#normal things. things that happen to everyone im sure
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Sorry everyone for disappearing. I didn’t know how to react to this whole situation except leave. Like I still don’t know what to say or do rn. I’m just in a weird state of shock atm. I promise I’m okay, just trying to figure out how to get back to how things were before.
I do understand the frustration that anon would have of feeling unlikable irl since I spent most of my life friendless and isolated all the way up to adulthood before making this blog. And because of that loneliness I treasure every positive interaction I ever had, even with people who moved on that I don’t talk to anymore. Because I wasn’t use to kindness. I still struggle with how to respond to it. All I know is that I try to be friendly to people as they are to me.
Im not sure if I’ll get to every ask that was sent during the situation since I kinda want to move away from what happened and putting stuff related to it on my blog or even just filling folks dash with it would feel like rubbing more salt into the wound. I read every response that was sent and you all are truly wonderful people, I deeply appreciate the support. I joined this community because I felt a kinship with others here. And having people like or enjoy my work make me feel that I’m not alone with these feelings or experiences. Again it’ll take a bit for things to get back to normal on here, but I hope everyone is doing okay too now. And thank you.
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So uhh, i went to a concert in Munich (Germany) and we flew there and it got me thinking about how the chain would react to being on a plane. I know the prompt is basic and probably over done but oh well
So heres some headcanons on the chain and how they would deal with plane rides (+extra TSA scenario)
Wind
Mmm, really mixed reaction i think
On one hand, i feel like hed be really excited in the childish way, like he thinks the idea is cool and he would want to do it
But when hes boarding the plane the fear starts to creep up on him
I feel like every little noise or rattle would have him anxiously glancing at everyone to see if it is a panic worthy moment or not
Though overall not too bad, he lives another day and i feel like this kind of reaction would only be on his first plane ride
I do have a feeling that he would avoid plane travel as much as possible tho, like any other alterantive are preffered. He just doesnt look like the type to actually like it as a prefference
Time
Honestly? I dont think he would be too afraid
Look, the guys traveled through time, saved the world, prevented the moon from crashing into earth and also seen some wild shit during all of the afore mentioned events
Do you really think a plane ride would phase him?
I think hed just be wildly uncomfortable with turbilance but i feel thats pretty normal
But he would be fine
Warriors
Gets lost at the airport
I know thats not part of what im writing about but like
considering how easy it is to get lost in that game even when theres a map right infront of your face i guarantee yall he would get completely lost at least 2 times at the airport
Im honestly not sure if hed be very phased by a plane ride though
I mean he was in the military (all be it the medieval kind) and also fought in the war
So i feel like cramped and uncomfortable travel conditions are absolutely nothing new to him
I feel like it would be similar to Time but just a smidge more fear
Wild
Yeah i think the lack of anything actually happening for most of the fly would bother him more than the actual plane journey
Idk i dont really see him as being scared at all during it, even if its his first time
I mean… when he eventually goes through the TOTK storyline (probably after LU) hes probably making some kind of flying vehiacles that are 70 times less safe than the average plane almost purely for fun, so i really do think hed be bored at best
Four
Outwardly looks composed unless you recognize the fear in his eyes and notice him gripping the arm rest of the seat
He gives off the vibes like he would be scared of flying but keeps that to himself really well, for better or for worse
I think he would do anything to avoid air travel even after his first time
The type to scare himself by reading about plane crash stories while waiting to board the plane
You cant convince him being in a metal bird-adjecant container above the clouds going at unholy speeds is safe
Hyrule
Oh hes not getting on that thing
He would rather walk to wherever he has to get to, any distance is walking distance
Its separated by a body of water? He knows how to swim, he will live
Your best bet is to just trap him in a pet carrier and pray to any higher power willing to listen that he doesnt get out during any part of the journey
Legend
Surprisingly the only one i think would be normal about going on a plane
If he manages to get on that is
Breaking news: pantsless medieval elf man arrested for attacking TSA officers at airport after they attempted to confiscate highly illegal and dangerous items
More on that later
Twilight
Hes kinda like the middle ground between Hyrule and Four
Does he have to go on that, like, does he really have to?
Yknow, his legs work very well! Oh and hes a very good swimmer aswell!
Tries to come up with any excuse and any way of persuaiding not to go but will give up if its no use
Scared shitless but keeps it to himself
Not like Four though, hes visibly scared but hes trying his best to keep it together
Sky
…
So,
Hypothetically, if i were to say he would be absolutely petrified, would yall be mad
Im sorry i cant see him being ok with planes
Hes more rational than Hyrule and he would be willing to get on (after pulling a Twilight and trying to find any reason NOT to)
But the second that thing is on the runway your circulation is being cut off from how hard his hand is gripping any part of your body with that 1000 yard stare
I think what would scare him (and by extension, the rest) is the lack of freedom and control
Yeah he grew up in the sky, hes a good rider when it comes to loftwings (who are arguably less safe than being on a plane) but riding a loftwing where you are pretty much the pilot and its only and being in the metal contraption of doom are not the same thing
In skyloft, if you fall off your loftwing you can call it back, if you get injured and fall the knights are constantly patrolling and someone will be there to save you, on a loftwing, you arent confined to a tiny space with at least 80 other people and you have all the control
On a plane? If that thing goes down theres no saving you unless the goddess woke up in a really good mood
Extra: TSA
Officers spot Time in the crowd and they can already feel their hairs greying and/or falling out
He holds up the line for a solid 30 minutes if not longer taking everything off
Wild is arguing because they told him hes not allowed to bring food items with him, which includes his vast collection on his slate
How and where is he supposed to dispose of 789 apples?
Legend gets into a very heated argument with the officers because they have informed him they have to confiscate all the wepons he has
This ends with him jumping on to one of the guards like that guy who threw himself at a judge, which leads to authorities getting called and probably usage of handcufs
Warriors doesnt display any reaction to the scene unfolding infront of him because 1) how do you even react and 2) hes too busy worrying about his fire rod
Time also starts getting involved, specifically trying to find a way out of the situations Legend and Wild are in
Four is arguing in Legends favour, but also calls him out on some things which probably sets Legend off more and only further escalets the situation
Wind is currently the only one whos made it through and is kind of just awkwardly watching from behind the metal detectors
Sky hasnt been mentally present since they arrived
Twilights regretting the day he was born
Hyrule is already halfway to their destination (as said, any distance is walking distance)
#this is so stupid lmao#yips actually writes#lu au#linked universe#lu wind#lu time#lu warriors#lu four#lu twilight#lu hyrule#lu sky#lu wild#lu legend#linked universe headcanons#none of this is serious btw
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tfw you get a little Too into a character and get spooked a little when you look in the mirror
#spokesman of the veil#delete later#WHOA DUDE 0.0 whos in the mirror. oh thats me :(#normal things. things that happen to everyone im sure
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Main character lineup for a western AU of me and @gxdcomplex’s fantasy ocs! Celestine is a rancher, Atticus is his stablehand (who may or may not have a past he doesn’t want to talk about or why he’s run away from it) and Meadowlark is under their care.

[Marrowsnap and Sienna are she/her, Carrion is they/she] And here are the Coyote Sisters’ leaders, the og coyote sisters! They lead a pack of werecoyotes (and all other people willing to travel with them who need a place to belong) and while they try to avoid conflict, they have some mischievous packmates who wind up out of line and go after a rancher’s herd or get into scuffles in town which is a headache for the Sisters to deal with. Because of this they often go head to head with Celestine and Atticus.




Little unfinished comic I made about Sienna and Carrion finding a wanted poster about them. (Gristle was one of their packmates that tried to attack one of Celestine’s cows)
#I love… western au#my art#art#sketch#furry#idk what to call this AU like idk how to tag this#western au#cowboy oc#cow boy#unicorn oc#werewolf#werewolf oc#werecoyote#oc: marrowsnap#Oc: sienna#Oc: carrion#oc: celestine#oc: meadowlark#Oc: atticus#cowboy art#Im still not entirely sure the logistics of Meadowlark being technically Celestine’s cow boy (half cow half boy yeehaw)#Because this was originally just a one off little sexy idea like Woag what if my prince oc was a cowboy. What then#but now I am Too Invested and I’m giving it PLOT and BACKSTORY#and now outside of the kink setting it’s like well. It’s kind of weird. Is he like a cow? Or like a person? Do I commit to him being like a#cow? Or do I just make him like a person (who happens to be half cow) who does the farm cow thing for money as his job??#Yeah the last one seems best. Also easiest#bc I was looking at it. And on paper it’s weird that my poc character would be quote unquote “owned” by a very.. white oc#Taken quite literally bc Celestine has white fur all over ANYWAYS not the point the point is that it was getting kinda dangerously close to#the whole “POC character is treated more like an animal even though he’s basically the same amount of animal as everyone else and this#is normalized and also he is “owned” quote unquote by a very white character” trope and I Did Not Like That
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my dash: Bell's Hells are doing doppelganger trust exercises in the feywild for bonding purposes
me: oh???? :) my fools?
my dash: half of them wanted to use detect thoughts to get through it. they werent allowed to. but they were absolutely planning to do it.
me, with great affection: oh, my fools :') of course
my dash: They Handled This Less Than Optimally and were accusing each other suspiciously and randomly and using all kinds of strange tactics
me: my fools :'DDDDD of COURSE they did-
my dash: Even in an ACTIVE TRUST BUILDING EXERCISE with live doppelgangers, they were still grappling with their chronic Fuck With Each Other impulses
me with all the affection in the world: u fucking <3 bet <3 they would <3 maladjusted trainwrecks <3333333
#comforting to know that all of my instincts about how BH would handle a doppelganger trust exercises aligned wIth what they did. everything#im seeing feels right. trust exercise? detect thoughts time . what do you mean im not alllowed to is that NOT how trust works.#of COURSE i trust u. my trust is dependent on very specific things that are kind of indistinguishable from my distrust of u. thats normal#and good even.#hey this is an important exercise to build trust. however it would be SOOOO funny if i fucked with u rn so... hmm.....#anyway. maladjusted. im sure im missing plenty of details but this was fun to catch up on everyone keep up ur posts theyre great#critical role#cr spoilers#c3e80#?#bell's hells#shitpost#still alive! just tremendously behind and busy! but glad good and fun things are happening in campaign still lmao
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silly guys that make me lose followers on tumblr dot com
#my art lol#vocaloid#zhiyu moke#persona 3#ryoji mochizuki#omfg lmao i normally dont do this kind of thing ever... but the circumstances are so fucking funny i HAD to#no cause its so amusing to me. so u can put up w/ my unhinged ramblings in the tags a bunch of dumb uninteresting shit etc#but seeing the same fuckass gif too many times in a row is the final straw?? ok sure#LIKE IM NOT REALLY MAD OR ANYTHING its just hilarious to me that THAT is some (2) people's final straws w me. thats their limit#i only reserve spam reblogging the same post in a row for very special occasions when im extremelyyyyyy unwell abt smthn (pos or neg)#so its really funny to me that on two separate occasions that was enough for two separate people to unfollow my main. LOL#couldnt handle the mokening/ryojiing 😔🙏 tragic! anyways.#NO BUT ALSO i once did reblog. the same video of shadow the hedgehog like 50+ times in a row#i dont remember if i lost anyone because of that though??? if i didnt then THATS HILARIOUS LOL everyone just loves shadow#but some fuckin chinese computer program and death the teenage boy??? i want those twinks obliterated. blocked and unfollowed.#my lessons ive learned: i can weaponize random ass gifs of random ass anime boys i guess?????????#also this is from today. and serves as a good precursor to whats abt to happen which happened far from today 🥴😭😔😔😔
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sighhhh 💔
#i know she doesnt know that they donr like me exactly but dude#when one of my classmates found out that he was going to sit next to me im pretty sure he said#“ — next to jay ?? ”#[ for the record my name is known as jay instead of lowjay cause I coudlnt decide on the firt day of school and went w/ jay#cause 1 ; long#and 2 ; people would call me jay anyway so#anyways back on topic#its crazy how the whole pawny backstory thing lined up with what was going to happen to me lmao#like dude they were meant to be an extension of fifork cause pawngy was fiforks oc#[ normalize giving ur comforts or kins their own ocs ]#and in the story of the least ideal visitor [ pawny is the least ideal visitor ] mostly EVERYONE there HATES pawnys guts#but it wasnr really vocalized until one of them accidentally spilt the beans#and then I got the news by one of my irl school oomfs that none of my classmates rlly like me#and oh boy do the stories line up ... ily oomf from school but oh boy did it somewhat bring down my already low ego already#wgat do my classmates want from me /neg#ALSO ALSO !! for anyone who is worried trust I *WILL* BE OKAY !!! /GEN !!! its just hhh .. SCHOOL STUFF !!!#i cna make it out alive with mg trusty bob and fifork !! [ even though i havent drawn him in 5 days um .. ]#um the lowjay brand tags ->#longjar rantment ranting rant rant ranter#the lowjay order karnage#hate it! 💔#97104
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drawing more furry fnaf art. yknow just to keep you posted. i love posting in the tags sorry these ones got away from me
#sammy is a brown bear (like freddy). his mom is white like funtime freddy#then crying child is blue (like bon bon. and to go with lizzies bonnet pink) (theyre not twins in my au but they definitely act like it. so#its like cute.) mrs. afton is blue violet (rockstar bonnie) bc i was running out of colors. i had already assigned her blue anyway.#max is black bc i seriously ran out of rabbit colors. or! no wait shadow bonnie. thats totally the inspo and not i had made his ears black#already. i think thats literally every rabbit color available. the afton family is pretty big. ig vanny. who would go with vanessa. obvi bu#shes not in my au. or at least not an afton. and therefore not a rabbit. if she was though shed be white.#and if you havent seen any previously drawn ones henry and william are yellow (obviously. they already have fursonas. theyre the reason#everyone else gets one. LOL) micheals purple like classic bonnie (who... is purple even if it was then retconned. hes purple. look at#withered bonnie. i hate ppl who say its just lighting. thats a lie by big blue bonnie. he was literally purple and then he changed his mind#like i said lizzie is pink like bonnet. and then charlie is black like lefty. because duhh.#DONT ask me about how this shit works okay. the rabbit dated the rabbit and the bear dated the bear. bc thats what happened. theres not#here. the bears got divorced. and the rabbits. the yellow rabbit and bear are fucking#no um. i like willry but i think if they were really fucking. i just think things would go differently. henry's gay in my au i dont think i#he actually had a man to fuck he'd manage to have children. its not who he is to me. will is bi but he obv thinks henry is some exception t#him being perfectly normal and straight. everyone wants to fuck their business partner. otherwise youd do it yourself#ig they can fuck after. i hate when people do these boring aus where henry and william never get married and william isnt a murderer and so#like what? theres nothing? just a couple of guys? if im looking for fics where theyre fucking im not looking for a fic where everything is#nice and clean. be serious. can we at least have some angst about it being the 70s or are you too much of a bitch for that too#anyway.....#simons spouting#simons fnaf au#OH also if anyone reads this whats the stance on this stupid idea i have where sammy pretends he has a thing for michael to annoy max. bc.#their parents had a thing for eachother. and sammy and max have a more familial relationship. and michael and charlie have a familial#relationship. but michael and sammy have barely met and do not at all. is it pushing it? i was thinking yknow from sammys perspective that'#'his sons' dad but! like you can fuck your sons dad. that's not weird. unless thats the way youre phrasing it i guess LOL. but i guess#michael would be like. thats 'my sisters' brother. and that is not someone you fuck*. BUT this isnt michaels perspective its sammy being#annoying. and from sammys perspective that is NOT his sister and there for NOT his sisters brother. *also im pretty sure this is subjective#if youre just friends. yknow. the ethics of sammy using this to bother max is not on the table because i think he deserves to be a#a bit of an ass. anyway LMAOO fkdglfg. let me know if youd like ive got anon asks on. please dont judge me for not knowing this.
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pien
#stardust speaking !#anytime i open the comic one folder i see akiras flinching back into reality when mitile calls for figaro and feel everything at once#im normal now#CANNOT WAITTTT TO SEE IT ANIMATED mayhaps animating pt1 is excellent after all#i forgot who does the anime but please add a scene early on where akira cries PLEEEAAASEEEEEEEEEE#ALL ALONE IN A NEW WORLD WHERE UR ONLY COMFORT IS A BOOK WRITTEN BY THE DUDE WHO PREVIOUSLY WAS IN UR POSITION AND HAPPENED TO KNOW JP#AS WELL#(long talk about akira & slowly not clinging to the sages book as they grow closer to the ppl around them = more comfortable)#i should put that kyukyukyurarin here cuz. that one comment about akira arriving alone and leaving alone i dont think i can do it scoobs#i wasnt supposed to talk about this at all. uhhhh q is back on salute emoji. which means i must write more. my beloved drafts im runinng#ALSO im gonna make sure to im ppl the stuff. i missed being annoying.#anyhow my opens r always open. my meme tag is there. gbf stream soon and then proseka YAHOO#which means i need to hurry up with pt2 grrrrrrr theres pt2 specific things i Rly wanna write/address#and i KNOWWWWWW ill want to talk about 4th anni for a billion yrs#i miss the 4th anni ost...........#(spends more time thinking abuot mhyk lov n deepspace au)#GOODNIGHT#actualy the fact akira goes from 'i wanna talk to arthur in case he knows a way for me to go home' to 'i dont want to leave until ive#accomplsihed things here' (and in general the tanabata events of akira hesitating to wish to go home partly cuz wishing for that when#everyone worked so hard to hold a party......is a bit.....and partly cuz they. kinda. do not. want to leave alrdy#gah...
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Thinking a lot recently about the fact that within a wider group of friends there will be people you don’t like. And this is fine and normal and you just get on with them because that’s what you do. But when it happens in a smaller group which is tighter knit, what do you do then? If you try and do the same it comes across weirdly. Because the level of closeness with the rest of the group is on average higher than in a big group.
#this is again a thought for the ig story that inopportune people would see if i put it there#but like. it’s happened in two small friend groups now#where there’s a person i actively dislike and this is in different ways like one of them i just really don’t gel with#and the other actively makes me uncomfortable in a lot of ways#like being around them in a group setting is fine and normal and i don’t mind#but i really hate lying about the phrase i love you or the sentiment of appreciating people and it’s difficult not to in that situation#because when one or other or both of those sentiments is applicable to everyone else in the group it feels mean to express it#in group settings because i can’t or won’t about them. especially because the one i just don’t gel with hasn’t done anything#like i just don’t like them very much which is absolutely not a crime and im sure they’re a wonderful person#like i just don’t wish to be around them more than necessary. but this is not reciprocal (or if it is they’ve been lying to me) and idk how#to deal with that.#this has been a ramble and a half but oh well i don’t force you to read my tags#the worst part is because they’re within a group of friends and it’s just personal dislike i can’t talk to anyone i might normally#talk to about this sort of thing. bc they either don’t know them or are friends with them.#so that’s fun.
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Okay small rant time !!!!
#im literally losing my god damn mind#i went to get gas#and im pretty sure they have a card skimmer#it asked me for me pin twice and looked weird and inwas like huh#thats really weird#but was like eh whatever and then like 10 minutes later#i start getting attempted charges to my card for 175 dollars from the gas station#this is a gas station ive been using for a very long time and they never have beenna gas station to do holds on your card before#and also my actual gas purchase went through normally !#anyway i was already gone from the gas station at this point (and the inside would have been closed before i could get back anyway)#so i was like okay first im going to post to the group to warn people not to go there rn#then contact the appropriate people#so anyway i posted to the facebook group and it somehow seems like ive done something wrong !!#everyone is so angry!!#literally being like well did you try to fucking remove the device#and why arent you on the phone with the police RIGHT NOW#telling me that its probably juat a hold#and telling me not to say bad things about a business#when literally all i said was you might want to avoid going to this gas station right now because i think they have a skimmer#and stated exactly what happened to me to make me feel that way#anyway ive literally had to edit my post 5 times because people keep getting mad about different things#im so done !!!#never again !!!
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#i keep trying to write something like meaningful and analytical abt the episode but its not the horrors that are getting to me i legit dont#wanna make it personall !! bro but theres so many things that like i saw that was like yeah yeah yeah its really good it hits too closee#i think yeah i agree with everyone on it it wasnt the strongest but i still felt strongly by it like just reflecting on a few things that#happened in it im not sure if i need to distance myself from it or keep looking 😭#random thoughts#but its also fine that i have conflicting feelings i think thats good i dont need every ep to be perfect i just need it to make sense &#(ig entertain and so on and so forth and whateverr)#i need to watch this with someone irl so bad like#fandom is obv not enough nor online friends i need to yell and then hold hands while we jump off a bridge#normal im being normal#conclusion as i said before claudia so good louis yeah just amazing#highlights ofc
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irls are way too fucking comfortable telling me what to do
#mine.txt#everytime im like surely i can make perfectly normal attachments and am just overblowing things#stuff then happens that make me go nope! theres a reason i self-diagnosed the way i did#whatever. 1 more year of college and i can ghost everyone
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what's an appropriate way to say thank you to a coworker who brought you a sample of the cologne your blorbo is [most probably] using????????????

it's a super interesting scent btw!!! from the bottle it's very lemony, a lot of cypress, pine(?), and off the bat it almost smelled a bit like honey on my skin?? there is a lot going on in it, and at first it seemed sweet, but once it calms down, most of this early sweetness is gone (there is still a tiny bit that lingers though, which is really nice), and the bitter, fresh parts with the sea vibes take over. it's very elegant, clean, yet unique. there is a vibrant streak to it, but it smells old school, like a classic. after about an hour it got deeper on me, and more spice appeared, which was very lovely. it also has a very prominent layer of that usual masculine scent most male fragrances have, while still being airy, so it's not that in your face feeling, but the one that really draws you in instead. overall the mediterranean description is spot on. a massive W in my eyes
#deranged!#but to be fair to me!#he is a fragrance nerd and im into this stuff too#and we were discussing some very important matters at work - as you do#and i was like yeah for me there is this one tom ford i want to smell#and he was like oh actually i do have a sample of that... i could bring it to you :)))))#and i said sure thank you ☺️#and then he asked me why so i had to act like a normal person??? like. uhhhh i was just uhhhh talking about it with someone uhhhhh#r#(obviously fragrances smell different on everyone but yeah! this is super nice)#(on my skin after i sprayed it it was incredibly sweet for a sec#but once it dries thats gone)#(what happens after that also depends on the person like most things on me tend to become spicy)#(have to say tho - its a true summer scent and it doesnt last particularly long)#(but i love that it handles the lemon cypress duo so nicely#and the sea vibe as well#because im always wary of these things smelling like air fresheners 💀)#(but there is enough stuff in this to balance that out and give it a richer deeper scent. its hot ill say it.)#(i also have to be careful because my own perfume is very strong and i keep smelling that on myself lmao)
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i start that new job tomorrow 😶 ...
#... im not sure if itll be a full day or just 'more paperwork/general tour/training' tho kinda hopin for maybe like a half day TwT;;#im very nervous and considering taking one of the old anxiety meds i still have#from when i was in therapy. except idk if theyre still in date + they made me feel like a zombie which is why i stopped taking them lol#like i was SO out of it on them. but would that be preferable 2 the feeling of Soon Entering Cardiac Arrest levels of anxiety im having rn?#maybe...#+ going to take a sleeping pill around 10 to make sure i dont stay up all night freaking myself out#jkdkjfhjjk can my brain be normal about this. i havent even started the job yet calm down!!! calm down!!! its ok!!!!#i just feel so bad bc everyone has been rly nice. like 'omg yay u found a chill job w insurance RIGHT before u get kicked off urs thats#great ik youll do well!!' and its like well what if i DONT do well what if i freak out again. and self sabotage. then what. like i KNOW#its bad and i KNOW what i SHOULD be doing but its like herding geese over here in my brain zone. painful and bad and i dont understand why#things happen at all its confusing and frustrating to deal with#logically i know i need a job. i need to pay my debts and start saving and I WANT to move out! but its like that fine dining and breathing#scene from spongebob. brain on fire. lol#sanchoyorambles
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