#none of u read these thangs right?

[grellestie]

i love having like three projects all at once. i am NORMAL

[mushed-kid]

okay klance au time

(i don’t think it counts as an au, because it’s not changing canon, its just something that could happen after canon)

warning this is long and hard to understand i cant be bothered. u either get it or you dont.

so i haven’t actually thought out all the details and stuff, this is very much just a thought i had:

It’s set after canon, aka everything stays the same. I KNOWWWW that farm lance gets a lotta hate and i get it trust me, but that also stays the same. Non-negotiable because this whole au basically built around that fact!!! so yeah suck it.

okay so everyone’s doing their thang, the paladins are growing up and like young adults, but they’re not teens anymore!

lance is at the farm, and keith works with the blade of marmora or whatever he ended up doing. i can’t remember but that’s what we’re going with. and you know there’s obviously some klance scenes in the last season and in this au that has developed as the next few years passed.

they might’ve started out hating each other and slowly getting better at standing each other, and then friendship developed into a little more, and now they’re basically dating. except they have never said that they’re dating, but neither of them wants to be with anyone else so it’s fine, they know. and they like it that way, it takes the pressure of. (everyone knows but it’s not something that’s brought up)

and anyway point is keith works in space right? and he comes back to earth often because that’s where they all meet, and they try to meet frequently. and that’s where lance lives, so why wouldn’t he? so he stays there when he visits, and it’s nice.

Lance, as always, goes hand in hand with angst. so add some of that. lance has gotten over his feelings for allura. obviously none of them have fully moved on, but with help from the others (and especially keith) he’s come to terms with that. however, that doesn’t mean it’s not constantly affecting him anymore.

he’s already lost allura, and he’s not actually dating keith, but he’s realized that he might not be as straight as he thought over the last couple years. and maybe there’s more to it than just letting keith stay at his house when he visits because he doesn’t have a house, and more because well he might be dating keith but he doesn’t know if keith considers them that. even if it feels that way sometimes

and he’s worried that it’s gonna be another allura-situation. he doesn’t want that, and keith is out in space trying to spread peace and stuff. and lance worries. lance doesn’t want to lose him before he’s even sure that he had him.

and he’s been trying to ignore that thought because everything is fine. keith wont get hurt. he knows what he’s doing and the war is over, so what’s the chances?

but then keith gets hurt.

and the whole thing basically boils down to lance going straight to proposing. because that’s just what he’s like, it has to be good, it has to be perfect. because keith deserves perfect. and it’s not like he can ask keith if they’re dating.

and this is honestly the part i haven’t thought that much about, this idea is mostly based on the setting. but im thinking he gets some help from the other’s at earth to plan it. everyone gathers at lance’s farm because that’s what they always do when they meet up. and everyone is there because keith comes back injured and stays with lance while he gets better.

and lance is nervous because what if he read all of this wrong, he did imagine the rival thing back at garrison, but the others help calm him down. and idrk how but he proposes to keith and asks him to spend their lives together and whatnot.

they have a BEAUTIFUL wedding, and the flowers that remind him of allura are all over btw. they’re in love and everyone’s happy despite it all.

yeah idrk i haven’t worked it out but i like the story. it’s based in the song Found by Dan Davidson. I think it’s cute and it fits with the farm thing. you have to listen to it to get my vision:

[milliumizoomi]

Tiktok Challenge: Take it

Pairings: Midoriya x POC Fem! Reader, Bakugou x POC Fem! Reader, Kirishima x POC Fem! Reader

All characters aged up!

For those who don’t know the dance, here.

A/n: I literally just saw this on tiktok and went Y E S💀

Midoriya

So lemme give y’all he run down.. my manz was OUT

Like on the street when this happened

He was out with the boys of class 1-A

They was just chilling having a nice time yk

While you were with the girls of class 1-A at home

Basically y’all had a girls and boys day

The boys had gone to a movie and then a restaurant to go eat.

They had already ordered so they was just waiting

Things get hot from here luv👀

They were all on they phones and signing autographs

Cuz ppl recognized them

Then all of a sudden Kaminari literally SCREAMED out

“MIDORIYA! YO YOU HAVE GOT TO SEE THIS!” Kaminari yelled sticking the phone in Midoriya’s face

“Alright! Just calm down Kaminari you’re drawing attention!” Midoriya answered.

“Damn loud mouth” Bakugou chimed in too. “Nerd lemme see what that dumbass was so hyped for anyways.” He said again.

“Alright Kacchan but I haven’t seen it either-“

“Just shut up and watchhhh!” Kaminari urged.

They all just rolled their eyes and soon enough all the boys, including Kaminari, crowed around the phone.

And when I tell you their jaws dropped to the FLOOR

It was on tiktok was of you ofc and you were with the other girls doing the dance

Mind y’all, y’all were wearing the little pajamas the he absolutely loves on you, which were these.

So when y’all was lifting up your legs and y’all thang was thanging, nobody could move

They were stuck, especially Midoriya

His eyes was just following you. Your braids were swings and your skin was glowing.

And luv best not forget that your nails were done.

You and Mina did the dance together and when I tell you it was just ass and thighs EVERYWHERE.

And then the others girls hyping y’all up in tha back.

They was clapping ‘nd making people know wassup

And not to mention the comments, they were thirsty asl.

You had guys and girls in your comments talking bout some “ma I’m tryna treat you right” and “damn girl you gotta man👀”

Dudes literally said power off like not one even fidgeted

Next thing yk you at home with the girls getting all these texts from the Midoriya

He saying “Angel.. My love.. I saw you dancing on Tiktok with the girls.. I’m not sure what you think you doing yk all that’s for me”

GIRL YOU WERE SHOOKKKK

Like is this the same man who be stuttering over his words 24/7??

Talking to you like this??

Chile..in the next couple minutes, the girls were outta the house while Midoriya hauled ass to the room with you over his shoulder.

Bakugou

So boom (no pun intended💀🤚🏽)

My man was working

Just in his office, doing some paperwork at his agency then later he was supposed to go on patrol

He was just minding his business, just doing his job

That was until the bakusquad started FaceTiming him none stop

Like ignored the call ATLEAST 5 times but they would not give up

He eventually just got fed up with the constant calls and answered the phone

“What the hell do you want?! Do you realize I’m working?!” Bakugou yelled at them, rolling his eyes.

“Dude you are NOT gonna be working when we show you this video..!” SERO said having a nervous grin

“Hah? What video?! You called me for a stupid ass video?!” Bakugou called out.

“Trust me Bakugou.. you’re gonna find it far from stupid” Mina chimes in, scratching her head

“Y-“ Bakugou started.

“No shush, I’m gonna send it to the chat now” Kaminari said

“.. Did dunce face just shush me?!” Bakugou said.

“We’ll talk about that later..! Now watchhhh” Kirishima said.

“Whatever” Bakugou said as he rolled eyes and went to the chat.

He clicked on the video and when I tell you he literally CHOKED

His brain? Factory Resarted

Who do you think you are shaking your ass like that all up in the camera

And it made it no better that you were doing this in one his custom made hoodie after the shirt he had in high school.

The bakusquad was laughing at Bakugou cuz manz looked like he was DROOLING

“Ight ima talk to y’all later I got an important phone call to make..” Bakugou said and hung up and called your ass IMMEDIATELY

You was just chilling when you got the call and when I tell you this man told you ALL the things he was finna do to you when he got home

Girl the hairs in your head was shaking

Your braids? They were shivering and that don’t happen much

Miss maam when he got home..

Let’s just say he had your black behind walking like your legs were broken the next day

Kirishima

The poor man was in a interview

ON LIVE TELEVISION

And you gon’ do him like this???

He was in the middle of answering the interviewer’s questions when his phone just started buzzing nonstop

He wanted to look but once again.. ✨live television✨

He had to ignore them until the commercial break but he was glad that nobody could hear it buzzing

After the break came on he hurried to look at his phone quickly

Now to side track I just KNOW this man follow you on tiktok I just know it.

And your notification was on his phone but he ain’t see it and went straight to where Kaminari and Mina were spamming his messages

One of Kaminari’s said

“IDK IF YOU GOT THE NOTIFICATION BUT YOU NEED TO GO ON Y/N’S TIKTOK RN”

Kirishima was L O S T

He read the rest of Kaminari’s messages the went to Mina’s where she was basically saying the same thing

Mina was saying “KIRIII YOUR GIRL GETTING IT ON TIKTOK AND SHE LOOKING FINE TOOO”

Now he was like “hmmm I gotta see this now”

So he closed out of his messages and went on tikitok and when he opened it immediately yours was the first to pop up and it had thousands of likes

He froze at the sight of you.

There you were, in the female version of his hero costume.

Shaking your thicc behind self all up in the screen

Even when you was barely moving everything was jiggling

Manz had to cover his phone and hurry to put it in his pocket when the commercial break was over

He was literally SWEATING while his mini ‘shima was abt to make an appearance in this interview if these ppl ain’t hurry up

He could not focus at all

He was fidgeting all over the place and all he could think of was you in a recreation of his hero costume

He looked EVERYWHERE but at the interviewer so he wouldn’t crack

Best believe when that interview was over than man moved like the he was running for his life

Manz was GONE in the blink of an eye

Them interviewers while so confused when Kirishima was screaming thank you at them while he bolted out the door.

Meanwhile you just finished making some other tiktoks to post later

Mind you, you had already changed out of your costume

When all of a sudden, in a matter of minutes, the door just busted open with Kirishima huffin’ and puffin’ at the door.

Manz was look mad ASF

Girl u almost pitched right tf over

You went to swinging cuz the door was right behind you and you almost hit him until he grabbed your hand mid swing

When you looked up and realized it was him chile ya whole body relaxed

“DAMMIT! Eiji you scared the crap outta me! Don’t do that!” You screamed

“Be quiet brat..” Kirishima growled.

“Eiji what are you- AYE! BOY IF YOU DONT PUT ME DOWN!” You screamed when he threw you over his shoulder.

“I saw your Tiktok babe.. you looked so hot dressed up like me.. but you were shaking what’s mines.. you know better..” He said lowly.

You was trying your best to break free but my man had the grip of steel on you

You knew you wasn’t going nowhere soon

And chileeee...

The next few days after that, walking was a difficult task.

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[trashycullen]

renesmee’s childhood story (and everything in that series) by bellanessiecullen on FF

alright so i was not prepared for how long this fic was gonna be lmaoo. i think i got about halfway through before i fizzled out? 

more about it/spoilers under the cut

i actually kept like. a bulleted notes list of my thoughts while i was reading it? so   i’m gonna paraphrase from there

the grammar lowkey annoys me but it’s not terrible so we gucci

also this isn’t an actual thing with the fic but i’m still so bitter that jacob imprinted on nessie. like. No.

i think it’s hella cute that edward started telling stories about his life before bella/the cullens as bedtime stories

when nessie had the nightmare about the vulture deal i was so??? at edward and bella like. YOUR DAUGHTER JUST HAD A NIGHTMARE ABOUT AN EXTREMELY TRAUMATIC EVENT IN HER LIFE AND U PAWN HER OFF ON HER AUNT AND THE TEENAGER WHOS OBSESSED W HER SO U CAN FUCK WHAT GIVES U GUYS

idk if i like that charlie found out about vampires… like it does make sense that since he and sue married he would hear the stories about them (& i don’t think canon ever addressed this?? which is a pretty big oversight imo so hella props to the author for picking up on that) but i don’t know if i think charlie would want to know the gory details? like i think there may be a surface confrontation (like when he found out nessie existed) but i don’t think that he’d want to know the details u feel? they’d probably go back to the need to know basis because lbr. charlie’s a simple guy. he just wants to fish, Be A Police Chief, see his daughter, and eat fish fry. i feel like he’d sort of metaphorically plug his ears and go “la la la” whenever the tribe bonfires would delve into vampirism and the cullens

the “pretty mommy” “pretty nessie” “my two beautiful angels” part right before the birthday party made me smile that’s hella cute

a DJ BOOTH could alice BE any more extra…

i also just noticed that the chapter titles are pov indicators,, does this mean there will be a pov change… (it did. i’m not a huge fan at all of pov shifts unless they’re done very carefully? like i’ll get very invested in a particular part of a story and then the pov will shift and i’ll be frustrated and not taking in the whole story. but that’s just me idk)

when jacob slept in nessie’s room and edward got mad…. i was just?? uhhhh edward has every right to be mad that’s fucking creepy???? the house has enough rooms that jacob could has slept someplace else??? and none of the cullens thought that maybe the teenage boy shouldn’t sleep in the same room as the toddler he’s obsessed with?????? ????? regardless of whether or not he did anything it’s still creepy as fuck

oooooh something’s happening ! not that i haven’t enjoyed the family fluff but i’ve been waiting for Shit To Go Down (i deadass can’t remember what this was in reference to. i think it may have been the vulture kidnapping nessie but i have no idea. also i think that that whole scenario is highly unrealistic? like i think if the vulture have any further contact with nessie it would either be a) killing her b) recruiting her (though this is a slim possibility and i could see aro getting bored of her really fast and either letting her go or killing her) or c) ignoring her altogether)

👀👀👀 (’nuff said)

not to be That Bitch but i almost wonder if the volturi, who’s made up mostly of all grown adults, wouldn’t do a better job of raising ness than a gang of teens and twenty somethings… like i get The Volturi Is Evil but. idk.

jacob needs to Fuck Off (again i don’t remember what this was in reference to but issa mood. a bood if you will.)

also does aro Really want alice and bella That Bad… like maybe alice but now that he knows what bella can do wouldn’t her appeal have worn off a bit

aaand that’s where my commentary stops. overall i think it wasn’t a bad fic, just probably not my cup of tea? i have some rather hard opinions/headcanons about renesmee and her life after the volturi ordeal, and they happen to clash with this fic’s. which isn’t a bad thing and doesn’t make it a bad fic at all! just not my thang

[willgayers]

if u still take writing prompt could u do the reddie hc 4) is that my shirt

sure thang!!!!

SEND ME WRITING PROMPTS (will mostly do reddie tho)

Eddie Kaspbrak had stayed the night at Richie Tozier’s place— his parents were away for the whole weekend and the raven haired kid wasn’t exactly too fond of spending nights alone in the house, so Eddie had volunteered to stay the night to watch some movies, cuddle and eat popcorn.

The two of them dating wasn’t exactly out there just yet; sure, the other losers might have had a feeling about it, even though Eddie and Richie thought they were being very secure about it. Their friends however, had noticed all the tiny giggles from Eddie to the most non-offending jokes Richie made, the way they were always touching each other in some way and once Ben even accidentally opened the school bathroom door to find them vigorously making out in there, but quickly escaped before they could see him.

And now every loser except Eddie was sitting in the school cafeteria, waiting for the first period to start— Richie had to leave beforehand from the house, giving him about a 15 minute head start so that they wouldn’t get caught with the fact they’d spent the night together. It’s not like it wouldn’t be normal for two friends to go to school together in the morning, but Eddie and Richie were pretty paranoid about it.

“Did you guys do the h-huh-homework from Friday?” Bill asked.

“Who does homework during the weekend, Billy?” Richie snorted, throwing a salt pretzel into his mouth.

“What else would you do, then?” Stan asked. “You’re fifteen.”

“Your mom.” Richie shrugged casually, earning eye-rolls. 

—–—

Back at Richie’s house, Eddie was just chilling on his stomach on Richie’s bed, reading through a comic book; and then he looked at the clock.

“Shit,” he blurted out, realizing it was his time to leave now, otherwise he’d be late from class.

So he jumped up from the bed, and started to stumble through Richie’s messy floor, filled with clothes and and books and crap like that— (Does this boy ever clean up?, he thought to himself,) but just as he was about to get out, he took a huge step to get over a chip bag on the floor, which caused him to lose his balance and he accidentally hit a table and knocked down a half-empty cup of water, all of it spilling to his shirt.

“SHIT!” He cursed now louder. “God damn, Richie!”

Eddie rushed to the full body mirror leaning against the wall of Richie’s room and stared at his shirt— completely stained.

He sighed and pulled the shirt over his head, tossing it to the floor as he opened the doors of Richie’s cabinet, and started to go through the clothes aggressively and in hurry; he couldn’t choose anything too Richie-like, but turns out this boy barely owns anything but colorful Hawaiian- style shirts.

Finally he found a black t-shirt with red tiny spots on it, so he pulled it on himself; it was a little big, but it would do.

And after that he rushed out of Richie’s room.

—–—

“It’s a fact, Richie, I read it last week!” Ben tried.

“It’s okay, B-Ben. It’s not like any s-s-spider would wanna crawl into Richie’s mouth.” Bill said and got a small chuckle from Beverly and Mike.

“Ha-ha, Bill,” Richie said dryly.

Then a small boy rushed in to the school cafeteria.

“Hey, guys!” Eddie spoke, not sitting down but standing beside the long table.

“Hey Eddie,” the kids said in choir, except for Richie.

“Is that my shirt?” He blurted out, eyes a little narrowed to see better even though he had his glasses on.

Everyone glanced at Richie and then turned their gazes back to Eddie, mostly his shirt.

Eddie was biting his teeth together and giving Richie the furious eyes— was he literally a moron? All this hiding and now he sells them out?! For this?

“I knew it!” Beverly broke the silence. Eddie and Richie turned their gazes to her, along with the other losers. She let out a cheerful laugh.

“You knew what?” Richie asked.

“Oh, come on,” Beverly smirked. “That you two are… you know.”

“W-what?” Eddie stuttered out nervously.

“That’s ridiculous!” Richie fake laughed, Eddie joining him.

“Right! We would never—”

“Absolutely never ever—”

“In any way under any circumstances—”

“Na'ah no way José!”

The two were speaking fast, none of their friends saying anything, just staring at them amusedly. Even Stan gave an amused raise of his brows.

Then they both gave in with a sigh.

“Fine,” Richie mumbled. “You caught us.”

“Five dollars, Bill.” Stan said, and Bill rolled his eyes lightly before sliding the money over to his friend.

“Wait— you guys had a bet?” Richie asked.

“Obviously.” Stan said.

Then the bells rang, and the kids got up, ready to hit their morning classes; except Richie and Eddie.

“Hey—” Richie was about to go up to Eddie but he playfully slapped him.

“You goddamn idiot!” Eddie hissed.

“Sorry— why are you wearing my shirt?!” Richie blurted out.

“Because you don’t know the difference between a kitchen and a bedroom.” Eddie said. 

Richie thought about that for a moment.

“Oh! You mean the water glass?” Richie asked.

“Yeah,” Eddie raised his brows. “The water glass.”

Richie nodded slowly.

“Sorry.” He said.

“Whatever.” Eddie said, as they started to walk towards their class.

“That looks so much better on you by the way.” Richie said, and Eddie glanced at him, but as Richie turned his gaze back at him the smaller boy dropped his head to hide the small blush and smile that were now on his face.

“Why wouldn’t you go for the Hawaiian look though? Now that would’ve been a look, let me tell you.” Richie said and Eddie rolled his eyes amusedly.

As they were sitting inside the maths class now, beside each other, Eddie spoke again. 

 “Oh, and I’m coming over today after school. We’re gonna clean your room.” He said.

 “What?” Richie asked.

 “Yeah! Do you have any idea how many—“

 “Okay, okay, fine.” Richie just said. “Ben told this thing about spiders crawling into human’s mouths when they’re asleep. Kinda creeped me out.”

Eddie stared at him with a small smile, and then nodded.

 “Okay. Whatever source of motivation works for me.” He said, and was about to open his book, when Richie glanced around the two of them and lifted his own math book in the air, opening it wide so that their faces were hidden behind it. Then he leaned close to Eddie to close the gap between their lips for a soft kiss.

 “You really look better in that shirt than I do.” He said before placing the book back down to the table.

[mydays]

i was tagged to do that day6 q&a thang by 2 best jae stars @1lovejae and @yellowpostitman i luv y'all both mi angels leggo

sunny’s questions:

1. a day in or a day out with your bias?

- day out !!!!!!!!!!! i would take him by the ocean and theres an amusement park nearby so there too and buy him churros or ice cream and see hims smile and id take like 58494784 pics of him i do that to my friends dsdbnssjnx

2. favorite look on your bias?

- u know that day….where he wore ripped skinny jeans + white tee that just said Young K with his sideswiped blonde hair…DEAR GOD.

3. top 5 things you love about your bias?

- how u gon…..make me choose like this..okei…1. how hims is the kindest person ever always caliin his bandmates cute and telling them Ur Doing So Good like especially to dowoon….2. his smile like,,its really the most blinding smile ever and its so genuine and beautiful and god ima cry right here right now…3. how hardworking hims is ??? going to uni and studying + performing + writing songs  he invented multitasking…4. ANYTIME HE POSTS LIKE ON IG OR JYPEFANS he writes it bof on kor and eng like…….he really cares about all of us…thank u…. 5. im just gonna say brian is so Funny and Beautiful and Smart and Talented and this paragraph is so much None of u are reading this anymore

4. if you could talk to your bias about anything what would it be?

- hmm honestly i would just ask him to tell me all his troubles and how he’s bee doing and is everyday6 been challenging, rewarding? hows life bri bri 

5. how much older / younger is your bias?

- older by like about 5 and a half / 6 

6. what fruit would you use to describe your bias?

- mango bc i frickin luv mango 

7. has your bias always been? if not, who else was it?

- it was jae lmaooooooooooooooooooooooooo

8. favorite day6 blogs? (i need recs)

- uhhhhh @youngkaes @yoonnmini @loveday6 @dav6

ilana’s questions:

1. who are you truly most compatible with in day6 dont lie if its not ur bias

- u know this isn’t even a lie i think im most compatible with brian dhsvxnj we’re both nerds and kind.. and luv music…and think we’re funny 

2. the day, daydream, or sunrise

- oh. sunrise…….bc she’s the first full album and she told me to have a long life

3. are you pro or anti pink sweater

- pro !!!!!!! jae can shut up wonpil makes that sweater work !!!!

4. if you could be someone in day6 who would it be

- i wanna be dowoon bc i wanna be loved by the whole world

5. least favorite day6 song (thats right im switching it up)

- wow ilana…………..uhhhh goodbye winter???????

my questions !!!!!

1. if you had to pick one member to be your brother, who’d u choose n why ?

2. jae with dark hair or jae with blonde hair?

3. rapper brian or vocal brian?

4. a perfect day with your bias?

5. your favorite unreleased song?

6. if you could tell one thing to your bias, what would it be?

7. your fave thing about your bias!!! (bring the emo)

i tag: @day6sweg @dowoonscookies @loveday6 @youngkaes

[myperfectlyself]

I'm not even gonna ask ppl to ask me bc i know they won't and I'll just answer bc I'm bored as heck bc we got a free period in school and I've watched all the fun stuff on Netflix and YouTube.

1. Yes, according to my online medicalfiles 🙃

2. At the end of summer 2017, I think (my memory and sense of time is wack to say the least)

3. Everything was just so hard to do and from what I read online the diagnosis fit me so I went to a psychologist (but this was in like 2013 or no wait idk probably 2015, you know what,I give up on trying to place things in a timeline)🤷‍♀

4. They don't last long at all so rn I'm just deadly bored, or I guess this??

5. Memory. Wack. Idk.

6. I mean, when I sleep, I sleep well, but I use HOURS to fall asleep and it's always hours too late so I don't get enough sleep when I have to get up in the morning for school and other stuff and I'm constantly deadly tired when I wake up and the physical pain of waking up is so horrendous I can't even maybe I should write a poem about it

7. Probably a good mix of em ahaa

8. I live it, I go on a reading spree about once every leap year and read maybe a thriology in a week (which reminds me of something that might've been my biggest hyper fixation, which was me reading one whole Nancy Drew book a day for a whole summer when I was younger and, again idk when)

9. Ehmm idk some are fun and some are decent to fall asleep to

10. I'm not like with the popular people, but I have good friends and popular people didn't bother me, so I was doing fine just doing mah thang, still am

11. Actually average/above average, but idk how or why

12. I stopped doing homework in like 5th grade, but when I first do them I use an hour on something others may use 5 minutes on which is why I stopped doing shit because it was just so fucking frustrating and I did well in school anyways so what was the point of extra torture??

13. Restless. Leg. Also, idk, many different things, it varies a lot bc I get bored, but I guess I tear up a lot of paper in nice shapes and then also fold paper and also stuff that moves

14. Both. Depends on the situation, I can be very quiet and seemingly still, but restless af on the inside, or I can be restless af on the inside and it shows on the outside a lot, depends on the situation I'm in 🤷‍♀

15. Talking and understanding the subject. I can't memorize what I read, unless it's interesting, which rarely happens and more rarely when it's for school. I need to talk about it bc I remember better what's told to me and also discussing and telling people about the stuff so that I understand it and it makes sense so I remember.

16. I can be shy, but also not, depends. I can be destructive to be around, but more nonverbaly bc I'm scared 😂

17. Yes, I love sports. I've been doing a lot of sports and mostly handball and football (soccer) and I'm still doing football (I've been doing it for like 15 years or so)

18. No, unfortunately.

19. Idk if I'm getting this question right and idk anyways

20. Using my phone or whatever's near me (idk, can't remember omg)

21. Idk, my mind is blanking rn

22. Idk, sounds that I don't wanna listen to??

23. Idk what that is, so probably not??

24. None that's confirmed, but my grandpa probably has (and I'd say my dad too, but that's two different sides of the family 🤷‍♀)

25. LATE teens.

26. No, not really at all, but also yes???

27. I have a normal self-esteem I suppose

28. Nothing much, had good grades, didn't miss school or interrupt class, but the teachers here are very nice and not strict, but I have been chronically late for school since 5th grade tho, but they only wrote me up for it sometimes in 12th and 13th grade whoop

29. I am confusion

30. Yes and mostly on my hand (I have this white pen that basically just don't sit that well so it's 100% gone if u use water 🤷‍♀

31. No, I don't like coffee or anything with it, but I use sugar instead 🙄

32. Not really, but like maybe 5 times a week

33. I don't drink, so idk, but my friends would like to know the answer to this question

34. Yes, but I also hate it. I like writing, but it takes long and consist mostly of me starting at the wall for hours

35. All of the above and not at all??

36. Probably??

37. Idk?

38. Yes, they mostly like me at least

39. Bad. Oh dear Lord I cry at the thought of asking someone if I can borrow a pencil???

40. Idk, help?? Someone help me I'm still just as lost as I was???!?? ;?

ADHD Ask Meme

1: Are you diagnosed? 2: When were you diagnosed? 3: How did you find out that you had ADHD? 4: What’s your current hyperfixation? 5: What has been your most intense hyperfixation? 6: How well do you sleep? 7: What subtype (inattentive, hyperactive, combined) are you? 8: How do you feel about reading? 9: How do you feel about podcasts and lectures? 10: Were/are you popular in school? 11: What were/are your grades like in school? 12: How long did/do you spend on homework? 13: What’s your favorite way to stim? 14: Is your hyperactivity internal or external? 15: What’s your favorite memory strategy? 16: Were/are you talkative in class? 17: Did/do you play a sport? 18: Have you ever tried ADHD medication? 19: What characters do you most identify with? 20: How do you most often fidget? 21: What sensory things do you love? 22: What sensory things do you hate? 23: Do you have any comorbid diagnoses? 24: Do others in your family have ADHD? 25: Did you find out you had ADHD as a child, teenager, or adult? 26: Are you creative? 27: Do you have high, low, or normal self-esteem? 28: What did/do your report card comments usually say? 29: What piece of media makes you blissfully happy? 30: Do you doodle in class/meetings? 31: Do you self-medicate with caffeine? 32: Do you exercise often? 33: What are you like when you are drunk? 34: Do you like writing? 35: How do you process your thoughts and emotions: internally, verbally, in writing? 36: Do you have any friends with ADHD? 37: Have you ever been to therapy? 38: Did/do teachers like you? 39: What is your experience with RSD (Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria)? 40: What would you like to say to any person who has just been diagnosed with ADHD?

[ithic]

ALL OF THEM

yer a cunt, harry.

and since this post is obscenely longit’ll be sitting pretty beneath this line.warning; vulgar as fuck shit below ;death. beast. gore. kids, rape. like, don’t read this if you’re sensitive really.

A is for AFTERCARE; what he’s like after sex

well, i guess that realistically that would depend on a few things. if he’s in human shape, and with someone he actually cares about he would curl into them / pull them close, nuzzle, and generally love on them as much as a hellbeast can - if he doesn’t care about them, just lay there or leave. pointless sex is pointless sex, there’s no need to stick around. now if he’s beast form… well either he loves the thing and he hoards it as his own, pulling it close into his creepy boney limbs, or he kills ( if he didn’t fuck it to death ) and eats it. well, lovely.

B is for BODY PART;  favourite body part of own & partners

ODDLY his favourite body part of his own would be his horns, he just likes them - but they’re endlessly annoying, get caught on things and fucking he has to break them off every time he shifts into human form. in human form, he likes hands. his own, others - hands fascinate him because in his normal state, he doesn’t really have hands like a human; they’re either kind of faded out of reality, or bones and claw, so. touching things is so nice.

C is for CUM; something to do with cum

well apart from having a bit of a fascination with cum, because it’s just so bizarre, his own cum is like obscenely warm. in human form it isn’t quite as bad, just like tepid warm water, normal consistency. but when in his natural state, its extremely warm, like below boiling but that kind of hot water that feels almost cold because it’s so hot - it can be painful if you’re heat sensitive. he also would have a disturbing amount of cum in natural form, because he’s fucking massive. lets not chat about how he’s built like a dog; cumming, and cumming, and bam. stuck.

D is for DIRTY SECRET; self explanatory

i don’t think he really has a dirty secret, since he doesn’t really understand the concept of a secret. uh, i mean maybe that he gets turned on by things that shouldn’t turn him on, just because he’s so sensitive and there’s no - i mean, in the void they’re never like don’t have sex with kids, don’t hump trees. he has no social understanding of these things. 

E is for EXPERIENCE; how experienced is he, etc

zero. none. he is useless and awkward i fucking tell you. he just does what his body or his partner tells him to do. if you expect to cum, you’re gonna have to sit the boy down and show him a few pornos first. he does his best, and he’s a fast learner, but his basic mode is hump, cum, done.

F is for FAVOURITE POSITION; self explanatory

well, all of them. probably particularly fond of being behind his partner, because it speaks to his inner hellbeast. 

G is for GOOFY;  serious / humorous / etc ‘in the moment’

i mean he tries to be serious, but this is ith. “i apologize, jill, i was not intentionally aiming to ‘fucking cum’ in your hair - i did not mean to ruin your new and as you said expensive hair cut, i will reimburse you for the cost. i am shamed.” just. 

H is for HAIR; body hair information

human form he’s like, hairless mostly because he just is. beast mode he’s mostly bone; fur on his head but not his muzzle, down his neck and shoulders, bone chest, fur stomach, fur down to about the knee. he’s a fucking wreck, i can’t draw or i would. 

I is for INTIMACY; how does he act during ~the moment

again this hugely depends. meaningful sex he’s very possessive and loving, passionate as he can be - meaningless, he’s violent, probably a little too violent. whoops; didn’t mean to impale you so sorry.

J is for JACK OFF; masturbation headcanon

he does not, and has never done so. would he? absolutely. the question is, who wants to teach him.

K is for KINK; one or more kinks

innocence, sensation play, public sex, exploration, breeding. i mean, any kink he’s down for but that’s top shit there.

L is for LOCATION; favourite place to get it on

earth.

M is for MOTIVATION; what gets the gears grinding

E V E R Y TH I N G; being that he was sexually deprived, and now he’s got this fancy new body that just likes a lot of stuff. he can put his shirt on and be like oh it’s doing that again? brushes against a kid on the bus - well would you look at that. someone is eating ice cream, not even seductively, shit it’s doing the thing! touches hot burning, cock twitches. he’s a wreck honestly. 

N is for NO; absolute hard limit / turn offs / etc

PURPOSEFULLY killing people / hurting people. i mean surely he has more but he has not discovered them. right now the only thing that kills the mood is hurting . killing . scaring people. like he didn’t MEAN to terrify you because he was peeling his skin off, honestly.

O is for ORAL; preference / ability

preference: often. ability: beast form prehensile long tongue.

P is for PACE; favoured pace

another ‘that depends’; beast always favours fast fucking violently; human, usually more sensual because sensitivity and all that shit. 

Q is for QUICKIE; opinion on quickies vs slow

beast; get it done mate. human; let me love you for nineteen hours.

R is for RISK; does he experiment / open to experiment

always. always. like he will try anything once - more than once, if you ask nice. like literally, he will do nearly anything, because no social stigma, no fear, no anything. hey ith, fuck me with this chainsaw, sure jane but won’t that hurt? hey ith, lets have sex in the ocean surrounded by sharks - sure dan, what’s a shark? hey ith put your dick in this potted plant - i am unsure why you ask me to do this, melissa, but i will if it pleases you. 

S is for STAMINA; self explanatory

unstoppable.

T is for TOY; does he own toys / use toys / opinion on toys

anything can be a toy if you try hard enough.

U is for UNFAIR; how much of a tease is he

none. zero. but he is H I G H L Y susceptible to teasing. like, probably more than is okay. some cute girl makes googly eyes at him on the bus, and she might get violently fucked on her walk home, because he thinks that’s what the human was looking at him like that for.

V is for VOLUME; are they loud / what sounds does he make

pretty quiet, because he doesn’t want to go glitchmode. beast loud af tho. 

W is for WILD CARD; random headcanon - *first time

T R I GGER WARNING; little kid, rape, death, gore. yeah, it wasn’t pretty. so when he first came thru, it took him a while to figure out how to human form. well, one of the first people he met was a little girl, who was super sweet to him and not horrified. children are less likely to be scared because they’re so fucking wide-eyed and innocent. anyway, well the beast is like nine feet tall, and his cock is pretty fucking proportioned to that. kid was cute, cuddly and playful with him, he got excited, and just - well, he didn’t know he shouldn’t do that. he’d fucked things to death in the void before, but this felt different, and he has absolutely HATED himself for it since. like he gets sick feeling thinking about it because he doesn’t ENJOY hurting people.

X is for XRAY; what’s under the pants

in human form it’s a dick, like a normal dick. circumcised, 8inches, flesh coloured, normal cock. beast mode, uh, fucking uncomfortably large canine-y cock, sheathed until excited, and yes it knots. i mean his C A N O N beast form would be this ( though he has anubis-type legs ); and his cock would be this but, bigger and realistic; his knot would also be larger.   | it’s a toy, not a real thang you good.

Y is for YEARNING; how high is his sex drive

i feel like i answered this he is A L W A Y S dtf.

Z is for ZZZ; how quickly he falls asleep after

he doesn’t sleep

[smireyac]

yea boi u already kno what it issssss 🍾🎆🎉🍾🎆🎉

hey so i started writing this at 8 o’ clock so i would be ahead of the game and actually have more than an hour to write but HEY its already 20 after midnight so who the eff care amiright ladies

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so.................... its 2019.....................

i watched vox’s “2018 in 5 minutes” video and cried so thats how this year has been :^) a lot of lows......... we always think we leave the shittiest year behind then lo.............. the next year rears its ugly head and we never learn............ despite this, im gonna try to keep a positive outlook on the new year......... its literally just another day and i have to be in at work @ 9 tmrw but its what ever im already super fucking tired whats losing another hour of sleep anywahy?? its practically expected of me any way what with being a youth,,, ANYWAY i spent my time ringing in the new year watching spiderman homecoming so i think that wa sGREAt its also great  that im gonna get to see spiderverse AGAIN tmrw after work so SUCK ON THAT im ringing in the new year RIGHT!! its a very spidey new year and i wouldnt have it any other way heh.....

alright

so its time.... to reflect...........

and actually reflect this time last year was weak sauce compared to the first year “im too unfocused right now happy new year or whatever” *scoffs* what r u too good for self reflecting now a days huhh

been doing a lot of self reflecting this year,,,,,, but today we will look back on how the previous years have gotten me to where i am today...

if 2016 was the year of change and 2017 was the year of getting used to things.............. 2018 felt like............ the year of getting TOO used to things, of not ENOUGH change............. like alright i scratched a few of the bigger things on my yearly “to do” list/resolutions, i. e. finally going back to school and getting a job at the library, but like.......... i definitly dont feel like i did enough........... my art game was SO WEAK and i feel like i wrote less than 10,000 words ALL YEAR (not counting my academic papers) i didnt really CREATE anything this i dont have ANYTHING significant to show for this year............and to get more negative i didnt even make any friends all year NONE FRIENDS im only *just* starting to get more friendly with people at the library thank GOD theyre nice and gave my shy ass a chance to open up but i still dont feel like ill make FRIEND friends theyre just work friends and u kno what thats making me so pissed bc its tricking my dumb ass into thinking i have a crush on someone at work aND that i want a *romantic* relationship with them!!! OUTRAGEOUS im so peeved.......................... i also still havent gotten behind a wheel but at this point im not sure if i will anytime soon bc im That Way..... grrrr im just mad thinking of all the things i didnt do so motherfucker i will make 2019 the year of DOING!!!! and i had so many resolutions last year i feel like the more i had the less i felt like i had to do them, like i was just saying all that to be like “oh wouldnt it be nice if any of these things happened lmao” so yeah 2019: the year of DOING... and since ive kinda sorta figured out that writing is my thang.... i think i wanna focus on doing that.. and anything that will help me do it

SO: #GOALS for 2K19

-WRITE AT LEAST 50.000 WORDS U COWARD, more than just “brainstorming” too bc thats like a cop out, write like stories or dialogue or scenes or scripts or WHATEVER just make it to 50,000 pls some people do that in like a month

-READ UR GOD DAMN BOOKS, u *cant* buy anymore if u dont read the ones u’ve already bought,,,, im willing to make an acception re: checking things out from the library................ but u rlly shouldnt IT WOULD’VE BEEN SO EASY TO WIN THE BET DUDE srsly..... maybe .... an hour b4 bed ? try to read ? at least try to read once a week dude....

-heres a curve ball WATCH MORE MOVIES !!! u say u love film well fuckin act like u do...... u only went to the movie theater 5 times all year and three of those were all in the last month to go see spiderverse, more than that HOW MANY movies are there on netflix that u see and go “oh i should watch that finally” or “people say thats rlly good bro” and u scroll right past to watch the same 3 fuckin movies i s2g

-oh yeah back to the writing thing, to reach that 50,000 goal u should write about what you read and watch, there u’ll prob meet the goal b4 summer if u do that bro but....u actually gotta do it....................

ok those r the 4 im REALLY gonna work on and try to keep track of in either of the journals sien got me :^) these next few i rlly want to happen but..... we’ll see

-make some friends pls.... pls be more friendly......... ENGAGE  people when u have the opportunity askQUESTIONS about them like if they have a dog or a hobbie jesus h christ

-go out..... on ur own..... do stuff............by urself if u have to... go to the movies by urself go to a park, walk around down town for the fuck of it idk DO STUFF

-finish something............ for once in ur miserable life...................................... finish the vlog or the scrapbook..... or the reading list or this set of goals PLEAsE ANYTHING

im not even gonna put draw/art blog related stuff on here bc........ its not what i want........ like i love drawing and i dont think im terrible at it, im at a good place with it but i dont wanna put my energy this year into drawing stuff for the sake of me being able to say “i did it” like...... last yr and the yr b4 i rlly RLLY wanted to get better at art to idk prove that i could?? but like i havent picked up my drawing tablet in months ... that makes me really sad but i dont really feel like picking it up either? ? i said i wanted to take a painting/color theory/ life drawing class maybe i will this yr and it’ll reinvigorate my love of drawing........ tbh spiderverse got me *this close* to being pumped about art and animation and like yeah i still am, i love the medium and its still a dream of mine to be apart of it but it feels like a pipe dream if i try to go thru the art angle........ so many people r better than me at that and its not really what i wanna do,,, i wanna CREATE STORIES and worlds and characters and like i used my art to help *me* develop those but... i dont wanna use my art to do it for someone else i guess............. the art of animation itself still facsinates me so they door isnt close yet but,,, i wanna focus on the other aspect of myself that im more and at the same time LESS confident about lmao WRITING like alright,,, i think im a good writer .... sorta ? like yeah people tell me i am and sometimes when i look back on things ive written im like “dAMN i wrote this ???” but like,,,, there are some things to writing that still. escape me... like poetry.... and a lot of other aspects to it that i cant describe write now bc it would take too long and im getting cold and tired SO YEAH hopefully this english class will help me, even tho its just writting for college essays, i need to start somewhere and if shes rlly as good of a professor as rate my professor says then ill learn smthg new

where was i

well the year wasnt ALL bad, like i said i got the job at the library i wanted and FINALLY got to go to school, stressful as that mightve been........ and i got to see my love, my darling, the light of my life rhys again for one glorious week,, hopefully ill be able to see more of my friends this year? either in miami or milwuakee idc which MAYBE BOTH lmao im not that rich but hey i can dream,,,

alright its 1:12am i think im ready to sign off,,,,,,,,, here’s to DOING in 2019

🥂 cheers