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Learning to Love (Again) - Chapter 13 (CS Modern AU FF)

Summary: In the wake of his crumbling marriage, Killian Jones turns to his best friend Emma Swan for help. Even though Emma had just ended a two year long relationship she is more than happy to welcome Killian and Nate, his eleven month old son, into her home. What neither of them expect is to learn how to love again through each other.

A/N: Words cannot begin to express how sorry I am about the wait to get this chapter to you all. It was insane and I NEVER expected it to be so long between updates. My only excuse is that I am but a human with a lot on my plate. Getting my second master's degree, dealing with my son's many issues at school, while working full time, and, finally, managing a family of 4 seems like it would be easy... but it has not been.

On top of that, I am a teacher who works with at-risk inner city students and many of them look to me to provide that one positive stable influence in their life. Well, in the last several months I have had 5 students go AWOL and they are unable to be found. Not to mention the drama with my extended family (my mom found out my step dad was cheating and he just told her yesterday he wanted a divorce). Needless to say, writing has been the LAST thing on my mind.

But here it is, Chapter 13. Do I think it could be better? Likely so. But I am tired of overthinking this chapter to the point of insanity. Writing is supposed to be fun, a stress reliever for me, so when it becomes the stress itself it is time to let go of the chapter and just post it.

All mistakes are mine (PM me if there is something glaring). The chapter has been lightly beta'ed (thanks @o-u-a-timer), but no where near what I normally do for the beta process.

I am hoping to wrap this fic up over the next month or two. We will see how it goes.

Again, thank you so so so much for sticking with me! You all make me smile and make my day just a little bit brighter.

Enjoy the chapter and please, please, let me know what you think!

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Chapter 13

Emma tucked her chin into her shoulder, her arm rising in an attempt to stop even more rain from getting into her increasingly damp hair. Her black boots pounded against the sidewalk causing water to splatter onto the tops of them as she quickened her pace. Walking to the bar after her shift at the station had been a bad idea. Hell, agreeing to meet with Ruby in the first place had been a bad idea. She should've just went home and spent the evening holed up in her bedroom dressed in her pajamas or, at the very least, she should've just accepted the ride David had offered her since the bug was in the shop.

Seeing the glass door in front of her, relief flooded her body. Moving swiftly, Emma yanked on the door and squeezed herself through it. Leaning against the wall, she took a quick moment to catch her breath. Outside, the rain picked up and begun to hammer against the sidewalk. Yep, going to the bar had definitely been a bad idea.

Of course, it wasn't like she had expected it to rain or even known it was going to. In order to have know that, she would have had to check the weather this morning and checking the weather would have lead to her lingering in the house far longer than she'd wanted to. Because lingering in the house would have inevitably landed her in the kitchen, which would have lead to her joining Killian and Nate for breakfast.

Pulling her bottom lip into her mouth, Emma bit down lightly. Having breakfast with Nate and Killian used to be one of her favorite parts of the day, it used to be … When she woke up this morning, she'd wanted nothing more than to walk down her steps and spend the morning with the two people who had become so much more than just her best friend and his son. She'd wanted it with ever fiber of her being but… She couldn't do it.

She couldn't walk down those stairs. She couldn't sit through yet another breakfast and pretend that her heart didn't skip a beat every time Killian looked in her direction, couldn't pretend that she wasn't staring at him every time his eyes caught her own. She was just so tired of pretending that she didn't have feelings for her best friend.

Emma sighed, her body collapsing against the wall behind her. She needed to stop. How many times did she have to remind herself that Killian was her best friend? That being her best friend was all he would ever be. Closing her eyes, she took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.

Killian Jones wasn't in love with her and nothing would ever change that. Nothing.

Lifting her arm up, Emma ran her fingers through her soaked locks in an attempt to de-tangle them. It was exactly that reason why in the month since Nate's birthday, since she'd received those flowers from August, since her and Killian's odd argument-that-wasn't, she had forced herself to take a step back from him, from everything.

Emma laughed forcibly and dropped her arm back to her side. Well, maybe step back wasn't the right phrase. No, it was more along the lines of hide in her room, avoid, and pull away completely. It was just… It was all too much.

Pretending not to love him, pretending like she didn't want more had become too much, it had become exhausting. She was tired, tired of second guessing, tired of hoping, tired of pretending. Killian had been her best friend for years. If he felt as she did, if he returned her feelings, then he would have acknowledged it before now. Hell, he would have made a move when they were younger.

But he hadn't.

Emma shook her head. He never would and… And, she had to be okay with that. She had to. Otherwise, she would lose her best friend and that… That couldn't be a possibility.

Biting her lip, she lifted her arms and gathered her still wet hair into a ponytail. She'd been best friends with Killian since grade school and being his friend was, and always would be, her first priority. Slipping the hair tie from around her wrist, she secured it around her locks in the middle of her head tightly. If being his friend was all she would ever be, she needed to learn to live with that.

She needed to learn how to fall out of love with him.

Emma took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. If only it were that easy. Frowning, she felt her chest tighten as it filled with helplessness. She wished she could just snap her fingers and change her feelings. Blinking, she looked up to the ceiling and ignored the sting in her eyes as tears clouded her vision. She wished... Her hand lifted and her fingers pressed against her eyelids in an effort to wipe away the tears before they fell.

Fuck. Why was this so hard? Why did it feel like there was a hole in her chest that she couldn't fill? Why…. Taking another deep breath she let her head fall back to hit the wall behind her. Why did she have to love him so much? The sound of the bar's door opening pulled Emma from her thoughts. Wiping her eyes quickly, Emma dropped her chin and turned her head in the direction of the door just in time to see the door shut behind her uncle Leroy. The moment he noticed her standing there, his brows furrowed in confusion.

"You okay, sister?" His voice was its usual gruff tone, but it was also full of concern.

Emma shrugged her shoulders slowly, her lips pressing into a thin line. "Is anyone ever really okay, Leroy?"

Chuckling, Leroy shook his head. "You got me there, Nolan." Taking a step forward, he raised his arm and rested his hand on her shoulder. "Although…" He tilted his head up to catch her eye. "Something tells me this is something more." Emma felt her heart skip a beat. Growing up, Leroy had always had an uncanny ability at reading her, at figuring out what was upsetting her, and that was the last thing she wanted him to do at the moment. She didn't want anyone to know. The more people who knew, the harder it would be to make it all go away. The more people who knew, the easier it would be for Killian...

"Now, Emma…" He interrupted her panicked thoughts as he squeezed her shoulder gently. "I've watched you grow up since the moment my cousin Ruth decided to take you in and you are one of the strongest people I have ever met. I know that there is nothing in this town, in this life, that Emma Nolan cannot overcome." Catching her gaze once more, Leroy smiled gently. "And there is nothing your family will not help you face."

Emma smiled, her eyes misting once more, only this time it was in appreciation. "Thank you." She whispered the words slowly.

Leroy nodded and shrugged as he released her shoulder. "No thanks needed, sister. Although, maybe pick a better place to think next time, eh? You're kinda blockin people from the drinks, girl!"

Leroy laughed and Emma couldn't stop herself from joining in. Leave it to Leroy to remind her that she could do anything she put her mind to and then, in the same sentence, chastise her for blocking the path to the alcohol. Good thing she knew him so well, otherwise she might be offended.

"Thanks, Leroy." She forced a smile to her lips and stepped out of his way. "Have a good night. I'll see you Sunday for dinner."

"See you then." Leroy lifted his arm to pat her on the back as he nodded his head in agreement before continuing further into the bar and disappearing into the crowd.

Biting the inside of her cheek, Emma closed her eyes and took a deep breath. Leroy was right, she could do this. Somehow, someway, she would learn to let go of her feelings and things would go back to normal. Lifting her shoulders from where they rested on the wall, she propelled herself further into the bar. She could do this, and she would, but right now she just wanted to forget it all and enjoy the night with her friend.

Right now, she was entitled to that.

Pushing herself through the crowd, Emma scanned the room in an attempt to find Ruby. After a moment, Emma heard a distinctive laugh to the right of her and rolled her eyes. Of course, Ruby would tend the bar until her arrival. Her friend was incapable of letting someone else take care of her bar when she could do it herself, it was part of the reason the bar was so successful. Well, that, and the fact that Ruby could mix drinks like no other person in town.

Pivoting quickly, Emma weaved past several people to make her way toward the bartop. The corner of her lips lifted in a smile as Ruby, who was waving her arms in the air as she talked excitedly to the customer in front of her, came into view.

This was just what she needed. This… Emma's eyes fell to the person sitting in front of Ruby, fell to that familiar head of unruly dark hair that she would recognize anywhere, and she froze in place.

Killian.

For a moment all she could do was stand there, stand there and feel her heart beating wildly in her chest. So much for pushing Killian from her thoughts tonight. How could she do that when he was right there just an arm's length away? How was she going to do that if she had to sit next to him all night? If she had to...

"Emma."

Flinching at the sound of Killian's voice, Emma jerked her head slightly to focus her attention on him. He was standing in front of the stool he had previously occupied dressed in a white henley and ripped jeans. His dark hair, as always, stuck up in every which direction and she suddenly wanted very much to run her fingers through it. Biting her lip, she curled her fingers into fists at her sides. Damn it. Damn him. Why was he here? Why...

"Emma?" Killian called her name once more as he moved to stand directly in front of her, concern etched into his eyes as he ducked his head to meet her gaze.

"Sorry." She mumbled, her lips lifting a small unconvincing smile as he lifted his arm and cupped her cheek with his hand.

The touch of his skin to her cheeks caused an entirely different twist of her stomach. She wanted nothing more than to close her eyes and lean into his touch, to feel the warmth of his fingers pressed into her cheek. She wanted nothing more than to lift her own arm and press her hand atop of his, to entwine their fingers and enjoy the feeling his touch provided.

Only, she couldn't.

She couldn't because it was that exact feeling that she was trying to get over. It was that exact feeling she was trying to avoid.

"Sorry." She stated again as she shook her head and took a step back. His hand dropped from her cheek and fell to his side. Tucking a pale lock behind her ear, she shrugged her shoulders in an attempt to look nonchalant. "I had a long day at work and I didn't expect to see you here, I thought Nate was home this weekend."

Killian's arm lifted to scratch the skin at the nape of his neck."Uh, well Milah asked to switch weekends. I attempted to call you, but when you did not answer I called Ruby to see if she needed some assistance at the bar since Liam was away this weekend." Shoving one of his hands in the pockets of his jeans, he shifted his weight from foot to foot nervously. "She mentioned that she'd invited you for a drink after your shift. I thought I would wait for you, unless…" His voice trailed off, his eyebrows pulling together as his eyes searched her face.

Emma's heart clenched in her chest. She could see him second guessing his decision, second guessing his desire to spend the evening with her, to spend the evening with his best friend. Guilt filled her as she realized his reaction was the cause of her behavior the last couple of weeks.

Killian wasn't normally the type of person to second guess his actions. Especially not when it came to her and their friendship and yet… here they were. And, it was all her fault. Biting the inside of her cheek, she tried to ignore the way her stomach twisted in disappointment. It had never been her intention to hurt him, she'd only been trying to get her head on straight.

She'd only been trying to move on from what she'd deemed an impossible situation. Except it hadn't worked and now, she'd hurt the one person who had never truly hurt her.

Which was why, at this very moment, she wanted nothing more than to spend the evening with him to make up for her behavior. Really, it was the least she could do. Especially if it would make him happy because at the end of the day Killian Jones deserved all of the happiness in the world.

Reaching out, Emma pulled his hand into hers and squeezed. "Unless what?" She questioned, a light tone in her voice. "Who else would I want to spend my Friday evening with?"

Killian shook his head, his gaze dropping to the floor. "Emma," He ran his fingers through his hair before lifting his head and meeting her gaze. "Are you sure everything is truly okay, love?"

"That depends." Emma smirked, as she pulled on their joined hands and made her way toward the bartop with a shrug of her shoulders. "On whether or not you order me some onion rings with my beer."

Killian laughed, a full laugh that made her heart flutter in her chest."One day, Emma Nolan, you'll be the death of me." He nodded his head, his lips still curled into a wide smile. "Besides, love, when have I ever forgot the onion rings?"

Emma twisted her neck to look behind her. "Never…" Sticking her tongue out childishly, Emma continued. "And hush. You know you love me, Jones."

The moment she twisted her head back around, Emma felt Killian come up behind her. Pressing his chest against her back, he rested his chin on her shoulder so close she could feel his lips against her ear. "Aye." He whispered, his voice low and gravelly as his breath tickled her ear and she inhaled sharply. "That I do, love."

He pulled away quickly, so quick that she could still feel the warmth from his body, and turned his attention toward Ruby with the intention of ordering her drink. Stunned Emma slid into the empty stool next to Killian's and squeezed her eyes shut. Her head fell forward, her chin landing to rest on her chest, and took a deep breath in an effort to calm herself.

Logically she knew Killian had meant nothing by his actions. He was treating her the same way he always had, as his best friend. But her heart, the same heart that just wouldn't let go of her feelings for him, couldn't tell the difference.

If only her heart would listen to her head. If only she could simply stop loving him.

If only...

Killian sighed, his eyes closing momentarily as a satisfied grin formed on his lips. Bloody hell, he'd forgotten how comfortable Emma's bed was. Lacing his fingers behind his head, he crossed his legs at the ankle and took a deep breath before exhaling slowly. Perhaps it was the the single beer he'd had at the bar or, perhaps, it was something else, but he hadn't been this relaxed in quite some time. In fact, if he wasn't careful, he was liable to fall asleep right where he lay.

Turning his head to the right, his eyelashes brushed against against the fabric of the pillowcase as he dug his cheek in further. Feeling himself beginning to drift off, he forced his eyes open and blinked several times in an attempt to wake himself. The last thing he wanted was to fall asleep, especially if that meant a premature ending to his night with Emma.

Settling further into Emma's bed, all Killian could think about was how bloody outstanding the last several hours had turned out. Going to the bar had been a marvelous decision. It had been so long since he and Emma had really, truly spent any time together. Especially because, lately, Emma seemed to spend more time either out of her house or in her bedroom than the opposite. Of course she always had some type of excuse, work normally, but that didn't change the fact that he was used to her always being there and lately she hadn't been.

They'd spent a majority of the night talking as they sipped on their beers, a grand total of three for Emma and one for him as he was attempting not to drink as much given the events of the past year. At one point, despite many attempts to dissuade her, Emma even managed to... a grin formed on his lips. Stubborn lass, she'd actually managed to get him to dance with her.

Though, he'd quickly remembered the benefits to dancing as he placed his hands on her hips and she rested her head on her chest. The moment he dropped his head to rest his cheek against the side of her head, he'd known she wouldn't have to force him to dance the rest of the evening. He'd gladly follow Emma to the end of the world, or time, if it meant he was permitted to hold her the way he had tonight.

As the hour grew later, the bar began to fill with the typical Friday night crowd. Around midnight he looked up to see Emma attempting to stifle a yawn. Reaching across the table, he brushed his thumb along the backside of her hand to get her attention and, once her eyes met his, he suggested they call it a night.

His heart skipped a beat as she grinned sleepily in his direction and agreed with the contingency that they watch last week's episode of Game of Thrones upon their arrival.

Besides, I'm not quite ready for the night to end yet.

Her words had been whispered, but he'd heard them regardless. The truth of the matter was that he didn't want it to end either.

Which was how he'd ended up in here, in Emma's bed, wiggling the toes of his sock-clad feet back and forth like a child. It was just… He was happy, happier than he had been in quite a long time. And it wasn't just the events of tonight that had caused his happiness. No…

It was everything he'd been through to get to where is was now.

It was hard to believe that a year ago he'd been in a completely different place as a person. He'd been full of anger, someone who rarely smiled, who rarely laughed. A frown pulled at the corners of his lips.

He'd been broken. So broken, he hadn't thought he'd ever heal the pieces of himself back together.

Scratching the back of his head, he couldn't help the smile that returned to his lips. He had though. He'd healed and it seemed like every day that went by was just another day closer to him returning to his former self, to the person he'd been before Milah's actions. It had been a long, long, road. A road that he never thought he'd reach the end of and, yet, here he was…

And he owed a lot of his progress to Emma.

No… He jerked his head quickly. Shifting, he unlaced his fingers and pulled his arm down to scratch the skin behind his ear. He owed most of his progress to Emma. Without her, he wouldn't be anywhere near where he was today. Emma Nolan had saved him, she'd saved him when he didn't even know he needed saving. She'd saved him and, along the way, he'd fallen in love with her.

He'd fallen in love with his best mate.

His smile fell slightly. Falling in love with Emma had been easy. Well, once he'd realized he was ready to let go of his marriage to Milah it had been easy. It was the aftermath that proved to be a tad difficult. How does one tell their best mate that they'd fallen in love with them? How does one….

Clenching his jaw, Killian closed his eyes in frustration and disappointment. Realizing he was in love with someone should have been exhilarating, it should have been easy. But, it hadn't been. The last four weeks had been nothing like he'd expected. Instead, he'd found himself constantly second guessing every touch, every smile, every time their eyes met across the room. He found himself second guessing everything.

Turning his head to the side, Killian stared at the open door that led to Emma's walk in closet. The light was still on, a clear indication that Emma had not finished preparing for bed, and he could hear her soft footsteps as she maneuvered her way through the area.

Still gazing at the door, Killian felt his heart clench in his chest. It didn't change the fact that the very same night he realized he was in love with her was the night she'd suddenly become very absent.

Squeezing his eyes shut, Killian turned his head away from the door. Bloody hell, he hadn't realized how much he missed her until he saw her in the bar this evening. He understood that she had to work, understood that he and Nate were technically not her responsibility, but he missed her. He missed the way her eyes crinkled when she smiled, missed the way her laugh sounded as it echoed through the house as she ran after Nate, missed sharing breakfast with her in the morning.

He missed simply spending his time with the brilliant lass that was Emma Nolan. Which was why, when Ruby told him Emma had planned on stopping at the bar after her shift, he wasted no time getting there. He'd hoped they could have a nice evening, an evening that was similar to the evenings they'd had prior to Nate's party. He'd hoped things could return to normal and...

"Killian?" His eyes snapped open and his body flinched in surprise. Standing right in front of the closet door was Emma. She'd switched out of her standard jeans and sweater into her pajamas which consisted of a pair of black leggings and a red tank top. Her hair was now pulled into a loose side braid and she'd swapped her contacts out for her glasses. She looked…

"Bloody hell, love." His words were full of awe as they slipped out of his mouth of their own accord. He'd seen Emma in various states of dress throughout their friendship, but seeing her like this, seeing her encased in her natural beauty, she was simply….

Breathtaking.

There was no other word to describe her. Emma had always been a beautiful lass, there was no denying that, but she didn't need fancy dresses, heels, and make-up to look stunning. No, Emma's beauty was natural and seeing her dressed as she was, casual and bare, was a sight to behold.

Realizing the way his voice had sounded, he felt his face heat up in embarrassment. His fingers combed through his locks and he cleared his throat, a vain attempt to cover the wonder that had been present previously, before speaking once more. "A little warning would be nice, lass."

Emma shrugged sheepishly, her face full of regret. "I was just checking to see if you were asleep. Her fingers pulled on the hem of her tank top nervously. "I didn't want to wake you if you were."

Killian nodded, his eyes glued to the small sliver of her stomach he could see as her fingers twisted her top. Her skin was milky white, smooth, and his fingertips itched to reach out and… Clenching his jaw, he fisted his hands in the comforter of the bed and forced his gaze to her eyes.

"But you're not." She continued as she made her way to the empty side of the bed and pulled the comforter back. "Asleep that is." Slipping under the covers, she angled her body toward him and propped her head up with her arm. "So, I'm sorry." She murmured, her voice soft and full of apology.

Killian shook his head gently. "No apologies necessary, love." Angling his body to mirror her position, he lifted his arm to tuck a stray lock of hair behind her ear as his lips pulled into a teasing grin. "Tis my fault for closing my eyes and drifting for a mere moment. I should have remembered you can be as quiet as a mouse when you want to be."

Emma rolled her eyes, the corners of her lips pulling up into a smile as she shook her head in disbelief. "A mouse? Really? You and I both know the last animal I should be compared to is a mouse, Jones."

Killian arched his eyebrow, his head tilted to the side in thought. "Perhaps a cat then? Quiet, sleek, and strong? Kind of fickle when they want…."

"HEY!" Killian didn't get to finish his sentence as Emma lifted her arm and have him a hard shove to the shoulder. "I am not fickle, Killian Jones! You take that back!"

Killian laughed, a loud full sound that rang throughout the entire room, as he leaned backwards a bit to avoid Emma's next shove. "Take it back? Now why would I do that, love, when it is very much the truth?"

"Ugh" Crossing her arms over her chest, Emma pulled herself into a sitting position and criss-crossed her legs. "You're mean. When have I ever been fickle to you?"

It was the tone of her voice that gave him pause, the underlying hint of hurt that was present. He had been joking, of course, but it seemed Emma had not understood that. Emma had never been fickle towards him, others sure, but him… never. At least not since they first met as children. At least, not until the past several weeks.

Lifting himself up from the bed, Killian reached out and pulled Emma's hand into his own. Intertwining their fingers, he brushed his thumb across the back of her hand. "Never." His whispered words were full of earnest as he met her gaze. "Unless you would like to speak to the past several weeks, love. You know, the ones where my best mate up and disappeared on me most days."

Emma's eyes widened in surprise. She opened her lips to speak only to shut them just as quickly. He could see the tears gathering in the corners of her eyes and felt his heart crack just a little bit. He hadn't meant to hurt her, hadn't meant to make her upset, but he also wanted to know why. Why had she pulled away so suddenly? Why, after standing by his side through his lowest points, through his divorce, through his drinking, through his hitting rock bottom, had she pulled away the moment he had finally felt normal, the moment he'd finally felt happy? Why did she pull away the moment he realized that he was in love with her?

Not that she knew that part.

But the night of Nate's party, he had been so sure that she possibly returned his feelings. Only to have her to pull completely away. None of it made sense and although tonight had been a welcomed return to normal for them and their friendship, he still wanted to know. He still wanted to understand.

Reaching up, Killian wiped the corner of her eye with his fingertip gently. "Hey now. None of that, love. It was but a question. I'm just trying to understand where my best mate went."

Emma shrugged, her eyes darting to the side to avoid his gaze. "She's been right here, Killian."

"Right here?" He shook his head dejectedly while motioning to the area around him with his free hand. "You haven't been here, love. When was was the last you ate breakfast with us? Or watched a movie with me? Do you know that Nate did not even want to go see Milah this evening because he wanted to see you when your returned home?" Using his free hand, Killian reached out and brushed his fingertips across her chin to get her to look at him. When their eyes meet, he continued. "I am not sure where you have been exactly, but I know it has not been with us, it has not been with your family."

A sob escaped her lips as the tears finally rolled over onto her cheeks. "My family?" She questioned, her voice soft and full of disbelief. "You're my best friend, Killian and Nate is your son. That's it. That is where it ends."

Pulling her hand free from his, she wiped her cheeks angrily. "And no matter how much I want that to change, how much I wish for it to change... it won't!" Dropping her gaze to the bed, Emma's shoulders dropped in defeat. "You are my best friend Killian, nothing more. How can we be a family when this is the truth of the matter?"

For a moment, he was speechless. He hadn't expected her outburst, hadn't expected her to reveal so much. But she had. She had and it was exactly what he hoped it would be. He just wondered if she realized what she had said.

Reaching out, Killian joined their hands once more. "Emma, love, look at me." She shook her head in refusal and Killian sighed before continuing. "Despite what you may believe, you are my family. You always have been and you always will be. I've missed you these last several weeks. I..."

His voice trailed off as the words caught in his throat. How could he make it clear to her that he wanted the same things she did. If she did in fact want what she had just said. He wanted her, he wanted to be her family, to be more for her. He wanted to wake up every morning next to her and fall asleep every evening the same way. He wanted to spend the weekend surrounded by her and her warmth. He wanted her to be a permanent figure in Nate's life.

And, perhaps he was getting ahead of himself, but he wanted to spend the rest of his life making Emma Nolan happy and filling their home with the laughter of their children. He wanted her to be his.

"Emma." He squeezed her hand, a vain attempt to get her to meet his gaze.

"No." She shook her head dejectedly. "I've missed it all, Killian. I've missed our late night talks, our early morning breakfasts. I've missed Nate. I've missed chasing him around the house and waking to his smile. I've missed…" Her voice wavered and Killian felt his heart skip a beat.

She was so serious, so raw. He could hear it in her voice, feel it in her presence. He'd known Emma his entire life, she was something like an open book to him and whatever she had to say was important to her, but it was also hard for her to speak it out loud. Which was why he couldn't help but feel like whatever she was going to say next would change his life forever.

"You." Her thumb brushed against the skin on the back of his hand gently. "I've missed you, Killian."

There was no denying that the past several weeks had been hard for Killian. In fact, it had been like a piece of his own heart was missing. Every day he woke up and walked around town, he took care of Nate and visited his brother, he worked on his novel and… and he waited. He waited for her to come home, waited for her to join them for breakfast, waited for her to see him as something more. But that was impossible because she wasn't there.

There was no denying that the past several weeks had been hard. In fact, it had been like a piece of his own heart was missing and he'd be a bloody fool if he didn't realize that piece was Emma. Because before everything he'd deemed important had come into his life, before writing, before sailing, before Milah, and before Nate…

There had always been Emma Nolan.

As his name died on her lips, as she lifted her head and met his gaze with her emerald eyes, he forgot how to breathe. Her eyes were full of honesty, full of trust, and, most importantly, they were full of what he hoped was love.

Slowly, without dropping his eyes, Killian pulled his hand from Emma's and lifted it to caress her cheek. "I've missed you too, love." He whispered the words as he pressed his forehead against hers. "And…" Killian paused for a moment and, before he could change his mind, dropped his hand to her waist.

Licking his lips, he searched her eyes once more for any indication that he was wrong in his feelings. Finding none, he murmured the words he'd been dying to say for weeks. "I love you, Emma Nolan."

Then, he inched forward and pressed his lips against hers.

The weight of Killian's lips against hers was something Emma never thought she would get the chance to experience. It was something… Something she'd rarely let herself think about because she'd been so sure it would never happen.

But, sometimes, in rare moments of weakness, her mind would wander and when it did… Well it had never like this. No…

This was far better than anything she'd ever imagined.

Sighing, Emma pressed herself further into the kiss, further into his lips. All of the tension she'd been feeling earlier, all of anger and pain, was gone the moment his lips pressed against hers and all she could think was that she wanted more.

She wanted him. She wanted all of him.

His fingertips trailed up and down her sides, goosebumps formed in their wake. Bending her legs at the knee, Emma shifted her weight atop of them. Her arms lifted, sliding from his chest so her hands could cup his cheeks and comb through the small amount of growth present there. After a moment, her hands continued their journey upward, her fingers locking through his hair.

Getting the hint, Killian moved his hands from her sides to her back and slipped them underneath her tank top. The feeling of his skin touching hers caused her to shiver.

Oh yes. This was way better than anything she'd ever imagined.

Lifting up to rest her weight on her knees, Emma towered over him and open her mouth to deepen the kiss. Following her lead, Killian dropped his head backwards and opened his lips. She felt him smile as he did it and she couldn't help it when her lips lifted ever so slightly.

One of Killian's hands moved from beneath her shirt and cradled the back of her neck. His fingers slid through her hair and tugged gently. Without thinking, her own hands dropped to the hem of his shirt and tugged it down. Then, up.

Off. She wanted it off. Wanted to feel the skin on his chest. To run her hands through the hair that was there.

Shaking his head, he released her hair and slid his other hand from under her shirt. Breaking the kiss, he wasted no time in replacing her hands on his shirt and pulling it over his head. As soon as it was off, Emma dove right back in and pressed her lips against his.

Her hands pressed against his chest, his skin felt like fire underneath beneath her. Hot. She was too hot. She wanted…

Circling his arms around her, Killian lifted himself to his knees and pressed forward. The moment her back hit the bed, she felt herself smile through their kiss once more.

Pressing his leg between hers, Killian's lips moved from her lips to her cheeks, under her ear, down, down, until he reached the skin of her neck. Wiggling, she pushed her body up in search of some type of friction.

God, she wanted him. Wanted him so badly she could feel it in the pit of her stomach, in the tips of her toes.

"Emma." He whispered into the skin of her neck. "Emma."

Her body went stiff as the sound of his voice hit her ears. It was like she'd been doused in cold water. Panic rose in her throat.

What the fuck was she doing?

This was Killian. She was making out with Killian. Killian, her best friend. Killian who had just gotten over his divorce to the love of his life. Killian who'd spent the last year wallowing in self-hate and hitting in rock bottom.

What the fuck was she doing?

Wasn't the whole reason she'd pull away the last couple of weeks to avoid this? To avoid ruining their friendship? Wasn't…

"Emma?" Killian's voice was full of confusion as he lifted himself up to catch her gaze. "Love?"

Closing her eyes, she pressed her hand flat against his bare chest. Her head shook, her eyes filled with tears. This was such a bad idea. This was…

"Stop." Her voice wobbled as the words left her lips. "Please stop."

Killian, ever the gentleman, immediately heeded her words and moved to sit next to her on the bed. Lifting his arm, he tugged the hair at the nape of his neck in confusion. "What… Emma I do not understand. What is the matter love?"

"I'm sorry." The words tumbled out of her mouth quickly, though she is not sure what she is apologizing for.

His hand reached out and the moment she felt his skin against hers she jumped out of the bed. Standing next to the bed, she wrapped her arms around her waist and lifted her eyes to meet his.

As soon as her gaze locked on his, her heart shatters in her chest. His blue eyes are full of nothing but confusion and pain. Confusion and pain that she put there. She really messed this up.

Killian ran his fingers through his hair, his eyes never leaving hers. "Emma." His words were full of understanding as he begged her to listen. "Do not over think this, Emma. Please." His arm dropped to his side. "I love you."

But that was the whole problem. He loved her. It was something she never thought would happen. Something she's convinced herself was improbable because she knew that it didn't matter. He might love her and she might love him but, in the end, she would lose him. Just like she'd lost everyone else she'd ever loved.

You're incapable of love, Emma. That's what happens when you grow up the way you did. That's why you always lose the people who claim to love you.

Walsh's words from months ago come back to her in that instant. He was right. She'd hated him when he'd said it, but he was right.

Tightening her arms around her waist, she took a step away from the bed. She couldn't lose Killian too. Not him, anyone but Killian. Lifting her hand, she tucked a lock of hair behind her ear. "I… I can't." Biting her lip, she focused her gaze on the floor below her feet. "I can't lose you, too. I can't.."

In that moment, the feeling of warm hands as they cupped her cheeks pull her from of her thoughts. Killian stood in front of her, his head ducked in an attempt to catch her gaze. His eyes are full of kindness, of understanding, and of love. Her breath catches in her throat.

Despite what she knew, despite her fear of losing him, she cannot deny that she wanted him. She loves him.

"Hey." He whispered the word gently as she pulled her head up to meet his gaze further. "It's just me, Emma. Just me and you. I know you're scared. Bloody hell, I am too but… give me a chance, love. Give us a chance."

Give us a chance.

In that moment, Emma realized that she wanted nothing more than to do that very thing. She wanted a chance, a chance to figure out what they were, what they could be.

"Okay." Her lips lifted into a smile, lightness filled her chest as she felt her head nod. "Okay."

Killian grinned, his thumb rising to wipe at her cheek where the tears had fallen once more. "Yeah?" He questioned. "Truly?"

She felt her eyes crinkle as her smile widened. "Yes, truly. I love you, Killian Jones and I want to try."

Propelling herself forward, she wrapped her arms around his neck and pressed her lips to his.

Thank you for reading and please leave me a review to let me know what you think!

#captain swan #cs ff #cs fanfic #cs mafia #cs crew #learning to love (again)#my fic #hook x emma #emma x killian #killian jones #emma swan #update #that took forever #100000x apologies

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Wade you got me fucked up smfh jk

1.) Are looks important in a relationship?:To some extent yes, since its kinda a attention grabbed. Eventually the personality is what becomes more important.

2.) Are relationships ever worth it?:Most are, as long as they’re healthy, but some are better off ending.

3.) Are you a virgin?:I hope my mom doesn’t see, but no. If my mom ever sees this then hell yeah I am lmao.

4.) Are you in a relationship?:Surprisingly yes

5.) Are you in love?:Considering my lack of love interests and mainly unhealthy relationships surrounding me, its hard to tell for myself but I believe I am yeah

6.) Are you single this year?:Jeez I hope not lol

7.) Can you commit to one person?:Yes.8.) Describe your crush:Hmm normal lenght hair, dark eyes, average height and thicc

9.) Describe your perfect mate:Sounds similar to 8 but I guess someone I can be comfortable and relate with.

10.) Do you believe in love at first sight?:No lmao im pretty sure thats a crush.

11.) Do you ever want to get married?:It’d be nice someday so sure lol

12.) Do you forgive betrayal?:Depends on the situation and how the person thats asking for forgiveness acts. If they learned their lesson and understand what they did wrong then I could forgive possibly but if not then no.

13.) Do you get jealous easy?:No lol its cause im bad at taking hints so I cant tell when someones hitting on me or el bae

14.) Do you have a crush on anyone?: Mi novio lol

15.) Do you have any piercings?:Nope lol

16.) Do you have any tattoos?:Nah lol

17.) Do you like kissing in public?:Nah lol i dont like being the center of attention

ERROR: 18 and 19 DOESN’T FUCKING EXIST??

20.) Do you shower everyday?:Si

21.) Do you think someone has feelings for you?: Well I hope my bf likes me lmao

22.) Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?: hmm its possible so sure lol

23.) Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?: Well i’ve been doing it so yeah lol

24.) Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?: i don’t think so but hey who knows what future me will do lol

25.) Do you want to be in a relationship this year?: i want to keep it so yes lol

26.) Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?: Si

27.) Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?: Not that I know of lol

28.) Have you ever been cheated on?: Officially no, but I had a few suspicions from my ex so it wouldn’t surprise me

29.) Have you ever cheated on someone?: No

30.) Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?: I’m ok really lol

31.) Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?: lmfao yes sadly.

32.) Have you ever experienced unrequited love?: Yeah. With my “ex”, we weren’t officially in a relationship we were just dating.

33.) Have you ever had sex with a man?: no homo but yeah lol

34.) Have you ever had sex with a woman?: tbh i just don’t support that lifestyle… i have straight friends tho so es cool

35.) Have you ever kissed someone older than you?: si

36.) Have you ever liked one of your best friends?: Nah lol I love them in a platonic way

37.) Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? No lol

38.) Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? Yeah lifes pretty wild

39.) Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?: yeah lmao its terrible 0/10 would not recommend

40.) Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? No im not an artistic person

41.) Have you had sex sex so far this year? Si but im staying a virgin til marriage

42.) How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? Depends on the mood I guess???

43.) How long was your longest relationship? Lmao the current one so almost a year!

44.) How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? 1 lol

45.) How many people did you kiss in 2011? Lmfao 0 I was an awkward disaster back then. Now i’m slightly less but with a better fashion sense.

46.) How many times did you have sex last year? Idk I wasnt counting lol but life fucked me over alot so that counts too right?

47.) How old are you? Believe it or not, but i’m 21 lol

48.) If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? Well rip my relationship then but it’d be something like “she ain’t ugly but she ain’t me”

49.) If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her? Hmm I like the attentiveness and los jokes

50.) If your first true love knocked on your door with an apology and presents, would you accept? If its just forgiveness then probably yeah. Regardless im taking the presents tbh as compensation

51.) Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for? Yes

52.) Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Nah they usually leave me first before I can say im done

53.) Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? No lol my business is my own

54.) Is there someone you will never forget? My ex and former close friends tbh

55.) Share a relationship story: well we went to olive garden cause I had never gone. So I was feeling like a rich white woman cause it looked fancy and the waited asked if he could toss the salad for us. My stupid ass thought he either meant in a sex term or literally flipping it. Guess what I mentioned out loud. So homeboy leaves and I realize I can never return here without realizing that i assumed that the waiter wanted a fucking threesome because I spend too much time looking at memes smh. Oh and he spilled drinks on the people next to us including this lady and her phone so guess who got tipped good cause id die if i were in his position smh. Moral of the story is this is why I shouldnt go out

56.) State 8 facts about your body: I have a fat stomach, yet skinny arms and legs lol, i got a birthmark by my right shoulder that looks like hawaii apparently, if one hand moves the other tends to attempt to do the same thing, i got my apendix removed, theres a scar from said surgery on it, I barely have body hair but it grows quick, i accidently stabbed myself with a led pencil. The led remains up to today

57.) Things you want to say to an ex: Someone is contradicting themselves lmao sorry for not being what you wanted but you could’ve treated me like a decent human being. But I guess im unreasonable for wanting trust and communication lol oh well

58.) What are five ways to win your heart?: food, pokemon, more video games, trying ya best and being direct with one another.

59.) What do you look like? (post a picture!): so like do i post a new selfie in a seperate post or???? Eh ill do that later

60.) What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners? 6-7 years 😥 lol

61.) What is the first thing you notice in someone? How they react to situations lol says alot as a first perspective

62.) What is the sexiest thing someone has done for/ to you? Bought me food 😍

63.) What is your definition of having sex? Well it involves a penis usually afjvhadaish

64.) What is your definition of cheating? Well besides doing it physically, by lying to your S/O about not seeing anyone else and talking to others with the intention of cheating

65.) What is your favorite foreplay routine? Loving jesus

66.) What is your favorite roleplay? Reading the bible together.

67.) What is your idea of the perfect date? It involves eating, going out doing anything since anything can be fun if you’re with the right person. If it gets everything that is stressful about life and makes it seem irrelevant at the moment then this is the moment

68.) What is your sexual orientation? No homo but men are ok. So un homosexual

69.) What turns you off? Well acting like a child or being rude and dismissive.

70.) What turns you on? Communication and trust can I get an amen

71.) What was your kinkiest wet dream? Ok so there I am in battle wearing regular armor but with channel boots and I destroy my enemies by walking on them since they wronged me. There’s also lesbians.

72.) What worlds do you like to hear during sex? Are you feeling it now, Mr.Krabs???

73.) What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you? Anything really, its mainly the thought that matters

74.) What’s the most superficial characteristic that you look for? Hmm facial features and eyes lol

75.) What’s the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for you? Gave me the pink power ranger pop lol my girl

76.) What’s the sweetest thing you have ever done for someone? I gave a rare pop as a gift for christmas. It cost $50 lmfao

77.) What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships? As long as its legal and consensual then its alright

78.) What’s your dirtiest secret? Dont got any lol not any that come to mind atleast

79.) When was the last time you felt jealous? Why? Idk middle school lol crush had the nerve to talk to someone that wasnt me smh. Im glad i grew up and learned

80.) When was the last time you told someone you loved them? Whenever I see my best friend and hes about to do some dumb shit

81.) Who are five people you find attractive? So is this like from tumblr or anywhere?. Hmm theres mi novio, my best friend and fuck it like 3 of my mutuals lmao i almost tagged em

82.) Who is the last person you hugged? My younger sister

83.) Who was your first kiss? An old friend lol we dont talk no more

84.) Why did your last relationship fail? I have no idea. My ex was like “i gotta be alone” then pulled the “we’re different” card. And I figured it was both until my friend showed me that he was on tinder with an updated bio and photos that he had sent to me initially. So I guess ill never know lol

85.) Would you ever date someone off of the internet? Yeah why not lol if the connection is there

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Hi I was wondering if you would be able to look at a brief summary of my family situation and give me some suggestions.I want to get insurance but can u recomment some changes in what I presently have. I thank you. I am married and have 3 childern (ages 9, 12, and 16) I just bought a waterfront home which is valued at 500,000 with a 300,000 mortgage. My jewrely is about 10,000. We have 3 cars a 2004 BMW, a 2002 Lexus and 1997 Jeep Wrangler. My husband works at a large manufacturing firm and earns about 125 K. I run a day care center from my home and earn about 45K. I don't have any employees. My kids all go to private school - which costs me about 25 a year. We honestly have no savings or investments and almost no discretionary income at the end of the month. ( which is a main reason I am writing this!) I met with a financial planner and they suggested on purchasing a 50,000 variable life policy for each of us as an investement. I think i am worried about the high vost of these policies This is what is presently covered property risks Ho3 with no endorsements or riders, dwelling 300,000, liability 100,000, medical payments 2500/person, uninsured/underinsured motorist 100,000,collision and other than collision (100 deductible) Personal risks: Life - my husband employer paid group term 50,000, we both have 50,000 universal life policy disability - mr. murphy - employer paid group policy (LTD with a 90 day wait with benefits to age 65) I have no coverage Medical: My husband - employer paid Major Medical (family plan) myself - i have an individual plan and still pay premiums I thank you for whatever you can give me!!""

Which insurance company is father of reinsurer?

i need to know the answer for my interview in an insurance company. also which company is biggest insurance company in world.

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What's the average car insurance cost in Ireland?

Hi everyone, I'm planning to move from Canada to Ireland next year and I was wondering what would be an average cost for a basic car insurance? I have had a valid Canadian G2 license for about 3 years, as well as a Romanian (EU) full license for 8 years. I'm 26. The car would be a small car, and the region either Dublin or Cork. I'm not looking for an exact quote, I'd just like to know what you are paying for your car and your experience, so to get an idea of what to expect. Thanks.""

Sr-22 insurance how much does i t cost?

I got a dui in 2002 and i havent drove snice i have a car paied off and its a 92 cavilier does anyone know how much my payments would be each month and all i want to put on it is just relaible insurance

Is motorcycle insurance cheaper than car insuracne?

for an 18 year old in mississauga ontario, canada would bike insuracne be cheaper than car insureacne on for(part-time car driver)?""

Do i need to get car insurance or licsence plate?

So me nd my fiance live in phoenix az and we're planning to move back to bakersfield ca! Were driving a uhaul back and pulling our car, and our car doesn't have no car insurance or plates, do I need to get those things even tho were pulling our car? Its not that iam to lazy to get those things, it will jus save us money!""

Will my parents insurance go up if i get a permit?

I just turn 16, and i wanna take the class. I live in Houston, TX. Will my parents insurance raise if i get a permit? I need answer Quick! Please Help!""

How much is your car insurance?

I don't want to sound personal but I am wondering what everyone pays in car insurance. I happen to live in Michigan which has the highest car insurances rates in the country. I am planning to move soon and was wondering how much people are paying across the country. Please don't feel a need to give me the exact number, a range is fine. Also, please tell me the car type because I know that matters. Again with car type you don't have to tell the car. Example if you drive a 911 Porsche you could say, 2 door, luxury sports car. Any other information would be greatly appreciated, thanks!""

Car accident! they didnt have insurance! what cam i do?

last monday i was on a car accident,,,,(t-bone colission) it was there fault...i had a green light...she turned left at a red!.....but they dont have insurance...i need money to fix my car.....what can i do....? they told me thy were going to get my car fixed,,,but now they dont want to pay....and the even want to sew me! the police officer told me that i had to sew them cuz they didnt have insurance! what could happen in court!? what are the chances that theyll pay for my car!!? i live in texas....thanks""

Cheapest car insurance for a 18 year old male?

""Which insurance company is BETTER in Naples, FL -- UHC or CIGNA?

Planning to get an individual insurance and those two are one of the good ones. I'll also get a Dental Premier (ppo) and Vision Plan. A bit worried on the dental though coz there are only few who has affiliation with insurance companies. HEEEEEEEELP. Which one is better?

""Health insurance, to see chiropractor help!?""

im trying to find health insurance because i dont qualify for medicare. im currently unemployed and looking for work, and couldnt go to fiu this semester. im 26 years old woman. i hurt my back lifting boxes a few months ago. the pain is horrible some days that i have to stay in bed all day. i need to see a doctor but i dont have money and i am living with my disabled mother. http://consumerdirect.bcbsfl.com my zipcode is 33010 what is the cheapest insurance here that would let me see a chiro and get xrays done? the less i would have to pay the better since my financial situation right now is bad.""

Motorcycle insurance?

progressive is quoting me at $20 a month for bare minimum coverage for a 2010 yamaha r1. I'm 18 years old and single. how is this even possible? am i reading something wrong? this price just seems absurdly low to me

What car would be cheaper for insurance?

I am about to be 16 and I live in nebraska in a small town I was thinking of getting a 2005 camaro or a 2000 or 2003 corvette what car would be cheaper for car insurance and if I get a truck would you recomand a ford f250 or ford f350 and how much would insurance be monthly for the ford trucks and if you have any sports cars you would recomand to get then tell me it and insurance on it monthly

My car insurance has been cancelled?

i need to know if i have to pay more or is the same amount in my billing if i pay for it this is for a car insurance the insurance company is aig

How much should i save up for insurance for a car?

Okay so i have a job i work at the airport.Note:Im only 16,turning 17 in December I will be getting my licensein July.And my brother is going to give me his car in 8 more months.But he told me i have to save up for insurance and gas.So how much do you guys i should be putting into my savings account to save up for insurance and gas bills?I get paid every 2 weeks if that helps thanks""

""How is it my insurance coverage costs go down, but not my yearly fees?""

I've only had my license a few years, so only had to pay this a few times, but the first time my car was insured for $15,500. The second time it dropped to $13,500. Yet both times I'm expected to pay $460 for the year. Cheap because I'm going through someone else's name 'cause it would cost me about $1,800. Why do the coverage costs go down but not the fees?""

Auto insurance question?

I am paying $166 monthly for 2 cars, full coverage, 6 month premium around 970. I'm not sure if that's cheap or expensive. What is the average most people pay for 2 cars? I'm curious. I have insurance through USAA.""

Can I lose my job for not having insurance?

I have heard so many different things. But I called my job today and I found out that they are offering insurance but it is to high to buy for me because it would cost $30 per week. ...show more

Does anyone know an auto insurance agency that offers affordable insurance to drivers with a bad driving?

My insurance adjuster wont give me enough money for my car repair?

A guy hit my car and his insurance said my car is worth less that what it really is the damage for my car is worht $3000 but they will only give me $2200 for it also on the evaluation report they made they said my car was in a worser condition than it really is. What can I do to get what i deserve? i don't want to settle for less

WHAT IS BEST LIFE INSURANCE OR FUNERAL INSURANCE.?

a friend asked me this question so i thought id ask you guy's out there. we are both single guy in hour early and mid 30's,both receive a DSP_pension,live separately were just mates,no dependants both smoke cig's yes were slowly giving em up we live in Tasmania,Australia and are wondering what would be best for a single person life or funeral insurance,is there a difference between them,does life insurance cover for your funeral expenses.IVE ask CENTRELINK and they DID NOT HAVE ANY INFOMATION.""

WHERE IN THE UK DOES CHEAPEST CAR INSURANCE AT THE MINUTE?

Why is van insurance so much more than car insurance?

i have a VW POLO mk2, 1.3. im trying to by a vauxhall rascal 970cc and the insurance is more than double. why? the van insurance is quoted at 1400 pounds best. its for social use only, minimum mileage with no tools. its crazy. the polo was only 480 pounds.""

Health Insurance?

Will my health insurance cover going to a psychiatrist regarding anxiety issues?

Title loans and insurance claims if the car is totaled?

I was just in an automobile accident recently and pretty sure my car is totaled. My question is, if my car is totaled, and my car title is in a title loan right now, do I pursue the insurance company to pay it off or at least to the point so I may recieve the title back?""

How will a $135 speeding ticket show up on my car insurance?

Will the insurance notice show how fast I was going/how much I had to pay for the ticket?

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What would car insurance be for a 17 yr old male?

I know that there's no exact answer unless I get an insurance quote but I'm just looking for a rough estimate, I get good grades and I have no tickets.""

Do I need a drivers insurance?

I have my learner's permit and I live in California.... My parents have Triple A insurance as their auto insurance company and I was wondering if I have to have insurance in order to drive the car.... or do I get added when I get my drivers' license?

Why is it hard to find medical Insurances?

i have a heart condition, why is it hard to find medical insurances?""

Can you report someone for driving without car insurance?

i know this person and i was just wondering if you could turn them in for not having car insurance without them knowing who turned them in. I want to prevent someone from getting hurt and not getting there part of the insurance claim or whatever.....anything will help..THANKS!!!!

Are Esurance insurance rates cheaper in Texas than New Jersey?

I just moved to Texas and would like to know if my rate will be cheaper monthly here. I have heard from people that it is supposed to be but have no definite proof. I also cannot find anything else online.

Where can i get the cheapest car insurance if im 18?

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Is it true that the older you get the more car insurance you pay?

My father lives in california and received his car insurance bill , he's 80 yr old. within the last year never received a ticket of any kind or was in an accident. and now he's paying more. Does that sound right?""

Will a ticket for careless driving increase your auto insurance?

I was pulled over for speeding but fined for careless driving. My parents car is insured but I'm not on the policy. Will the insurance premium be affected? How long does it take for there insurance agency to find out about the points? (We have Allstate if that helps)

Will my insurance go up due to points on my license?

I am a 22 year old male. Was cited for going 25.5 miles over the speed limit on a freeway. Plead guilty. And 4 points were assessed on my license. This is the first time any points have been on my license. My question is will my insurance go up do to this and if so how much could I expect? Thanks Also, if anyone knows of anything I can do to keep my insurance from going up, please let me know.""

Will an insurance company drop a client if they get a DUI?

Health insurance for pregnant women?

Does anyone know a good (and inexpensive) insurance provider for pregnant women?

Why are so many insurance companies hiring agents?

Is it because of the government trying to force coverage on people?

Insurance write off question?

My car has recently been declared an insurance write off, basically a young guy (17) pulled out of a side road T-Bone ing me, causing me to be pushed into a tree, all the under body of my car was twisted and it would cost more to repair than the car is worth. The problem is my car isn't worth anything ( Peugeot 206). Someone is going to phone me tomorrow to discuss a settlement figure, I'd like 2k, (I paid 4k) 2.5 years ago for it. How much am I likely to get as an insurance write off, bearing in mind the other driver had admitted full liability and blame. It was a 2005 Peugeot 206 with 70k miles, one previous owner with a recent mot ( 2 weeks ago) also I've just paid for 12 months tax ( last month) can I reclaim this somehow? Thank You As for the other driver. I spoke to the police office who attended the scene and he went to his house yesterday to interview him, apparently he can do him for dangerous driving and give him points, as he was 17 I bet he will get caned on his insurance renewal, which is some comfort I guess :)""

Does anyone know how much Sr 22 car insurance can cost?

""Life insurance terms cash value, dividend, loan to value, interest rate?""

I don't know much about life insurance. This is for a whole life policy = $50,000. Could you explain what these terms and numbers mean about this policy? cash value of $7,000 Loan to value of $6,000 interest rate of 8% dividend of $60""

Will this progressive insurance claim raise my rates?

So I was driving along the turnpike here in Oklahoma the other day when I noticed a vibration I was pushing 70mph at the most in my 1998 ford ranger when i noticed this. my truck was valued by the claims adjuster at $5800 As the vibration continued I pulled over and slowed down right then I noticed and felt my tire tread from the rear drivers side fly out and do some damage to the bed the tire still had air in it but when i got out to look my tread had flown completely off along with some other truck pieces. The adjuster said more then likely the belt slipped or snapped or something along those lines the damage total was $2,695.00 less my $500.0 deductible the insurance will pay the remaining balance. it would have totaled out had the repair cost more the 50% of the value of the truck. Now my question will be tricky to answer because everyone has a different driving record I haven't filed a claim sense 2004 I hit a car ! guilty I have had speeding tickets but not sense 2007 I had one guy try and file a claim against me in 2008 he said i backed into him but he didn't carry insurance and had no proof and the claim was never paid out so I'm pretty sure my rates will go up come time for renewal I'm just trying to see by how much? can i call progressive would they tell me? do they even know???? I know that a lot of this depends on your claims trend. this is really the only claim I've filed in yrs and the 2nd one in 4 yrs with this company. that first claim never payed out either.. I'm a 26 yr old male if that helps any..... thanks everyone who contributes""

Where Do I Find Quotes For Non-Owners Auto Insurance?

I Need It Cheap, Fast, And In Denver,CO.!!!!!!!!!!!!""

Insurance question on a 2008 Hyundai Tiburon GT?

I'm a 16, almost 17 year old male. I got a citation in late May. I have a suspended license until November 3rd, my birthday. how much monthly, and yearly will insurance cost me on this car, roughly? I live in Ohio.""

""Cheap Insurance, For a 19 year old?""

hi im a typical 19 year old, been driving for 1 year this month. Does anyone know of any Cheap Insurance places, Everything is so expensive! i dont want to be paying more than 50.00 a month! Please help""

How much would car insurance for a 17 year old driver?

for a used hatch back that costs around 500

About life insurance?

i am 35 year old and i have one daughter of 1 year.i want to take policy for myself and for my wife also.we both are in govt jobs.plz suggest me best policies

""How would you cover people who are denied health coverage by the insurance companies, if not a public option?""

There are many Americans who want health care, but cannot get adequate coverage because they have a pre-existing condition, can't afford it, or are denied by insurers. Maybe they are working but their company doesn't offer medical coverage for them. How do we help these people? Are they just stuck?""

Car Insurance Help needed?

I passed my test in January and I am hoping well was hoping to buy a car in September. I have been looking at car and how much they are to insure and I was getting quotes at about 2000 from Quinn Direct which was fantastic and meant I was on course to get a car in September but of course they have to go bust. When I look at quotes on confused.com for a small hatchback they are ridiculous prices the cheapest I can get is 5,000 that is a joke. Now I don't know what to do I need another insurance company that does cheap quotes. Please Help!""

Auto insurance broker fee in CA?

Hi I live in CA i just bought a new 2012 hyundai and went to get insurance through Freeway Insurance and I signed up for a 12 month premium with Farmers they did not tell me anything about a broker fee until after i signed all the paperwork. I am 20yrs old and paying $220 a month for full coverage. They charged me a $275 Broker fee I just want to no if this is even legal or if they ripped me off! I walked out spending $560.00 Are they allowed to charge such high fees I will call my credit card and have them refund it immediately if they ripped me off. Please help. Open to all answers thankyou!

Why is my car insurance SO expensive?!?

My car insurance is due for renewal and the quotes i'm getting seem so high! Why is this? I'm a 32 year old female, no convictions, bans not even a speeding ticket. I have had my licence for 14 years and over 10 years no claims. I have 3 previous claims, 2 none fault and one theft - all of which were over 10 years ago. I am insuring a 2003 freelander (insurance group 11).""

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