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This sounds stupid and ungrateful, but I don’t really care. People who are “bad gift givers” are people who don’t listen or care. There’s no such thing as someone inherently “bad” at giving presents, just lazy thoughtless people who don’t give a crap about the people around them enough to listen to them when they talk. I am super easy to buy Christmas gifts for because I’m autistic, I got those Special Interests on the go, literally just buy me something to do with that and I’m golden.
Like if I talk about Pokemon non-stop every time you see me, then the obvious thing to do is to just fucking buy literally anything with a Pokemon logo on it, that shit is everywhere.
I collect things! I have collections of Pokemon cards! I collect DnD figurines! I collect pins! Collectors are the easiest people in the world to buy for because you know what they always want!
...if you listen. Or pay attention to them at all.
But everyone insists I’m “hard to buy for” and wants me to outline what they should buy me, when literally anything to do with my interest is fine. But they wouldn’t know that because the instant I open my mouth, it’s like the light dies in their eyes and their soul floats away to some unknown place and everything I say just floats through their now-empty head, unheard and unlistened to.
I’m sick of either knowing what everything under the tree is because I sent the person a link on where to buy it, or getting disappointing things I don’t want. Meanwhile my grandma mentioned off-hand a book she had when she was young, loved to read, and lost during a house move, so I got it for her for Christmas. My mum pinned an illustration from a book she had as a child on her pinterest with a little paragraph about how this was her favourite picture as a child and she used to get the book out just to stare at it, and I found a print of the illustration that the original artist’s family was selling and framed it for her for Christmas.
My mum’s boyfriend likes camping and complained that his socks always get sweaty so I got him these special breathable hiking socks.
Why do I bother going to all this trouble to make sure the gift is something the person wants, when my presents include cheap perfume sets (I have a scent allergy), nail kits (I bite my nails as a nervous thing and don’t have any to file down), and an empty box to store cards from a card game I do not play? Bro just give me nothing haha. Then at least I won’t feel the need to go to the trouble of getting a thoughtful gift, and get disappointed once again.
Next year everyone is getting a kmart bath bomb $5 gift box. Fuck it. I’ve got three of those with my name on them under the tree right now. So they clearly love that shit.
#i know this is whiny teenager shit but cmon#where could you complain about this if not the internet#i can hardly say to my family and friend's faces that they're shit at this and it hurts my feelings haha#Like that's the main thing#i dont care about GETTING THINGS like#i dont need the presents i can buy stuff for myself#but it hurts my feelings that people clearly dont listen to me or know me at all#when they're supposed to be the people closest to me#like im seriously not on their minds when they're out and about#nobody 'saw this and thought of you's me
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#Saw a man bite straight through a chicken bone on YouTube.#I was gripped. In awe.#A jaw strength rivaled only by - I thought to myself - Present Mic#can't even remember how I got onto the video but it's stuck with me ever since#he had a captivating positive vibe. I would enjoy a meal with him. The chicken looked a little underdone though#bnha#mha#shouta aizawa#hizashi yamada#present mic#bnha comic#not even technically a comic this bad boy is two slides#always thinking about the rooftop gang naming Sushi like 'whats everyones favourite food?'#and Yamada says 'fried chicken' like that would be the best name for a cat- actually. you know what. that is a pretty good name for a cat#Might call my next tarantula Fried Chicken. Who knows?#Edited the last panel to take out the speech bubble cause it looked like I was implying it was weird to eat bone marrow#But I meant the entire bone itself like the crunchy bit#But apparently they do that in some places so I thought that it might come across as a bit insensitive and I didnt wanna get cancelled.#eat bones if you want I would love to eat bones but I'm a coward#It's not really a thing in the UK I don't think. I've never seen anyone do it. I guess we just produce a lot of food waste.#so nobody was going to tell me you could eat bones? I just had to find out myself on Youtube?
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rhaenyra could say 'I wish I was a man with dick and balls' and hotd twitter would still be like 'umm she just means she wants freedom and respect but otherwise she is a FEMININE WOMAN stop making her into a man you weirdos'
#.txt#I mean she did kinda say that already 'daemon was everything I wanted to be...a man' what did she mean by this#btw I'm not saying you have to see her as trans I'm just saying it's an entirely reasonable interpretation/headcanon lol#but also like. she's not a real person she's a character and the things she says are a deliberate choice by the writers#so I dont think they wrote those lines about wanting to be a man just to mean 'I wish people werent sexist to me'#like yes they obviously mean that but stuff can be two things +its phrased in a specific way#once I saw someone be like 'well cersei has these thoughts too and nobody calls her trans' .....does he know?#the kicker is most of the time when these people are like 'stop making her a man' shes not even being hc as trans just. a masc woman lol
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20/10 stars little guy
#me (scrounging undetected autist whose ideal fashion sense is ''if i have to be seen at all: shrouded'') seeing encanto the other month.....#and on top of it all i LOVE slice of life. encanto being so focused on What It's About that there's so much of that + character / dynamic#also part of what i loved abt pixar luca. ppl like ''simple story but not a problem :)'' like YEAH thank god it's Also so slice of lifey#2021 what a year lol. though again i only Just saw encanto....tfw Studio Creative Control backs off a bit more than usual: Joy & Wonders#anyway i knew going in bruno wasn't an antagonist (fine if he was though b/c slay & b/c scapegoats can do whatever they want)#knew i'd love him b/c again Scapegoat shows up & i'm the Amazing Showstopping Totally Unique Never The Same gif on loop#but what a delight even beyond those expectations lol. love again how Focused the movie is on What It's About & Thee Points it makes#the Characters / Dynamics & the Metaphor & the plot stays right with all of that. the focus & importance re: thee scapegoats....#& bruno being disabled like whole layer of Yay Yay Yay spamming. that even when He's Back we're reminded he's not ''normal now'' or w/e#(i.e. presenting that as The Good Ending for the disabled outcast. vs just being embraced as part of the group again & accepted As He Is)#meanwhile was like hmm chat is there queercoding do we think? like is he queer: Yes. but is there coding? hmm#sure isn't cishet coded though. but i was also having the thought like fellas is it gay to [higher tenor tessitura or w/e] lol#made me go ''do i know this voice? ok do i know this name / face / actor? (i have never seen anything ever / bad w/names/faces/voices)''#indeed was like yeah haven't seen this; heard of this; seen it once ages ago no way i remember more than like 0.6 details#then from ''ohh haha I'm A Mammal That Cares....yeah i hear that'' to ''omg CHI-CHI RODRIGUEZ???? ;;0;;'' waaah fantastic revelation lmao#also the way Literal Future Seer ability was externalized to make it more wrangleable for plot is so impressive & fun & excellent#got a lot of [i like this thing i saw a lot] i got to say....guess i can do that w/the sideblog i made for one drawing i made last night#encanto 2021#bruno madrigal#also the way bruno is so Nervous + Hiding / Bold + Big Personality like yes ha ha ha Yes....tamped down as ''too much'' experience#also the [stuttering stumbling muttering mumbling] line: i fr nigh wept upon going back over a moment like what am i hearing here?#& realizing the answer was: it's bruno quietly stuttering a moment during this one line (& then (& then (& then)) i saw you) ;;;mm;;;#hang onnn....the first scapegoat who's driven off being Disabled is so real so ;m; that again they're like so he got Weirder; Okay ;;m;;#that we get jorge thumbs up nobody having an Aside to be like [ugh; this guy] or Anything. augh always have too much to say for 30 tags#fabric drape there sure not accurate but i was like okay if i try to really reference that i'm not getting this done tonight
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finally met (one of) the man that's been making my mutuals go wild
#post and flee#listen i got the quest speak with haurchefant or something and went#OMG no way im gonna meet THe HAurCHeFAnT??!?!?#startruck even if i didn't know him yet#like sir i've heard so much about you#blorbo through secondhand media exposure#saw the nose and understood everything#not my best work sadly#still pretty art blocked. so another 3/4 quarter face with my classic intense gaze it is :'(#also. while looking for references i... Saw Stuff. might have spoiled myself about something. who would've thought google image wasn't safe#but hopefully not :) surely not right? :)#everything is gonna be just fine :)#haurchefant greystone#ffxiv#ffxiv spoilers#<< just in case#all this haurchefant talk aside nobody warned me about cid hi hello#art goose
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- Red Hood & Arsenal
My screenshots are awful, but the two pages before that are Jason and Tim talking together about the pressure of fitting the shoes of their predecessor, and how they admire each other (Jason says when he saw Tim as Robin, he thought Tim was better than he ever was, and closer to be like Dick and perfect than him 😢)
Fanon: Jason and Tim barely can interact without annoying and bullying the other.
Canon: Jason and Tim has deep respect for one another, and lift each other self-esteem. Jason literally says that Tim is the member of the Batfam he tolerates the most when he is mad at the Batfam. Probably have an alliance against "Golden Boy" Dick.
#jason todd#tim drake#red hood#red robin#they are so fucking adorable together#and they SPEAK ABOUT THEIR FEELINGS incredible for the batfam#dc comics#my ramblings#jason is like “I saw you and you were better than I ever could be so I thought nobody could miss me”#and tim is like “You died like a hero for me and I thought that I will never be as great as you as brave as you”
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#us election venting beware:#i am actually a bit annoyed at all the people that told me i was just being pessimistic and it's not healthy to think the worst of people#when yet again we have proven the worst of people wins#and even if it doesn't win (it will) it is still so significantly mobilized and out there#like i know it's not helpful. but i TOLD YOU. everyone thought it wouldn't happen and it DID.#just like nobody thought it would happen THEN and i was apparently the only one around me who saw it coming.#now can we PLEASE take this problem SERIOUSLY and get off our fucking asses and admit it's fucked out there??#the core of our system is bad. it is rotting and the proof is in this joke of an election#so can every white liberal get off my ass for 'bringing down the vibe' or whatever?#you people have been LAZY for a long time. you have been comfortable and unmotivated and been doing NOTHING.#quit focusing on doing your best by voting and get the fuck out there and disrupt. radicalize!#'common sense' is not enough and it never was#i hate to say it but believing the best in the masses in this deeply racist country will disappoint you every time#and i can't believe so many people fell for it again!!!!#i know it's unfair but#i'm finding it really difficult to sympathize with people in my community who are sad and disappointed#when i watched you do NOTHING for YEARS#(not for the people that are actively in danger. my heart breaks for you. i will not stop fighting for you. you didn't deserve this.)#i have never believed that people are fundamentally good and i'm sorry if that's mean but it's just not true#people are fundamentally neutral and you have to WORK to push them towards 'good'#and for too long the pushing has been going in the other direction. but 'pushing' at all is uncouth to you people i guess#get over your decorum. get over your morals that mean nothing. no one else is playing by your rules. DO something. CARE MORE.#sorry. i'm angry. i am filled with rage. and it is mostly directed towards the white intellectual elite.#to anyone who is blindingly furious i see you and i am with you lmao.#to anyone that wants to say 'i told you so' you are so valid.#we keep going.#futhermore: 'it's only four years. we'll recover.' BITCH#ONLY four years? that's four years of DAMAGE that will really hurt people in the meantime#and set up a whole host of problems for the future! the courts my god.#four years of bullshit policy and shit we will have to spend years untangling just to get back to even thinking about making any progress
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no, your honor, you don’t understand. i need this specific scene to breathe. your honor, listen, listen, please, they’re everything to me, please, you have to understand—
#thinking about them again#i need MK to be the clingiest student ever so help me#he went apeshit twice. TWICE when he thought he was close to losing swk again#your honor please stop struggling and listen to me#stop calling for help nobody will hear you. your honor- your honOR LISTEN#lmk#sunburst duo#lmk sun wukong#lmk mk#sun wukong#mk#lmk qi xiaotian#qi xiaotian#your honor can you imagine living in isolation for half a millennia and then finding some young mortal to be your successor and#trying to keep some distance at first because you’re immortal and are tired of losing people you live to time and mortals are so fragile an#yet….you can’t help but be endeared by this energetic mortal who delivers noodles for his adopted dad’s restaurant and has such a big heart#at some point you opened your heart and consider the mortal to no long JUST be your student but also your friend and you care for him#(god do you care for him. like he was one of your own. like he was one of your little suns)#you care but you are flawed and you are scared of what would happen if he knew; if he saw those cracks in your perfect mural#you’re scared but you care and oh do you try your best despite how out of your element you feel. you try and you care and somehow…he knows#[brb imma go cry]
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Baby, why don't you come over?
Red wine supernova, falling into me
Let's pick it up now
I don't care that you're a stoner
Red wine supernova, fall right into me
I like (I like) what you like (what you like)
Long hair (no bra) that's my type (that's right)
You just told me (want me to fuck you)
Baby, I will 'cause I really want to
Chappell Roan - Red Wine Supernova (Magician's Cut)
for @queenoftherodeoo
#chappell roan#red wine supernova#dailymusicians#dailymusicedit#dailymusicqueens#riikka posts#hi olivia👋🏻#saw you commenting on how nobody's made a gif set of this video yet#so i thought i'd make one#for some reason it doesn't seem to be working for me#the gifs are showing up really choppy#but hopefully it will work once i post it
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It's them! The lads! The bros! The dudes!
#bbc ghosts#robin the caveman#william the pirate#nobody can tell me that Robin didn't have a little crush on william#he saw the hair and the beard and thought sweet Moonah there's another guy just like me🥹#did you see Robin's face when William was talking tho?? 🥺#and how quickly Robin goes from neutral to heartbroken when William goes away🥺#also look at the pic of Robin and William sitting in their chairs William was smol 🥹
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#I get Phoenix Jimmy headcanons now but I just am NOT on board because#I saw someone trying to push it a long time ago before any curse breaking#and I thought the reasoning was (no offense to them) so stupid and it’s even affecting me to this day 😭#I’m sorry phoenix jimmy truthers I I I I I just can’t take it seriously 😭#ok just so nobody asks I guess I should explain the old reason (IF THIS WAS YOU IM SO SO SORRY I JUST DIDNT LIKE THIS ONE THING)#they said he should be a phoenix instead of a canary cuz ‘canaries die but he always comes back next season so he should be a phoenix’#like FIRST OF ALL: so does everybody wtf#SECOND OF ALL: canaries DONT DIE (unless the miners suck or somethin). they just pass out. so YES you can reuse them.#THIRD OF ALL: the symbolism behind the headcanon has NOTHING to do with him Coming Back so WHY would we use a phoenix instead of a canary#so yeah. the headcanon NOW makes sense since the symbolism is ‘he broke the curse of death’ which totally works with a phoenix#so I DONT hate this modern version but I’m stuck thinking about the old one every time I see it 😭😭#but like nah phoenix jimmy is cool especially with his soulmate n all#I just love him being a birdie. he’s silly like one. forget death canaries are friendly and like to sing just like jim
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Imagine reading a new manga and joking about it being homoerotic and then it gets explicitly stated that one of the protags is gay
If I don't see any weird romance blossom between those two istg-
#AINT NO WAY I WENT 'OH TOXIC HORROR YAOI /J' AND THEN THE NARRATIVE SAID 'bet.'#oh if they dont eventually end up together ill lose it#i thought- i thought i was just too influenced by tumblr when i saw the vivisection scene and went 'haha gay sex /j' and then- and then???#i dont even care if they actually get together tbh#i just want them to keep being that weird#the entire situation is fun if you ignore the atrocities lack of morality and cannibalism#one day youre a 30 y/o high school teacher - the other youre a lab experiment on immortality and a househusband. and a murder accomplice#also congrats you just gain a pet monkey who hates the mad scientist that kidnapped your corpse and brought it back to life#EDIT: OH THEYRE SO IN LOVE THERES NO WAY-#problematic couple for the win#nobody deserve to deal with them so they should stick together#i cant stop laughing#toya wtf#edit 2: officially gay yay#edit 3: ITS AN UNHAPPY ENDING NUOOOOOHHH#sleeping dead#pretty sure i stumbled on the first chapter some years ago#anyway - my conclusion to this is: sometimes its good to read smth without having any clue on what its about - sometimes all you need is to#look at the volume cover and go 'eh. lets try it'#conclusion n2: indulge in dark stories from time to time. its good. not that id say sleeping dead is the darkest out there but that may be#just me-#theres def worse than that#ive made this post in my draft before posting - thats why there are already 'edit's
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makes you read vulture 2099 again makes you read vulture 2099 again makes you read vulture 2099 again makes you read vulture 2099 again makes you read vulture 2099 again
#talking tag#spider-man 2099#spiderman 2099#miguel o'hara#vulture 2099#marvel#comics#comic panels#something something idk man i justt enjoy these issues theyre Fun#whag do u want from me. the bungled potential is tantalizing when i Want to indulge in ripping and tearing into canon?#as i always say lmao vulture 2099 COULD be a really interesting character. like. the Potential's there#reinforces how Lucky mig was that he came from a life of having as many privileges as he had when he got mutated... and that nobody Saw It.#plus yknow. can also serve as a narrative Mirror for migs worst fears abt himself! what would YOU do if ur intrusive thoughts made manifest-#--called YOU a coward and a capitalist pawn 4 not wanting 2 kill and eat people . and all while wearing THOSE tassled PANTS....#idk man just something real neat 2 me abt how vulture is the only villain mig kills On Purpose and even then he Runs b4 he hits the ground.#his anger burns out so Fast. he cant even like. make himself watch the Cannibal Gang Boss get turned into street pizza yknow#he feels worse about killing the VULTURE than he ever really did about killing the specialist because he actively CHOSE to do it this time#cutting the specialist's throat w/ his talons was just an Accident caused by him lashing out against an enemy determined 2 Kill Him y/k#yeah it still caused him a great amnt of Distress to accidentally Kill Someone but he does not spend any panels shedding tears over the guy.#but the vulture. the VULTURE stays on his mind for the next 30 issues AT LEAST......#god this miserable little man. great power and greater guilt and responsibility both a burden and inherent.
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goddamn it FINALLY god that last post was sitting in my drafts for like 2 months and i finally elaborated on it. i ran out of tag space in the other one but i wanted to say this in the other one but like i mightve not had the proper tone with speaking about such a delicate topic My bad i'm actually really sorry if the last post bothers some,,,,,,
sometimes i feel like i'm romanticizing all these terrible topics i talk about involving the mtt with like abuse and triggering eachother purposely and murder and even cannibalism (the cannibalism posts have NOT been released from the drafts LMAO. the stalking thoughts havent even been put into a draft. also stalking is REALLY FUCKING BAD) but like i swear i swear i SWEAR i do NOT approve of ANY OF THIS STUFF abuse is BAD AND TRAUMATIC murder effects people in real life DRASTICALLY and god sometimes i feel like such a dick talking about these things in such a lighthearted manner when discussing my trio just bc its them and theyre desensitized to that stuff so to them its just another tuesday but UGH!!!! man. i dont approve of any of that stuff i just like to think of those topics in the context of the murder time trio because nothing about them together as a group means anything good for themselves or others. NOT AN EXCUSE
#maybe i should update my pinned post to be less happy go lucky errrrrmmmm#this topic's been lingering in my head since i saw a tt talking about people romanticizing cannibalism and how thats weird#and i was like DAMN that's right!! wait do i do that oh shit do i#i talk about these topics so lightly because to me i dont experience them and theyre so far away to me#but really toxic relationships and murder affect others so much its unreals#i dont want to stop talking about it but in the back of my head i really should be more mindful of the topics i discuss#triglycercule literally nobody is bashing you for this? i know but my mind is SOOOOO#tricule rant#unrelated but i woke up today listening to rain of dust im a devoted mtt fan#i was hardcore imagining in my head the SICKEST COOLEST AWESOMEST mtt fight against the human :3#if only i could animate GOD IF ONLY MY HEAD COULD PROJECT MY THOUGHTS ONTO PAPER OR A SCREEN
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went skating and ending up in a ditch eating grass 👍👍
#just me hi#i always flop the second time i try a hill i fvsh#i'm still getting used to skating again cuz it's been like. forever so#/so i was turning after i'd gone down the hill#and i knew there was gravel at the end of the drive bc i had almost eaten asphalt earlier too (lmao)#so i was too spooked to turn too tightly and then before i knew it i saw the muddy ditch in front of me and the thought process went thus:#not turning fast enough- nudge- nudge- not turning fast enough- okay funk me- and then i just accepted my fate 6 whole seconds before i eve#hit the grass hfvhs#though i Did time it well enough so only my skates ended up in the mud and my face ended up in the dry dry grass#and then i roll up to our car wondering why i wasn't getting scolded for not turning fast enough (very helpful..) and it turns out#Nobody Saw Anything#my glorious face-plant. all for naught#sure it was a little embarrassing but nobody even saw it. smh#i Do bounce back fast though so maybe they thought i was playing in the grass or something hvfhsf#i got grass on. everything again hfsbhd#//well. with all this i am now sneepy#i'm going to. play a game now#'why don't you draw' i am. sneepy#also the Game is in my brain now so hfhs :3#wwehheeow bYe
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Obligatory sappy end of the year post !!!
Made a tumblr account about a year ago now and I never expected it to turn into anything. I just wanted somewhere to Rot and unashamedly spew my thoughts about my blorbos that I couldn’t contain
It brought more than I thought and I’m very thankful for it. The friendships that have been made and the moots I see in my notifs who id die for unironically are the best parts of this place 🫶🏻
And the community, of course. The gifsets, art, and fic that leave me dry heaving on the floor are also a great part of it 😭
Time for another year. More rots. More friends to meet. More friends to make. More shows and movies to experience. More father and daughter relationships to discover. More meta posts to make and fics to read and write. More time to be alive 🤍
#praise God for another year of life <3#started with andor#and then came tlou and prospect#occasional Star Wars thrown around in there#ahsoka (baylan and shin <3)#my Wolfpack friends!! I love you guys#reignited my aos love especially as mundi watched it through#and soon the hunger games#and AVATAR in FEBRUARY !!#(as long as it’s not a disaster 🤣🤣)#but yeah <3#a good year. a fun year.#never thought I’d make a tumblr#I still remember the days I had people in my ask box being like#‘I run to your acc after every episode for your analysis’#and the fact that I was PINTEREST FAMOUS??#it’s wild to me. never thought that would’ve happened 💀💀#maybe not famous but. multiple people saw the same sniper analysis on there and followed me from it 💀💀#nobody’s listening L
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