#not enstars

[subzeromoron]

Suffering from heat so I made an alien stage oc (he/him)

Assets by @shakingparadigm (thank you)

Edit: if you wanna see more, go to @vmnvermillion (it won’t tag it)

[enstars-popularity-tournament]

Those are all the polls I have set up for now, my computer isn't up and running yet so I won't be able to work on round 2 until then ^^'

[xienst]

i promise not to turn into a twst blog i just have no blog to scream about this in BUT THEM

[charismaofobedience]

D4DJ SWEEP HOOOLY SHIT. the chad d4dj making canon lesbians and making them actually say i love you and kiss and CONFIRM their relationship vs every other idol game queerbaiting

[tatsuminui]

hhhhjjnnjhghhhhhbhhnhh gift art of perona for an irl hnnhhhnnhgghnnhhhnnn

[lucaasunn]

just found out gulu gulu's disbanding in march i'm gonna cry

[iiheaven]

Thanks as well!! You were rlly lovely to work with and your art always always rocks. ~♡♡

custom 4 @iiheaven! this was such a fun design , ty again :D

[srasdoesthings]

I believe in idol conspiracy video essayist pre-ES Aira 🫶🫶

[humbuns]

please never go away

[adonis-ass]

I’ve had this blog for less than 2 months

[xienst]

ooooh i live in sg! and if im not wrong,, singapore's IMH (Institute of Mental Health) has a separate clinic for 1-18 y/o diagnoses. if u r 19+ n looking to get diagnosed there's still the Adult Neurodevelopmental Service which im rly grateful exists in my country

cuz idk there are probably others like me who might have to wait until they're a fully-fledge inDepENdEnT adult (im turning 18) before they can seek help :" by then, that help may no longer be available.

i dont hv a supportive family or enough granted independence to go and seek help from the polyclinic myself (how it works: go to a govt clinic -> get doctor's referral -> get a subsidised rate at IMH). there are many processes involved when ur a minor that require the acknowledgement of family members which atm... just can't happen for me

knowing that there will still be a place for me to seek out a diagnosis even after 19 (or when i have more autonomy) is truly a privilege, esp when there are so many reasons i have for not getting one, along with so many factors that delay me from being assessed in my youth

but ye this vid is so real for that :> thank u for sharing

an eloquent take down of the "people are self diagnosing autism to be trendy and for attention" take that morons have been echoing on tiktok

[video description is the reblogs, its very long]

[maracanthe]

graduation on saturday... help. 

(,o ||| o) .  .  . ! !

[enstars-popularity-tournament]

Ok good news is I've almost got all of round one set up, I've only got part of Knights, Switch, and MaM left. Bad news is that after that I'll have to take a short hiatus because I'm moving. Once I'm all settled in polls will resume, but I'm not sure how long that'll take '^^

[xienst]

i can't believe I got liliasama in fewer than 10 pulls- if this happens again for Malleus' birthday I'm actually creating a separate blog for twst because otherwise my head would explode

[charismaofobedience]

okay so narumi sisters

sena (pigtails) was designed to appeal to girls btw. she's a model and a fashion designer and she loves spicy food and she LOVES LOVES her little sister a bunch and calls her "my angel" and such and she literally designed her idol angel costume and shejdhdj she's sooo sweet song one song two

mona (bob hair) is an idol she has a pretty big inferiority complex towards her sister but dw it gets better and she's a little bit aro coded also she's normally stoic but w friends and fans she's really sweet so good luck also she likes video games and monster and cola and she's an idol btw song one song two

okay last mini dump this song also

bye. theres a gyaru btw

SO TRUE I LOVE THEM!!!!! <3 they look sooooo sweet and they're so cute i wanna squish them!!!!

there's a gyaru.... oh yeah we know who'd be my number one and number two favorites