#not buying cigars after this (theyre EXPENSIVE + family should never know) and maybe trying when i get friends who share

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whats funnier is i was fucking chill at least outside + from my talking. outside winning the idgaf war, inside collapsing.

ok tried actually smoking through a smoker friend my age that was CRAAAZY my heart was racing (it was cold outside and we stood like 40 minutes out so i was ALSO shaking <- very susceptible to cold weather). honest opinion it burnt and tasted like hell, didnt choke (small drags) and now im drinking to take the smell off my mouth + gonna wash my teef intensely. not THE experience but maybe its gonna hit me in 5 days from here.