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bratkook · 4 years ago

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like you used to. jjk

“So kill me like you used to...”

part two.

pairing. ex boyfriend!jungkook x reader genre. angst, mentions of smut, toxic exes warnings. very toxic depictions of relationships, hints at infidelity, drunken mistakes, they’re both very toxic for each other and just can’t stay away, brief mentions of smut word count. 2.9k note. this is just a lump of angst that my mind conjured at 1am last night, i just love angst and messy relationships that are destined to fail 😌(its not edited so if u see a typo no u dont)

It always started with a phone call.

Whether it was from you or him always changed. Sometimes he’d get the call at two in the morning, vision blurry as he brought the phone to his face and saw your name illuminated on the screen, that old goofy selfie you had together still set as your contact photo. He’d hesitate for a moment just to keep you on your toes before pressing accept, already getting up and putting pants on because he knew just what you were calling for.

Tonight was your turn to be on the receiving end, laying in bed comfortably as you scrolled through random posts to try to help you sleep, the flash of his face fills your phone, it’s a random close up photo of his eyes staring right into the camera, crinkled up in a smile. Even though his name is changed in your contacts, no longer having the cute bunny emoji tacked to the end, you know you’ll still pick up in a heartbeat. And you do.

The second you press accept you’re met with the familiar sound of his voice, slurred and thick as he speaks so jumbled up you would barely be able to understand him if you didn’t already know what he was saying. It was the same things he always said whenever he got like this, proclamations of love that only cut up your freshly scabbed over wounds, salt rubbing into them when he cries about how he misses you, promises to change.

They get cut off when the phone is yanked away from his grasp, the second familiar voice belonging to his buddy Yugyeom now speaking into the receiver. “You gotta pick him up Y/N.”

The annoyance is evident in his voice, the babbling of Jungkook still heard in the background along with the dull beat of whatever place they were outside of.

“He’s not my responsibility Yugyeom.”

He simply sighs into the phone, staring at his mess of a friend before rubbing his jaw, sore and aching from where he had just been socked after attempting to force him into an uber. “Yeah well he won’t let anyone else take him home, he’s drunk as fuck. I’ll send you the location.”

Not waiting for a response he hangs up and sends you a pin of where they’re at, thrusting the phone back into his friend’s hands before getting into that uber and leaving Jungkook alone while he whines against the dirty bar wall, crouching down onto the filthy sidewalk as the car drove off.

Yugyeom knew you would come to his rescue like you always did, never once saying no and letting Jungkook fend for himself because on the rare occasions where you’d call him drunk and crying he’d do the same.

Getting into the car still dressed in your pajamas, shoes thrown on without being laced up, hair still messy, it felt like routine now from how often it happened. Jungkook called you sober, text you while in a sane state of mind, but without fail at least once a month he’d get absolutely shit faced and call you, leaving you what he thought were heartfelt voicemails if by some chance you didn’t answer.

It was the same bar every time, a bar you used to frequent with him, knowing the location and all the small side streets to get you there without needing directions. Doing this felt like such a normal part of your life it almost made you forget that you and Jungkook weren’t together anymore. It’s been a year since you split and you still find yourself thinking if things could be different.

Would it have been best if you never confessed to each other, never admitted to the small inkling of a crush before it was able to fully blossom? It was hard not to wonder how different life would be now if you had walked away the first time things went south, if he had walked away after the first argument.

Whenever he called you, pulled you in with those drunken promises it was easy to convince yourself that your relationship was perfect, that it was worth all of the struggles. Your brain morphed each fight, each time you cried alone, twisted it around and molded it to make it easier to consume, easier to believe you were meant to be.

You thought you were soulmates, and maybe you were, two people destined to be together, meeting at the wrong time, under the wrong circumstances. What was meant to be perfect puzzle pieces connected had slowly turned into jagged edges that no longer clicked regardless of how hard you tried to jam them together, foolishly thinking you could spill your love into the gaps to mend the spaces, making the pieces whole once more.

Love was never enough.

Love made you stupid, made you blind and gullible, smiling through lies to avoid arguments, going to bed angry until he was hovering over you, coaxing you into forgiveness with soft kisses and gentle touches. It always went this way, regardless of who’s fault it was without fail he’d end up slot between your legs, the only time the puzzle pieces connected perfectly, allowing him to fuck you as if he’d never see you again. Murmurs of love and adoration were passed between panting breaths, sloppy kisses, shared moans to mask the empty promises you made every time.

Staying away from each other was a hard habit to kick, the two of you stuck on an endless game of seesaw, neither of you having the guts to get off and move on. All it took was a simple drunk phone call for you to go his way, the slur of his voice as he cries into the receiver about how much he loved you, missed you, needed you next to him, wanted to try again. It reeled you in so easily, winding you up until you were hauling your sloppy ex boyfriend off the dirty floor and into your small car.

He remembers none of this, he never did, not fully anyways. Small tidbits of words he said flash in his mind as he comes to, drool on his cheek and neck sore from the unfortunate position he had slept in, groggy and unaware of his surroundings.

He knew your apartment too well, recognized the green wall he had helped you paint, now holding endless pictures of you and your friends. None of Jungkook anymore.

All of those photos were gone now, not burned or shredded in some ritual to get over him, simply tucked into a box and shoved so far into your closet you hoped you would forget it. You never did of course, the way the box laid dust free made it clear how often you pulled it out and sorted through the photos whenever you had too much wine, whenever you had off days where you just felt so alone and wished you could go back to the times you had convinced yourself were better. They weren’t, you knew they weren’t once you sobered up and balanced out your emotions.

Jungkook doesn’t feel bothered that not a trace of him remained visible in your home, he knew his presence lingered in the cracks, buried so deep in the crevices of your mind he knew you would always think of him.

He groans softly as his eyes roam the interior of your home, the throbbing in his temples making him stop and shut his lids, not needing to analyze the place he was at less than two weeks ago when you had called him over. Jungkook briefly wonders if he should sneak his way out, not used to waking up on the couch instead of in your bed right beside you, maybe he had said something last night that crossed the line and landed him on the couch as a punishment.

As you finally emerge from your room his plan of escape is put to a stop, his eyes gravitating towards your bedroom door, seeing the way you cautiously step out. Having heard Jungkook wake up since you had already been awake for the past hour, your body not allowing you to sleep while knowing he was in the other room, it took a few minutes of courage before you were able to face him.

Spotting him on your couch shows how much he doesn’t belong, the pinned leather jacket he wore looking so harsh against the light coloring of your furniture, his dark disheveled hair contrasting with the tidy way you organized your apartment. He senses it, the skin crawling sensation that spreads the longer you stare at him, how he felt so out of place somewhere he used to call home at one point.

“Thank you for picking me up.” He chooses to break the silence, voice raspy, his internal self screaming at him for always doing this. His eyes are sincere, genuinely meaning it, knowing just how messy he got when he had too much to drink, how his friends could never handle him when he crossed the line and began to call for you.

Like always his words were routine so he expects it when you huff and say, “You need better friends Jungkook.”

“I know.” Because he did, he knew his friends enabled him, riled him up and once he became too much they pushed him onto you, knowing Jungkook’s grip on you was still too strong for you to ever say no.

“What if I hadn’t picked you up? Would they have left you on the side of the bar to fend for yourself?”

“Probably,” he shrugs, from past experiences he knows very well they would have. His friends had dealt with Jungkook crying over you far too much, their patience fully stamped out, no longer able to tolerate him when he became like this.

Not even realizing when he begins to smile as he thought of the nights you didn’t pick up, how he had ended up in the most random locations because he refused to go home to a place you weren’t, he snaps out of it when you scoff. “It’s not funny Jungkook, you could have gotten hurt or something.”

There it was, the reason you were upset. Not because he had called you and spewed the same bullshit he always did, no that you could tolerate. You were upset, and worried, that you’d get a following call from someone stating he had injured himself while calling for you.

“I know.”

You pause to breathe, his short responses not irking you like it should, arms crossed over your chest as you observe your ex boyfriend still sitting on the couch, looking like a scolded child.

“You can’t call me anymore Jungkook.” How you have the nerve to say that to him is funny, acting as if ten days ago you weren’t the one doing this to him, telling him you missed him, securing your anchor around his foot and dragging him back under with you.

This is the checklist you needed to go down, a formality of the morning after so he doesn’t mind it. Instead he frowns at the way you continue to say his name, the way it rolls off your tongue makes him wince, missing the way you’d call him Kookie, playful pet names like Bunny, something he swore he hated but secretly loved. Jungkook wished he could hear you say it again, humor you with that damned bunny eared headband he’d wear to hear you laugh, squeal as he posed and dance for whatever silly video you recorded as you shouted out the ridiculous nickname.

The last time he heard those words spill out of your mouth had been too long ago.

“I’m sorry.” he admits, he knew he had to stop, couldn’t continue to hold onto the past, knowing how wrong you were for each other but he wasn’t the only one. Those were the same words you told him ten days ago, apologizing with guilty eyes for asking him to come over when you were lonely, needing a familiar body to occupy the space next to you, wanting his hands to soothe you, make you feel whole again just for a night.

Once the sun came up it was back to normal, the two of you having the repeat conversation you had every time, the exact one you were having now. A formality. Nothing more, just mindless words that you would both agree to just to move along, to make you both feel better, more secure with yourself until the next time the phone rang.

Your heart twists in your chest as you look at him, the same toxic love you had for him brewing in your heart, spilling over and burning you but you ignore the pain, convince yourself you don’t feel it as you breathe in. That same rope latches around Jungkook’s ankle as you avert your eyes for a brief second before looking back at him with a small sigh. “Do you want breakfast? I know how you get when you have a hangover.”

He smiles for the first time, charming as always, looking up at you through the subtle waves in his hair. “I probably shouldn’t.”

You know this. He definitely shouldn’t because breakfast will turn into words exchanged, civil at first, flirty the next, a coin flipped to decide if a petty argument would begin or if you’d reminisce about the good times. Regardless of the outcome, what always followed ended with you moaning out his name as he rocked into you, those same empty promises spilling through his lips that you swallowed with a kiss.

A brief moment of bliss, a small dose of the past that only serves to hurt you further but you crave it, loving the small rush that came with arguing, the roughness of his hands as he pushed you around before sliding home, burying his face into your neck as he broke you down all over again.

Normally you’d try to convince him further, but as your mouth opens to protest you get flashes of the night before, how you had carried Jungkook up your flight of stairs, hearing him ramble about nonsense so slurred together you paid it no mind. You would have had him sleep in your bed beside you like you always did but when you fish his phone out and begin to slide his jacket off it buzzes to life.

Always being nosey you type in his password, smiling when you realize it was still your old anniversary but when you unlock it and see a flood of messages from a girl named Natalie, calling him babe, asking where he was, the smile falls from your face as you start to snoop.

It doesn’t take much scrolling through their thread of messages to easily discover she was his girlfriend, blissfully unaware that he was shit faced and calling you, confessing to his love for you while she laid at home and wondered if he was having fun with his friends. She reminded you of yourself, of the way you used to be with him and it left a sour feeling on your tongue.

“Yeah you probably shouldn’t.”

He stands up now, following you slowly as you approach the door, heavy boots thumping on the hardwood as he reluctantly steps closer to the exit. He doesn’t want to leave, wants you to try to convince him to stay, not knowing that you knew the dirty secret he was hiding buried in his phone.

You don’t decide to tell him you know, it was pointless. That was just how Jungkook was wired, so much love to give he had to spread it out, give everyone a fair share of it, choosing to pretend he wasn’t being selfish. It was naive to believe it, to think all the love he held was strictly for you, it was why he was able to pull the hood over your eyes so easily.

Even when you pull the door open and give him a tightlipped smile he knows you’ll still call him, forget all about Natalie when you’re lonely once more. So when you look him in the eyes and sigh, “Goodbye Jungkook.” He knows it’s not for long, maybe a week or so, maybe less.

He simply smiles, stuffing his hands into his jeans as he shuffles out, turning to face you as he steps backwards. “See you later Y/N.” And his words sting in a way he doesn’t mean, knowing just how right he was.

Jungkook would never mind how heavy the anchor you hooked on his ankle was because he knew you would forever be a sucker for him.

As you shut the door behind you it feels like a small weight starts to hang from your shoulders, the same tug starting from your chest, guiding you into your room until you’re pulling out the cursed box and sorting through those damned photos. With stinging eyes you flip through them for a moment, focusing on all the laughs captured on film, blurry vision moving to your phone beside you, hands already itching to call him again.

It’s as if he knows, still inside your building, lingering in the lobby to give you a moment and it doesn’t take long. Once his phone starts to vibrate he smiles, staring at the photo of you as you call him like clockwork. With a clear of his throat he answers the phone, barely saying hello before he hears a small sniffle through the speaker.

“I miss you Kookie.”

Jungkook lets his eyes shut as he presses the elevator button, loving the feeling of being needed by you, already knowing to head back up because this was routine.

“I know you do baby, I’ll be right up.”

And just like that you’re once again desperately trying to make those stupid puzzle pieces fit together, hoping that maybe this time love would be enough.

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choonlo · 5 years ago

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Hey ⑇ p.js

a park jisung oneshot

genre : fluff

wc : 4k

The screams got noticeably louder when a familiar tune began to play from the speakers.

A bead of sweat trickled from the side of your forehead down to your neck as you desperately tried to fan yourself with your hands. Joined by a few other fans, the six members of NCT Dream were in the middle of the crowd, dancing to their latest song, "Boom". You hadn't expected this to happen—actually, none of the people here had, not even the host of the occasion. It was merely a coincidence, you thought. For Korean idols to appear and eventually join this random K-Pop dance event was something out of a fangirl's dream, your dream, and everyone else's for that matter.

As you rapped Jaemin's lines along with the crowd, you let your eyes take in as much of your bias as you could. Park Jisung was indeed just a few meters away from you. Hell, you hadn't had the chance to go to concerts your whole life, but guess what? Your very first one was free, and it was better than those VIP seats that you couldn't afford with the five bucks you called your "savings".

It was hot. It felt like the sun's rays were stabbing your skin, and the heat from being squished in the middle of the cluster of sweaty bodies certainly didn't help either. You ignored the pounding in your head and focused on Jisung who was now dancing to Chewing Gum. The corners of your lips twitched upward. It's been years since the song was released, and you could still remember the curly hair that had brought you into the fandom.

Despite the obvious changes from 2016 Jisung and the present, you could still feel the childlike innocence that radiated from him, the absolute cuteness that caught your eye when you first watched their debut video.

Minutes passed, and they were finally done. The host was now talking to the group, thanking them as each of the members took their turn in shaking his hand. Most of the people were filming the moment, wanting to have something to remember the experience with. You would've been doing the same, but you weren't. It didn't occur to your mind that you should've been doing something like taking a picture, of recording a video on your phone. Instead of doing any of these, you screamed.

"I LOVE YOU PARK JISUNG!"

You had screamed at the top of your lungs, your shrill voice piercing through and drowning out every other noise. Silence suddenly existed in the busy area you were in thanks to you, and you hadn't noticed what you'd done until Jisung's eyes locked with yours.

Actually, all eyes were on you, but it was as if you and Jisung were the only ones there, as cliché as it sounded. Was it mentioned that you were wearing a shirt with Jisung's name and face imprinted on it? And that your backpack was embedded with NCT enamel pins, half of them being, again, Jisung's face. Well, now you remembered.

Finally, you snapped out of your trance and slapped a hand over your mouth, face flushing when you realised the amount of attention being directed to you. A few people started laughing, giggling, whatever. Some went "aww" at your adorable reaction. This made you look down at your feet, and because you did so, you failed to see how Jisung's cheeks reddened, too.

Having finished your grieving session, you walk down the stairs to grab a glass of water, phone in hand. You've been wailing in your room for the past few hours, and you basically let your heart out as your parents weren't home yet. But you were probably loud enough that your neighbours may have thought of calling the police, which they thankfully hadn't.

"Legit, I wouldn't be surprised if Jisung has a fanboy crush on you right now," Kim clicked her tongue, her voice seemingly laced with excitement.

Videos of NCT Dream's appearance earlier had started to circulate the internet, not one from any of the social media platforms you used didn't have at least ten posts about the afternoon event downtown.

Of course, that wasn't what had gotten you riled up.

There were clips dedicated to you, most having your face clearly shown in them. Notifications from your phone blew up the moment you got home, friends and strangers spamming you with messages, and you weren't surprised that some even had threats.

Apparently, a lot had seen how Jisung reacted, and some speculations of you being someone more than a fan began to spread across the whole fandom. Oh boy, how you wished.

"Um, no," you retorted, placing the glass on the coaster as you plopped yourself onto the couch. "Did you even see my face in those videos? I looked like crap! Jisung probably felt embarrassed!"

"That's not the overly confident Y/N I know," Kim laughed through the phone. You roll your eyes at her comment. "You looked cute! Like, you looked haggard as fuck, but it was the pretty type of haggard!"

"What does that even mean?" You were annoyed, but you couldn't help but laugh at her statement. "This isn't a fanfiction, Kim."

She groaned, "Oh shut up, ten bucks to you if you don't get involved with NCT's Jisung within a month."

"Are you serious?" you replied, enthused. "You do know that I'm totally winning that bet?"

"Yeah, sure." As she spoke, you heard your phone emit a soft ring from the coffee table. You lean forward from the couch to peak at the screen, there was a notification from your social media, someone had just sent you a message.

"Was that yours?" Kim asked. Your response was a mere hum as you took the device into your hand. It was from a user whose name was literally "akzkjzjsj", and you almost ignored it if it weren't for Kim's comment; "I bet it's Jisung."

Squinting, you saw how the person's icon was a picture of the ceiling, nothing else but a light bulb in the image, like it had been taken just now for a one time use.

akzkjzjsj

: hey

Curious, you were. It didn't seem like a bot. Maybe the person would give you threats, too? It made sense, as it was an account that had just been made.

PJiuwusuwung

: whats up?

akzkjzjsj

: do u know nct

You scoffed, wasn't that already obvious? Ignoring Kim's voice, you typed in a reply.

PJiuwusuwung

: this is legit a jisung fan account ur talking to

akzkjzjsj

: ok

: can we meet up tomorok?

: tomorrow*

PJiuwusuwung

: um what i dont even know u???

akzkjzjsj

: that dog cafe downtown tom at 3 pm

: Nthnkzs (:

Your eyebrows furrowed. "What?" you let out a confused noise, beginning to type once again.

PJiuwusuwung

: wtf !

: what makes u think i'll go !

: hEllo? !

Noticing that your messages weren't sending, you clicked on the person's icon. A wry laugh bubbled from your throat, the person had blocked you. You exited the application and placed the phone back onto the small table.

"Are you done ignoring me?" Kim's irritated voice made you sigh. "What happened? Wait! Don't tell me Jisung actually contacted you."

"No, it wasn't him," you began, "Some guy—or girl, just asked to meet up tomorrow at that dog cafe we go to a lot. And guess what? The asshole blocked me before I could even reply."

"Don't go," she said with a stern tone. "It might be sasaengs, you should be careful when going out. Some people can be dumb enough to do something crazy before thinking twice."

Kim was right, but you decided to brush it off. "Calm down, it's not like I was planning to go anyway," you chuckled lightly, shaking your head.

"Yeah, good to know."

"Dad, I'm going out!"

"Where to?" he questioned. Slipping your shoes on, you thought of what your best friend had told you the night before. You technically weren't going to the cafe. There was a sale in the small store downtown, and you didn't want to pass the chance to get your hands on K-Pop merch for lower prices. Obviously, you had to ask for money from your mother, and she was reluctant to give you any, but you had begged enough that she was finally just forced to do so.

"I'm going to meet up with Kim downtown."

"Have fun," he replied. "Don't stay out too late."

After half an hour, you finally arrived. You entered the store, but not without bumping into a few bodies, the place was filled with people after all. Noticing how many customers crowded around the NCT section, you lowered your cap, and you snickered silently. Why were you acting like this? You thought you were being too dramatic, they probably had no clue who you were, anyway.

Your hand hovered an inch above the mask you wore before you stopped, hearing the conversation of the girls by the stand.

"Have you seen that video Jisung? The one where he acted weird when that one fan suddenly screamed "I love you" out loud?" one of them asked, studying Jisung's photocard in her hand.

"Who hasn't? Ugh, seriously, I would've went if I had known that Dream would show up!" the other whined. "The girl is so lucky, all the members looked at her at the same time! I would sell my kidney just to experience that!"

A shiver ran down your spine. It certainly wasn't nice to hear people talking about you, even though it wasn't anything bad, it made you uncomfortable.

Saving the money given to you was undeniably the better option rather than staying here. Right when you turned your back to walk out of the store, your head bumped into someone's chest. You softly mumbled an apology and stepped aside.

A hand grabbed your arm, and you felt yourself stiffen. Fuck, were you recognized? You didn't even wear the bag you wore yesterday, and you had normal clothes on, not those unofficial NCT shirts you usually used. How could someone possibly. . You tried to jerk your arm away from the person's grasp, but his voice stopped you.

"Good thing you didn't remove your mask," he remarked before pulling you out of the store. You knew better than to attract attention to yourself and the boy, and because you had an idea of who he was, you didn't cry for help. Once the two of you were a good distance away from the shop, you pulled your arm out of his grip and stepped back.

"What do you—"

"Don't worry! I won't do anything to you," the boy chuckled, shrugging his shoulders awkwardly. You look at him, he wasn't Jisung, the neon hair peaking out from the front of his hat said otherwise.

"Zhon—"

"Hey now! No blowing our covers!" Chenle hushed you as he crossed his arms, sending you a playful glare. He noticed your confused expression and sighed. "Why are you even here? Didn't we tell you to go to the dog cafe down the street?"

"Wh—" you paused. Realisation hits you like a truck and you gasp, hands moving to slap your cheeks. The person who had messaged you last night, the one who'd asked you to meet up. Was it Chenle?? "Why did you want to meet me?"

"Me? Oh no, not me! All we did was talk to you for Jisung," he explained, voice retreating to a soft whisper at the end of his sentence. Before he could say anything else, you cut him off.

"We?"

He tilted his head in confusion before letting out a sound and clasping his hands together. "I mean me, and the other members, aside from the youngest."

"You see," he continued, "Jisung basically developed a crush on you when he saw you yesterday! He couldn't stop asking himself, and us, what your name was and if he was your favourite among all the members—which was obvious because his face was literally on your shirt."

Chenle shuts his mouth, realising what he was doing. "I'm sorry for babbling. Jisung's waiting for you in the cafe, you should go now!"

He twirls you around and gives your back a push, snapping you out. "Wait, I—"

"Follow me," another boy shows up in front of you. You feel your head pound from everything that's happening, but you follow him nonetheless as he crosses the street. It takes the two of you a few minutes to get to the doors of the cafe, and you almost feel like fainting right there and then.

"I-I still have so many questions," you stare up at the person who escorted you to the cafe. The familiar eyes were enough for you to know that you were talking to Lee Jeno. "Can I pleas—"

"You should get in and sit down," he assured, giving you a pat on the shoulder. "You'll have your questions answered in there."

You nodded your head and tiredly pushed passed the door, the bell ringing from the motion. Puppies started to swarm around your feet, and you began to feel better as you squatted down in an attempt to stop the dizziness you felt.

As you pet the small poodle softly on its head, you take notice of the person who knelt beside you. Raising your head, your eyes immediately meet his. Jisung's face blushes a bright red, and you head the choked howling from the other side of the cafe. The other three members were clearly here.

"H-Hey," he uttered softly, averting his gaze onto the puppies that played with you. "I'm Park Jisung."

Despite the awkwardness, you didn't stop the laugh that bubble from your throat, and Jisung was glad that you didn't, because your voice truly was music to his ears.

"You didn't have to introduce yourself, Jisung." You wanted to give yourself a good ol' pat on the back as you smiled at him, making him even more flustered than before. It was weird, you should've been the one unable to talk properly! He was your idol, after all.

"Do you—I—uh, should—" Jisung was being the exact meme you'd expected him to be, and you felt your lips twitch at his cuteness.

"Let's take a seat on the tables—I mean chairs, the chairs, yes," he kept on stammering, standing up and holding a hand out for you. Now it's your turn to be awkward, staring at his hand for a long time before feeling the heat rise up to your ears.

"Oh, I'm supposed to—" you took his hand and stood up. The other members couldn't stop themselves from making noise. Chenle, who had already entered silently from behind the two of you, would've burst out laughing if it weren't for the four covering his mouth.

The two of you settle at the table further inside of the cafe, cautious of the fans that may possibly pass by. Jisung sat across from you, facing away from the transparent walls. Silence lasted for a long moment before he finally spoke up, "So, how long have you been a fan of our group?"

You looked up from the puppy on your lap and bit back a smile. He actually spoke without stuttering this time. "I started liking NCT when I saw Dream's debut video."

You saw the interest sparkle from Jisung's eyes as he leaned forward, intrigued. "I was actually skeptical about it first, because I wasn't quite a fan of cutesy concepts. But once I watched it, your unit became my favourite group."

"Why's that?" he wondered, tilting his head to the side cutely. An action so adorable that it made your heart skip a beat.

"W-Well, first of all, the song was catchy," you shifted on your seat, avoiding his gaze. "The vocals and raps were everything. I even spent my time trying to learn the choreography!"

You were about to start talking again before you remembered who was sitting in front of you. It was hard to do anything when you knew that the Park Jisung was giving all his attention to you.

The corners of Jisung's mouth quirked into a grin, he knew his effect on you, but he didn't want that to ruin this rare opportunity to be able to spend his time with someone he liked. "Hey." His voice made your shoulders jump. "Let's try to be comfortable with each other. Just talk to me, and I'll listen."

Because I want to get to know you better.

"Actually," he began when you finally faced him, "I was wondering if—"

"Sorry to interrupt," Renjun's voice startled the both of you, and Jaemin had to slap his shoulder to stop him from giggling. "Your drinks are with us,"

The two boys moved to the side of your table and placed each beverage on the coaster provided. Your eyebrows raise when you realize that the one given to you was your favourite. Jaemin was beaming, and seeing Renjun give you a polite smile, you decided not to question it and thanked them before they retreated back to their spot.

Either they stalked you hardcore, or they asked the lady in the counter for your usual.

"G-Go on," you shyly urge Jisung to continue, looking down into the glass as you look a sip from the straw.

"Can I get your number?"

He'd said it so softly, so sweetly, and oh so smoothly that you almost choked, shocked at his straightforward question. You face becomes beet red and you clumsily try to get an answer out.

Jisung sees how you react and panics as well, "I m-mean you don't have to! I just—"

"It's okay!" you cut him off, shaking your head profusely. He went silent, and so did you, not knowing what to say. What's next? Your mind was a total mess as you tried to think. Finally, you decided on getting your phone out, but he beats you to it, handing you his phone with a new contact ready to be added.

He knew that your first da—meeting, wouldn't go well. Jisung was an idol, and you were his fan. Although he was glad that you didn't go brain-dead, it was still a shame that the two of you couldn't speak to each other properly as it was, clearly, awkward.

That's why he thought that getting your number would be best, as he could easily talk to you without you seeing him get flustered about everything you did. It was an idea that he was proud of, so he couldn't help but bite his lip in an attempt to hide his smile as he watched you type in your number.

"H-Here," you return the gadget, looking away embarrassed and bewildered. Park Jisung asked you for your number. Park Jisung has your number. Park Jisung plans to contact you after all of this. The Park Jisung, actually knows you?

Jisung shot up from his seat, arm sticking out ready to catch you when you almost fell off your seat sideways. He moved to kneel beside you, pressing a hand onto your forehead and taking your wrist into the other, "Are you okay?"

It felt like your body was on fire when he touched you. "I-I-I am! Yeah, I'm good! Totally good!" you yelped, gently peeling his hand away from your head.

"But you're hot to the touch!" he protested.

"That's because I'm blushing!" you shook your head, pulling him up to stand. "I'm not sick, I'm just flustered."

"O-oh," he mutters, rubbing the back of his neck. "Sorry about that."

"Don't worry, it's not your fault!" Well it is his fault, WHAT WERE YOU SAYING? You mentally slapped yourself and opened your mouth to speak.

"I—"

"Jisung!" a voice softly hissed. Donghyuck moved hastily, slamming his hands onto the table harshly. He turns to your and gives you a smile. "Hello, Y/N."

"Hi?"

The boy laughs and turns back to his friend, shooting Jisung a panicked glare. "We have to go. Now. The manager is looking for us!"

Both your eyes widen and the two of you stand up in unison. Haechan pats Jisung on the chest before hurrying back, and Jisung looks back at you.

"I can see that you have to go," you gestured to the boys in chaos from the other side of the room. You quickly took notice of the apologetic face he had. "Don't be sorry, I understand. Now go! I don't want any of you getting in trouble."

Jisung nodded and took your hand, giving it a gentle squeeze. Your breath hitched when he pecked your cheek before he runs out of the store with the other members, but not without sending you a last wave. You stood there, dumbfounded, a hand on the place where Jisung had kissed you.

A moment passes and you finally recollect yourself, staggering toward the counter to pay for the drinks you had. The lady smiled and returned the money, "Those boys already paid."

You uttered a soft "oh" before nodding your head and walking out of the cafe. Damn, the past hour felt like an eternity! You were dead on your feet when you arrived home, and you quietly made your way upstairs to your room as your father's snores echoed through the living room.

Crashing down onto the softness of your bed, you let out a tired moan. It didn't take long before you felt yourself drifting off to sleep.

A vibration from your leg woke you up, and you groaned as you sat up, rubbing your eyes and looking around your room. You yawned, stretching your arms out and arching your back. "That was one hell of a dream."

You reached for the phone that had gotten out of your pocket, and you blink. Why were you wearing the clothes you had on in your dream? A gasp escapes your lips and you quickly unlock your phone. An unknown number had sent you a message.

Unknown #

: hey

: its mee

You

: who is me?

: j88sufn?

: jisung??

Fingers shaking, you clicked your tongue as you had wanted to slap yourself for being so nervous.

Unknown #

: your one and only :))

You wanted to yell at the top of your lungs, but all that came out was a croak, your voice getting stuck down your throat.

You

: BUT i thought it was a dream?

: are u messing w me

The person takes time to respond before the bubble disappears. Instead, they sent a picture of you playing with the dog in the cafe you were in earlier.

Unknown #

: certainly wasn't a dream

: anywayyy how r u?

You take a full minute to process what was happening and slowly let your thumbs type.

UWUSUNG

: hold that thought

: i gtg for practice, i'll ttyl c:

: ♥️

What? Did Jisung just send you a heart? You, Y/N L/N, could talk to Park Jisung anytime you wanted to. It felt like a dream, like you were being one of those delusional fangirls. But you weren't, because this was real, you concluded after biting onto your arm.

You hadn't sent a reply back after that, as it was too much for you to take in. This only happens when your crush is in the same school as you, not when your crush is an actual idol from SM Entertainment!

You almost threw your phone the moment it rang, someone was calling you. Was it Jisung? No! He left to practice!

The contact "Kim✨😘" flashed from the screen and you sighed in relief, feeling your shoulders relax before you answered the call. Not waiting for her to make a sound, you squealed into the mic, earning a shout from her.

"What the actual FUCK?" she growled. You shrugged her clear annoyance off and started rambling about what happened. Kim, on the other hand, couldn't understand a word you were saying, telling you to shut up.

"Okay, calmly, tell me what happened," she told you, letting you breathe in normally. As you were about to speak, your phone vibrated, and you held it in front of you to check the screen. Jisung had sent you a picture of himself, although it seemed like it was taken by someone else. He was posing for the camera, a sheepish grin on his face as he went with the awkward peace sign.

You let out a laugh at this, finding the picture, which was presumably taken by Chenle, cute. You replied with a heart after saving the image.

"Hey." You heard her huff. "Did you hit your head or something?"

"Hey," you repeated, lips a permanent smile. "Let's meet up tomorrow."

"Sure, but why?"

"Because you're getting your ten bucks tomorrow."

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HUGE INDICATOR ON THE ETHEREUM CHART!! Bitcoin Price Analysis | Oil and DJI Technical Analysis

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Hello and welcome back to our Coin Buzz. It’s me, Jimbo, backfrom on the market update. In today’s video, we’re going to recap our Bitcoin technical analysis. We’re gonna dive into the theoryand 3-Day chart where there’s a big pan brewing. We will also round up oil and the Dow Jones index where we’ve seen significant moves on those charts worth keeping on. And before we conclude today’s video, I want to go over to lower cap projects, technical analysis, one being ultra us and the other being V are a veracity. If you’re interested in that, make sure you stick around to the end of the video to check it out. If you like the contact we make here on O’Quinn pose, please slap a log on the video that helps us get the content to more people. And if you want a chance to win that crypto tag Zu Stotsky at our weekly giveaway or you need to do is be subscribe to the channel if you know already and leave a comment down below can be whatever you want and you’ll be entered into the draw and we’re going to announce the winner next Saturday, as we normally do we to start right here on the weekly chart. And as you can see, we’re currently above that six thousand five hundred support resistance area. We have failed to break the 7300 resistance that we’ve been focusing on as well. Now seeing our weekly exponential moving average from crossing to the bare side, but clearly still trading underneath us. So it’s a downtrend on the weekly chart. Be nice to see this weekly close above the 6500. So we’ve got about 24 to 30 odd hours left on this scandal. So be interesting to see where that closes. If we stay above 6500, then I wouldn’t be surprised to see us retest seven thousand three hundred. Whether or not we break down or up. But I do think from a personal bias perspective, we’re still more likely to break down, even though we have seen a bit of bullish price action on this week. Kind of note that the volume continues to decline here. And I’m just gonna show you an alternative view of the weekly as well with this potential falling wedge pattern that we’ve got playing out. And as you can see, we’ve got our support box in place on this chart as well. Now, what I want to focus on here is we’re very close. You can see that we’re at that resistance. We’ve been rejected once again. And this could play a couple of ways. If we are to see this play out as a falling wage, I’d anticipate that the next candle would break sharply to the downside and break this resistance of 5800. And if not, before coming back up and in testing, and then we’re going to fall back down into this range. Now, that doesn’t mean that we won’t see it break out from there, perhaps test this is support for moving up, but that’s only if this is validated as a falling wage, which it very well could be. If if we see this close where it is at the moment and see almost instant rejection on the next weekly candle. So something to bear in mind, could you seeing a falling wedge pattern playing out here? And it’s important to remember that Phoolan which is a bullish pattern, but that doesn’t mean that price can’t trade lower before we break out. So, you know, like I said, we see rejection. We come down. It’s test these areas again and then we break out. And of course, we’ve got this really critical Long-Term and Resistance line up here. Once we break this lock, once we break this line, it’s a long way away. We’re all the way revan our lowest point. And we’ve got drawn out minutes at 9000 current trading price. It’s current trading time. It’s sat at about 10 hour, ten and a half thousand. So it’s a long way away. But that line is all the all important once we break that bull mode, engage. As I’ve said before, so here on the data, you can see we’re currently battling inside the midst of our exponential moving average ribbon. We’ve gone on and tested the 50 a couple of times in the last Aley cameras and been rejected each time. Also seen those daily closes with lower highs each time. That’s very often a signal that we’re going to see a reversal. But it was still above the 20 exponential moving average. And as you can see, the last time we broke it, that source and get some downside action and it could very possibly happen again if we are to see it break that 20 exponential moving average. Expect some further downside. And if we did break that on the daily chart, we can put this long term support line into place that we’ve respected on several occasions. And this is going to be really important to keep an eye on this pattern here. We’ve obviously got that six thousand five hundred support and this support line on the daily chart now giving us this crossover convergence. And I mentioned these before. I often find that and this is just from my own personal experience where you have a convergence of supports. If they break, the more violently they break. So people are some people are watching six thousand five hundred potentially. Some people are watching this long term trend line of this trend line from that started back on the 13th of March. So if they both break at the same time, you can expect to see significant downside. And if we do break that, then I’d anticipate at least a test of this 4900 term red support line, if not the box below, just to see if there’s anything more bullish we can see in any of our indicators here. We’ve got the max-d, the RSI and the stochastic RSI, stochastic RSI really up in the heavens at the moment in the Hizbul area, looking likely to cross back down. We’ve got that pincer motion occurring right now, which is usually the first. Break back down again. That’s not always the case, it can’t be rejected and pump higher, but when it’s sort of hovering in these dangerous levels, there’s a lot more space for the momentum to move to the downside. max-d slowly creeping up with no significant marks here in the green. You know, we’re actually seeing lower green bars here and which is again a suggestion that dementedly momentum is slowing up. RSI looks like it’s still failing to break. The 50 level, which is obviously quite important, we are facing resistance there right now. And if we break, it’s going to actually allow us to have a really strong break out and show you why and because we’ve got these peaks here and we’ve actually gone on to surpass these. Which is a good sign, but it’s now seeing rejection at the 50. So actually on the RSI, if we can see this break up past that 50 level quickly, actually I anticipate that to get followed with quite a good bit of volume and but we’ll have to wait and see. It’s still the volume on this move, which is making me less confident that we’re likely to continue to move up. We’re still seeing our volume decreasing. No real bullish signs that the breakout is happening just yet. Of course, as I keep stating that once we break this level, it’s 7300. If we can get a daily close above that, which will coincide with this 50 exponential moving average. They’ll assess above the exponential moving average ribbon on the daily and pass this critical resistance. And that’s going to be for me, the trigger that says us break this long term resistance line and get back into this previous trading range. And I’ll be really excited to see if that happens. And you guys will be the first to know if it does. Theoryand Bitcoin 3-Day pairing on politics here. I’ve got two extremely bullish potential child pandher playing out for you guys to see. And as you can see, we’re looking at theoryand bitcoin pairing and we’ve got this large descending triangle pattern playing out now in traditional market to lower timeframes. Ascending triangles are often seen as a bearish indicator because the price is being squeezed lower and lower. You can see people are taking profits at lower points each time along the descending triangle pattern and that’s what gives us this shape. And in cryptocurrencies and generally from our own trading purposes, I dont tend to look at them as immediately bearish patterns. I look at them as a totem in range, which can brakey the way because they very often do. And the reason I want to highlight this chart to you today is very bullish nature of what I’m seeing develop here. And remember, this is the 3-Day chart and we’ve seen this double bottom and pattern play out here towards a support line of the descending triangle. And what I want to really focus on is once we formed this lower high here, this is what our volume really started to pick up. People noticed that we’d had this sort of double bottom pattern and the volume really picked up. We broke out of the long term resistance line and we virtually respected it all the way down through this and sell off with our volume decreasing all the way down. As you can see, we’re starting to look grow very green and bullish on the three day chart. Again, this could be a very, very good opportunity to get into a theory and before a large move against bitcoin. Again, I’m not a financial advisor. Nrama Given your financial advice, I’m just a dude on YouTube calling the shots as I see them, but this looks like a really bullish pattern and it could be one of the cheapest entries for a theory. And if this does mark a really good bull, run for it. If we have broken this pattern and we’re gonna start seeing more bullish price action, this could be a fantastic entry at 0.2. One so worth keeping. I noticed that our expert exponential moving average Rivard here on the three day hasn’t been positive since 2008 in July and we crossed back over in February and we look like we’re on our way to respecting this cross because as our price action is now starting to pick back up again, it’s starting to look very likely that we’ll see L20 bounce before crossing back below the 50. And that’s going to signal another bullish move if we do see that happen. So keep your eyes peeled on this three chart, of course, as normal. Nothing’s guaranteed, but it does look very bullish. If you’re an avid viewer of all combos, you would have known that I was looking for a trade set up on oil and boy, did we get the mother of all trades at. I want to go into to more detail on this chart and show you exactly what played out. Now, first of all, zoom out to the monthly so you can see where our lines come from. This was our support and resistance areas formed by this trend from all the way back in 2008. So very long term trend. And I was saying, look, we’ve broken below this support line will go down now into the lower timeframes and see how it looks there. So we broke this key suppor back a few days ago and I was bringing it to your attention last week that we were hovering around in this zone and look at the balance. Now, if I go down to the four hour chart, I’m going to show you is a perfect added mini reversal bottom below the support line. So we saw it supports a couple of times, a couple of nice bounces became below. And here was the opportunity to trade. We saw one sharp Adam bottom and then one more smooth and rounded eav bottom before we broke the support line once again. And even if you’d have just entered off the break of the support line, which we’ve had highlighted for some time now, you could have taken already thirty two point eight percent and thirty two point eight percent trading. Oil is a serious, serious trade. This was absolutely clear. As day played out, you can now see our exponential moving average ribbon on the four hours cross back to the positive entry was all the way down here. Once we set this new ones, we set this rounded bottom message, the entry down here, fantastic trade set up. We’ll keep an eye out for. Adam and Eve reversals right here on our old coin Buzz. But what a great position for oil. We’re now seeing it recover. Question is how high will it go? Huge gap in the 4 hour chart. Here we are facing significant resistance at the moment. This high volume area. So I wouldn’t be surprised to see if we do see a peel peel back. But it’s a crazy market with oil and with the geopolitical situation changing daily, this could certainly keep pumping to the upside. We’re going to quickly recap the DGI before we move back over to the crypto markets, because I’ve been keeping an eye on this for you guys also. And again, it’s it’s imperative to keep our eye on these other financial markets because it’s giving us an idea of how the recovery’s going from the current crisis. Can you say on the 4 hour chart still being rejected from the bottom of the exponential moving average ribbon? So tomorrow’s open for Monday on the Dow Jones can be really interesting. Do we see it spike back into this exponential moving ribbon ban or are we going to come back down and support and test this previous SUPPOR area? And per again, from a personal perspective, I believe there’s still more downside to come. You can see on the daily it’s a clear rejection of the exponential moving average and we’ve come back down at Monday’s open is actually imperative looking at this right now because we could break this 21000 suppor once again. And last time we did that, really put us down into the dark ages in terms of price action for serious, serious lows. And I would suggest that as we’ve been rejected and now we’re coming down again, that we may even set a new low. But let’s wait and see there. Now, Monday’s close is absolute. Monday’s open. Sorry, is absolutely imperative for this. Next, I want to go and take a look at two low cap cryptocurrencies. Now, I want to point out the technical analysis isn’t as strong for the low cap projects because the liquidity isn’t the same. So the charts aren’t always as predictive as they are in more fluid and liquid markets. However, that doesn’t mean that we can’t have a look at them. You just have to bear in mind that we take it with an extra pinch of salt, but we can use them. And I’m going to show you one of them just how wild these chophouse play out, even on a low market cap. So let’s get into that. So I’ve jumped over to charged or coin traded up pro to do the technical analysis of one of my favorite projects is ultra ticker. Is your s? No, I’m not here to shill projects. So all I can do is advise you to go and check their website out. Mountain coin, market cap on whatever you’ve got to do, but go and do your own research on this project. They’re working within the blockchain gaming and NFTE areas and they are very exciting. And the reason I want to highlight this chart to you and as I said, we have to take the low market cap technical analysis with extra pinch of salt, but that doesn’t mean that it can’t apply. And there’s a few things that I really want to focus on. Clearly we are in and at it’s at least a tightening range. You could definitely wouldn’t be out of place by describing this as a symmetrical train, which is a continuation pattern as we broke into the symmetrical triangle on the upside, that would suggest that we’re going to break it to the upside and continue our push on upwards. Now, the other things I want to highlight to you here are to do with accelerations of and buying pressure. OK, so we’ve got this long term trend line here, the long white line that you can see. And what I want to highlight is this here. So what you can see is we tested the support John McCain, but we came up and we broke back down. What happened was we didn’t get all the way down to the trend line. Right. So the buying pressure came in before we even came back to the long term support. And that began and began a very, very strong rally up to the upside. Okay. Here again, we’ve broken down and we’ve come and tested our support line and we’ve seen another push up come back down. But again, we haven’t made it all the way back down to the long term trend line. You can see this tweezer candlestick formation down here. What this suggests to us is that there’s extremely large buying pressure down here. And for that to happen above this long term support line is a really bullish symbol. And you can see once again, we’re breaking to the upside week, looking to go and test our long term resistance line up here. And if we break through that, expect this thing to really, Frode, some fireworks. The other thing that I really want to draw your attention to is this huge candle of volume right here. Now, as I said, it’s a lower market cap coin. It’s daily use. You average trading volume is somewhere between 50 or $100000. But here, just after we saw our tweezer reversal, we had a bit of a price backdrop. And when it did come down here, someone or some people put a huge amount of buying pressure. And at this point, they saw the strength of the project. They saw the strength of the technicals and they made a big move. This was almost two and a half million dollars worth of trading volume on one day. And as I said, considerably higher than the average. It would suggest that there’s some serious buying pressure going on here. And don’t expect. Don’t be surprised if things really, really start to fly. Once we break this long term resistance line, we’ve got to keep an eye on a hair on Aucoin post. If you are an ultra US fan, keep tuning in because I’m going to continue to review this chart as and when we test this resistance or previous support areas. I think that we may even see this. On this on this particular pumpin, I’m going off the back of this strong volume here for that. Next up, I want to have a look at V R A. The project name is Veracity. You may have some fans of the out there. I want to show you something really strong in the technicals for today’s technical analysis. Here we are on the veracity bitcoin show on hit BTC. This particular chart can be found on trading view, but our normal indicators on and what I want to really focus to is these two huge tightening range formations that we’ve got here. And this is the daily chart we’re looking at. This was played out between December 2019 all the way through to the twenty sixth of January. And where you can see here is we had this tightening range and we broke out of it. What happened was we continue to trade along our support line for quite some time. But when we did finally bounce and we. By not breaking the support, we didn’t invalidate this triangle. And so what happened was we finally sprung off the suppor and then we saw this massive push up to the exponential moving, average driven. We saw some resistance bounce within it and then broke up to form a second triangle formation that we can see. And once again, we’re just breaking out of this resistance line and going on to testing this exponential moving average ribbon. Now, this could be the beginning of a really large move, in my personal opinion, over the long timeframes. And if we put this resistance line in here, I would personally be looking if we were to break through this exponential moving average ribbon on the daily, put my targets up here on this long term trend line, which is a long, long way away. So let’s say we trade off the bottom of the off the break of the 50 exponential moving average. There’s still, you know, almost 80 percent movement now. So certainly worth keep an eye on VRA, certainly worth keeping an eye on us. Both look like they could see big moves in the short term future. That is going to conclude today’s video. I hope you enjoyed the content today. If you have make should slap a logo on the video, it helps us get the content to as many people as possible. If you want a chance to win the crypto tags, who Stotsky or you need to do is be subscribe to the channel and leave a comment down below. 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