#not a thought in my head about this episode. not one. (lying)
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€STELLA Â IS Â NOT Â A Â GOOD Â MOTHER, Â AT Â ALL; Â QUITE Â NEGLECTFUL, Â ACTUALLY. Â THE Â KIND Â TO Â SAY Â âTHATâS Â NICE, Â DEARâ Â WHILE Â NOT Â EVEN Â LOOKING Â AT Â VIA. Â HOWEVER, Â I Â DONâT Â SUBSCRIBE Â TO Â FANONâS Â GENERAL Â INTERPRETATION Â WHERE Â SHEâS Â APPARENTLY Â WILLING Â TO Â KILL Â HER Â JUST Â TO Â SPITE Â STOLAS. Â WE Â STILL Â HAVENâT Â SEEN Â HER Â INTERACT Â WITH Â OCTAVIA Â BUT Â IF Â SHE Â TRULY Â HATED Â HER, Â SHE Â WOULD Â HAVE Â THROWN Â A Â FIT Â WHEN Â ANDRE Â POINTED Â OUT Â VIA Â WOULD Â GET Â EVERYTHING,
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€& Â WHEN Â SHE Â WAS Â SCREECHING Â AT Â STOLAS, Â ASKING Â IF Â HE Â WAS Â âTURNING Â HER Â ( VIA ) Â AGAINST Â HER Â ( STELLA )â Â â Â CLEARLY, Â SHE Â CARES Â FOR Â VIA. Â AGAIN, Â SHEâS Â NOT Â A Â GOOD Â MOTHER, Â PERHAPS Â NOT Â CODDLING Â OR Â âMOTHERLYâ Â BUT Â ENOUGH Â THAT Â VIA Â HAS Â GOOD Â MEMORIES Â OF Â HER Â ( PER Â THE Â LOO Â LOO Â LAND Â EPISODE ),
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#â â.Ë áĄŁđ© .â đ„â đ đšđŠđâ àȘâ đđ.â stella#â â.Ë áĄŁđ© .â đ„â đ đąđâ àȘâ đ.â out of#â â.Ë áĄŁđ© .â đ„â đđâ àȘâ đđ.â introspec#ă
€if you know me at all & how i approach my muses; i am canon's bitch albeit i go all out - call me Sherlock. i don't like to defy what we..#ă
€have so much as i like to rearrange the pieces; if you knew me when i rped Celes / Seras from Hellsing then YOU KNOW what the fuck...#ă
€i'm talking about. TECHNICALLY - when thinking on Stella i'm going by not only what we have seen but the tweets Georgina Leahy made a...#ă
€a while back ( i believe before the Oz episode iirc ) on how Stella is 'complicated & hearbroken' ( something to that effect ) & i...#ă
€100% Stella was dumbed down + retconned; we even see it in the beatboards for the Loo Loo ep. she looks HAPPY in the family photograph...#ă
€versus the now canon one we got where she has her arms crossed; Via didn't say what she said because she was lying; it's because Stella...#ă
€& Stolas WERE supposed to get along ( personally i DO believe she was supposed to be in love with him but i don't write it as such )...#ă
€+ one of the images from a former spindlehorse employee have Stella & Stolas looking cutesy ( very Gomez / Morticia vibes even ). Y'ALL...#ă
€i'm just tired ngl; no hate but i just DO NOT CARE for canon!Stella. i don't necessarily hate her but she is so uninteresting & boring...#ă
€her constant screeching sends me đ BUT ANYWAY yeah i was thinking about it the other day & there's SO MUCH i want to get into with...#ă
€Stella; i aim to still portray her more or less as Stella from the show ( in a sense ) - she still screeches & such but it just takes a...#ă
€lot longer for her to get to that point & only Stolas knows how to push those buttons. PERSONAL THEORY? not personal preference BUT my...#ă
€hunch is that she was supposed to be 'love' Stolas ( how much is debatable but she was at least cooperative enough for the wealth )#ă
€until Viv changed her mind for the billionth time & decided to make her lame. also ngl... i'm dumb because i didn't catch on to the fact..#ă
€that Stella was supposed to be a swan at first; i genuinely thought she was a pigeon?? Viv why the fucking white on white; WHY. arrghh...#ă
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€stall in packing for tomorrow asdklhadsf i don't wanna )
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[ID: an edited version of the Jenny Slate "I had to unfollow NASA" meme from Drunk History. the edited caption of image 1 is "I had to stop watching AuĂer Gefecht because it made me too crazyyy.", image 2: "It would just be like, So war das nicht gemeint, mit den getrennten Wegen.", image 3: "And I was like: (in caps) *screams*." /end ID]
this post is a lie i have not and will not stop watching auĂer gefecht
#it's not even just that line i could make 3467536452 different versions of this meme just for this episode#it's not my fault this episode makes me so fucking insane !!! just LOOK AT IT#there's fucking layers to EVERYTHING i am lying on the floor chewing glass#ivo and franz' argument. (which. like. i have so many thoughts about how the thing that makes it so hard hitting for both of them is that#it is an EXACT REVERSAL of their usual arguments. how the problem at the core of it is that ivo can't recognize the person franz is being!!#because he is missing a MAJOR DETAIL#and the cherry on top of it is that when he sets out his ultimatum (wenn du mir nicht mehr traust franz etc) franz DOESN'T back down#something something that margaret atwood line. i used to think i'd know you anywhere. but it's getting harder#but that is a whole nother essay)#(AND also ivo saying zwölf erbĂ€rmliche leben to franz' face when [REDACTED] is one of the people peschen killed. hhhhhhh)#everything about franz and peschen in the elevator.#the press conference scene. THE FUCKING PRESS CONFERENCE SCENE#FRANZ VISIBLY STARTING TO DISINTEGRATE WHEN THE GUY ASKS IF THEY'RE ASSUMING THE DEATHS WERE BY CONSENT OF THE FAMILIES#the reoccuring motif of trust!! ivo says franz if you dont trust me anymore .... franz saying carlo and ivo will figure out what was in the#spritze auf die ist verlass ... peschen saying believe me. what's in this syringe is your salvation#franz saying i'll never let you go. over my dead fucking body#HHT. THE SCENE WHERE FRANZ IS STARTING TO FEEL THE SEROTONIN EFFECT#AND HE JUST FUCKING. SLAMS HIS HEAD AGAINST THE WALL. WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WASTHAT#every day i think about this goddamn episode#tatort mĂŒnchen#also the whole thing with. peschen WAITED. he fucking. he WAITED FOR THE MORPHINE TO TELL FRANZ THAT HIS FATHER LOVED HIM#WE CANNOT. WE DO NOT KNOW IF HE WAS FUCKING LYING OR NOT#NEITHER WILL FRANZ#among the many many things auĂer gefecht is about. it is also about the dead losing any chance to speak#franz will never know if anything peschen said is true#if josef's death was suicide or murder#AND then it is also about handholding. the humanity in the middle of horror!!!#i am a simple man i htink about franz and peschen holding hands and i make inhuman shrieking noises
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the interview is devastating no matter who you think about watching it.
mildred potter seeing her husband, who has fought in every major war since the first world war. daniel pierce seeing his son, looking so haggard. peg hunnicutt seeing her husband, getting that message he says while looking straight at the camera that he loves and misses her and erin. uncle ed and mama o'reilley seeing that boy they swore just yesterday -- because it was -- ran out the door with his textbooks a'danglin' from their carrying strap because he's gonna be late for school, looking so grown up.
louise burns seeing her husband and clenching her jaw. kathy mulcahy seeing her dear older brother, noticing he doesn't say hello as earnestly to anybody back home, because he doesn't want anybody to know his home hasn't ever been a kind place, watching him tear up when he says he just wants to be warm and clean and hear confessions and run the cyo.
the klinger clan seeing their max. most of them hardly speak a lick of english, but they jump and exclaim and cheer, that's their max! look, habibi, it's max! our maxwell! trapper john mcintyre seeing everybody he left, his little girls asking him questions and his wife holding his hand. that could've been him. lorraine blake crying through the whole thing. her husband was supposed to come home. these are the people he always wrote to her about.
when the second interview episode comes around, honoria winchester seeing her older brother, and beaming with pride, but it slowly fades as she realizes how hard this is on him. alvin houlihan impassively watching his iron-clad daughter.
what about the others? based on the scenes gelbart wrote 30 years later, he had a few others in mind to be interviewed. igor. kellye. colonel flagg. sidney. what did their families and friends think when they saw them on tv?
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The first episode of our shearing saga ended with Poldine being freed and happily running towards her family (who, let me remind you, had abandoned her and refused to provide any emotional support during her first ever shearing.)
I followed her, hoping to snap pictures of a heartwarming family reunion. Which didn't happen. Poldine's mum and grandma mostly looked perplexed.
Then horrified.
Poldine was, understandably, driven to existential despair by her mother's reaction to her new haircut.
Needless to say, when I tried to catch Pampérigouste to shear her, it was next to impossible. She knew what awaited her and wouldn't go anywhere near me, even when I made the Muesli Whistle (which usually draws a Pavlovian response out of her), even when I threw a handful of actual muesli in her direction to attract her. If anything she looked vexed that I could think she was no smarter than a pigeon.
But I have a PhD in catching Pampe. I decided to try something I'd never tried before: lie in wait by the watering hole like a hyena. You see, there's a gate near the water trough that can open all the way in either direction, and I figured I could simply trap my llama between the gate and a tree.
I waited, I waited, and eventually, finally, Pampe got thirsty.
Once she was trapped behind the gate it was very easy to halter her, and then she grumpily followed me to the corral, where I tied her to a post to shear her.
As soon as I switched on the electric shears, she freaked out. She reared up like a wild stallion, started foaming at the mouth, desperately pulling on the rope, it was awful! I tried to turn on the shears some distance away then get progressively closer when she got used to the noise, but she didn't get used to the noise. I tried to sing her favourite protest song over the noise, I tried everything; she kept acting like I was an exorcist and she was possessed by a swarm of demons. Eventually I thought I should just start shearing and get it over with as quickly as possible.
Pampe was so good with the llama shearer two years ago! She was perfectly calm and relaxed! She didn't care at all about the noise of the shears even when they were right behind her ears!! What is the explanation for this?
(when I expressed surprise at her good behaviour with the shearer back then, someone said she reminded them of the type of brat who's well-behaved with their teacher at school but insufferable with their parents)
Pampoldine stayed right next to her mum the whole time her ordeal lasted. Poldine, you are too good for this world.
These are my only two photos of Pampe being shorn, because my photographer was busy trying to soothe her by petting her, or distract her by offering her a hazel branch to eat. At some point Pampe tried to lie down and play dead, which made shearing her neck complicated, so my photographer was promoted (or demoted?) to Llama Scaffoldingâshe had to lean against Pampe with all her weight to prevent her from lying down. The last time I'd seen a llama play dead was when Pyrgus was sent away, which was pretty heartbreaking...
(Pampe possibly expected to receive the same amount of sympathy, but we had to remind her that Pyrgus was a child being separated from his mother forever while she was an adult getting a haircut.)
Since I sheared her as fast as I could, Pampe looks worse than her daughterâmuch less smooth, with some remaining woolly spots here and there that I wasn't able to go back to because she kept shaking her head, kicking her feet, squirming and generally acting like she was being tortured. It's now clear to me that she was only well-behaved last time out of spite, because I'd warned the shearer that I had one Difficult Llama. I sort of already suspected it at the time:
Please note that as soon as I released her, all the fuss and drama ended. In an instant. I thought she was going to jump away from me when I took off her halter, and run like hell, or stand there shaking from stress, but noâshe ate a few hazel leaves from the branch (no longer panting, no longer drooling) then scratched her neck with her back hoof looking very composed, then trotted away lightly and happily.
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through the night
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| 18+ | smut | explicit |
characters: live action!roronoa zoro | fem!reader
pairing: live action!roronoa zoro x fem!reader
word count: 4.2k
description: zoro comes to the reader's room during the night. sex ensues.
tags: smut, female reader, oral (receiving), fingering, vaginal sex, creampie, kissing (a lot of it), soft zoro, first time together, confessions (kinda), fluff, no use of "y/n", banter, pwp (lowkey).
author's note: consent is sexy and so is zoro
i have up to now only watched 2 episodes of OPLA and have never consumed any other type of one piece media. expect him to be ooc. also it's my first smut fic help
It was nighttime on the Going Merry, and the dull kiss of the setting horizon drifted lazily through the single window in your room. You were lying on your bed, leaning against the headboard as you flipped through a book youâd picked up the last time the ship had been docked. It wasnât too interesting, but it was something to pass the time with, so you stifled a yawn and flipped to the next page.
There was a knock at your door, and you glanced up, watching as the shoddy metal hinges slowly creaked open. Zoro was standing in the doorway, his broad frame blocking out nearly all the light coming in from the hall. He was still dressed in his daywear, which reminded you that you needed to changeâthe loose shirt and trousers you wore were, although clean, nothing near sleepwear.
âZoro?â you asked, watching as he started into the room. You clicked your tongue before he could step another foot inside, thoughâ âIf youâre going to come in, take your shoes off.â
Zoro scoffed but obeyed, pausing by the mouth of the room to slide his heavy boots off. He tread lightly to where you lay, climbing up to sit on the edge of the bed beside you. âWhatâs up?â
âCanât sleep,â Zoro answered. You moved aside to allow him some more room, centering yourself on the bed. Zoro didnât move, though.
You raised your eyebrows. âThatâs possible?â
He looked unimpressed, propping his arms under his head and leaning back so his head was splayed against your thighs. His three matching earrings glinted in the light. âLuffy and Nami are being loud. Your roomâs the farthest away.â
âYour elbow is digging into my gut,â you said, turning back towards your book. Zoro rolled his eyes, but readjusted his position, pulling his arms down to instead lay folded atop his stomach. âAre you just going to nap there?â
Zoro shrugged, and you had to stifle a giggle, the sensation vaguely ticklish. Heâd never been a man of many words, so you lowered your book again and went back to reading. The light in the room was dim, though; after a few minutes, the glow from the light at your bedside no longer sufficed, and you were too tired to strain your eyes to squint at the page. You could, of course, just turn on the cabin lightsâbut Zoro was asleep by now, and you hadnât even liked the book that much anyway.
You set it on your nightstand, gazing down at the slumbering man in your lap. Despite the glare he so often sported, Zoro looked near-angelic in his sleep, his face all smooth planes and straight lines. Those dark eyes of his were hidden like this, black lashes splayed across his cheeks as shadows emphasized the hollows of his bone structure.
He really was beautiful, an ever-comforting presence within the Straw Hats that your eyes had always strayed to. There was a certain kind of fondness you held for him that none of the other crew members could quite compare to, although if you voiced those thoughts Luffy would probably end up giving you a lighthearted scolding. You could already imagine the teasing from the other members of the crewâUsopp and Sanji particularlyâmaking fun of your little crush, which is why you kept your lips firmly sealed. A secret was a secret, and this was yours to keep.
You finally tore your eyes away, focusing instead on getting out of the position youâd gotten stuck in. Somewhere in the back of your mind you liked the idea of Zoro sleeping in your lap, but the clothes you wore were getting increasingly uncomfortable. You carefully slipped out from under him, cradling his head so as to support him as you gently lowered him to the mattress. Thankfully, he didnât rouse, and you slipped to the other side of the room to open up your wardrobe, satisfied knowing you werenât disturbing him.
You made deft work, first brushing through your hair and rinsing your face with some clean water before focusing your attention on changing your clothes. You removed your trousers, instead donning a pair of shorts. You were halfway through peeling off your blouse to replace it with a softer, silk one, when Zoro coughed from behind you.
You froze, daring to glance behind you whilst still topless. Zoro had awoken, eyes having lost all trace of sleep as he slowly sat up, staring at your figure across the room. He coughed again as soon as your eyes met, dropping his gaze. âSorry,â he said very carefully, voice hoarse and grating.
âNo, itâs okay,â you managed out, but you were still frozen. Your thoughts were on the dark look thatâd been in his eyes the split-second before heâd looked awayâsurprised but sharp, cutting like just his gaze could pierce through your soul. Gooseflesh had prickled up along your arms.
âIâll just⊠go,â Zoro muttered, already having gotten up as he started shuffling towards the door. You jolted into action, nearly dropping the shirt still in your hands as you turned towards him.
âNo, you canââ your words softened, seeing his gaze flicker rapidly around your figure before finally landing on some spot by your cheek. âYou can stay.â You paused, hoping your words werenât too direct. âIf you want.â
âYou should put your shirt on,â Zoro said, almost choking on his words, like they were too big to fit in his mouth.
Your gaze dropped down before a steady blush started climbing up the sides of your face. âRight,â you started, but it was like youâd lost control of your hands. The shirt still hung limply from your grip.
âOr you couldâŠâ Zoro paused, lips parted as he sucked in a soft breath. Carefully, he moved back towards your bed, the only sound in the room a soft thump as he sat back on it. âNot.â
You swallowed. You could barely feel the lax of grip as your fingers released the shirt, letting it fall to the floor in one pathetic heap. You took a tentative step towards Zoro, and then another, until you were right in front of him. The soft night breeze through the window caused chills to erupt down your spine. Or maybe that was Zoroâs expressionânearly studious in his attentivity, eyes grazing across your chest and torso like he was taking in information for a new, particularly high-paying bounty.
âZoro,â you started. He finally glanced up at your face, and you shuddered, biting down hard on your tongue. âI, umâhi.â
âHey,â he said carefully, like he was testing the word on his tongue. Your gaze flickered down to his lips. He seemed to notice, but he didnât say anything; rather, he raised one of his hands, pressing it against your side until his fingers tightened against your waist, a present, ever-pulsing rush of warmth. âI think my chest is bigger than yours.â
You flushed, a quick rush of crimson gracing your cheeks as you turned away. Zoroâs grip on your waist tightened, and a low laugh escaped the bottom of his throat. âThat was mean,â you whined. Zoroâs other hand came up to your face, fingers pressing against the underside of your chin. He carefully angled your face down, so you couldnât look anywhere but straight at him.
âIt worked to calm you down, though,â he said easily. You were about to protest against the fact that you had been calm in the first place, but then Zoro was kissing you.
Zoro was a lot less aggressive than youâd originally expected, but as you sunk deeper into the kiss, it started to make sense. Zoro was all clean lines when he fought, practiced and perfectâno space for sloppy lines or scribbles. The way he kissed was similar; he applied pressure, but not too much pressure, and his thumb traced firm circles into the skin of your waist.
He angled your head with the hand firmly propped against your jaw, so you didnât have to do a lot of the workâjust press against his lips and move against the gentle rhythm heâd set. His teeth scraped carefully against your lower lip, and he tugged, letting a soft gasp out from your throat.
Zoro took the opportunity to pry your lips apart with his tongue, the fingers splayed against your chin coaxing your jaw open until he could slide his tongue against yours. You let out a soft whimper, hands scrambling to his shoulders and running along the muscles of his back. Of course youâd known he was well-built, but the firmness of his body forced another squeak out of youâone he was more than willing to swallow up.
Eventually, Zoroâs hand dropped from your jaw, skimming along your body line before coming to rest on the underside of one of your breasts. You gasped as he started to massage the skin with his thumb, accidentally biting down on his lower lip in the process. He groaned, the sound low as his rhythm sped up, the hand cupping your waist dropping down to your hip.
And then he was hoisting you up and onto his lap. âOh my God,â you muttered, causing him to break away, eyes glinting with amusement.
âWhat?â
A heady rush had blossomed along your cheeks again. âNothing. You.â Somewhere in the back of your head, you wondered how strong Zoro had to be to lift you off the ground so easily with only one armâgranted, it hadnât been that far of a lift, but still. âKiss me again.â
Zoro laughed but obeyed, his hand still working at your breast as the other dropped to your thigh. Your fingers interlaced with his short hair, tangling within the moss-green locks as his tongue ran along the ivories of your teeth. His teeth scraped against your lip as he moved away, lips instead following the line of your jaw and moving down to your neck.
You dropped your arm from his hair, hand pressing flat against his upper back. Zoroâs muscles flexed as he chased down your throat, and you sighed as he pressed gentle kisses along the line of your vein.
âBeenâwanting to do this for a while,â Zoro panted between kisses, placing a final one kiss at the junction of your collarbone before glancing tentatively back up at you. You met his mouth in another kiss, a smile you hadnât felt rising bright along your cheekbones.
âMe too,â you whispered, and a look of relief flashed across his face before he was ducking his head again to press more kisses along your neck. You let out a laughâyou could feel the rumble of his lips against the sound as it left your throat. Carefully, you ran your finger along his earrings, soft clinks filling the room at the action. âWhat was that? Did you think I didnât?â
âDunno,â Zoro muttered, and you laughed again before he nipped at your skin, teeth scratching in a gentle bite. At your chest, his hand squeezed your nipple, and you gasped.
âThat was mean.â
âMhm.â Zoro didnât seem appeased, his kisses turning sloppierâopen-mouthed, full of bite. He never pressed down hard enough to hurt, but your mouth was full of soft gasps and whines, and your hand had come down to clench against his bicep. God, his arms. âI donât hear you complaining.â
You nudged him, meaning only for it to be a slight press. But Zoro let the action guide him, falling onto his back with you pressed against him, flat against the bed. He stilled, both hands dropping to your hips as he gaze lifted to drink you in.
You were certain you were a messâblushing, lips probably swollen, bruise blossoms that would purple by morning scattered all along your neck. But the way he looked at you made it seem like you were all dolled upâlike you were outfitted in a flowing gown, eyes sparkling and hair perfect instead of the mess it most undoubtedly was.
âYouâre pretty,â he murmured, almost too quiet to hear. Actually, you were certain you werenât supposed to hear it, because before you could respond, he was pulling you across him, fluidly rolling you onto your back. His forearm pressed against the mattress beside your head, caging you in. Zoro seemed to like this angle, moving down your neck to your chest with more gentle kisses.
You were content to let him take what he wanted, eyes not moving from his face as you watched his lips brush over your breast. His tongue was hot against your skin, and you sucked in a tight breath as he swirled it along your nipple. Zoro steadied you with a firm grasp, hand pressing against your side before pushing up to attend to the breast that his mouth wasnât. You squirmed, a soft pool of warmth sitting in your lower belly as he worked. A tight knot had formed somewhere inside, and you let out a breathy gasp.
Zoroâs gaze traced lower, hand leaving your breast in favor of skidding down your figure to rest at the hand of your shorts. He paused, eyes flickering upwards to meet yours. Hastily, you nodded, and his fingers dipped below the cloth, head lowering to press another kiss by your hip bone. Your hands clenched against the bed sheets as his fingers skimmed the rim of your shorts, coaxing them down inch by inch before they finally slid down to your knees. You kicked them off insistently, and Zoro laughed, one hand coming to stroke your thigh as if to make you stop moving.
Even though youâd partly expected it, you hadnât been ready for the soft kiss he pressed against your inner thigh. His hand hooked around the side of your panties, dragging them down as he kissed up your skin, and you took in a sharp breath that he wholly and entirely ignored. His movements became more insistent as you squirmed, open-mouth and biting, tongue darting out from between his lips to languidly swipe up your thigh. Finally he reached the junction of your thigh and core, mouth pressing a feather-light kiss that dragged an entirely shameful sound out from your throat.
Zoro pushed your panties all the way off your hips, letting them sit by your knees even as you squirmed to kick them off. âShh,â he murmured, and you stopped, heart pounding as the sound sunk deep into your bloodstream. The tight knot in your lower belly had only grown tighter, and your breath caught in your throat as you watched Zoro, his eyes flickering all around your exposed core.
He ran a finger along the side of your slit, and you shuddered, watching as he experimentally traced it across your folds. He lowered his head to your hips, pressing a kiss onto your clit. You were barely able to suppress the buck of your hips as Zoroâs hand came to rest on your thigh, pinning you down as his other hand worked along your core.
His finger found your vagina, carefully sinking between your folds as his tongue worked languid circles around your clit. You let out a moan, voice stuttering against your throat as his finger slipped deeper inside you. It only took him a few moments to push another one in, the soft scrape of his cut fingernails eliciting sparks that drew another breathy moan out of you.
âIsnât it a littleâunfair that Iâm the only one not wearing anything?â you managed out between breaths, and Zoro stopped his motions, head lifting and eyes glancing up at you from under his lashes. One of his eyebrows arched in question, and his lips were glossy with your fluids, causing your core to squeeze around his fingers. Somehow, he didnât even seem to notice the motion.
âOh, thatâs what you want to focus on right now?â he murmured, all low and throaty. He always spoke low-pitched, vocal chords all brash and grating from the back of his throat, but his voice hummed even deeper now, although that didnât seem humanly possible. Your muscles clenched again, and Zoroâs gaze dipped down to where his fingers were still pushed inside of you. He fluidly pressed in deeper, fingers curling inside your body before pulling out and working back in. Your retort was lost as you moaned again, the tight feeling of your gut slowly unwinding as he moved back and forth inside of you.
His mouth lowered to lick at your clit again, and you cried out, barely suppressing a scream as his fingers dug, more insistent, inside of you. He pressed one final kiss against your clit, and then sat back, eyes fixed on working at your core instead. His fingers pumped in and out, steady and fluid. Your breaths came out breathy and broken, climbing closer and closer to your climax until he finally reached the summit inside of you.
âCome,â Zoro whispered, the hand not taking care of you running reassuringly along your thigh. You came suddenly, hips stuttering from whereâd theyâd lifted off the mattress, a cry ripping out of your throat. Zoro slowly slipped his fingers out of you, rubbing soothing circles into your inner thigh as you ran out your climax. Your breaths evened out, becoming less deep, less frantic; Zoro watched all the while, a glossy shine over his eyes and the faintest of smiles pressed along his lips.
You tilted your gaze down to his face, catching him just as he started to move again. The fingers drenched in your fluids came up to his mouth, and he licked them clean. Your stomach dropped, somehow already turning you on despite having come just mere seconds beforehand.
âMy turn,â Zoro said softly, sitting up to start unbuttoning his shirt. You hoisted yourself up, hands skimming along the sheets beside him, uncertain of whether he wanted you to touch. You glimpsed a stiff tent in his pants as he sat up, and swallowed hard, eyeing the pull with apprehension.
âDo you want me toââ you tried gesturing down to his hips, but he caught your hand swiftly, pressing it against the buttons of his shirt. âWhat do you want?â
âSex,â Zoro said. Nothing else. You held back the choke that dared to escape your throat, and a sheepish grin crossed his face. It was lopsided, nearly a smirk, if not for the genuine warmth glimmering at his eyes. âSorry. That was vague.â
âItâs okay,â you assured, stifling a laugh. Your hands worked fastidiously at his buttons. It took far longer than you felt it shouldâve, fingers all clumsy as you tugged them through their holes, unlooping them from where it fixed the cloth together. Soon enough, though, Zoro was stripping the last of the fabric off, tossing it carelessly across the room before pulling you into another kiss.
He was sloppier now that youâd come, more comfortable in his elementâyou could taste the tang of yourself on his lips, and you let out a sigh, hands moving down his figure to work at his belt. He had to stop kissing you to tug at his pants, pushing them down his legs before finally kicking them off fully.
You ducked your head to press a kiss at his navel, eyes tracing the length that jutted out from his hips. Your breath caught, gaze fixed to a pale vein running up the line of his length. âUp,â Zoro murmured, and you glanced up. Zoro pressed a long kiss to your mouth, one hand skimming around your butt to pull you up by the headboard. He ran a hand over your core, as if to ascertain you were relaxed enough for him.
âDo you have anything for it?â he murmured, lips sending chills down your back as he pressed a soft kiss at your jaw.
âIâm on the pill, yeah,â you huffed out, arms winding around his torso. Zoro hummed his response, fingers running up and down your thigh as he adjusted, hips sliding against yours to meet your core.
You sucked in a breath, but he was gentle with it, pushing in slowly, hand running along your lower back and coaxing you still. The sensation sparked tingles all over your body; up your spine, along your hips, down your legs like Zoro was electricity himself. You let out a little sigh as he pushed up to his hilt into you, hips stuttering against his as you both paused for breath. He brushed a ghost of a kiss along your lips. âOkay?â Zoro murmured.
âPerfect,â you answered, arms clutching tighter around him, fingers digging into his back. You hoped it wasnât too sharp, but considering how big Zoro was, it was likely he barely felt the pressureâthe crescents of your fingernails were probably just pinpricks to him.
Zoro started moving, then, his actions soft and fluid at first, fingers pressing reassuring circles into your waist and hips. He was nearly tender with it, motions languid and slow, like he had all the time in the world. Your breaths came out easy, soft and just barely edging towards gasps.
He started thrusting with more insistence soon, though; Zoroâs hips bucked against yours, and your grip tightened along his shoulder blades as he pushed in and out of you. Soft gasps and whines left your throat, in stark contrast to the heavy groans and grunts that barely stuttered past Zoroâs lips.
âLike that,â you said, barely able to let out words of encouragement as he hit your sweet spot, buried deep inside of you. You let out a throaty moan as he moved faster and faster, thrusts becoming harder and more aggressive. You knocked your head back, one of your hands reaching to grab Zoroâs from where it propped him up by your head. He welcomed the invitation quickly, fingers interlacing with yours, coaxing your palm open into a kiss of your hands. His thrusts worked harder than ever, and you stopped chasing the friction, letting your hips buck up against his as he shoved into you.
A low groan erupted from his throat as he hit your spot again, mouth coming down to bite into your shoulder as he suppressed the cry that tore from his mouth. You swallowed, gasping hard for breath as you felt him come inside you, your walls clenching tight around him before you also felt the familiar burst of pressure. You let out a gasping moan, mind buzzing with sparks and tingles. Vaguely, you felt Zoroâs hand against your hip, moving up and down in calming strokes.
It took a moment for you both to recover, coming down from the blissful high after long seconds ticked by. Zoro removed his mouth from your shoulder, carefully prying his jaw off from your skin. He scrutinized the marks heâd leftâcrescents of teeth, undoubtedlyâbefore lowering his head again to press an apologetic kiss to the bite. You laughed in surprise.
âI can be a gentleman,â Zoro protested lightly, though his words didnât hold much of a fight as he carefully slid out of you. He did it slowly, inch by inch, leaving a hollow sensation in his wake when he eventually parted from you. âYou okay?â
âLovely,â you answered honestly, eyes grazing up his chest before meeting his. âYou?â
âIâm good,â Zoro answered, a vague smile on his lips. It was soft, tender; maybe not as big as ones youâd seen when he was laughing with the crew, but special nonetheless. He studied you for a moment, and you took the opportunity to trace his face with your eyes. His pupils were blown, slowly receding back into small dots of shadow, and his lips were kissed red, swollen over and glossy with your saliva. âWant me to draw a bath?â
âNo,â you said, content just to watch him like this. âWe can clean up in the morning, itâs getting late.â You hesitated, suddenly uncertain, teeth tugging at your lower lip. âUnless⊠you want to go?â
Zoro snorted. âNo, I think I like it here,â he decided. He sat up, reaching to pull the blankets over your figure so the gooseflesh you hadnât even noticed on your skin would subside. âToo tired to move, anyway. Might stay here forever.â
âDramatic ass,â you mumbled, wrapping a hand around his wrist and tugging him closer to you. Zoro obeyed, sliding beside you, one arm moving to wrap around your waist. âGo to sleep, you big dummy.â
Zoroâs breath was light against the shell of your ear. âThat was unwarranted.â
âSleep,â you insisted, and Zoro huffed, reaching the arm that wasnât around you to the nightstand. He flicked the lantern off, then turned back towards you, finally settling down. His lips pressed a soft kiss along your shoulder, and you smiled, your hand reaching down to meet where his was splayed along your belly.
âGood night,â you whispered.
âNight,â he mumbled back, the end of the word tapering off into a soft, tired breath. You could feel his chest move, up and down in a steady, soft rhythm. You buried your head into the crook of his arm, letting out a contented sigh before finally closing your eyes to drift off to sleep.
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College roomate!Jungkook x college roomate!reader- fwb 2 Lovers
You find yourself having to share your room with a very sexually active medical science major who so happens to fancy you. Good thing heÂŽs as charming and spontaneous as you, leading to many crazy parties and places you probably should not be hooking up at. When Jungkook started ignoring all his booty calls after accidentally calling someone by your name, unable to fuck away the thought of you, he knew he was cooked. Would he really leave his playboy antics for that sweet company of yours?
series- two!
content: mild slow burn- fwb2l, roomates, mutual pining, player jungkook that falls devoted to reader, cocky!JK, Confident!reader, psychology major reader, banter, parties, lots of smut (duh), only one bed trope, skinny dipping, roadtrip vibes
episode- warnings: alcohol, the word slut, swearing, sexual content
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"fucking slut choking on my dick"
the groans sound through the thinly build walls, making their way deliciously to reach your ears.
"Fuck like that yoon, take it, such a little slut"
the ceiling is certainly looking very ceiling-ly today, you think, trying to drown out the noises coming from door visible, even from your cozy couch.
A usual wednesday in the apartment of Jungkook and you.
The next sounds only make it harder when itÂŽs the sound of skin slapping against one another, lewdly coating your living room air,
Thick, heavy panting follows suit,
high pitched moans that make you feel weirdly jealous about her position in your shared apartment,
Position, you wonder how heÂŽs taking her right now,
images of him bending her legs up in half while heÂŽs mercilessly pounding her flash your mind without warning,
you wonder if he likes looking at their face when he does, or if heÂŽs the type to bend them over,
looking at their arched backs, pussy filled to the brim with him,
grabbing at whatever he can when heÂŽs reaching every last sweet spot.
You feel filthy, disgusting thinking about your good friend and roommate in such selfish ways,
such intimacy,
The thrill is good enough of a rush to continue sneaking your hands down your torso and into the little flimsy, sorry excuse of shorts.
rubbing feverishly at your clit in frantic circles when your mind is occupied with his moans, the other hand groping your tits together, teasing and tugging at your own nipples just like how you wish he would do to you.
The moans halt and bring you back to reality, harshly ripping you out of your fantasy.
Shame washes over you, the realization of what you had done creeping up.
You bite your lip when swiftly moving your clothes back in place, putting your phone on a louder volume to watch Tiktok.
Anything to look unfazed.
Yoon, or whatever her name was, would be walking past you soon.
Its always a fifty fifty on how the girls walk out,
Confidently grinning with a certain pride of walking past the only girl Jungkook swore to never get a taste of, even if they didnÂŽt know that,
something about walking past a girl that heard you fuck her good friend,
It made them swell up in a prideful manner.
Yoon, you learned, wasnÂŽt one of them.
"Sorry, enjoy your night" she whispers, hiding her face behind her hair, head tilted towards the floor.
She knew you must have heard,
maybe she felt as filthy as you did,
soon after the front door closes, Jungkook never having left the room,
The sound of your shared bedroom doornob clicking, echos through the quiet summer night.
Followed by the noise of the shower running.
A usual wednesday,
except for the fact that youÂŽd be going to spend the rest of the night packing with Jungkook.
"You think bringing a hoodie is appropriate?" your sweet vocals ring in his ears, he looks at you, scoffing
Watching your hands fiddle with the thick material of his grey hoodie,
that you took in exchange for paying his dinner two months ago.
"Bunny itÂŽs summer. WeÂŽre there for THREE DAYS. YouÂŽre packing for a month" his head shakes, making his dark strands flow beautifully on the sides of his face.
"Okay but like what if i shit myself two times a day. I need to be prepared" referring to the six pairs of underwear he saw you push into the side of your overflowing suitcase.
No matter how absurd your statement is, he laughs, and you canÂŽt help the soft giggles of your own escaping beneath the pillows of your lips.
"Fine, IÂŽm carrying your bag anyways" he smiles a smile so boyish, it reaches your heartstrings,
"So, I guess weÂŽre gonna be sharing a room?" he asks, alluding to the fact that ChaewonÂŽs beach house can hold four people,
five are invited, six with Chaewon included.
Now that the summer semester has concluded, a getaway at the beach seems like the blessing you needed.
And definitely deserved.
Straight AÂŽs standing up proudly, reminding you that the hours on your desk and sleepless, frustrated nights were in fact so worth it.
Of course, most certainly Jungkook had to have the same scores as you, rubbing it in your face.
Arguing about how he is better still because med-science canÂŽt be less hard then psychology.
Asshole, if only he knew the hours of math that psychology required.
He was proud of you, you were proud of him,
ironically enough both of you too proud to stop bickering.
"Unless Chaewon and I wanna share a room" you laugh, knowing fully well that Chaewon wanted to sleep in the comfort of her own room, with the possibility of her newest boytoy Yoongi coming to visit at ungodly times in the night.
YouÂŽd heard all about this Yoongi guy and his maserful tongue,
Jungkook knew that too, Yoongi is his friend after all.
Apart from those two, the other two people are guys, friends of Yoongi that Chaewon agreed on accompanying him.
"Come on, you know you canÂŽt make them get sexually frustrated like that" he grins again, leaning his back against his bed,
muscular thighs on display perfectly as he rests them spread out on the floor,
his opened suitcase seperating you from the space between his legs.
"I know, was just hoping to get a break from you" you sigh out, the lie so evidently plastered on your face, itÂŽs almost embarrassing.
His tattooed hand sweeps through his hair, when he leans forward, it rests on the side of his face.
Although there is a suitcase between your bodies, his arms can reach you,
and they do,
"Come on bunny, youÂŽd never wanna be away from me" he says with the smallest of smirks, devilishly hiding under his fake hurt face,
his thumb gracing your cheek as he winks,
The action makes all of the blood you have in your body rush up to your face, collecting itself there like it wouldnÂŽt need to be anywhere else.
He notices, so he withdraws his hand, patting your head and laughing softly when he resumes to packing,
"Fuck you Jeon" you laugh too, packing your swimsuit inside the rose colored suitcase of yours.
He knew how to push your buttons, just for fun.
HeÂŽd never mean it, that lingers in the back of your mind,
Shoved in as far away as possible so you canÂŽt feel it sting your ego.
"Pack the white one too, you look so good in it"
His eyes move to your small crouch, hands fumbling inside the suitcase,
He did mean it, he means it everytime,
You didnÂŽt need to know that though.
But he swore to never let that get in between your friendship.
Neither of you had to say it out loud anyways, the rules have been established long ago,
He canÂŽt stop himself from grinning proudly when you roll your eyes, fixated on your things,
Still, your grab the white bikini and fold it neatly before stuffing it inside your suitcase.
Just for him,
neither of you had to speak those words either for them to be clear.
-ËËâââââ
"Jesus christ did you bring rocks?" the pretty, stuffed suitcase is currently being harshly shoved inside the trunk of JungkookÂŽs spacious mercedes.
"Shut up" you shout from the passenger seat, already plugging in your phone to the aux cable.
HeÂŽd gotten used to your passenger princess standards, always surrendering to your playlists and need for a coffee run before anything,
can you drive? Sure,
But he never minded chaffeuring your around anyways,
He huffs, seating himself into the drivers seat.
"Buckle up sweetheart" he clicks his tongue, buckling his own seatbealt.
Safety first after all.
You comply as he pulls out of parking, his firm hand gripping the steeringwheel, lips pursed slightly in focus.
The roadtrip to the beach would take about three hours, three hours of trying not to disappear into unholy thoughts when looking at his big veiny hands working their way.
HeÂŽs just driving, you tell yourself over and over.
SheÂŽs just sitting,
he tells himself over and over, refraining the urge of reaching out with his unoccupied hand, rounding his palm over the soft skin of your soft, shiny thighs pressed on his passenger seat, the pink striped shorts already riding up like a work of art.
"Gonna put on my summer playlist" you purse your lips, scrolling through the dozens of hyper specific playlists on your spotify.
"Hell yeah that has bangers in it" he says, stopping at the redlight that seizes an opportunity to let his eyes find your warm, sun kissed features.
On cue, Timber by Kesha and Pitbull plays, the car lightning up significantly with the 2010ÂŽs classic summer hit.
"itÂŽs goinÂŽdown! IÂŽm yellinÂŽ Timber!" the both of you scream- sing in unison, grinning like teenagers while absolutely having a blast with this song.
"Swing your partner round and round, end of the night itÂŽs goinÂŽdown!" you two continue into the chorus a few seconds later, moving your heads to the catchy beat.
"One more shot another round!" he sings, looking over to you shortly,
"That better be us or IÂŽm leaving" you giggle,
"Will be no doubt, now that there is no where to drive" diverting his attention back to the road, his mind wanders to remembering the lyrics of the song,
not a worry clouding his mind when the window is rolled down and heÂŽs comfortable,
with you, the most necessary part.
The carpool karaoke gets repeated with almost all the next songs within your playlist of immaculate music taste, you two sing your hearts out like thereÂŽs no one that could hear.
An hour and a little bit into the trip, Jungkook gains a bright idea, as always.
"We should totally play that game where we have to smack each other every time a yellow car drives by"
You snort, switching your attention to his build from, dressed in casual oversized fashion.
Effortlessly hot.
"IÂŽd love that, but like, youÂŽre driving on a highway right now"
Hinting at the fact that the game entails hitting the other person on the arm,
also reminding him that a hospital visit isnÂŽt on this trips bucket list
"No really?" , he nods his head towards his legs,
"Just smack my legs, wonÂŽt affect me anyways, with your cute little hands"
At that, you smack your palm flat against his unfairly firm thigh, planted nicely in the seat.
He chuckles, wincing slightly, "Already?"
You shake your head, "That was for underestimating me Kook"
A yellow car does drive by shortly after, betraying your upper hand at this stupidly childish game.
His hand moves from his side to your thigh, slapping the exposed skin softly, he wouldnÂŽt dare smack you with force,
knowing that would land him a punch in his balls right away.
The sensation of his hot palm ever so slightly touching your naked skin, longing for his hand to remain there just evoked a smile to your face.
"yellow car" he says at the same time as his hand landed on you.
"Are you sure?" you tease, knowing that both of you saw the car speeding past you mere seconds ago,
The wind from the barely gaping window makes your hair flow in all sorts of directions,
He could make out your strands framing your face in the evening sun,
"What? like IÂŽd be too pussy to touch you otherwise?" he teases, clearly understanding the implication of your previous sentence.
The tension is louder than the current song playing,
"Maybe, been lookin lots you know" you smile innocently,
He licks the dainty silver ring thatÂŽs in the corner of his beautifully plump lips, tongue darting out like a sinful way to torture you further,
bully you into admitting how much his stupid demeanor makes you shift in your seat.
"Like you havenÂŽt been staring at my hands bunny"
The comment brings out all sorts of things in you, some tinge of shame, even though your staring has been painfully obvious,
Some sort of lust, a need to give into his alluring voice, into his temptation,
"Guess we can both appreciate the nice things in life, canÂŽt we pretty?"
He moves his eyes to your own ones, burning through you with his smugness, his soft looking lips curled into an inviting smile,
The window behind him saves you from loosing your shit;
"yellow car!" you shout, smacking his thigh harshly,
he giggles in response, knowing that it was probably for the better.
"Ouch" he winces slightly, even though you know he didnÂŽt feel any pain at this rate.
leaning his head back against the cushion of his seat,
"shut up and drive!"
Rihanna always knows when to drop the best lines, you think to yourself while singing along.
The last hour of the drive passes by rather quickly, blaring music, hitting each other with each yellow car and munching on Gimbap.
Life is good when youÂŽre having fun like this.
"thatÂŽs Chae over there! look!"
He hums, parking the car next to the other two ones already lined up,
Next thing he knows, youÂŽre springing out of the car to your best friend,
standing in all glory next to yoongi, and
"Eunwoo" he introduces himself, his fox like eyes inviting you like a warm hug,
"Hey, Hoseok, nice to meet you!" the other guy chimes, his bubbly persona already creating a positive atmosphere.
Both men are undeniably handsome in very different ways,
one so sly and sexy looking, almost mysteriously quiet in an alluring way, but with a smile so charming it seemed like youÂŽd known him for ages,
While the other was bubbly, extroverted and loud in every way possible but still, oddly mature and manly in energy.
Jungkook also manages to get out the car, both of your suitcases in each hand, setting them down to give Eunwoo a handshake,
"Eunwoo man, whats up?" he grins, patting him on the back
"Jk! bro, so good to see you" Eunwoo smiles back, looking over to you briefly.
Chaewon seems to have the same thought as you,
"You know each other?" she asks, her hips secured in place by yoongiÂŽs hand wrapped around it protectively, her finger pointing between the two.
He hasnÂŽt said a word, not out of line for him.
"You kidding? ÂŽCourse we do" Jungkook answers,
"News to me too" you say, shrugging while making eye contact with Hoseok.
HeÂŽs slick with the way his eyes find yours, having lingered on the curve of your hips mere moments prior,
interesting.
He nods his head over to the beautiful house,
The exterior is a plain white brick, decorated by the prettiest flower bushes around it, a real beach house by being a couple minutes away from said beach.
"LetÂŽs go inside, I wanna see my room" Hoseok chuckles, everyone following behind as Chaewon begins walking.
Quickly you learned the room in the second floor of the house, on the very right side behind the staircase was yours to share with Jungkook, as previously established
A beautiful, rather spacious room holding cream colored walls, a small balcony, soft looking pillows and sheets,
Jungkook and you have lived together for so long,
shared everything,
A toilet, a shower, kitchenware, paper, pen, hairbrush, skincare, toiletries, hell even clothes and of course the trusty couch.
But never a bed.
"So, is there like uh, a extra matteres or sumÂŽ?" he asks, cautiously eyeing the king sized bed placed center of the room.
Spacious, very comfortable looking,
However, it is the only thing in the room,
no chair, no couch, just that bed and cupboards.
Chaewon sucks a breath, her head sticking intoo the room by the doorframe that borh you and Jungkook are standing motionlessly in.
"uhh sorry guys, totally forgot to uhm, mention that. Yeah sorry thereÂŽs only this"
The glare you shoot her is similar to a weapon,
if looks could kill, sheÂŽd be dead.
The suspicion you had lingering is only confirmed when she winks at you, patting JungkookÂŽs shoulder on her way out the door.
"YouÂŽll manage" she says.
Great.
Amazing even, being forced to sleep next to the guy you have to physically stop yourself from drooling over.
"Bunny, if you donÂŽt wanna do that IÂŽll sleep on the floor, you can tell me" his pretty, round eyes look over to your face, hoping to see anything that indicates apprehensiveness.
He doesnÂŽt find any signs, maybe your hands clamming slightly, or your face flushing a slight rose,
itÂŽs just the heat, he tells himself.
"ItÂŽs alright kook the bed is big, as long as you donÂŽt wanna cuddle at night" you giggle, the feeling of nervousness making itÂŽs way through your body, rising from the very bottom to the top of your face, your voice adjusting accordingly.
Your hands work to conceal it, distracting yourself by unpacking the clothes you had brought into one of the shelves.
Truth be told, you want him to hold you in the night,
turn it into wandering as low as youÂŽd let him,
"A shame, was looking to hold you tight" he snarks, his actions mirroring yours, crouching his upper body down as he reaches into the space beneath your clothes,
when your eyes turn, his face is a couple centimeters apart from your own,
his honey glazed skin beaming at you, the silver metal stuck in his plump bottom lip moving softly while grazed by his tongue,
You shake your head, for one to dismiss his stupid comment and for two, to shake away the need to kiss him,
His eyes light up,
"But, I sleep naked, you sure about no cuddles?" his question so obviously to make fun of your attraction to him, it pissed you off,
Even if it did get you a bit excited,
You hated how he knew how much you are affected by him,
hate it even more of you canÂŽt tell if he finds it as hard to resist your stares, your body, your confidence and flirting,
or just doing all of this cat and mouse to pull a reaction out of you, to tease his best friend because itÂŽs okay,
itÂŽs made okay because he wouldnÂŽt ever want more than that,
right?
"You literally donÂŽt, what are you talking about?" your grin never leaves your face, matching the one evidently forming on his.
Now having turned all your focus on the older male so closely by your side,
His teeth bite into the side of his lip gracefully, as if to stop the smile from fully making an apperance,
wrong.
"From tonight on i certainly will sleep naked" he bursts into a small giggle shortly after, wrapping his hands around your shoulder as he speaks into your ear,
you canÂŽt even form a thought at this very moment, pushing him off by his side you begin laughing yourself
"Oh yeah? I might too then" you chuckle, shaking your head once again,
He stops hastily moving around from giggling, looking at you with a small but suggestive smirk, his voice dropping a little lower,
He canÂŽt help himself, the heat of the moment becoming too much to hold back his surpressed need for you,
While his hand is still on your body, he uses it to pull you closer by one shoulder,
"Perfect, iÂŽd love that bunny" he says, locking a lustful, slightly playful gaze with your own, heavy one
The hitched breath flowing out of your lips is bringing chills to JungkookÂŽs body when he feels it grazing his skin,
"Woah your roomÂŽs crazy dude!" Hoseoks chirpy voice interrupts,
Only then he realizes what he almost did,
what he almost let himself risk,
so he lets go of you, standing up to talk to the nice intruder,
"I know right? Sucks thereÂŽs only one bed though"
Hoseok hums, "Wanna switch? I wouldnÂŽt mind sharing a bed with her" he jokes,
Half jokes, if you agreed he would have taken you up on that offer.
Your eyes roll, feeling like a little prize to collect after being left alone on the floor,
being talked about as if you werenÂŽt there too.
Unbeknownst to you, JungkookÂŽs eyes roll as well
"Absolutely not dude" he replies, forcing out a chuckle,
In no world would he allow any guy to sleep next to you,
especially not a guy that you just met,
that has been staring at your ass move when you jogged up the stairs,
Or smiling at you a little to often,
A falsely warm smile hiding his primal, hungry eyes
Not a fucking chance.
"Do I get a say in that too Kook?" you shout back to him, hearing the two pairs of footsteps leave into the hallway,
"Nope! ItÂŽs us or none bunny!" he shouts back, and you swear you can hear his smile in his voice.
You want that too, he knows it all too well.
-ËËâââââ
currently 02:15 am,
The wind is blowing peacefully outside,
dark summer night is being illuminated by the bright moon blessing the horizon, above the water you can see from the broad window,
Meanwhile inside the beach house, complete chaos is upon.
"YOOOONGIIIIIII"
Hoseok screams for the hundreth time while downing another shot, trying to manage the xbox controller with his other hand,
Yoongi however, is far from into the game, having set the controller down a while ago, involved in a deep make out session with your best friend sprawled out on his lap,
His friend too far gone to take notice of his absence.
Eunwoo is outside, smoking his 3rd cigarette of the night, next to him, Jungkook who does the same
Both of them wordlessly smoking with their backs turned to you.
You?
Sat on the kitchen counter after a long first day of swimming, drinking, lots of dancing and more drinking
When Kook puts out the cigarette, he walks back in, until heÂŽs standing in front of you,
Between your slightly spread legs,
"How was the smoke sesh?" you ask, dangling your legs from the surface,
"Relieving, Got me thinking sumÂŽwhile looking at the beach" he rest his fully tattooed arm next to your hip, his hand pressed against the counter surface,
"Oh oh, That canÂŽt be good" you reply, amused by each and every one of his sudden revelations,
YouÂŽre always up for his shit
He rolls his eyes,
"YouÂŽll love it trust me"
Peaking your interest even more, you raise an eyebrow at him,
Ignoring Hoseoks drunken slur to some sentimental karaoke song in the bacakground,
seemingly haven given up on YoongiÂŽs attention.
Also hearing Eunwoo walk into his room after having finished his cigarette.
"What is it then kook?"
"LetÂŽs go skinny dipping" he says, a confident smile plastered proudly on his handsome face
The stars aligning for you and against you all at once never crossed your mind,
Seeing Jungkook naked has been your wet dream for what seems like months now,
But seeing him naked also means, having to literally see him naked,
like itÂŽs casual,
"Wanna have me naked? Could have just asked" you snark back, lightly punching his chest with your fist,
"Is that a yes?" he shoots back, tilting his head slightly, the look on his face too priceless to deny,
how would you ever say no to those bambi eyes?
"Sure, letÂŽs go then"
His hands work quicker than his mind when they reach out to grab your waist, pulling you down from the counter,
"ItÂŽs freezing already" you mutter out through clashing teeth, having arrived at the beach from just a short six minute walk down the house,
almost certain that not one of the four others have taken note of your sudden trip,
definitely not Chae, nor sleeping Eunwoo
"Come on bunny, donÂŽt be lame" he says, his voice slightly lazy and lower than usual,
All while also sliding his shirt over his head quickly before reaching down to his belt,
Just in the very moment your mind seems to sober up to the fact that youÂŽre gonna be naked in front of a equally as naked Jungkook
Seeing him shirtless is okay,
youÂŽve seen that countless of times,
his prominent abs, his full chest,
small waist paired with strong muscular arms,
ItÂŽs fine,
Fine until you make out the shape of his thick cock beneath his boxers, jeans long gone by the skilled hands of his,
Considering he takes them off quite a lot, you donÂŽt find it surprising
He doesnÂŽt take down the final piece,
The one he would be revealing himself bare to you,
"Bunny if you wanna watch me strip just say so"
Stunned, now recognizing that you are fully clothed,
if you can call it that, a short tube top and a mini skirt arenÂŽt that much of a coverage either,
regardless, you make a fake laughing face at him, pulling your tube top above your head,
you canÂŽt help but smile at the immediate stare he has, locked doe eyes on your baby pink bra, hugging your chest in the most flattering ways possible,
the way he looks down to watch your delicate hands slide two fingers into your skirtÂŽs waistband, pulling the thin material down,
he nibbles at his lip when he spots your panties matching your bra, baby pink lace clad over your pussy,
You nervously look up to him again,
His eyes having made their way back up from your full thighs, over the curve of your hips and waist, until reaching your pretty face,
HeÂŽs so mad at himself for thinking this wouldnÂŽt push him to his limit.
His eyes roaming over you isnÂŽt exactly new to you either but this,
this feels different,
It feels like one of you might snap and abandon whatever you build in the first place.
"Underwear too?" you ask, hoping for him to say no,
while simentaneously hoping he says yes so you can finally see every detail of him,
can finally know what the cock looks like that youÂŽve been dreaming of,
been fingering yourself to,
"Loose the bra and weÂŽre equal" he says, his voice is quiet, a little rough
Underneath the dim moonlight you can still make out every line of his body,
the waves providing a sound so peaceful itÂŽs absurd how loud your heartbeat is in compairison,
The slight salty smell covering his familiar scent, crashing over your senses stronger than the roars that hit the shore
"Wanna help?" whatever possessed you to say that in this moment is something Jungkook will be forever grateful for,
He steps closer, reaching behind your back,
"Need me for everything these days"
you can feel his fingers unhook your bra without him having to struggle for a second,
while you want to spend this moment eternally solitude with him, isolated from morals and anxiety outside of it,
his experienced hands are a bitter reminder that you wonÂŽt be different,
you canÂŽt allow yourself to fall.
"Thanks" you smile, proudly discarding the bra,
he looks down to your chest, of course he does,
The only thing he can focus on is how soft and plump your chest looks, how it moved so fucking seductively when you tossed the bra,
how heÂŽd love to squeeze and lick at every centimeter, taking your stiff nipples into his mouth while never looking away from the moon glazed face of yours,
shining brighter than any star ever could,
the look of lust and amaze makes you feel confident,
feel good knowing heÂŽs seen so many tits but still glimmers at yours,
DonÂŽt let it get to you,
you think while running into the ocean,
he laughs, yelling "YouÂŽre insane" after you while also running into the cold waves,
His large arms capture you from the back, wrapping around your torso and pulling you close against his naked chest,
the wet skin of your back and strands of hair sticking to him,
sounds of joined laughter match the quietly comforting noises of the night,
"Ready?" he asks, but before you could answer, both of you are fully crashed into the water below, plunged into the ocean by him,
drowning out the rest of the world once more.
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that kind of love never dies | chapter two
summary: the one where jake realizes the complexity of a supposedly simple plan.
pairing: jake x mc
word count: 1.4K
warnings: tkolnd takes place after the events of episode 10; cover images found on pinterest; english is not my first language.
authorâs note: i love this chapter. it was so much fun to write jake's first meeting with mc. the game left many unresolved questions and i will try to answer them based on the information we already have and a little imagination.
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Without any hesitation, he nodded. There was no point in lying now, not after everything they had done to get Hannah back. And, even if it bothered him a little, Barbara had won his trust.
âA penny for your thoughts.â The hacker asked, seeing the confusion in her eyes.
âWhat are you doing here?â
âIt's a long story.â
âI have time.â She crossed her arms over her chest, waiting.
Jake took a deep breath to calm himself. They definitely didn't have time. However, he knew he would need to do his best to make her trust him again.
âLong story short, an old alert from Nym-0s showed results yesterday saying that you bought a plane ticket to Switzerland. Since the airport was close to Duskwood, I thought I'd better investigate.â
âHave you been following me since New York?â
âNot exactly, I bought a nonstop flight from Tokyo to Zurich.â
âWhy didn't you tell me who you were when we bumped into each other at the airport?â
He hated the fact that his tone was more hurt than angry. Jake opened his mouth to apologize, then closed it. Looking over her shoulder, he noticed the presence of a hooded figure standing in front of the open door of the chinese restaurant, hunching his shoulders against the pouring rain.
Barbara's cell phone immediately started ringing with a call. Frowning, she reached for the device inside her bag, and Jake didn't need to understand portuguese to know what was written on the screen.
âUnknown number?â
âYes.â She lifted her head, meeting Jake's eyes.
âGreat.â He said ironically, taking the cell phone from her hand and sliding his finger to the left to reject the call. âCome on, I'll explain everything to you on the road.â
âAll right.â Barbara answered, allowing Jake to lead the way. âBut if you're lying about who you are, I'll break your nose.â
âIt's fair.â
The hacker kept walking , and she ran to keep up with him, dodging a puddle of water. Two minutes later, they stopped in front of a gray Mercedes-Benz crowned with a red convertible roof parked behind the Gates Hotel.
âPlease tell me itâs not stolen.â
âIt's not stolen!â Jake looked at her offended, opening the passenger door.
âSorry! It's just that in my mind you were poor. Which, when you think about it, doesn't make sense, right? How would you do everything you do without money?â
âYou are impossible, Barbara.â He shook his head in disbelief.
âI can't be impossible, Jake, I exist.â She replied, rolling her eyes theatrically. âI think you meant that I'm unbelievable.â
âGet in the car straight away.â He ordered, but he was smiling, his eyes filled with something like pleasure.
âI have some questions.â Barbara announced when they stopped at a red light.
âOf course you have.â Jake smiled amusedly, drumming his fingers on the steering wheel.
âEarlier, at the airport, was our meeting on purpose?â
âYes. I couldn't risk my position by tracking you via cell phone so I had to be creative.â
âSomething tells me you're the type to put trackers in people's favorite coat pockets.â She was surprised when he didn't deny it. âSeriously?â Barbara scoffed, rubbing her hands down her arms.
âThat worked, didn't it?â He said, undoing his seat belt. âHere, you must be cold.â
Before Barbara could object, Jake took off the leather jacket he was wearing and handed it towards her.
âThank you, Jake.â She accepted the offer, her cheeks blushing beautifully as she quickly looked away from the defined muscles that were marked by the white t-shirt.
âYou're welcome.â He looked straight ahead again, covering his mouth with the back of his left hand to hide a smile of pure satisfaction.
He looked straight ahead again, covering his mouth with the back of his left hand to hide a smile of pure satisfaction.
âWere you in Tokyo this whole time?â Barbara questioned, placing the jacket over her shoulders.
âTokyo, New Delhi, Manila... I needed to keep myself busy so I didn't think about you too much.â
âI'm unforgettable, aren't I?â
âToo unforgettable for your own good.â He agreed, replacing his belt and accelerating the car to get them moving again.
She sighed loudly.
âYeah, I guess that explains why the FBI won't leave me alone.â
âWhat?â
âYou have no idea why I'm here, do you?â
âConsidering who I saw at the chinese restaurant, I think I might have an idea.â
âThey sent some messages yesterday, inviting me to that same restaurant we talked about last time. The writing was very similar to yours, but it wasn't the same.â
âYou knew it wasn't me and you came anyway?â
âWe had an agreement, and as a future lawyer, I couldn't let them get away with this so easily.â
âWhat was your plan?â He waited for an answer, but Barbara just shrugged. âWhat? Didn't you have one?â
âWe brazilians work better under pressure.â
Jake had to stop himself from giving her an irritated look.
âWell, at least this time the FBI is innocent.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âOld habits never die, right? I figured something was wrong when you didn't go directly to Duskwood, so I accessed the security cameras around the hotel and watched the footage from the past two days.â
âDid you find anything?â
âNothing too out of the ordinary, but there was one guy who caught my attention. I think I've seen him before. Anyway, I've run his face through facial recognition software and will have confirmation by the end of the night.â He met her eyes, his expression becoming serious. âBarbara, do you understand howâŠâ
âStupid to come here alone without knowing what I would face? Yes, the reality is starting to knock. In my defense, I would never imagine that someone from the outside could have access to our conversations.â
âBreaking into the FBI database is complicated, but not impossible. This guy was supposed to be looking for information about me and ended up finding you along the way. I'm sorry for bringing you into this.â
She made a nonchalant gesture, dismissing his apologies.
âYou're only here because I was impulsive and played my role as a decoy very well, so I think we can say we're even.â
âI will always be in your debt.â Jake declared softly, weaving through traffic with ease.
The rest of the trip flew by, and the next thing he knew, he was parking near the Aurora's curb.
âWhat are we doing here?â Barbara looked at him uneasily, her voice sounding louder.
âI need to drop you off somewhere safe before I go back to get my gear from the hotel I'm staying at.â
âA bar is the last place I would think of, I have to admit.â
Jake snorted.
âAs much as you approve, we only came here to get Jessica's address.â
âI thought you gathered information on all of us when Hannah was kidnapped.â
âI did, but Jessica moved out a few months after Richy got arrested. And since the FBI is monitoring activity around your friends' digital data, I'm forced to do this the hard way.â
âYou mean... Talking?â
âTalking to Phil.â
She stifled a laugh.
âYou can wait in the car if you want.â
âI'm not leaving you alone with this guy.â He rolled his eyes, stepping out into the drizzle that was decreasing with each second.
âIn that case, why not go to Lilly or Dan?â Barbara commented, carefully slamming the car door. âI'm sure it would be less unpleasant for you.â
âI don't want others to know I'm in town.â Jake said, stopping beside her under the bar's canopy. âNot yet.â
âYou're avoiding your sisters, aren't you?â
âIt is complicated.â
âI know it's none of my business, but they'd be happy to hear from you. Especially Lilly.â
âSince when have you been Lilly's defender?â
âBelieve me, I'm as surprised as you are.â Barbara laughed, brushing an invisible speck of dust off her dress. âHow do I look?â
Jake analyzed her from head to toe for a few moments, seeing the way Barbara's hair fell over her arm in messy locks, how her smudged mascara highlighted the beauty of her light brown eyes, and how her dress, almost completely dry, outlined each centimeter of her body.
âBeautiful.â
âI'm serious, Jake!â
âMe too.â He smiled adoringly, intertwining his fingers with hers. âCome on, I don't want to prolong this any longer than necessary.â
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thinking about the possibility of eddieâs sexuality crisis coming after buddie canon likeâŠ
he and buck start dating and in eddieâs mind heâs justifying it like âiâm not really into men im just into buckâ and buck is the supportive boyfriend bc obviously eddieâs the only one who knows himself, and eddie labeling himself doesnât matter to buck bc all that matters is that theyâre the happiest theyâve ever been together
but then they have sex for the first time (obviously we donât see anything bc this is abc not hbo) but while buck is in this perfectly blissed out state, eddie is panicking bc holy shit⊠is that what sex is supposed to feel like? like i thought i enjoyed sex before because i got off and that was that but this wasâŠ. what the fuck?????
and we get this sort if spiral moment where eddie wonders if heâs been gay this whole time and has just been lying to himself and is wondering what that means for him and shannon? like yeah he moved on from her but⊠looking back did he ever really need to? were the feelings for his girlfriends just misplaced feelings for buck this whole time? has he always felt this way?
and it gets to a point where buck thinks eddie is pulling away from him, and he gets really in his head about it remembering when eddie said that sex just complicates things, and how eddie had that whole crisis over marisol, and then buck had broken up with temu and chris was in texas so both of them were in weird places mentally and oh my god did i force myself on him? is he miserable bc he realized im not actually what he wants? is he going to leave me like everyone else does?
and meanwhile eddie is in therapy telling frank that heâs never felt this way about anyone before and that he thought he was enjoying sex before but it had never been anything like what it was with buck- that before it had been a means to an end but with buck it just felt right⊠and then frank has a really deep conversation about sexuality and eddieâs catholic guilt and explains that only eddie can decide if labeling himself is important or not
then we get eddie making a choice to either label himself or to not label himself (bc all that matters is that bucn is who he wants to be with; im not picky bc i have always been a gay/demi eddie truther, but unlabeled eddie has so much playing room and they could explore so much with that but i also know that realistically they probably wouldnât put that much thought into the actual label but i digress)
and then we get a Kitchen Sceneâąïž where they are both super quiet and eddie tells buck they need to talk; buck automatically assumes eddieâs breaking up with him and starts apologizing to eddie and telling him he will give eddie some time and space, telling eddie that he will move on eventually like he has from everyone else. eddie is like âwhat?â and buck is like âarenât you breaking up with me?â and eddue is horrified bc oh my god have i really been that distant? has my crisis really pushed me away that much that i made him think i wouldnât tilt the earth on its axis for him if he asked??? and eddie explains his side of things, ending his little speech by saying âi love youâ for the first time, and buck gets teary eyed and says it back and they share a soft kiss and eddie is like âitâs never felt like that beforeâ and buck admits âitâs never felt like that for me either⊠but i think thatâs what being in love doesâ and the episode ends with a fade to black of eddie leading buck out of the kitchen and down the hallway
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people pleaser
stray kids x ninth member!reader (platonic)
genre: fluff, angst
content warnings: toxic friends
word count: 3.6k
summary: in her one kid's room episode, y/n reflects on how it was hard for her not to be so kind and sweet to everyone, because she just wanted them to like her.
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The music at the start of the video played, cutting between different things the members were saying.
"Ah, she's too kind for her own good," Seungmin shook his head with a slightly sad smile.
"She hypes everyone up, she's like a mood maker of the group," Lee Know added on.
"Y/N is very selfless," Jeongin said turning his head to the others as they nodded.
"One Kid's Room, Y/N!" Y/N smiled into the camera, relaxed into the armchair with her comfy purple fleece on.
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Ever since the group's trainee days, Y/N had been a people pleaser. Not that she realised that fact about herself, until it came to the future where she would reflect on herself.
She remembered when she had seen Han around the practice rooms, and it didn't matter what he did, singing, dancing or rapping... he was talented in all areas. He was even charming to her despite his shyness occasionally. She knew for sure he'd debut soon, he was an ace after all. There were also rumours going around that her good friend Chan was creating a group to join the showcase and have a chance at debuting. She wanted to be like him, so she made a lot of effort to greet him and be kind to him.
"Hi Jisung!" she would wave at him as she passed him in the corridors of JYP Entertainment.
Of course, Han being Han, would wave back without really knowing who she was at first, but he felt too awkward to ignore her. When he spoke to his hyung about a pretty girl always saying 'hello' at him, Chan was quick to tell Han about who his friend Y/N was (and also that she was off limits because he was thinking of adding her to the group but he didn't tell Han that last part).
Soon they became more comfortable around each other and Y/N found herself practising singing songs with Han, wishing she could belt notes like he could too.
"Wow, you're so good at hitting those higher notes! I wish I could do that," Y/N turned her head towards Han, from where they were both lying down on the practice room floor, feet pointed outwards to opposite walls but their heads side by side.
"Hey, you've got a great voice too, you know?" Han quickly moved his head to the side to look at her, but decided against it and stared right back up at the ceiling.
"You really think so?" Y/N's voice wavered. She needed reassurance, she knew that herself. There was still a long way to go, but she'd get to a place she wanted with her voice one day.
"I know so. Maybe one day you could be my backup singer?" Han said casually, before belly laughing when Y/N leaned over and turned to him with a pout.
"Hannnn!" she whined.
"Yah, you know I'm joking, just keep practising, you'll do great, yeah?" Han said genuinely, before standing up and hauling her up himself as they left the practice room.
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The next to join the group Chan was preparing for was a boy the same age as her, Jeongin. He was cute, Y/N thought, shy as well and maybe even similar to herself in some ways for wanting the approval of others, especially their future leader.
Dropping her bag in the corner of the room, first to arrive, Y/N quickly exited the practise room realising she needed the bathroom. Only to return to see Jeongin sheepishly standing in the entrance, Han looking away and Chan stood in the middle of the room with his arms folded.
"Jeongin you should have been here ten minutes ago," the Australian guy frowned running a hand through his hair. Ten minutes? Wow, Chan could be scary sometimes, and Y/N didn't regret joining the group lineup so far, but he was pretty strict.
"I-i was just..." Jeongin tried speaking up but clearly didn't have the words to explain why, practice bag in between his legs and hands clasped nervously behind his back.
"Oh that's my fault, Chan," Y/N decided to lie for him and came forward and stood next to Jeongin, resting her hand on his shoulder as they stood at the same height, "I was showing Jeongin this video at the dorms and I insisted he watch it before we leave..." she even looked off to the side awkwardly, and that part was genuine because the moment Chan let out a huff through his nose, she felt intimidated.
"Guys.... ugh, just, get ready for practice, yeah?" Chan sighed as he pinched the bridge of his nose as the two youngest rushes to one side of the room.
"Why did you do that?" Jeongin whispered, pulling out his bottle of water.
"Because I want to know why you were really late," Y/N joked and nudges his shoulder, making him laugh.
"Guys, stop messing around!" Chan rolled his eyes. Y/N wasn't so sly, he saw her bag that had already been there, and knew she hadn't arrived at the same time as Jeongin, but he allowed the excuse nonetheless.
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Walking back into the dorms after a busy shift at work, with school the next day, hearing a loud argument was not ideal at all for Y/N. And of course, it had to be between Han and Hyunjin. The taller boy had recently been recruited by Chan after his exceptional dance skills and potential. Perhaps Han was jealous? Y/N didn't really know, all she wanted was her bed right now but she hated the confrontation she heard.
"You can't just leave your things around everywhere! You're so messy!" Hyunjin yelled at Han.
Y/N peeked her head round the hallway after taking off her coat and shoes to see them yelling at each other in the lounge. Chan and Jeongin were nowhere to be seen - they must be out somewhere.
"I was here first! You think I care about your complaints? Get over yourself!" Han shouted, fists clenched at his sides.
"Oh so it's not ok for me to complain, but you get to act like a spoilt brat and like you're better than everyone else?!" Hyunjin yelled once more.
"Guys, what are you doing?" Y/N yawned, staring at the shouting boys who immediately flipped round to their dongsaeng.
"Oh, hey Y/N," Hyunjin's eyes softened, and so did his tone as he saw her standing there tiredly.
"What are you doing up so late?" Han questioned, glancing across at her.
"She works, remember? Gosh, you don't care about anyone but yourself and-" Hyunjin shouted before Y/N quietly cut him off with her calming demeanour.
"Stop. Just stop. You ask me why I'm up late but you two are up awake and arguing... If we're gonna be a team we can't go on like this. And that's not fair to Chan," Y/N shook her head sighing. She couldn't even look at the boys, but from the resounding silence there was she hoped her words had gotten through to them.
"I guess you're right," Hyunjin nodded, shifting awkwardly on one leg.
They all looked at Y/N as if seeing her in a whole new way, she seemed more mature than ever in that moment.
"We all have early starts tomorrow, don't we?" Y/N checked with them, chewing on her lip.
"You're right we do," Han sighed and nodded.
"Right, let's sleep then," Y/N nodded and rushed off to her room, not wanting to be in that situation again. She liked offering her advice, yes, but being the voice of reason? That felt like another level of having responsibility.
"Let's not fight again," Hyunjin whispered, tired himself, physically and emotionally.
All Han could do was roll his eyes and nod as they retreated to their rooms.
It may not have been the last time they fought, but they both put in more effort to control their emotions.
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3RACHA was completed. Changbin joined Han and Chan in making music and releasing in onto SoundCloud together, and despite his darker aura, the boy was one of the most caring guys she had ever met.
He would check up on her often, noticing her floating away into her own little world. It happened again one day, when Y/N was sat in the studio with the three guys, until Chan and Han went to collect lunch.
"You good, Y/Nnie?" Changbin asked, breaking the comfortable silence that was in the room.
"Hmm, yeah, why?" Y/N wiped sleep out of her eyes as she saw him staring back at her.
"It's ok, you know, to be upset, or tired," Changbin gently spoke, sensing from the start that she was a sensitive, soft soul.
"I'm not upset... I just need to improve, that's all..." Y/N sighed, curling up into a tighter ball on the sofa, tugging a blanket over her legs.
"I saw your face after the staff spoke to you," Changbin informed her, helping to straighten out the blanket.
"They just said that I shouldn't expect to be a part of the group if I'm dancing and singing the way I do and that even a rat would have done a better job," Y/N shrugged, not able to look at Changbin.
"They what? They can't say rude shit like that to you!" Changbin stood up, arms folded.
"I-it was just constructive criticism," Y/N jumped slightly, not expecting the strong reaction from her fellow group member.
"No, they were rude to you, there's a difference between constructive criticism and being rude. How is what they said helpful in any way?!" Changbin growled, shaking his head with a clenched jaw.
"I just caught them in a bad mood-" Y/N shared the thought that was playing over and over again in her head, eyes shining as she looked up at Changbin.
"No, you didn't, ok? It's alright," Changbin side hugged her to him, joining her back on the sofa, "it's ok to feel sad from what they said, I just want you to talk to me about it, I'm here. Now, come on, Chan and Han will be back with food soon."
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Next to join the group was a charming freckled boy, also from Australia. He had quickly grown close with Chan from their shared nationality, but Y/N craved to be close with him too. She wanted him to like her, after all, she got on well with her other members, so she found herself worrying when she hadn't really had a chance to bond with him yet.
He was a cute and loveable guy, and with the language barrier, Felix not really knowing a lot of Korean yet, Y/N felt disheartened when her words would be met with a blank look from him. She just hadn't connected the dots yet, not realising it was because her quick ramblings in Korean were an overwhelming whirlwind of incomprehensible words.
"Hi Felix! I'm so glad you joined the group, you've got such a cool voice I think it will really make us stand out!" Y/N gushed to Felix after they all did a vocal practice together.
"Thank you," Felix awkwardly answered before looking away at the ground, smiling bigger only when Chan stood next to him, wrapping an arm around his shoulder.
That was when Y/N decided she needed to find a better way to communicate with Felix, so she started writing notes, using an online translator to write an English translation below her Korean words, to tell him words of encouragement and show him she was there as a friend.
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"Thanks Y/N! See you soon, maybe," Y/N's trainee friends giggled as they left the lobby of JYP, Y/N waving goodbye to them as she zipped her purse back up.
"What was that about?" Seungmin spoke up, leant against the wall opposite her.
"Oh, umm, my friends asked if they could borrow some of my money to get some snacks," Y/N grinned, feeling happy she was able to help her friends.
"You didn't have to do that... give them your money so easily," Seungmin shook his head, walking over and standing closer to her now.
Seungmin was recognised for his polite nature and gorgeous voice, hence his joining of the group.
"It's ok, really, they needed it and plus they said they'd pay me back," Y/N defended her friends, lips pursing when she saw Seungmin frown.
"Whenever I see those friends of yours they ask for money," Seungmin was trying really hard for Y/N to see sense.
"It's fine I have a part time job for a reason," Y/N smiled, trying to brush away Seungmin's concerned but it only made it worse.
"Yeah, not to fund their snacks," his eyes only widened in response.
"They need it," Y/N's voice became higher pitched, as she was desperate for Seungmin to believe her and just leave alone the subject. She didn't want to be in any sort of argument with him but he also didn't want him to be thinking badly of her friends.
"So do you, please be careful around them," Seungmin sighed and patted her shoulder, seeing she wanted to leave the subject alone, as they both left the company.
Later that night at the dorms, Y/N and Seungmin were relaxing on the sofa, with the other members too, as they scrolled through their phones. Looking at her social media, Y/N tapped on her friend's story, only to see they were all hanging out without her, and seemed to be eating at a slightly more expensive fast food restaurant. But they didn't even have enough money for a snack earlier?!
It seemed Y/N had spoke this last thought out loud. Seungmin peered over her shoulder and frowned, recognising the people in the photos as his younger member's friends.
Stopping himself from telling her 'I told you so', Seungmin offered his comfort.
"You've got us, yeah? Don't worry about them anymore," Seungmin swiped off of the story and took her phone out of her hands.
"I don't know what i did wrong..." Y/N bit her lip, wondering how she always went wrong with her friends.
"You did nothing wrong, they took advantage of your kindness, Y/N, now let me order some fried chicken for us, yeah?"
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The final member Chan added to the lineup was a guy called Minho, who, very impressively, had completed the basic JYP dance moves in 2 weeks. Y/N was in awe of him.
"I can't believe you completed the moves already! I bet Chan will make you dance leader when we all get to debut together!" Y/N smiled at Lee Know, singing his praises.
"Aha, thank you," Lee Know awkwardly bowed at her, not really saying much after. Y/N just wanted to compliment him and show her appreciation, but seeing his short responses made her feel awkward too, and soon they'd be left in silence.
Y/N found herself sat there thinking, she spent so long trying to get everyone to like her, but maybe what she said, what she did, wasn't good enough?
"Is this too much for you?" Chan sat down next to Y/N, who had isolated herself to sit in the corner of the practice room.
"No it's fine," Y/N waved her hand away, running a hand through her hair.
"Tell me the truth," Chan insisted, shifting his body to look at her, feeling concerned.
"I am, I'm fine," Y/N bluntly said, not wanting to talk about how she truly was feeling, and the thoughts she was having.
"Don't lie to me, I need to know you can do this, I don't want you stressing out, we've got the showcase ahead of us, Y/N," Chan urged her to tell the truth, resting a hand on her knee, patting it gently.
"Look, ok, it is a lot to deal with but I can do it, I promise you. I just, I'm trying to figure everything in my head," Y/N leant her head back against the wall, closing her eyes.
"Thank you for telling me the truth, and, Y/N, that's why we're here, we don't want you feeling like you're on your own when you do so much for all of us, ok?" Chan side hugged her, warmth in his eyes, and some relief there when he finally broke through to her.
"I am? I mean, I do a lot for you guys?" Y/N's voice pleaded for the truth, looking at Chan with hope in her eyes.
"You always do," he smiled and ruffled her hair.
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Back to One Kids Room, Y/N smiled as she thought about how she had come as a person.
"As much as I still look up to my members, my self-esteem has grown so much and I've learnt to value myself. I love them so much, but I need to give myself energy and time too," Y/N smiled at the camera, hands squeezing the long arms of her sleeves and balling them up.
"She's so much more confident now, I remember she used to ask me if this was fine or that but now she's more confident," Changbin commented, the other guys nodding in agreement.
"She used to come to me being like, woahhhhh you're such a good dancer!" Lee Know chucked, thinking of the younger version of Y/N, who would always praise her members.
"Ah yes she'd speak exactly like that! Wow... And she'd look at me like, with these wide eyes being like, I wanna rap like you!" Han laughed as he perfectly imitated how Y/N spoke to him.
"She used to have this really sweet habit, when I didn't know Korean very well, umm, she'd leave these little notes for me, and write the Korean and English translation for me just so I knew what she was saying. There'd always be these words of encouragement, it just made my heart feel warm," Felix told the members, who all 'ooh'ed in response, shocked at this fact because they didn't know that Y/N used to do that.
"Ah, yes, I did used to leave notes for Felix... I wanted to be his friend so badly! He just seemed so cool but whenever I spoke to him he just sort of awkwardly smiled and nodded. I thought he didn't like me, turns out he had no idea what I was saying, so I left notes for him instead... yeah," Y/N felt shy when she admitted this, covering her face.
"I remember back in trainee days, I was late for practice because I overslept. And then when I arrived I thought Channie hyung is really going to scold me but Y/N suddenly appeared, I think she came back from the bathroom or something but she said it was her fault that we were both late, and I thought phew, hyung won't be angry at me now, haha," Jeongin told his own story, remembering Y/N covering for him, and that wasn't the only time she had done that.
"I remember that! I knew she was covering up for you!" Chan gasped, pointing an accusing finger at Jeongin who laughed in response.
"She's so sweet and kind, whenever any of us would argue she'd try and stop it from happening," Hyunjin shook his head in wonder at how selfless Y/N was.
"Oh yeah! She'd try and get us to see from each perspective, even though I felt like I was right I thought wow I can't argue because now Y/N would be sad too if we carried on," Han covered his mouth slightly as he laughed, patting Hyunjin on the shoulder knowing that the argument he was referring to was definitely between the two of them.
"Right! Right! She's really good at seeing other people's feelings, but she used to struggle when it came to herself... She'd look so confused if I said to her that she was acting sad, she looked like a lost puppy..." Changbin said in a more serious tone.
"Oh when she had those puppy eyes! Yeah!" Chan nodded along enthusiastically, knowing the look all too well.
"It made my heart ache, she didn't understand, she's much better now though, I'll get a knock at my door and we'll talk for hours," Changbin confessed, feeling happy he was needed in helping his member feel better.
"Ah yes I talk to Binnie a lot about my feelings these days... I still find it confusing to understand how I feel but it makes a bit more sense when I talk with him, yeah..." Y/N began, still a bit shy in admitting when she needed help but better than she would have been before, "I don't think I look like a puppy? Seungmin is more like a puppy, haha."
"Remember Y/N used to have that part time job?" Seungmin asked the rest of the guys.
"Really?" Felix was shocked, not realising everything Y/N had to balance.
"Yeah she used to work at a cafe whilst training and school, I really admired that," Hyunjin grinned, proud of the younger girl.
"But she'd still have to ask us for money," Chan laughed.
"She'd spend it on her old friends! She wanted to make sure they were ok and then suddenly she wouldn't have any money left!" Seungmin said in disbelief, his voice cutely rising up and down in pitch showing how he was feeling.
"Oh, that makes sense I remember one time we got some boba, and she asked me like oppa, can you get me that please? And I asked her where her money went and she said she spent it on a present for Innie... I think it was near his birthday at the time," Lee Know commented, leaning back against the sofa.
"Woahh, my heart," Hyunjin gasped, placing a hand over his chest, "that's so cute!"
"Ah I love giving gifts! I feel like if I can find someone the perfect gift and they are happy then I'm really happy too," Y/N explained after a staff member asked her the question.
"I think I'm definitely different from debut days... If I could say anything about myself now... It would be... You have grown. Y/N has changed, but in a good way!"
"One Kid's Room, Y/N, finished!"
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Hi, I love your writing! I was wondering if you could write a fic where Rooney and Russo are recording there new podcast and they mention a funny story to do with you. With Alessia x reader pairing. You can make the story up but I thought it would be funny
THIRD WHEEL â alessia russo
sorry to whoever requested this as itâs took me so long to actually finish it, but itâs finally here!
navigation
"hello! and welcome back to the tooney and russo show with me y/n l/n, and before you all ask don't worry i'm not stealing vic's job she's just poorly" you said down the microphone, getting yourself comfy in the big chair opposite the couch that alessia and ella were sat on.
"thank god we only have to put up with you for one episode!" ella says rolling her eyes playfully as you gasp, the two bursting into laughter.
"hey!"
"anyways i'm here with two of football most famous friends, alessia russo and ella toone!" you cheered as the two opposite you clapped as well as the people behind the cameras.
"are we the most famous friends?" ella turns asking alessia who shrugs, you clearing your throat to get the brunettes attention back.
"they've just written that on the script to boost your ego" you smile quickly before looking back down to the ipad as the ella starts laughing as does less.
âiâm not lying itâs on here!â you hold the ipad up in there direction showing them, âyou really know how to make someone feel good about themselves donât you, y/n!â ella jokes as you nod you head.
âitâs my speciality â ask lessi i do it on the daily for her!â you say winking jokingly towards less who shakes her head at your silliness.
âwhatever helps you sleep at night loveâ alessia sighs, not wanting to disagree with you knowing the ramble you would go into.
"anyways before we get sidetracked anymore, the fans want to know a bit more about your routine when playing, asking if you find it hard to sleep before a big game?" you read out the question that was on the ipad in front of you.
"speaking on behalf of all three of us here, but we all sleep like babies!" ella says as you and alessia nod in agreement humming.
"yeah what's the saying, can sleep on a camels back" alessia blurts out making you make a confused face, as you mouthed a what to ella who shook her head also having no idea what the blonde had just said.
"that's not a saying babe, you've just made that up!"
"i have not, search it up!â the blonde defended her self as you still looked at her with a confused face trying to understand what she meant from her try at an inspirational message.
âum yeah moving on.. i sleep good all the time to be fair. but do either of you remember the night before the euro final?â you asked them both, ella nodding while less say shaking her head.
âoh yeah, i remember that night. do you not?â ella agreeing with you as she directed the last part of her sentence the blonde sat next to her, who shook her head while mumbling a no into the mic in front of her.
âso obviously we was staying in this really nice hotel, the tottenham hot spur hotel it was i think, and everyone was asleep and um in the night the automatic blinds kept coming upâ ella explained as you nodded along.
âi never even noticed to be honest, but i remember you complaining about it in the morningâ alessia pointed over to you.
âyeah and i only noticed them because youâd took all the blankets from me and iâd woke up freezing, and then-â you began as the blonde across you cut you off with a gasp as her mouth went wide open.
âyou say this all the time, but i donât hog the covers!â the blonde said in a defensive tone, ella watching with a smirk on her face at the bickering between the two of you an occasional giggle coming from her.
âhow would you know if you do or donât? your asleep less?â ella commented as you hummed your eyes going wide, âexactly!â
âand then the stupid blinds kept me awake and then less had her alarm set for dead early and she didnât even wake up â honestly worst night sleep iâve ever had.â you grumbled carrying on with your small story as alessia mumbled into her mic about you being overly dramatic.
âoh i hate alarms me, iâm the type who had to wake straight up as soon as it goes offâ ella says as you hum, âcause once you start snoozing, itâs game overâ
âlessi is the worst for snoozingâ
the podcast carryâs one as you talk along with the two girls, about random things that start a different conversation until you get up to the fan questions section of the pod.
âso we are up to when you guys at home get to know ella and lessi more off the pitch as they answer your questions where nothing is off limits, iâm excited for this bitâ you smile down the camera before smirking to the two girls as they look at each other scared. you continuing to scroll through the ipad.
âfirst one is weirdest thing your both scared of?â you say giggling to yourself knowing what both of their answers are going to be.
âprobably bananasâ ella says pulling a face of disgust as you ask why. âi dunno, i just really donât like them.
âum turkeys or just birds in generalâ alessia shrugs as your mind takes you back to the world cup of when there was loads of them there.
âthere definitely both weird, the next one is directly for you lessi â this fan has said: alessia your half italian but can you actually speak itâ you say reading the comment word for word off the ipad, looking up to see the blondes blank face as you begin to laugh along with ella.
âwell i can understand it, i tried to learn how to speak it and i can speak a few words..â less trails off her words getting quieter and quieter with each one she spoke.
you raised your eyebrows humming in amusement, âyep and by tried you mean one duolingo lesson?â
âpretty hard to try and learn it when you have someone distracting you every five seconds wanting attention!â alessia argued, taking a sip of her water which was next to her.
âsorry for showing and giving my girlfriend some love?â you scoffed jokingly as you placed your hands in the air in defence. ânext time i wonât botherâ you added sassily.
the blonde pouting, mumbling along the lines of that you know that she loves giving you her attention you humming at her response, the blonde holding her hands up in an attempt at a heart with her fingers getting a small smile from you.
as ella dry retched down the mic, âdo you have to do the lovey dovey stuff every where we go!â
âokay this is a good one, whoâs the better driverâ you ask, putting the ipad to the other side.
âwell i think we can both agree who itâs not-â alessia smirked pointed between her and ella who nodded in agreement knowing what the blonde was going to say.
âwho?â
âyou- do you notâŠâ alessia began before you cut her off, âhang on the question wasnât to include me, and i know the story your gonna tell and itâs gonna be completely wrong but carry onâ you sulked, sinking further in the chair you were sat in opposite the two best friends.
âno so you were in a really tight parking spot, which can i add i told you not to park in-â alessia began to tell the story in between laughs as tooney listened intently, you sat across from them with a frown on your face.
ââand there was this bollard to the right of the car and i told you that you were gonna hit it if you carried on but you were adamant you werenât gonna hit it. and of course who was right cause then the back of your car ended up with a massive dent in the back along with scratches along the sideâ
âyeah but in my defense right, since i did move slightly the way you told me to and if i hadnât i definitely would have missed itâ you defended yourself as alessia rose her eyebrows not totally convinced.
âis this the day you came to england camp sulking?â ella asked as alessia nodded her head slowly in response for you, you not wanting to admit it.
âand now iâm banned from driving lessiâs car-â your frown deepened.
âi mean iâm not surprised!â
âand thatâs all we have time for today, before i get outed anymore!â you perked up once again, the two girls straightening themselves up as you looked down the central camera.
âlike you havenât been outing us for the whole ep loveâ alessia commented as you waved your hand at what she said.
âthanks for joining me, less and tooney as i third wheeled-â you began again but got cut off by ella. âno i was, as always!â
âbye!â
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hard to love (easy to be loved) | s.r
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pairing: spencer reid x gn!reader
a/n: this one is kinda short, but i kinda like it? i wrote that big speech spencer gives first out of self indulgence and the rest came after so i hope it meshed well. i love hearing yalls thoughts so please let me know what you think!!!! ALSO, im taking requests! guidelines are in my pinned, and im adding a smut prompt list if yall wanna choose from that too, or not thats cool too. lastly i just wanna say that if you relate to reader, i love you, youâre not alone, and you are worthy of love and kindness. okay im done yapping now love yall <3
cw: hurt/comfort, fluff, allusions to depression and depressive episode, gn!insecure!reader, spencer is a sweetheart that would rebuild pompeii for you i think
wc: 1.1k
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spencer found you on the couch when he got home from the office. he hadnât heard from you in like, a day, and he just assumed you were busy with work just as he was. but when he walked in his heart clenched at the sight in front of him.
you were curled up on the couch facing away from the door, blankets all but covering your head, tissues scattered everywhere. you had dirty dishes and trash lying around the room, but spencer didnât even have time to think about the germs when he heard you take a shuddering breath, and he felt his heart drop.
he drops his bag with a thud and hopefully announces his presence. âhi honey, iâm home,â he starts, not wanting to overwhelm you too fast. you donât respond, just a soft hum that if spencerâs ears werenât focused on your voice heâd have missed it. he pads over to the edge of the couch and kneels down, brushing a few strands of hair out of your face, âwhat happened?â
youâre quiet for a few seconds like youâre thinking of a good excuse to tell him, but when you look up into his eyes and all youâre met with is sheer concern, the tears spring right back into you and fall further into your losing battle.
âokay no, hey, itâs alright,â he whispers, keeping his hand steady on you, âwhat can i do for you right now? did you eat?â you shake your head, âhow about you go wash your face really quick and put on different pjs, and iâll order takeout.â
the tears gather in your eyes and threaten to fall, âokayâ. he presses a soft kiss to your forehead and helps you sit up on the couch, smoothing your hair further down.
âiâll be right here when you get back.â he squeezes your hand.
you tiredly swipe at your eyes and trudge to your room to wash your face and get clothes, trying your best to avoid any mirror so as not to accept your current state. walking back out, spencer is exactly where he said heâd be, but the trash and dishes have been picked up, clean blankets adorn the couch, and the tv softly hums with the new girl intro.
he looks at you from the couch, âthai food will be here in 20 minutesâ, he moves a little to create the perfect you sized hole between his lap and the blankets, âcome sit with me.â
you walk around the couch and spencer snakes his arm around your waist slowly pulling you down so you land perfectly in the crevice he created. heâs quick to drape his arm securely around your body, the other hand finding a home in your hair. he holds you snug to his body, hoping the warmth and love he has for you can radiate between you both.
âi love you.â spencer mumbles into your head.
you take another big breath, ignoring the way you still shudder in the inhale, âi know,â a lingering pause follows. spencer can tell you want to say more and he waits for you to continue, âiâm sorry.â
he pulls back so he can look at your face, âwhy are you sorry? you didnât do anything, sweetheart.â
âi know, i just,â you try to push out as your throat threatens to seize up, âsomething triggered me in the morning, made me spiral really fast.â
âthatâs not your fault, honey.â
âitâs not but, i just feel bad. like it happens so frequently at this point i feel like this is my natural state 90% of the time.â
âitâs actually pretty common to have intense feeli-â
âi said sorry because i feel like when i get like this it makes me hard to love.â you interject abruptly.
spencer stops talking. he knew you had a hard past, and he always tells you itâs made you who you are. he always tells you how beautiful you are, how smart you are, how your kindness and empathy is something he just marvels at. but he also knew he can only say so much that you would actually believe. spencer doesnât mind using every breath he has to remind you.
he held your face with the palm of his hand on your cheek, forcing you to look directly into his honeyed eyes, âit is deeply important to me that you know how much i love and care about you. i know itâs hard to block out what other people think. but i would spend the rest of my life and then some showing you how worthy you are of being loved for who you are,â he whispers, âi promise you are not hard to love. iâm so sorry that people have made you feel like that. but i mean it when i say, that loving you is the easiest thing i've ever done.â
that was all you needed to just break in the comfort of his arms. you were trailing snot and tears onto his shirt and the only thing he did was pull you even closer to his chest. his hand ran up and down your back to soothe your spine, and his other hand remained on your hip, providing a comforting and reminding pressure.
âdo you really mean that?â you couldnât help but ask meekly.
not even a second passes, âalways. you are my now, my tomorrow, my forever. i will always be here for you, pinky promise.â he holds out his slender pinky finger.
you let out a tearful laugh, âa pinky promise? what has the man of science devolved to.â
âdevolved!? iâll have you know, a pinky promise is actually the most sacred and serious promises of all. it actually dates back to ancient japan when this prostitute had to cu-â
âspence,â you hold out your pinky, âi love you.â
he intertwines with yours and raises your joint hands to kiss his thumb to seal it as you do the same, âi love you.â he leans in to place a longing kiss on your lips before moving to kiss your cheeks, nose, forehead, and then just everywhere until youâre giggling in his lap.
you both turn your attention back to the tv, watching winston and schmidt fight over their names when you blurt out, âokay iâm intrigued. what the fuck does a prostitute have to do with pinky promises.â
he laughs accusingly, âah i knew curiosity would kill the cat. so there was this prostitute who had to cut their pinky off to show devotion of their love toâŠâ
and you let his knowledge rambles lull you to sleep, the most restful one in days.
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One of your "It's a Match" chapters gave me an idea. LOVE that series btw!
What if Gaz is a virgin so Simon let's him lose his virginity with his gf? Simon is there to guide Gaz and make sure he does it right so you get as much pleasure out of it as needed. Then you give Gaz the ride of his life while Simon controls when and where he gets to cum. The poor man whimpering beneath you from the edging and denial until he finally gets permission to cum.
Sub!Gaz x Dom!Simon x Switch!Reader
(Feel free to ignore this as well.)
Took some creative liberties with the prompt and made Switch!Reader a mean/brat tamer domme even if Gaz isnât necessarily a brat (just felt more practical for me to do it). Sue me.
Sharing is caring. || Gaz x F!Reader x Ghost
Rating: E Words:Â 4.7K (this one got away from me sorry) Pairing: virgin!Gaz x gf!Reader x bf!Simon CW:Â smut, voyeurism, hotwifing, domination/submission, oral sex (m! and f! receiving), unprotected piv, fairly rough/forceful sex (BUT CONSENSUAL), praise, slight verbal degradation?, body mods (piercings). other tags: pre-established couple, loss of virginity, pre-agreed upon conditions, consent checks, no beta we die like soap. a/n: no thoughts, just vibes. NOT PROOFREAD
Simon first brought it up one sleepy Sunday evening, when you two were lying side by side in bed, his arms snaked around you as you read an e-book, his eyes glued to the TV on an episode of some crime show.
âYou know,â He had said, Roman nose rubbing the top of your head affectionately. âIâd like to run something by you.â
âHm?â You cooed as you rolled your head back on his chest to look up at him.
âSo Kyle has this problem,â Simon began to explain as he looked down at you, brown eyes peering through his blonde lashes.
That got your senses tingling and you immediately set aside the tablet to dedicate your attention to the topic at hand, turning your body to properly face him, your arm coming to rest on his shoulder.
âWhat kind of problem?â You questioned, an eyebrow raising in intrigue.
Simonâs eyebrows twitched lightly, a tell-tale sign he was about to bring up something âembarrassingâ, some good gossip. âGo on!â You immediately insisted, catching the little microexpressions on his face.
âHeâs a virgin.â Simon revealed, causing you to gasp, pulling your head back and shaking it in confusion.
âNO?!â You said in shock. âWith that pretty face of his?â You blinked.
âI know.â Simon says and then cocks a brow upward. âSo what do you say?â
You didnât need clarification, you simply smirked and shot him a look.
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Thatâs how you ended up here.
Simon made all the arrangements, established rules with Kyle, and finally brought him over the that following Friday.
âYou sure about this, sir?â Kyle asks, ever respectfully, sat on your living room couch, with you by his side, Simon sitting across from you on the arm chair by the chandelier.
âAs sure as anytâinâ.â Your boyfriend replies and casts a glance at you. âYou sure, daâlinâ?â
â100% sure.â You answer, before glancing at Kyle. âAre you sure about it?â
âI⊠I am. But⊠Itâs⊠Itâs your relationship, I donât want to cause an issue.â Kyle tells you, looking at you sheepishly, dark lashes fluttering anxiously over those stunning brown eyes of his.
âItâs not our first time doing this, Iâm sure Simonâs told you all about it.â You reply in a reassuring tone.
âI know butâŠâ Kyle says as he looks at you, your hand on his knee, finger drawing light circles on the denim of his pants.
âWeâll start off slow, at your pace. If ever thereâs anything you donât like, weâll stop.â You assure him. âSimonâs here for that, after all⊠Not just for my sake, but yours too.â You add.
Kyle nods and gulps down a deep breath, casting one last glance at the form of his lieutenant, sat imposingly on the arm chair, legs spread open, lounging without a car in the world. One of his legs is bent near the seat, the other stretched across, foot resting on the edge of the coffee table, and arms resting comfortably on the rests, one of his hands holding a tumbler of Bourbon. His head is cocked to the side with interest.
The young sergeant nods again and slowly leans toward you. One of his hand tentatively wraps around your hip, fingers grazing the expanse of your ass in the shorts youâre wearing, while the other grabs you around the back of the neck, his lips connecting to yours.
Your warm, wet tongue swirling with his, soft breaths and gasps coming from your mouth as you let him take the lead for a moment... itâs all making his confidence grow. Sure, heâll need guidance eventually, but for now heâs got this.
His hand slides to cup your ass, grabbing it with a greedy grasp, squeezing his fingers into the thickness, the other sinking into your hair, fingers gently clutching your scalp as they tug into the hairs.
Heâs kissed plenty of people before, this isnât new for him, and yet, it still feels completely different, in the way youâre not âhisâ to kiss. But, somehow, that makes it all the better.
Slowly, your lips separate and you glance up at him a single look to check on his state and he nods imperceptibly, which causes your hands to slide down his chest and begin feeling him up.
His arms wrap around your waist, pulling you atop of him, hands sliding under the fabric of your top to feel up your back as your own find the hem of his t-shirt and tug it up to expose his chest.
Your fingers trace his pecs, his abs, nails softly drawing down atop him, making him shiver. Heâs younger than Simon, his skin infinitely smoother, his body fat percentage definitely lower, not a trace of hair on him. Itâs so different from your boyfriend⊠And you welcome the change.
You help him take off his t-shirt, throwing it haphazardly to the side and then lower your mouth onto his jaw, neck, shoulders, collarbones⊠Youâve barely started and the poor kid looks like heâs already seeing the universe and all its stars, his cock having sprung to attention so quickly that the bulge in his pants keeps rubbing against your inner thigh.
Slowly, you slip down from atop of him, your hands sliding down his body as you kneel before him on the floor, hands tracing over his thighs in the jeans heâs wearing, fingers squeezing his strong muscles through the fabric.
âYouâve never gotten a bj before, have you?â You ask him, eyebrows cocked and eyes locked onto his face. He shakes his head immediately, muttering something about âgetting a handyâ back in secondary but that was the extent of it.
âPoor thing.â You coo at him. âNever got to feel a pretty mouth wrapped around that cock, hm?â Yo teased him playfully, watching how his eyes widened, eyebrows scrunching pitifully, as you undid his belt and tugged down his jeans.
âYouâre in good hands, Garrick. Sheâll take good care of you. Has a very talented throat.â Simon pipes up behind you. You donât even have to look behind you to spot the smirk on his lips, the way the dulcet of his voice comes just short of a boast and a brag of how lucky he himself is, and how lucky Kyle is that Simon was willing to share you.
You help Kyle out of his sneakers and jeans before beginnin to palm him through the black cotton of his boxer briefs, his cock already peeking up from behind the waistband, leaking precum in anticipation. âSomeoneâs eager, hm? Are you excited, Kyle?â You quip to him.
âMhm. Very. Very!â Kyle nods, his eyes glued to every single movement of yours, from the way your hands palm at his bulge, to how your fingers caress his smooth skin, to how they hook onto the waistband and roll down his underwear, peeling it off his body.
Heâs big, bigger than Simon, even, though not as thick⊠Heâs circumcised and heâs perfectly shaven. You wonder if he did that for your sake, or his own preference. Thereâs a thick vein running down the underside of him, one you canât wait to feel pulse against your tongue.
Taking his cock in your hand, you stroke it slowly before allowing your tongue to run atop of it, base to tip, your tongue gently grazing the leaky tip, spreading the precum over the head before slowly parting your lips and guiding him inside.
The moan that escapes the boy in front of you makes you smirk, he twitches below you, fingers clenching on either side of his thighs, as if resisting squeezing into tight fists as you slowly allow his cock to slide deeper into your mouth. Then, you start bobbing it, up and down, cheeks hollowed out and lips grazing the warm skin leaving a mess of saliva around him.
Kyleâs quick to react this time, his hand grabbing you by your hair, legs trembling on either side of you. Your eyes shoot up to find his, only to find that his head is falling back onto the back of the couch, eyes screwed closed, mouth hanging open like heâs experiencing an out of body experience.
âHeâs certainly enjoying himself, isnât he?â Simon remarks behind you, receiving a finger signal from you, a sign of agreement, a preestablished way of communicating, since your mouth was busy. âThat feel good, Kyle?â
âY-Yeah⊠Yeah⊠I-It⊠GodâŠâ Kyle groans in between swallowed breaths. Poor thing, you want to coo at him, already too lost in the pleasure to even speak⊠Oh, how beautiful heâll look soon, fucked out under you, drunk on your pussyâŠ
You donât notice Simon coming up from behind you until you feel his hand grip your head, atop of Kyleâs, calloused fingers digging into your scalp. His other hand shoots out to grab Kyleâs head from the back, pulling it forward so heâs forced to stare at you.
Then, your head is shoved forward, Kyleâs cock sliding down your throat with no warning Simonâs hand holding you in place, while Kyleâs eyes widen and an obscene moan escapes his mouth. Simon controls your head, pulling and pushing you onto Kyleâs hip.Â
Itâs no wonder that Kyleâs whole body starts to tremble, eyes widened and having trouble staying focused, or open, mouth left wide open as Simon makes him fuck the back of your throat, experienced eyes keeping watch of your reactions and signals and of KyleâsâŠ
Heâs controlling the speed at which you go, how deep you take his cock down his throat, how much of a mess you make with your spit, and how long you get to breathe whenever he pulls you off before pushing you back on. A reminder. Heâs always in control.
âCome down her pretty throat, go on, Garrick.â Simon demands. Kyle, poor thing, has already been holding on with teeth and nails to keep himself from climaxing too soon, wanting to prove himself as more than just inexperienced⊠But Simonâs order is so severe, he canât keep it up⊠And he lets go, twitching in your mouth and shooting his come down your throat.
Simon lets go of you both, giving you a moment to catch your breaths, brown eyes staring at the result of what you just did, you, out of breath, a mess of drool down your chin, and eyes welled up with tears, and Kyle, out of breath, a mess of drool around the base of his cock, and eyes glazed over.
âGood job, daâlinâ...â Simon tells you, pulling you up ever so slightly, kissing you sweetly, his tongue piercing flicking across your tongue, as if heâs looking for a taste of Kyle in your throat.Â
After a moment, he pulls back and looks at Kyle. âNow, youâre gonna thank her for the favour she made ya, hm?â He warns. âLetâs take this to the bed. Câmon.â He demands, taking you by the hand and leading you to the bedroom, leaving Kyle to have to keep up.
Simon, unlike you, is a practical man. He doesnât waste time. By the time Kyle has made it to the bedroom after barely 20 seconds, heâs already got you naked and splayed atop the mattress, a pillow placed under your hips.
Heâs on his knees in front of you and beckons Kyle closer with two fingers, before he uses those same two fingers to rub over your folds and spread them open, revealing just how wet youâve gotten from merely giving Kyle head. âYou see that?â Simon coos at him while you stare at them both, holding yourself up on your elbows.
âY-Yes, sir.â Kyle replies with a nod, his own hand reaching to touch you, carefully sliding between your puffy lips, gliding across easily through the slick.Â
Simon grabs Kyleâs wrist and carefully guides it across to your clit, finding it with the speed of a man thatâs been fucking you often since you two started dating. He knows your body, knows you better than anyone, and heâs about to show Kyle exactly how to touch you to get you to fall apart like he doesâŠ
You immediately stiffen up when you feel the pads of Kyleâs fingers against your clit, the pressure behind them coming from Simonâs hand as he rolls his fingers in light circles. Itâs familiar and it immediately causes you to hum in pleasure and hiss, lying yourself back on the mattress.
âIdeally, you always keep something touch that needy little clit there.â Simon explains, more like heâs giving an anatomy lesson than having a threesome. âBe it a tongue, a finger, what have you.â
Simonâs hand then slides Kyleâs fingers away, making you whimper from the loss of contact. âBe patient, daâlinâ, youâll get more soon.â He quips. âNeedy girl⊠Thought you were going to be all bossy with Kyle, now look at youâŠâ He coos.Â
Simon turns Kyleâs hand over and, using his own hand, parts your puffy cunny before helping Kyle push two digits into your slick warmth. Kyleâs fingers are no biggy, not thick and calloused like Simonâs, and theyâre surprisingly easy to take on. You moan softly at them, before becoming just a bit more vocal when Kyleâs fingers pad over your G-spot when Simon curls them just so.
âRight there, you see that?â Simon beckons, Kyle responding with mild agreement that you donât even register because, soon, his fingers start moving, fucking in and out you per Simonâs instruction, while your boyfriendâs tongue quickly finds your clit, the cold piercing rubbing and flicking at your most sensitive spot, causing your back to arch on the bed.
âOh, fuck, SimonâŠâ You whine, legs already shaking, more so per the stimulation, which causes your boyfriend to use both of his free hands to keep your knees spread open as far as he could comfortably get them, tongue still lapping up at you with purposeful strokes.
The shaggy blond hair of your boyfriend vanishes for a moment, as does the experienced tongue touching you, before it gets replaced with Kyleâs slightly messier and uncoordinated attempts, Simon observing Kyle and noting your reactions and how much weaker they are, upset at the lack of proper stimulation.
âCâmon, GarrickâŠâ Simon croons. âYour tongueâs sharp enough to roast Johnny, but you get here and it gets shy?â He taunts, before using his hand on the back of the sergeantâs neck to guide him a bit.
âIâm tryingâŠâ Kyle remarks, his face feeling warm against your skin, showing heâs likely blushing despite his darker complexion hiding it, his fingers still moving in the way Simon taught him, his only saving grace.
âScoot.â Simon remarks and pushes his head aside, ever so slightly, causing him to rest against your thigh. Simonâs head pushes in near Kyleâs, resting against your other thigh, and his tongue catches your clit again, though the angle at heâs at now, slightly at an angle, allows Kyle to spot the way Simon moves his tongue: soft circles, zigzagging side to side, lips also rubbing against you.
Kyle watches closely, eyes widened, pupils blown with lust at the sight of Simonâs face so close and going down on you so eagerly, his eyes glued to your face up top, as if checking every single reaction you have to your boyfriendâs mouth. And react you do. Your moans are louder, jumpy, desperate, your hands grabbing the bed covers and squeezing tight, your cunt seeking Simonâs mouth as you fuck yourself onto it.
Kyle wasnât the type to watch porn often, having little time and little interest in it, more so because he knew it wasnât a good habit or realistic to expect it to be realistic⊠But the sight of Simonâs lips sucking and rubbing into your slick like it was the most delicious meal heâs ever gotten to eat was better than any of the porn heâs actually seen.
Simonâs able to make you come undone in a matter of minutes, the whimpers and needy moans, the shallow breaths, the way your head was left spinning, lolling to the side as Simon eased you down from your peak and then dropped a chaste kiss to your thigh before standing up again.Â
âYou saw that?â He teases Kyle, who nods eagerly, no words coming to his lips after the display he just got. âYouâll get there eventually. With practise.â He assures him before patting him lightly on the shoulder. âUp you go.â
âHow are you doing, daâlinâ?â Simon asks, checking on you as you nod and show him a thumbs up, causing a chuckle to come from his chest before he takes a seat in another armchair in the corner, a spot he usually uses when having insomnia, right by the windows, to work on his laptop while you sleep near him⊠Except this time being used for something else.
âGo on, then, continue.â He demands as he sprawls out on the armchair, legs spread and already undoing his belt and fly, seeking relief from the tight feeling in his own jeans.
You nod eagerly and quickly shift to be sat on the bed, pulling Kyle toward you. âYou still want this?â You ask him as you look him in the eyes⊠As if Kyle, needy the way he is now, after the sight of you coming undone on Simonâs tongue, would ever be able to answer anything other than a resounding âYES!â.
âMhm⊠I do.â Kyle assures you with another nod⊠So, you kiss again, hands sliding over each otherâs bodies just like they had on the couch before, exploring the free skin, allowing Kyle to grope you more easily. He seems fixated on your ass and thighs, fingers kneading the extra meat in them and holding you close.
His cock has long recovered from his first orgasm, now rubbing against your tummy as he kneels in front of you on the mattress. But not for long. Soon, youâve laid Kyle on his back, and youâre straddling him, one leg on either side, slowly rubbing your folds over the length of his veiny cock.
âYouâre gonna take âim for a right, daâlinâ?â Simon asks, your eyes seeking him out in his armchair. The way youâre positioned, he can see all of you. Your pretty tits, the way your lips spread to rub against Kyleâs shaft, your legs parted open and knees digging into the mattress.
âMhmâŠâ You reply, your expression having shifted once again from the needy, submissive mess he had made of you, to a more dominant, playful one as you look down at the sergeant below you, looking up at you like he knows heâs in for a wild one.
âGo on then⊠But try not to break him, yeah?â Simon teases and winks at you, his hand already palming his cock through his own black boxer briefs.
âNo promisesâŠâ You quip in return and wink back, before, carefully reaching a hand forward to lift Kyleâs cock from its resting spot against his hip.
Slowly, you sink yourself into it, his narrower build a lot easier to accommodate than Simonâs girth⊠But you soon regret how eagerly you did it, when you feel Kyleâs sheer size slip inside easily, his tip striking your cervix forcefully with that one swft motion.
âBloody hellâŠâ You grunt and bounce back a bit to relieve the pressure. âYouâre big, arenât you?â You tease Kyle whoâs already unresponsive, poor little thing, eyes twice as wide as they had been when you gave him head, barely nodding in response.
Shifting your weight around, you plant your feet on either side of Kyleâs hip. âIâm gonna move, okay?â You warn him, setting your open palms on his thighs, behind your back, earning another nod from Kyle.
Slowly, you start to ride him, each bounce of your hips drawing the most delicious moans out of Kyle, his head lolling back over the foot of the bed, eyelids fluttering and his back arching.
âGah- Fuck-â Kyle grunts, his breath already ragged before youâve had time to do anything, just slowly moving, feeling his lengthy size rub against your walls as you force him to bottom out every time.
Kyleâs voice gets higher, whinier, his forehead dribbling with sweat with each thrust you force his cock to deliver into your slick cunny. âFeels⊠so⊠sososo so goodâŠâ He whimpers, his tone almost pathetic.
âYeah⊠does it feel good?â You croon at him, a mischievous smirk on your lips, his cock drawing soft moans off your mouth as well.
âYeah⊠yeah⊠yeahâŠâ Kyle nods needily, his breath staggered and swallowing excess saliva.
âYeah? Was it all you were expecting, pretty boy?â You tease him some more, earning another handful of needy âYeahâs, his mind too overwhelmed with pleasure to consider saying anything else. âYou donât want me to go faster then, do you?â
âNo⊠no⊠fasterâŠâ He replies, his head shooting forward, clearly eager to experience what âfasterâ would feel like.
âOh? Then you were lying? It doesnât feel good, you need it faster?â You croon at him as if he was behaving like a brat and not like the good boy he really was.
âNo⊠nO⊠itâs- itâs-!â Kyle tries to reply, desperate to clear the misunderstanding. Not that you give him time for it, as you speed up the speed of your bouncing, taking him in harder with each strike of your hips coming down onto his.
âGOD- YES!â Kyle shouts, eyes shot open and back curling upward, his head snapping forward to look at you and watch the way your pussy swallows every inch of his veiny cock, before letting out a huff and falling back on the bed again, desperate for more.
His hands grab onto your thighs and hips, fingers digging in hard, as you ride him, sweat beginning to slide down your forehead, down your cheeks and neck. Your eyes flitter over to Simon in the corner.
The smug fucker is watching everything with a nasty little half-grin on his lips, brown eyes darkened with lust as he watches you play with Kyle, making him squirm and whimper below you.
âPlay with your clit for me, daâlinâ.â His voice rings out amidst the frequent and whiney moans coming from Kyle. One of your hands slips away from Kyleâs thigh behind you, finding your clit and rubbing it slowly as you keep bouncing atop of Kyle, hips stuttering lightly as the pleasure becomes more intense.
âThatâs itâŠâ Simon says with a chuckle from his armchair, fisting his cock leisurely, as if the sight in front of him wasnât worth any more from him. âHowâs his cock feel, daâlinâ?â Your boyfriend asks you.
Heâs playing with your head, much like youâre playing with Kyleâs⊠making you go back and forth between a submissive and dominant mind frame, deriving pleasure from the mind games heâs forcing you to take on.
âItâs bigâŠâ You whimper in reply. âSo bigâŠâ You murmur, your eyes soft and needy as you look at your boyfriend, watching the wicked look in his face..
âDonât look at me, look at himâŠâ Simon tells you. âFuck âim right, he deserves it.â Simon adds. âPoor lad, been so long without experiencing a pussyâŠâ He teases. âowâs it feel, Garrick?â He turns his attention, and yours, to the sergeant below you.
Kyle nods pathetically. âY-Yeah⊠Itâs- Ah-â He whimpers, eyes glazed over with pleasure, too far gone in it, too overwhelmed with the feeling of a warm, wet pussy sheathing his virgin cock.
Heâs too fucked out to think⊠And youâre bound to join him soon enough, with the way he looks below you, your fingers playing with your clit, and his cock swiftly hitting a spot inside you that no manâs ever reached beforeâŠ
Your hips stutter atop of Kyleâs, your legs straining and tired, sore from the rhythm and position. You shift positions, leaning forward, hands coming to rest on his hard pecs, your head hanging atop of Kyleâs, facing him better.
You grind back and forth, trying to regain strength to continue, feeling Kyleâs tip rubbing deep inside of you, so deep and hard⊠You canât help but whine.
âSheâs getting tired, Kyle. Go on, itâs your turn.â Your boyfriend quips, his voice dripping with power and command over the two of you.
Kyle didnât need to be told twice, his arms wrapped around your lower back and he bucked up like a bull, tossing you both aside, the bed creaking with the movement. Whatever insecurity he had is gone.
He pushes your thighs apart with his hip and starts pistoning into you with barely any regard for rhythm or how deep heâs going, his face buried into your neck as he plows into you, grunting and whining like an animal in rut. Not that you mind.
Youâre used to Simon (and sometimes a few other mutual âfriendsâ of yours), men who are experienced, who know what to do, how to do it, who arenât sloppy or erratic, whoâs hips donât jerk with each plunge into your warm cunny⊠Itâs completely different with a bloke like Kyle. Inexperienced, green, but eager and desperate andâŠ
Youâre moaning loud and often, nails clawing at his smooth scarless back, eyes rolling as each snap of his hips claps against you like a whip, his cock burying into you to the hilt and back out before plunging back in.
Once more, Simonâs quick to come to your side, quick to crouch by the side of the bed, eyes admiring the way you both act and move, to keep a keen eye on your reactions and his, ready to pull him off you like a mutt thatâll hurt his mate if the owner doesnât make him dismountâŠ
But he doesnât intervene. Not when youâre moaning like a whore, with Kyle sweating and grunting atop you, his eyes screwed shut and looking like heâll lose every and any ounce of restraint he has in the next 3 seconds, somehow pulling the will to go on from sheer fucking air.
âYou gonna flood âer little cunt with your come, arenât you, Kyle?â Simon coos as he rests his forearms on the mattress, a perch to watch better.
âY-Yeah! Yeah!â Kyle replies with an eager nod, eyes opening for a moment to look at Simon whoâs so close to him.
âYeah? Are you?â Simon continues egging him on. âYou gonna fill my girl with your load?â He adds, his voice dropping to a more authoritative tone.
âY-YEAH!â Kyle raises his voice, a bit more determined, but still deep in his natural state⊠obedient, ready to die for his superior, for his lieutenant.
âGo on, then,â Simon demands. âI wanna see. I wanna see you fill âer up.â He adds. âTell âer youâre gonna do it.â
Kyleâs head turns a bit to look at you, his warm brown eyes blown wide with lust and desperation, his skin slick with sweat, his plump lips parted to let in desperate gulps of air.
ââm gonnaâŠâ Kyle grunts as he shifts his weight lightly, his nose leaning against yours. âGonna put my come so⊠deep inside youâŠâ He warns you.
The look in his eyes, the desperation in his tone, the warning tone of his that does not at all fit his personality⊠Somehow it all comes together to rip the filthiest orgasm out of you, your head rolling back, eyes squeezing shut and a loud whine slipping from your parted lips as you squeeze and contract around Kyleâs cock.
Kyle canât last not even a second longer the moment you start to come around him. His eyes fall shut, his back arches and he digs his fingers into the bed, toes curling and legs shaking as he fucks his come inside of you, drool slipping down his parted mouth.
âGood job.â Simonâs voice remarks next to you, satisfied and almost⊠proud, while youâre both too lost in the high of pleasure to even recognize his existence in the room or that youâre⊠alive, really.
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Incoming call from Lover Boy <3
Pairing: Jeon Wonwoo x reader
Genre: fluff
Word count: 1.5k
Summary: A late night call from your lover Wonwoo after successfully wrapping up his second Tokyo concert.
Note: To celebrate Nana Tour coming to an end I decided to FINALLY write the fic idea Iâve had since episode 1. Please forgive my rusting writing skills - itâs the first fic Iâve actually written in years!
âIncoming call from Lover Boy <3â
The familiar nickname flashed up on your screen, causing you to pause in your reading, smiling slightly at the phone. It was just a joke at first - changing your boyfriendâs nickname in your phone to see how he would react, but the sheepish pink blush that painted his cheeks whenever he caught a glimpse of it drove you to keep it that way ever since.
Your phone continued to buzz angrily, snapping you out of your thoughts.
âWhatâs up?â you questioned, picking up the phone right away. It wasnât unusual for Wonwoo to call you when he was away, but you knew heâd just wrapped up a concert that night and usually heâd prefer to either celebrate with the boys or just sleep, especially this late.
âSorry baby, were you asleep?â a familiar face came into view, picking up on the slightly sleepy tone of your voice and voicing out his concerns.
âNo, I was just finishing up this chapter, donât worry. Is everything ok? What happened to drinking with the guys?â you asked, turning your camera on in turn.
âI had a drink already, but I thought Iâd turn in early or else Iâd be up all night with those idiots. We do fly out at 6 am after all.â The rosy flush that dusted over his features revealed the truth in his statement, as he shook his head fondly at the questionable sleeping habits of his members. âBesides I couldnât miss out on speaking with you, itâs the highlight of my day.â
This made you smile a little to yourself. Although youâve never doubted your boyfriendâs love for you, it still felt good to hear that your presence lights up his day in the same way his does to yours.
As you continued chatting about anything and everything - mostly the boysâ antics during the concert - Wonwoo began to remove the remnants of his stage makeup and get ready for bed. You did the same, basking in the moment of shared domesticity despite the ocean between you both. Despite all of the moments youâve shared together, perhaps watching him sleepily rub his eyes with makeup remover is the most romantic of them all.
Before long, Wonwoo was done cleaning his face and headed back into the hotel bedroom as the two of you chatted. The lights went out with a click and you heard faint shuffling noises as Wonwoo struggled with his clothes. Eventually, he turned on the bedside lamp to reveal himself lying down, shirtless with his glasses on and his head on the pillow.
âYou should take your glasses off hun, thatâs got to be uncomfortableâ, you chastised him, âand that canât be good for the frames eitherâ.
âNo, I want to see you properlyâ, came the petulant response, âI wonât be able to actually hold you until tomorrow so this is the best I can getâ.
âI canât wait until youâre home.â you sighed. Although it had only been a few days, the pandemic and the fact that you were able to go with them on the last tour meant that times where youâd been away from Wonwoo were few and far between. Although the two of you had been very lucky in that regard, it did make time apart more of a struggle.
âMe neither, itâs not the same sleeping in these hotel rooms without youâŠâ, he sighed. âIâll be home tomorrow though! Do you have any plans? I know youâre working but maybe we could have a night in? We can watch a movie and order food? Oh! We should try out that new pizza place near ours, you know, the one Mingyu was talking about?â
âOh yes! He made it sound so good - Iâve been wanting to check it out for a while! We should get extra and then we can have some leftovers for breakfast the next day!â
ââŠBabe⊠What are you talking aboutâŠ. Pizza isnât breakfast, you monster.â he deadpanned. At this, your cheeks puffed out a little in frustration.
âBreakfast can be whatever you want it to be! You canât convince me that you had a healthy breakfast every day when you were living with Mingyu!â
As you continued to bicker back and forth about the validity of various breakfast(?) foods, you took a second to admire your breathtaking boyfriend. Even with his face smooshed into the pillow and his glasses askew, his handsome features and plush lips pulled into a subtle smile never failed to make you swoon.
Eventually the conversation turned to your days, catching up on everything that had happened since you last spoke. Although yours was quite uneventful - âjust my manager being an idiot, as alwaysâ - Wonwoo was full of stories of shopping with the boys earlier that day.
âAnd then Hoshi just ran away with Coupsâ crutches! He was just sat there on the floor pouting!â
As you giggled at his latest story, Wonwoo couldnât help but join in as well. Your laughter never failed to give him the deepest joy - he would share stories until his throat ran dry, just to see you smile. Heâd even endure the endless teasing from his members to buy magazines with his own face on to bring back to you. He didnât understand why you needed them when you had the real thing - âTheyâre good to make collages out of, ok? Donât judge me!â - but heâd dutifully bring them home to you to catch a glimpse of that bashful blush and shy smile of yours.
As your giggles died down, a wave of exhaustion washed over you and you couldnât hold back your yawn. Despite doing your best to stifle it off camera, your ever attentive boyfriend still caught on.
âAre you tired baby? Sorry for keeping you up, we can always catch up tomorrow insteadâ, he said apologetically.
âNo, no, if anyone should be tired itâs you. Youâre the one that just finished a whole concert! Besides, I like hearing you talk. Tell me more about your dayâ.
At your gentle prompting, Wonwoo launched into another story about Dinoâs latest antics. Despite his animated retelling of the members bullying their maknae, you felt calmed by his voice and felt yourself slowly being lulled to sleep. As your eyes drooped further, a gentle âsleep well babyâ was the last thing you heard before your eyes shut completely.
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The next morning you wake up to a text received at 4 am:
âSorry honey, weâll have to take a rain check on our plans today. Iâve been kidnappedâ
âWeâre going to Italy. Iâll bring you back some limoncello to make it up to you xâ
You wracked your sleep-addled brain trying to make sense of his message before you remembered - Youth Over Flowers! You felt a slight twinge in your chest at having to cancel your date night, but that was quickly overtaken by excitement for your boyfriend, whom you know has never been to Italy before. You had considered visiting together in the past, but youâd never been able to make it work with your boyfriendâs packed schedule. Your boyfriend had rarely been able to go abroad for leisure at all in the past, let alone with almost all his members. The fact that Na PD somehow managed to surprise the boys, despite them losing all hope of the trip actually happening, just made it that much more sweet.
As you set to work looking up restaurant recommendations in Italy to make sure that your boyfriend was able to enjoy his trip to the fullest, a knock sounded on your door. Jumping out of bed and pulling on a dressing gown, you quickly made your way to the door.
âPizza for Y/N?â It was the pizza place youâve been wanting to try.
âI donât think I ordered this? Do you have the wrong place?â you responded, bewildered.
âIt was ordered to this address under the name of Jeon Wonwoo. There was a note left on the receipt.â At that your heart swelled, and you accepted the box gratefully from the delivery driver.
As you settled down at the kitchen table with the still hot box, you unfolded the receipt and took in the message your lover left for you.
âSorry I canât be there today baby. Please take this as my peace offering while Iâm off expanding my pizza horizons in Italy. I hope you have a good day at work, canât wait to see you soon! 10 days canât go by fast enough. Please wait for me a little longer love <3â
You smiled softly at the thought of him, bleary eyed, having to pack all of his belongings in a rush, but still taking the time to think of you.
You took a bite of the piping hot pizza covered in your favourite toppings - delicious. Who ever said pizza wasnât a breakfast food anyway?
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Walking in on You - Matt Sturniolo Smut (request)
Matt Sturniolo x reader
Word count: 1.6k
Warnings: eating out, riding, profanities, and more...
A/N: Uhm... yeah, this one got away from me. I did not plan for it to be this long, but here we are lmaooo Thanks for the love recently, hope you enjoy this one!!
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You laughed as you and Matt entered the backstage room.Â
âWhy did you have to mention my biggest fear? You know theyâre going to use that against me now.â
Your boyfriend chuckled. âYou donât know that, babe.â
âBut you do.â You shot him a look, both eyebrows raised and your lips pressed in a firm line. âTheyâre going to pull a prank on me.âÂ
His blue eyes looked deeply into yours as a smirk set on his lips and he rested his hands on your shoulders. âTheyâre not going to, (y/n).â
You rolled your eyes with a small scoff. You turned the TV on and put on HULU, then grabbed your laptop out of your backpack by the couch. Was it an item you shouldâve left lying around here? Probably not, but you only left to go eat food after the three did a soundcheck and rehearsal.Â
âWhat should we watch?â You asked as you signed into your account.Â
Matt narrowed his eyes at you and sat down on the couch. âDonât you have writing to do?â
You thought about it, then shook your head. âNope.âÂ
âI think you do,â he replied, a little knowingly. âLook, Iâve never been, like, good at getting work done, but you should do it.â
You shrugged. âI donât know what youâre talking about.âÂ
Now Matt shoots you a look, similar to yours earlier, but way more sassy. It was sexy the way he crooked one brow and slightly scrunched up his nose.Â
Once again, you rolled your eyes at him, and removed your shoes. Basically your way of doubling down on the fact you didnât have work to do. (But you did, definitely did. That paper was due at the end of the week, and it was Tuesday.)
âMatt, watching one episode wonât kill me. How about Rick and Morty?â You clicked on the resume button for Rick and Morty and it began to play the next episode from where you left off.Â
Matt sighs heavily, being dramatic, and glides a hand through his hair, failing to keep it out of his face. âYeah, yeah⊠But after, okay? The agreement was youâd keep up with classes if you came on tour, babe.â
You put your hands up in defense. âOkay.â You smiled and cuddled up next to him to watch your thirty minutes of freedom before homework.Â
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You groaned as you saw the ending credits roll and the next episode got ready to play. It was writing time, or maybe not. You had your mind on naughty things since he made that sexy expression.Â
Matt looked down at you. âHomework time.â
âOrâŠâ You moved to straddle him and lazily draped your arms on his shoulders. âWe could make out a little. That always gets the juices flowing.â
He giggled under his breath. âYou really donât want to do it?â
âHell no. Itâs too much thinking, but this isnât.â You leaned in, closing your eyes, and kissed his lips softly. As your kisses continued, you tangled your fingers in his fluffy collocks and brushed against his covered cock. You released your hair out of its pulled back style as you repeated your slow, pressure intensifying movements.Â
Your hair slightly fell in your face, but instinctively, Matt brushed it back with his hot hands. You loved his hands. Youâd love him to touch every square inch of your body with them.Â
âI want you,â you breathed, twirling your tongue with his.Â
In one fairly swift movement, Matt had you lying on your back and he was on top. Your lips smashed together, more feverishly now. His throb rested against your covered heat. You couldnât stop the small moan from escaping. Fuck, he made you go crazy.Â
Suddenly, Matt pulled back and he attempted to catch his breath as he shook his head. âYou need t- to do homework.â
You scoffed a little. âMatt, for fuck sakes. Youâd rather watch me write an essay than fuck me?â You tugged him back down by his sweater and kissed him. âIâd rather fuck first,â you whispered into his ear.Â
The two of you tug his sweater and tee combo off and brushed your lips together again. Fuck, they melted with yours so easily and tasted so sweet. It helped that he had ice cream for dessert.Â
Mattâs lips curled into a small smile against yours and, without notice, his hand rested on your heat beneath your jeans. Soft circles from his hand caused your insides to burn. You still wanted skin contact though. When you were going to reach down to take his hand and slip it underneath your lace, he pulled back.Â
âMatt,â you whined.Â
He chuckled as he made hot butterfly kisses down your neck. His slight facial hair tickled and you tried not to giggle. He stopped short because of your sweatshirt. He pushed it up and you took the liberty to tug it off from there. Now, Matt continued his kisses as he played with the straps of your tank, revealing the straps to your bra. He placed kisses on your mostly exposed chest.Â
âMatt, I love your lips, but Iâd rather have your hands.â
âYou sure about that?â he asked, eyeing your lower area and licked his lips.Â
You let out a slow, low breath and swallowed hard. âI feel like my answer is irrelevant either way.â
He smirked and his hands found their way to remove your jeans. His face disappeared between your legs, all you could see was his hair. It wasnât long before there was the sensation of his tongue and lips. Every little flick, lick, and kiss caused your body to shake, and you tried to control your breathing. You didnât want to come too early and give him that satisfaction. But fuck he was so good and knew exactly how to play with your pussy.Â
âI⊠I want you⊠inside. Not thi- Fuck. Yes⊠Yes⊠Matthew!â You reached down to grip his hand that held your hip as your toes curled. You grunted to suppress the urge to moan loudly. All the aches rolled into pleasures. Â
Matt reappeared, wiping his mouth, and a cocky grin was placed on his face. He moved back up to kiss you on the lips.Â
âFuck you.â
He laughed under his breath as he unbuttoned and unzipped his baggy jeans, and then he pushed them down. Your kisses were getting sloppy, but that didnât matter as you felt him push his tip in. You grabbed his shoulders and pushed him in deeper.Â
A sweet groan escaped Mattâs lips. âFuck, baby.â
His skin against yours riveted as your motions worked together. Matt started to speed up, but you shook your head. You breathed, âKeep it slow, baby⊠Oh, god, keep it slow.âÂ
You moved to sit up so you could ride him and control the grinds more. You whipped your hair back as you kept the pulses going. Your body screamed in the hot flesh. Mattâs hands found their way to your back and unclipped your bra. You let it fall and he pulled you in to place kisses everywhere on your chest; taking more focus on your sensitive nipples. His tongue flicked them and it caused your body to shudder.Â
It suddenly occurred to you that anyone out in the hallway passing would most likely hear you. At least the sound of the TV drowned you out a little.Â
You could feel yourself ready to come. You were so close. âBabe, come with me.â
âIâm fucking trying, babe.â Matt laughed under his breath. He seemed to focus more and he lightly moaned as he tilted his head back with his hands on your divots. His rings were going to leave imprints on your sides for sure.Â
For his benefit, you made your thrust pace a little faster and, instantly, he picked back up. You gripped onto anything you could as pants barely escaped your lips.Â
âFuck, (y/n),â he whimpered.Â
You giggled breathlessly and it was then you both reached your heights. You enclosed him as he stiffened. You felt the lower half of your body shake as aching moans left your hot lips. Your eyes studied each other before you kissed again, and danced your tongues together slowly.Â
You cradled into him as you sat on his lap, enjoying some small silence and you lightly tangled your fingertips in his messy hair. His fingertips brushed on your shoulders and drew designs.
âI love you, Matt,â you sighed contently, snuggling your head into the crook of his neck. You closed your eyes and hugged your arms. Mattâs arms instinctively wrapped around you and he kissed your forehead.Â
âI love you too, (y/n).â
The door to the backroom swung open and your eyes cracked wide open. âDonât come in!â
âDonât look, bro!â Matt exclaimed, his voice cracking a little. âGet the fuck out!âÂ
âWhat? Why?â Nick questioned, not pleading to your warning. He took one glance, an immediate disgusted look crossing his face, and yelled, âNo. Absolutely not. What the actual FUCK is wrong with you two?â Then he slammed the door shut.
There was another yell, âTHE BACKROOM HAS BEEN TAINTED. NO ONE GO IN THERE. I REPEAT, DO NOT GO IN THERE. UNLESS YOU WANT YOUR EYES TO MELT INTO YOUR SOCKETS.â
The two of you gave each other nervous looks and then laughed.
âShould we, like, go after him?â you asked.Â
Matt kissed the side of your head, then your nose, and then your lips. âNo, that was a sign. Homework, babe.â
You made a long, dragged out huff. âFine.â You got up to put your sweatshirt and panties back on as he also got slightly more decent. Then you pulled your laptop closer to you. âCan I sit on your lap and write?âÂ
Matt giggled and waved you over. âAlways, babe.âÂ
#matt sturniolo#matt sturniolo smut#matt sturniolo x reader#matt sturniolo request#request#smut#a little fluff#nick sturniolo#sturniolo triplets#sturniolo triplets request#imagine
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Mr. Scratch - Aaron Hotchner x GN!Reader
a little hurt/comfort inspired by ep. 10x21 - mr. scratch aaron's hallucination is you getting killed right in front of him. pre-relationship <3 words: 1.6k warnings: basically everything bad that happens in that episode: being drugged, hallucinations, blood, feeling paranoid
Aaron stayed unfazed by the sight of the gun pointed at him; his stare cold and unwavering.
âOh, that was good. Oh, that was so good,â Peter whispered. âThat was so impressive.â
His eyes almost sparkled with excitement as he went on, âThe way you got into my headâŠIt makes me want to know how I get into yours.â
A sound from right outside interrupted him and Aaron already knew where it was coming from. His team was there, you were there.
âYou were right,â Peter said. âThey did come calling for you.â
âTheyâll kill you,â he threatened him with the same certainty he knew the sun would come up in the morning.
Peterâs next words though made his heart tremble with fear. âAre you sure about that?â
The dead silence in the house allowed him to focus on every little sound being made. His ears despite having been injured in the past could almost hear the door open. They could almost hear the sound of footsteps. He was certain, you were inside the house.
Peter had disappeared in the darkness and he could only pray you would get to him first. What if you werenât fast enough? What if he drugged you too? What if-
A gunshot from the next room tore his heart in half.
He cursed himself for being unable to move, frozen in the same place as if he was stuck in the middle of a nightmare. Someone was being hurt and he was too weak to help; too slow to save them.
More gunshots followed, he thought he heard someone scream.
And then he heard you. âHotch!â
Your voice was desperate, scared. But it meant you were alive, and that was more than enough to him.
âHere,â he said with every inch of power he had left in his body.
âWhere?â
âHere,â he repeated. âIn the study.â
First he saw the outline of your body, moving like a shadow towards him. Your eyes were wide with worry, like every time you saw him in danger. His sweet Y/N, who cared for him in a way he never knew he needed before.
âWhere? Where is he?â he breathed as you knelt next to him.
âI shot him. Heâs down,â you said.
Before he had the chance to feel relief, before he had the chance to look into your eyes for just a moment of comfort, a body hid the light behind you. He wasnât dead.
âY/N!â Aaron yelled, but the bullet had already left Peterâs gun.
You fell to the ground and your hand covering the wound in your neck did nothing to stop the blood from running.
âNo,â he screamed with desperation. âNo, no, no.â
Tears ran down his cheeks getting mixed with your blood that had been splashed on his face, but he was unable to move. He wanted to run to you, to take you in his arms, to steal you away, but he was stuck watching your terrified expression as you were bleeding to death.
âNo,â he cried. âNo, baby, not you. Help!â he screamed. âSomebody help!â
His body was shaking, but as if he was under a spell, he couldnât even lift his arm. A feeling of helplessness took over his body that he had only experienced once before; the day he lost Haley.
âNot my Y/N,â he choked on his sobs.
âNow I know what scares you,â Peter said, towering over him.
The gun he pointed at Aaron turned towards your body again and you were met with a final shot.
âNo!â
His eyes closed, his blood boiling with fury. âSon of a bitch. Son of a bitch.â
When he opened them again, he had to blink a few times before he realized that your body was gone. His head was dizzy and his vision was blurred, but he was certain of one thing: you were no longer lifeless, laying right in front of him.
âItâs okay. You can move now.â
He had been fooled, just like all of his victims before. Aaron knew what he had to do now, the fact that you were still alive giving him some clarity.
âIâm about to come through that front door.â
He was lying, but still Aaron accepted the knife Peter gave him and turned to the door. You were about to come in, and this time for real; he had to play along. This time he had a second chance. A second chance to save the person he loved that was so brutally taken away from him the first time.
âMy gun,â he asked. âI need my gun.â
âLook. Here I come,â Peter said. âKill me.â
Aaron reached out for his gun and pointed at the spot he had shown him. As soon as he saw the door open, he turned around and shot Peter as fast as he could.
âHotch!â you ran to him. âWe need a medic in here!â you asked.
âTake it,â he said, terrified, giving you his gun. He didnât trust himself with it; not when it was you right in front of him. âTake it.â
You did as he said, placing your hand on his arm, trying to figure out a way to comfort him.
âHe made me see things,â he cried. And then in a breath he said again, âHe made me see things...â
âItâs over,â you said softly. âYouâre okay. Look at me.â
Aaron met your gaze and you didnât seem to think twice before reaching out to him and taking him into your arms. He couldnât help but melt into your embrace.
âItâs okay,â you kept repeating to him, and it wasnât the words you used, but the sound of your voice that calmed his shaking body down. âIâm here, I got you.â
âHeâs gone,â Spencer informed you.
--
âHe looks traumatized,â JJ said, staring at her boss. Peter had just been arrested but it didnât seem to have calmed him down. His attention was completely devoted to you, as you held his hand and talked to him at the back of the ambulance.
âHis hallucinations were probably traumatic,â Rossi said.
âHe needs to talk about it,â Derek added.
âIâm sure he will. He has Y/N to talk to.â
Their attention turned back to you. You were holding a piece of cotton now, patting it softly over his wound. He kept insisting to the medics he was fine, but seemed fine with you touching him.
Your free hand was still holding his.
âI didnât know they wereâŠâ JJ said before David interrupted her.
âThis isnât the time or the place for a conversation like this. Letâs just be grateful heâs letting someone in.â
âYouâre right,â Morgan said.
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You insisted on driving Aaron home and if he was honest with himself he had no issues with it, since he had also no intention of ever leaving you out of his sight again.
He was thankful Jack wasnât home. The last thing he wanted was for his son to see him in that state.
Closing the door behind you, you made your way around his couch and sat next to him. You seemed almost awkward in your moves.
The fact that you were a soft spot for him was not a piece of information he had ever shared with you before. But after that night it would be ridiculous for either of you to pretend you were just a unit chief and his subordinate. Your dynamic had shifted.
âThank you,â he said. âFor driving me home.â
âI would never let you drive in that state.â
Any other day your sweet words would have made him smile, but Aaron didnât have it in him at that moment. He was exhausted and scared.
âAaron,â you said, reaching out for his hand. The sweet gesture and the use of his first name made his heart flutter. âYou can talk to meâŠabout what you saw.â
Flashes of your bleeding body appeared right in front of him. He was back in that house, frozen to the ground, hearing your desperate chokes as you bled away.
âHotch? Aaron?â
It all vanished the next second, as he blinked to send them away.
âI saw your death.â
His words visibly shook you, and you slightly opened your mouth but without making a sound.
Aaronâs voice broke. âHe shot you right in front of my eyes. You were bleeding to death and I couldnât move.â
His breaths were getting shorter as he sobbed and you moved closer to him, placing your palm right over his heart. âI was too late again. I didnât save you.â
âYou did. You shot him, remember? You saved me,â you smiled sweetly. âYou saved all of us. He drugged you and you still managed to shoot him.â
He couldnât help but let all the tears out. âIâm scared I never woke up from it. Iâm scared youâre not real.â
âIâm real. Iâm right here, I promise.â
âY/NâŠâ
Your movements were careful as you lifted your hand to cup his cheek, and the comforting motion of your thumb rubbing the side of his head brought him back to reality. You were real, his inner voice repeated.
âI am terrified of losing you,â he admitted.
âYou wonât.â
He tried to speak again but his sobs wouldnât allow him to.
âItâs okay,â you said. âItâs okay.â
Your eyes were watery too, and he wanted nothing more than to kiss your tears away. But you put him back to his place, silently reminding him that he was the one who needed comfort this time, as you wiped his tears away with your hand. âIâm here.â
âWill you stay?â
âDo you think I would leave you here alone? I would stay even if you didnât want me to,â you answered.
âI would never not want you here, Y/N.â
Aaron fell into your arms and you held him there with no intention of letting him go. âI know.â
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Froggie's Mailbox Adventures
I have been wanting to tell this story for a while now. This all happened right before my birthday and then I got sick for 4 weeks and didn't have the energy to talk about it.
So let us take a trip into the recent past to hear a tale of woe and triumph with a bunch of extra woe interspersed throughout.
It all began on the 4th of July.
Some neighborhood rascals ruined my old mailbox with a baseball bat.
They also destroyed my brand new mailbox sensor that lets me know when there is mail so I don't have to make multiple trips to check.
(Ring replaced it for free, so that was nice.)
Originally, I was going to hire someone to replace the mailbox. But I was not having much luck finding someone who could do that specific task. (I've been having trouble finding help in general due to living in a supposedly "dangerous" area.)
So I decided to try and install the mailbox myself. And I had no idea how much of an adventure that was going to be...
My first step was tearing off the old one to see how it was mounted.
I got some paper and a sharpie and noted where the holes were. And, of course, they didn't line up with the new mailbox.
Which is a really nice mailbox. I mean, it is solid. Check this bad boy out and please don't notice the dirty clothes lying on the floor in the background.
It is always so tempting to save a few bucks and get the cheaper thing, but I am so glad I splurged on this. It looks nice. It functions well. It has magnets. And I don't think it can be baseball-batted without some instant karmic retribution from Newton's third law.
My next step was to get a new mounting plate. And even though I try not to go to Home Depot because it is run by a bunch of conservative religious bigots... I went to Home Depot.
I was a little nervous about leaving the house at the time because I was still struggling with my heart issue (which I think is mostly resolved now). I was trying to be very careful about how much I exerted myself. I really didn't want to have an episode while I was out and about.
After searching for a while I discovered they had a mounting plate and a pressure-treated mounting board. I could do wood or metal. And they were located on completely opposite ends of the store because of course they were.
I had both items in my hand and I did that thing where you just keep staring at something hoping a useful thought will pop into your brain. I had no clue which one was better for my needs. There is surprisingly little information regarding mailbox installation on the internet. YouTube really let me down on this one. I was just kinda winging it and solving problems as I went along.
I stared for for a little while longer and no useful thoughts happened.
I was tired of staring so I just said, "Fuck it" and made an executive decision.
Then I almost passed out in Home Depot.
I spent too much time walking around that gigantic monstrosity of a store and my heart started beating super fast and my legs felt like jello and I started getting quite dizzy.
I was in rough shape.
So... I had a little lie-down next to a wall of tape measures.
I just stared up at them thinking about all of the things I could measure.
I could measure a dog.
Or a horsie.
Or a horsie the size of a dog.
Then I thought, "Ooh, that one has lasers! I NEED IT."
My brain was not functioning at 100% in that moment.
After about 10 minutes of thinking about lasers and things I could measure with lasers, my body seemed to reboot and I was able to get up. Thankfully no one saw me and thought there was a dead body in the aisle or something. But that was still embarrassing all the same.
Once my heart slowed down I was able to pay and make it out to the car. I headed home and saw one of the most unusual sunsets of my life. The sun was dim and a shade of orange I have never seen in nature. It was like, cheeto orange. Not only that, it was a perfect circle with a super crisp outline. It didn't look real.
I tried to get a picture of it but when I looked at the picture later, the camera didn't capture anything like what I saw.
This is the best approximation I can manage. But it still doesn't do it justice.
I was hoping I could get home in time to grab my real camera and capture this strange setting sun, but it dipped below the horizon just as I pulled into my driveway.
I then started problem solving how to get the new mailbox in place with the items I purchased. And I was on a deadline because I have no clue what happens when the mailperson arrives and they don't have a mailbox to put the mail in. Do they just throw it on the ground? Do they get to keep the mail? Are they going to use all of my grocery coupons?
And for some reason, my post office does not keep a consistent delivery schedule. I've been trying to figure out a pattern for weeks and they just seem to come "whenever" and that is about as close as I can pin it down. Which is why I got the mailbox sensor.
Due to my near fainting episode in Home Depot, I was in no shape to be handy, so I was trying to think of a temporary solution to put the new mailbox on without properly mounting it. At first I was going to just wrap it in packing tape a bunch of times. But then I noticed I had a bunch of string. And I decided that was a more interesting solution... for reasons? My brain was still not doing well. But when I tried to tie the new mailbox to the post with the string it failed miserably. And I realized the packing tape wouldn't work either. The mailbox did not sit flat on the post and it wiggled. However, because I tried the dumb string method, I discovered this wiggle issue and it actually helped me figure out how to mount it.
I gave up for the night and decided to hope I could install the box in the morning before "whenever" happened. The next morning I started drawing dots on boards and comparing my old holes to my new holes and measuring clearances. (Measuring without lasers like a chump.) I needed to elevate the mailbox in order to mount it and that's when I thought to combine the board and the plate. I could screw the board into the old holes and then create new holes in the board for the plate to attach. And the plate lined up with the holes in the bottom of the new mailbox.
EASY!
It was a pretty big brain moment for me and I felt like I just solved quantum physics or something.
You're probably pretty confused because you are not as smart as I am.
Here is a diagram to help.
The board mounts to the post arm. The plate screws into the board. The mailbox screws into the plate.
Or just use string.
Also, how fortunate was it that I stared for all that time and got frustrated and just bought both things?
My next problem was that my drill wouldn't fit inside the mailbox and I couldn't screw the screws in place. So I drilled pilot holes in the board so I could manually screw in the screws with a ratcheting right angle screwdriver.
And the only reason I had one of those is because I use it as a fidget toy. (I like the clicky sounds.)
Another lucky happenstance!
I tried to prepare as much as I could in my garage before dragging all of my tools to the end of my lengthy driveway. I brought along my dad's old rolling walker so I'd have something to transport everything.
But also so I'd have something to sit on while I was installing the new box. Then I wouldn't have another heart episode and need another lie-down.
Seriously, how big is my brain?
I am like the smartest person alive.
So I got to the end of the driveway with all of my tools and my board and my plate and my templates and I realized something was missing.
The new mailbox.
I am like the dumbest person alive.
After a quick back-and-forth to retrieve the mailbox, I got started on my master mounting plan.
I screwed the board onto the post arm.
Then I screwed the plate into the board.
Then I lined up the new mailbox onto the plate.
But as I was doing this, I was kinda sticking out into the street a little bit. And usually that isn't a big deal. Cars can see me from very far away and they were just steering around me. But then two cars came from opposite directions at the same time and I was in a precarious position where I could not move. One car steered wide to avoid me, and for some reason, the other car decided not to slow down but to drive off the edge of the street.
And as they pulled this maneuver I heard a loud thump, followed by a loud pop, and then the sound of hissing getting farther and farther away.
Like a snake version of the Doppler effect.
They drove directly into this and popped their tire.
On the one hand, I felt a little responsible and guilty. On the other, it is not my responsibility to fix the street. And on a third hand, that was silly driving behavior and perhaps they will see this as a learning moment.
After processing what just happened I got back to the task at hand. To my delight and surprise, all of my planning and problem-solving was working. Everything fit together perfectly. The right angle ratcheting screwdriver was screwing in the screws. And after I tightened the final one...
I had successfully installed a new mailbox, on my own, without any jankiness or tape or string.
Like, I did this legit proper.
Tons of pure endorphins rushed into wherever endorphins go. (Again, I am very smart.) That feeling of accomplishment was pure ecstasy. I had no idea how to do this and in less than 24 hours I was basically an expert mailbox installer. I took some shots of my work on my phone so I could brag to Katrina, packed up all of my tools, and began to walk back to the house.
And... my heart started beating fast again.
And... I needed to have another little lie-down in the grass next to my driveway.
I stared up at the sky and was frustrated and proud simultaneously. A weird mixture of emotions. At the time I didn't know if my heart could be fixed. But thankfully I had my sense of accomplishment to temper my heart sadness.
And then I thought, "I should get a new address sign."
Epilogue time!
I got on Amazon and started looking up new signs. And I found one that was solar powered and lit up at night. So clearly I needed to have that one. My midnight food delivery people will never struggle to find my house again!
And it actually looked pretty neat.
(My address is not actually four 0s, but you are free to try sending me something.)
The sign was very easy to read... if you were super duper close.
But if you were farther away...
You couldn't actually distinguish the numbers. And it kinda looked weird next to the mailbox. And headlights made the numbers even harder to see. Which was the opposite of what I was going for.
So I opted to get a more traditional sign.
(Please send items to the realm of nothingness. I am in the void.)
But this bugged me because the sign was a different size than the old sign and the connection points didn't line up perfectly.
I HAD A CATAWAMPUS CHAIN!
WHICH IS THE MOST UNACCEPTABLE KIND OF WAMPUS!
It was at this point that Katrina started making fun of my perfectionism.
But this wasn't perfectionism for perfection's sake.
My Dad was having trouble fixing things around the house. And some other kids knocked over the previous, previous mailbox. And he found the strength to go to the store, get a new one, and install it all by himself. He was at the end of the driveway, attached to his portable oxygen canisters, and fixing one last thing for this house.
And I guess I just wanted to get it back to perfect. Because he never did any handyman task half-assed. He was a full-ass handyman. Always.
So... I fixed the sign.
Perfectly balanced.
Again, feel free to send me stuff to 0000 Road.
I'm sure it will get here... "whenever."
#tumblr wasn't showing this post on my other blog#so I'm trying it here#I'm also trying a read more#it usually kills the notes#but perhaps that isn't true anymore
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