#not doubting your experiences ofc but. the comparison of delusions and systemhood is uh. making us feel a certain way. thats all

[evilneo]

Bruh I was looking at those answers and those reblogs hit me like a freight train HELLO???

Also hey uh, I’ve tried not to interact on too many posts bc I see you has a friend but I’m still struggling with system terms and all of that.

I didn’t “create” our system, Medic (our first member) started interacting out of the blue and it was pretty clear to us that it wasn’t imagination. While we don’t think we have any kind of trauma or at least not childhood trauma, one of our parents brought up a rather good point—we have other mental illnesses that very well could be presenting at this age; so while our origin is unknown, it’s certainly possibly that it could have come from a source related to delusions.

I am NOT, however, saying that makes a system any less valid. You’re all real and very much more than that! I’m only citing my own systems experience with grappling with our headspace. I hope I’m explaining this all right, I just woke up and I’m betting my phrasing is pretty awful ough.

Anyways I love u neo!!! Fuck the transabled shit I don’t know much about it but from what I can see from that reblog its like. Ppl fetishizing being disabled wtf? There’s a fine line between respecting ppl with disabilities and mental illnesses and trying to become disabled because you “think it’s cool”—👁👁

If you’d like me to clarify anything, please let me know. I’m aware I might have misrepresented ourselves and I hope that this makes sense—

I am. gonna need for a lot to be clarified here actually?

wdym a source related to delusions. system shit and delusion shit are very very different. system alters are in no way delusions and in fact the DID/OSDD community have worked VERY hard to separate the 2 things in singlets minds. im not a delusion.

childhood trauma is needed for systems, it might not be remembered and it might not be "typical" trauma* but it still needs to be there to be a system

*any type of trauma is trauma enough. abuse, medical trauma, growing up with untreated mental illnesses etc etc

we're just confused is all?