#nooooo clue what 2 tag this as but I know we have at least a couple plural nutuals so figured I’d ask cause im curious

[sillywebz]

question for system friends when u see urself/move around in headspace is it from a 1st or 3rd person pov usually ?

[snarkwrites]

02 | gangsta, sweetpea; riverdale

Notes:

First of all, it hurts my heart. It physically PAINS ME... to write Reggie as the cocky fuckboy jerk he was in season 2. But, here we are. So.. there’s that. Secondly, this was not at all, in any stretch of my imagination... how I was intending this second part to go. If anything, I was going to hold off on actually writing this for at least two more parts. But again, here we are.

I just needed Alyssa to kind of... Show me more, so that kind of happens here... Anyway.. I honestly like how this turned out. Again, I preface with this.. I haven’t written much for Riverdale. I’m still figuring people and things out. So I’m sorry if it’s OOC or anything.

Summary:

Opposites attract.. But will the sparks create an inferno or will everything go up in flames?

Pairing:

Sweetpea x Andrews!OFC, Alyssa. (FYI, she was originally his fraternal twin but I’ve decided in my head that she’s a year younger than he is.))

Warnings:

Teen angst. Drama. Fights and other typical shenanigans. Fluff. Heavy sexual tension. I’d say slow burn too, so be warned. Eventual smut. Oh and a heavy caution because I’m only loosely following the series here. I’m picking and choosing things.

Other Parts:

[ one - soundtrack ]

Other Stuff:

[ faq - tag list doc ] 

Tagging:

@brithedemonspawn​ 

If anybody else wants to be tagged in this lemme know I guess? I’ll add you to my Riverdale tag list!

                                                 TWO.

I tensed as I walked past the section in the hallway where the few Ghoulies lockers happened to be. If people thought Serpents were scary, they obviously hadn’t ever encountered a Ghoulie before.

I’d almost made it past when one of them, a dark haired guy with these hollow eyes called out to me with a menacing laugh, “Hey honey? I gotta ask.. The carpet match the drapes?”

I clenched my fists. Took a deep breath and reminded myself that the Ghoulies were not a group of people I particularly wanted to be on the radar of. At all. I took another step or two. Picking up my pace. Trying to avoid any and all potential conflict because god knows, we’ve had more than enough of that since Riverdale and South Side merged into one school.

But he repeated himself.

I stopped and turned back to look at him.

To hide the fact that my hands were shaking, I placed one on my hip. Biting my lip as I took a breath or two just to keep from giving away the tangible fear I felt in the moment.

,, And naturally, Reggie is nowhere to be found. Because you’ve been avoiding him like a child since the argument. Of course this happens now...” the thought came but I shoved it right out of my head. For one thing, since when did I need Reggie, or anyone for that matter, rushing in to protect me from the big scary gangsters? Just the realization that I’d actually become one of the girls I used to roll my eyes at when I lived in Chicago with mom had me disgusted with myself.

And like that, the Andrews temper rose to the surface before I could stop it.

“Was a simple question, honey? You slow?” the Ghoulie stepped out into the middle of the hallway. Not too close to me, but still too close for my personal comfort. I gulped. Stepped back to put more distance between the two of us.

“ Are you slow, asshole?” I asked quietly. Wanting to pat myself on the back for how calmly I kept my tone.

He chuckled and shook his head, stepping closer all over again. Eyeing me up and down as if I were a piece of meat and he was hungry. Licking his lip and somehow making the gesture seem so lewd I had to fight back the bile as it rose in my throat.

“What the fuck did you just say to me, cherry?”

“I asked if you’re slow. You’re the one out here repeating asinine questions. My lack of a response should’ve been your first clue I wasn’t going to answer.” I shrugged. The shake in my hands doubled. My voice wavered just slightly at the end of my comment and I prayed to hell that this giant fuckhead couldn’t smell fear because if he could, I was royally screwed.

,, you should have just kept walking but nooooo. Now look where  your temper’s gotten you.” the thought came just as the guy stepped closer. Glaring down at me.

“Ya know you’re lucky I like ‘em cute and feisty. Mantle’s little piece of ass, right?” he sneered as he mentioned Reggie.

“I don’t belong to anybody, you bag of dicks.” I stated. Starting to get more irritated. Starting to get entirely too big for my britches.

“Is that so?” he snarled, looking me up and down. Making me cringe in disgust as he did so because somehow, the way he was looking at me made me feel just so… Dirty.

“If you get any closer I’m going to punch you in the cock.” my jaw clenched and I muttered the words, lowering my hand. Gazing up at him with what I hoped was the calmest ‘don’t fuck with me’ look I could muster.

“Easy cherry.” ,,What the hell is Sweetpea doing here?” the thought came and I almost asked him that question but before I could say anything more, I was being pulled out of the way and further down the hall by Sweetpea. Left to stand there and puzzle out exactly why he chose to intervene as he stormed back down the hall and practically threw the dark haired Ghoulie up against the locker, a thick forearm right across the Ghoulies throat.

Snarling something at him that I couldn’t hear from where I stood. I took a few shaky breaths and watched the confrontation with concern. Tension filling my body as I hugged my notebooks against me. More than once I started to walk down.

Try to stop things before they turned into an actual shit show. It was the second time I was about to that Toni Topaz, one of the only two people I’d ever seen Sweetpea speak to, cleared her throat from beside me and stretched out an arm.

“Oh no you don’t, Ariel. What you’re going to do is stand right here. Like a good little Vixen. We clear?”

I eyed her, not entirely sure whether she was insulting me or genuinely trying to keep me out of harms way. The soft laugh and little smile she gave me, calm but firm as she nodded her head and spoke again. “Say you agree. Because trust me… You don’t want in the middle of this.”

“But..” I protested, going quiet. Giving up on trying to make sense of any of this. My eyes scanning the hall for Reggie, for my brother, for anybody familiar. Anybody I deemed just a little safer.

I spotted Jughead sprinting towards the ongoing altercation, pulling the two apart, shoving at Sweetpea as the two of them proceeded to have words and Jughead got Sweetpea away from the Ghoulie.

“Thank god.” I let out a breath I didn’t even realize I’d been holding. Relaxed a little bit. From beside me, Toni spoke up again.

“Ya know.. It really says a lot about your so called boyfriend that the entire time you were just about to dive right in over your head that he was down by Mandy’s locker, flirting as if you weren’t even an issue.”

I winced at her words. Sighed and shrugged. “We’re not exactly on speaking terms right now.”

“I kind of figured. Pretty sure the entire school heard you two fighting in the hallway after Biology.” Toni mused, studying me intently. 

I shook my head, shrugging again. Wincing because they probably had. I’d had to hear about it from pretty much every single person in my third period class. Constantly getting reminded how Reggie was ‘like.. The hottest guy in school’ and I was ‘lucky he noticed me to begin with…’

,, oddly enough, not feeling so lucky right now.” the thought came and despite trying to ignore it, I couldn’t shake it this time. 

Toni eyed me in concern. “Are you okay?”

“I’m fine. It’s just been a long and crappy day. I’m half tempted to ditch.” I admitted. At the suggestion, she gave a smirk. Grabbing hold of my arm and practically dragging me towards the double doors that lead out into the parking lot.

“Where on earth are we going?” I asked in a laugh. The first laugh I’d actually had all day.

“We’re ditching, duh. C’mon. We’ll go down to the quarry. Or go play Mortal Kombat at the Wyrm. Unless you’re scared…” Toni stopped to gaze at me, a challenging smirk as she tapped her foot.

The guy I always saw her with around campus caught up to us. “You ditchin without me, Topaz? What the hell?”

“Cherry here needs a break.” Toni answered. At this point, I didn’t even bother trying to correct her about the name. It wouldn’t do any good. It hadn’t in the entire two weeks I’d spent as Sweetpea’s partner in Biology. Somehow I got the distinct impression that this was my nickname now and it was going to stick. No matter what I did.

I eyed Toni, not quite sure what was going on. Why was she being nice to me at all when everyone I knew were so quick to be mean and angry that they had to share a school with what my so called friends referred to as ‘trash’ or in Cheryl’s case, ‘total degenerates.’.. I found myself wondering why she’d bother giving me a chance at all. If I were in her position.. I pushed the thought out of my head. Because I had been in her position. I could’ve spoken up. I could’ve been nasty about Sweetpea being paired with me in class. I could’ve been a bully like pretty much everyone else around me was but I’d mostly just kept to myself.

It was mostly out of self preservation, but also, because if anyone from Riverdale had known me when I lived in Chicago at the start of the year, they’d quickly realize I was… Not the girl I seem to be here. That I was probably closer to a Serpent than I was a true Northsider. 

Here I’m just trying to keep my head down and stay out of trouble. Trying to make life easier on my father while he’s healing from nearly dying earlier in the year. Trying to keep my brother and my father from making a big mistake and drifting apart all because my brother’s gotten too full of himself lately and he’s letting Hiram Lodge and all the ‘gifts’ the man seems willing to dispense go straight to his head. Mostly because I promised my mother when she sent me here to live with Dad and Archie that I was absolutely not going to get into any more trouble than I’d gotten into while living with her. That I was going to turn over a new leaf. Because according to her, I was ‘starting to scare the shit out of her’ with some of the things I’d managed to get myself caught right in the middle of.

Deep down I knew I stood out amongst my so called ‘friends’ like a sore thumb. I was only on the Vixens because I happened to be a gymnast and danced since I could walk. I was only with Reggie because he thought I was hot and I was dumb enough to fall for his pretty face, fast car and smooth talk. I knew I was an imposter. I was miserable too, because while I was finally able to enjoy living with my dad and my brother and make up for lost time with them I wasn’t able to breathe or relax and be myself without worrying if someone was going to see right through me.

It was pathetic if I really stopped to think about it.

I think Fangs was more than a little puzzled too because he went to say something but Toni elbowed him in the side and shot him a silencing glare before fixing her gaze on me all over again.

“I said, we’re skipping.. Unless Cherry here is too chicken.”

“You realize she’s a North Sider..” Fangs pointed out. Ignoring Toni’s glare this time and eyeing me warily. I squared my shoulders, gazing up at him defiantly.

“You realize that I’m standing right here.” I piped up, giving Fangs Fogarty a pout and glaring. I took a deep breath and glanced over my shoulder at Riverdale High.

I just wanted one afternoon to breathe.

One afternoon wouldn’t hurt…

I smirked as my eyes met Toni’s. “Okay. Alright. I’m in.”

“I knew it! Something told me you weren’t just another mindless cheer zombie.” Toni remarked. At this rate, I didn’t dare question or ask what she meant by it. Something in my gut told me to just roll with whatever was happening.

Right up until the point Sweetpea caught up to the three of us. Glaring at me. With a bruise forming on his jaw and an angry gleam in his eyes. “What the hell is she doing tagging along?”

“She’s coming with, Pea.” Toni stated firmly. Sweetpea snickered. “Yeah, no. Not happening.”

“She’s coming.” Toni argued, tapping her foot against the pavement, folding her arms over her chest. “The more we argue this, the more we stand the chance of being caught.”

Sweetpea grumbled and glared at me. “Fine. But I don’t want to hear a fucking word when we’re all sitting in detention because Cherry here gets a guilty conscience and runs to snitch.”

“Asshole.” I snapped at him.

“Princess.” he snapped right back.

“ Have you ever been swimming at the quarry?” Toni asked as we all made a break for the treeline. The school was getting further behind us and the further it got, the more free I felt.

“ A time or two.” I answered. “Usually at night though.”

This got me a look from all three of them.

“At night?”

“Yeah. What? Like you guys aren’t out till all hours doing whatever… I just wanted to go swim and look at the stars…” I trailed off.

“You realize there’s a serial killer going around offing people right now, right?” Sweetpea was gazing at me as if I’d lost my mind. So were Fangs and Toni.

“Yeah. I know. Trust me, I know. Kind of why I had a knife with me.” I shrugged as I spotted a path I used when I ditched during my first week of school at Riverdale High. I started towards it.

“The path is over here, Cherry.” Sweetpea called out in annoyance. Grumbling to himself about how bringing me along was a bad idea.

“That path maybe. This one is faster. Comes out right on the bank.” I stopped and turned back to look at the three of them. Tapping my foot impatiently.

“You can trust me.” I stated calmly. “I found this path my first week here. I ditched during History.”

“Color me shocked.” Fangs eyed me in amusement. Toni gave a soft laugh as she caught up to me.

“Are you sure coming with you guys was a good idea?” I asked her while the guys were out of earshot. I didn’t want to cause problems between her and her friends. Or make the afternoon tense.

“I get sick of being the only girl. I don’t care if it was or not. They can learn to love it.” Toni flashed me a grin as we pushed through thick shrubs and found ourselves standing on the creekbank.

I eyed the water. “Well, it’s either stand here or swim. C’mon.” I called out to Toni as I stepped to the water’s edge and turned back to smirk at her. Turning her own earlier words around. “I mean.. Unless you’re a chicken, Toni.”

“I know you did not just..” Toni laughed as we dove in. Sweetpea and Fangs stepped onto the bank swearing up a storm and glaring and as they stepped closer to the water, Toni and I swam over and sent up the biggest splash we could manage.

Neither of them were amused.

By the time we were finished swimming, the sun was starting to go down. I happened to remember I was supposed to be at cheerleading practice. And then the thought occurred to me that I honestly just wasn’t feeling it today. If I went to practice I’d have to deal with Reggie. And I just wasn’t in the mood to talk to him yet.

I was still upset about our fight in the hallway that morning. I was starting to really step back and think long and hard about just how one-sided everything actually was between Reggie and I.

“Hey, won’t the Vixens have a meltdown if you miss practice, Cherry?”

It was Sweetpea’s not so subtle way of telling me to leave. I wasn’t stupid, I could see it from the look in his eyes.

Toni glared at him and Sweetpea shrugged, sitting up. Wrapping his arms around his knees as he stared out at the water. “She’s only here because she’s bored anyway.” he muttered, making me growl to myself quietly.

I started to stand and make my exit, but Toni shook her head. “C’mon. Live a little.”

I eyed the opening in the treeline and her and flopped back against the sandy bank. “Honestly, I don’t even care at this point. I’d really rather not see Reggie or deal with anybody’s crap. Screw it. I’ve already avoided it all this long...”

I sat up after a second or two, staring out at the water. I’d have to go home soon and honestly, I didn’t want to do that either, because I knew that if Archie and dad weren’t fighting, they’d be giving each other the silent treatment.

And the tension between my dad and my brother was starting to drive me crazy.

Just as the sun completely vanished, we stepped out of the trees and into Pickens Park. Just between the North and the South side.

“I should get going. My dad’s got enough to worry about with Archie and his growing ego lately. I’ll see you guys around, okay?” 

“Hey,Cherry?” Toni called out just as I turned to start walking towards my father’s house. I stopped and turned back, smiling, “Yeah?”

“Maybe for a Northsider you’re not the worst.” Toni gave a teasing grin as she added, “See you around.”

“Maybe for a Serpent you’re not completely scary.” I smiled back at her before turning to hurry towards my father’s house just as I spotted the patrol car turning in at the top of our street.

Probably out looking for people violating the city wide curfew. I definitely didn’t want to be caught doing that.

Just as I stepped through the front door, Archie spoke up.

“Reggie couldn’t find you after practice. And I didn’t see you after third period. Where did you go, Alyssa?”

“ I left. I got tired of the bullshit, Archie.”

“Yeah, I told him to let you cool down. I also talked to him about the way he’s been treating you.”

“Archie, what the entire fuck, why would you do that?” I groaned, raising my hand to my forehead.

“Because you’re my sister and I know when you’re hurt. And I don’t like it when you’re hurt. I’m supposed to protect you, pixie.”

“Archie, I clearly handled the situation.”

“ I know, but I wanted to remind him what would happen if he hurt you.”

I grumbled and took a deep breath, pinching the bridge of my nose. After a second or two, I hugged my brother, raising to tiptoe to fluff his hair a little. “How’s dad tonight?”

“He’s at the construction site. He had to go in and meet with someone, I think.”

I started to head up to my room and Archie called out to me, making me laugh. “ I know you skipped today. My lips are sealed.”

“Thank you.” I smiled before turning and disappearing up the stairs, stepping into my room and flopping across my bed.

I plugged in my phone to charge and once it had charged, it started to blow up with notifications.

At least half of them were worried texts and voicemails from Reggie. I braced myself and hit call.

XXX

The phone rang and Reggie’s arm shot out, fumbling around on the nightstand blindly. Once he had it in his hand, he answered sleepily.

“Hello?”

“Hey.”

“Thank fucking god. You scared the hell out of me, princess. Where were you?” Reggie’s words tumbled out practically on top of each other. he took a deep breath or two and muttered quietly, “Thank god you’re okay. You can’t pull shit like this. There’s a serial killer...” Reggie went quiet.

“I needed some space. I left after second period.”

“Archie told me you were pretty upset. Listen.. I’m..” Reggie trailed off as she sighed and muttered, “Yeah. I know, you’re sorry. I’m sorry too.”

“I was just trying to tell you that the Serpents are dangerous, okay? Because I saw Sweetpea flirting with you during Biology and guys like that only want one thing, princess. And he’d say anything to get it too.”

He frowned when Alyssa grumbled and then spoke up. Shutting down the conversation. She seemed distant. Quieter tonight. It wasn’t like after any of their arguments were they made up, talked things out and she was back to being bubbly and happy.

It had him concerned.

It had him more than a little irritated at Sweetpea for all the flirting he’d done earlier. Worried that something the guy said or did might have gotten her attention. He didn’t like the thought of it at all.

,, you only want her because she’s new territory, man. Don’t go catching feelings like some weak little bitch.” his mind taunted, but the sad part of it all was that he was starting to realize that it was too late for that. He’d caught feelings months ago.

And now, thanks to bullshit and a fucking Serpent, he might be about to lose her… ,, and the bet, man.. Remember the bet? If you lose, you’re going to look like a little bitch.”

But the bet didn’t even matter anymore. He just didn’t want to lose her.

“Alyssa.. I really mean it. I’m sorry.”

“It’s okay, Reggie. Listen… It’s getting late. I’m going to sleep. I’ll see you tomorrow, alright?”

Before he could say anything else, he got the  dial tone. Swearing, he lightly slammed his fist down on his nightstand and took a few shaky breaths.

He wanted to kick himself. If he’d known any of this was coming, he would’ve spoken up back when the teacher gave them their Biology partners.

,, yeah but you didn’t and now it might be a little too late… No. No it’s not. Not if I can help it...”

[quirkle2]

50 Questions You’ve Never Been Asked

Tagged by the wonderful @citrusveins​!

1. What is the color of your hairbrush?: Black.

2. Name a food you never eat?: Tacos. Unpopular opinion, but those suckers ain’t good.

3. Are you typically too warm or too cold?: Too cold, usually.

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?: Laying in bed like the lazy shit I am.

5. What is your favorite candy bar?: Uhhhh Twix??? maybe??

6. Have you ever been to a professional sports event?: My school took us on a field trip to an Orioles game once. Had no fuckin’ clue what was goin’ on, but at least I got some Dippin’ Dots.

7. What is the last thing you said out loud?: Uhhhh I think ily to my mom??

8. What is your favorite ice cream?: Vanilla! I’m a basic bitch.

9. What was the last thing you had to drink?: Tea!

10. Do you like your wallet?: Yeah, sure. It ain’t fancy, but it gets the job done.

11. What was the last thing you ate?: Some Tai Pei chicken fried rice. Shit’s good.

12. Did you buy any new clothes last weekend?: I bought a shirt from Hollister that was on sale.

13. The last sporting event you watched?: Some random ass football game that my dad had on TV.

14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?: I’m not a huge fan of popcorn (now you’ve met two people, Citrus!) but like... flavor?? I just like it with butter and salt? idk

15. Who is the last person you sent a text message to?: My best friend.

16. Ever go camping?: It’s been a bit, but yeah!

17. Do you take vitamins?: I have those stupid fucking Flintstones gummies on my counter and i always forget to take them

18. Do you go to church every Sunday?: I went to church once when I was a kid because some friend of my moms was involved in it and my mom was like “hey maybe we’ll go to this” and I hated it and she hated it we were like “yeah maybe not.” Just not my cup o’ tea.

19. Do you have a tan?: Hell no.

20. Do you prefer Chinese food or pizza?: Uhhhhh oh nooooo pizza I guess.

21. Do you drink your soda with a straw?: Nah.

22. What color socks do you usually wear?: White.

23. Do you ever drive above the speed limit?: I don’t know how to drive yet. :(

24. What terrifies you?: The ocean. Being abandoned. Police. Cows- those fuckers are huge.

25. Look to your left, what do you see?: My phone and my journal.

26. What chore do you hate?: My mom has me make tea when we’re low and i never know when it’s fuckin done i’m bad at cooking okay don’t judge me

27. What do you think of when you hear an Australian accent?: "u wanna fuckin’ go m8″

28. What’s your favorite soda?: Pepsi! Or RC.

29. Do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive-thrus?: Drive-thrus unless we’re not really in a rush.

30. Who’s the last person you talked to?: My mom!

31. Favorite cut of beef?: Uhhhh what does this mean help i’m dumb

32. Last song you listened to?: Take What You Want by Post Malone.

33. Last book you read?: Uhh I think it was the first Percy Jackson book?? I bought the whole series recently because I wanted to see all that I apparently missed but I just stopped reading it for some reason.

34. Favorite day of the week?: Saturday!

35. Can you say the alphabet backwards?: I just tried an’ i shit you not i got two letters in

36. How do you like your coffee?: I don’t like coffee but I wish I did?? It always smells so good so I try some of it and it’s always nasty no matter what I put in it.

37. Favorite pair of shoes?: My yellow converse!

38. The time you normally go to sleep?: Around 9 because I’m a grandma.

39. The time you normally get up?: I usually wake up at 8 naturally.

40. What do you prefer, sunrise or sunsets?: Sunrise. I feel like sunsets have a sort of bittersweetness to them because when I see them I’m usually outdoors having a good day and seeing a sunset just kinda reminds you that you have to go home and sleep soon and you don’t want to.

41. How many blankets on your bed?: One!

42. Describe your kitchen plates: Uhh they’re all weird and mismatched. We have a really old one that my dad apparently ate off of when he was a kid. It’s got strawberries on it and it’s all faded and old looking.

43. Do you have a favorite alcoholic beverage?: Haven’t tried a lot because I am but a wee child but so far I really like the moonshine that my dad’s coworker makes (i was pleasantly surprised when i could barely taste the alcohol), and uhhh i think like irish cream or something?

44. Do you play cards?: Not unless my meemaw whips out some uno and she’s ready to destroy relationships. 

45. What color is your car?: I don’t have a car but we’ve got a grey-ish boi and a piece o shit white truck.

46. Can you change a tire?: haha nope.

47. Your favorite province?: Like... in Japan? what are we talkin’ about here-

48. Favorite job you’ve ever had?: *cough* i don’t yet have a job *cough*

49. How did you get your biggest scar?: Uhhh i don’t really have a lot scars... I’ve got a really faded burn mark on my arm from when I was little. I got it when my brother was being a doofus and making me laugh and I was standing next to the stove and I kinda leaned against it a little cause I didn’t really notice i was next to it.

50. What did you do today that made someone else happy?: idk man it’s like 10 am i haven’t done shit today.

Uhhh idk who to tag- if you wanna do this then don’t be shy! :D

[vaporeonmaster]

Get To Know Me

I was kind of tagged by @kokoro4kakashi because she tagged anyone with an R in their URL, hahah :P But it looked kinda fun to do so why not!

Rules : Answer these 92 statements and tag however many people you want

THE LAST : 1. Drink : ice tea. I wish it was coke. I’m trying to kick the stuff though. BUT OMG NOTHING IS BETTER THAN A COKE ON A HOT DAY. 2. Phone call: My stepdad? 3. Text message: My friend who rarely texts back... not sure why I even try hahah. 4. Song you listened to: Pumped Up Kicks  5. Time you cried: A few weeks ago when I moved out of state after living with my best friend for a couple years. I missed her lol

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice : Not really. 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Yeeeeep. 8. Been cheated on: Pretty sure I was. 9. Lost someone special: Yep. 10.Been depressed: Whenever I’m not manic... (I’m not joking)                           11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Almost, only once, after only one glass of wine, because of a medication I was taking. So I don’t drink anymore.

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14. Blue, Green, Purple :)

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: Yep! 16. Fallen out of love: I think so. Emotions are weird to figure out. 17. Laughed until you cried: Of course!! 18. Found out someone was talking about you: Don’t think so. 19. Met someone who changed you: Kind of.                                                      20. Found out who your friends are: Not sure. 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: No.

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: I’ve met just about all of them in real life. I don’t like adding people I don’t really know or haven’t met at least once. 23. Do you have any pets: One crazy goofball cat, who my mom is currently trying to make hers hahah. 24. Do you want to change your name: I have. I went to court and everything. But now people at the DMV or college office of where ever ask “Oh, when did you get married?” when they see I have a different name. And when I tell them I didn’t, they give me a weird look... 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: Nothing really. My roommate/best friend tried making me a cake and we watched Friends haha. 26. What time did you wake up: 10 am, kind of late. 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: I was half awake, playing pokemon shuffle on my phone while petting my cat. 28. Name something you can’t wait for: my apartment move in date!!! I’ve been staying with my mom for a month now, can’t wait to get my own space again! 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: Today, since I am kind of living with her haha. 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I never know how to answer this type of thing, because I never know what I could change about my life that wouldn’t change who I am... that being said, I think someone showing up at my door right now and telling me I won 5 million dollars would be okay. 31. What are you listening to right now: My mom watching TV 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes. I’ve known a Tom since high school who I still talk to (he’s a really great person!) and I’ve worked with a Tom before too. 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: Oh, so many things... I won’t go there! 34. Most visited Website: Tumblr, Facebook, and usually YouTube (but my mom doesn’t have the best internet, so I haven’t lately)

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. Mole/s: Yeah. 36. Mark/s: Marks as in scars? I definitely have scars. 37. Childhood dream: Being a vet who has a flying car so I can treat the animals ASAP. (No, I am not joking!) 38. Haircolor: Blondeeee (well, faded pink right now since I last dyed it pink) 39. Long or short hair: I wish I could grow my hair long, but I haven’t been able to since I was like a teenager. My hair is curly so even when it’s long, it doesn’t look like it, so I have to grow it like, EXTRA long for it to just look long. 40. Do you have a crush on someone: Does Kakashi count? But yeah, I’m okay being solo for now. Now big crush right now. 41. What do you like about yourself: My eyes. 42. Piercings: multiple ones on my ears 43. Bloodtype: Nooooo clue. 44. Nickname: Just ones when I was a kind, like Meggy. 45. Relationship status: Single 46. Zodiac: Scorpio 47. Pronouns: She/Her 48. Favorite TV Show: I love so many TV shows, not sure I could pick just one.

49. Tattoos: Yep! Two (well, three, but one of my tattoos is covered up by the other tattoo) 50. Right or left hand: Right. 51. Surgery: No, no actual big time surgery. 52. Hair dyed in different color: My hair has been colored every color in the book at least once hahaha. Naturally blonde though. 53. Sports: I used to LOVE playing volleyball back in the day. It was the only sport I actually enjoyed and was serious about. But I didn’t have the stability in my life as a kid to be able to per-sue it. 55. Vacation: If I could take one, as silly as it sounds, I would want to go to Disneyland in the fall or winter if I could afford it. 56. Pair of trainers: ...what? The only trainer I know how to be is a pokemon trainer, sir.

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: Not gonna lie, I might be getting myself ice cream soon. 58. Drinking: Ice tea. I thought I already told you that. Stop being so obsessed with my drinking habits bro. 59. I’m about to: eat ice cream, unless I stay on tumblr even longer and forget. 61. Waiting for: ice cream. 62. Want: a new macbook. My poor buddy is becoming an old man, and he has been very reliable for many years. I even got him used and he’s still working for me. But now he is getting slower and angrier in his old age. 63. Get married: I sure hope to one day :) 64. Career: I have worked so many jobs, but right now I am working on my Bachelor’s Degree to hopefully get an actual career.

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: HUGS. They have way more love in them (that’s how I feel at least). 66. Lips or eyes: Eyes. They’re beautiful,except on creepy people. They are the windows to the soul, I swear. 67. Shorter or taller: Well, I am short. So it’s nice when people are taller than me and can reach things on the top shelf. 68. Older or younger: I’m not sure? 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: I wish I had a nice stomach. So stomach? 71. Sensitive or loud: Why not both? 72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship. 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: A little of both!

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a Stranger: Nope! 75. Drank hard liquor: I have been tricked into it.                                                  76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: Yesssss. But luckily not for long. 77. Turned someone down: Yeah :/ 78. Sex on the first date: Well that’s a pretty personal question. 79. Broken someone’s heart: I hope not but probably have :( 80. Had your heart broken: Yeah :/ 81. Been arrested: Nooope! 82. Cried when someone died: Yes. 83. Fallen for a friend: Yeah. :/

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: Sometimes. 85. Miracles: I like to believe in them. 86. Love at First Sight: Kind of? I believe in chemistry at first sight/meeting. 87. Santa Claus: I am 25. So I hope not. 88. Kiss on the first date: Yep.

OTHER: 90. Current best friend name: Katleynn :) 91. Eye color: Blue! :) 92. Favorite movie: Little Miss Sunshine :)

Tagging... I dunno. Anyone who wants to do it!! :) How about @holdmeeeee if you haven’t done one yet? Or @nataliebgdh? Or @team7fangirl? I am probably so late on doing this thing that you all have probably done it already!!

[thejustmaiden]

Rules: Answer all questions, add one question of your own and tag as many people as there are questions.

I was tagged by @awellthoughtofusername (a while back - sorry!) to complete this questionnaire and I invite you all now to do the same. :) 

1. coke or pepsi: neither? the only soda I like is sprite.   2. disney or dreamworks: disney 3. coffee or tea: tea but now I’m starting to get into coffee 4. books or movies: I love both but I my attention span is better suited for movies haha 5. windows or mac: I guess mac now since I have one (even though I still don’t know what I’m doing) 6. dc or marvel: marvel! their movies are better. not sure about the comics though because I heard those might be better in the dc series.  7. xbox or playstation: Xbox 8. Dragon Age or Mass Effect: I’m sorry, idk anything about these. 9. night owl or early riser: def a night owl 10. cards or chess: chess is great but I’m no good. at least I stand a chance at a card game. haha  11. chocolate or vanilla: vanilla 12: vans or converse: I’ve owned a pair of Converse before and I’ve always wanted some Vans. Honestly, I dig both their styles, as they aren’t too different from one another.    13. Lavellan, Trevelyan, Cadash, or Adaar: apparently, this is a Dragon Age thing, which I’m sorry, I cannot answer anything on. 14. fluff or angst: a bit of both ;) 15. beach or forest: forests 16. dogs or cats: I refuse to choose and further divide us between “cat people” and “dog people!” I love them both, gah dammit! …… *softly whispers* cats…..sorry, I love you too, dogs! 17. clear skies or rain: clear skies! but you can’t beat those cozy rainy days in. 18. cooking or eating out: cooking if I could cook well, which I can’t, so eating out.  19. spicy food or mild food: spicyyyy 20. halloween/samhain or solstice/yule/christmas: how ‘bout we just say the whole period between Halloween and Christmas, eh? 21. would you rather be a little too cold or a little too hot: a little too cold, any day! 22. if you could have a superpower, what would it be: telekinesis! imagine all the food I could bring to my room without moving a muscle. haha sweet! 23. animation or live action: live action 24. paragon or renegade: no clue, sorry! 25. baths or showers: showers but I wish I took more baths 26. team cap or team iron man: I need to re-watch civil war again to make an informed decision haha 27. fantasy or sci-fi: nooooo, I can’t choose. 28. do you have three or four favorite quotes? yes! fair warning: they’re all pretty sappy. haha 1) “It is good to love many things, for therein lies the true strength, and whosoever loves much performs much, and can accomplish much, and what is done in love is well done.” ~Vincent Van Gogh 2) “I keep my ideals, because in spite of everything I still believe that people are really good at heart.“ ~Anne Frank 3) “We must accept finite disappointment but never lose infinite hope.” ~Martin Luther King Jr.  29. youtube or netflix: Netflix (but why have they taken down Doctor Who??) 30. harry potter or percy jackson: HARRY POTTER 31. when you feel accomplished: immersing myself in meaningful work that keeps me passionate about life 32. star wars or star trek: star wars! but I’d love to get into some of the star trek tv series, too. 33. paperback books or hardback books: paperback - they’re cheaper! haha plus, I never touch the hardcover ones ‘cause those are really only for display. 34. handwriting or type: type! I love typing and I’m always trying to get faster (or just type for the helluva it ‘cause it’s fun). plus, my handwriting is just terrible. BUT as far as other people’s handwriting goes or the pure aesthetic of it all, handwriting is far better. Typing lacks the personal touch. 35. velvet or satin: errrr velvet maybe 36. video games or movies: video games are fun but movies all the way 37. would you rather be the dragon or own the dragon: totally own a dragon or two (or three) just like Dany! 38. learning chinese or learning spanish: BOTH but Chinese really since I suppose I kinda know Spanish already 39. what is the best concert you’ve been to? The Killers  40. Would you rather be able to speak every language or be able to talk to animals? Speak every language, because I’m a linguaphile! 41. Be front row for your favorite artist and not meet them, or meet them but have lawn seats: lawn seats are fine by me, and more than fine if it means I can meet my favorite artist afterwards. 42. City or Countryside: I’m a city girl 43. Would you rather be a mutant, jedi, or wizard? Honestly, I’d love to be any of these, but for some reason the Jedi life is calling my name. Okay, my question now (and because I’m pretty hungry): 44. fried pickles or mozzarella sticks??? :P

Okay, y’all, it’s your turn now! Looking forward to reading each and every one of yours!!

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[mymentalityarises]

84 Questions

Put your music player of choice on shuffle and list the first 10 songs.

1. Silk City, Dua Lipa - Electricity ft. Diplo, Mark Ronson.

2. Zara Larsson - Ruin My Life

3. Halsey - Without Me

4. Billie Eilish - when the party's over

5. Slipknot - Solway Firth

6. CueStack - Alive

7. Falling In Reverse - "Drugs"

8. Killswitch Engage - Unleashed

9. Desiigner- Panda

10.  DJ Snake ft. Bipolar Sunshine - Middle 

If you could spend a week anywhere in the world, where would it be and why? Would you take anyone with you? Denmark. My family is from there and I really want to see Europe. I would go alone. Or with Danish relatives.

What is your preferred writing implement? (eg. Blue pen, pencil, green pen) Black sharpie.

Favourite month and why? Early October. Because I’m a spooky bitch.

Do you have connections to any celebrities (even minor)? List them. No.

Name 3 items you could pick up from where you are. Wine bottle, pad of paper, pen cap.

What brand logo is closest to you currently? Sutter Island.

Do you ever play board games or other non-computer games? Got any favourites? Not really a board game but i love Yahtzee.

A musical artist you love that isn’t well known? Kerli.

A musical artist you love that is well known? Kurt Cobain.

What is your desktop background currently? A sunflower.

Last person you talked to, and throught what you talked to them? My mom. I was saying good night so i was okay.

First colour name you can think of that isn’t in the rainbow? Teal.

What timekeeping devices are in the room you are currently in? Thermostat, computer, phone.

What kind of headphones do you use? just regular ones? over the ear ones. nothing fancy. theyre red.

What musical artists have you seen perform live? Eric Burdon and the Animals, Beck, 21 pilots, Uncle Kracker, Avenged Sevenfold, Five finger death punch, Breaking Benjamin, a Bullet for my Valentine, Korn, Stone Sour, Ded, Yelawolf. Skillet, Bad Wolves, Nothing More, Dream Theater, Pop Evil.

Does virginity matter to you? Nah.

What gaming consoles do you or your family own? Lol none really. Might have an old ps2 somewhere. Oh and a wii.

What pets do you have? What are their names? My dog, Daisy died when I was 17. We never got another.

What’s the best job you’ve ever had? I’ll keep you posted.

What’s the worst job you’ve ever had? McDonalds.

What magazines do you read, if any? Woman’s Health sometimes. Or weed magazines. or Rolling Stone.

Inspiration behind your URL? No clue where it came from tbh.

Inspiration behind your blog title? sameeeee.

Favourite item of clothing? A baggy tee.

Are you friends with any exes? HELLLL NOOOOO.

Name at least one book you loved as a child. Any junie b jones book.

What’s your native language? If that language has distinct regional variations, which variation? (eg. AU English, US English) US Midwestern English. 

What email service do you use? G-mail.

Is there anything hanging on the walls of the room you are currently in? Danish flag, Marvel poster, Nirvana poster and map of the world.

What’s your favourite number, and why? 19. My b-day and I just like it.

Earliest moment in your life you can remember? i remember a little bit from the cruise i went on when i was 3.

What did you have for dinner yesterday? scrambled eggs.

How often do you brush your teeth? i try to every day. some days depression gets the best of me.

What’s your favourite candy/chocolate? Don’t really have a favorite tbh

Have you had other blogs on Tumblr? Do you have any other blogs currently? nopeeee.

If you were suddenly really hungry, what would you choose to eat? pb & honeyy.

What fandoms would you consider yourself a part of? MARVEL.

If you could study anything, what would it be? Witchcraft and voodooism.

Do you use anything on your lips? (eg. Chapstick, gloss, balm, lipstick) sometimes liquid lipstick if i did my face that day.

How would you describe your sense of humour? Dark, a little cynical. Random.

What things annoy you more than anything else? LOL that list is entirely too long.

What kind of position are you in at the moment? Sitting at a computer.

Do you wear much jewellery? No.

Who is the leader of your country, currently? Any other levels of government with leaders? (State, region, province, county, district, municipality, etc) Idk all those people and I’m not looking it up. But stupid fucking Donald Trump is the god damn president of the United States. LUCKILY it’s his last year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Last 3 blogs on your dashboard, not including any of your own? idk.

What do you carry your money in? my black and white polka dotted wallet.

Do you enjoy driving? Why or why not? most of the time yes. with traffic/construction? NOOOOOO.

Longest drive you have ever been on? However far it is to go from Michigan to Florida.

Furthest away from home you have ever been? Florida loloolll

How many times have you moved house? none.

What is on the floor of the room you’re currently in, not including furniture? a rug, a box, piano bench.

How many devices do you own which can access the internet? three.

Is there is anything that is guaranteed to always make you happy? lol yep.

Is there anything that always makes you sad? duh.

What programs do you currently have open? this and youtube.

What do you associate the colour red with? blood.

Last strong smell you can remember smelling? weed.

Last healthy thing you ate? broccoli. 

Do you drink tea or coffee, and how much per day? coffee, about 2-4 cups.

What do you associate the colour blue with? water.

How long is the closest ruler you can find? 12 inches.

What colour pants/skirt/etc are you currently wearing? hot pink thong.

When was the last time you drank water? earlier.

How often do you clear your browser history? not often enough haha

Do you believe nude photos can be artistic, rather than erotic? absolutely.

Ever written fanfiction for anything? no.

Last formal event you attended? Idk  if i ever have. A wedding?

If you had to move your birthday to another date, which one would you choose and why? October 31st. Obvious reasons.

Would you prefer to be at a beach or in the countryside? countrysideee.

Roughly how many people live in your town? 10,000.

Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you? yes.

Favourite place to shop? Can be a certain store or a place where there are multiple stores. Any thrift store/magick store.

Do you have a smartphone? What kind? If you don’t, do you want one? yes. some samsung galaxy something idk. i want a BETTER smart phone.

What is your least favourite colour, and why? probably white. its just not a flattering color on me.

How do you spell grey/gray? greeeeeeeeeeeeeeey.

Go to your dashboard and describe the image shown in the radar section (below the “Find blogs” link) Man in a suit looking out a window, his reflection in the glass. You can see him looking at a perishing city.

What difference is there between how many followers you have, and the number of blogs you follow? -no comment-

How many posts do you have? like 200.

How many posts have you liked? too many.

Do you post mainly reblogs, or your own content? lil bit of both.

Do you track any tags? nope.

What time is it currently? 1:32 am.

Is there anything you should be doing right now? prbly sleeping. finishing my wine. other than that? no.