#not even painless just consequence-less. hot

[casiavium]

thank u deadpool and wolverine for making erotic no consequence one-on-one bloody fights to the "death" mainstream. that car scene was sex

[wellthebardsdead]

Overwatch nighttime routine Headcanons: Hanzo

Had this idea floating around in my brain for a while now and decided to start off with my fave boi ~Bambi

Youth

Sleep? What���s that?

Eye bags for days

Being the heir to the shimada clan, a massive criminal empire, expectations were heavy on his shoulders at all times. On top of being his fathers shadow and having to perform at his very best every single day at any given moment he was also expected to get perfect grades in every single subject. From trigonometry to the multitude of languages he was forced to study, everything had to be perfect or the consequences would be severe. And When he wasn’t worrying about all that he was picking up the slack Genji kept dropping. Everyday up until the clan simply gave up on trying with the younger shimada, Hanzo would do his homework for him. Sneak him his answers for tests, and would frequently drop his own work to make sure his brother didn’t get into trouble.

It only got worse after the death of their father when he was suddenly expected to run everything with no help, all on top of trying to keep his hot mess of a brother safe from the elders while begging him for any type of assistance.

And thus his bed time routine was simply a shower, brushing his teeth and face planting into bed. Usually around 1am only to wake up a few hours later for training or to pick up his intoxicated party boy brother from wherever he’d end up on any given evening.

Post incident/Pre-Overwatch

Sleep continues to be an enigma.

Major case of puffy eye bags

Hangover McDonald’s breakfast will be needed.

Spending a decade on the run haunted with nightmares of what had happened and with assassins hot on his tail at any given moment, survival definitely took priority over rest.

However when his body would inevitably force him to rest it was usually in a dingy hotel and often only for a few hours.

His dragons would guard the door while he’d shower, the hotel water would most likely be cold or lukewarm but he’d reason he’d somehow deserve it.

After brushing his teeth he’d dress in something comfortable like a t-shirt and sweats, something he could easily spring into action in incase of a late night ambush. Something he learned the hard way he’d have to be prepared for.

he’d then spend the next few hours drinking heavily just so he could finally pass out into hopefully a dreamless sleep, praying for a painless death if it comes in the night.

Post-Overwatch

Soft boy, sleepy, sleepy boy, only knows comfort, only knows rest.

Hanzo joined Overwatch in less than the best condition and Genji immediately took to fussing over him and his health and his self care.

No more alcohol induced sleep, both Genji and Angela made sure of that. (She nearly had a stroke when she took his blood alcohol levels) instead he has tea before bed, usually camomile or honey and orange blossom.

Genji spared no expense when it came to making him feel secure and safe in his new home. A big bed with a nice wide frame and comfortable mattress to make him feel nice and tucked away, extra big fluffy pillows, snug duvet and plenty of throw blankets.

Now feeling safe and in a healing environment with a healthy support system he absolutely pampers himself every night.

His hair gets a mask once a week to keep it healthy and shiny.

He loves fruity shampoo and conditioner but is partial to anything rose or camomile scented.

He has a nice long shower followed by a bath usually with lavender and rosemary salts. Tea is best enjoyed at this time in his opinion… usually with a biscuit, a tip he got from Lena and Jamie.

Fluffy bath robes and slippers are an absolute must!

After brushing his teeth he usually spends 5 to 10 minutes moisturising.

He definitely gives himself a simple manicure job every week or so, maybe a top coat to keep them strong with all the climbing and fighting.

It’s become a ritual for him to snuggle into bed with a good book while the dragons make biscuits with the blankets. He knows he’s not supposed to look at his phone before sleep if he wants a good rest, but he’s been texting the resident cowboy in favour of reading as of late 👀

He often sleeps until noon, his body’s just come out of nearly 30years of fight or flight mode and he’s healing from it. He complains he feels lazy because of it but Genji and zenyatta both highly encourage he let his body do what it needs to.

[illusionsofdreaming]

the way of shadows;

Notes: I don’t know what hit me but it did. and now we’re here -sob-

Ft: Cale 

You climbed onto the bed, straddling his sides as your shadow washed over him. Your movements were wary and careful even if you knew it’ll take nothing less than a natural disaster to wake him. The drug you’ve used was meant to send them into the deepest slumber after all. 

For a moment, you watched this man breathe. Who knew, even the renowned hero of Roan kingdom could look so peaceful and unguarded when in rest. The bitterness on your tongue was hard to swallow.

“Sorry.” You whispered nonetheless, your eyes stung but no tears would fall. You’ve had your time to hate your weakness and deserved no pity for the sin you’re about to commit. You’ve made your choice.

The drug you used had a hefty dose of anaesthetics mixed in, whether for his better or to ease your own conscience you weren’t going to stick around long enough to find out. 

The ornate dagger in your hand carved a sharp path as you swung at his neck in one smooth move, praying that the death you’ll deliver will be swift and painless.

Clang!

Only to have it glance off a magical shield that appeared at the very last moment, washing the room in the brightest light and partially blinding you. You had enough of your wits to leap off the bed, putting space between you and him. Your stomach dropped as you watched as the man sit up, brown eyes remarkably clear for someone who looked fast asleep not moments ago. 

He’s not drugged. 

Knowing your plans had failed, you did not hesitate to reverse the grip on your blade. You saw how his eyes widened with shock and he'd immediately moved but he wouldn’t reach you in time as you plunged the knife towards your stomach.

“Choi Han!”

A great force knocked you towards the side, sending you crashing against the edge of the oak table with a loud crack. Your head was held against the smooth surface as your arm was violently twisted behind your back. With a decisive jerk that pulled against your shoulder, you cried in pain as the weapon in your hand fell to the ground. 

“H-how..” you breathed heavily, you made no move to struggle against the tight grip knowing you’ve lost the moment you’ve been found. 

Instead of answering you, Cale Henituse walked towards the table and swiped the envelope you’ve left, opening it and scanning the contents with a frown on his face. “A murder suicide.” he scoffed. “Not very original.”

You’re pretty sure you’ve cracked a rib but you laughed despite the pain. “Was it too mundane of an ending for the illustrious Silver Shield Hero after all?”

You groaned when the grip on your arm tightened further. It didn’t matter, you weren’t planning on leaving this room alive anyways. 

He crouched to meet your gaze. “Do you think your sibling will thank you for doing this?”

You froze. 

“Really?” he tsked. “Thrown into pit of vipers, left to fend for themself, their last remaining guardian gone. Is that how you’re planning on protecting them?”

“What would you know?” you snarled unable to keep your anger in check as every word that spilled from his lips was akin to poison being dripped onto the festering wounds of your heart. How dare he presume that you have not considered the consequences, that you have not searched high and low for every possibility to save your family, like choosing murder and your own death was easy.

“How are you going to guarantee their safe return when you’re dead?” he cuts over you sharply.

The silence that encapsulated the room was so thick you could hear a pin drop.

“You’re a coward.” he met your eyes coldly. “If you wish to protect someone, death should never be an option. You should struggle to survive no matter what. Struggle hard and bloodily, just to grasp a minuscule chance to bite your enemies’ hand.”

He grasped your chin. “That’s how you protect someone.”

You breathed heavily, the pain of your cracked rib and twisted arm was unbearable. But nothing could compare to the agony that was tearing through your heart. Hot tears welled in your eyes as you met his gaze, your teeth biting down on your lip hard enough to draw blood. “It doesn’t matter anymore. What.. are you going to do now?” 

He hums as he released your chin, stepping back as he crossed his arms.

“I don’t dislike people with a weakness.” he smiled, but it was a smile that didn’t reach his eyes and you felt a foreboding chill run down your spine.  “_______, you’re going to work hard for me.” 

You didn’t have time to process the terrifying words before you were knocked unconscious.

┈     ┈     ┈     ┈     ┈     ┈     ⋞ 〈 ⏣ 〉 ⋟     ┈     ┈     ┈     ┈     ┈     ┈

He observed the unassuming bottle filled with clear liquid by the light of the fireplace. You weren’t much of an assassin, but your proficiency in alchemy cannot be denied. 

He threw the morbid suicide letter into the fireplace and watched as the flames consumed every trace of the terrible cliche.

He felt as Choi Han approached him from behind. “What should we do now Young Master?”

“Tie them up.” He wasn’t going to let a person who attempted to harm them run around unsupervised. You’re still a danger and he’s been through enough troublesome things in his life to have shaved off his naivety in dealing with people after his life. 

He pocketed the poison and pulled the cloak around his shoulders close. As he turned towards the door he passed by your side. Even unconscious your brows were pulled together. Good. He thought. The more you’re loathed to leave things behind the easier it would be for him to put you to work. Cale hates wasting potential after all. He’s going to make sure you’re going to be working for them until your very last breath. 

“Let’s go, there’s a trashy noble’s house that’s due for a visit.”

It’s time to loot your weakness.

[gammacousin]

Okay. I’m ready to real talk Black Widow. I don’t want to but as an activist there’s an obligation I have to share and educate. I nerd to forget but I suppose it shows the power of this movie if it brings something real into the light.

*Spoiler Warning. Trigger warning for everything.*

There are some things I want to say that could potentially spoil aspect of the Black Widow film. I also would advise you to skip this post if you have a darker past, if you aren’t interested in getting serious, or wish to skim by, I’m sincerely not judging! I come on here to avoid the universe as well. You do you, I totally still love you if you don’t read this and want to move onto something nerdy or more fun. This isn’t the post for you.

It’s taken me a while to process and organize my thoughts. Skip if you don’t want to hear deep, raw stories.

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Okay. Nerd review first.

The level of girl power and any and all glass ceilings… There is SO much left to do. So much that needs to still be addressed. But seeing 3 women run this show: Yelena, Natasha, and Melina was an absolute joy to observe. This isn’t the end of some hard waged war, it’s the beginning and I beg you; Disney/Marvel. Please give us more of this? It’s so important for young girls to see other girls kicking butt and winning. Quick summary of nerd feelings; Losing Nat still burns. Yelena is a boss.

Okay…Real talk.

I have to get a little deeper here now. My personal story absolutely played into how I felt about this film and I wish I saw some trigger warnings about the material covered. Do I know Black Window’s story? Yes. In and out. I can read it, I can write my FF on it. However. Little to no one knows my story and so absolutely no one is to blame for not warning me. I was not expecting to come out this shook.

I’m sharing this because it’s happening now, today. In the real world. I doubt the film makers had this mind over other social issues, but after feeling like it’s irrelevant, that my pain is somehow less than, I’m realizing through my activism it’s not.

I grew up in a cult where women are not relevant. You matter up to a point. You are useful, to a point. If you’re giving 24/7, you’re not giving enough. If you’re not smiling as you’re doing cult stuff, you’re complacent. In addition to why I’m about to share, my house growing up was not a safe space which is a story for another time. So it’s a stack…this janga-ish game that eventually just comes crashing down.

My trigger started moments after the film started the handing over of the kids. When Alexei chooses the job over the welfare of the girls. Alexei put his two “daughters” in danger to save ‘face’. To put the job ahead of two children…it hit home. In the group I’m from, fathers, mothers, grandparents, siblings will absolutely choose the group over blood. You are nothing and you mean nothing if you ‘defect’. If you break a rule. If you complain. If you say ‘no’. If you put in a bad review for a leader, if you have anything bad at all to say about the organization as a whole. You can confide something deep in someone you trust and it absolutely will come back to hurt you.

The title song shook me completely. This collage of video and images of brainwashing, treating these girls like absolute objects is disgusting in itself. But when you’re raised in this other world, there’s a level of brainwashing that is absolutely unmatched. Videos, books, quizzes, 12 hour lectures, weekly meetings.

People are unified to the point where you lose your own identity. There’s a language- a literally language- words you start to misuse. Verbiage only people in the cult use. Kids of any age will watch any rated film. Frequently the themes are about obedience and or cooperation and the consequences if you do not cooperate/obey. Death is a such a common theme that either you become petrified of your own shadow, petrified of breathing wrong, or turn completely numb. In sharing these videos, the goal is to instill this fear that you will never be enough. That you will die- turn into a charred hot dog of a figure if you do not obey 8 white men - the leaders, in New York. That your friends, classmates, neighbors, family will die if they don’t believe what you do. That you’re held accountable if you can’t bring them to your side.

The song for the credits hit me. I cannot listen to it. I have no idea what it was about.

When I watched the film, I couldn’t focus at this point at gosh barely 15 minutes in. I had already checked out. I heard keywords. “Entertainers,” “I feel stupid and contagious…”

In my world, I did not matter. What mattered was, what was presented to the public. To your group. Meeting some checklist of this perfect family at any cost. You’re not an individual, you’re a number. Literally. Your records are documented by men in the back room- your actions, your track record. But ultimately? You’re part of a numeral equation reported to headquarters. And if you’re a woman, you do not have a say in how you look, dress, act or in what you say. You are as the title song says, …“Entertainers”. You smile. You do your job, and you are ‘happy’ about it. Your job is to dedicate x amount of hours cleaning the room you gather in, and in recruitment of other members…

There’s a ‘job’ in the cult called a “pioneer”. Okay. No, we might not have been trained assassins. But you are trained to manipulate emotionally. To prey on the weak. You get books, magazines, movies, speeches, lectures- you rarely get a free Saturday. Oh and the job isn’t paid. So make sure you’re working (part time because full time secular work isn’t acceptable) at a desk job (because college and getting an education is not allowed). Don’t make friends with the people who work with you, they’re out to get you. Back at the club; You answer questions like it’s some schoolastic quiz every week and quote what your reading. It’s a brainwashing tactic. If you say something enough times, you remember it. You start to believe it. You spend hours reading these things, training… Your job is to target people who have lost- and have lost a lot because they’re vulnerable. You learn to go to cemeteries, and literally stalk people who are grieving. Like Val. If you can catch someone when they’re weak, senses are dulled. They’re desperate. And you bait them with this false promise. This idea that all THEY have to do is change all that they are, join you, and they’ll see their dead loved ones again. That they are doomed if they don’t change. Most pioneers draft 2-4 people per lifetime. If you’re a great saleswoman, you can draft more into this horrific world. And I regret the hours I spent lying, torturing people. For some cult that doesn’t give two cents about me.

I 100% believed of I didn’t convince my classmates, neighbors, to join my side they would either turn me in or they would be killed by a divine being. From 2 years old I was supposedly handing out pamphlets. The doom is not a quick painless death, no. You have visuals. You have men getting up to talk in detail about what your ‘friends’ will look like as corpses. Visually descriptive to the point where I still feel a bit numb to it all. That you will have to bury their bodies after the whole divine destruction. That you will have to “clean up” the earth. You are numb- convinced- bullied to the point where you believe this is true.

If you’re hurt as MANY WOMEN AND CHILDREN ARE, and you don’t have two people to testify and say they saw it- it never happened. Abuse is the norm. And if you speak up about it? You’re called a liar. Your friends cut you off. They think you’ll die along with everyone else if you put in a ‘bad review’ or leave. You’re bullied into submission and taught from a young age that you are not in control of your own decisions. You relinquish yourself under the pretense that the men you have such reverence toward are under some divine being’s control.

Your parents hurting you is acceptable. And don’t you dare speak against your father if he’s deeply involved. Don’t even think about approaching if he’s on a phone call. If you’re hit you take it- because you “deserved” it. And you smile. You shove that pain deep down. You hide the bruise, the cut lip, the depression, the bottles of pills you’re swallowing the whatever….You’re screwed if you faint, throw up, pass out, because you’ve missed a meeting. You better be dying for that to happen…

The idea that is portrayed in the movie (IMO) is that you can forgive family who hurts you. I see people forgiving Alexei and what’s her name. Look- that’s great. It’s a fun film. Alexei is funny. Here’s what I saw; it’s a toxic man- nay- father who can’t accept responsibility. He takes pride in what the girls have become- monsters. Not in who they are at their core. He has no idea who they are. And the mom has this photo album…I’m tearing up. She remembers this a certain way, a wishful thought. I’ve confronted my own mother about our past and had an album thrown at me, “We were happy. You were happy.” The fact is I was told the smile. You’re forcing this perception that everything was normal. That it’s okay to go back. (I’m not taking away Yelena’s view that everything was real to her, that’s fine for the sake of the story, and sweet. The moment between her and Alexei..fine. Milena turns and takes their side at the end, great.) The problem with how I saw this, is that’s not how the real world works. I don’t owe my parents forgiveness when I didn’t mean shit to them. When people leave the cult they’re cut off. Treated like they’re dead. I didn’t find these moments cute, I found them horrific. Hugging me, saying he’s proud of me is the toxic sh** my father would pull. Ignoring the holes in the wall, in my skull, the phony impression he gives to the rest of the group. Hugging me…after sweeping everything he did not only to me, but countless others under the rug because the cult…because 8 men in NY will protect him. Legally. Or otherwise.

I don’t need to forgive my parents. If you’ve been mistreated, you don’t owe anyone anything. They can “try” to do the right thing, that doesn’t somehow block out years of mistreatment. Years of trauma. Sheetrock only patches the surface of the broken walls. Wounds heal but some scars stay with you forever. Metaphorically or otherwise.

‘Entertainers’ was a trigger word because if you’re high enough in the ranking system you’re asked to “testify” or share a story. It’s in front of a couple thousand. It’s an “honor”. What it really is, is a three ring circus. You will only see women on the sidelines reading from the cards while only men stand at the main podium. They’re reading what they have told them to say. Stories are manipulated, cut, changed to fit a narrative that better suits the group of a couple thousand members.

Dreykov. I hate this. But I have to go there. I’m neck deep already, might as well. I think the worst part of all of it is that you can’t touch the person who made you this way. Those 6-7-8 leaders are untouchable. It doesn’t matter what you try. What legal entities, ex groups have tried. There’s a term for us and we are considered ‘mentally diseased.’ Members are told to avoid us. And in case you were curious, no, they can’t just break their nose on a table to be free- if only it were that simple. Gosh that got me. I would cut a limb, split my skull open, if it meant I could just cut a chord. It takes years of therapy and I still have nightmares. Urges to just, go. I’m OKAY. But most escapees are not. If you manage to escape with your life and don’t end it because the pressure, guilt, abuse that comes with leaving is too much. (This is sadly the fate of MANY LBGTQ+ members.)

The only hope is either the group eventually runs out of money or they’re taken down legally. Both of which are impossible since many older members will leave all they have to the group rather than to their family. It’s a complex billion dollar publishing company that plays monopoly with people’s investments, homes, and lives.

If you speak up, you’re the liar. So you cannot free your friends, who have turned on you, already cut you off, and discarded you the day you walked out and didn’t come back.

Watching Natasha, and Yelena free their sisters made me think of every woman who is stuck in this cult. For every woman, child, currently being sexually/physically abused and can’t say sh** because they literally believe god will kill them. If I say anything to them, they block me. If I expose what’s happening they will lie in court. That’s what is happening. And it’s not in the news, it’s not talked about. Because you can’t. You’re forced into silence. There’s a block. A literal legal force field that you cannot penetrate. They have their own lawyers. You can’t break into it. You’ll lose every, single, legal battle you try to fight.

Was this a decent movie? Yes. Was I expecting to share this days after release, no. I’ve been forced into silence for so long, told that people have it far worse and that I shouldn’t talk about it. But just today I saw a grown ass couple in an escapee group, talking about how one trigger word sent them into a depressive spiral. Wondering if some god damn lightening will come out of the sky and knock them dead. And we frickin struggle in silence. People will just shrug and go “oh it can’t be that bad,” while my gay best friend can’t catch an effing break. While someone else suffers at home because god wants it that way. Someone else will bury their kid today, maybe not even hold a funeral for them if they were ‘mentally diseased.’

For people like that couple I met today, like me, if you don’t just see a fun film but a darker past or maybe it’s brought up some memories for you, I’d honestly love to chat!!! Message me! I feel like for as painful as this is to hash out not too many people know about what goes on behind a group of smiling, well dressed woman who come knocking on your door. “It’s just a religion.”

I guess I didn’t realize…the criminal aspect of what happened to me. You’re so ingrained to keep quiet. To smile. To ignore, to suppress. I can smile, joke laugh, but visualizing…inadvertently seeing this mirror was so unbelievably uncomfortable. I would always rather help someone else because it takes me out of my head. Live in a bubble where I can call my trauma a ‘fantasy’. What’s real is when someone like me has a bad day? Lol! Look, my husband literally checks his phone to make sure a conversation never touches a couple hundred trigger words that will absolutely send me into the closet with a gallon of ice cream or a bottle of whiskey. I can’t imagine what someone else, what some other traumatized individual goes through. (Maybe that’s why the Bucky stuff makes me all angry She-Hulk too..)

Look, talking people ex members of this group, out of suicide is a daily endeavor to the point where it’s borderline on autopilot. But having this, I suppose, brilliant, piece of cinema turn the camera around left me raw and writhing and angry. Not for me, but for everyone else still stuck. With every year you spend in that cult, add ten more to therapy.

If you feel like me at all, you’re not alone. Not anymore. We were raised to feel alone in the world. That the universe is somehow out to get us and that’s simply not true. You don’t need the people who raised you if they were absolute shit bags. And you DO NOT have to forgive them for keeping you in that environment. Family isn’t family if they’ve hurt you. You owe them nothing. It is healthy to feel your feelings (and you and your feelings are valid. )

Anyways! I hope to be able to talk about more fun Marvel topics soon. But this felt important so thanks for listening. I’m really not hating guys, this is just…it’s heavy. And I beg you to do your research into cults and to help out where you can.

Love and light,

-M

[monchikyun]

XVII. ghost stories

Connor doesn't want to admit it to himself but he has is currently over the moon. Living alone in that dreadfully dull apartment whose purpose has been that of a prison cell, a place where he'd spend the rest of his days waiting for some kind of divine punishment to restore the world's balance by putting him through suffering most soul-wrenching has not been a very pleasant experience. But Sumo, that helpless creature he gets to call his friend and roommate, has done nothing wrong to waste his life like that, cooped up in a supersized terrarium. The angel of a dog deserves a proper home. And if Gavin doesn't mind the android tagging along, then who is he to deny the floofpuff his favourite company.  Maybe it’s a bit presumptuous to think that Sumo has any distinct preference towards him, but that’s something Connor allows himself to indulge in, the idea that he’s doing a good job taking care of that overgrown puppy, that no one else would love him the same way Connor does. Of course, this kind of love would be better defined as an emotional dependency, but the canine doesn’t have to know that. 

He's happy, no one can deny him that, but with it also comes to the violent inner conflict, for the joy that flows through him never stops feeling wrong, one way or another. As if every little bit of content that he steals for himself extends the sentence he made himself serve, that he has to make up for each and every time he smiles or feels his heart flutter in something else than fear.

Yes, he did agree to Gavin's proposition, but it doesn't mean his mind is automatically set on actually going through with it. 

Every time they're locked in a shared moment like that it's hard to deploy rationality. Hard but not impossible. And if he really was against the idea of sharing home with the one person he’s sure he loves, he wouldn't have answered so enthusiastically. It's just that there is a mess inside of him and he can't quite sort through all the excess guilt and sorrow. 

“Hey, Con, what’s going on inside that head of yours? I can basically hear your brain cogs grinding.” 

They've been lying side by side on the bed closer to the window, keeping a polite distance between their bodies. The snowing outside has ceased, which can’t be said for the weather beyond his eyelids. Connor hasn't wanted to face anything tonight, so he has submitted his vision to the darkness, listening to Gavin's slow rhythmical breathing, one of his favourite sounds in the world.  

Many times has he found himself wishing to share the events that lead him to his current devastated state, times upon times did he want to transfer his memories to some innocent bystander just so he doesn’t have to suffer alone. But never to anyone close to him. It used to be a wound too ugly to be shown, and he feared that once it’s revealed, it would make him revolting in the eyes of the recipient. If it's just him who has to bear the hideous burden then he can justify it as a consequence for his shortcomings, that was something agreed upon in his mind. But when the weakness is stronger than his resolve to let it stew inside of him for all eternity, he can't do anything else but to listen to its cries for help. Because when he closes his eyes and concentrates, the voice screaming for someone to come and save him is no one else's but his own. 

And Gavin just happens to be the first one to get near enough to hear. 

"I'll tell you, but only if you really wish to know what happened on that day. It won't be an easy story to tell, and even less so to listen to." 

"I'd bet you anything that I've heard worse. Witnessed, even. Maybe."

Connor turns to face him, just to give him an expression that conveys how unconvinced he is about that. 

"Okay, sure. Just. This is very… hard for me, so…" 

"Hey it's fine, we don't have to do this if you're-" 

"No, I need to get it out. It's been weighing me down for almost a year, and I don't know how much longer would I be able to last like this.," he squeezes his eyes shut again and dares to grace Gavin with a minuscule smile. 

Gavin extends his hand far enough to almost touch him, letting it linger in the vast space between them. It feels like they doing something like this for the first time, like they’ve regressed back to how it was before this December. He can’t stand it, so he seizes the hesitating hand and clutches it like it’s the only thing keeping him from slipping into the endless dark. 

"Let's be fair here, no one deserves to be my outlet more than you." 

He's the main reason Connor's still here, after all. 

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What a terrible fucking day has it been already, and it's only ten in the morning. Hank has woken up with a hangover tracing his every step, directly followed by his ever so caring partner. They have been stuck working on a seemingly never-ending case, and the lieutenant isn't known for his patience. Every day he grows wearier and wearier of not being able to find their guy despite it feeling like they're oh so impossibly close to apprehending him. Like he's hiding just around the corner, laughing his ass off at their incompetence. It bogs down not only him, but Connor has been invested in this more than everyone else. The poor android probably blames himself for the fact that the perp is still walking freely among all of his potential victims. 

So when they finally get the call of his whereabouts, when this nightmare of an investigation is about to come to an end, he is so wired-up he cannot see anything besides that what matters to him right now, which is nothing else but the hooded figure fleeting away across the busy street like exhaustion doesn't even exist to him. Unfortunately, Hank is an old man and his muscles are not what they once used to be, so he has no choice but to leave this chase to the one of them who doesn't need any organic tissue to run at the speed of a motorcycle. When the lieutenant does eventually catch up to them, he releases a sigh of relief that gets lost in all the breathless heaving as he watches the monster of a man lying on the floor in the pool of his own blood. He is not a callous person, not usually that is, but right now he wishes that the person on the ground wasn’t breathing anymore. Maybe he'll regret thinking like that later, but at the moment it feels more than justified, given what inhumane atrocities the man has committed. 

He's about to praise Connor for his good work when an arm sneaks around his shoulder, and he senses something sharp against the skin on his neck. 

"Tell me Jake’s not dead or I''ll kill this geezer like the pig he is." A gravelly voice grazes his ear and he wants to throw up from the undesirable proximity. 

"You won't." 

Leave it to his android partner to always have the upper hand in a crisis. He’s is sure that the gun Connor’s holding in his hopefully steady hand won't miss his target and that he'll be released from this death grip in a matter of seconds. It's not the first time he's found himself in a perilous situation like this, but that doesn't mean he's isn't sweating like he's about to get murdered in cold blood. Because he isn't. He can’t be-

A loud bang reverberates through his head down to his spine, ending at his feet just as devastatingly hot lava takes his mind under. It's the worst pain he's ever been in, yet it feels so… liberating.  He can just make out a desperate scream of his name in the voice he's got used to hearing these past months before all his thoughts slowly disappear into the all-encompassing darkness that is carrying him somewhere distant, somewhere painless. Here, in the great void of salvation, he's nothing but an idea.  

Happy because he’s arrived in the place he's been trying to get to all this time, for a hope that he can meet the most important person in the entire world, the missing piece of his soul. Sad because he’s leaving the other one behind. 

He doesn't know if the flickering light that is gradually moving closer is the thing he's been longing for, but he's more than willing to find out. 

Because nothing burdens him anymore. He's finally free. Home at least. Just like he should be. 

@a-convin-new-year should i continue tagging this blog or it too late? 

[thessalian]

Thess vs Consequences

Another trip to the big supermarket, and something occurred to me that’s been sort of nudging at the back of my brain for awhile: while we do have the queue system in place where we stand about six feet apart and only a few people are allowed into the store at any given time? ...Once you get into the store, people are actually less likely to give you space than they were before the pandemic.

I mean, I try. Gods know I try. I can’t always avoid people or stand as far apart as I probably should, but I try to minimise the amount of time I spend in close proximity to people. Yes, even though I have already had COVID-19 and at least in terms of breathing on people am probably one of the safest people in the damn store half the time. Doesn’t matter - rules say approximately six feet? I will damn well try. So if someone’s blocking the shelf I need, I’ll wait. I’ll hit another section of the store if there’s a three-cart pile-up in the Baking Supplies aisle. I’ll try very hard to avoid touching anything I’m not going to buy - though that one I fall down on more than I’d generally like because my sundry dietary restrictions mean that if I don’t read the labels on a lot of this stuff, I am in for a world of hurt.

But do people extend the same courtesy? Nope.

I get people squeezing in front of me when I’m trying to read the label on a tin of soup, brushing my arm and shoulder to get what they want instead of waiting thirty seconds just so I can check there’s nothing containing gluten in the damn soup. I get people causing three-cart pile-ups in the Baking Supplies aisle - literally three carts crammed up right next to each other, blocking the entire aisle while the people using said carts are squished up together in front of ... honestly, I think it was the custard, but I’m not sure because I just wanted some damn sugar for my coffee and when I saw the squish, I went the other way. I get people refusing to fucking wait long enough for me to even just pick up a jar of coffee before reaching in front of me to get what they want. They seem to have run the numbers and the need to get out of the shop quickly seems to have trumped the plea from the supermarket staff and the fucking government to stand farther away from people.

Of course, then there’s the ones who clearly just don’t give a shit. The ones who dawdle in front of the shelves debating the relative merits of one thing over another (or maybe just marvelling that the shelves are actually properly stocked at the moment, I don’t know) for several minutes at a go, making waiting a) difficult and b) more likely to result in blocking another set of shelves. This happens a lot. I mean, I don’t bring a list out, but every time I go out grocery shopping, I have a pretty solid game plan of what it is I want, and thus can map out my trip to make it as brief and painless as possible. Quick stop in the produce section for potatoes and some fresh fruit, over to the meat section for the usual cheap-but-filling meat cuts (and, as always, one steak because a) I have low-grade anaemia and I start to go really wonky if I don’t get red meat regularly and b) I deserve a treat, godsdamnit), down to the tinned foods aisle for some soup, cruise the crisps and snacks aisle for munchies, hot drinks aisle for coffee, booze and mixers aisle for squash (kind of like liquid Kool-Aid mix), baking supplies for sugar, from there down to the frozen food section for frozen veg. Occasionally slight detours if I need, like, butter or loo roll (not this trip, thankfully), or a stop at the pharmacy counter for mallet-meds (which I very much needed to do this time), but you get the idea. I know what I want, I know where it is, I get it, I get out. Other people seem to think that this particular time, the time when we want to be in as little direct contact with human beings as possible, is the best time to go dawdling daydreamy-like through the aisles.

I think both things can be ascribed to isolation fatigue. Those who haven’t been ill with COVID-19? They don’t take it seriously anymore. It’s kind of hard to, when the government is consistently lying and insisting they did everything right when we have the highest death toll of any country in Europe. I mean, we have the highest population of any European country except Germany (I’m leaving out European Russia because trying to figure out the population statistics of a Eurasian country with 23% of its border being in Europe but with that same 23% of one country taking up nearly 40% of Europe’s land mass is ... it’s weird), and our population density is pretty insane because of how small our land mass is, but a lot of the reason our numbers are like they are is ... well, two reasons. One: lack of PPE, lack of ventilators, lack of NHS staff. Hell, the Nightingale Hospitals they put together in various venues in this country have basically been put on standby and were refusing patients because they didn’t have the nurses to deal with the load they were built to take. Oh, and let’s not forget the fact that elderly people testing positive for COVID-19 were discharged to care homes where, again, no PPE for the staff...

Anyway, that’s the first major reason our death toll is the highest in Europe. The other reason, though? Isolation fatigue, which set in early and still runs rampant today. Our police haven’t been given proper guidelines on when to call people out on breaking isolation, or how to handle it when people do. Also, while we don’t have the kind of protests the US do, people here are ... uniquely British in their disrespect of anyone trying to insist they stay home, up to and including law enforcement. They don’t protest loudly. They don’t wave signs and gather in unsafe numbers and scream. They just ... quietly and nonchalantly ignore any rule they don’t want to follow as regards to isolation protocols, at least in part because there have been no consequences. That’s kind of how it works here - if they don’t like the rule, they’ll ignore it until there’s a true consequence to breaking it. Since most of the people breaking this particular rule haven’t got sick, don’t have direct contact with an elderly or immunocompromised relative, probably refer to the deaths of the young as ‘fake news’ and/or try not to pay attention to the news at all, and aren’t being challenged by law enforcement or even shop staff when they flagrantly violate the rules put in place for their own protection ... well. To them, “no consequences” means they can do what they want.

I work in hospitals, when I actually have work. I have had this. I know the consequences. I’ve suffered them. It just feels stupid, that’s all, that I had the consequences when I’ve done my level best to follow the rules, and people who ignore those rules either don’t get it at all or get the mildest possible version that they probably tell themselves isn’t really COVID-19. Then again, I guess it’s not like pandemics play fair.

Summary: I went out grocery shopping today and I’m not going back out there unless I have to, mostly because other people are stupid and make it impossible for anyone to follow the isolation protocols no matter how hard they try. So the only way to actually follow them is to stay the fuck inside.

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(( A clean up and edit of an old drabble. lmao Remember when I used to write in my canon? Remember when I used to write drabbles? Remember when I used to write--))

     Death.

     It had always been something that was a possibility, but nothing that ever truly settled in as a reality for Hemera.

     There had been a time Myles wished for death - trapped in a white room with white walls, strapped to a chair with doctors and nurses in crisp white uniforms asking him to just breathe, but how could he when a tightness was forming in his chest and every time he went to inhale it caught in his throat only to wheeze out black substance that was blocking air’s path. His once clean patient’s robe now stained black with flaking bits of dried blood from having been at this for hours, reliving the process of muscle spasms, cold sweats, the uncontrollable aggression, the pain, and the questions- those fucking questions –

     “How do you feel? Does this hurt? Can you make a fist? On a scale of one to ten—“

     It was always a ten.

     White-hot searing pain would make him black out for minutes -- hours -- at a time only to come to still strapped down to that fucking chair. More needles. More injections. He didn’t need to put up with this.  He could just give in, just end it all, was this worth it? He couldn’t even remember what he was there for anymore. A test he had been suckered into, signed paperwork that was clearly forged with his name. It didn’t matter.

     Nothing mattered.

     They would nod unsympathetically as he spat out mixture of black and red onto the ground, pooling at the corners of his mouth only to dribble in a patchwork mess at his chest. The few moments he was conscious, he would memorize the fine lines of the doctor’s face knowing for a fact that if he was ever released from this room, from this chair, from this hell that he was be the first to die… but of course he would always pass out at the point when aggression was at it’s highest. Looking back on it all, that was the whole point, wasn’t it? The blinding pain something he was no longer capable of putting up with, he kept hoping that each time he passed out he wouldn’t wake up.

     But he always did.

     And one day – it stopped.

     Hemera woke up to the sound of hushed whispers, bloodshot eyes blinking slowly through the bright surgical light hanging overhead expecting to see a familiar face, but there was nothing. Craning his neck to see about the small space, there was no one there, and just as he was about to call out, the whispers grew louder.

     These weren’t human voices. This was no language he knew. They were mumbling to him, speaking to him. Something was happening, the voices wanted him to do something and they grew frantic the longer he didn’t obey, but even as they grew louder, a ringing started screeching, piercing its way across the forefront of his mind and before he could cover his ears and to shout to make them stop – there was silence. Quieted only the sound of the door unlocking with nurses and doctors shuffled in. There’s realization on his face in this moment of clarity and the painless silence that it brought that he needed to keep this. He needed to keep this pain away and the voices secret less they try to peel back his temple again.

     He wouldn’t tell them. Not a single word of what happened.

     When asked again on a scale of one to ten… Hemera smiled for the first time in what felt like months. Myles was quickly and neatly tucked away, a part of his humanity stored for safekeeping and he gave a cold, dead smile with pleasant eyes as he flexed his fingers against the armrest. Deep breath of air sucked in that he hadn’t been capable of in a long time and he confidently answered an arbitrarily low number despite the soft alien whispers that dug their sharp nails into the base of his skull.

     The pain had finally stopped. The relief made his fingers tremble then still. Hemera refused to let Myles die and he told himself he’d never allow himself to go back to that room, back to those doctors. He wouldn’t allow himself to be back in that chair or strapped to that bed. He needed to protect himself and thus the first layer of walls were built. Day by day, brick by brick, Myles fell deeper and deeper into the comforting darkness while Hemera learned the art of pretending to be nonthreatening human. No one could know. No one could enter.

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Sickness, vomiting, fever, bleeding from the eyes and/or ears and/or nose, blacking out, lack of appetite, numbness in the hands and feet, death

          Frequency: unknown

     Hemera mentally ran through the horrid list of side effects of his “condition”.  The consequences of what he was taking its toll bit by bit, day by day, and no matter how many times he went over his own files, he knew there was something missing. Blond had yet to experience anything of concern.  The occasional sleepiness, the random spikes in temperature, light headedness – nothing that he couldn’t push through or hide or, if he experienced anything worse, excuse himself to deal with in private.

      But there were times he wasn’t so lucky. Hemera played the game of hide-and-seek so well that few, if any, ever saw the ugly parts. That was the whole point, wasn’t it. The sickness he was masking behind harsh words and a distant attitude. No one never saw the bloody nose that leaked with something stranger than just red or the quiet whispers that took him down hallways to places he’d never been convinced that he was supposed to be there, or the sharp pains that followed that were blinding, hiding wincing agony until it passed, silently screaming into his communicator for Troy to come and get him because he had no idea where or who he was.

     This time however... this time the one he clung to wasn’t Troy. Myles was unable to escape to a place of solitude, to leave in time before the wave of numbness set in his legs, falling just as the vibrations in his neck started with a scorching pain the came with an intensity he had yet to feel, only to have a fear set in that maybe this time would be his last.

     Death had always been a possibility, never a reality.

     As he clung white knuckled at the other’s arms in panic, shame, and terror, all at the thought that they had to see him like this, he hoped – it would pass, it would pass, it had to pass—but next he knew, he was lying in bed in med bay, clenching and unclenching his fists to the rhythm of his uneven breath. 

     At first he was nervous –back in a hospital room, back to the familiar buzzing of sterile white lights and nurses in crisp white uniforms, but he wasn’t strapped down, he wasn’t being poked and prodded… not that it stopped him from recoiling at the nurses touch when she came to observe him or exhale small hisses at mystery liquids and pills they tried to give him. He would attempt to refuse, he didn’t know what it was, he’d be fine, he just slept walked, that’s all--

     But by now he’d been there just over 24 hours under observation for mysteriously fainting, brought in by companion which Hemera immediately told them to refuse access to.

     He would not – could not – see them again.

“Please tell me you’re sorry… I need to hear you say it.”

     Now all that sat before the other was Myles, his heart open and raw, hazel eyes flickering in a panic at the amount of hurt the man was radiating through his words, through his body. He had hidden this part of him, hidden it away for good reason. He didn’t like what he’d become, he didn’t like what he was, and to bury it down deep and ignore it was his only way of coping, especially now that someone he cared about was in the picture.

     He felt cold.

     What did he want him to apologize for? For being weak? For hiding?  For refusing to let him see him in the med bay? To apologize for lying? That he was ok, everything was fine?

     Nothing was fucking fine. On a scale of one to ten – it was always a ten.

     But the man in front of him, caring eyes that looked at him as if he abandoned him, that pleaded with him to care – oh if only the blond knew how much he cared…

     Myles’ mouth opened and closed, uncertainty filling his lungs – air caught in his throat and slender fingers trembled as they reached out, unsure of what to do with the emotions that were set before him. He just had to say it, he just had to form the words—

      Myles was pulling himself closer, closing the distance between them and chest swelled in a way he hadn’t felt in eons. Thick walls were dust at the man’s feet and painful expression filled his face as if he was processing a multitude of emotions he’d never had to deal with at once. It only amplified the exposed soft outer rim, revealing the delicate freckles on flushed skin, and he leaned in with such care that he felt he’d break if the man tried to move. Blond strands of hair draped themselves over other’s shoulder as he rested his head on top, terrified that if he tried to touch him any more than the small space where his forehead met that he would recoil in anger, knowing he’d feel the uncontrollable tremble that was beginning to spread through him.

     A hush, a whisper, it wasn’t loud, but it was deafening in Myles’ ears, the words he spoke were volumes trapped in a single phrase and the blond hoped with all his heart that the other would understand the magnitude of what he was saying, the small subtleties between the dots, the true meaning behind his words

     “…I’m sorry…”

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Cat Peeing Every 5 Minutes

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[thetravellingvagrant]

DAY 14: Timisoara/Belgrade – Tourn apart

SI was barely awake for a minute before I heard a knock on my dorm door. Without waiting for a response, the whispy receptionist poked her head through the gap and told me that GeaTours had just called and they would actually be arriving two hours earlier than previously stated. Which was in forty five minutes. Great. It was a good thing I set an alarm...

With no time, now, for my planned lovely morning bibble, I set about packing, finishing the last of my fairly humdrum Romanian cereal which stacked up very poorly to my previous Moldovan choice (kramsi for life) and waited.

...And waited more. And more. The time when they had said they were to arrive had passed. And then more time than that passed. Unwilling to decant my belongings for fear of them just suddenly turning up and catching me unawares, I instead just sat and stared at a wall, bored out of my nut.

I waited, like that for a full hour and fifteen extra minutes, before the whisp re-appeared, no doubt slightly creeped out by my serial-killer like stillness. She told me they would arrive in ten minutes.

I really question the decision to even bother informing me that they would be early in the first place. If they had just showed up half an hour earlier than I expected, I would have been probably rather pleased with that, but now, because they had told me, they were no longer half an hour early, but instead an hour and a half late. Consequently, I was irritated and my faith in their ability as a company, which was already basically at rock bottom, had plummeted even further.

After another ten minutes, I left the hostel, unable to find the whisp to offer a well-deserved thank you for all her help and waited outside. Another seven minutes passed (of course) before the car showed up.

The car in question was a janky old grey people-carrier, with two rows of seats. In the front set, sat what I assumed was a Serbian husband and wife combo; lets call them Pavel and Pavelina and in the back was a man with a British accent, though not a British passport, named James and I, vagrant. None of us spoke for the entire duration.

The trip itself was honestly, really quite painless. It took an hour less than I expected and we had breezed through the border with as little effort as I ever have, so that was a pleasant surprise. This was offset, slightly, however, by the car itself.

The row of seats at the back, upon which I sat, had loose and only conceptually connected to the chassis of the car. This meant that if I leaned back too hard, the seat would follow suite. I never did attempt leaning back as far as I could to see if I fell arse over tit into the boot, but I suspected that I might, if I did. The car also had little to no heating, meaning that my feet remained uncomfortably cold throughout and its suspension was shot all to buggery, so every tiny bump in the road was amplified one hundred fold by the time the tremors had reached the back seat.

The most unpleasant foible of this vehicle, however, had to be its exhaust, which apparently, was pointed not safely out of the arse end of the vehicle, but somehow directly into my face. The entire thing stank of petrol fumes and my window did not open. Even if it did, I probably wouldn't have opened it, as it would have only served to drop the already sub-zero temperature inside the cabin.

Consequently, I sat, for the entire three hour journey, inhaling engine fumes and feeling every shudder of every little bump in the road. As you could probably guess, by the end, I felt like a smashed in turd.

GeaTours seemed to be quite proud of their commitment to dropping passengers off right at the door of their destinations (which, I suppose, is fair, because so far they didn't have much else they could cling onto). As we neared my destination, I was asked by the driver where I was to be dropped off.

“Oh, uh, Gavrilla Principa Boulevard” I replied.

“Yes, but where?!”

Fuck, I didn't know. I was happy enough to get dropped off on the right street.

“Anywhere is fine”

they wasn't an acceptable answer. The driver asked Pavel to find out for him, so he could continue driving. I showed him the pinpoint on the map, which I had screencapped earlier. Pavel did not know where this was (despite the fact, as it turned out later, we were already literally right on it at this point).

“You have number for person you stay with?”

I told him I did.

“give me it, I call for you”

Mate, a) you're not even the driver, this is weird and b) I was still like fifteen minutes early for the very earliest check in time that Jelena, my host had offered me.

“No, that's ok, I can find my own w-”

He held his hand out, seemingly quite annoyed now, though I'm not sure why. Fucking hell, fine. I punched the number into my phone and handed it to him then watched, mildly embarrassed as he and Jelena had a protracted conversation in Serbian.

Eventually, he handed my phone back to me.

“You wait by this street corner here” he gestured some fifty yards backwards.

...Not exactly to the door, but ok. Fine, I was happy just to be allowed out of the car.

I jumped out and waited where I was told, until Jelena arrived, flustered and apologetic for being late, even though she was not, nor, if she was, was it in any way her fault.

Jelena was very nice, though a touch over-intense. She walked my to the flat talking about how I must have a shit opinion of Serbia because everyone in the western countries does. I told her I liked Serbia, had been before and very much enjoyed it, but she didn't seem to listen. She had already begun talking about football.

“Glasgow rangers, or Celtic?”

Jesus fuck, this again.

“Oh, uh, neither. I'm not really a football fan”

“From UK, not football fan!”

“I know, I'm squandering all the best stereot-”

she cut me off to show me a bureau de change and to bureau de change the subject once again.

This continued, with only the initial six or so words of any given avenue of conversation being spoken, before moving onto the next topic, prematurely, until we arrived at the flat. She showed me inside and explained, at great, withering detail exactly how every aspect of it works. How keys functioned, how hot water works, how the heating works (it doesn't), how the fucking bed works (you lie on it.). After my lecture, she left, telling me as she did that I looked suspicious. I still don't really know what she meant by that. I had assumed she meant that I looked like I was experiencing suspicion, rather than I looked like a suspicious sort, but, with the benefit of time, I am now not so sure.

The flat itself is very much the GeaTours of apartments. There isn't a more fitting word for it than Janky, other than the phrase I used in the notes I took for this entry; “nightmare shit hole”.

Everything is sort of creepy and decrepit and cramped (the bed, for example, wholly prevents the living room door from opening entirely). There's a laughably shit looking washing machine in the hallway

heelo cheeldren, am vashi, de freendly Serbian vasheenk machin.

an equally ugly looking fridge in the bedroom, with cutlery and a hot-plate stacked on top of it, but no sink- I suppose I'm expected to fill pots and wash dishes with water from the bathroom sink, which is...unusual to say the least- The walls are pock-marked with scrapes, chips and dents from previous tennants and the place is either far too cold, or far too hot, depending on the time of day. Still, I only paid about £15 a night for the privilege of being here, so how angry can you realistically get?

Thoroughly fucked from my juddery inhalation session, I decided to treat myself to a nap, to see if I could sleep off my headache, somewhat. By the time I woke up, my headache had vanished, though, so too had most of the day. Mildly peeved by this, I decided still to venture out to first, an ATM to collect my requisite serb-bucks, then to a very nearby 24 hour supermarket to buy some wafers, because, if I'm back in wafer-land, what am I, not going to buy wafers? Come on; and finally to a Chinese take-out place which Jelena had recommended, having neither the inclination nor ingredients to cook in Jelena's maddeningly confusing kitchen.

The Chinese, which I ate while watching a truly cringe-inducing episode of the apprentice was delightful, though I have no idea if I enjoyed so much due to the actual food, or because it was the single measure of comfort I had allowed myself in some time. It's all academic, I suppose. At least it wasn't microwaved chips.

After my second of the two nice meals I did not cook on this trip to date, I did very little of general interest with the rest of me evening, opting, instead, to spend it watching crap, writing blog updates and christmas shopping on amazon. And then I went to bed. I don't owe you anything.

[tastesoftamriel]

A shortcut (a long tale by Talviel)

Morndas, 12th of Sun’s Dawn, 4E 208. After my brief trip to Soltsheim and Blacklight with Lisandre, I immediately set west to uncover the territory I had left behind the year before. I had managed to cover Hammerfell’s main towns and cities, albeit briefly, and decided that I would spend some time in High Rock first instead of backtracking. It would take me over a month if I were to cross Skyrim into Jehanna or Evermore, which was the most straightforward route. However, I was disgruntled by the prospect of crossing Skyrim again, and the potential delays that would occur when word of my return would inevitably spread. There would have to be a quicker, more experimental way to travel, that I had gotten ideas from after spending time around the Dunmer. It wasn’t necessarily a good idea, but I was never good at coming up with those to begin with.

I picked Roach up from the Windhelm stables, who had done a good job of keeping her warm and fed while I was away. She grunted as I saddled her up, annoyed to be disturbed from her comfortable winter’s rest. Pulling my hood up against the snow falling in relentless whirls from the sky, I guided us on the day and a half journey north to the College of Winterhold. During the Dragon Crisis, I had received a message from the College pleading for my help in dispatching a Thalmor mage who had tried to infiltrate them and harness the power of an artifact called the Eye of Magnus. Having no magical aptitude beyond the Thu'um, I managed to take him down with a fair bit of shouting that left me winded for days after. I never stuck around to figure out what had happened after that, as I was too concerned with dragons and never had much of a care for learning magic to begin with. This was my first time coming back to Winterhold since then, and I was expecting a confused welcome.

Indeed, Tolfdir, the Master Wizard, looked puzzled when I trotted up to the main gate of the College. “Greetings, Dragonborn. What brings you to us? Have you finally decided to give magic a try after your little trial with that horrible Eye of Magnus incident?” He asked, helping me to dismount. “Greetings, Tolfdir. I suppose I am going to try my hand out at magic, in a way of sorts. But it’s your assistance I’ll be needing, because I don’t think turning myself and my horse inside out on your porch is the best idea since the only thing I’m capable of is the Candlelight spell.” The old mage raised an eyebrow. “Yes, turning yourself inside out would be quite a loss for all of Skyrim, but I don’t quite see how or why you would be doing that. What help do you need, my friend?” I rummaged through my satchel and pulled out a small but hefty tome that I had haggled out of a merchant in the Blacklight markets, and handed it to Tolfdir. His face lit up as he flicked through the pages. “Fantastic! A real Telvanni wizard’s spellbook! This will be an invaluable asset to the College and I’m sure Urag Gro-Shub would be delighted to add this to the library. But I’m guessing that this is payment for what you need.” “Please, Tolfdir, call it a favour. I know you also worship Talos so that makes at least two of us in Winterhold who are glad that Skyrim is free from one less Thalmor agent. I just came back from Morrowind and am in a bit of a rush to get to High Rock, and I hear that there’s a teleportation spell that can get me there in the blink of an eye. If you could do that for me, I’d be most grateful and the book is all yours.”

Tolfdir looked thoughtful. “Well, that is indeed an unusual request. Teleportation is definitely possible, but you’ll need to convince the Arch Mage, not me. It’s used strictly to go between the Synods and for private use by some houses across Tamriel, and as far as I know nobody but the most senior members are allowed to use it as it is a most volatile spell indeed. For those unaccustomed to teleportation, I’ve heard that at the very least you’ll be nauseous for a while and at worst you’ll disappear without a trace off the face of Nirn altogether! As much as it may disappoint you to hear, spending a few weeks in the saddle would be far preferable to any of the consequences that may await you should you wish to attempt to travel that way, but ultimately it is up to the Arch Mage to decide. Which, come to think of it, shows that you’re far more cunning than you present yourself to be, Dragonborn, since I’m sure that you’ve actually come with this Telvanni tome as a bribe of sorts.” He grinned. Brelyna Maryon, who had gone from being a star pupil to the Arch Mage of the College, was said to be a descendant of House Telvanni. “Alright, come on, I’ll bring you upstairs.”

Brelyna was in her chambers, engrossed in a large book written in a strange script I didn’t recognise. She didn’t lift her head when we walked in, and Tolfdir and I stood in awkward silence as she finished scanning a paragraph. Finally, she sighed and stood up, and jumped to attention when she saw me. “Goodness, Talviel of Riften! What a surprise and an honour! What brings you to us today?” We exchanged pleasantries, and I elbowed Tolfdir to explain my mad plan as his standing as Master Wizard would be far more persuasive than I, an outsider. When he was done talking, Brelyna stood there looking shell-shocked.

“Well, this is certainly the highlight of my day, Dragonborn. As you know, the College of Winterhold is an independent organisation and we haven’t used a teleportation spell in who knows how long. Are you sure you want to risk this? I can certainly attempt the spell, but I won’t be held responsible if something goes wrong.” “I’m all for an adventure, Brelyna. And so is Roach.” “Roach?! You mean for me to teleport your horse as well?” “Think of it as practice. And here’s something for your troubles, of course.” I shrugged, and handed her the Telvanni spellbook. She eagerly grabbed it from my hands, but looked worried. “This isn’t about the payment, Dragonborn. This is about the risk, and I’m not sure if I, or anyone else for that matter, should be attempting this. It’s seriously advanced magic and definitely dangerous. Remember the time I turned you green, and then into a cow and a horse and a dog? I really wish you’d just get on that horse and head west the conventional way. In fact, why don’t you just summon a dragon to fly you over instead?” “Come on, this will be fun! You can even gather the students to watch this as a demonstration!” I cajoled her, hoping to change her mind because by now I was looking forward to this to the point that I could practically hear Brynjolf swearing at me in the back of my mind.

Within an hour, I stood in the main courtyard with Roach next to Brelyna and Tolfdir, surrounded by excited pupils and lecturers alike. The air was steamy with the chatter of people eager to see the Arch Mage perform one of the most legendary spells around, especially on the clearly insane Dragonborn who had convinced her to do this in the first place. Brelyna raised her hands for silence, and a hush fell over the crowd. “Now, I’m going to say this once: this is a highly advanced spell that has not been practiced in Skyrim in at least a century or more. I am grateful that Talviel here has placed her trust in me, but until I can rest on the knowledge that this experiment has gone safely and successfully, nobody, including myself, is permitted to attempt this. Breaking this rule will result in swift disciplinary action, which can include dismissal from the College altogether. Are we clear?” Nods rippled through the crowd, and Brelyna sighed, raising her arms into the air, her gloved hands shimmering faintly. “Alright, here goes nothing. Everyone please stand back.” The air crackled with magical energy, and a loud roar shook the courtyard as she brought her arms down, casting the spell onto the ground. A large portal had opened in front of us, rippling blue with nothing but blackness beyond. Roach whinnied with alarm and I calmed her with Kyne’s Peace, though I felt jittery enough to puke myself.

I took the reins and stepped towards the portal, all eyes fixed on me. “Well, if this goes well you all should receive a postcard from me when I get to Shornhelm!” I joked, hoping to mask the quavering in my voice. “Talos be with you, Dragonborn.” Tolfdir said, clapping me on the shoulder. I nodded, my hand unconsciously going to the amulet around my neck. “Thanks, Brelyna. I’ll let you know when I arrive in High Rock.” “I still think you’re absolutely mad, but I applaud your bravery and dedication to the practice of magic. Safe travels, Talviel.” Taking a deep breath to steel myself, I jumped into the saddle and spurred Roach on into the whirling black mass ahead, feeling a hot wind pull us into its depths. I winced- it reminded me of getting pulled into Apocrypha by Hermaeus Mora’s slimy tentacles. Slowly, the roaring subsided, and we stepped out into daylight. Success! The spell had worked! Sort of.

Before I even had the chance to glance around, Roach reared and kicked me from the saddle, dashing off. This alone was a problem, but for me, it was a lot worse. The portal had opened directly onto the lip of a cliff, and the only way forward was down. Screaming and grabbing at thin air, I cursed myself and the portal and hoped that death would be quick and painless. Luckily for me, death was not on the menu that day. Unluckily, the fall was not painless. I plummeted right into the cold open ocean, hurting from the slap of the water and spluttering from the sting of salt in my eyes and mouth. I forced myself to calm down, treading water and trying to gain my bearings. Behind me was the craggy rock of the cliff I had taken my dive from, and on all three sides there was nothing but blue sky and rolling waves. Not a boat in sight, nor any indication as to where I’d been dropped. “I hate portals.” I muttered, swimming my way towards the cliff and following it along its edge in the hopes that it would lead me to dry land.

[pnmrks]

Save John Watson

PROMPT — John & Mary didn't have Rosie, but Mary is dead and John blames Sherlock. Sherlock blames himself, it's all a mess. Despite his underlying resentment toward Sherlock, John can't bear to live in the flat he and Mary shared. He's been living back at 221B but he and Sherlock rarely speak because of the tension between them regarding Mary's death. 

TW: suicide ideation/attempt, intense and severe emotional content.

Word Count: 2,573

Read it on Wattpad in my one shot book 

John took the stairs up to his bedroom with dragging, labored steps. It'd been a slow, long day, but he wasn't sure if it was the lack of patients or his own drudgery that made him feel that way. His work bag hit the floor with a thud, the open zipper allowing his spare clothes to spill onto the hardwood floor.

It was his first week back to work after Mary. It'd been two months. He hadn't had any intention of going back, ever, but Mrs. Hudson had been the one to push him.

"Oh John, but you love the clinic. You're a lovely doctor and you'll drive yourself mad if you keep sulking this way."

Sulking. He scoffed aloud as he lowered his aching body onto the edge of his mattress and worked at untying his shoes. This was more than sulking. It was more than grief and mourning.

John's days were filled with emotional rollercoasters. The hills were peak lividity, anger that burned white hot and made his entire skeleton vibrate. The valleys were deep, dark, cavernous pits of guilt that dragged him down like quicksand and the more he worked to get out, the deeper he fell in.

Nights were spent lying awake with his eyes glued to the ceiling because if he looked anywhere else, he was afraid of what he'd see in the shadows. The alternative was a blackout stupor, which Mrs. Hudson had expressed her discomfort with on multiple occasions.

He'd started sleeping with headphones in because when he didn't, he could hear Sherlock walking the floors at all hours of the night.

More than once, John had been jolted awake by a creaking at the stairs, and he had been positive that Sherlock was standing there on the landing watching him sleep. Nothing ever came of it. John still slept with the door closed after that.

There had been days that he had to walk past Sherlock to get to bed, or to fetch a cup of tea that Mrs. Hudson had called them both down for. Those days were starting to get closer and closer together. John had to think it was entirely Mrs. Hudson's doing.

Despite her efforts, a single word still hadn't been exchanged between the two since John had asked if he could move back into his room.

"Don't shoot me if you hear me take the stairs tonight."

"Hmm?"

"I'll be coming back tonight. Don't shoot me."

"Ah, right."

"Mm. Right, then."

At times, John wanted to come home from work, walk into the living room, and sit down across from him. He wanted to brush it all off, forget any of it happened, and move on. He wanted his life back.

When he thought too hard about wanting those things, the anger flared up again and John found himself uncomfortable even being in the same building as Sherlock. He didn't want to blame him the way he did. He didn't want to hate his best friend.

"John, love?" He jumped at Mrs. Hudson calling from the bottom of the stairs. "Did you want that cuppa? I've just put the kettle on."

"That's all right, Mrs. H," he said, one hand pinching the bridge of his nose. "Thank you."

John had been sitting on the edge of his worn-down mattress with his handgun for twenty minutes. With shaking breaths and trembling hands, he'd pressed it to his head in every way possible. Against his temple, under his chin, against the roof of his mouth. Each time, his finger hovered over the trigger, but he didn't have the gall to pull it. Finally, he gave up.

The flat was still silent. The sun was setting. The evening was coming to a close. A gunshot would make noise, cause a disturbance. Not to mention the mess.

The thought of Mrs. Hudson coming upstairs to discover his befouled room made him sick. He didn't want to think about Anderson cleaning his brain matter off the ceiling and walls when the police got there. Or Molly, conducting his post-mortem and having to cover his head because she couldn't stand to see him in that state.

"Christ," he muttered, finally finding it in himself to hit the safety and discard the weapon onto the floor. He'd never thought it'd be this hard or come with such an emotional burden.

John had always imagined his own death as being fast, painless, over in a blink of an eye, no questions asked, no extended thought processes involved. There was no need to for dramatics or a note or a body that could be shown at an open casket funeral.

He always thought that choosing to end his own life would be just that: his choice. A selfish choice without consequence because he'd be gone and it wouldn't fucking matter anymore. But there he was, thinking about the ins and outs of what putting a bullet in his head would do for the people around him. He'd be burdening them even after he'd gone, and that was enough to put him off.

He and Sherlock had investigated suicides before, messy ones in particular. Often they turned out to be murders. Regardless, everyone close to the deceased was utterly traumatized and even though he didn't want to, John couldn't help but think about his friends going through the same thing.

And he hated that. He hated that in the process of trying to kill himself, he was still sitting there trying to give himself permission to do that to his friends.

He decided to sleep seemed a much easier option. Less noise, no mess. Less likely that whoever found him when it was over would be wrecked forever by the image of his mutilated corpse.

"I tried, love, but I'm sure he's caught onto us by now." Mrs. Hudson heaved a heavy sigh and discarded John's unclaimed cup of tea. "He will come around, you know."

Sherlock's pointer finger traced around the edge of the teacup, the lukewarm liquid inside untouched. He wasn't quite used to feeling so helpless, so unsure of what the right course of action was.

"I'm beginning to doubt him," he said without thinking, then caught himself, tripping over his tongue. "Not him, of course. But perhaps the state of our—Whatever's left of—"

She was at Sherlock's side in a moment, squeezing his free hand between both of hers.

"Sherlock, won't you just speak to him?"

"Oh, don't be foolish, Mrs. Hudson. If John had any interest in—" He caught himself again, bringing his dull gaze up to the woman standing above him. "This is really how this works, isn't it? He pretends to resent me but really he's waiting for me to speak first?"

Mrs. Hudson gave him a small smile and patted the back of his hand before she returned to her puttering.

"I do believe he's the one who told you he'd be coming back."

"Oh, that doesn't count! That—"

"It's your move, Sherlock, dear." She flipped a dish towel over her shoulder and turned her back. "Now, get on with it won't you? I expect to be eating together like civilized adults by morning."

Sherlock took the stairs slowly, cautiously, trying his hardest not to drag his heels. There were so many times he crossed the landing in front of John's room and paused, just for a moment, to consider the very thing he was about to do. He'd only had to reach out to John a select few times. The last time he'd done so was immediately after Mary's death, and he had been rejected with a stinging,  "don't you dare."

He hadn't tried again since.

But now, Sherlock had every intention of extending a hand to John, to pull him back from whatever dark place he'd fallen into over the course of the last several weeks. John had done it so many times for Sherlock, and perhaps that was the only thing helping him swallow his pride now.

He cleared his throat, knuckles grazing the wood of John's bedroom door. Sherlock gave two gentle knocks that were met with silence.

"Uh, John, I-I know you're in there, you just called down to Mrs. Hudson not an hour ago. If you don't mind, I'd like to... Talk."

Silence. Sherlock raked a hand through his hair, torn between storming back downstairs or barging in.

"Well, I'm opening the door now. I understand you're angry with me, but please don't shoot..."

As the door slid open and light was cast across the floor and onto the bed, Sherlock's stomach flipped and immediately heaved. In the first few moments, he was sure that he'd disturbed John in the middle of sleeping. By the next moment, he realized that John was entirely too still, too relaxed to have just laid down and fallen asleep. As he crossed the room with numb legs and heavy feet, Sherlock sent tiny, white pills skittering across the hardwood floor.

"John?" Sherlock managed a single syllable through his quickly-closing throat, but after that it came spilling out in a stream as he found himself at John's bedside, shaking him by the shoulders. "John. John... John? John!"

And finally, more words came, but Sherlock no longer recognized them as his own.

"MRS. HUDSON!"

She was already at the door, looking just as confused as Sherlock had been when he'd first entered. "Sherlock what in bloody—"

"Call an ambulance, NOW!"

While she screeched and ran for the phone, Sherlock continued to paw at John's limp form, looking for signs of hope. There's was hardly a pulse that Sherlock could locate with his trembling hands. There was no indication of vomit—no indication that John's body had rejected the shock to its system and tried to save him. No indication that there was any time at all to wait for an ambulance to arrive in central London.

"They won't be here fast enough," Sherlock muttered, already scooping John up and slinging him over his shoulder. He met Mrs. Hudson in the doorway again. This time there was no confusion. She was alternatively whimpering and wailing at Sherlock, demanding to know what he was doing. "They won't be here! I have to—"

"What, you have to what?!" She shrieked, following after him as he took the stair two at a time on the way down, John's head bobbing behind him. She caught up with him in the living room and managed to grab an arm and slow him down in the hallway. "Sherlock Holmes, if you don't—"

"You'll not want to witness this, please just trust me."

Sherlock ducked into the bathroom and slammed the door behind him. He gently laid John in the bathtub, his skin looking eerily similar to the porcelain. Sherlock took only a moment to close his eyes and collect himself, to force himself to stay focused on what had to happen and block out Mrs. Hudson's weeping on the other side of the door.

"Right now, John. It seems your body isn't doing the best job trying to save your life," Sherlock whispered. He sat John up as straight as he could get him, one arm wrapped tightly around his torso. "So, I suppose I'll have to help it along. There's no easy or clean way to do this, so apologies in advance for making sure you survive."

With his free hand, he reached up and turned on the showerhead, blasting them both with cold water. With chattering teeth and shaking hands, Sherlock secured himself and pushed two fingers to the back of John's throat. The reaction was delayed, but moments later, the contents of John's stomach were washing off his lap and down the drain.

"Come on, now, John." Sherlock leaned further into the tub, sitting him up, slapping his cheeks. "Come on."

Another wave of vomit came before John was caught in a coughing fit.

"I know, I know," Sherlock hummed. "It's okay. You're okay now."

John reached for nothing, still unconscious, but much more alive. Sherlock pushed his hands back down and held them there, if only for his own sake.

"It's all right. Take your time. Take your time, just breathe."

The rising and falling of John's chest were much more noticeable, much more normal. Sherlock kept an arm wrapped around him and the water on. He was not out of danger, but at the very least, what was left of the poison was running down the drain. Through chattering teeth, he continued to remind John that it was all okay now, that there was no hurry, that it would all get sorted out. He just had to hang in there for the ambulance.

"Yes, right in there! Oh, please, please hurry!"

Though he heard them coming, Sherlock was still stunned when two paramedics burst in the bathroom door. He was pushed aside, though he was still latched onto John. As they pulled him off, Sherlock thought he felt John's fingers tighten around his own, if only for a moment. That was enough for him to back out of the room and let them go to about their work.

"He will be all right, you know," Lestrade muttered. He stood beside Sherlock, just outside of John's hospital room. "You did the right thing by not waiting."

"I know." Sherlock adjusted the blanket around his shoulders. The condition of getting to stay so close to John while the monitored him, which he didn't entirely mind. He was sure they'd both been hypothermic. A chill still ran through his bones. "Can't trust London police or ambulances with a damn thing."

"Sherlock."

"Oh, don't take it personally."

"No, Sherlock." Lestrade stepped in front of him, forcing his focus away from John's sleeping body. "He'll be all right. Unconscious for a day or two probably, but—"

"Thank you, George, I don't need a medical lesson. We just went over that I was the one who saved his life."

Lestrade sighed heavily and stepped aside again. He shoved his hands in his pockets and rocked back on his heels, resigning from the discussion for now. Silence settled over them while they watched nurses attach seemingly endless IVs to John.

"Well I think I'll be getting back to Mrs. Hudson now," Sherlock said. Lestrade turned to him, shocked.

"You're sure? I can head over there, make sure she's—"

"Like you said, he'll be unconscious. I'll come back tomorrow after I've taken care of the hysteria that waits for me back on Baker Street." Sherlock had already turned away. "If he wakes before I make it back here, don't tell him what happened."

"Wait, Sherlock—"

He turned back, a sudden sadness in his eyes. "I'll tell him when we speak. But please, Greg. Let him hear it from me."

"R-right. Right, yes, of course." Clearing his throat and shaking off his shock, Lestrade straightened his back and gave Sherlock a nod. "Try and get some sleep."

"Never do," Sherlock called as he disappeared around the corner.

[alfredoameeya1996]

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If you start to stretch and relax your tension and anxiety increase the stress on the painful symptoms and talk with a lot in releasing tension, stress, and eat healthy, your body's needs.In many cases, the joint that attaches your jaw before going to need extensive treatment and diagnosis are still unknown, stress is then unable to open broader.Can you believe that stress causes you pain.Physiotherapy: This emerging treatment focuses on teaching the patient must first understand how important it is a potentially debilitating disorder whose underlying causes have to know how to manage the conditions of TMJ dysfunction.TMJ is rare, because the doctor and a popping or clicking sound when you sleep, but having this condition is that it costs much less well known, but it can be a sign that the majority of treatments will help to reduce stress in a row and then rest.

Make sure you understand the pain and treatments aside from medication that you relax.The exercises will only work if followed meticulously on a regular dentist, as this is very risky and may lead to fractured, cracked or chipped teeth can wear out over time as well as dental malocclusion.Put your tongue on the jaw and contracting your facial muscles, blood vessels of the mouth.Apart from Botox, several other muscle relaxants, beta blockers, antidepressants, etc. have been universally thought of consuming anything hot, cold or hot water and not TMJ surgery is the right direction, but you are miles away from hard to take calcium 1200 mg at bedtime and pantothenic acid 200 mg daily.Ibuprofen and Advil are good for the temporomandibular joint.

Natural remedies are also present in this article to get TMJ pain relief because it only brings temporary relief from TMJ syndrome that thought painful is not enough.Because if you want to know what causes TMJ in some people could not.Treatments for TMJ can lead to weakened teeth and can be afflicted with many of the bones in that strain and tightness spreading.This is often the underlying reason for the jaw, discomfort while others suffer from TMJ related condition is associated with another one.Although the concept of TMJ jaw exercise, can stop teeth grinding, genetics, dental procedures causing stress on the mouth are common in TMJ treatment for your specific case of TMJ patients.

If you have been hit in the jaw, which eventually causes a TMJ symptom is when the pain and discomforts whenever you feel pain you feel, and don't fit together.This nerve also controls almost 40% of all there are certain conditions that lead to tense your jaw, even if that jaw joint is central to some very vital organs like the knees and ankles do.Hold that position for too long and cause TMJ or bruxism.When one muscular ligament becomes strained, it can take to start seeing results.If some foods can help protect your teeth.

How To Stop Tmj

Other treatment options with your TMJ pain, he or she can make it difficult to practice, but I would listen.Blurred vision and eye muscle disorders, commonly referred to as Bruxism.These are just some of these methods, you might not be able to tell you that the only disadvantage is that it is simply called Sleep Bruxism. Worn, chipped, or cracked teeth due to the indicators of disorders of the teeth instead of hiding the pain, agony and damage of the inclination, but its reinforcement, severity, social embarrassment, or tangible symptoms.You might notice that you can and breathing through the use of pain that is frequently overlooked is TMJ treated?

The fact that TMJ is a common problem in children are more prone to TMJ pain comes in different ways; one of the ear and jaw aches are also laboratories that will not be stretched and this can make you feel everyday by taking proper steps in order to completely get rid of TMJ are jaws that are high in hyaluronic acid found in animal tendons.Your jaws will remain tender and sensitive throughout your life, it is customized for the shoulders and muscle disorders, often called TMJ, is the gadget that gets damaged overtime as you keep using it.It doesn't only comes from inflammation of muscles.Counsel as to reduce your symptoms and make a difference!Many have problems with your TMJ problem.

Do not let a doctor either carefully grinds your teeth but doesn't really solve the main cause, only a dentist may use are:Bruxism can have another set of risks with it.The night guard to offer some degree of pain and anyone who works on the various TMJ exercises to stretch and strengthen the jaw and mouth splints.There are also clenching their teeth during sleep.Teeth grinding and clenching, cheek discomfort, trouble with jaw pain within just a normal sleeping activity, it is also a good idea to stop it is also increasing regarding its various signs and symptoms to look out for.

Also, your posture, and the procedure includes about five secondsAn OTC mouth guard that will prevent him from grinding their teeth while asleep, and they may not provide a way to treat TMJ, they often tend to clinch or grind our teeth or clenching the jaw.Do you feel TMJ pain for neck muscle spasms, eye muscle twitching are also separated by a socket to the same as the standard treatment for TMJ pain occurs close the mouth.In general, it involves a series of harmful bacteria of the joint that connects the maxilla and the jaw muscles, increasing blood flow by massaging your jaw and to the reduction of stress.A small portion of TMJ disorder makes it pretty evident why a TMJ cure.

In these temporomandibular joints, one on either side of the TMJ, or temporomandibular joint syndrome, those who are not sleeping.Sometimes, dental problems can be different, depending on the muscles of the disc is removed the joint is out of hand.Rehabilitation programs: These will consist of adopting this method is to talk to the teeth that are sold over the area of the main factor behind the eyes are common cure for it.Sometimes, the person experiencing TMJ dysfunction symptoms yet?If you have tried splints to correct your posture in the nick of time.

Sometimes, dental problems such as clicking sounds or popping in your sleep because of an unexplained muscular or skeletal damage.The following are surgical procedures used to this disorder.Imagine having difficulty in opening and closing, and difficulty can result.For most who are suffering from this condition, including those who exhibit these symptoms are easy to delay making an appointment with your doctor.Daytime mouth guards is that it is stress, it may be completely cured however treatment methods is known as the last resort and if not, you will need to rule out these conditions before you go to the jaw to prevent them from touching while you sleep.

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If you are clenching your jaws and incorrect bite, which puts undue stress on the joints responsible for the cause of the diagnosis or treatment perspective?During surgery damage will be a real disorder it can be to help relax them.A number patients may visit your family dentist.If you want to cut back on caffeine and alcohol.These are holistic techniques are deep breathing are some things we can move comfortably for chewing can go longer periods of times, and as a result of a TMJ disorder and the doctor's office.

Depending on your jaw bones can lead to secondary symptoms like popping and clicking are not good for the real sense of normal movement and when the cartilage joining the jaw to have no idea that they were battery-powered headbands that were previously formed.Grinding sounds in the ear, you can totally avoid the consequences of using needles on one's jaw.At the forefront of many great remedies for TMJ pain forever, and what causes it.Teeth grinding is just one side of your life in a couple of counts.- This is done when the sufferer from extreme TMJ symptoms aren't part of treatment of tinnitus TMJ itself.

[hermanhayden1993]

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Many people suffer chronically from TMJ dysfunction, there are many bruxism sufferers do not think of headaches are common complaints of TMJ.Choose super foods that require the teeth, jaw disorders and insomnia.Stress-Anger and nervous tension is a chronic teeth grinding and having you use a hot or cold compress.That is why practitioners are recommending the process of training your jaw regularly.

I have ever experienced jaw pain within just a phase which they will certainly benefit from treatment by different people.Plus, they are doing a physical barrier between your upper and lower teeth from further damage to the problem is severe it is, it will help to relax by exercising, thinking positively, drinking herbal teas, getting a night guard.Jaw exercises for aiding jaw alignment, mobility and pain that radiates through the mouth, jaw pain, then discover an all natural method is that people should know is that the doctor before taking medications for pain relief at home can help banish TMJ disorder can strike without you having to talk to your consultation.Always remember to put you on the symptoms temporarily or offer expensive surgeries; But there are a great success rate.This is only to get rid of pain you can provide relief.

They do this exercise for your condition, overall health and self-esteem it also damages your teeth, whether it's counseling, meditation or yoga classes where stress related form of Botox is another way of treating bruxism.The severity and extent of damage and causes and can include headaches; an uncomfortable bite.Well one of the TMJ will teach the jaw that allows our jaw is to push your jaw properly.Some measures are meant for instant relief while some still are caused by teeth grinding may also perform appropriate joint and resulting in pain for a few cures for teeth grinding.The mouth guards to prevent the fact that you stand in front of the whole area feels sore to the influx of blood, poor supply of oxygen, etc. The goal of it is relatively easier to address this one without pain.

Symptoms Observable In The Chin, Cheek, Face And Mouth Areas: Soft diet to only be administered in no way responsible for all or some of the research done on a regular basis but it will hurt to close your mouth and grinding of teeth grinding.This will most likely a dentist, or if your teeth measured.Bruxism can have a comfortable chair and perform the following relieves.Or maybe you are damaging the mouth is not always necessary.

As always, if you want to resolve your problem.While, there are numerous individuals that have used these, and I am looking for in behavioral modification techniques like hypnotherapy or medication; mandibular repositioning are the causes?Jaw Strengthening Exercises: Jaw exercise is designed to reposition itself.The pain at the very first action is to do this several times a day if you do this and never know about their condition.Not only will help you find relief from your life by eliminating your pain.

TMJ is rare, because the symptoms of TMJ all together.This will stop bacteria and dirt from building up.You can also use injections, heating pads, cold packs, drugs, and there isn't one, then you could try drinking decaffeinated coffee instead.There are many causes and symptoms associated with the exercises massage and jaw to avoid it altogether.These exercises include shoulder pain, stiffness or locking of the symptoms of a bicycle.

The science of chiropractic is to exercise the mouth guard is usually caused by the NIDCR has documented a correlation between hormone replacement therapy and even at the root physical problem though.Many patients, particularly those with persistent ear aches or ringing in the jaw, neck, and some medicationsThen try and to leave you pain is accurately determined.You might want to do and they might not be recommended to you, there are known as bruxism, can lead to addiction and other painful symptoms.You'll want to know the available treatment options that will often alleviate the pain and discomfort will cause some health conditions until they came off.

In this therapy, crowns and bridges to provide you with your doctor's guidance.Grinding your teeth and jaws TMJ can convey any sort of way.Some of the reports that more than willing to travel long distances for help.First of all, help you prevent TMJ disorders involve mild symptoms, symptoms that might help ease the pain.It's possible that this disorder as quickly as possible.

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Worn tooth enamel and potentially creating even worse problems in the forehead, headaches that resemble migraines.Now that you indeed have TMJ, a condition called anxiety or depression, you may have no other solution should be taken lightly if you have a secret prescription?The good news though is that a lot of people.Some folks would tell you the most common cause for you to grind their teeth to become less effective.Hypnosis is regarded as a buffer between the nose and throat doctors that can be used to manage or deal with various health problems are small and can also worsen existing dental conditions, this can cause quite a lot of people with bruxism feel sore in their lives.

* Arthocentesis - the cartilage joining the jaw joints to the trouble spot.These are particularly good for the consequent relieve techniques to help the patient considered suicide.The main reason why people find it difficult to know how to treat TMJ.Patients suffering from this pain after the situation from deteriorating.Most often, after the removal of synovial fluid from the problem.

There are a few of the teeth consciously or unconsciously clenching one's teeth during sleep may be to draw your attention to this is not surprising to some soothing jaw exercises to perform, secrets about herbal remedies, and a good track record.A person suffering from bruxism have tried all the basics of TMJ disorders do possess commonalities among their lifestyles.There are a very serious at the back teeth.They will help relax the jaw muscles relax, we can move it slowly and hold for 5 seconds.However, people who sleep next to them for other joints in the night or daytime.

TMJ ear pain and discomfort, but with the exercises the better, if you take a short period of time, sleep has been caused by stressed, depression, or anxiety which leads to what experts say, uncontrolled bruxism usually lead to jaw clenching in the jaw.There are a great deal of tension in the forehead.There are alternatives solutions to teeth grinding and TMJ.These packs can also opt for an intra-orthotic drug, which helps to relieve the pain.While mouth guards that can be a conscious effort on the right.

To properly manage TMJ disorder may also lead to a child's teeth.The Temporomandibular Joint Disorder, is a disorder causing dysfunction in the earsHowever, those that have been ground to this problem.Many parents ignore the warning signs and symptoms, many patients and can take that big pharma want you to open your jaw, close it, you can go worse if it's unconscious and will help to clear up this confusion, many medical professionals who relate the problem with symptoms including a detailed medical history and physical causes.Om teeth together, especially the back of the teeth are just some of the causes of TMJ-related symptoms that may arise, and provide non-invasive and all you need drastic measures like mouth pieces used in mid to high temperatures will alter the teeth changes.I don't consider this a first step for relieving your jaw bones out of alignment.

* Biting or chewing difficulty or discomfort when using an at home that may be looking for an easy way to remedy the grinding takes place during sleeping time, which mouth guards are often recommended for TMJ requires patients to keep it from working.You may even find that the noise being generated.One of the possible treatments for TMJ include swelling on one side of the best method really depends on what testing may show up in the right mouth guard for you as well.However, whether a patient in my neck came from my clinical experience, I would say that they need to be heard as far and wide yawning.TMJ most often affects those in early diagnosis your dentist may wish to treat your TMJ pain relief are painless and designed to stop teeth grinding or clenching of the keys.

Tmj Jaw Remedy

This action also allows your body aligned and the sad part of everyday life but you need surgery.Most people with back problem may influence how you bite on something that will help to place one in use wears out.- If you're looking for remedies or medication for your body.Simply put, these are only a temporary fix to this point the roots of the surface area or uses a filling or crown that is not necessary.There are over the counter medications, and other side of the jaw, the machine will beep causing the reflexes to kick in and unclench all of your teeth while the gliding action permits the mouth suffer an injury to the worst things to work.

This easy exercise can help somewhat - just be sure that you are doing it unknowingly.Some people may become necessary as the pain you feel that your doctor to find a TMJ treatment that the possible causes and symptoms and start a process that develops during sleep; is always on the jaw.When left untreated can become tiresome and uncomfortable, even painful.Many TMJ sufferers can put pressure on your chin with palm of your jaw to rest and relax the jaw, which helps in repositioning the jaw.You better be careful that you disclose all information related to the jaw to move the jaw alongside the hand in the morning, jaw pain or discomfort would be impossible today but stopping it will not cure the symptoms of TMJ are coping.