#nooooo why is the quality so bad after uploading i swear they looked good when i exported them 😭😭😭

[zukkas]

You wear fine things well.

[thirstyfortom]

OMG your bartender scenario jssjhijjskfkfk amazing! I wish u had more views tho. Can I request a HC with RFA (and maybe Saeran and V) reacting to MC being a former porn star or having a sex tape uploaded on a porn site, i dunno if u like writing this kind of stuff. Congrats again, ur wrtiting is really good! :)

Tnx tnx!It’s okay, I’m kinda new on that stuff, so i didn’t really expect to have a lot of followers, maybe it happens one day,but… who knows?

I’m goingwith MC ex- pornstar, I can only think that a sextape would be a revenge porn’scase and that can be very triggering, so yeah… let’s think MC agreed on beingfilmed and got paid for it.

Yoosung

You told him as soon as you startedbeing a serious couple

You were younger, your parents neverreally supported you going to college, so you basically lived on your own andhad to pay for it, you were desperate and you did it

You weren’t really proud, but youdidn’t regret it either

He tried to remain calm, but he hadso many questions

“Would you do it again?” “Or are you stilldoing it?” “Did you have to do something you didn’t want to?” “Do you stillcontact your co-workers?”

All the answers were “no”

He was a broke college studenthimself, so he could relate

And he felt really bad that, unlikehim, you didn’t have supportive parents

You tried to keep cool, but youcouldn’t hold back a big sigh in relief, you were so afraid of his reaction,you thought he was going to leave you, you cried a little

He also cried a little: “MC, you werethe one who taught me to let things on the past go, why would I leave you? I loveyou, nothing will ever change that! Just forget it and move on. Move on withme” you hugged and kissed him, no porn in the world could ever have such apassionate scene like that

Later that night, when you werecuddling, you told him if he was curious and wanted to watch it, you wouldn’tmind. He considered the idea, but refused. What was the point if you weremoving on, anyway?

Zen

Youwere dating for a while, and every time he talked about moving in together ortaking further steps on the relationship, you would back away

Hecouldn’t understand why, because he knew you liked him as much as he liked you

Younoticed him struggling, and you couldn’t handle anymore

Youmade him sit and told him everything. You were younger and desperate for money,you didn’t actually regret it, but wasn’t really proud.

Actually,this was never a problem for you until you started dating, because now you knewthis could be a scandal in his promising career

Youknew how those tabloids could drag you to the mud, you and him. So, for thefirst time, you were really ashamed of what you did, tears rolled down fromyour eyes

Hefelt hurt, not because of what you did, but because of what the media could doto you. A lovely, sweet girl like you could be destroyed because of such a sillything like that. Yes, silly.

Youwanted to break up for his job’s sake, he didn’t let you. Your love was toostrong and could overcome anything.

Youwere so overwhelmed, you had the most perfect boyfriend in the world! Why didyou even think leaving him would be good for you? He was your true and onlyhappiness

Butyou were still very self conscious, so Zen asked Seven to make the videodisappear from the internet.

Sevensaid he owned him one, but it was just for tease, he was happy to do this foryou. He kept a copy on a flash drive and gave to you two.

Zengot into an inner debate about watching it or not. You said you didn’t mind, hewas afraid, but yet very curious

Youwatched together, he was concerned about releasing the beast watching this,well… the beast was laughing hard!

Theplot, the lightning, the make-up… awful! You pretended you were offended, butlaughed too.

Hedestroyed the flash drive and kissed you. “Now… my princess, we don’t need cameras,let’s do our own scene, and ours can have much more quality.”

Jaehee

Youcut the crap and told her as soon as you started dating

Itwasn’t full porn, it was just one of those Spring Break videos with drunk girlsshowing her boobs and letting guys take shots of tequila on her bodies

Noneof you were embarrassed, it was lame, and you looked almost unrecognizable.

 Shechuckled a little because you looked so silly and completely different from whoyou were today.

Shedidn’t like seeing you making out with another girl on video, but oh well… thepast is in the past, and you were different now, you wouldn’t do things likethat now

“Yougot paid for this?”

“Yeah,with a bottle of tequila”

 You told her all the crazy stuff you did on that holyday and MOM MODE was activated

“You’rehere and everything is fine, but you could be in real trouble, MC. What if theproducers of this forced you to do something? And you didn’t even make moneyout of this? They shouldn’t exploit drunk naïve girls like that.”

Andnow FEMINIST MODE was on too: “Seriously! What’s wrong with this industry? Theysexualize and objectify girls, they make money on them, and all you got was atequila?”

Shegot a point, but Jaehee chill, this was a long time ago

“No,that’s it! What’s the name of the studio that shot this? I’m writing them anemail, if they don’t send you money, I’m taking this to court”

Nowshe was the one being naïve, and you were embarrassed

Butit was very cute to see your girlfriend so ready to fight for you

Jumin

It’sthe same case as Zen. He was ready to go further, you were backing away

Youknew this could be a scandal, and you didn’t want to tell him, because you wereterrified of his possible reaction

Andthen he confronted you. Why didn’t you want a relationship with him? It wasbecause of his possessiveness? Because he was too cold?

Youfelt horrible seeing him like this, he wasn’t the problem at all

Butyou were too scared to tell him, so instead, you actually showed him

He was shocked! What were you thinking?

“Ineeded the money for college.”

“Youcould’ve asked me”

“Ididn’t even know you back then”

 “Well…ok.”

Hedidn’t ask anything, he didn’t even say anything else. Oh boy… this was evenscarier than you thought.

Youhaven’t heard anything from him for a couple of days and just thought it wasover. You wished you two could have solved this in a more mature way, but…well, you weren’t in the position to demand anything from him.

However,one day, he appeared at your house. “It’s taken care of”

“Whatdo you mean?”

“Atfirst, I wanted to arrest the producers and everyone that saw that video, butmy lawyer told me there’s no crime because you weren’t a minor. So I paidLuciel to at least make that video disappear from the face of the earth. I evenlet him play with Elizabeth the 3rd, I would do anything for you, sokeep that in mind before running away from me.”

“I– I didn’t run away, I just thought you didn’t want anything to do with meanymore, this could ruin your reputation! I mean… a corporate heir and a…”

“Don’teven think about finishing that sentence, MC! No one can talk about you likethat, not even you, you hear me? I love you! I don’t mind your past, everythingthat matters is the present and, most important, our future together. I’m usedto media trash talking, so don’t even think a trivial thing like that couldmake me dislike you.”

 Youdidn’t have an answer, at least not one with words, so you just kissed him overand over

Andwhen you were cuddling in your bed, he smirked. “So… are you still able to dothe position you did on minute 23:17 on the video?”

“Howmany times did you watch it?”

Saeyoung

Well,he knew because of the background check

Hewould never bring it up if you haven’t done first

Youexplained your situation back then, he fell sad for you, but that didn’t matteranymore

 “So…now I can watch it without feeling guilty?”

“Asif you haven’t watched before”

“IDIDN’T! I SWEAR TO GOD!”

Youdidn’t believe at first, but you changed your mind when you two startedwatching

Becauseit was a freaking secret agent plot, and it was so bad! And you could tell hewas reacting to this for the very first time

 Andhe pointed out all the inconsistencies on the story

“Youcould never carry a gun on a outfit like that, your target would totally see itand shoot you first”

“Theboss would never show his face like that, let alone showing you his-“

“Okay,that’s it! Turn it down!”

“Nooooo,it’s so funny!”

Hegot into a debate with himself about deleting the video of the site. Althoughhe wanted to keep those scenes of you all to himself, he couldn’t  deprive the world of such a masterpiece

Buthe deleted after all, and kept a copy for him

Youwere happy that he was so chill about that, but you knew he was going to teaseyou about it forever!

Whenyou were in bed at night, he crawled up over you, gave you a deep kiss andwhispered in your ear. “Now I’m gonna teach you how to properly finish atarget, my hot little spy”

Saeran

Healso did a background check on you before leading you to the apartment

Atthat time, this wasn’t really relevant for him and his plans

Afterhe recovered, he totally forgot about that

Untilyou brought it up when you started dating

Blushingmess. Oh my god, he looked at you and couldn’t believe such a cute creature coulddo all those things in front of a fucking camera

 Youfelt bad for making him uncomfortable and apologized

Andnow he was the one feeling bad because you were just being honest about yourpast, and hell, who was he to judge the stupid things you did?

 Youwere his, so yes, he made that video disappear

Butto show you he was ok with that, he kept a copy and you watched together

Hescoffed. “You were totally faking it!”

“What?No, I wasn’t!”

“Ofcourse you were! When I fuck you like that, you make a completely differentnoise.”

‘Howdo you know I’m not faking it with you, then?” you teased, he responded with awicked glare at you.

“First,we’re gonna burn that copy. Then I’m gonna make you pay for even suggestingthat! I know your body very well and how it react to my touch… and I’m gonnaremind you of that all night!”