#not going to tag misha cause it's not about him

[theangelcatalogue]

Okay but who came to Uranium first? Penny or Misha?

Penny already was around in Uranium at 13-15, and I assume Misha came to Uranium at 15-17 (due to the five o’clock shadow line)

But if Misha started to live in Uranium after Penny, and Penny already is in Uranium makes some time, would that mean even someone that is in Uranium less time than Penny is more memorable than her?

And have we thought of the possibility that some people, like her bullies, knew that she was the unidentified body but didn't come to recognize her on purpose? Thinking that other person will do it or just didn't care enough?

Anyway thanks for coming to my Teddy talk :3

[shedontlovehuhself]

Being a Misha girlie coming onto any of the Misha tags on Tumblr is an interesting feat, indeed.

You think you're going to get a lot of Misha posts and pics and see your fellow Misha or Cas girls(gen) posting a bunch of Misha content. Nope! The Misha tags are truly just full of cockles/jenmish and how Jensen loves Misha. How Misha makes Jensen act. How Jensen liked Misha's post or will he like/react to Misha's latest post? How Misha makes Jensen act soooo gay. And look how Jensen is looking at Misha in that op. It really all about Jensen Jensen and more Jensen.

What I've learned over the years is cockles is really just all about Jensen. Misha is the tool cockles/jenmish fans use to paint the narrative they've built of Jensen. Much like how j2 fans are all about Jared and Jensen is the tool they use.

It has never been about being a fan of Misha as an individual outside of jenmish/cockles/destiel.

[billiewena]

FOUR YEARS SINCE NOV 5TH, 2020, as summed up by Supernatural

past recaps: year one / year two / year three / year four

full context and sources below:

various explanations + resources/sources/extra reading on this year's recap:

balls deep: misha collins says the quiet part out loud at Cross Roads 8 Supernatural Convention, saying "if the CW wasn't so homophobic dean and cas would've been balls deep for sure" at a con (x) (x) (x)

garthbenny canon: supernatural actors DJ Qualls (who played hunter-turned-werewolf Garth Fitzgerald) and Ty Olsson (who played the vampire Benny Lafitte) reveal they're married, delighting crack shippers like myself everywhere (x)

spn spooky picture book: official supernatural children's picture book is released, retconning things like john winchester as a happy father figure and castiel being their cowardly childhood friend who sorta hangs around (x) (x)

boop button: tumblr introduces a feature people enjoy for once for april fool's day and halloween and allows users to boop each other, spn bloggers re-awake like sleeper agents to use it in full force (x) (x)

bedlund speaks on destiel: former spn writer ben edlund goes on a tweet fest replying to fans, talking about destiel multiple times including this profound tweet (x)

clear text, not subtext: jensen speaks out again on the confession at Purcon 8, this time taking a more open stance on how the relationship was textual, his take on dean's feelings about cas's feelings, and how the scene with cas deserved a resolution (x)

bury your gays: famed author chuck tingle (known for his plethora of highly specific and delightfully inclusive, if strange, indie erotica novels) publishes his second mainstream horror novel, inspired by TV network studios' infamous history of censoring LGBT relationships and openly killing off queer characters. In a non-subtle nod to supernatural fans, the main character is named misha. (sidenote: did end up reading this and this book is actually really good commentary on the industry in general and really good, 10/10 recommend) (x) also someone got the book signed by misha, to further break the fourth wall (x)

tracker: jensen ackles begins starring in a CBS show where he is basically csoplaying dean winchester, with the show featuring many non-subtle spn references (i.e. him pretending to almost get in an impala before going to his truck, characters wearing spn necklaces, etc.) (x) (x) (x) (special shout-out to clarice @youre-only-gay-once for expertly tracking the tracker show and these easter eggs, highly recommend their tag for their show)

cw's walker cancelled: fans rejoiced upon hearing the cancellation news for jared's post-supernatural show, walker, a remake of "walker texas ranger." in addition to generally being a copaganda show for the notoriously racist texas rangers, jared's inspiration for the show's direction caused much concern. the actor himself said the show was inspired by the US border crisis, not by the immigrant families affected by the separation and internment, but instead wanting exploring the POV of the law enforcement agents working at the border and the moral dilemmas they had to face (x)

pro-destiel Wonder Woman: Lynda Carter (aka the iconic and beloved original actress for Wonder Woman, not the z*onist one) says she could "go for some Destiel" when promoting #GeeksandNerdsforHarrisWalz and Misha's involvement (x) the rest of the spn cast and original Showrunner Kripke were also a big part of this event

chili's backfire: the chain restaurant chili's drags destiel while interacting with 9-1-1 bucktommy shippers on twitter, immediately gets backfire. notably, their stock takes a dip the next day. coincidence? maybe so, maybe not (x) (x)

samgirl voting fraud: "who is the gayest spn character" tumblr poll surprisingly gets heated, with a blogger straight-up admitting they used a bot on the "castiel vs. sam" poll to rig the poll in sam's favor, which they apparently also did for w*ncest in another poll in the past, and posting a guide on how anyone could do the same. luckily democracy wins in this one instance and castiel prevails anyways, leading to an also contested "castiel vs. charlie bradbury" round (x) (x)

pink pony jarpad: jared is spotted at lesbian pop star chappell roan's set at a festival, un-likely place for him to be (x) also may have been one of the "boring" people called out by chappell? (x)

pro-kamala castiel: in a last-ditch effort to get out the vote, misha uses the power of castiel photo ops to campaign for harris-walz and even shouts-out destiel. I feel depressed writing this sentence, if you've made it this long in your read and you're in the states I hope you're doing alright! maybe by the time I wake up things will be a little different though. (x)

[imagination-overreaction]

More tf2 ships lets go

Soldier x Demoman / Boots n Bombs

Starting off with a Demoman ship cause this man does not get enough love I think. These two enable each other's stupidity to an incredible degree. They're both geniuses in the art of reckless stupidity, and with their brains and hearts combined they could be making new inventions like "ultra turbo sticky-nade launcherator" and it flings them 8 miles in the air and they die instantly (but they both cheer and think it's awesome once they're revived and they do it again. Medic doesn't care, but he's getting a bit bored of piecing together the same two bodies over and over again). These two would become masters of destruction. I also can imagine them passed out on the couch on top of each other, or Soldier waking up to do drills at 4 am and Demo telling him to fuck off (Soldier can't help it, his love language is explosives and boot camp </3). I like them a lot.

Scout x Sniper / Speeding Bullet

I will admit, I am a bit of a Scout hater when it comes to ships... Actually I'm just a Scout hater in general. However, I do think the dynamic of "annoying little shit" plus "gruff weird guy" works. Scout is the type to press his partner's buttons for the funnies (although he does this with his friends as well) but given how he was in Expiration Date as well as the Cold Day In Hell comic (if I remember right), then he would be genuinely caring and considerate toward his partner's feelings. Scout would push his buttons, but an hour later he'd be splayed out on top of Sniper and rambling about his day. Sniper is more blunt and to-the-point with affection, I think. He'd bother Scout right back, of course, and he'd just as happily sit there and nod along to whatever the hell Scout is talking about. These two would stay up until 5 am together several nights in a row.

Heavy x Pyro / Bear Grill

Since it's such a rare pair, there's some debate on what the ship name actually is. "Russian Wildfire," and "Heavy Fire" are the alternatives I've seen after scouring the tags. I'd like to toss my own suggestion in with "Firing Squad," although that could probably work for other ships too. I personally really like the hc that Pyro is (maybe aro?)ace, and I think that works well with Heavy (I also hc it/they Pyro but any pronouns work for this lil guy tbh). Heavy would support his little maniac's vested interest in fiery homicide just ignore the fact that he says he's scared of them in Meet The Pyro that's not important right now, and I think Pyro would really like watching Heavy use Sasha (the muzzle flash would be really neat in Pyro Vision). Outside of battle, I can imagine Heavy taking care of his guns while Pyro talks to him and tells a (very muffled) story. Heavy would listen to it when it talks about all the wonderful things it sees during their battles, and Heavy would maybe defend it when the other mercs start talking about how terrifying it is... Maybe. They're still very concerning.

Engineer x Heavy

There is no damn posts about this. "Heavy Metal" is a slightly popular one but "More Gun" has been suggested a lot, as well as "Mechanical Literature." I personally like More Gun(s), and I honestly really like this ship, and I feel like it works really well for the same reason that they both work well with Medic--they're both relatively calm and amicable compared to the rest of the team. I feel like Engie and Heavy would be the parents of the team, telling people to go to bed before 3 am and not to explode things in the house (it doesn't work but they can try) (and Engie probably has been the source of one or two fires but not necessarily on purpose). These two would be sickly together. Engie'd be going "good morning Misha 🥰✨" and tap Heavy's shoulder until he leans down far enough to let Engie kiss him on the cheek, and Heavy would give a quiet happy hum as Engie whistles away and they make me sick. I love them so much.

I also think that Engineer would give Heavy some absolutely monstrous artillery as a gift. They absolutely enable each other's horrific acts of bloodshed. More Gun <3

Part 1 - - Part 3

[kriticallydamaged]

hai cc tumbl… donr mind me, just gonna place some new stuff down under the cut for serial fame, my new au :^)

(Hey, some of this stuff may be OOC. Sorry if it appears that way y’alls.)

Alright, in my two previous posts I mentioned that Madison Springer, kills Rani Goshwalla. However, how is everyone else supposed to feel about it? Well, I got these names right here! (Fuck, I’m gonna have to tag them all aren’t I.)

### Initial reactions to Rani’s death:

Misha: Misha was beside herself. Actually, she was the first person to have found Rani like that. That was her little sister, and, Misha has survivor’s guilt due to her being alive. Canonically, yes, she did feel some jealousy towards Rani because she was better liked. So lets say… Misha feels guilty for that too.

Tess: She was pretty shocked. Immediately, she wanted to work on the case. She suspects *two* people could be behind Rani’s death… but… who?

Josh: Josh had felt pretty bad about Rani’s death, especially because of the things he planned to do to her. Perhaps they weren’t *that* close, but it still shook him.

Donna: Donna was very shocked for a few days. A murder on *her* campus? The police were called immediately. After Rani’s death, Donna had placed more stricter rules for those on campus

Olly: He was proud of Madison…

Riley: Absolutely jawdropped. At first, he thought it was a silly prank (he was high at the time), but after sobering up, Riley had joked about it to Misha. That earned his ass a hard slap. He held his cheek, cause he was also slapped with the reality of the situation

Mary Lou: Mary Lou was, essentially disappointed. She had wanted to get to know Rani better.

Cathy: She had alerted her grandfather as soon as she found out. She wanted to help solve the murder case, but was ultimately denied. Cathy would ally with Tess in figuring out what happened eventually.

Troy: Troy was a little unserious about it at first. The somber mood of the campus, however, made him somber too.

Chad: Chad was one of the people that made Troy see the gravity of the situation. He had sent his condolences to Misha.

Thomas: Because of the murder, and Donna’s fear for her students, he wasnt able to play the Grimsborough’s Quails. It was more of a “well, damn.” moment for him.

Franklin: He had suggested letting the football game go on still, but Donna had shut him down *fast*. Still, he feels sad about it.

Karimah: Karimah, who doesnt know why, feels like she could have saved Rani…

Lisa: Lisa was also, very upset. She had considered Rani to be a nice person. Another friend was very great for Lisa, and nowww… she doesnt have that.

Penelope: Penelope started spending more time with Lisa, also grieving the death of Rani.

Caroline: Caroline was extremely shocked by her death. What more can I say? She works with elementary school students too, she cant have murders going around fucking everything up!

Tom: Tom was also, very shocked by her death. A murder on HIS school’s campus? Hell no. He’s been staying at home… visiting Hannah too. Well… trying…

Aaliyah: A fellow girl being murdered hurt her soul. She was pretty sad—not just by the murder, but watching Misha break down every now and then was heartbreaking.

Taylor: Taylor was somehow moved by this. She wants to start a protest for enhanced safety on campus.

Michael: Michael frowned at the news. They were feeding their devilish ass fish when they were told. Usually they’re always happy with those demons, but, it seems they’ve been way more sadder than usual

Tyler: Tyler was put off by the situation. As long as he wasn’t in danger, though…🧍

Stuart: Stuart wanted to publish a newspaper article about the murder. He’d insert himself in Tess and Cathy’s investigations (he was not invited lmao)

Bryan: He decided he’d work way harder after this. The students’ safety is in his hands, after all.

Mikhail: He wasnt here yet. He’d find out about all the murders soon.

When Olly gets his kill, though, they won’t know what hit them.

[yuraslefttoe]

hey tart! I finally dared to write you a question, omg. so I want to start with formalities, because I am damn delighted with every song of yours!! I swear, I am in absolute love for your work, and I am interested in everything connected with it! (and I apologize in advance for possible illiteracy, I am not a native english speaker and am only in the process of learning it *TwT*)

therefore, I would like to know more about your characters. for example, how tall are each of them? or what about their clothes? andrey’s is quite strange, is it some kind of uniform?? Same question about misha, lmao! oh, besides andrey has a scar along his eye. do you have a lore moment of how he got it???

and one last thing. I don’t run social networks as such, but I want to show you my various sketches and other little things, if you don’t mind. can I attach them to my future questions just so you can see them, okay?)

👉👈

ohh thank you so much for all the kind words :) sometimes i feel sad because people enjoy these characters so much and i do not give them any real lore but ill try to answer these questions to the best of my brain power. if you havent read the big overall summary post i did awhile ago its tagged somewhere under #adm.

i have no idea how tall they are. it is assumed andrei is noticeably shorter than misha but not too much shorter.

as far as clothes go, (this is so stupid) but they were designed by TWO different people and at the beginning i never had any intentions of using misha outside of enigma but then i started writing more song about him. misha was designed by @roseclemshipper and the general idea back then was some mash between that bitch from ungray days, ci flower, and a wolf plush from ikea (we made a mood board). andrei was designed by lon and i think i told him something along the lines of "tactical combat boyfriend" who knows. i think they are silly and clash with eachother in a good way.

idk exactly how he got the scar but id like to think it was whatever caused him to need the eye visor screen thingy in the first place

yes of course :) you can always send fanart here or you can just post stuff and tag me or use #adm i check that tag maybe once every few weeks

hope this doesnt disappoint you with the overwhelming lack of concrete lore. the story is WHATEVERRR you want it to be guys

[blanketforcas]

hiii forgive me the stupid question but what did daniela do now (apart from her usual bs)? I'm no longer on any social media except tumblr so i don't see her posts anymore but was there an announcement about misha not being at jib anymore or what exactly is it?

basically daniela insinuated multiple times (on twitter, while also tagging him) that she can't afford misha bc he doesn't sell enough (which is extra funny now with 2 confirmed cockles cons and misha selling 800+ solo ops at crossroads last weekend)

& went on one of her usual twitter tantrums, fighting everyone and blocking people (this is still happening i see, just checked her twitter)

who knows if misha will ever go to a another jib, personally i hope jib is near its end cause it seems to be run by very unprofessional people and i haven't forgotten about the whole destiel fanart debacle last year

oh and today she posted a cute video of misha seemingly to try and pretend everything's alright and she's on super good terms with him etc, while also basically using him to promote her mishaless con

[shallowseeker]

Who called cas a pretty angel? A demon (crowley?) I know he said that cas has sex appeal, but I can't remember whether or not Crowley called him pretty . Or was it Balthazar or other angels. I remember someone calling cas a pretty angel

I was on the ao3 tag looking through some dean cas fics and came across this highschool fic and how dean was a jock, cool guy and like cas is the nerd that was basically the intro and then it got me thinking of all these other highschool intro fics that makes cas the nerd etc

And like for all intents and purposes it makes more sense for cas to be the jock. Throwback to ishm calling him an angels angel. Like it makes sense that cas would be the cool one Specifically the type who is cool but internally doesn't feel like he belongs with them since he doesn't fit in that crowd.

Why I am I ranting lol it's probably cause its 1 am lol

But cas was the cool angel right? when he was still in and accepted by the angels

I think you're thinking of Changing Channels: "No, no. *MR. Trickster does not like pretty-boy angels." :-)

///

There are snide comments made about Cas's attractiveness, sure, with Gabriel and most demonic characters. But those are mostly power-motioned taunting.

You’re right about Crowley. I think Crowley's positive associations were, "Buddy Boy, you have what they call sex appeal." ("Thank you. Get to the point.") And if you squint, "You like to bend em right over, don't you?" which is the mated joke to Crowley's failed taunting, "You're the bottom in this relationship." (However, Cas on Crowley in TMWWBK? “But I was smarter than him, stronger. (I wasn't ever threatened.)")

///

IMHO, Cas is canonically implied to be handsome, simply by how regular people react to him. There's the woman on the television in season 6, saying (of Godstiel) - "He was SEXY." (After which Dean quickly turns off the TV.) Although...it's hard to say whether she was simply having a "Ted-Bundy-groupie-style" fawning moment... We can point to Mandy the waitress, but maybe she was just playing along and fawning over the guy who looked most likely to leave tips...

I guess it's up to interpretation.

I happen to think Cas's sexiness extends beyond his vessel. There's the "Angel's angel" line, of course, but also in Metatron's taunting of the beautiful Hannah wanted to be "dominated" by a more rugged experienced-battalion-oriented angel.

Taken together, I think it's pretty safe to say Cas is considered handsome, rugged, strong, cool, popular etc; both in-vessel and as simply a natural way of his being among the angels.

///

On your second point, I think fanfic is safe to explore just about anything, so I don't fault whatever way it wants to swing!

Cas certainly has enough dorky/“doof” moments to play with, and he's very brainy/eccentric/philosophical sometimes! Plus, I think there's some actor bleed-over with Misha Collins, honestly, who is in my head more similar to Dean than Castiel. (But that's neither here nor there.)

I do happen to think that in-world, all signs point to, "Cas is popular/cool even when he's a doof."

I actually think Cas exemplifies, "Even when he loses, he wins," more than the characters that actually long to exemplify this, especially when it comes to people and “being likable.” It frustrates characters like Metatron (probably also Crowley, Rowena, Chuck Shurley, even Sam -> "i.e. characters with have ambition but can't seem to muster up enough natural charisma to get where they wanna go").

And I think part of that is...well. Castiel has charisma. He has a natural willingness to play big and fail spectacularly. (Unlike characters like Rowena or Crowley, Cas usually puts his own skin in the game/his own self on the line as “the muscle.”)

In one-on-one battle, Metatron laments Cas's abilities to be popular. He calls him various things like, "the villain/lame/braindead puppy/stupid jock/underdog. Metatron is holding the high cards, even the angel tablet! And yet Castiel manages to match his nice guy 4D chess...somehow. “I didn't think he'd be good at it!" (NOTE: After all that, Metatron kinda…resorts to killing Dean as petty revenge.)

Metatron certainly comes off as "no fair! He's not even trying to be cool and here I am putting in all this effort to look cool and no one sees me as anything other than a loser!" Or "Why is it lame when I do it, but people fawn over Ass-stiel?! I'm a nice guy!!!"

METATRON: Well, I could get a new face. TYRUS: You'd still be you -- a nerd trying to be one of the popular kids. Mnh-mnh....my guys will go running to Castiel.

We've all been there.

So yeah. Even when Castiel's "a doof," he's cool/popular and connects with others pretty effortlessly.

But it's Cas's willingness to spectacularly fail that gets him places, canonically. It wins him points with others even when that's not what he's trying to do. It's that earnestness. I'll quote Daphne in Scoobynatural on what she looks for in a guy: "Strong, sincere..."

I mean, just look at how quickly Rowena flipped on him. :-)

Aside/// Like Dean, Cas doesn't actually want the big things, not really. He wants the horrifically mundane little things (boring family life). Not because of what it represents, "Normal Life." It's not a checklist of status symbol of "Success" or "Making It."

No, for characters like Dean and Cas, it's simply an emotional thing. And I think it's part of what makes them likeable/able to form connections so much more readily than other characters.

[angel-fruitcake]

Hello just need to vent with someone else cause I feel like im stressing all the people around me irl feel free to not answer if you dont want to its ok really ill understand (im just writing this to you cause i saw you posting about it)

Im not american but ive spent the last months watching the campaign (mostly from misha but also in general on the internet) amd i was scared. Then biden stepped down and I felt relieved and hopefull that harris could actually win this cause "whos gonna vote HIM again? Right???" Then (or maybe before ive lost semse of time) the assassination attempt happend and I got scared again cause he had just gained if nothing at least the coolest picture he could ever wish for. But after that so many people, celebrities and not, started endorsing her and I thought there was still hope

I remember how anxious i got in 2020 and the exact moment of relief seeing Georgia going blue. And that was bad because of covid and all the stress of that slow counting but this felt worse

I spent yesterday rewatching destiel episodes to celebrate the anniversary but also to distract myself from the election but at night I just could sleep i was so scared. I talked about it with all my friends and family but they were not feeling it like me. Like tes they were scared a bit but not... not in the same way. Maybe its because its my first year out? Half out (family still doesnt know) like... i fear for the queer people (and in gemeral all the people who might be endangered) in the us cause now i feel more in the community maybe? Idk but I couldnt sleep at all

This morning I woke up and spent the morning on the destiel tag and on the AP map watchung it going redder and redder every hour and now... i dont even know what to feel

Im at loss of words thoughts and feelings. I DONT KNOW

Im scared like if I couldve done somethng for it or if it could directly affect me. It will sure but not today tomorrow or in january. It will be slow and scary and ill have to watch it happen without tje possibility of doing anything about it. Just like i have seen two wars start and my vote been wasted into nothing when my own country elected the far right just this june

Im hopeless and so fucking scared rn and my friends look at me amd dont get why I feel like a lone freak going crazy over somethung i shouldnt care about when I know I actually have to and they should care too and idk how to warn them i dont know what to do

And im not even american. I cant begin to imagine how it feels to know you have even done anythung you could and it changed nothing

So right now I wanna tell you all of you americans that you are not alone. That we are as scared as you are. Maybe it might be totally useless know this but... to me just seeing on line people going nuts makes me feel less crazy so yeah

sorry for the bad english my brain cant think straight rn (or ever lol)

omg anon i'm so sorry i didn't see this until just now !

it's perfectly ok for you to vent in my inbox. let all your fears and worries out, don't bottle them up. i'm glad you at least won't be directly affected in the immediate future, and i hope to god it stays that way.

i'm very scared as well, especially being a woman of reproductive age in america. i live in a red state too, so i already have less freedoms than my friends and family in blue states. i don't know what the future holds for america or the world, and that thought is terrifying. but all we can do right now is cling tight to our loved ones and take care of each other the best we can. i hope things will turn out okay for us all 🫂💕

ps. keep watching those destiel episodes if they bring you even a little bit of comfort. i know they definitely do for me when i feel like i'm being suffocated by the weight of everything around me

[tartrazeen]

I have finally seen Across the Spiderverse!

tl;dr - amazing movie, folks here need to be more normal about Miguel

The longer version:

1. I'm so happy you people put that "Gwen is trans" theory in my head.

I got to watch the whole beginning of the movie like, "Omg, her dad is so supportive of her!"

And then I got to watch that part where Miles tells her, "We're the same. Uh - I mean, in the important ways, we're same," and be like "(⁠☞ﾟ⁠∀ﾟ⁠)⁠☞ Solid recovery, man."

And then I got to watch the part where Gwen comes back home, and when her dad asks her where she's been, appreciate the metaphor that'd be in, "I was off murdering all my best friends." Like - oof. I would not have caught the added meaning in a trans girl telling that to her father without this theory. A bit of "I guess he's not that supportive" followed by "Oh thank God, he's going to try harder through the power of movie magic and love and acceptance."

And that really hammered home the "Spider-man is a metaphor for coming out" with Miles, because he can't exactly pull a Misha Collins and come out as straight. As bi, though? As part of a big, interconnected web of LGBTQ2I+? Yeeeesssss.

Separately from that, I hope he and Gwen get together, really building off the "I'm gonna do my own thing" arc he's going through, paired with the "It doesn't end well" bit about Gwen falling for a Spider-man.

2. Loved how quickly they set up Spot.

I get him, I get the story, but they kept the pacing perfectly focused on the Spiderverse stuff. Spot's in the background but also developed well in the background. It's a perfect case of 'not too little' but especially - more importantly! - not too much.

3. Hobie is a fucking bro.

He showed up to help everyone - like one of the first things out of his mouth was, "Hey Miles, you can do better with your powers, here's some help." Loved him. And the fucking COMMON SENSE this guy had? I loved his little "haha anarchy" jokes, but this guy was on the Spiderverse's side completely - right up until he realized, "Nope, this shit has crossed a line" and immediately fought back against them. He didn't just help Miles and then quit. He helped Miles, quit, probably left assuming that Miguel wasn't gonna go completely batshit, and despite that assumption, still had the presence of mind to pass on his not-a-watch to Gwen.

And I think someone else wrote that he ran away? I disagree with characterization. He didn't panic and leave, and he didn't even abandon anybody. He disagreed, withdrew his support, and then left the others to come around at their own speed. I mean, Miguel hurried that speed up a lot, but that just speaks to how fast Hobie moved from "I agree with the Spiderverse" to "You guys are fucking facists." And the second he was tagged to help - after realizing how correct he was about the 'facist' thing - he was immediately back to actively fighting alongside Gwen. There was no passiveness on his side whatsoever. What a bro. And he even gave Gwen a place to stay when she needed it, which was such an extra point of community. 💖

4. Uhhhhhh can everyone please be more normal about Miguel...?

Because I watched that movie. I know like 5% of who this guy is. They gave us the Cliff notes of Sad Backstory and a glimpse - a glimpse! - into how he probably felt, but it was all from behind an iron mask. We haven't gotten into any of the real him yet, just the anger and outrage and fury.

So... people taking running with an obviously incomplete character? That's normal, fine, sure.

People taking that and running with it to slot him in as an uwu Top for Peter B.? Did you only go in looking for a ship, and did you have to be so weird about making it be the guy whose only defining traits are "Big" when his other and MORE IMPORTANT defining trait is "PoC whose race has been historically and actively fetishized for being violent sex objects"? 'Cause it's like everyone just scrubbed that 5% of what we know away to put him into this predefined "Big Dom Top" role with zero self-reflection, and handwaved how that once again perpetuates every racist stereotype this relates to. All to woobify the white guy some more.

I'm all for shipping, but you people literally don't know him. His story's pretty clearly being saved for the next movie, comic book sales show so many of you don't read those and definitely didn't before this (likely just stopping at what Wikipedia says), and went off of ~v i b e s~

And just happened to not notice how creepy and fetishizing it is that those were the vibes you were left with.

5. I teared up when Miles' story started. Yes, right after the opening title.

I wasn't expecting it, but as soon as the music started and that atmosphere was set, I just got hit with such a wave of, "This is unapologetically black." I heard the Puerto Rican vibes coming in later and both of them perfectly throughout the movie, but the centering of his blackness through the music alone. It was a 'great opening for a sequel' before that point. At that point? It was 'a brand-new story.' 💖💖💖💖 Representation bbyyyyy

[saywhat-78]

JP fans in the Misha tag pleading his case like the court defense is crazy!😭😭

1. Learn what a gag reel is. They’re not scripted.

2. Multiple cast have also talked about J2 and often JP pranking Misha to the point where it’d go too far. Jensen even saying he had to apologize the next day after one day of grueling pranks towards Misha. JP Having a broom stick in Misha’s crotch was not a lie. Even Mark Sheppard said they didn’t do him like they did Misha cause he’d sue their asses.

3. Many actors have their reasons for staying on sets will enduring behaviors from costars. Could be fear of being frozen out for being a “tattletale”. Misha was already on thin is for calling out spn’s use of bitch and killing off female characters. He was breaching the destiel topic when that was a no-no. Man’s wasn’t trying to lose his gig(especially the cons). And regardless of all that Misha has fond memories of his time at spn as well. It was more than just JP and JA.

4. At the end of the day, it’s Misha’s place to forgive. He and JP obviously worked it out and are friends. All three of them. It’s not Misha’s fault people ask prank questions every con and Misha is going to tell what happened. He tells the stories fondly with no ill intentions.

Fun fact: J2M exaggerates the pranks' stories to entertain the public. So don't believe everything you see online. They are in a workplace with props, so people don't get hurt, example; fake glass. There are many stories told by Misha where he changed the dynamics many times.

If they were really true, J2 would have been sue a long time ago. And maybe Misha wouldn't push for the reboot and still be friendly with Jared and Jensen if the environment was really that dangerous. Also he took part many times or instigate those pranks.

And another fun fact is that 70% of gag reels are scripted. Please don't lack critical thinking.

It's useless not to accept the truth and block accounts or delete comments. You are just hiding the truth.

[cleanlenins]

Heyo, might I ask what's up with the icaruspendragon v Misha thing? Have a great day!

Not at all! Granted, I may miss something but it is very funny. Also, Icaruspendragon has a tumblr as well. Hi @icaruspendragon !

If you click here, you can watch the whole tiktok series. They are so organized they made a tiktok playlist of it.

Icaruspendragon often talks on tiktok about different fanfic terms, and the influence and importance of fanfic, and explains a lot of the tropes that were created because of fanfic. (They get A LOT of omegaverse asks)

Anyway, at one point Icarus posted a tiktok talking about how their postcard autographed by Misha Collins was fading and it made them sad. So they really wanted to get it resigned/replace. And people rallied to Icarus's cause.

Misha got tagged a LOT. And a friend of Icarus's had a number to text him about it to get Icarus their new card. But instead, Misha decided to be cryptic and cause some meaningful chaos. By saying he commented on one of Icarus's videos and that Icarus didn't even see it.

This started a manhunt.

Everyone was SCOURING Icarus's comment sections, desperate to find the comment that Misha had left. It got dubbed as the Mishapocalypse 2.0 it got so big.

On day like 25 of absolute madness trying to find the comment, Misha texted back like "oops, I guess tiktok hid my comment lol. You should be good because I recommented it!" Which is just hilarious because so many people were DETERMINED to find something that Tiktok was intentionally hiding. Anyway, he literally signed that text as "your nemesis" because why not.

I definitely recommend watching all the videos for these days because Icarus is HILARIOUS and their energy is just 😘👌 I love it.

Anyways, there is a lot of back and forth between Misha and Icarus, both now referring to the other as their Nemesis. Icarus refuses to give up. Icarus even gets a Supernatural Tattoo in all of this for a reason I can't quite recall?

And then Icarus got a ticket to a convention that Misha was going to be at.

Where Icarus confront Misha in person about the comment which lead to it finally being found.

The whole ride is so much fun and was so chaotic to watch in real time and Icarus has probably one of my favorite life philosophies.

Which is to create meaningful chaos.

But I highly recommend watching the playlist in order. It is very fun and Icarus is a really cool person.

[livebloggingmydescentintomadness]

Hi, I've never really watched much SPN but I saw you say in a post to look through your J*red tag, (I could've sworn people loved him but I took a long tumblr break) and I'm confused about the Destiel thing. I thought when the Destiel episode aired, that people said Jensen looked like he was holding back a slur in that episode. But also excited for it? Which is it?

let me preface this by saying that i'm not mad at YOU at all, but i really am fucking annoyed that people took one screencap with no further context and made it a meme that a whole person was homophobic because of what they interpreted as his facial expression.

first of all, here's a gifset of that part of the scene so you can see what's said and how they look while saying it. here's a gif of the specific bit that the screencap was taken from:

i can't speak for anyone else, but i'm pretty good at reading facial expressions, and i've been watching jensen/dean for years now. i can tell you that this facial expression, being shown in response to "i love you" is dean saying please don't, not like this.

because cas isn't JUST saying "i love you", he's saying it to trigger his own death, in order to save dean's life. by the time cas says it, dean knows that, he knows this is goodbye. and he can't fucking bear for what's between them to be said out loud like this, for the first, the only time, not as cas leaving him again, not as cas sacrificing himself for dean.

this is nothing remotely like "i want to say a slur", it's not pain because he doesn't feel the same; it's pain because this is basically dean's worst nightmare. cas has just told him everything he always wanted to hear, and he's saying it as a goodbye.

BUT, what's more important than my personal interpretation of these facial expressions is that in jensen's first panel after this episode, he said - as tactfully as possible - that a lot of dean's reaction in this scene had been cut.

(he also was very animated when talking about the episode and this scene in particular. he said that he had a crew member record the scene on jensen's personal phone because it was so important to him. he and misha sent fan reaction videos to each other that night. he was excited while talking to fans and asking what they thought, all smiles and delight with how much we liked it.)

you can see that, right after the previous gifs, dean looks over his shoulder at where the empty is coming for cas, and his eyes are absolutely filled with tears.

as soon as the camera angles switch back, the tears are gone.

so we know there were takes where jensen was acting his ASS off, he was full-on crying, and they just cut it all for the blandest reaction possible. because the thing is that while they filmed this episode, 15x18, just before quarantine, they finished filming the last two around six months later. however, 15x18 didn't AIR until after those six months.

long story short, it appears that they were going to make destiel canon, but that long break caused the cw execs to get nervous and hit the panic button to cut out as much gay as possible (most likely to keep the gay cooties off of padalecki to repackage him for his new show walker). i cannot emphasize enough how everything about the season (which was genuinely good) leading up to this moment absolutely screamed 'canon endgame destiel', and then something happened, and nothing about the final episode (which was horrible) or what anyone says about it makes any sense.

we know that misha was in vancouver at time of filming the finale, yet castiel never reappeared. we know that at least ten scenes were cut from the finale script, and the aired episode was suspiciously short with a lot of filler. we know that the explanations people have given for why things changed don't hold water, and we've gotten different stories from different people, some of whom are obviously under NDAs.

okay, so the reason i explained all of that is because fans more knowledgeable in filmmaking than i have analyzed this 15x18 confession scene and determined that it's not just that they used the most boring takes, but they actually butchered it. i.e. they used footage of jensen from different parts of the scene and shoehorned it into this moment so that it was as not-gay as possible.

my friend @winchestersingerautorepair has done a bunch of meta on this topic if you happen to be interested on the above mentioned analysis of the editing.

tl;dr: they butchered jensen's acting to make the scene as straight as possible.

and despite that, they couldn't edit out the fact that dean spent hours sobbing on the floor after cas was taken.

[damageinkorporated]

HELL YEAH ANOTHER TAG!!!!!

Okay this one is really exciting cause it's probably the most info there'll be on my OCs (or, James specifically) mostly because I'm a disorganized, forgetful mess but I don't care - thinking is thinking!

Anyway, like it or not, here's some info on everybody's beloved James!

Five things that make you happy

'Oh that's easy. Good food, making Pat mad, making Pat laugh, good music, and Vicky.'

If you could save just one person, who would it be?

That's a bad, bad question. Myself so that I could save others, Pat because she's Pat, and Vicky because she's Vicky, and Misha because he's a cute little idiot.

Tell us one of your funniest jokes

How many people does it take to change a lightbulb? A gun.

'I don't know man, I usually steal from Pat and she's not here, go figure.'

Where would you like to visit?

Well, it seems that everywhere was so nice before...I bet Yellowstone is still breathtaking, but honestly I'd like to see new places if it were safe.

When do you usually go to sleep?

Sleep early, rise early. That's how you get ahead.

Are you a jealous person?

Jealous of what? Vicky? I mean, I could be, but that would be annoying, so no.

Have you committed a crime?

I don't see any courts or cops around here. I did no violence on Haggler territory, sure, but by the old world's standards, OH BOY.

Do you have a chore you usually hate?

Keeping Pat and Vicky calm every now and then. They seem to be getting along well, but every now and then there is an attempted murder. Shit happens? Now that I'm talking about it, maybe I should look around for some chains...

Tell me an embarrassing childhood story

Ohhh, hahaha, so you see, my dad would play a lot of solo artists when I was little, but I ended up taking the names too literally. Guess how much I cried when I heard of a band called 'The Dismemberment Plan'. Don't tell Pat.

Are you a good person?

I'm a person. I try to do what I think is good as much as I can. I leave the judgement to others, not that I care a whole lot.

What’s the worst thing you’ve done? Do you regret it?

Hmm...leaving Pat and Vicky. Oh and two things about Jess: Following her so blindly and letting her live.

What’s the quickest way to make you laugh?

I laugh easily (chuckles) see? Just a witty comment or funny circumstance is good enough.

What is your favorite song right now?

Blood Pressure by Mutemath. Next question.

Do you sometimes wish to be someone else?

What? No? I'm together with some of the awesomest people I know, going on awesome adventures and having a lot of fun. I mean, sure there are times when I wish I didn't have to deal with really annoying things, but overall, I'm all good.

Do you push forward or take time to rest?

Rest is good, rest is important, that's why I'm an idiot and have a tendency to push forward.

What is your favorite drink?

Oh one of those things where they used to like, uhh, shit I forget what it is. I had a taste of it once and it was amazing. I think it was some sort of coffee? Or maybe some juice. I just tried explaining it to Pat and Misha and got insulted in two different languages if that makes you feel better.

If you had to pick a single item of clothing or an accessory to wear for the rest of your life, what would it be?

Good shoes. Like, the boots I got on right now - the rest is good, sure, but being able to walk and run freely is number one. Though if it counts, my sword instead. That would be funny, fighting naked with just a sword.

If you were forced to forget a single memory, what would it be?

Why of course that one time I just forgot what I was saying when talking to Vicky. That was rather embarrassing for me. Pretty sure she got a good laugh out of it though, so maybe not that.

What is a positive thing your worst enemy would say about you?

If they aren't complimenting my fighting I'm either dead or they're mute. I take pride in my swordfighting.

Hopefully these answers have his personality reflecting vividly enough, cause I just love him! Anyway, I guess I should focus on Pat and Vicky too (no, not writing the actual story, don't be ridiculous) cause those two are also funny as hell.

Thanks for the tag again!!

Mega OC Questionaire!!!!!!!

Time to get to know Artemys Raine, I guess!

(psst this is her story)

Five things that make you happy

“Hmmm... there are several things that make me happy, but Magnus usually tells me that 'eight year olds shouldn't have that big of a knife collection'. I like tricking people, and I like the song that Alec always hums to himself when he makes coffee in the morning. I like feeding the pigeons on the windowsill in the morning, when New York is... well, slightly quieter than normal, and when it's foggy in Central Park and I can dance with the Fae."

If you could save just one person, who would it be?

“Myself. Always."

Tell us one of your funniest jokes

“I don't joke much really... Magnus says my humour is more suited to an eighty year old than an eight, but then again he's the one with all the t-shirt puns."

Where would you like to visit?

“I really want to go to Peru..."

When do you usually go to sleep?

“According to Alec, eight pm every night. Magnus is a pushover and lets me stay up to midnight."

Are you a jealous person?

“Jealous of what? Power? I have more than enough myself, although I'm always happy to collect more."

Have you committed a crime?

“Are you a cop?"

Do you have a chore you usually hate?

“Having to baby-sit grown-ass adult Shadowhunters who keep almost dying."

Tell me an embarrassing childhood story

“I was born. That was pretty embarrassing."

Are you a good person?

“Ehhhh...."

What’s the worst thing you’ve done? Do you regret it?

“I briefly locked Jace in a room with a squirrel, I have no regrets. (Magnus is reading this over my shoulder and says I should add all the murder I've done, but I think the duck was worse, honestly)

What’s the quickest way to make you laugh?

“Probably tickling me, but that's also the quickest way to get a knife in the gut."

What is your favorite song right now?

“Magnus keeps playing ABBA, and I like Fernando the best, although he always dances with me during 'Does Your Mother Know' which is fun."

Do you sometimes wish to be someone else?

“Sometimes."

Do you push forward or take time to rest?

“Time to rest is time to get stabbed in the back, if you need to heal, do it while planning."

What is your favorite drink?

“Coffee. As strong as I can get away with before Alec notices."

If you had to pick a single item of clothing or an accessory to wear for the rest of your life, what would it be?

“My backpack. It has everything I need in it, and most of what I own."

If you were forced to forget a single memory, what would it be?

“I assume this is meant to be some sort of deep, sentimental question, but I'd simply forget the memory of whatever I'd dreamt about last night."

What is a positive thing your worst enemy would say about you?

“One of them told me that I was quite tenacious just after he stabbed me. I would be more proud if it hadn't come from Valentine."

she's so sassy, i love her (yes, magnus is working on the therapy thing. no shes not convinced yet.)

adding my tag list (+/- lemme know) and an open tag!!!

@hyperfixation-tangentopia @pippinoftheshire @cherrybombfangirlwrites

@once-and-future-fandoms @glasshouses-and-stones @deanscherrypie420

@agirlandherquill @lillybaaaka @late-to-the-fandom @toodumbforusernames

@damageinkorporated @aquadestinyswriting @druidx

@iIlovevewritingfanfic @supercimi @creative-author

@27paperlilies @avocado-frog @abigailmartinwriting

[reddieandwaiting87]

Top 5 times Misha was so ugly you threw up in your mouth a little?

Top 5 times Misha was a disgusting attention whore?

Top 5 times Misha made a complete idiot out of himself?

Lol my anon I MIGHT start to think you don't like eye bags. XD

I'm just doing these all on one list cause it's all pretty much the same thing. And believe me or not but as much as I don't like the man. Unlike Jared haters I don't stake his every more or his awful twitter. In fact if I didn't see or hear about him again I would be over the moon.

Anyway so with these asks together here is my list of Misha being an ugly/attention seeking/idiot.

1.) All 3 is When he makes *jokes* about very unfunny things. Like his slave *jokes*, making fun of the riots in the UK. Etc etc. The fact he actual thinks its ok in the first place shows how dumb he is and then he never says sorry. The few times he is called out. He just deletes and moves on but never learns cause another dumb tweet is just around the corner. It's even more annoying because his fans will defend him no matter what he says meanwhile they will try and cancel Jared for daring to bitch about bad service online.

2.) He is Gross. Trying to get young fans or people who should know better to do *questionable* things online for his *charity*. From taking pictures of themselves to wasting food. I think he just enjoys seeing what he can get idiots to do. Such a power trip.

3.) Gross/attention seeking. Anytime he tags Jensen in a tweet. One of the worst being when he posted that photoshopped picture of a young naked Jensen. Can you imagine if he did this to a female co star? But of course it's just Misha being Misha.

4.) Gross. The fact he caused so much drama in the fandom and got away with it or didn't try to stop it. While yes Misha can't control his fans but not once did he ever tell them to stop. When they picked on other cast members or show runners. How easy he could have tweeted for them to knock it off or enjoy your fake ship but leave RP out of it. And not once did he get pulled (being friends with Singer once again saves his talentless ass.) Or reprimanded for his dumb comments or working up his fans.

5.) Gross/idiot. How he stopped caring about the show and Castiel. Even as a non Castiel fan after S7. Even I think Castiel's ending was so disgusting and a lame ending for a once interesting character. But once Misha knew he was *safe* cause of his friendship with Singer. He just stopped trying. His acting got worse and worse (Lucifer!Castiel anyone? Other world nazi Castiel anyone?) And he just wanted to be there even when it didn't make sense. And I don't know if it's true Misha asked for THAT scene in 15x18 or if he had any say in it. But the fact he was happy enough for his character to be all about Dean (even if you ship Destiel or not.) Just shows he didn't care. Pleasing Destiehellers and being able to milk Destiel was more important to him then giving Castiel a good ending. Which makes me feel sorry for the real Castiel fans out there if there are any left.

Just a Horrible person inside and out. Who let alittle bit of fame and attention go completely to his head.

Thanx anon. Hope you don't mind me putting a bunch together but this was easier for me lol.

[navxry]

Explanation below: (utc, will tag everyone because Im insane unless you're on discord alone then oops)

Under any circumstances: lol no one because I could never.

Only verbally:

Sam (@paperbcy) - I will fight you only verbally with lore because I know well enough that you'll give me something to lose my mind over. And yes, if you do that with the kids, I will 100% rattle you like a maraca.

Yami (@pastel-rights) - I thought abt putting you on the too scared to fight them but tbh I would probably end up causing the fight 😔 so if we do fight, I'll do better on verbal because I can always give you drabbles to toss me over LMAOOOO (I'm sorry Yami)

Snob (@snobwaffles) - tbh I would most likely just fight you (/exag) on theories LMAO but not as much? You're like the least person I'd think of fighting but yeah, having a dispute is the funniest idea and I can't fight you physically 💔

Probably:

Tae (@nice-chiaki) - I apologize in advance but again, probably. You make me lose my shit over VC sometimes, Tae, but the most I'd do is just rattle you 😔

Es (@faesther) - sighs in astro-attorney event... yeah, probably, but not physically. I think it's funny if we'd have a trial again but it's about the dumbest shit and the others in the server get to witness the chaos LMAOOOO

Ansy (@ansy-tea) - ik you're not going to see this but I AM GOING TO RATTLE YOU AFTER AUYFF, IRODORI AND FLAWLESS. I am going to shake you like a maraca and God knows what crimes I will commit after. Am I sorry? Not really, but probably. It's still a huge probably because you can hand Pants to me and I'd book it.

Depends on the day:

OG Esther (@mixed-kester) - YOU. YOUUUUUUU... OHHHH. Sometimes I contemplate in the day on whether or not to rattle you man, and you. YOU. YOU GIVE ME IDEAS THAT BRING ME AGONY (/exag). But no, all jokes aside, depends on the day and if I feel like giving you something to lose your mind about because you do it to me with Esther, Kaeya, and Tinuvion LMAO

Ryan - I'm sorry but you made me lose it over Akira, Akechi, and the P1 protag and NOW in Raincode. I'm going to strangle you /j. Tbh you also made me realize how much I liked Heizou when he first released, and THEN killed me with him... AND THEN MADE ME LOSE IT OVER EVERYONE ELSE.

Carmine - YOUUUUU x2 OH, YOU... YOU MAKE ME WANT TO BITE YOU (/exag /j) I swear I'm normal I SWEAR. you are a lyney simp in denial but the shit you make me go through, the pain, AND THE CLOWNING TOO... I'm going to kick your ass with my muses and you can't stop me (/exag)

Literally never, an angel:

Mei (@meimeimeirin) - Okay but I'm gonna be fr here I. I could never LMAO. You're so nice to me and everyone and it makes me sad if I have to like,,, fight you. You're genuinely not confrontational and I feel like Zhongli would scold me if I tried.

Ying (@yingviere) - yeah, no. You're also very nice but also I feel like if I have to, I'd just do what I did in the recent event LMAO, but I'd rather not 🤲

Loqua (@taciturned-loqua) - mafia event flashbacks... and also you're the biggest Lovecraft simp I know during the mafia event. Even if I was the mafia as a joke, I'd refuse to target you. You're very sweet and I'd probably cry if I have to fight you.

Misha (@mishantics) - oh hell no LMFAOOOO you are a very talented artist, wild, but I rlly enjoy your vibes :D 10/10 won't fight you

Shiro (@leftdestiny-posts) - like Loqua, mafia event flashbacks. Also, you are extremely sweet when we VC-ed for the first time and I genuinely thought that you would be this imposing person but... nope LMAO (also if I have to, I'll do it via writing LMAOOOO)

Too scared to fight them:

Raven - You are a cryptid incarnate that I could never read and I swear to the Gods I would rather hand you my female muses for sapphic moments than fight you.

Anyways, will this get updated? Maybe. But this is fun so uh 🫡 I apologize in advance for the placements, but do remember that these are all /lh and I will 100% treat this as a joke because I don't wanna harm my mutuals.

Stole this from Tae's months ago and... forgot. Oops

Anyways haunt me if y'all wanna be added 🫡 will be doing the mutuals I can remember in both discord and Tumblr