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you know another thing that makes star wars rebels peak media is the fact that there are a lot of questions that could be raised but you just. don't because they're already answered in the excellent character and circumstance establishment
#like one of the things i idly pondered during this rewatch is#'in the world of near-perfect synthetic replacements for missing body parts why didn't kanen just. get new eyes'#like especially bc (at least from my EXTREMELY limited understanding of how the human body works#the damage wouldn't have penetrated the deeper more important parts of the eyes and brain#and also bc i am 99% sure we've seen other characters with cybernetic eyes#BUT then my immediate next thought was 'well duh just trying to FIND those kinds of prosthetics while wanted across the galaxy is#not gonna be a doable thing'#and also by the time they would be able to get some i believe kanen would refuse them#anyway#star wars#my thoughts
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heads up: panic attack. vent for writer.
jisung knows how to take care of you now. he shuts your laptop, setting it aside as he quickly books it to the fridge and back to push a cold water bottle into your hands. you're getting overwhelmed, rambling up a storm about an assignment you did that now looks like you copied someone else who had the same idea. he tells you that it happens, that its normal, and to just email your professor about it... but he knows you. he knows himself. sometimes little things feel too big to handle, and they blow up like this. he holds his hands over your own, thumbs tracing alongside the inside of your wrists.
"it's okay," he says, keeping his voice as calm as he can. "it's gonna be okay. it's early enough. you haven't done any work yet. if she wants you to change it, it'll be okay. you're going to be fine."
you sniffle, tears streaming down your cheeks as you struggle to breathe as your chest grows tighter. you're babbling all over again: what if what if what if she gets mad at you what if she hasn't graded your assignment because she reached out to your advisors who's on vacation what if you're in the process of getting in major trouble for a misunderstanding and you just don't know it yet?
he kisses your forehead, gentle as can be, and his hands slide up to your biceps. "honey. i promise, it's going to be okay."
the water bottle slips from your hands, hitting the floor and rolling away as you move in to hold him. you squeeze your eyes shut, breathing growing more rapid as you try to hide. from what, you don't even know, but you bury your face in his chest and grab fistfuls of the back of his shirt. he embraces you, tracing circles on your back as you sob.
"it's okay," he says again. "just get it out..."
and you do. you sob into his shirt, losing yourself for a minute. two, five. you lose track. but you pull away, breathing a little more even, face stained with tears. and you meet his eyes after a moment, sniffling still.
"'m sorry..." you wipe at your face with your sleeve. "'m overreacting again--"
"it's okay," he cups your cheeks. "i'd panic, too. would i be overreacting?"
he knows the answer is yes. but he knows you'll say no, just because neither of you downplay each other's feelings in the moment even if you do sometimes laugh over the stupid things later on. he kisses your forehead again, wiping away some of your tears with his thumbs. he reaches down, scooping up the water bottle and offering it to you again. without a word, you accept it, twisting off the cap and taking a long sip of it before passing it back to him.
"better?" he says quietly. and when you nod, he sighs in relief. "i think... before you do your next assignment... we should do something silly."
you nod, and then reach for your laptop. "after i email her. will you--"
"yes." he kisses your cheek, always on the same wavelength as you when it comes to moments like these. "i'll read it before you send it. do you want a snack?" he stands, stretching, already ready to hunt in the kitchen for whatever will make you smile the most. "i'll grab us some snacks."
"yes, please." you open up your email, and wait a moment before turning to watch him go. "i love you."
he beams as he spins to face you one last time now, already making a heart with his arms, just to hear you laugh a little at him being silly for you. "i love you more!"
#nonranghaes.vent#grounding myself through writing a fic.................. hard but doable. but also what if she hates me and what if i get in trouble for#whats legit an accident bc i didnt even know how to find that stupid discussion board to begin with i promise#nonranghaes.thoughts#nonranghaes.skz#stray kids x you#stray kids fluff#stray kids imagines#stray kids imagine#stray kids x reader#han x reader#han jisung x reader#anyway. im. legit gonna take a break from looking at schoolwork for a bit. at least for another twenty minutes. i still feel sick#me every time my anxiety is chill for a bit: wow maybe i dont have-#me the minute im thrown into a panic attack over things most people would be normal over: oh.
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VOX, Media Overlord | 1x02 - Radio Killed The Video Star
"[He's] up in his tower waiting for a flat-faced prince to calm him down."
#hazbin hotel#vox#hazbin vox#vox hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel vox#requested#hazbin hotel edit#hazbin edit#my gifs#radio killed the video star#Certified Redemption ☑︎#oh yes. definitely gonna do more of him. he's tricky but doable#he's a fun challenge. it's tough to keep his bright colors bright and saturated#while at the same time not oversaturating him#cuz if i don't recolor at all he comes out BLAND and boring#but if i saturate him even a little then he can oversaturate and then the image quality is MURDERED IN COLD BLOOD bc#the higher the saturation and contrast = the worse the quality gets. which is funny cuz this show is all high sat and contrast LMAO#but i'm making him work. got a decent recipe for him so far. i'll keep playing with him cuz wow his shots are so NICE#like sure his two colors contrast a lot but at least they're FLAT for the most part. so that helps a lot in the color tables#character spotlight#also it's weird...#usually i have a thing for pathetic bi men but somehow vox didn't trigger the awooga cortex in my brain. wonder if/when that'll change 🤔#i think i'm too busy simping for vaggie and husk to give him attention rn is all kjsdhfljsdhjfkhs#flashing gif#flickering gif
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23 days until ode's 23rd birthday
day 1 - staring match
bonus:
#xdinary heroes#ode#oh seungmin#gaon#kwak jiseok#jungsu#jooyeon#gunil#jun han#junhan#kim jungsu#lee jooyeon#goo gunil#han hyeongjun#ode23#kwakoh#i'm backkkkkkk! i thought i'd stop because oh boi the 5 bdays in a row had me burned out#but now the fandom is more active so i hope it's gonna be more fun#also i started like 3 days ago and i'm already halfway done with ode's gifs#even tho i didn't manage to spend as much time on making gifs as i wanted to#so that's kinda promising and it made me feel like... it's doable#so yesss here we go again#(hehe also one thing that really helps me go fast is.... to stop looking for good videos)#(instead i use a random number generator to pick random videos)#(and then i look through them for neat gifable scenes)#((which is a bit easier now than it will be in the future because now i can save stuff for the other 4 members too))#(which also means i finally get to catch up with some videos)#(i was so far behind on some stuff that it felt very overwhelming to get back into it)#(but having random numbers tell me to watch a clip is very freeing)#((also.... the wip that should be finished by the end of this month is looking at me like 😒😒😒)
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hmmm. I miss eso.
#ambie.txt#well I miss skyrim but my old lappy can't run it and modding it on steam deck would take me days#so the next best thing#though I do actually miss eso. I have played it a lot last summer but took a big break since then#I wanna play necrom again so baaaaad#and maybe do the story this time hehe#also I gotta level up faerene. necromancer best class I don't make the rules#but I'm so busy with warhammer. maybe I can rotate them. switch between.#don't think I'm gonna get avowed just yet so maybe it will be doable#there's so many other games coming out next week tho it's insane#space it out guys pls
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you want a new kamui frame because it's been ten million years since he's gotten one. i want a new kamui frame because that also means him he's going to be front and center of the new story chapter, which means Character Development(TM). we are not the same
#angel plays pgr#as a writer i look at all of kamui's appearances with a bit of pained sympathy bc how the Fuck do you use all of this haphazard writing#early days pgr writing is the epitome of throwing things at a wall and seeing what sticks and it Shows#trying Not to retcon details while adding new info to kamui's history and personality is like. lmao#its doable imo but its gonna take some creative thinking#honestly i think its at least 20% of the reason why he hasnt had a frame. the devs have no idea how to insert him back into the story lol#BUT I BELIEVE!!!!!!!!!!!!! PGR WRITERS I BELIEVE IN YOUR ABILITY TO DEVELOP CHARAS AND TO MAKE KAMUI'S INTERLUDE EVEN MORE PAINFUL#this post was inspired by me reading the interlude manhua and seeing kamui have a speaking role again /j
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gonna rant in the tags
#being a procrastinator might actually be my doom#I have to complete six paintings in seven days#and five are oil so they’re gonna take the whole week to layer and dry#but I hate acrylic so we’re sticking with oil#and I thought this would be doable bc i’ve gotten paintings done in a week before#..but only when I was working on one at a time#and now I have six#which is still doable but I realized i’m going to be incredibly busy with other things for the next week#and i’ll have zero time on saturday#and tuesday-thursday i’ll only have like an hour to paint#unless I stay up until like 2/3#which is miserable but potentially doable#BUT my body has decided to be absolutely exhausted this week#and i’ve kept falling asleep before or around 11#well rn it’s almost 1#but moral of the story is to not procrastinate ap art#and I have to sacrifice my sleep for the next week#which is funny bc I just wrote an article on sleep deprivation#yay ❤️#diary#also i’m just not feeling these pieces#I loved my last one bc it was a self portrait#I love painting skin#but these new ones are majority landscapes#boring!!!!#I want to light these all on fire#I think a reason why i’m not motivated is bc literally nothing is gonna happen if I get all 15 done#I already tested last year and got a good score#i’m just doing this for the plot atp#but on may 9 I will be free amen
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everytime i get re-interested in something i immediately want to mash it with tsams
#(mlp wof rainworld etc etc)#i just gotta man idk...#i was gonna work on the mlp thing but#hoorse hardd.....#but wof is doable!!!!!!!#eheheheh#i might genuinely do one with wings of fire hm...#char speaks#delete later
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‘wow i sure do love this fic. im going to go through it and pick out a few moments to draw fanart of because its so good. im sure there wont be too many i feel i Simply Must Illustrate’ *is barely over halfway and already has a list of 8 things to draw* ‘oh. oh no’
#personal bs#im probably gonna end up with a list of like 15 things to draw#which is doable but its a LOT#the fic is too good#i alread want to draw two moments from the same goddamn scene#(their first and second kisses)#im trying so hard to only pick out so many#this list would be 15 long already if i didnt have at least some restraint#but goddamn is there still a lot
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So, like two weeks ago I started taking electrolytes with nearly every glass of water I have in a day, and holy crap I suddenly have sooo much energy. I have sooo much energy that the first thing I did when I came home from work today was make myself a matcha latte. Since when do I do anything after work other than crash?
Anyway, the caffiene hit (the 1 out of 10 times it actually does anything for me), so now I have like, regular energy PLUS a caffiene high and OH MY GOD
I wanna work on my research project I wanna work on that draft I've been *ahem* avoiding since... August?? I wanna do those tag games in my drafts I wanna knit a pair of socks I wanna get my life together yesterday I made a todo list of all the appointments I need to book I am actually unstoppable help isthiswhatnothavingachronicfatiguedisorderand(caffiene-indifferent)ADHDfeelslike?????? weeeeeeeee let's gooooooo
#brain go wrrrrr#wipvii#can't draft tonight because I know I KNOW the hyperfocus is gonna get me and next thing I know it's 4am#but perhaps tomorrow?#Maybe I will finish draft 3 of WIPVII by the end of 2024 after all#I've got like 30% left which is like 24k words#if I have the energy I can pretty consistently get 3k words of editing done a day - 6k if I have the time#which is 4-8 days of writing#wait this might actually be doable#and here I had pretty much given up hope I would meet this goal I set for myself this time last year#help I'm gonna cry
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Me after Black Friday shopping: My wallet!!! *clench chest*
#14700K + mobo and 64GB of rbg RAM acquired#and CPU fan#I also bought like two 4TB ssd sticks#may return the slower one cuz I don't need that much more space yet#gow ragnarok disc version finally! got Forspoken PS5 too#what I'm not ready for is taking this PC apart#I hope I don't have to update the BIOS but by the look of it I'd need to#and then Win 11 oooof#I didn't build this thing it's gonna be a pain to disassemble#replacing the PSU GPU HDD and the liquid cooler was doable#but I'll see about this upcoming struggle ooof#personal
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Doing one of the scariest things an artist can do (draw a tree)
#i'm having like. war flashbacks. to a piece i just irrecoverably fucked up at least a year ago.#that just absolutely obliterated my confidence as an artist. like i feel like i did not recover from that for a long time#to be fair there were more complicated things going on in that one that were above my skill level i think#and that was when i was trying exclusively water colors too (which is. a choice. for a fuck around/find out artist)#but esp reffing heikala's work again like..... ah... it is taking me back. and i am so scared.#i feel like that piece is maybe two years old actually.#either way it was an incredibly significant deceptively personal piece and this one. is also very much that in a way.#it is going to be extremely devastating if i fuck this up.#to my credit. i do feel like i've grown a lot as an artist since then. a lot of things feel more.. doable?#like instead of being above my skill level it feels more like a challenge.#like i'm also gonna have to do some funky lighting in this piece too... it'll be interesting to see how i can do that#w how i've gotten used to using v specific pencils in a v specific way. it does feel doable. just challenging#mostly i'm just scared of trees.
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I've never done one of these things, but now I just saw somebody else do this and figured why not yap about my goals?
Ever since 2016 I've been wanting to make a furry medieval game with cats being the main character. And I've poked at it here or there, but usually got bored halfway through because I need to go above and beyond even the normal medieval simmer to get rid of all human mentions.
But hell, let's make this my year and actually make my silly furry idea.





(Pics from Medieval Cats by Susan Herbert. I need to buy this book honestly!)
#i need to make a new genetic system#and change Almighty-Hats painting defaults to not have people in it#make a naming mod that i think I'll have all the last names be Stray a la Sims 1#and then of course just setting up a medieval game in the first place#and make their lore#gonna steal it from my canceled Nanowrite or whatever the month thing is#magical_girl_sandbox released a massive amount of furry skins and overlays recently which make this much more doable#because as a crazy cat guy sims 2 limited genetics frustrated me#BUT with OVERLAYS!#well anythings possible innit?
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feeling anxious abt work and my stupid student loans gonna go nap it off and prob play veilguard after 🤟🏽
#and some other irl things blegh#work is usually okay its doable i think im both burned out from holiday shifts and the interaction w my coworker on xmas eve#anyways i go back Sunday so i still have time to just. relax. gonna try
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((Ok so I have SOME energy... but since it's also late and I have work what I might do is prep some of these asks and answer whatever I have the most muse for rn c:))
#{OOC}#now watch me start up her story stuff again and my brain is gonna be like 'yeah it's ok to have these other threads and stuff going on'))#s2g my brain will make such a big deal abt what order I do shit but when something changes SUDDENLY THE THINGS NOT DOABLE ARE DOABLE NOW))
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listen. i love pizza tower with my whole heart & mind. you know this. you Know. but first and foremost i am a character design bitch, and the pizzas are, frankly, very bland. this is not a critique or a complaint, because obviously That's Not The Point and more importantly i would be horrified if anyone tried doing that much animation with anything more complex than what's there. but also it means when i get a taste of some truly whack ass insane design work again it is like fuuuucking catnip
#ive been DEPRIVED......#pizza business is on hiatus i need to play lethal league for 50 hours and make a surely ill-fated cosplay about it#it really is unfortunate fake pep could have been a fun cosplay for the way i wanted to go about it#but for all the schematics i had sketched out it was never a thing i wanted to get up and actually try to Make#and then i wake up the next day after playing llb once and go like oh. ohhhhhh. i need to be doombox irl#and because of that realizing. oh that was misplaced idle thoughts before; i never actually wanted to do fp for real#i was just on that train bc 1. very passionate about the game obviously [and he was kind of my only option to rep pt] and 2.#i think it was a lot of leftover inertia from my PREVIOUS cosplay idea [baozhai from indivisible] that i also never pursued#lots of Makin Stuff drive still existing but not having a place to go.#fp was certainly more doable than baozhai so it was easy to latch on but#still not....really the kind of thing i actually Enjoy making#this one though. ohgghhgh i feel it. i feel the cosmos#i still dont think i'm actually going to complete it. the current projection is that i just make a shitty prototype and then#realize how impossible and unfun this is gonna be and then drop it. [but its fine bc i still got to make stuff and got the idea out]#however. that first pizza comic was also originally a single-image prototype to get the idea across bc#i didn't think i would actually draw out that whole thing either.#so i guess we'll just see what happens. now won't we.#poor fuckin noisette comic 2 man i put it off for so long and then finally get into it and then this happens#ill get back on it eventually this is just something i have to indulge while i have it and get it out of my system#its like evangelion. sometimes you have to write 8k words of analysis. and sometimes you gotta make a really stupid cosplay#anyway hey i should post the fp cosplay schematics huh. i meant to back when i first did them but then didnt. whoops#bweeeaaahh
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