exchange in her office. Despite the reassurance from you and the bad feeling about today, her sense of stubbornness nags at her thoughts. She accepts your explanation with a simple ,,Fine'' before leaving with a tight smile.
As she makes her way to the bathroom, her steps slow and deliberate she seeks solace in the soothing embrace of a warm bath. The tension in her muscles begins to melt away as she sinks into the steaming water, the cares of the day slipping from her mind with each passing moment. After staying in the comfort of the bath for what felt like an eternity, she emerges from the bath. Wrapping herself in a towel and getting changed, turned out to be a challenge again, sending little shooting pains through her back. She knows she could easily ask you for help but again Wilhemina was still far too stubborn for that.
As she makes her way to the kitchen a little while later in anticipation of the meal, she sits down at the table. However she couldn't help but feel a pang of loneliness at the sight of the empty chair across from her. But even as she took each bite of the delicious meal you had prepared, she knows that solitude was necessary, a chance to reflect the events of the day and come to terms with her own feelings. She couldn't keep being stubborn, the fear of pushing you away further far too big a risk.
As she finishes her meal and making her way back to the living room, she finds you in the exact spot, lost in the pages of a book. Wilhemina settles beside you on the couch, finding a comfortable position for her to sit in. A sense of calm washes over her, at the thought you are there beside her. You look up from your book, giving her a gentle smile, before you put the book down altogether.
,,Was dinner okay?'' you ask quietly, trying to make conversation.
,,It was perfect, thank you little one'' she speaks softly and you sense the tension almost gone from her features and voice at this point.
She takes a deep breath before turning to you, her gaze soft but determined. ,,I need to talk to you about today, little one'' she admits, her voice steady despite the turmoil swirling inside her. You nod in return, your eyes meeting hers. ,,Of course Mina'' you reply, your voice gentle and reassuring.
And with your hand clasped in hers, Wilhemina slowly begins to open up, her words tumbling forth in a rush as she pours out her frustrations and regret. She admits she couldn't make time for the doctors appointment and therefor couldn't get a new prescription. She explains the only option being her old and weaker medication. Wilhemina very briefly touches the subject of her fear of appearing weak or vulnerable, her stubborn pride often getting in the way of accepting help or support.
But she quickly changes the subject to her love for you, the anchor that always held her steady. ,,I'm so grateful for you, little one, for all that you do''. Her smile is gentle as she pulls you into her embrace, holding you there for a while.
As the evening carries on, eventually the both of you go to bed and as much as Wilhemina appreciates the soft sheets, and your support to put her in a comfortable position, another wave of pain appears. Wilhemina's scoliosis often brought on bursts of excruciating pain, despite the right medications. The pain wasn't just in her back, it radiated down her legs, sending sharp jolts of agony with each movement. Especially after a long day at work, once she gets to rest it feels like a vice grip squeezing her spine and every attempt to shift position only seems to increase the torment.
As she lays there you can tell her features changing again and your heart breaks at the sight knowing how much pain she was in. ,,Mina?'' you ask gently as her gaze meets yours the pain is very visible in her brown orbs. ,,Can I get you your medication?'' you ask softly. She simply nods, despite her strength and resilience usually, she also had her breaking points. Tonight she had reached it, after not having been on the right medication for weeks, having been agitated all day. The pain wins, forcing her to surrender to its merciless grip.
As you return she thanks you silently and invites you to lay down beside her. The room remains quiet for a while and as you take in her features you notice the usual stoic facade crumbling under the weight of the relentless pain. ,,It feels like shooting pain down my legs'' she murmurs, her voice laced with discomfort. ,,It feels like I can barely move them after today''. Despite her agony there is a hint of frustration in her tone, a silent acknowledgment of her own vulnerability. It was rare to see the usual strong woman in such a state, but even the fiercest of warriors had their moments of weakness.
Your heart breaks at the sight, wishing you could take her pain away. You would do it over and over again, taking all of her pain if it would mean some kind of relief to her. Tears swell in your eyes as you feel helpless and at the same time knowing if she was so open and honest it must be so bad that not even words could describe it. You simply reach for her hand, holding it gently as you listen to her talk.
,,I hate seeing you like this Mina, I'm so sorry'' you say, barely above a whisper.
,,How do you think I feel? I have to actually live with-'' she quickly stops herself as she feels your hand hold onto hers a little tighter. A silent reminder that it was just you two and the rest of the world didn't need to know she was letting her guard and usual high walls down. ,,I'm sorry'' she mumbles, growing frustrated at herself.
,,What can I do Mina?'' you ask softly as you meet her gaze yet again. Her eyes soften, so grateful already for all the things you had done for her today and continue to do.
,,No I don't think so- just'' she starts but quickly stops herself. You sit up beside her, giving her a soft reassuring smile.
,,Can you-'' she starts but stops herself again as she shakes her head slowly. You can tell she's suddenly shy which didn't usually happen.
,,Can you- please just hold me'' she suddenly whispers. The words take a second for your brain to register them as this was not something you expected from Wilhemina and it usually being the other way around. Your features crumble and you have to stop the lump in your throat from bringing any tears to your eyes.
Moving up a little, leaning against the frame of the bed, you open your arms and she nudges slightly as she feels the safety of your arms wrap around her. As Wilhemina rests her head on your chest, listening to your heartbeat and surprised that this wasn't making her back worse, some tears roll down her cheeks.
However you are quick to catch each one reassuring her ,,I've got you Mina, it's okay''. And with every word she believes you. The tears eventually turn into her crying in your arms and despite the scene in front of you breaking you in any way it could, seeing her in so much agony and pain, you also feel some kind of relief. Knowing that every now and then it was healthy for her to show this kind of emotion and let go of her usual stern and hiding nature.
Wilhemina feels a weight lifting from her as she listened to the gentle words escaping your lips and gentle beats of your heart against your chest, where her head still rested. In that moment as you held her in the quiet comfort of your bedroom, surrounded by the warmth of your love, Wilhemina knew that with you by her side she could face any challenge that would come knocking and she knew they wouldn't ever stop. At the same time you knew that you had done something right, knowing Wilhemina wouldn't ever portray her emotions like this easily. And as the redhead holds on for dear life, you both find comfort in the arms of each other, knowing you can face any storms that came her way.
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Ok here it is, a thing I always liked to think in Garden Centre AU.
I cut off some of the describings and big moments because I go too far once I start. Also its shitty because I wrote it at around 3 am here you were warned.
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*Charlie and Vaggie had finally gotten to the big Garden Center everyone told them to go for the garden Charlie wanted for the hotel, and now one was looking at the greenhouse-like shop with complete awe in her eyes while the other was suspicious as usual.*
Charlie: It looks like a plant itselfâŚ
Vaggie: Yeah.
She didnât know what she should get from a type of sinner who would put this much effort on his business in Hell. Closest came the Vees but their building was just full of neons so that people would be attracted like flies, not like a forest that seemed like it could swallow you if you wandered in too far.Â
Charlie: Come on, isnât it beautiful?Â
But even she couldnât deny that..
Vaggie: Yeah, it is. Kind of.
Charlie took her hand: Come on!Â
*They went inside and was baffled by how it was even bigger and wilder on the inside, an employee approached them as they were just standing there unable to shift their gaze away*
Polly: Could I help you, miss?
Charlie: Oh! Yes, please.
Vaggie: We were wondering if we could meet Mr Kadmon for our special request. We had talked about meeting some time today.
Polly: Ohh..
She stiffened a little but it went unrecognized by both the sapphics.Â
There were they.
Polly: Charlotte Morningstar and Vaggie no last name?
Vaggie: Yes.Â
Charlie: Is he available??Â
Polly: Let me⌠Ask.
*She left quickly through a âStaff Onlyâ door, and Charlie and Vaggie had to wait for about 15 minutes until she came back.*Â
Polly: Yes he is, follow me misses
*They went deeper into the building with the lady, and even though they were going to more office like parts there were still a ton of plants in pots and vines on the walls*Â
Polly: Here it is!Â
Charlie: Thank you! She led both Vaggie and herself to the door only to be stopped by the employee*
Vaggie: What now?
Polly: Iâm sorry, but he accepts one guest at one time.
Charlie: Oh.. Why??
Vaggie: Yeah, why?
Polly: After an accident, please, he expects respect for that.
Charlie: Of course we have that!
Vaggie: Mhm..Â
Charlie: You or me then?
Vaggie: Maybe I can try this time. This is a businessman in Hell after all, so you need to be more firm than nice.
Charlie: I can be thatâŚ
Vaggie: Babe..
Charlie: Okay, okay. You go.
*She left with Polly offering her to show her the rest of the shop*
*Vaggie opened the door, and was greeted by a dark room, there were almost no furniture, she couldnât even see where it ended or where the certain demon was.*
Vaggie, stepping inside: Uh, hello? Is there-
*She heard the sharp exhale of a cigarette and saw the smoke come off from not so far immediately, then she saw three glowing orange-red eyes at the end.*Â
She didnât trust this guy already.Â
Just what they needed, another one of those edgelords who thought they were mysterious, great.
Vaggie: Ahem-
Suddenly the lights came on with the sound of a little button press, and now it was kind of overwhelming instead. She had to narrow her eyes and bring her hand to her face to get used to it.
Vaggie: .. Thanks.
She eyed the room, and shit was it full of vines again. Seriously, did this guy have anything else than fucking plants? Â
*Then she finally got to take a proper look at the certain overlord, he had two lamb ears and two huge horns coming from his head, followed by expected orange and red eyes although not glowing and two fangs sticking out of his mouth. He had two black wings sprouting from his back and as she could see he had blackened claws as hands too. He was looking at her unimpressed as heck*
Vaggie: Oh. There you ar-
Adam: Be fucking careful where you step, youâre on Macy right now. -
Should I write part 2 idk.
YES YOU SHOULD WRITE PART 2 !! AHHH THANK-YOU I LOVE THIS!!! Mind if I-
Vaggies eyes went wide, even though this sinner overlord looked different she knew that fucking voice anywhere.
Vaggie: Adam!?!
Adam grinned as he took another haul off of his cigarette and blew out the smoke.
Adam: Vagina. Have a seat.
Vaggie: You're the owner!? I thought you were dead!
Adam: Yeah well, obviously not.
She took one step towards him and a small squeak could be heard, Vaggie looked down to see that she had stepped on a plant.
Adam glared at her: Get your foot off my Macy bitch!
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