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dracolizardlars · 8 months ago

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I wake up, I see that my beloved musician Kavus Torabi's new album has released, I think "oh neat!", I end up reading the whole very in depth "biography" that comes with the album on Bandcamp and find out he's been through some serious shit regarding his mental health and familial relationships, I take immense psychic damage

#draco speaks #normally not parasocial enough to be affected that much by this kind of knowledge but it caught me in a vulnerable emotional state #plus I've seen him live multiple times and most importantly watched him live stream from his home in lockdown #also from the vague and one sided narrative it sounds like there's a very strong possibility that *he* was the asshole in his family drama #again I'm sorry I know I shouldn't care I'm being parasocial #theres no reason I should give a shit whether he was shitty to his wife and kids and has now completely fucked off on them #but. mental health been shit this week and I *just* woke up so. yeah wish I hadn't read that #I've seen him live RECENTLY. like very much SINCE the fuckery happened that I had no idea about until now #fucks sake Kavus why did you have to be honest about the circumstances behind the artistic process of this album #just drop it and leave

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