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silverlightqueen · 5 years ago

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Ruin My Life - Part 9

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(fratboy!Jimin - lots and lots of A N G ST & some fluff)

Summary - y/n, Mija, Chen and Jackson experience their most eventful night out yet ft. a certain jung hoseok�� as well as angry Eunwoo, angry Jimin and shady jeongyeon

Word Count - 9.8k+

Warnings - no smut in this one, (but trust me, i’ll make up for that in the next chapter👀) um violence ig, mention of blood, discussion of alcohol, discussion of sex, bad language, that’s it ig

a/n: hey y’all ! I think this is gonna be the penultimate part which is like totally breaking my heart rn bc ruin my life is my baby :( lmk what you think and hmu if you wanna be on the taglist x

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‘y/n, I’m gonna beat your ass one of these days, hurry the fuck up!’ Mija screams from the living room. ‘Sorry, I’m coming!’ I shout back, rushing around my room like a madwoman, looking for my phone. As soon as I find it, in my makeup bag for some reason, I turn off my music and sprint (as best as one can in heels) into the living room. ‘I’m sorry, I really am. I had to do a last-minute outfit change because the heels that go with the other outfit are at the ASP house,’ I say, Jackson grinning as Mija rolls her eyes and Chen raises an eyebrow. ‘Jimin or Tae’s room?’ Jackson asks, and I swat at him, the boy laughing maniacally as he ducks away from my hand. ‘I prefer this outfit anyway. Makes your ass look bigger,’ Chen says, and I grin, doing a twirl. I’m dressed in ripped blue skinny jeans with a black fluffy bralet, black fluffy heels on my feet and some gold clips in my hair, a gold necklace with the pendant resting between my collarbones. I’m also wearing Jimin’s ring, and I know I shouldn’t, but I can’t help it. It’s pretty and has sentimental value, and I’m so used to wearing it now that my hand feels wrong without it.

‘Won’t you get cold when we leave?’ Mija asks, dressed more sensibly than I am, in a pair of black ripped jeans and long-sleeved nude bodysuit, black heels on her feet and a black denim jacket tied at her waist. ‘Chen’s wearing a jacket that matches my outfit perfectly,’ I say, Chen grinning as he pulls on his black bomber over his dark blue t-shirt and black jeans; a simple outfit, but effective, making him look handsome and classy. ‘Why can’t you wear jackets that match my outfit, so I don’t have to take one?’ Mija complains to Jackson, who’s dressed top-to-toe in Fendi; jeans, shirt, shoes, scarf, jewellery, hat, even socks (god knows how he affords it all, but damn, does he look good in it). ‘Because you’re an independent woman who doesn’t need to rely on her man for a jacket,’ Jackson says, Mija obviously liking his answer, the smug look on her face a clear indication, and Chen and I exchange an amused glance.

‘Anyway, I’ve literally sobered up from pre-drinks because it’s 1am, so we need to get to the bar asap. I wanna get our usual booth and get some more drinks down me,’ Mija says, grabbing my hand and dragging me towards the door. Chen locks the apartment behind us, Mija and I giggling as we stumble down the corridor towards the lift, the boys following behind. We’re only waiting for a minute or two for the Uber to arrive, and the whole time, Mija and I do stupid tiktok dances, still slightly tipsy, Jackson and Chen watching us in amusement. The drive to the bar flies by as usual, Chen making conversation with the driver as the three of us take selfies and pictures of each other in the back of the car. When we arrive, Chen and Jackson flash their VIP cards like always, and again, we ignore the annoyed shouting from the people waiting in the queue as we enter the bar. It’s packed, the smell of alcohol strong on the air, the heavy bass of the song currently playing nearly shaking the floor. Jackson wraps an arm around Mija’s waist, pulling her close to his side, as Chen grabs hold of my hand, the four of us making our way over to our usual booth. The boys go to get drinks, eight Jager bombs and four vodka cokes.

‘The ASP boys are here,’ Mija says over the music, and I roll my eyes. ‘I’m not surprised. Are they with LSG?’ I ask, not wanting to look myself. ‘Yep. Nayeon’s all up JK. Ooh, Sana and Joon are dancing together. Oh, God, I think I can see Dahyun and Yoongi dancing together as well. Chungae’s here, dancing with Jeongyeon… and Jimin. Oh, my God, is that Tzuyu grinding on Tae? Damn, ASP and LSG are literally the university sluts,’ Mija says drily, and I supress a laugh. ‘Don’t slut shame,’ I say. ‘I’m not. I’m one myself, it’s totally fine,’ Mija says, and I grin at her. ‘Are we finding you a man tonight? And not one that’s friends with your ex, or your ex?’ she asks, and I slap her lightly on the arm. ‘No, I don’t want a man. I’m happy to spend the night with you guys,’ I say. ‘You should at least dance with a guy. Make Park jealous,’ she says with a mischievous glint in her eye. ‘That means I care,’ I begin. ‘You do care,’ she interjects, but I carry on as though she never spoke; ‘And it’s not like he cares anyway. He wouldn’t be jealous.’ ‘Judging by his reaction to you and Tae, I think he would be,’ Mija says drily, and I roll my eyes. ‘Tae told me he’s over it. He said he’s seen Jeongyeon at the frat loads in the past couple weeks,’ I say. ‘Yeah, right, I bet Tae’s just saying that to make you get into bed with him again,’ Mija says.

Tae and I have spent a lot of time together since we slept together, two weeks ago today. I’ve seen a lot of all the ASP boys actually (except for Jimin, and Hoseok – I haven’t seen him for a while actually), what with the party planning and all. We all went on a road trip to get the decorations; on the way there, I was in Joon’s car with him, Jungkook, Mija and Jackson, and on the way back, I was in Chen’s car with him, Jin, Taehyung and Yoongi. We stopped for lunch while we were there, and I really enjoyed it; I think this is the beginning of a new friendship group. Tae, Yoongi, JK and Joon have showed up several times to our apartment with no warning, wanting to watch a movie or something together, and Tae and I have been for coffee together between lectures and seminars a few times. They’re all urging me to accept one of their offers for the end-of-year party, because it’s in three weeks’ time and they want plenty of notice. The rager is also in two weeks and everyone’s been talking about it; what they’re wearing, who they’re bringing, what they’re planning on drinking. It’s the talk of the university. Part of me is dreading it, but it’s always amazing, possibly the messiest night of my year every time. I’m always allowed to sleep over, so Mija and I will be getting ready there beforehand, helping to set up and then sleeping on a blow-up bed in Joon’s room. Chen and Jackson are both invited too, despite being KPN boys, and the boys have also said that Jackson, Chen and Mija can all come to the end-of-year party, even if they’re not anyone’s date (the only term is that they’ll have to share a meal with someone else because the catering company won’t have enough food for three extra people).

Jackson and Chen arrive back with our drinks, the four of us downing our Jager bombs in quick succession, before sipping on our vodka cokes. We stay seated for a while, just drinking and chatting, getting progressively more and more tipsy. At points, Joon, Tae, JK, Jin and Yoongi all come over to say hi, and they’re all given very enthusiastic greetings from the four of us. After an hour or so, the time on my phone reading 2.27, I get up to get some more drinks, Mija and Chen deep in conversation about what they think their favourite K-pop band BTS’ next comeback will be like and Jackson trying to type out a text to his mum to let her know he’s safe and fine. I take Jackson’s VIP card with me, and so I reach the front of the bar quickly, placing my order for several shots and drinks, and wait patiently, the bartender telling me it might be a while due to them running out of Red Bull, but assuring me one of the employees has run to the local supermarket to get some more and will be back any moment now. I sit on a barstool, in my own little world, thinking about what colour dress I’m planning on wearing when Mija and Jackson get married, and it isn’t until I feel a big hand appear on my back that I’m aware of my surroundings once more. I turn to see the owner of the hand, and am surprised to see Hoseok’s handsome face for the first time in a long time.

‘Hobi!’ I exclaim, jumping up and throwing my arms around him, and he lets out a laugh into my ear, hugging me back. ‘So I see you’re making appearances again, y/n,’ Hoseok says amusedly, and I roll my eyes, taking my seat as he sits down beside me. ‘So are you, it seems. Where have you been?’ I ask, and his eyes sparkle. ‘Why? Missed me?’ he asks. ‘Yes, now stop acting coy, what happened to you?’ I ask. ‘I haven’t been too well, so I didn’t think it was best that I went out. Basically, I was responsible for the first time in my life,’ he says, both of us laughing together. ‘What do you want to drink?’ I ask, and he shakes his head. ‘It’s fine, I’ll get my own,’ he says, and I hold up the VIP card. ‘Why pay when I can get you one for free?’ I say, and he grins. ‘Sis, you get more and more boujee every time I see you. Getting fucked in diamond chokers, VIP card for the best bar in the area,’ he jokes, and I let out a giggle. A giggle. What’s wrong with me? ‘I’ll have a double vodka and coke,’ he says, and I raise an eyebrow. ‘Okay, we getting drunk drunk tonight, huh?’ I say, and he lets out a laugh. ‘Why not? It’s my first time out in a while, I deserve it,’ he says, just as the bartender brings over the Jager bombs. ‘Can I have two more of these, and another double vodka coke please?’ I ask, the bartender smiling as he nods. This guy’s seen enough of me the past few weeks, I’m surprised he hasn’t gotten sick of me, but I’m still treated to slices of fruit or umbrellas in my drinks from time to time, and a big smile every time I make an order. He brings over the other two Jager bombs, Hoseok and I doing two each whilst waiting for the bartender to bring over the rest of our drinks. Once he’s brought over five vodka cokes, one for Hoseok and one each for us guys, Hoseok picks up three and I pick up two, the boy helping me to carry them back over to our booth.

Chen, Mija and Jackson greet Hoseok warmly, probably just because he’s got their drinks, and once he’s said hello to all of them, he turns back to me. ‘Hey, you know that thing we’re having? That party? Will you be my date?’ he says, and I actually laugh aloud. ‘You’re the sixth person to ask me, Hoseok,’ I say, his mouth falling open. ‘You’re joking?’ he asks, and I shake my head. ‘But I’ll consider your offer,’ I say, and he laughs. ‘Much appreciated. You wanna dance?’ he offers, and I raise an eyebrow, the boys holding two hands in the air. ‘Hey, listen, Jimin’s moved on and so have you. It’s totally fine. And anyway, I promise you, I just wanna dance. I’m not expecting it to end like it did with you and Taehyung,’ he says amusedly, and my mouth falls open. ‘So everyone knows about that, huh?’ I ask, and he nods. ‘Well, a lot of us heard you guys on the actual night, and it got around to the rest of us. I had the pleasure of hearing him dicking you down against the wall so Jimin could hear,’ he grins, and I cover my face in embarrassment. ‘If I say I’ll dance with you, will you stop talking?’ I say, and he bursts out laughing. ‘Come on,’ he says, gently grabbing my wrist and leading me to the dance floor. We dance together for a while, keeping it very PG, but as the alcohol gets to my head, I start to realise three things; the first is how good-looking Hoseok is, which is very, by the way. His dark hair is swept back from his forehead, revealing his clear and tan face, and his heart-shaped lips and bright, sparkling eyes only add to the appeal. The second thing I notice is how good of a dancer is. The man can move. His hips sway deliciously smoothly, his movements practically dripping with rhythm and flow. The third thing I notice is how tight his clothes are, the black top displaying his amazing figure, the toned muscles and the slim waist, and his black jeans show his thick thighs, the curves of his legs, the bulge of his crotch. Quite simply, the man, and everything about him, is amazing. I manage to restrain myself for quite a long time. And then the music changes.

A slow RnB track begins to float out of the speakers, the dancers around us holding each other close, whining and grinding to no end. Hoseok gives me an amused look, obviously wondering how far I’m willing to take this, and if I were sober, this is where I’d go sit back down. But I’m not. So I don’t. Instead, I wrap my arms around his shoulders, hands resting on his strong back, and hold him close, the boy grinning to himself as his arms snake around my waist, pulling me even closer. We dance slowly and sensually, his expensive aftershave flooding my senses, as I try to avoid eye contact, knowing I’ll probably do something stupid if I get lost in those shiny eyes of his. After a few songs, I realise my back is now pressed against his front, and I don’t quite remember how it happened. I can feel everything, his dick pressed firmly against my ass as he rolls his hips gently towards me, making my panties feel wetter and wetter by the second. After a while, I lose all inhibition and begin rolling my hips to move in time with his, meeting his grinds with slow ones of my own.

‘Fuck, y/n, you’ve got me half-hard in a fucking bar,’ he whispers into my ear, and I have to hold back a whimper at his words. I turn to face him, my eyes locking with his, and he sighs after a few moments. ‘You’re gone, aren’t you?’ he asks, and I shake my head. ‘I’m tipsy. Not too drunk,’ I say, and he shakes his head. ‘Your eyes are so dilated right now, y/n,’ he says, and I blink. ‘That happens when you’re looking at someone you’re attracted to,’ I say, and he laughs. ‘And when you’re drunk. God, y/n, you got me half-hard in a bar, but you’re too fucking drunk that I’ll feel bad if I take you home now,’ he says, and I sigh, pouting. ‘Hoseok, I’m really not that drunk. I’m literally thinking straight, I can see fine, like I’m totally not drunk. A little tipsy, yes, but not drunk,’ I say, maybe downplaying it slightly. Admittedly, it’s probably not the best thing to do (have sex with another of my kind-of-ex’s best friends) but it’s not like it matters that much, right? What’s Jimin gonna do? Just get angry again? It’s not like he’s not fucking Jeongyeon anyway. It’s totally fine, we’ve both moved on. Hoseok watches me carefully before sighing. ‘Let’s go sit in your booth for a little while, and if you seem okay, then we’ll go back to my place? Okay? Because I really don’t like having sex with a girl when she’s drunk,’ he says, leading me back to the booth. ‘Why? Messy? Bad head?’ I ask, and he laughs. ‘No, moron, because people’s morals and things are different when they’re drunk. I want her to be fully aware, fully willing. Not just down to fuck because she’s drunk,’ Hoseok says as we reach the booth. ‘Trust me,’ I say gently into his ear, ‘I’d be down even if I were stone-cold sober.’

I slide into the booth, Hoseok looking slightly flushed when he sits down beside me, and I supress a laugh at how his jeans are straining over his crotch. Bless him. ‘Having fun, you two?’ Mija asks amusedly, sat opposite us with her legs slung over Jackson’s lap, Chen sat beside me. The three of them seem to have sobered up, and are probably waiting for me to either come back with them or disappear home with someone else before they head back to mine and Mija’s apartment. ‘A bit too much, it seems, by the semi Hoseok’s showing off,’ Chen says drily, and Hoseok laughs, not embarrassed in the slightest. ‘What can I say? Your friend here is a tease,’ he says. ‘Why don’t you just call it a night and go back together?’ Jackson asks. ‘He thinks I’m too drunk,’ I say, the three of them looking at Hoseok in shock. ‘You think she’s drunk? Trust me, you’ll know drunk y/n when you see her, and this y/n is not even half way there. Sis would be passed out on the table if she were drunk,’ Mija says, and I pout. ‘I’m never that bad,’ I say, and she raises an eyebrow. ‘I have receipts, remember?’ she says, and I mutter a meek ‘never mind’ back at her.

‘Okay, I’d very much like to see these receipts sometime, but for now, shall we head back? If they say you’re not drunk, I believe them,’ Hoseok says, and I grin at him. ‘One more shot for the road,’ I say before calling over one the waiters, asking for a couple more shots. He brings them over moments later, and Hoseok and I down them. We both rise up from our seats, and I promise Mija that I’ll keep her updated and promise Chen that I’ll let him know if I need a lift or anything in the morning. But before we can even begin walking away from the booth, I feel a hand roughly grab my shoulder and turn me around. I nearly lose my balance, both Hoseok and Chen helping to hold me up, and once I’m steady, I look to see who it is, my blood running cold when my eyes land on Eunwoo’s angry ones, making me sober up instantly.

‘Don’t bother going back with this bitch, she’ll just leave you with blue balls,’ Eunwoo spits angrily, his frat brothers hanging around a few feet behind him. ‘You okay?’ Hoseok asks me, ignoring Eunwoo entirely, and I nod, turning to look at Jackson and Chen. ‘I thought you said he wasn’t coming here tonight,’ I say. ‘He wasn’t,’ Chen sighs tiredly, knowing it’s about to kick off. ‘Last minute change of plan, but I guess your little moles wouldn’t have known that, because they were too busy getting drunk at yours and Mija’s. I didn’t want to start on either of you for hanging with her, because it’s not that big of a deal, but the fact that you’re helping her avoid me, and hanging out with her over us is another thing all together,’ Eunwoo says angrily, directing his words to Chen and Jackson, both of them looking exasperated with their frat brother.

‘For God’s sake, Eunwoo, grow up. You’re starting a scene in the middle of a bar because your ego is hurt that your ex left you with blue balls, and you wonder why we’d rather hang out with y/n over you,’ Jackson says, twisting the knife further. ‘Why are you siding with her?’ he demands, voice rising. ‘Eunwoo, there aren’t any sides! You and her are exes, but it doesn’t mean we’re not allowed to be friends with her. She’s Jackson’s girlfriend’s best friend, for God’s sake. Do you want Jackson to cut off his girlfriend’s best friend? Stop being so ridiculous and grow up. We’re friends with both of you, we hang out with both of you. y/n doesn’t have an issue with it, so why do you?’ Chen says diplomatically, but Eunwoo’s too angry to listen to reason. ‘Because she’s not the type of person you should associate with. She’s a fucking bitch. ASP’s little bitch to be precise,’ Eunwoo says venomously, and Mija rises up from her seat angrily, Jackson following suit as Hoseok steps towards Eunwoo. ‘You’re playing a dangerous game insulting y/n like that, Eunwoo, so I’m going to ask you to walk away before you get any of us angrier than we already are,’ Hoseok says calmly, and Eunwoo laughs. ‘Or what? What are you gonna do?’ Eunwoo says in Hoseok’s face, a droplet of saliva landing on Hoseok’s face, and he wipes it off coolly, obviously trying to control his temper, because he looks scary calm right now. ‘Eunwoo, just leave us alone,’ I begin to say, but before I can say anything else, I spot Jimin storming towards us, the rest of ASP and the LSG girls following in his wake.

‘You were fucking pregnant? You were pregnant, and you didn’t fucking tell me?’ Jimin says angrily when he reaches us, Eunwoo suddenly moving the bottom of my list of problems. My head goes light at his words, my vision momentarily blurring, and I have to clutch onto Jackson’s forearm to steady myself. ‘I…’ I stutter, not knowing what to say, my heart practically beating out of my chest. ‘I don’t care what happened between us, y/n, but I would’ve thought you’d have at least told me, for fuck’s sake! You went and got an abortion and dealt with it all without speaking to me! What’s wrong with you?’ Jimin demands, angrier than I’ve ever seen him, and, over his shoulder, I can see Jeongyeon grinning maliciously. ‘y/n, that’s way out of line! You should’ve fucking told me! The sleeping with your ex, sleeping with Tae, nearly sleeping with Hoseok I can move past, but this is another thing entirely! I can’t believe you didn’t fucking tell me!’ Jimin says, my silence making him angrier and angrier.

‘Enough, Jimin, this isn’t the place,’ Chen says calmly, placing a gentle hand on Jimin’s chest, and Jimin pushes him off. ‘I wanna hear what she has to say for herself,’ Jimin says, and I don’t even know what to do or say, my mind racing but blank at the same time, shock having overtaken my body. ‘I didn’t…’ I begin to say, not even knowing what’s about to come out of my mouth. ‘Speak up,’ Jimin says neutrally. ‘I didn’t… I didn’t sleep with Eunwoo,’ I say quietly, wanting to kick myself for saying that. ‘Oh, good to know you’ve got at least some sense then,’ Jimin says. ‘I was right, she really is ASP’s bitch. The whole fucking frat’s passing her around,’ Eunwoo says to one of his frat brothers, purposely loud enough for us all to hear him. Hobi, Jimin, Jackson and Jungkook all go for him at the same time, but Mija beats them to it, landing a hard slap square on his cheek. He stands in shock for a moment before swinging for Mija, and Jackson grabs Mija’s arm, pulling her out of his reach just in time. Jimin takes his chance then, swinging for Eunwoo whilst the boy is distracted, and lands a punch under his jaw. Eunwoo takes a moment before swinging back for him, his fist landing on Jimin’s eye. It quickly becomes a fight, both of them landing punch after punch, and I look around at the boys, wanting one of them to intervene, unable to believe my eyes. I step forward to stop it and Chen grabs hold of me. ‘Don’t be stupid, y/n, you can’t stop them,’ he says, before stepping around me to stop it himself.

‘Gosh, y/n, you should be careful. Wouldn’t want the baby to get hurt, would we?’ Jeongyeon says, a few of her minions laughing along with her, the other LSG girls that I’m friends with staying silent. I ignore her, knowing she’s not worth it, continuing to watch as Chen and Jin attempt to pull Jimin and Eunwoo apart. ‘Surely you shouldn’t even be here, right? Pregnant women can’t drink, remember? Already a bad mother,’ she continues, her minions indulging her with their annoyingly high-pitched laughter. ‘Oh, look at that. Her bump is showing,’ Jeongyeon says, her and her minions dissolving into giggles, and it’s the last straw. All I can see is red when I turn to face her and pounce before anyone can stop me. The laughter on her face disappears quickly when she sees how angry I am, and she tries to shield herself, her attempts fruitless, because I manage to slap her across her face, hard, her makeup coming off onto my hand. ‘You fucking bitch!’ she shouts, grabbing a handful of my hair and yanking it. I rake my nails across her face, hearing her scream, and I can’t help but feel satisfaction when I see blood blooming from where my nails cut her. She kicks out at me, her foot colliding with my shin, and I will myself not to let out a single noise as I elbow her in the boob, the other girl falling to the floor in pain.

It’s only when she hits the floor and I feel a pair of hands pulling me away from her that I come back to reality, wanting to hit myself for losing control and hurting someone like that. It’s not like she doesn’t deserve it, but I’m better than that. I wonder what’s going on now, but when my eyes land on the scene around me, what I see is completely unexpected. Nearly all of the boys are either fighting, or trying to break up a fight. Quite simply, a brawl has broken out. I turn to see who’s hands are on me, and see Sana pulling me away. And then security appears, dozens of burly men and women breaking us apart and leading us all away from the exit, towards the back of the bar. The woman holding onto me isn’t gentle in the slightest, practically dragging me through the bar, and they push us all into one big room that looks like it was once used as a kitchen. ‘The police are on their way. Don’t even think about starting another fight,’ one security guard says, all of us panicking at the mention of the police. ‘It’s fine,’ Chen says, ‘I’ll call my dad. He’ll sort this out, we’re not going with the police.’

An hour later, I’m sat in the police station at a table in a typical questioning room opposite a kind-eyed male police officer, a recording device sat on the table between us. He’s already explained all my rights to me and is about to start asking me questions. Some of the others are also being questioned, and the rest of us are sat in a holding cell. The bar staff watched the CCTV back and pointed out which of us were involved, and so all the ASP and KPN boys are here, as well as Mija, Jeongyeon and Sana, all the other LSG girls being let off. ‘So, y/n, do you want to explain to me what happened, and the lead up to what happened?’ the police officer says. ‘Um, the whole lead up? Because it’s a long story,’ I say, and he smiles. ‘I have all night. Go ahead, y/n,’ he says, and I sigh.

‘Um, okay, I’ll try to keep it short if I can. Basically, I used to date Eunwoo in freshman and sophomore year. Then I broke up with him because he started to become abusive, and I started sleeping with Jimin. Not dating, just sleeping with him. But then I caught feelings and I cut him off. A couple months ago, we ended up sleeping together again, and then the second time we slept together, the condom broke, so I was scared I was pregnant. But I took a morning after pill and did some pregnancy tests, and I wasn’t, so it was fine. And I got my period as well. Then a couple nights later, we went out for dinner, but we got a call that a party had started back at his frat. So we went back to help kick people out and clean up, but while I was cleaning up, he went and slept with Jeongyeon in his room. I didn’t know, but Namjoon did, and he didn’t want to have to break it to me, so he offered for me to sleep in his room, so I did. I found out the next morning when I saw her leaving his room, and then I cut him off and fell into a complete depression. Him and his friends were blowing up my phone, showing up to my apartment, waiting outside my lectures, so I went to extreme lengths to hide from them all. Meanwhile, I found out that I actually was pregnant and went and got an abortion with Mija, but one of Jeongyeon’s sorority sisters was there doing work experience. Anyway, then one night, after around a month, I saw him going up to my apartment just as I was, so I slept in the library to avoid speaking to him. Mija found me the next morning, and told me to just face him, so I did. I went to confront him, but ended up confessing my feelings to him. He horribly rejected me, and I ended up falling into an even worse depression. His friends were still blowing up my phone, but he wasn’t, and then it got out to our whole university what had happened, so everyone was trying to get hold of me to either see if I was okay or find out the gossip. So I hid in my bedroom for an entire week. Then Mija intervened, said I needed to get my life together, and made me sort myself out so we could go out that night. We went to a bar and I saw Chen and ended up catching up with him when Mija went home with Jackson. Then Eunwoo, my ex, appeared, and I was drunk and stupid and ended up going back to his but chickened out while he was in the toilet and Chen helped me escape the frat. He took me to spend the night with Namjoon. Then, two weeks after that, I went to the bar again with Mija, Jackson and Chen, and ended up going home with Jimin’s friend, Taehyung. Then, fast forward to tonight, I nearly went home with another of Jimin’s friends, Hoseok, but Eunwoo appeared and started shouting at Chen and Jackson for being friends with me, because they’re in the same frat, and called me ASP’s bitch. Then Hoseok told him to leave but before anything else could happen, Jimin appeared and started shouting at me for not telling him I was pregnant, meaning that Jeongyeon’s friend must have told him. I was in shock, I didn’t know what to do, and he also brought up me going home with Eunwoo and Taehyung, and nearly doing the same with Hoseok. I told him I didn’t sleep with Eunwoo, and then Eunwoo said again that I’m ASP’s bitch and said I’m getting passed around the whole frat. Mija slapped him, and he went to hit Mija back, but Jackson pulled her out of his way. Then Jimin went for him and them two started fighting. Then Jeongyeon started saying to me that I should be careful because I’m pregnant, and shouldn’t be drinking, and that my bump is showing, and I lost it at that because I know full well that I do not have a stomach that looks like a baby bump, so I went for her. I admit, I did hit her first, and we were going at it for a bit before Sana pulled me away from her. Then security appeared and dragged us into the back, and you know the rest,’ I say, taking a deep breath at the end.

Saying it like that makes me realise just how insane my life has been. It’s been one thing after another; pregnancies, sex, exes, feelings, rejections, mental breakdowns, interventions, new friends, old friends, ex friends. My life’s been like a Bollywood drama or a fanfiction or something. ‘Right,’ the police officer says, sighing, ‘that was a long story, and I can tell that that’s just the summarised version. At the moment, it seems as though it was nothing too serious, but we will have to ask Jeongyeon if she wants to press charges against you for assault, which she very well may be able to. As for her friend who exposed your pregnancy and abortion, she’s broken the Hippocratic oath and so that must go on her criminal record. So if you can give us her name and we’ll look into it. I also don’t think there’s much we can do about the abuse from Eunwoo as it was two years ago, and I doubt you have evidence to prove it. We might believe you, but we have to have solid fact to prove it’ he says. ‘Yeah, I don’t want to do anything with Eunwoo, but I’ll give you the details about Jeongyeon’s friend,’ I say, and he nods as I note down Chungae’s details for him. ‘Thank you, y/n, I’ll take you back to the holding cell with your friends now,’ he says, and I nod, rising up from my seat. He leads me through the police station, back into the holding cell, and doesn’t bother locking it. None of us are stupid enough to start trouble in a police station. The ASP boys, Mija, Jackson and Chen sit in the middle of cell, the rest of the KPN boys on one side, Jeongyeon and Sana on the other with Jimin sat a couple feet away from them, alone. I look around, and decide I’m going to be the bigger person.

My friends watch in confusion as I walk over to Jeongyeon and Sana, the latter giving the former a stern talking to, it seems. ‘Hi, Sana. Um, Jeongyeon, I just wanted to apologise for going for you like that. It was wrong of me,’ I say, and she looks up at me. ‘If you’re apologising to stop me from pressing charges, you can think again,’ she says spitefully, and I sigh internally, knowing this will go onto my criminal record now. Sana elbows her, visibly annoyed, and I hold back a laugh. ‘That’s not why I’m apologising. I’m doing it because it’s the right thing to do,’ I say, and she rolls her eyes. She looks at Sana, who looks at her expectantly, before sighing defeatedly. ‘I accept your apology,’ she says, Sana obviously waiting for more. ‘And I’m sorry for telling Jimin about your pregnancy and abortion,’ she says, Sana still waiting for more. ‘And being a bitch to you in the bar about it,’ she says, Sana still looking at her expectantly. ‘And I’m not gonna press charges,’ she says, Sana smiling at me serenely. ‘Apology accepted. Let’s agree to leave each other alone,’ I say, holding out a hand, and she nods, shaking it.

And then I join Jimin, sitting down on the bench beside him. We both sit in silence for a few moments, before he speaks. ‘Why didn’t you tell me?’ he asks quietly, head in his hands, and I let out a humourless laugh. ‘You didn’t have a right to know.’ ‘I know, but… I didn’t think you’d go through that yourself. I thought you’d come to me. I’m not angry because you didn’t tell me; I’m angry because you suffered alone when you didn’t have to,’ he says. ‘I didn’t suffer. And I had Mija,’ I say. ‘But I thought you’d want me with you,’ he says quietly. ‘I did. I did want you with me. But you made your feelings towards me clear. You can’t be angry now,’ I reply, and he sighs. ‘y/n, I… I lied,’ he says, and I laugh humourlessly again. ‘What about this time?’ ‘My feelings. I did like you. I do like you. I more than like you. It’s just difficult,’ he says, and I scoff.

‘What’s so difficult about this, Jimin? We’re not Romeo and Juliet, or Cathy and Heathcliff, or Tristan and Isolde, or Jack and Rose, or Hamlet and Ophelia, or Gatsby and Daisy,’ I say. ‘I don’t know how the majority of those people are, but I get the gist. It’s not even us, y/n, it’s me. I want to be with you, of course I do. It’s just… I don’t think I’m capable of being loyal to you, and I don’t want to hurt you, I don’t want to break your heart. You deserve better than someone who can’t be loyal to you, who can’t love you completely,’ he says, and I shake my head. ‘I’m sorry, Jimin, but that’s such a cop-out. How can you claim you want to be with me, if you don’t even like me enough to be loyal?’ I say, and he shakes his head, frustrated. ‘No, no, it’s coming out wrong. I mean… I mean that I want to be with you, and I could be with you, and the chances are that I would be loyal to you, because to me, you’re the only girl in the world, y/n. I’m just scared that that might change one day. I don’t want it to, but what if it does? I don’t want to hurt you, you deserve more than that, more than me,’ he says, head still in his hands. ‘Then that happens. That’s what love is, Jimin. It’s unpredictable and it can be fickle, and if our love changes, then that’s okay. But for now, you… like me, and I like you. That’s all that matters, right?’ I say, and he looks at me for the first time.

His eyes are rimmed with red and his hair is a dishevelled and fluffy mess, eyes and cheeks puffy. He also has a black eye coming, as well as a split lip and a cut on his cheekbone. ‘I guess. I never thought about it like that,’ he says. ‘Of course you didn’t,’ I say quietly with a soft smile. ‘I’m just so scared,’ he says, and I take his hand in mine. ‘So am I, Jimin, terrified, in fact. But it’s okay,’ I say, and he smiles. A few seconds later, the smile falls from his face and he pulls his hand from mine. ‘I… you know the thing with me and Jeongyeon?’ he says, and the smile falls from my face too at that. ‘Yeah,’ I say hesitantly. ‘It wasn’t true. I said it to try and get you to move on from me,’ he says. ‘Don’t lie to me. I saw her leaving your room wearing your clothes,’ I say, and his head whips up, confusion etched across his face. ‘Wait, what?’ he says. ‘I saw her, leaving your room, wearing your clothes, the morning after we went for dinner,’ I say again, slowly.

‘But… we didn’t sleep together. She left. Honestly. I went up to my room to check no one was in there, while we were tidying up, and she followed me up. She tried to get me into bed, but I rejected her, and she confronted me, asking me if you and I were together. I told her, no, we’re not together, but we’re fucking. And she went mad. We argued for ages. Then, she left, or so I thought, and when I went looking for you around the frat, I saw Chungae and asked her if she’d seen you. She said she saw you go home, and I couldn’t find my phone to text you, so I just went to bed, thinking I’d speak to you in the morning when I found my phone. Then, I was alone in bed when I woke up. The last time I saw her was when she left my room after our argument,’ he says. ‘But, Jimin, I heard you talking to her in the morning,’ I say, sceptical about his story. ‘y/n, when I woke up, I was alone. I must have been talking in my sleep or something,’ he says, and I raise an eyebrow, still suspicious.

‘Jeongyeon,’ he calls, the girl turning to look at us. ‘Did you come sleep in my room the night of that party, when we argued?’ he asks, and she shakes her head, looking puzzled. ‘I saw you coming out of his room in the morning, wearing his clothes, and you were speaking to him when I walked past his room,’ I say, and realisation is etched across her face. ‘I ended up sleeping with Jongho, the junior, and I was wearing his clothes. I went into Jimin’s room because I couldn’t find my phone and thought I might have left it there. He was saying your name in his sleep, and I said, ‘no, idiot, it’s me, not your girlfriend’ but he was asleep, so he didn’t reply. I ended up finding his phone, so I left it on his bedside table, and I eventually found mine in the kitchen. But no, I didn’t sleep in your room. What do you think I am?’ she says indignantly before turning away from us.

‘See? I promise, I didn’t sleep with her. Not once. Not since I slept with you again. I haven’t slept with anyone since then,’ he says, and I raise an eyebrow. ‘Tae told me he saw Jeongyeon at the frat a lot,’ I say, and he shakes his head. ‘The only time I called her over was after you slept with Tae, because I was angry, and I wanted revenge, but you left before she even arrived, so I just sent her straight back home. All the other times, she just showed up, probably to see Jongho,’ he says. I want to believe him, but I’m still slightly suspicious. ‘Please, y/n, you have to believe me. I know it sounds ridiculous, but I promise. It’s only you for me. I could never have slept with anyone else,’ he says, and there is true sincerity in his eyes, and an openness I’ve never seen before. This is him putting down his walls and letting me in. ‘I believe you,’ I say quietly, feeling slightly stupid for jumping to conclusions before. To be fair, it’s not like I didn’t have evidence, even if the evidence wasn’t what I thought it was. ‘You do?’ he asks, sounding as though he’s been told he won the lottery. ‘I do,’ I say.

‘Wait, hold up, did you just propose?’ Jackson asks, everyone looking at us. ‘No, idiot, ‘I do’ is in the marriage vows,’ I say, rolling my eyes. ‘Did you just get married?’ he asks, sounding genuinely stunned, and Mija hits him around the head. ‘Moron,’ she mutters, and I hold back to a laugh, turning to face Jimin once more. ‘So what does this mean? For us?’ he asks. ‘I still need you to show me. I need you to show me that I can trust you, that I can give you my heart. I know I said I want you to ruin my life, but I want you to ruin it for the better,’ I say, and he lets out a soft chuckle. ‘I don’t think you can ruin things for the better,’ he says, a soft smile on his plump lips. ‘You can. I want you to ruin it as it is, but so it turns out better in the end,’ I say, and he nods, still smiling. ‘I’ll try my best, for you, princess,’ he says.

‘Right, listen up, kids,’ a police officer says from the door of the cell. ‘None of you want to press charges and so that means we’re going to let you go. Just… in the future, please refrain from… well, everything that led you up to this point. Those of you that are above the limit will have to get taxis home, and we can provide those,’ the police officer says. We sort out the taxis, deciding that the KPN boys will get one seven-seater, the ASP boys will get one seven-seater, Jeongyeon and Sana will get one five-seater, and Chen, Jackson, Jimin, Mija and I will get another seven-seater with two drop-off points, Jimin saying he’ll walk up from KPN to his own frat. I end up being sat at the very back of the cab by myself, Jimin at the front and Mija, Jackson and Chen in the middle, and so I just think. I think about everything that’s happened over the past couple months. I think about what I’m going to do about Eunwoo. I think about how I owe Mija, Jackson and Chen for being such good friends. I think about what’s going to happen with Chungae. I think about Jeongyeon, and how our friendship turned so sour in sophomore year. And I think about Jimin. When we reach our apartment, Mija turns to look at me. ‘I’m gonna head back to KPN with Jackson. I think you and Jimin should stay together tonight,’ she says, loudly enough for the others to hear before whispering just to me, ‘tend to his wounds, talk it all out, but don’t sleep with him. It’s better to get these conversations done straight away, while it’s still fresh and still on your mind.’ ‘Thank you, Mija. Text me to keep me updated,’ I say, beginning to climb out of the taxi. ‘And you do the same!’ she calls after me. Jimin and I wave at the taxi as it drives away, Jackson sticking his head out of the taxi like a dog.

As soon as it’s out of view, Jimin and I head up to the apartment in a comfortable silence. As soon as I step in, I kick off my heels and check the time, the clock in our living room reading 5.03am. ‘God, look at the time,’ I say to Jimin, before turning to look at him. The police station cleaned his wounds and put plasters on them, but they don’t look very effective, blood already seeping through. ‘Right, I hate to be like a mafia wife from a shitty film, but let me sort out your injuries,’ I say, grabbing our makeshift first aid kit from the kitchen before leading him into my en suite, knowing that that’s where the best lighting is. I tap the side, Jimin jumping up onto it with a wince. ��Was it just your face?’ I ask, and he shakes his head. ‘He booted my shin, and I’m pretty sure it bled, and he smashed a glass on my arm, so there’s a cut there too,’ he says, my eyes widening. ‘When did this happen?’ I ask, rifling through our first aid kit. ‘When you were attacking Jeongyeon. Good job, by the way,’ he grins, and I laugh gently.

I roll up his jeans leg, the tight material just about going past where he was kicked on his lower shin, and the skin there has already begun to bruise. There’s a small cut with blood dried around it, and I will myself not to gag at the sight of it. I put some antiseptic onto a piece of tissue and gently clean the cut, Jimin only flinching very slightly. Once I’ve cleaned it, I put some cream on that reduces inflammation and swelling (to help the bruising go down), followed by a proper plaster (so thick, it’s almost a bandage). I move onto his arm, little gritty bits of glass still resting on his skin. I clean them away, being careful to make sure none of it goes onto the cut, before cleaning the cut itself and putting a plaster on that too. I move onto his face then, recleaning those cuts and replacing the plasters. I put the cream on the area around his eye too, noticing that the area under his eyebrow has already begun to swell.

As I’m doing so, he gently grabs my wrist, looking at my hand. ‘Is that… you wear my ring?’ he asks, and I nod shyly. ‘I… I feel naked without it. It’s like a piece of me now,’ I say, and he beams at me. ‘Do you wanna put some ice on your eye?’ I ask, changing the subject before I get embarrassed, and he shakes his head. ‘That cream feels like ice on my skin, it should be more than enough,’ he says, and I nod. ‘What about you?’ he asks, and I grin. ‘The bitch barely touched me,’ I say, and he laughs. ‘All she did was pull my hair and kick my shin. I’ll probably have a bruise on my shin, but it’s fine,’ I say, and he grins. ‘That’s my girl,’ he says, my heart swelling at his words.

‘Do you want some water or something?’ I ask, filling up the glass beside the sink, and he nods. I hand it to him, and he downs it in one. He fills it again, and hands it to me to drink and I smile at him before sipping it down, bit by bit. ‘Come on, you need to change out of those clothes,’ I say, leading him into the bedroom. ‘Have you got any clothes for me though?’ he asks. ‘I think so,’ I say, rifling around in my wardrobe. I find a pair of his boxers, black Calvins, from sophomore year, throwing them to him, and he chuckles as I root around for anything else of his. ‘These are fine, if you can’t find anything else,’ he says, and I roll my eyes jokingly. ‘Of course they are,’ I say, loving the laugh he gives in return.

I grab a pair of shorts and a strappy vest and go into the en suite, letting Jimin have his privacy to change, and giving myself that privacy too. It’s too soon to be naked in front of him again. I quickly change, wash off my makeup and brush through my hair, and when I go back into the bedroom, Jimin’s sat on the edge of the bed in just the boxers, his clothes neatly folded in the corner of the room. I try my hardest not to ogle his beautiful body, opting for putting my dirty clothes beside his. ‘Shall I sleep on the sofa, or…?’ he trails off, obviously not wanting to pressure me into anything, and I smile softly. ‘You can sleep in the bed, with me. But we’re just sleeping. That’s it,’ I say, and he nods with a smile. He climbs into bed, on the same side he always slept on, and I climb in beside him after replying to a couple texts from Namjoon and Mija letting me know they’re safe.

We just lie side-by-side, shoulders touching, and I listen to the sound of our breathing, the only sound I can hear. It’s like the rest of the world is silent, and it’s just us. ‘I wish I’d confessed my feelings for you sooner. I liked you in sophomore year, you know? I don’t know why I didn’t just tell you,’ he says, and I laugh gently, not having enough energy to feel surprised. ‘I know why. You’re not the relationships kinda guy,’ I say simply, and he chuckles. ‘I wasn’t the friends-with-benefits kinda guy. Until I met you. I wasn’t the ‘stay the morning after’ kinda guy. Until I met you. I wasn’t the ‘run out and get pregnancy tests and morning-after pills at the crack of dawn’ kinda guy. Until I met you. I’d never fallen in love with someone. Until I met you,’ he says gently. ‘Love?’ I ask. ‘Love,’ he confirms, hesitating before he continues.

‘I love you, y/n. I always have, baby, always. And I never even realised it. I’d been keeping an eye on you for a while, and when I heard you’d broken up with Eunwoo, I approached you at the first possible moment. I went over to you – do you remember that party? – I went over to you, offered you a drink, and you said ‘no, thanks, I’ve got one already’ and turned away from me. That was the moment,’ he says, and I look at him in confusion. ‘The moment I fell in love with you. The first girl to turn her back to me, to not care that it was me. And that’s one of the things that made me want you more than anything. You didn’t care who I was, didn’t care for my reputation. I didn’t have to live up to the image of ‘Park Jimin’ because you didn’t care who he was. So when I approached you again a couple hours later and we ended having a super deep and interesting conversation – the first one I’d ever had with a girl at a party – I knew you’d be part of my life. And then, we slept together, and it was amazing, the best sex I’d ever had. And I woke up in the morning, and you were gone. The first time a girl had ever done that to me. But you’d left a note, with your excuse of having a morning lecture, and your phone number. I was so eager to text you that I had to get one of the boys to hide my phone from me for a few hours. And then, every time I saw you, and we slept together, I fell for you even harder. And the mornings after didn’t help that at all,’ he admits, his words making me warm inside.

‘We wasted so much time,’ I say softly, and he nods. ‘I wish I hadn’t pushed you away. I wish I’d known, wish I’d understood that it was okay to feel uncertain, because that’s what love is. I don’t think I’ll ever fall out of love with you; it was just a possibility that scared me. And I guess I was scared that you’d do fall out of love with me. I’ve always felt like you could do better than me, but instead of being insecure about it, I should feel honoured that you’ve chosen me when there are so many others out there,’ he says, and I shake my head. ‘Don’t feel honoured, idiot. There’s no one better than you in my eyes. You’re the only one for me, Jimin,’ I say, and he smiles gently.

‘I’m sorry, y/n, for wasting so much time. I really am. But I hope I can make it up to you. I’m ready to give you my heart, and everything that comes with it. I’d give you anything if you asked for it,’ he says, and I smile. ‘We have all the time in the world. I’m not ready to be in an official relationship yet, but that doesn’t mean we don’t have time. We’re about to graduate, Jimin, not retire. We’ve got the rest of our lives. If that’s what you want, that is,’ I say. ‘Of course that’s what I want, y/n. I love you,’ he says. ‘I love you too, Park Jimin. Thank you for ruining my life,’ I say softly, turning to him and placing a hand on his cheek. He puts his hand over mine, his bright chocolate eyes locking with mine, and I wonder how I could’ve ever thought there was someone else out there for me, when the most amazing, the most beautiful, most kind, most sensitive and sweet, most generous and funny, most perfect boy in the world was there all along.

I started this story by saying that I love university. Everything about it. And that hasn’t changed, not a single bit. Yes, maybe the past couple months have been… rocky to say the least. But I wouldn’t change it for the world. Because I’ve learnt a lot. I’ve learnt about myself, how strong and resilient I can be when the situation calls for. I’ve learnt about friendship, and what a true friend is. Chen, Jackson, Namjoon, Jungkook, Yoongi, Jin, Taehyung, even Hoseok, all got into a fight in a bar to stick up for me. Mija, I’ve learnt, is my soul sister, my rock, the person who stuck by my side and supported me no matter what. And after seeing how my friends have been so kind and loyal, I’ve learnt that I should expect nothing less of a friend. I’ve learnt about cruelty, and how spiteful and vindictive humans can be, knowing Chungae’s degree will be a waste of time as she won’t be employed as a nurse for the rest of her life because of what she did to me. And I’ve learnt how far people will go for what they want, knowing Jeongyeon went to such lengths to get the boy she wanted, only for it to backfire in the end. I’ve learnt how nasty people can be, Eunwoo showing that some leopards never change their spots. And I’ve learnt about love.

Love is acceptance of someone, seeing their flaws and loving them anyway. Love is vulnerability, giving yourself to someone entirely, knowing it could hurt you in the end. Love is clarity, the realisation that everything else in your life was just the prologue to the story that is about to begin, now that you have someone to love. Love is mysterious and unpredictable, and no one will ever fully understand it. It looks with not only the eyes, but with the mind. Love will never be what you expect it to be, and it is untamed, never to be controlled or contained. Love is the little things; gentle touches, even gentler kisses, the look in your eye when you see them, smiles across a room, interlocked hands, words whispered across pillows, wanting to hear about their day just because it’s them, giving up your time for them, smiling at your phone when you see their name. Love is a union, looking in the same direction together rather than at each other. Love is not the excitement and the breathlessness and the passion and lying awake at night thinking of him. Love is what’s left after that, what’s left after the ‘being in love’ has burned away. Love is looking to the other person when someone tells a joke, to see the laughter they give, the smile on their face. Love doesn’t just begin and end, it’s not linear and structured; it’s always there, just lying asleep, waiting.

And for me, Jimin was the one the awakened it.

‘It was a pleasure, y/n,’ he whispers, pressing his lips to my forehead gently before moving back to look at me again, ‘it was a pleasure to ruin your life.’ And that’s how we fall asleep; lost in each other’s eyes.

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bangtan-sonyeonddaeng · 6 years ago

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First Date With BTS

New reaction for you guys ^^ I actually started writing this on New Year’s but it was super windy and my power went out right when I was almost done writing it. Nothing saved and I was so angry I couldn’t bring myself to write this again until tonight. But without further delay! Here is how each of the members would take you out for your first date. Requests are always open!

Namjoon

I feel like Namjoon would love a traditional first date. One where you two can just talk to each other and he can really pick your brain and get to know you on a deeper level. He would ask you what your favorite restaurant is and would take you there to start. He would spend as much time as possible asking you questions about yourself so he could come to know who you are as a person. He would ask you about your dreams, your ambitions, what you are passionate about, etc. After dinner he would go for a walk around the city with you and continue your conversation right where it left off. After taking you back to your home he would walk you to the front door. Ever the gentleman he would ask if it would be alright if he kissed you. Rather than respond you would lean in and kiss him on the cheek and tell him you can’t wait for your second date. He would be a blushing mess, his dimples would be prominent and his eyes would be shining as he smiled at you.

Jin

Jin would ask if you were comfortable coming to his apartment so he could cook dinner for the both of you. Of course you said yes. When you arrived you were surprised to see how much effort he put into it. He had made your favorite meal which you were certain you had only mentioned to him once while talking on the phone. He had wine on the table, and even had lit some candles. You two ate dinner together and spent time just talking and getting to know each other. After you two were finished he would suggest you two could make dessert together. The entire time you two were cooking together he would be cracking his classic Jin jokes in an effort to make you laugh/smile. After one particularly cheesy joke you smeared the batter on his nose which caused him to do the same. Both of your sides would hurt from laughing so much. Jin would immediately start planning your second date together and you couldn’t help but smile and kiss his forehead.

Yoongi

One of the first things Yoongi had asked you when you first started talking was what kind of music you liked and who your favorite artists were. He was waiting for the right moment when one of them were on tour to ask you out on your first date. When he surprised you with the tickets and asked if you wanted to go on a date with him he was so nervous. You two had been talking for a while as friends and he just wasn’t sure if you liked him in that way. When you agreed he was so happy and flashed you his signature gummy smile. He wasn’t sure what was more entertaining, the concert itself or watching you let loose and dance your butt off and have a great time. When a slower song came on and you sat down you noticed he was fidgeting with his hands, as if he was having an internal debate with himself about whether or not he should try to hold your hand. You intertwined your fingers with his made sure not to let go the rest of the night. After the concert you two would go out to eat and grab a few drinks, reminiscing on your favorite parts of the show. When you asked Yoongi when your next date would be he was ecstatic and couldn’t wait to take you out again.

Hoseok

This man was a big ol’ bundle of nerves when it came to asking you out. When he finally worked up the courage to ask you out, he was so surprised when you said yes. It was when you asked what he had in mind for your date that he realized he spent so much time worrying about asking you out that he didn’t actually have a plan in mind for what the two of you would do. “It’s a surprise! Just be ready tomorrow!” Cue Hobi panicking trying to figure out what you two were going to do tomorrow. He would ask for help from his fellow members who suggested taking you out dancing. He knew you both loved dancing and being able to do that together sounded like a great idea. Rather than take you to a loud noisy club he opted to turn the dance studio into your own personal date spot with the help of his members. Jin cooked dinner for you two, and the rest of the members helped make a playlist of songs and set up lights around the studio. You two spent the night dancing, laughing, and having the best time together. At the end of the night you gave him a peck on the lips and told him that you couldn’t wait to see what he had in store for your next date.

Jimin

It took Jimin a while to finally work up the courage to ask you out on a date because he was terrified you would reject him. You agreed without hesitation and it made him so happy he was screaming inside. Jimin would plan a date where the two of you could just focus on each other without distractions. He wanted to show you how much he liked you so he put a lot of thought and care into your date. He would prepare all of your favorite food and desserts and take you on a picnic to the park. You two would sit by the river, talking and enjoying each other’s company as you ate. Jimin couldn’t stop staring at you and smiling, he couldn’t believe that the most beautiful person in the world was actually on a date with him. You noticed a pair of swings and suggested you two go swing together. Your childlike innocence was one of the many things he liked about you. He was so overwhelmed with how cute you were that he leaned in to kiss you. He quickly pulled away afraid he had made you uncomfortable. He was absolutely over the moon when you smiled at him, and grabbed his shirt to pull his lips back to yours.

Taehyung

Taehyung would have your entire first date planned before he even asked you. You two had been talking back and forth for a while and he wanted to take you out to show you his feelings for you rather than just tell you. For the first part of your date he would take you to an art museum. You two would walk around admiring the different paintings, sculptures, and photographs and talk about which ones were your favorites. For the second half of your date Taehyung would take you to a local cafe that was having an open mic night. You two would sit together talking, and admiring all of the singers that night. You suggested he should go up and sing something. He was a little reluctant at first but after you pushing him he finally decided to try. He sang a softer ballad, and was looking at you the entire time he was singing. It was like you two were the only ones in the room. After this it was time for part 3 of your date. Taehyung would take you to the park and you two would lay on the playground equipment stargazing, sharing everything about each other. It wouldn’t take a genius to figure out that by the end of the night you both were head over heels for each other.

Jungkook

Amusement park date! Jungkook thought this would be the perfect date. It would be a good chance for him to show you how he wasn’t afraid of anything and that you could rely on him to keep you safe. He smiled as he imagined you cuddled into him on the roller coasters. He was quite shocked to find that you were just as much of a thrill seeker as he was. He was so happy though to see you having a great time and running around to all of the different rides, excited like you were a little kid again. Not gonna lie, he was a little disappointed that he didn’t get to have you clinging to him like he was hoping. You had your suspicions that at least part of the reason he picked an amusement park was because of this. You decided to humor him and asked him to hold your hand on one of the bigger coasters. When he was driving you home he turned to find your eyes closed and your chest steadily rising and falling. A big smile spread across his face “I hope we can go on more dates together.” When you grabbed his hand he jumped in surprise thinking you were asleep. “Where are you going to take me next Kookie, bungee jumping?” He burst out laughing, “We can go wherever you want to”.

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justimajin · 6 years ago

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A Lovely Little Mess [Part 7]

→ Pairing: Seokjin x Reader x Jungkook

→ Genre: Angst, Fluff, Future Smut

↳ Pregnancy AU, Friends to Lovers AU

→ Words: 5.5k

→ Warnings: implied smut

→ Summary: Break-ups aren’t easy - you knew this way too well, however this was a break-up that was much harder to shake off then a normal one, all because of one little reason…

→ Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8

Stretching out your arms even further, you frown when your shirt didn’t want to close in front of your torso, the buttons having been brutally past their limits. Trying once more, you let go of them with a sigh – being absolutely frustrated with all of your articles of clothing. You take off the precious deep blue shirt, one of your favourites and instead opt out for a brown hoodie, praying it still reasonably fit you. The hoodie slips on easily and you feel relieved that something still managed to fit you properly. Grabbing your bag quickly, you make it out of your apartment and dash through the hallway while keeping your eyes on your watch. You were already so late from meeting up with your professor, so you lightly speed walk the way back to campus, keeping in mind your large baby bump.

You enter the building for the english department and walking through the various halls, spotting the very one you used to once occupy for your writing class. The sight makes you nostalgic, recalling how it was the place you and Jin had met for the first time. Who would ever thought he would be taking care of a pregnant you?

You’re close to reaching the specific room but a group of boys come within your pathway and its nerve-wracking to see them after so long, because right in front of you are Jungkook’s friends. Your breath hitches and all you think about is how you wish you didn’t take that path today, if only you had taken a different way to reach the room. It’s too late though, because they see you and you know that you’ve lost the chance to run away.

“Is that Y/N?” One of the shorter ones ask, his hair being dyed a bright purple.

“Wasn’t she Jungkook’s girlfriend?” The taller one with black hair says.

“Didn’t they break-up?” Another asks.

You continue to wait, not minding to pay them any attention since you were here for a reason, and that was for a very important meeting. They were not going to get into your way and you sure weren’t going to let them get an inch close to you.

“Is she pregnant?” You halt, and your facade instantly crumbles. You didn’t think you were obvious, even at seven months of pregnancy because your hoodie did a good job of hiding it but the one thing you’ve tried to hide, was fully out in the air, leaving you bare and exposed.

“She is!” You bite your lip, understanding that because you abruptly came to a stop, they must have realized they were right, giving them the perfect opportunity to use the truth against you.

Before they can say anything else, you run. You can hear footsteps behind you, constant whispers being heard so you turn into an empty classroom and lock the door, leaning down from the window. The footsteps keep running, far from the room you were in and you sigh, resting your head against the room wall. Drops of tears fall onto your hoodie, staining it with their presence and a sob escapes you. You were trying to be strong, you were trying to forget, but why was it that Jungkook would never disappear from your mind?

You wanted to be happy, you wanted to be a mother, but how could you possibly continue to move forward when the past loomed on your shoulders, burying you into the ground and not letting you breathe peacefully for one single second?

Wiping your tears, you get up and move out of the room, heading in the direction of your professor’s room. Looking both directions, the boys have seemingly disappeared, ironically right at the moment you feel most broken, being unable to piece yourself back up properly.

You thank your professor for understanding your situation and giving you an extension on the assignment, hurriedly rushing home afterwards. Entering your silent apartment, it strangely occurs to you that Jin must be have gone to his classes, always being so accustomed to his remarks and occasional jokes comforting you in times like this.

At the moment the echoing silence projects how you felt on the inside, utterly alone in every single step you took towards your happy future. You know he’s the very reason for your dreadful steps and it was slowly crushing you from within when you couldn’t just erase the memories the two of you created.

Pushing your bag down, you enter your room and open the drawer. Your eyes land on the jade necklace with the JK initials engraved into it and you pick it up, tightly clutching onto in your hand while sitting down on your bed. Thinking back to what had lead to your pregnancy, your mind flashes back and your taken to a place you had been avoiding for far too long.

***

The loud music booms in the background of the dark night club and you scan your surroundings to see various of bodies swaying to its thunderous sound. You cautiously move through them, glancing across in an attempt to see if you could find your friends. A familiar head of brown hair dressed in a white shirt comes into view and you sigh from relief, heading towards him.

“Y/N!” Jin cheerfully greets you and includes you into the group of people he was with.

“Hi everyone.” Jin goes around, introducing you everyone and you meekly greet them. The process itself starts to feel tedious because of how many friends Jin actually has but its right then your eyes land onto the next person Jin is about to introduce, taking notice of him right away.

“And this is-“ The stranger reaches his hand out before Jin can finish, greeting you immediately.

“Jungkook.” He smiles and you shake his head, your eyes not once leaving his. He was wearing a light blue sweater and jeans, giving him a very youthful vibe. His long fringe sits in front of his forehead, being ruffled and tossed in an extremely adorable way. His soft eyes still maintain contact with your own and the warmth of his own hand encases your cold one, bringing them some unexpected heat.

The evening however goes on, and despite not understanding exactly why, your eyes remain glued onto Jungkook, who was seemingly in a conversation with another one of Jin’s friends. You wanted to know more about him and it didn’t look like he would be leaving your mind anytime soon.

“He’s cute isn’t he?” A voice next to you asks, producing a small chuckle from you.

“Why don’t you go talk to him?” It questions and you frown, not thinking it would go very well.

“He doesn’t seem…” You observe him laughing and joking loudly alongside Yugyeom, another person you had just recently been introduced to. “like my type.”

“But he’s still pretty cute.” You shake your head and laugh again.

“Yeah he is...” A dreamy look appears on your face and it was bewildering you a great deal from the appearance of it.

Jeon Jungkook was indeed charming and mesmerizing in every way, but you knew it was likely you wouldn’t get involved with him.

***

You do see him again however, but the scene is significantly replaced from the last. It isn’t under the dimness of a night club, but rather in the school library, where you diligently are trying to finish an assignment off. You hear a loud thud, looking across from you in surprise to see Jungkook, who was in the process of taking his belongings out from his bag. His face is slightly covered with his hoodie, his long bangs delicately covering his eyes with earphones in his ears. There was a long necklace hanging around his neck, appearing to be a dark green colour. He sits down and opens his laptop, only to notice you staring at him.

“Jungkook?” You wonder.

“Oh hi Y/N.” He smiles again and you think if it was one thing you really liked about Jungkook, it was definitely his smile. A moment of silence emerges, before he speaks up again.

“So you know Jin?” He asks, typing away on his laptop.

“Yeah I’ve known him since I started college.”

“That’s nice.” He continues to type, and an awkward silence interlaces itself into the air, making you unsure of how to have an ongoing conversation with him.

“Oh, you’re reading The Great Gatsby too.” You point towards the book next to his laptop and he dramatically sighs.

“Not really...I’m being forced to read it for my literature assignment.”

“Wait that’s what I have to read for my class?” You say, staring at the assignment you were working on.

“What? You’re in my class?” His typing stops and he’s staring at you with surprise.

“Yeah, the essay we have to write analyzing the book, I’m doing it too.”

“That’s awesome! Could you help me out with this part?” He gestures to a section on his scene, the one you had completed days ago.

“Yeah, sure.”

And from there you started to slowly become friends with Jungkook, realizing that you actually enjoyed his company. You and Jungkook continued on from there, meeting occasionally to discuss about upcoming work you needed to complete and helping each other along the way. You discovered new sides to him, he liked to joke around a lot too and it seemed really far fetched that you were initially hesitant to go talk to him. He was incredibly endearing and you felt comfortable when he was with you, having the ability to rely on him.

Unknown to you although, something had started to spark during the times you met up with him and you started to develop feelings for Jungkook.

The feelings scared you, being completely clueless to how Jungkook would even react if he had ever found out. You had to keep your feelings a secret, for the sake of preserving your cherished friendship with him.

That was until one day you hear a soft knock on your door.

“Jungkook?” You question, wondering why he was at your place when you had agreed to meet him later on in the library.

“Can I come in?” He fidgets with the hem of his jacket, biting his lip in distress. Shaking your head, you let him in, concerned about what had happened for him to have such an expression.

“I-I don’t know how to start this.” He says and you patiently wait for him to continue. He attempts again to speak but grows frustrated, gesturing you to sit down on the couch so he could collect his thoughts.

“Y/N.” He states and you glance up at him. “I’m going to really suck at this but you seriously have such an adorable smile, especially when I show you some random dumb meme I found and you still laugh even though I know its pretty bad. You always listen, never judging or questioning me about why I do things but instead let me be who I am, never trying to change me as a person. You make me feel so alive on the inside, chasing me down when I eat your food and all I can hear are your cute giggles and-“ His confession is abruptly brought to a stop when you softly press your lips against his and he lets out a sigh.

“I-I really like you Y/N…” He breaths out and you smile. His eyes find yours expectantly, understanding that the odd feelings coming from him were the same ones coming from you too.

“Took you long enough.” He laughs at your response, capturing your lips with his own once again.

***

The reality of your future was daunting on you, being utterly feeling up with the stress of your own situation. You absolutely needed to pass this exam, because if you don’t, your dreams of becoming a journalist will plummet into the ground and be completely out of your grasp. You know there’s only one thing you can do, so you push yourself like crazy, burying your existence into a pile of books instead.

“Y/N…” Jungkook pries the book from your hands, trying to help you escape the mountain of work you were currently emerged in. A million things were running in your mind, anxiety consuming you that the fate of your world rested on this one exam.

“Jungkook I have to study, stop!” You take the book back from him and he sighs, knowing he couldn’t stop you. His hands reach his neck and a light snap sound is heard, a green pendant landing in front of your book. Your eyes immediately widen at the gesture, picking the pendant up and looking at Jungkook in confusion.

“W-what’s this?” You couldn’t believe what he was giving you.

“I want you to have it.” He closes your fingers to encase it in them, the heat of his hands being transferred to warm up your own.

“B-but,” You look up at him, “It’s your lucky charm.”

“I can’t be with you when you write your exam, so at least with this,” He points to the pendant. “You’ll know I’ll always be with you, rooting for you no matter what happens, even if you turn into a zombie from all the studying.” You clasp your hands around the green stone and laces your arms around his neck. He slightly chuckles at the action, holding you tightly in his arms.

“You better pass them now.” He says and you nod furiously, not wanting to let him or yourself down. The next couple of weeks are filled with even more stress than you have ever encountered, getting to the point you felt your head was going to explode with the onslaught of information being pounded into it.

Jungkook pops by every day when he has time and in his own way he supports you and reassures you, whether that ranged from him watching you work away or him pulling you away for a much needed break, one that usually left you in a breathless state in the least.

The days eventually count down and you’re on the edge of biting all of your fingernails off, the stress not easing down any of the dark circles that lined your eyes or the redness that cracked out from the outer corners of them. Jungkook was right after all, you did turn into a zombie from all that studying but you knew it was going to be worth it.

You wanted to make him proud, make him happy to see you accomplish this hurdle in your life.

The day finally arrives and Jungkook greets you cheerfully in the morning, forcing you to eat a good breakfast and dress warmly. He wishes you good luck with a kiss and you’ve never felt so motivated to do something, knowing it was all thanks to the encouragement he had given you.

You return exhausted and he lets you cuddle him like crazy, eventually ending with you falling asleep on him and using him as your personal pillow. He watches you snore away that night and he smiles to himself from the adorable sight.

You don’t know how many times you’ve mentally prayed to yourself to do well, if not at least pass, because nothing would feel worse to you than the distraught look on Jungkook’s face, not when he’s sacrificed his own time to make sure you were okay from the stress.

Lying down on the couch with him, you let out a yawn from constantly watching re-runs of movies, choosing to instead direct your attention to snuggling Jungkook instead. Your phone lets out a small beep, causing you to quickly shuffle up at the notification. You let out a gasp, your shocked eyes meeting Jungkook’s expectant ones.

“I….passed….” You let out completely in disbelief and Jungkook tackles you into his arms.

“I told you! I knew you could do it!” You let out a small giggle, gripping onto him and being so grateful for him believing in you, for encouraging you and staying with you through it all. Pressing your lips into his, the happiness you felt was so uncontainable – you knew you could get through anything as long as he was beside you.

The kiss unexpectedly grows deeper and you lose yourself in it, channeling in all of the emotions you had felt for him in that one single kiss. Jungkook reciprocates, tilting his head and holding you with such care that it makes you melt a little on the inside, not denying how much you had fallen for him. The urgency of the kiss increases when you feel you want to be closer to him, wanting every part of him and letting him hold your now warm hands in his own. Before you know it, you’re soon sprawled onto his bed with him hovering over you.

“Are you sure you want to do this?” He asks, hands hesitantly fiddling with the buttons of your shirt.

“I want you Jungkook.” You had never felt surer of anything in your life – he was everything you had always wanted. He descends onto you, encasing your hand with his. That night you remain bare and utterly vulnerable with him, his body pressed closely to yours and your legs tangled in his sheets. You end up falling asleep in his arms, a peaceful smile making its way to your lips.

***

“Make sure to hurry back!” Jungkook exclaims, watching you pack your final bag.

“Come on Jungkook its only a short visit to see my mom.” You were leaving for just a couple of days but you knew you would miss him, being apart from each other was always hard for both of you.

“But I’ll miss you…” He pouts and you laugh, not wanting to leave in the slightest bit.

“I’ll be back soon.” You softly peck his lips, leaning back when he tries to chase after them. Giving him one last hug, you turn to leave, hoping to return back into his arms soon.

A couple of days later, you smile to yourself as you feel like you’re on the clouds, returning back. You quickly text Jungkook that you would be at his apartment soon, feeling excited to finally see him again. Reaching his apartment, you touch the door and it opens, making you wonder why he would even leave his door unlocked in the first place. The sounds of muffled moans and whimpers makes its way to your ears and there coming from his bedroom, and your eyes look through the slightly opened door, making your worst nightmare come true.

He was on top of someone else, making her feel just the same way he made you feel merely a few days ago.

Your shaking hands cover your mouth, tears streaming down your eyes from the sight. His voice rings through your ears, the cheerfulness present like always, telling you how he couldn’t wait for you to return, how he really wanted to spend time with you to compensate for the time he didn’t get to, how he wanted to hold you in his arms.

You raise your phone to your ear, trembling when dialing his number in. The phone rings once and he picks up immediately, an annoyed expression flashing over his face.

“Hi Y/N!” He chirps, slowly down his breath considerably and you close your eyes, not being able to hide the shakiness in your own voice.

“Hey I’m coming to your place.” You quietly whisper and a look of panic arises on him.

“O-Oh cool, I can’t wait to see you!” He bluntly says and it feels awful to see him like this, to see him simply just pretend and make up the words that would make you feel so happy on the inside. He turns off the phone and slides off the bed.

“Y/N’s coming, hurry up and change.” He says, looking around for his shirt.

“Already?” The voice whines out, “How long are you going to keep this up? You already slept with her, what else do you want?” The words feel like nails sinking into you, their light nature of them destroying everything you built the relationship on.

“She was just your target after all.” The voice causally states, but it’s the longest nail that gashes into your chest, ripping your heart into shreds. The joking laughs, the encouraging support, the shy kisses, the passionate love.

It was all a lie.

You were just a target – a goal, a trophy.

A plain old victory in his eyes.

You unconsciously back away, accidentally hitting the wall from shock and Jungkook perks up, making you quickly hide yourself.

“Whose there?” He shrugs on his shirt and walks out, freezing when his eyes lock onto your teary ones.

“Y/N...” He whispers. You start to back away, but he grabs your arms and makes you look at him.

“Jungkook how could you do this?” Your voice wavers when you talk, thinking this all was a terrible dream.

“You said you loved me…” You whisper, “Was it even true?”

“It is true! But- “

“I gave you everything, but I was just someone you wanted to sleep with? I was just a target?!” Spiteful confusion is laced in your voice, the disbelief mixed in with utter rage being present.

The second voice speaks up, causing another cascade of pain to travel through you.

“Stop getting so worked up just because you were such an easy target.” The voice pitches through, and you shut your eyes, feeling trapped on every side.

The very voice echoes again in your mind.

“He’s cute isn’t he?”

You needed to escape this nightmare somehow, so you turn to leave.

“Y/N!” Jungkook calls after you, but you glare at him.

“Jeon Jungkook, I never want to see you ever again.” You say, before slamming the door behind you and attempting to cover your teary eyes, your heart being completely shattered.

***

You keep walking, tears streaming down your face and your hands shaking, but you can’t get the image of him pleasuring someone else out of your head.

You felt terrible for trusting him.

You accidentally bump into someone, not paying attention at all to where you were going, just knowing in your mind that you wanted to get as far away as possibly from Jungkook.

“Woah woah.” Your tear stained eyes look up, making contact with Jin’s worried ones, but the crying doesn’t stop and he hugs you.

“Y/N what happened?” You let out harsh uncontrollable sobs, your body visibly shaking and Jin doesn’t question you any further, noticing you were coming from the direction of Jungkook’s apartment.

“Come on.” He holds your hand and takes you back to your apartment, letting you unleash your tears. You don’t tell him what has happened however, choosing to remain silent and he doesn’t persist, wanting you to tell him when your ready.

You eventually do, but the bitterness remains and no amount of stiches would be enough to piece your heart back together.

“I’m home!” You’re taken back to the present, the front door shutting when Jin walks in. Hurriedly, you wipe the tears that have escaped and place the pendant back into the drawer. Getting up, you exit your room to see Jin taking his shoes off, carrying some groceries in his hand.

“Oh I bought some more ice cream for you. I know you like that smores flavour so I got some of those.” Jin says, assuming your prolonged staring was due to you wondering what was in the bag. He walks over to the kitchen counter and places the bag onto it. He begins to take off his coat but the moment he sets the bag down you walk up to him and tightly encase him into a hug.

“Woah,” You continue to cling onto him, not saying a single word. “What wrong Y/N?” You faintly smile, his concern for you never left.

“Nothing, I was just feeling lonely.” You let go of him and he looks at you oddly but decides not to push the matter further.

“I’m going to go take a shower.” You say in a monotone, wanting to remove yourself from the room and desperately needing to calm yourself from the on spur of fresh painful memories. You walk towards the shower, looking for where you had placed your shampoo. It occurs to you that it might be difficult to take one, especially when you have a huge baby bump protruding in front of you. You hear footsteps behind you, and you see Jin rolling up the sleeves to his white shirt.

“Jin?”

“I realized that if you’re taking a shower you might need some help.” He smiles at you and you feel relieved, it was really getting harder and harder for you to manage. You quickly go into the bedroom and change out of your clothes into a towel, coming back to see Jin has drawn up a bath for you and was currently looking at your peach scented shampoo.

“A bath?” You question, gesturing to the tap that was filling up your bathtub.

“Yeah it’ll be way easier than taking a shower, plus I can help you wash your hair.”

You agree that it’s a good idea, so you carefully sit in the bathtub with assistance from Jin and sigh in contentment when the warm water engulfs you. Your muscles immediately relax and you lean back, enjoying the satisfaction that water was granting you. Jin watches you in amusement, noting down that a bath was a good idea to help you unwind. The fresh smell of peach wafts through the air, and you hear Jin rub some shampoo into his hands before massaging it into your temples and you close your eyes, feeling at ease. He gently takes warm water and rinses through your hair, making sure no shampoo was left behind.

In the process of him washing your hair, you begin to dose off and Jin laughs when he hears small snores coming from you, feeling glad that the bath was making you feel better. He was concerned when he walked through the door and you looked like you had been crying, so he decided he should do something to help you.

He was always there, always helping you in any way he could.

Even when you didn’t spare him one glance of yours.

Jin lets out a low sigh when he arrives at lecture, wondering why on earth he was putting himself through misery in a class he didn’t even need to take. Sitting down he definitely acknowledges he’s crazy about doing this but doesn’t seem to mind until the professor starts talking and he immediately loses interest.

This class was going to be just great for him.

“I fucking hate this class.” His ears perk up at the particular comment, thinking if he must have accidently said his own thoughts out loud.

But why did it sound feminine then?

He turns to look beside him to see a girl and it surprises him that he didn’t even realize you had sat beside him, being too disinterested with everything surrounding him. He smiles when he sees you attempting to concentrate and focus but eventually sighing and cutely blinking your sleepy eyes from the effort. Your eyes constantly dart to your watch every few seconds to track down exactly how much time the boring lecture was depriving you from.

He inwardly chuckles to himself, before deciding to give you a response.

“You too?” He questions and you turn towards him with wide eyes, jaw almost dropping that the strikingly handsome guy next to you was talking to you.

“Y-yeah, I don’t really like professors who try to teach without wearing there glasses.” You hesitantly retort, hoping you hadn’t said anything wrong in front of him. Jin laughs at your observation, simultaneously agreeing with you and you smile when you hear him laugh.

“He hasn’t noticed there on his head…” Jin says and now its your own turn to laugh, not expecting to see the dusty pair sitting perfectly on top of the man’s dull scalp. Unexpectedly something flutters in Jin’s heart from the sound and he knows all too well what it is, especially when he watches you push a strand of hair back that’s fallen down from the endearing messy bun you wear.

“What’s your name?” You ask and Jin feels it again.

“Kim Seokjin, and you?”

“Y/N L/N.” You say and Jin gives you a soft smile.

“Well Y/N, I hope we can be good friends.” You smile back at him.

***

“Y/N!” Jin shouts when he sees you wandering around in the night club like a lost puppy and the sight makes him wonder how you keep getting more and more adorable as time passes. You walk over to him and he takes his time introduces you to everyone, turning to eventually introduce you to Jungkook.

“And this is-“ Jungkook reaches his hand out before Jin can finish, greeting you immediately.

“Jungkook.” He takes your hand in his own and the two of you make eye contact. Jin witnesses the entire moment before him and another feeling sparks out from him, one that doesn’t work feel quite right. All he knows is that for some reason the handshake between you and Jungkook seemed too intimate and the look you have on your face tells him there’s a reason you aren’t withdrawing from the prolonged time.

He decides not to think too much about it but it jabs at him whenever he turns to you during that night, seeing the sole image of Jungkook being implanted into your eyes. He bites his lip when the urge inside him emerges of erasing that image and replace it with his own, wanting you to give him the look he’s been dying to see from you.

But alas, he was your friend, he was the Jin you were only friends with.

His hands tense at the thought and he knows he needs to try harder, he needs you to see him differently because he doesn’t know how long he can live with you simply seeing him as only your best friend, nothing being able to go beyond that title of his.

***

It honestly kills him on the inside.

It kills him to harvest the feeling of wanting to declare how much he loves you, how much he just wants to spend eternity with you knowing that you would be happy with him.

But he knows the one thing that absolutely ruins him more, wrecking his heart into pieces when he witnesses the moment.

And that’s seeing you in tears.

If Jin thought seeing you date Jungkook was torture for him then that was just child’s play. Seeing you before him, clinging onto him as you let out harsh sobs feels much more painful and it doesn’t take him long to piece together the pieces of the puzzle when he recognizes Jungkook’s apartment behind you.

Jin always knew he had terrible timing with moments but it was disappointing to know that right when he had mustered up some courage from Namjoon to go and confess to you, he would end up running into you sobbing in his arms.

At that very second, he just knew what he had to do.

He wraps his arms around you, asking what happened to you when even he knows where the source of your pain was coming from and it further enrages him when he finds out what exactly did happen.

Closing his eyes, he lets the silence overtake him, acknowledging that his own feelings had to disappear, because before him he saw you in tears and his heart broke at the sight. He buries his own feelings for your sake, not wanting to unload them onto you in such a fragile state as he continues to pursue the friend role he was endlessly stuck in.

Because he loved you, to the point where he would be okay in breaking his own heart.

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sunyoonandstars · 7 years ago

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Hi! I'm also new to the family and I'm already in love with all of them, they're all so amazing , generous and gorgeous, that sometimes I wonder if they're even real ,you know? And I was wondering if there's something I should definitely know about the boys? Or something you think I should know? Thank you for being so sweet and kind to us all, you're the best!!

I can totally understand that you already have them in your heart! 💜 I was lost the very second I started researching interviews. They’re all just so genuine and amazing in their own ways.

What you should definitely know about the boys … In general? They’re incredibly hard-working and dedicated to their work and fandom. They love us, their fans, and miss no chance to let us know how grateful they are for our continuing support. They started out pretty young, especially Jungkook, and have been living together since their trainee days (over 7 years ago). They also repeatedly stated – a fact that seems especially important to Yoongi – that they don’t plan on changing that anytime soon, even though by now they are surely old and ‘rich’ enough to be living by themselves. They consider each other family, they deeply care about, rely upon and are always there for each other. There is so, so, so much more, what I’m sure you’ll find out through watching interviews or videos like Run BTS!, Bts Gayo, Bangtan Bomb …

And what I personally think you should know about each of the members for starters:

1. Kim Seokjin / Jin

the ‘mother’ of BTS

mentioned that he doesn’t like being misgendered, so it’s not intended as a nickname but merely as a description of the role he occupies within the group (he protectively cares for the members in an almost mother-like way [e.g. loves to cook for them] especially, the younger ones, and never misses out on a chance to jokingly lament over the fact that he virtually ‘raised Jungkook on his back’)

DO NOT call him eomma/mom or ‘princess Jin’, as some fans used to because he does not feel comfortable about it!

is mostly responsible for/adamant about keeping the dorm clean (or at least that was the case in their first dorm, back when they used to share a room and sleep in bunk beds. Now they have staff who regularly cleans their new, more luxurious apartment, I believe. Or at least I think Yoongi mentioned something similar in a radio interview/podcast once.)

king of nagging

DAD JOKES

he has a driver’s license

family: parents + older brother

Yoongi once called him a “family man” and an “ideal husband” in an interview

Jin once stated that he would want his firstborn to be a girl and the second child to be a boy so his son would have a noona (older sister) that would treat him kindly and that the boy could look up to since he was often being teased by his hyung (older brother)

last year his parents gifted him the most adorable pet sugar gliders

WORLDWIDE HANDSOME

BROAD SHOULDERS (especially for Korean standards apparently)

considers his face (jokingly?) his greatest asset

but underneath it all he is still very insecure (I believe)

likes hearing others call him cute or handsome

loves doing aegyo

actually needs (rather strong) glasses but doesn’t like wearing them because he can’t feel confident when doing so

recently seems to ponder beginning his a career as a hairstylist??? 😳

should stay away from scissors in the future …

has the most genuine, beautiful, infectious, hilarious windshield laugh

often laughs until he literally tears up

because he freaking loves to laugh

and even more to make others laugh

does not mind making a fool of himself in doing so

was literally cast off the street

a member of the staff spotted him walking by and reportedly started running after him because he was so handsome even back then

graduated from college (majored in acting)

alongside RM (Namjoon), he is considered the worst dancer of BTS

yet he is among the hardest-working members because he previously didn't have any kind of background/experience in either dancing or singing (was cast as a ‘visual’)

and because of that he is very hard on himself

has improved a lot since debut

but is not being given enough credit, appreciation, and lines

he loves cooking and food and eating

EAT JIN 🍜

and once was put on a heartbreaking diet (like all idols at some point, probably, but still, it must’ve been incredibly hard on him) and was repeatedly told by his managers he was fat/chubby 😤 (WHERE? I demand to know…)

SIGNATURE: enthusiastically blowing kisses upon kisses upon kisses + HEART EVENTS

because he is simply the sweetest angel there is

2. Min Yoongi / Suga

the grumpy grandpa of BTS

but also more of a ‘father’

because he is practically the dorm’s handyman (usually responsible for changing light bulbs and stuff)

good at working with his hands and fixing things (which RM previously broke …)

MOTIONLESS MIN (because on his [rare] days off he likes to do literally nothing)

strives to be stone in his next lifetime

likes to sleep (A LOT) and is always tired

can literally sleep anywhere

probably because he likes to work/is especially creative at night (once said most his songs are produced between midnight and 6:00am)

insanely talented lyricist/rapper/producer

actually did not audition to become an idol but to become a producer at Big Hit and work behind the scenes

AGUST D ❗️

claims he got his stage/nickname ‘Suga’ because of his pale complexion and his sweet smile (’wanted to promote sweetly’)

despite his ‘bad boy’ image/attitude (especially on-stage)

his hometown is Daegu (which is what the ‘D’ in AGUST D stands for)

his family also consist of parents + older brother

he moved to Seoul on his own back pre-debut

starved for a few months so he could keep on producing/working on his music and career while living off of under-payed part-time jobs

during that time he developed anxiety (suffered several attacks, even in BTS’ earlier days after debut) and depression (which he openly addresses on his AGUST D mixtape. If you haven’t already you should really give it a listen and study the translated lyrics.)

writes/composes songs every day and can do so everywhere, even in crowded public places

he relieves stress through writing/composing songs

doesn’t like going outside and repeatedly stated he ‘doesn’t like people’ (I believe he refers to being around many strangers/in crowded and loud places)

prefers to stay at home

so his ideal date would also be a comfortable night in

Yoongi is usually on the quieter side

but when he speaks up, damn, you can be sure he has something to say

wise beyond his age

great common/general knowledge

very outspoken and straightforward (’savage Suga’/’savage Yoongi’)

so it’s his task to openly scold the younger members and call them out on their questionable behavior

does have his silly/hyped-up moments, though

and they are priceless

can occasionally actually let loose

but it happens rather rarely

always seems to be very observant and contemplative

GUMMY SMILE

HIS SHRUG

MIN GENIUS

workaholic

tends to overwork himself and neglect self-care/sleep/his health (forgets to eat/skips a lot of meals)

his studio is called the ‘Genius Lab’

seems to regularly put himself on a diet?? he seems to be getting skinnier and skinnier, or is it only me, guys??

claims he doesn’t give a shit

but he actually does

cares a lot about the people close to him, simply doesn’t show it so obviously

does not seem too big on showing it through physical contact, too (once said himself in an interview that he wouldn’t be the kind of boyfriend to hold hands or put his arm around his s/o’s shoulder in public because he isn’t the sweet kind of boyfriend like that)

takes care of them ‘behind the scenes’/’in secret’

beneath the gruff exterior, he’s just a huge softie

used to play basketball in high school and was quite good at it, too

he is second smallest in the group (a few centimeters taller than our mochi Jimin)

which sometimes leads him to jump in order to get into the frame when they are taking group shots at award shows and such (it’s adorable)

does not particularly enjoy physical activities and the way they tire him out

loves meat

can actually cook quite well but isn’t as vocal about it as Jin

also takes cooking very seriously (see Run BTS! Ep. 36, for example)

tends to speak in Satoori dialect when he’s nervous

doesn’t consider himself handsome/charming

wants to become even more successful and for his music to reach as many people as possible

Waaaah ….. These turned out longer than expected. I’ll do the other members, too, later on, sweet anon. And maybe repost this as a real headcanon or something tomorrow. For now I, unfortunately, have to go to sleep because it’s 02:30am here and I have to get up in 4 hours … 😁

I hope this helped/was at least close to what you imagined, anon! Take care and feel free to message me anytime!! 💜

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shipme · 7 years ago

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Ultimate Ship for @yuna123

Request: Hi~~I’m not sure how this works exactly but I’d like to try to request an ultimate ship with BTS plz or another group if u think they’re a better match for me plz.

When u meet me I’m kind of shy and don’t talk much but when u get closer to me I talk a lot and it’s hard to get me to shut up and I get really loud. I don’t wear a lot of makeup just eyeliner.  I’m 5'8 with curly shoulder length hair, I wear glasses and I have tan skin. I also usually wear oversized t-shirts with shorts so kind of a tomboy look. I’m really awkward, honey, friendly , and loyal. I enjoy jokes and puns. I tend to laugh a lot at like anything. I get nervous easily especially when talking to new people but when I’m with my friends I’m bolder and more confident and can really just talk to everybody. I’m also really love music, and the diff types and styles in it. I also like skinship. I can be a lil naive and gullible at times. And I also don’t get bored easily. I really enjoy dancing (especially to 1 million dance studio dances). I also recently really like riding rides at amusement parks. I’m usually the youngest of my friend groups but also the tallest. I tend to get along with everyone. I can be lazy at times but when I want something to get done I’ll work on it till it’s done.

Thanks so much🤗🤗🤗

Hiiiiiiii! Wow, it has taken us some time to finally post your request -it was written a long time ago but we didn’t have enough time to post for the past few months (sorry about this…) but here we are. I hope you won’t be disappointed (it’s actually quite stressing to write a ship for someone who also writes ships but well, it’s not like ships are a science so there is no best option, it depends on our interpretation ^^). Anyway, we hope you’ll like your ships!

-Admin Whiger

I’d ship you with Jin in BTS as I think his personality and yours would work well together. He would not force you to open up to him, letting you adapt yourself to everyone -but he would always be thinking about you and doing small gestures as making one of your favourites plates for you to eat (such a caring mom ^^). Once you start to get used to their rhythm, you will let your personality resurface and would surprise most persons by the fact that you are quite loud -so much teasing from every sides for being the female equivalent of J-Hope!- but what would make Jin fall in love with you would probably be the fact that you love jokes and laugh at everything, even when no one finds it funny, because he wold FINALLY have find someone that will never let him down (and the fact that you’re quite loud would be an advantage because he loves hearing your laugh -especially when he is the one making you laugh, it would probably become one of his goals). Your honest and loyal nature would be a perfect match with his caring one as he knows he can trust you and rely on you whenever he needs to -I don’t think he would like to impose but he would definitely come to you in that case. As he knows you love dancing, he would probably invite you to some practices of BTS and would learn some choreagrphies to dance it with you (or would totally cheat you on when he sees you rehearsing 1 million dance studios dances like « Hey, this is my girlfriend, she is super amazing and I’m so proud of her », if you ever do competitions, expect him to be in the front lines with banners and a big smile on his face as he cheers for you). The fact that you don’t wear that much make-up won’t bother him at all, he would always be giving you confidence about your looks and would certainly get quite offensive if some ARMYS were making comments about the fact that you have a tomboyish look or about your tanned skin: instead of instantly asking for them to stop the comments, Jin would probably distance himself from any kind of contacts he may have with his fans for a short or long period of time (depending on the comments you received) and simply let his attitude see how hurtful the comments were for you and him. Then, when he’ll come back, he would certainly post -or should I say spam- the ARMYS with photos of the two of you as a way to let people get used to your presence. I think he would want to talk things slow with you and go step-by-step through every important moments: your first date would probably be at amusement parks as he knows you like it: you two would be holding hands without even realising it. I kind of see him taking you to do romantic things or just staying with you to listen to music together, relaxing after a long day -and you would probably have the blessing to hear him sing only for you (and that’s really cool, you would be one of the only privileged persons that knows what Jin’s voice sound like when he sings -give him more lines!) One of the big thing in your couple would be lingering kisses: Jin would love kissing you lovingly on your forehead, his arms sweetly encasing you and he would love to have you close to him so expect gentle hugs (even when you sleep, you both would take turn into who’s spooning who but in the end, you cant’ keep away from each other). His soothing aura would help you concentrate and he would always try his best to take care and motivate you when he sees you need to work (he would probably incite you to stop being lazy and start working before -often to no avail, that would be the most important point of dispute between you two because he doesn’t want you to overwork yourself after) but in the end, he would always offer you his full support and would help you with whatever you need -but he would certainly make a little remark like « if you had listened to me,… ») . Whenever this happens in front of the members, they would totally tease Jin for not being your boyfriend but sticking to his mom role but he would act like he is not impressed by them (but expect things to get a little more heated after because Jin does want to remind you that he certainly is not your mom ^^)

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« Studio at 9:00 AM, just say your name » was the text you had received from Hoseok, your long known friend. You had met him while in school and you immediately had developed a friendship with him considering he also had a loud personality. It has been a long time since you had seen him -he was caught up in all the preparations he had to do with BTS comeback- and you had to admit you incredibly missed him, his warm aura and his sunshine-like smile. Not that you loved him but you had always seen him as a brother and you couldn’t help but feel out-of-it after he debuted with BTS. Not that you would ever admit it because… Well, he was your friend and you were happy for him, you were probably as excited as he was when he told you about it but it was hard having to distance yourself that much when you two shared everything together -including your passion for dancing: you had been paired up during school practice and that was the start of your incredible duo. So when you received the short message, you immediately leapt into the air, getting up to retrieve your dancing clothes, apply some eye-liner and basically run in the street in the direction of the Big Hit studios. You only stopped a few meters away from the actual building, your eyes as wide as saucers when you took in the overall appearance of it and it’s size. You felt incredibly small and would probably have retreated back if it wasn’t from the fact that you had already sent a « Comiiiing ! » to your friend. You took a deep breath before entering the place, your eyes roaming up everywhere and taking everything you could as it was your first time here. A kind female voice shook you out of your thoughts by calling you calmly, asking if you had an appointment with someone. When you gave your response, saying you were here to meet with Hoseok, she gave you an unimpressed look, as if some persons did the same thing every day. « Miss », she explained, « I do not wish to make you angry but you should know that some other fans tried and it never worked if you don’t decide to leave, you’ll leave me with no choice but to call the security ». You started internally panicking because you knew you had done nothing wrong and that’s when you remembered to GIVE your name. You repeated it a good amount of time, making sure the lady could understand it, and you saw her eyebrows getting masked by her fringe before she gave you precise directions and told you to enjoy your time in Big Hit, apologising all the while. Once you reached the studio, you timidly knocked on the door and not only a second later, you found yourself squished in Hoseok’s arms, him crushing you while he talked loudly about the fact that he was soooooo glad to see you again. Once he finally let you get out, you two started talking, catching up with everything you both didn’t know about each other lives. When you told him you had learned new choreography from 1 million dance studio, he practically begged you to dance it for him. When he saw you hesitating, he then suggested for you both to dance on it and that’s how you found yourself giggling at Hoseok’s goofiness (or simply amazed at his talents because learning this move took you quite a lot of time and he had simply reproduced it without any difficulty). You two would probably be getting intense -kind of competition like- when you come to a dance you both know (like Ko Ko Bop) and you would start a playful competition. As all your focus would be on the moves, you wouldn’t even realise the fact that six new persons entered the studio and were now watching you dancing intensely, lost in your own world. Suddenly, you hear persons clapping causing you to jump in surprise -resulting in Hoseok laughing as he normally is the one to overreact. You turn around only to find six pairs of eyes watching you intently, with impressment and curiosity causing you to immediately regret the fact that you had just danced because you never expected to meet your friend’s members and certainly did not wanted to when you were sweaty. You would be mortified at the thought they just have watched you dance because you knew you couldn’t compete with them. Your timid nature instantly came around and you wouldn’t really know what to do or where to look as their presence is quite impressive. Everyone would introduce themselves to you but you wouldn’t be able to bring yourself to stop feeling shy, even with everyone’s efforts to make you feel at ease. To make you loosen up, Hoseok would certainly tickle you and soon, your laugh would be resonating in the air. The sound would certainly bring a smile to everyone face as they are glad you’re finally loosening up and that’s when Jin decided he should absolutely take care of you to hear your laugh resonating. After some talking, the boys would propose to go out and eat together and you were on the verge of accepting when you remembered that you were wearing your dancing clothes and needed a shower, meaning you’d have to go back home to change yourself. You were struggling to actually say that but Jin would catch on your uncomfortable look and will smile at you a little before saying you could take your shower here and that he would find clothes for you to change in. When you finally get out of the shower, a change would be waiting for you and to your surprise, the pull was oversized, just how you liked to wear them. You then went back to the studio you had agreed to meet at and would start casually chatting with everyone until Jin cracked a joke and left the room silent for a few seconds before you and he starts laughing uncontrollably at the exact same moment. Once your breathing pattern is back to normal -kind of- you two would start talking about a lot of different things until Hoseok grabbed you away from his hyung, saying that you were HIS friend first and that Jin shouldn’t dare snatch you away. This will bring a big smile on said man face as he let you go back to talking about Hoseok: he didn’t even need to keep you beside him as you were already wearing one of his hoodies.

-Admin Haethers

Jungkoooooook !!!

Ahem…so let’s go for the ship^^ You’ll be so much similar at first, like, really shy (our Jk might be quite intimidate talking to a girl^^), but you would probably quickly get used to each other, especially if you have friends around, and become friends too. You couldn’t stop talking together really soon. Jungkook might be quite surprised at first by how loud you are and might tease you about how you are similar to J-hope, but he would secretly love that (your loudness, not J-hope(…though(who could resist to Hobi ?(/sbaf/shut up Haethers(I’m sorryy))))). Jungkook would love hearing your laugh, although he would not have a lot of occasions to hear it because he would be in the same state as you too. Might find your ability to laugh at anything incredibly cute. I think he would also be the kind of people to love your style, so he may try to timberlandizing you, because it would complete pretty well your tomboyish look. Would appreciate particularly your loyalty because it might be quite hard to find people like you when you’re someone well known. I can totally see you two having a lot of fun joking around and laughing really loud and disturb all the people around you (let Suga sleep, for goodness sake !😡) who would tease you around the fact that they don’t have one maknae anymore but two, and that the second is the perfect representation of the loud and insupportable maknae. But they would find you cute for being so childlike because it would bring a cool atmosphere when they are all stressed. Jungkook would totally understand the fact that you get nervous around people you don’t know, so you could actually help each other with that and you might be more confident when together. I can pretty easily imagine you both listening to music together and always putting the sound way to loud, so you would bother everyone another time (let Suga sleep, for goodness sake !🙄) but don’t worry, I think the other members might more joke around than being really annoyed by it. Jungkook would find it really (really, really) cute that you are so naive, he would become the protector against this mean bts guys💙 who would want to play pranks on you. I can totally imagine you both being over flooded by passions, as you both look like having a lot, so you would always be dancing, going to amusement parks and NEVER getting bored. This is kinda funny that you are the maknae in your group of friends, you would share this situation with Jungkookie and you might probably “râler” together on how annoying it can get to be the youngest. Also, you would share the same opinions about work and you two would always be determined to do all that can be possibly done to achieve your dreams.

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“Taetae: I need your help” You had received this message a little while ago but you were still asking yourself how to react to this. You knew this type of requests coming from your friend Taehyung never announced a funny time to you. You could remember as if it had happened yesterday when you had spent hours carrying your friend’s last Gucci purchases, and this was heavy. But you were his best friend and ignoring him the rest of your life was clearly not a solution. “Come on Y/N, this is just a hard time to go over, and this can’t be worse than last time, right ?” You tried to motivate you. “You: Y ?” Taehyung replied immediately as if he was not doing anything else than waiting for your answer. “Taetae: 2 prank one of my friends!!” You took a deep breath before responding. “You: Huh, this is not a good idea, Tae” “Taetae: Wait ! You didn’t even hear my plan!” “You: I don’t need to hear it, I already know it would come to no good for me.” “Taetae: It was his birthday a little while ago and, he has become overly confident, he doesn’t respect anymore his hyungs, let’s show him what it costs to act like that !” “You: I hope you realize that your reasons are silly?” “Taetae: Yes of course😁, but it’ll be fun. Do you agree to help me?” “You: Weren’t you supposed to talk to me about your plan before?” “Taetae: I changed my mind. Y/N, do you agree🙁 ?” You sighed in frustration: did he really think this smiley was going to convince you? But, you knew that, at the end, you would finally give up and help him for his stupid prank. You didn’t beware a second about why he had suddenly wanted to tell you his plan after. So you agreed. He told you his mischievous purpose. And you immediately regretted having agreed. “You: WHAT?! Are you crazy?!! I’ll never do that!!” “Taetae: But you already said you would do it, Y/N 😇.” “You: Do you want my death?!” “Taetae: Come on, it’ll be fun! And you could meet someone, for once!” “You: This is not what I call meeting Tae” You threw your phone away on your bed, before sinking back on your pillow. Why had you accepted before he told you what he has in mind ? Why were you so naive ? *** So, this is how you ended up, one week after, waiting in front of the BigHit building, freezing on you spot because it was a really cold winter day. You sighed, looking another time for the hour on your phone and furrowed your brows, realizing that it was the exact same time as the last time you checked it. Taehyung was LATE. He was supposed to open you the door, because, of course, the tall guys in the enter would never let you go in without a really good justification, and you had none. So you were just here, staying in front of the building like a lost child. You mentally swore against your naiveness that brought you here. How could you always put yourself in those kind of situations ? You must have had a talent for that… When you raised the head, it was for being faced by a tall, brown haired guy. You jumped back, gosh he scared you ! Why didn’t he “signaler” his presence ? He was going to cause an heart-attack, one day. You had to admit to yourself that his handsome features could have somewhat to do with it and you had to remind yourself to not stare at him like a goldfish out of his aquarium. Unfortunately, he was wearing a mask so you couldn’t see all his face…wow what were you doing ? Were you annoyed because you couldn’t see all the face of a stranger ? You made you desperate yourself sometimes… He jumped a bit too, probably surprised by your over-reaction and you felt slightly embarrassed about it. “Did I scare you? I’m sorry” he asked worriedly. You blushed while rubbing awkwardly your hand on the nape of your neck. “No, it’s fine” you answered, ready to run, to escape this awful moment. The guy stayed where he was, passing his weight from one foot to the other. “Okay, I saw you were staying here for a while so I came to ask you if you needed some help ?” he proposed you. “Actually, I’m waiting for a friend, but I think I’m going to come back home because it seems that he forgot” you explained, blushing a little behind your scarf, Tae could really be not fun sometimes. How could he have done that to you? He knew that you were nervous away from your friend, especially when you met strangers, and that was exactly what was happening to you. At least, the boy in front of you seemed unease too, it reassured you to not be only. “Does your friend work here ?” the boy asked you with curiosity. “Yes, he is a BTS member, if you know them…” you replied, questioning yourself: maybe the handsome guy in front of you had a job here too? The stranger looked shook for a quite long moment. You were hesitating about tapping on his shoulder to verify if he was still alive… *** “Is she lying ?” Jungkook asked himself, uncertain. He was quite suspicious about the intentions of the girl in front of him, first ; she had been waiting a long time in front of the building, so he thought she was a really determined fan and he was going to ask her politely to let the idols live their live happily, but what if she really was who she pretended to be ? He didn’t want to act rude with one of the member’s friend…and she really looked nice…and cute, but Jungkook couldn’t think of this last point without blushing. Anyway. He had to verify who she was and who was her friend. “Huh, yes, I kinda know them…and which one is your friend ?” He asked genuinely, although he felt like his tentative could be seen on his face, I must look so much like a police officer, he thought, slightly ashamed. “My dear friend who let me wait here names Taehyung” she grumbled, furrowing her brows. “And who are you ?” He questioned, pursuing his little investigation. She suddenly looked at him with suspicious eyes. Oops. It seemed that he had been too direct, yes, a police officer job may not be the greatest for him, apparently. “As I know Taehyung a bit, I need to verify a bit who you are if I want to let you enter the building” he quickly half corrected himself, half stamped, choosing to say the truth. Well, almost the truth because he did more than “knowing Taehyung a bit”. “Why am I so awkward with girls ?” He complained in his mind, hoping that she would not run away because of him. But why did he even care about it, at first? “Ah ok, I’m Y/N” she replied shyly. “Ah Y/N! Tae told us a lot about you !” He blurted out. Of course, he had heard about her, she was Taehyung’s best friend, after all. He said he was going to present her to the group soon, as she was a big fan of them. Jungkook was going to tell her who he was when… “AAAAAAAAAAH Y/N DON’T KILL ME I’M SO LATE !!!!! I got distracted and I forgot about the time, I’m so so so so sorry” Someone yelled, causing Jungkook ears to scream. Taehyung. Who else? This one looked a second like realizing y/n was not alone and screwed up in the direction of Jungkook before widening his eyes. “Jungkook you ruined the plan !” He accused this last. Y/n widened her eyes as well before starting to laugh nervously. “Oh no, are you Jungkook ?” She asked, looking like already knowing the answer because she definitely was laughing at this moment. “Yes, I’m Jungkook, although people don’t usually laugh when they learn my name… What plan Taehyung ?” He sighed, looking suspiciously at his friend. He felt like being one time late, what was happening at the end? Y/n looked at Taehyung. *** “You’ll have to sort it out by yourself !” you thought, staring at Taehyung with an angelic face. “Huh, well… I wanted y/n to prank you but you met her before so it’s quite dead, actually” he admitted. Jungkook looked really annoyed, but he must be used to it, with Taetae…well, you were used to it, so you guessed it might be the same with Jungkook… *** Ok. Taehyung must admit his plan was totally dead and buried. But what was his plan, at the beginning ? That was really simple,… well, sort of simple. He always thought his best friend y/n and Jungkook would get up really well, like ; really well. And as he was a wonderful friend, he decided that he would arrange a date for the two of them. So he invented a plan where y/n would be asking Jungkook on a date, for what she thought was a prank and then in addition to being overly embarrassed (for the true pleasure of Taehyung), Jungkook would propose Y/n a real rendez-vous, because he was a gentleman, in fact, and he would find Y/N wonderful, of course. Taehyung was SURE of it. This plan comported a lot of interrogations, though and, at the end, it failed. Yes, maybe it was just a little too complicated. “But that’s not grave !” Taehyung mentally exclaimed, suddenly coming up with a new idea. Ok, so, this time, he was going to take a coffee with his two victims and leave them alone because, because…he forgot about his yoga’s lesson so he would have to go !! Yes, this plan was great, it was going to work, this time! “But, anyway, what do you say about going to take a coffee together so the two of you can forgive me ?” He proposed, showing his best, supplicating face. His two friends looked at each other. “Why not ?” Y/n answered. “But you would pay, Taehyung.” “I’m okay, Okay !” Jungkook said. “Who would refuse a free coffee ?” He teased, winking at the poor prankster. “Let’s go then !” Taehyung exclaimed more than happily. If the price of a date between his two friends was only the one of two coffees, he would pay it for sure! He grinned mischievously. The end

So, do you think Taehyung’s plan would work this time? Or would he need to invent another “simple” plan ? Do you think Jungkook and y/n would finally date? I let you imagine😁.

Well, that’s the end of the ship, we hope you liked reading it and were not disappointed with our decisions. Thank you very much for being so patient with us not that you had a choice to begin with. We both had fun imagining the drabbles (and we swear the idea of texting wasn’t something we talked about, it just happened to be the same and made us laugh when we realised the similarity ^^

Thank you again and we wish hope you spend a nice day! 💙

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