#not a big fan of the name ngl but im not the most creative person in the world either so whatever

[freakinator]

possessive clown ftw🔥🔥🔥

while normally idc how my drawings are interpreted, this comic takes place during s2 so please keep it platonic only as zam was still a minor during this time thank you <3

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Both images contain the same black and white comic, the first scanned via phone and the second of the raw picture.

First panel features a smiling Zam with a bruised left eye, he has a spherical head with minimal features, a floating halo, and a fluffy cape. He is looking down grasping his cape at the central clasp with his right hand and caressing the area near his bruise with his left. He says, "Aha... You'd think I'd be better at handling this -- y'know, being a hardcore player and all..."

Second panel he says with a shakey smile, "I'm sorr--" His left hand is grabbed by an offscreen person's right hand with ruffled short gloves.

Third panel, the offscreen person says, "Zam..." as Zam looks up with a questioning look and a tear dripping down his right eye. The person continues while still grasping Zam's hand, "Listen to me..."

Fourth panel, Clownpierce is facing directly at the camera with his and a now offscreen Zam's hands just below his face. He is wearing a smiling mask stitched to a two-tailed jester hat that's stiff and look like outward-pointing horns, the right side designed with horizontal stripes and the left designed with a grid, and a neck ruff. He says, "I'm the only one who can hurt you."

Fifth panel, Clown continues, "Not Vitalasy, not Mapicc, and definitely not those bitchass Poggies." The back of is Clown's head and neck is shown, he is towering over Zam who is looking up and still in tears but wears a more neutral open-mouthed expression.

Sixth panel, a now offscreen Clown says, "So if anyone comes to ruin your day..." as he wipes away an alerted Zam's tear with his left hand.

Seventh panel, Clown continues, "...you come to me, got that?" as he rests his hand on Zam's cheek who is looking at him neutrally, one tear still on his right eye but no longer dripping.

Final panel, Zam says "Got it." as he smiles and rests his head against Clown's left hand and closes his own left hand on Clown's right one. Clown replies, "Attaboy."

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pure transcript below the cut

Zam: "Aha..."

Zam: "You'd think I'd be better at handling this--"

Zam: "--y'know,"

Zam: "being a hardcore player and all..."

Zam: "I'm sorr--"

Clown: "Zam..."

Clown: "Listen to me..."

Clown: "I'm the only one who can hurt you."

Clown: "Not Vitalasy,"

Clown: "not Mapicc,"

Clown: "and definitely not those bitchass Poggies."

Clown: "So if anyone comes to ruin your day..."

Clown: "...you come to me, got that?"

Zam: "Got it."

Clown: "Attaboy."

[forestdivinity]

rules: it’s time to love yourselves! choose your 5 (ish) favorite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc.) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you brought into the world in 2020. Tag as many writers/artists/etc. as you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome works!  

Thanks @spikeymarshmallows for tagging me ilu!  this is difficult hmm im just gonna go with fics because i dont have the energy to go back through my art so!

like sand slowly shifting (or ash in the wind)

I’m sad this this is currently on hiatus (due to personal reasons) because it’s one of my favourite fics that I’ve written in 2020! I really wanted to try and give a good and accurate representation of DID (from someone with a dissociative disorder) instead of the usual like, performative/fetishizing/just plain wrong stuff we often see in the media! 

sugar pills (maybe they don’t work at all)

Another unfinished one, though not on hiatus! I’m still updating, just slowly! My big TUA au in which Five never leaves and their lives take a completely different turn. A big Klaus and Five friendship and character study that explores addiction, loss, PTSD, and a whole heap more. I really love this fic, it sits super close to my heart. Five and Klaus are really interesting narrative foils and I just love their relationship!

Of Buttercups and Bleeding

The first fic I wrote in 2020! 17k that I wrote over the span of 36 hours in a crazed haze and my most popular of the year by far! Another Witcher fic that explores the concept of Witcher!Jaskier, I really enjoyed writing mental health issues, the idea of hidden identities, and of course love. It’s not my best written fic by far but close to my heart for kicking me back into writing 

Codebreaking

This one did a lot better on tumblr than AO3! Written from the perspective of a Grace Hargreeves, a robot mother who loses all her children. What happens when an AI breaks their code, what happens when an AI has their heartbroken? How badly could the Hargreeves lives go and how would it affect the woman-robot-mother who loved them? Pure angst and I love it.

there’s nothing for me but the dying

I love Klaus, I love thinking about his life pre-canon, I just love writing him more than anything - so a character study set in his worst years is definitely one of my favourite things I’ve written this year. I really loved writing the deterioration within his social relationships, his willful self destruction, how the mental health system would have failed him, and how despite every chance he has he goes back to the coping mechanism he knows works. I understand that impulse too well. 

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NGL I’m really proud of everything I wrote last year, even the stuff I didn’t manage to finish because of various reasons. I adore that the Witcher and The Umbrella Academy really got me back into being creative and back into fandom in general! Feel free to check anything that sounds interesting out!

I tag uhhh @circumstellars @maundering-marauder @ohmygoshwhatascream @mix-kid-tm and uhh anyone else who wants to? I’m bad at remembering tumblr names I’m sorry! Show me what you’re proud of!