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Indisposed (Noah Sebastian fanfiction) chapter five

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Autors note: i truly love yall's reactions to this story so far, it makes me laugh but also feel so happy as well 😂 :) also just a heads up a big part of this chapter is very nsfw, you have been warned gyuihojgv

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chapter five

My head is spinning with thoughts and my heart is racing with feelings and sadness, so with a sigh I grab my cigarettes and dark red lighter-of course the lighter Noah once gave to me when we had a smoke break together, and I forgot to bring mine, he told me I could keep it-to climb onto my window still, sit on  it, and light a cigarette. While doing so, I look outside, the wind softly blowing through my hair, staring at the moon at the midnight blue sky.

While I smoke, I am deep in thought. In a few hours, the world wakes up again, and I have to pretend that his night didn’t happen with Noah. That I am just his friendly friend-assistant that styles him and does his make up, nothing more. I have to pretend that I didn’t gain so many romantic feelings for him this night, we have to keep this night a secret and lock it up and never look at it again. But, am I capable of doing that?

I sigh when I put my cigarette out, breathing out the last bit of it out of the window. I decide to just climb into bed, to sleep and try to let this night pass as fast as possible. 

As I try to fall asleep, it takes me at least an hour, feeling restless and still thinking too much. But after laying sleepless for a while, I finally, slowly, with pain around my heart, fall asleep.

The next morning arrives, and I groan when I try to put the alarm from my phone off. I sigh, rub my eyes, and stare at the ceiling for a while.

Immediately flashes of last night fill my mind-the afterparty, drunkenly stumbling into my hotel room with Noah, us talking, teasing each other, getting close, and finally having sex. And after that, the most intense conversation with him followed, the most emotional and heartfelt eye contact with him… making me realize I have completely and utterly fallen in love with Noah.

As the time passes, I blink and awake myself from my thoughts again, realizing I really have to get out of bed now. In a hurry, I get everything back into my suitcase, and when I get to the bathroom, last night fills my mind again. Noah standing behind me when I didn’t realize he had entered the bathroom, him teasing me, me teasing him back and making the first move, him seeing me naked for the first time… and of course everything that happened after that fills my mind again. 

I shake my head, cursing, telling myself that I need to focus, and begin to brush my hair, putting in a headband to keep my hair out of my face and brush my teeth afterwards. I clean it up when I’m done and put all my stuff from my bathroom back into my suitcase as well. 

I sigh deeply while I walk into the sleeping era from my hotel room again. I look into my suitcase, deciding what I can wear when we go back on the road again. My eyes get stuck on a black hoodie, a black hoodie Noah once gave to me when I was cold and had nothing warm to wear. I grab it, and can’t help but push my nose into it, and get a warm feeling inside when it smells just like him.

I also can’t help but put his hoodie on, it’s just too soft and comfortable… and at least his scent will be around me the whole time like a warm hug, a warm hug I can’t get from himself. When I’ve also put on jeans and my sneakers, I sigh nervously. There is one thing left to do… and that’s getting breakfast. But the thing that makes me so nervous about it… is that I always get breakfast with the band. Which means I have to face Noah again.

With a racing heart, I make my way towards the breakfast cafe after locking the door behind me. I nervously play with my fingers before I take a deep breath, walking towards the table where Noah and the rest of the band are already sitting. Okay, I got this. Just play it cool…

Noah is seated at the table with the others, all of them chatting and laughing with each other as usual, but he doesn’t seem engaged at all, which breaks my heart a little. His eyes then notice me walking up, but I can see that he pretends to sip his coffee like everything was normal.

`Hey, there she is!´ Nick already greets me, and I try to smile back as warmly as his voice sounds. I sit down at the table next to Nicholas, Jolly and Nick sit in front of us and Noah sits at the end of the table next to me. I can’t help but feel my own heart sink when Noah continues sipping his coffee, saying nothing to me,

`Goodmorning, Nick,´ I greet him back, forcing myself to smile.

`How’d you get any sleep?´ Nick asks me.

`It was… okay,´ I lie.

`Yeah, I know it was a hell of a party last night. You drank so much, ha-ha,´ Nick responds with a laugh.

I hear Jolly chuckle next to him, and he and Nick give each other a curtain look and smirk, and I raise my eyebrows a bit.

`Uh, yeah, let myself go there a little,´ I laugh awkwardly.

When Jolly and Nick keep giving each other looks and grins, I narrow my eyes.

`What’s so funny?´ I ask them.

`Nothing, Hailey, ignore those two children,´ Nicholas says while rolling his eyes, putting his fork down and poking Nick in his side after.

`Okay…´ I say with confusion, trying to eat some food, hoping that it will work with my nerves and all.

`It’s just that…´ Nick starts, making Jolly snort.

`Nick, no,´ Nicholas hisses, making Nick roll his eyes and laugh.

`What? If we weren’t supposed to know or say anything, why were they so loud last night?´ Nick says while shrugging. 

I now look at Noah, hoping he understands any of this inside joke of theirs. His jaw tenses again, and he turns his head to glare at Nick to mumble under his breath: `Shut the hell up Nick…´

`Ah, c’mon man, we are happy that you two finally took the step,´ Nick says with a laugh, and my heart stops beating for a second while my head slowly turns red.

Oh no. Is that where this is all about…?

`Yeah, like, how long have you two been circling around each other now? Months?´ Jolly adds.

Noah’s jaw is starting to clench even more, his fist slightly clenching now as well. `I said, shut up…´ he says through gritted teeth, his gaze now growing even angrier at both Nick and Jolly. I begin to feel really, really uncomfortable.

`Nick, Jolly, shut the fuck up please,´ Nicholas says with annoyance, then looking at me and Noah with a worried look. Nicholas has always been the most mature, calm and caring person of the band, which is why he has become such a good friend and person to talk to through the past half year.

I just stare at my plate in embarrassment, and Nick and Jolly just mumble to each other underneath their breath, and I try my best to ignore it, unable to speak or move. I just keep on staring at my plate with the minutes ticking by, not knowing what to do, and I just cannot look at Noah at all right now-the whole table just turned silent and awkward.

I can feel Noah suddenly staring at me, and it all just becomes too much. `Excuse me,´ I mumble when I abruptly stand up, my chair slightly squeaking against the floor when I do so. I start walking away at a fast pace, desperately needing some fresh air in my lungs.

`I told you guys to just shut up about it. My god,´ I can still hear Nicholas mumble when I walk away, and when I hear  another chair squeak, I know that Noah is following me.

I just walk out of the breakfast cafe at the first exit I see, entering a sort of garden visitors can sit in, full of long, bright trees, and colorful, big bright flowers. I spot a wooden bench in the middle of the small garden, tiles clicking underneath my sneakers when I walk towards it to sit down, trying to catch my breath properly.

I can see a shadow hovering over me, and when I look up I see Noah standing in front of me, the sun behind him shining on his soft brown hair, and I swallow. `Hi,´ I greet him quietly.

For a while, Noah just stands there, staring at me for a moment. His eyes seem hurt but also soft as he notices me wearing the hoodie he once gave to me. ‘Hey,’ he then finally responds, his voice soft and quiet.

‘How did you sleep?’ I manage to ask him.

‘Like the dead,’ he honestly answers me. ‘Although… I didn’t exactly wake up very well this morning….’

Noah’s eyes are avoiding mine a bit now, and I begin playing with the strings of his hoodie again. ‘Me neither,’ I sigh, and his head lowers a little when he hears my response.

‘We have to hit the road again in a few hours,’ I then say, trying to talk to him in a way I would normally do as he sits next to me on the wooden bench, because we have to pretend like nothing happened last night either way… right?

He looks away for a brief second, seeming to try to keep his emotions for himself and unexposed to me. ‘Uhm, yeah… right. The venue is only about an hour away, as I heard.’

‘Yeah… I’ve seen the schedule. So, since the venue will be more warm tonight, I’ve been thinking about changing some things about your guys outfits for tonight-not in a dramatic way or something, don’t worry. But since at some point you wear that black blouse, right, I’ve been thinking of giving you a black t-shirt underneath it for when it gets warm and you decide to take it off if you want to, maybe that one with the Bad Omens logo at the corner top? I don’t know yet,’ I just ramble on, trying to act as normally and casually as possible, as if today will be a normal day again. 

Noah nods. ‘Yeah, that sounds like a good idea. That black t-shirt is a staple for sure. I like that one…’

‘Great. I’ll make sure it will be ready in your dressing room tonight.’ I try to sound enthusiastic, but know I fail a little. After that I just get quiet, not really knowing what to say anymore. I really suck at pretending.

I can feel him staring at me when I look down at my own hands, and I hear him take a deep breath, as if he needed to give himself courage, when he quietly asks me: ‘So… you’re going to be… normal with me now?’

‘I mean… I have no choice right?’ I ask him with a sad smile, a pang shooting me through the chest. ‘Show must go on. I’ll just be part of your team again… dress and style you... and that’s it. How it always has been.’

At first he can’t really respond to that, looking conflicted with himself and the situation, his fist slightly clenched. ‘Yeah… Guess so,’ he just mumbles, his head now turning away from mine.

My heart aches when I see him like this,  so defeated, and clearly equally as sad about this whole situation as me. This isn’t how my teasing, joking, exciting and beaming Noah normally is around me… and it breaks my heart. His arms are crossed as he now looks at the sky.

‘I hope you know that…’ I sigh, struggling with finding the right words. ‘Last night wasn’t just nothing to me, Noah. It truly has been the best intimate moment I’ve ever had with someone,’ I gulp, trying to get myself to stay calm. ‘It’s just… with my and your position… I guess we just can’t.’

I get sad when he still doesn’t look back at me, and my hand slowly moves towards his knee… to just let it rest there in a gesturing manner… but I decide that that will only make things harder for us, so I just pull my hand back again. 

‘I just… don’t know what else to say,’ I say with a hoarse voice, still hoping he will look back at me, but he still doesn’t while staying quiet. So I just slowly nod, standing up again. ‘I’ll be on the tour bus, we are about to leave in…’ I look at my watch, and sigh. ‘Half an hour.’

Noah just nods, still not facing me. ‘I’ll see you…’ he whispers, sounding like his voice is about to crack. 

It hurts, it hurts so much that that’s the only response I get from him. Is that really all he has to say to me? After all that I just said to him?

`Yeah, see you,’ I mumble back, sounding hurt and frustrated, slowly walking away from him.

‘No wait-please don’t,’ I hear Noah whisper behind me, his voice sounding broken and desperate. I immediately turn around when I finally hear him speak, and my heart shatters when I see him this vulnerable, this broken, filled with tears in his eyes. I can’t help but walk back to him and quickly wrap my arms around him, his head leaning into my chest because of that, my hands stroking his hair gently and carefully.

It feels like his body almost collapses in my embrace when he feels my arms wrapped around him, and his own arms wrap around my waist so tightly in a quick response, and I feel his tears soaking up my hoodie. I try to hold back my own tears, and it feels like Noah breaking down to me like this has to something more than just last night. I do remember him sometimes vaguely telling me that he has moments where he feels very alone during tour, missing his friends and family he always has to leave behind while going on the road. That he sometimes misses someone around him, especially when he’s all alone and has to sleep in a strange hotel room. And when a band member joins him to share a room, it just doesn’t help, and it isn’t what he needs either… Is that why he is reacting so emotionally and sad about our situation? 

Noah clings onto me tightly, not letting me go for even a second. He holds onto me like he never wants to let me go, like he can’t let me go, and it breaks my soul. He just keeps on sobbing in my hoodie.

‘Hey… it's okay,’ I whisper to him while still gently stroking his hair. ‘It’s okay, you’re not alone,’ I add, knowing and sometimes noticing how alone he can feel during tour, it matching the words I just thought about, knowing that last night probably meant a lot to him… because for the first time in a long time, he wasn’t alone, and someone was loving and touching him, caring for him… really seeing him. 

And I can’t help but feel the same way-tour and being on the road for the first time away from my friends and family has been very lonely for me as well. And that’s why I’m so glad that Noah and I started to get along so well, it was very helpful to get through the hard and lonely moments. And now that last night happened… I truly felt so complete and seen by him, so adored, so beautiful and sexy, and wanted… A feeling I haven’t felt in a long time-maybe never…

Noah’s grip just strengthens so much after my caring whispers to him, and he holds on tighter to my hoodie, his tears still soaking into the black fabric. ‘But… I feel so alone,’ he mutters between sobs between his tears, his whole body trembling so much in my embrace as his tears just keep flowing. He clings onto me with such need, such heartbreak, and fear. 

‘I know, I know,’ I say, leaning my head on top of his soft hair. ‘But you’re not. As long as I’m here, you’re not.’

Hearing my words makes Noah’s body shake so much with emotions that I myself have to hold him even tighter, his body getting unstable because of his heartbreaking sobs. My heart breaks into a million pieces for this man I’ve begun to care so much about in such a short time, and I’ve completely fallen for since last night. I have never seen him like this, so broken and desperate for love, reassurance and care-he normally puts on such a brave face to everyone. 

‘I’m here, I won’t leave,’ I whisper back, still stroking his hair, hoping and praying that I can keep my promise to him.

‘Please hold me… I need you to hold me,’ Noah then mumbles between his tears, his words cracking as he speaks.

‘I’m here, holding you as long as you need,’ I softly and warmly say to him, my arms wrapping tighter around him. His head is still gently resting on my chest as he lets out his suffering and hurt. 

After a minute of two, Noah’s sobs begin to slow down, his body shaking less and less, but he still holds into me. His sobs gradually become soft breathing and he then lets out a content sigh, and gently rubs the tip of his nose into my chest, nuzzling to me with absolute affection. My heart completely explodes, being overflowed with all kinds of emotions for him. I gently press a kiss on his head, slightly blushing while doing so.

He then gently rubs his cheek against my chest, feeling comfortable in my arms, and we both don’t yet want to move, just relishing in this moment of intimacy. Minutes pass by, us just being intertwined and connected like this, my arms wrapped around him and Noah's face buried in my chest while I can feel his breathing slow down and become peaceful again. 

‘Noah,’ I then whisper, ‘I hate to say this, but it’s time to go. We have to get ready to leave with the bus.’

He doesn’t respond to my words, at least not at first. But after a few moments, he just finally mutters out quietly: ‘Do we have to?’

That makes me chuckle, and I shake my head while doing so. ‘Yeah, silly, we have to go. The venue is an hour away and we have to get everything ready in time.’

Nah holds me for just a few moments longer, making my heart feel warm by the way he still wants to hold me so close to him, before he slowly tilts his head from my chest and raises it to look at me with reddened, but calm eyes now, and a soft smile on his handsome face. 

‘One more minute?’ he pleads to me quietly, and I smile back at him, he is adorable like that, I can’t lie.

‘I wish we could have that one minute, but we really have to go I fear,’ I respond, but I do give him a small peck on his lips. 

Then, he slowly pulls back from me, and looks into my eyes. `Okay… I guess it’s time,’ he murmurs quietly, a small smile still left on his lips from my kiss. 

‘Let's go,’ I smile and I hold out my hand for him, which he takes when he stands up again. He squeezes my small hand compared to his large one, and then with the faintest smile left on his face he takes a deep breath, exhales, and gently starts walking with me towards the tour bus. I also try to keep the most stable expression on my face, my heart and body already missing his embrace, and I have the feeling that I’m not the only one feeling that way. 

The crew has already loaded in our suitcases, and I can notice that some crew members give us puzzled (and some worried, since you can still tell that Noah cried) looks when they see us holding hands. But lucky for us, they don’t ask us questions, and I feel quite relieved by that.

When we step into the tour bus, Nicholas is the first person who spots us, looking at Noah and me in worry when he also sees that Noah has cried. Noah excuses himself to the toilet, probably to freshen up, and that makes me sit next to Nicholas with a deep sigh. I have to admit, right now I’m kinda glad that Nick and Jolly are probably asleep in the back of the bus. Don’t get me wrong, I know they can be very caring as well, but one wrong comment and Noah would probably lose it.

‘What’s up?’ Nicholas asks me immediately when I sit down, and I bite my lip. Nicholas has always been a good and sweet person to me, always listening to me when I have worries, and giving me the best piece of advice. He has opened me with warm and open arms since the beginning of working for the band, and for that I will always be thankful. He truly became a good friend. 

But can I share this secret with him though? I mean, since what happened this morning at breakfast, it obviously isn’t a secret to the band anymore that me and Noah have slept together. But… it has become more than just that. 

‘Noah just has a hard time on tour sometimes, missing his family and all, it’s making him feel a bit lonely sometimes,’ I just respond. I mean, it's half of the truth, but the truth that he probably already knew.

‘Oh,’ Nicholas responds quietly, giving me a soft and empathetic look. ‘Yeah, I know that he can struggle quite a lot with that.’

But his look is pushing me towards the truth, towards the one thing that is bothering me-something that Nicholas has always been very good at. Goddamnit. 

‘Here’s the thing…’ I begin with a sigh. ‘Me and Noah… we slept together. It’s just… I fear it began feeling more than just sex to us as the night went on,’ I explain, my cheeks turning a little red as I do so. Nicholas ’eyes widen a bit at my revelation, making my stomach flip a little with nerves.

 ‘I see,’ he finally responds calmly after seeming to have progressed a bit from what I have been saying.

‘I know! I know, it’s messed up,’ I groan, leaning my head against the window next to me with my eyes squeezed shut.

‘May I ask why you two slept together?’ Nicholas then probes gently, after a moment of silence.

My eyes flutter open again  and I think about his question for a moment. ‘Well… ever since I joined the team, and got to know Noah… there has been something between us. Some kind of tension. Teasing, joking… At some point some flirting got involved. Like, I guess we always had mutual attraction to one another, and we always get along so well. And if I’m being honest… because of the way has looked at me before, and acted towards me before-and me probably as well-we wanted to have this moment way, way earlier. But we never really got the chance… until last night.’ I sadly smile while thinking back at it. ‘And… I guess a lot of feelings got involved.’

Nicholas just listens to me intently, silently listening to me explaining everything in a complete and true way. Of course, he can tell that I’m not done talking, and holding something back.

‘Do you think Noah has feelings for you, too?’ he then finally quietly asks me.

I shrug, playing with the strings of Noah’s sweater again, it’s really turning into a nervous habitat now. ‘I don’t know… I mean, it seems like it?’

Nicholas just studies my face intently again, knowing exactly where my mind is going at this moment, as always. He can probably see my confusion, the doubt, the anxiety, the questions all flashing through my face like some giant, confusing and overwhelming storm. He moves closer to me, and places his warm hand on my shoulder as reassurance and care. 

‘It's just… It's not fucking fair,’ I say, a tear now escaping from my eye. ‘Like.. I have the feeling like I have finally found that special person everyone always writes songs and movies about, y’know? In the span of just one fucking night. Then why does my job position have to make this so complicated?’

Nicholas still holds onto my shoulder and rubs it comfortingly when he sees tears now sliding down my cheeks from both my eyes, as a complete wave of sadness and despair probably wash over my face while I speak. His face is completely solemn at the moment, but then he finally soothingly mutters to me: ‘I know…’

I now fully turn my body to him as I begin to speak again, looking at him with curiosity. ‘I mean… It’s not like something like this is forbidden, right? I think I’ve seen some other artists that dated a team member before… or would we come into trouble with our management or something? What do you think?’

I know I must sound completely desperate now, desperate for that one good, hopeful answer from him that can indeed confirm that what Noah and I are doing isn't wrong and can be allowed, and to be honest, I am indeed desperate for that answer. Nicholas takes a deep, contemplative breath as he thinks for a moment, and looks into my eyes while thinking out loud. 

‘Well, honestly… I don’t think there is an official rule against the lead being with someone from the team. I’ve indeed seen it happen as well… But I know that management isn’t going to be really happy about it if it gets out. So, probably, you have to keep things really quiet-like, low profile, and under wraps. They’re gonna want to keep the whole image and reputation of the band squeaky clean.’

I am very close to answering him that I could totally do that out of the utter desperation for Noah and getting to be with him, but honestly… could I? Could we? Having to live in a secret and pretend to the band’s audience-and the rest of the world-that nothing’s going on between me and Noah? What if paparazzi or news reporters ask about Noah’s love life? What would he have to answer every single time?

Nicholas now squeezes my shoulder gently as a way of comforting me as he can see the anxiousness now growing on my face, taking in everything he just informed me, and going through a whole mental wave of doubts and concerns on how to handle things. ‘Look, it's gonna be okay. You guys can make it work, if you really want to, and if you two really care about each other enough… It’s just probably gonna take some patience,’ he mutters to me, calmly as always.

‘But… how do I know Noah even wants to go that way with me?’

Nicholas just looks gently into my worried eyes, thinking for a moment. He then responds: ‘The only thing I can honestly say… Is that time will tell. You two will have to get the chance to talk about all of this sooner or later. Then just see what happens from there.’

I nod, quickly wiping away a few tears that still hang on my chin, looking at him with a soft and thankful smile. ‘Thank you so much, Nicholas, truly.’

And just after I say that I can see Noah appear out of the toilet again, making my stomach flip. I wonder if he could have picked anything up from me and Nicholas’ conversation while he was in there, but I just hope he didn’t. He notices us sitting together as he is walking towards us, and I smile kindly at him.

‘Hi Noah,’ I sweetly greet him with a soft voice, while Nicholas gets up so Noah can sit next to me now, patting Noah on the back with a sweet and reassuring smile.

‘Hi yourself,’ Noah smiles back at me, sitting next to me on the couch, giving me a gentle kiss on the cheek. The gesture is quite unexpected to me, so I blush.

‘How are you feeling now?’ I ask.

‘Bit better,’ Noah responds with a genuine, comforting smile, and I hope that it’s at least half of the truth. 

‘I’m glad,’ I say, patting his knee with my hand before looking out of the window again, admiring the view as we drive. Since going on tour with the band, I have come across so many places I have never been to before in the US, a country I haven't been born and raised in. I was born and raised in a small, religious town in the United Kingdom, and trust me when I say I have never felt this free before.

I can feel Noah stare at me, so I look back at him with a small grin. ‘Enjoying the view, hm?’ I say, and I can’t help but tease him a little again.

Noah looks at me like he has been caught in the act for a moment, but then his eyes light up with a smirk at my tease with a nod. ‘ Very much,’ he says, before leaning forward a bit.

‘The view sitting right next to me is actually absolutely breathtaking,’ he adds with an even bigger smirk, as I realize that he’s talking about me.

My heart races when I hear his smooth compliment, and I smirk back just as big. ‘Wow, well thank you,’ I say, playfully tucking my hair behind my ears.

‘You’re very welcome,’ Noah grins while nodding again, the playful flirtation between us starting to flow again. His gaze now trails from my face down to my neck, to his long and to me oversized sweater hanging on my body, a smirk playing at his face.

I blush, remembering I haven’t talked about his hoodie yet. ‘Yeah, I saw it in my suitcase… it’s just comfortable okay…’

A grin lights up Noah’s face as he sees my face getting a redder color again. ‘Hey, you don’t have to justify or explain yourself to me… I think it looks great on you.’

I smile shyly at him. ‘Thank you,’ I say, and then let out a quick laugh. Noah looks at me with a questioning look, and I shake my head when I laugh yet again. 

‘Nothing… I just… For some reason I just pictured you in a tank top of my own. Don’t think that one is gonna fit you,’ I snort.

Noah chuckles when I snort. ‘Oh yeah? Never thought of me as a tank top kinda guy?’ he teases, and it seems like he is smirking more and more at my funny imagination. 

‘It’s just…’ I can’t even finish when my laughter just becomes more. My god, I can really laugh at the most unserious and pointless stuff. ‘That's not it. Noah, our sizes are quite different, so…’ I just burst out laughter while I keep shaking my head, my eyes squeezing shut and my hand on my stomach.

Noah joins my laughter as I can’t even finish my sentence, and he then scans over his own large, tall body, and my smaller, curvy frame, and he seems to can’t help and smirk even more.

‘Yeah… We might have just a tiny size difference, huh?’ he jokes between laughs. 

‘Just a little,’  I giggle, hitting my fist lightly at his arm brushing against mine next to his and Noah grins again.

‘You are so tiny. Compared to my tall, hot self, of course,’ he teases, playfully pulling me closer and wrapping his large, strong arms around me. My eyebrows raise, now smirking back at him.

‘Oh yeah, yeah. You’re such a big guy,’ I wink.

His grin only turns bigger as he feels my body moving closer to his as well, wrapping his whole arm around my waist now and leaning us back into the couch with me in his arms, a sexy smug smile on his face.

‘Damn right I am…’ he chuckles, letting his fingers run underneath his hoodie I am wearing, sliding under the material from the inside as they trail gently up my bare stomach. And he makes it do all kinds of flips the moment his fingers touch my skin, my heart pounding loudly in my own ears.

‘Oh, I know. I think I remember seeing it last night,’ I smirk, obviously talking about something else than just him being tall.

Noah smirks even more now as he sees my stomach muscles involuntarily flex at his light, trailing touch under the fabric I’m wearing, his fingers sliding up higher and higher, right up my stomach’s middle. He looks into my eyes with that same, seductive gaze, his face now just inches from mine as he lets out a small chuckle. 

‘Oh, really now?’ he murmurs softly, his voice smooth and low right next to my ear.

‘Hmhm,’ I hum in response, going absolutely insane from his touch and voice alone, but I try my best to not let him notice. ‘I even remember it feeling quite good inside of me.’

Noah's breath now grows heavier as he smirks once more, his eyes now darkened, and he now slides his palm under the middle of my stomach in a slow, gentle caress. ‘What else do you remember…?’ he whispers next to my ear, his voice low and huskier than ever.

 ‘I also remember my hand wrapping around it at some point… my mouth,’ I whisper back in his ear, teasing him just as much back with my words alone.

I can feel his pants becoming tight at my words, and he lets out a low growl as he slides his hand a little higher under my hoodie, feeling the soft skin of my body. ‘I think you might have to go into a little more detail with all that,’ he rasps in my ear, his warm breath hitting my sensitive skin as he lets out that sexy growl, his breathing heavier again as he lets his fingers slide higher, and higher. 

I bite my lip when his lips trail over my neck, almost wanting to let out a small whimper, so I close my eyes. ‘Well… I also remember you inside of me… me on top of you, riding you until I left you quite breathless,’ I whisper back into Noah’s ear, leaving a small kiss on his own neck after.

He grabs my body even more tightly against him in his strong arms, as if he's gonna explode from the intense desire that shot through his body from my seductive words I whispered into his ear. His breathing only grows heavier and faster in this moment, and I feel my own breathing rising up as well. 

‘Fuck,’ he groans softly, low, and husky-voiced in my ear, as his fingers slide into the middle of my stomach now.

‘Do my words affect you, big boy?’ I can’t help but teasingly ask him with a smirk, looking him right into his eyes while doing so.

Noah’s eyes are even darker with lust in this moment, groaning again when he gets called like that by me. ‘You know they do,’ he quietly says, his gaze so intense that I can almost feel it burning into me.

‘Hmm. Good, good,’ I smile evilly while looking at his lips, licking my own after. 

He now lets his hand slide slowly and more intensely up the skin of my bare stomach underneath my sweater, feeling me and almost pulling me in with his fingers, trying to get me as close as possible in my current position. His eyes don’t even waver as they remain firmly set into mine, and they look so intense, and dark.

‘You have no idea how badly I want you right now,’ he almost whispers in a moan.

His words and fingers on my stomach alone already make me feel so damp down there, and God, I want him so bad too. ‘Hmm… I guess you have to be a little patient until we arrive, Noah. You can’t just fuck me right here on the couch from the tour bus, can you now?’ I smirk, daringly. ‘What might the others think…?’

Noah lets out a chuckle that’s mixed with a low groan, his breaths still coming at a panting rate as his eyes now grow with even more lust. ‘You're so naughty…,’ he chuckles, now pulling me even closer to his body in his arms.

‘They all sound asleep so don’t worry about them. I can be very quiet,’ he shrugs with a smirk, as his fingers now trail up and down my bare skin again.

‘But can I, though?’ I smile innocently, now leaning towards his ear again. ‘You know how loud I can be when you fuck me so good like last night, right?’ I whisper hoarse and seductively into his ear again. 

‘Mhm,’ he whispers in agreement, still trailing his fingers up and down, now having his large palm slide under you, almost grabbing my skin from behind, as he brings his face more into my shoulder just under my neck. His hand is now slowly palming my damp era, making me have to bite my lip to hold back a moan. 

His gaze now looks dark and seductive when he sees me doing that, and he chuckles quietly against my neck. ‘So you’re getting all wet for me already, huh?’ he murmurs low and quiet, his voice deep as he brushes his nose over my neck.

His words alone drive me insane again, making me get even wetter. The palm of his hand is slowly getting replaced by his fingers, and I have to place my hand on my mouth to silence my whimpers and moans. Noah moans low to the sight of that and the feeling of my wetness around his fingers.

‘That’s a good girl…’ he whispers lowly, his low moans and groans right against my skin as he kisses the sensitive skin of my neck. ‘You’re being so good for me...’

For fucks sake, he makes it really hard to not scream his name and come all over his fingers already, so I just grind my hips against them and close my eyes as I arch my back, trying to hold back my climax. His touch feels way, way too good.

‘Don’t hold back, sweetheart,’ he whispers against my skin when he can feel me hold back, and I just nod, biting the inside of my hand, still grinding against his fingers.

‘I… I just don’t want to wake up the others,’ I whimper against my hand.

Noah chuckles softly, knowing very well that I need and want all of my senses right now, and not worrying about anything else. 

‘If you’re being too loud they can only blame themselves for being light sleepers, right?’ he teasingly jokes, and I just nod while I squeal, his fingers only moving faster and more intensely. The way he kisses my neck again makes it impossible for me to hold my climax back, so I stop fighting it and moan loudly against my hand. 

Noah feels me tense up in his arms, my body almost frozen as I arch my back, and he grins against my neck as my breathing grows faster when I come. When it slowly slows down again, he asks me: ‘Did you just…?’

‘Yeah,’ I breathe back with a sly smile, making him chuckle and smirk against my neck again as he lifts his head and moves closer to my face, his gaze still dark and filled with desire.

‘I did wonder why you covered up your mouth for a moment,’ he softly laughs, trailing his fingers up and down my sensitive skin for a moment again, before he pulls me into his chest. 

‘Well, I can be loud as fuck, duh,’ I playfully respond while rolling my eyes. 

He smirks again, kissing my neck while doing so, his hands still trailing up and down my sides and skin. ‘You certainly can…’ he murmurs against my neck, letting his lips trail lightly and kissing his way down my sensitive skin. I enjoy them, and sigh deeply out of pleasure. 

His touch is still slow and gentle, but his kisses become more intense as he lets them trail, and I then feel him tuck at my sweater, making me now chuckle myself. ‘You really want to go for it and take the risk of getting caught, don’t you?'

He just nods and smirks when I ask him that question. ‘You could hardly hold yourself back there, love…’ he whispers in reply as he tugs my sweater up to pull it off my body. Since I wear no bra underneath it, my breasts are already exposed to him right away. 

He lets the sweater fall on the floor, and stares at my body in front of him, completely speechless for a second when he looks at me with amazement. It takes a moment for him to find his words again, looking me up and down while drinking in my appearance in front of him, looking like he is completely mesmerized by it. ‘Oh, God… You’re so…’

I tilt my head, so my soft wavy hair falls over my shoulders a little. ‘I’m so… what?’ I smirk. 

‘You’re just… so goddamn beautiful,’ he whispers quietly, almost more to himself than to you when he does, his eyes just fixed on my bare chest in front of him.

My heart skips a beat for a moment through hearing those words, and I slightly blush. In response to his compliment, I wrap my hands around his neck, giving him a deep kiss. Noah lets out a quiet groan when he feels me do so, and he immediately returns the kiss hungirly, pressing his lips against mine in a passionate way. He wraps his own arms around my waist, pulling me against his chest again. 

I slightly groan during our kiss when he starts squeezing my behind, making me tuck at his hair. He does the same when he feels my hands move into his hair, feeling that he gets goosebumps because of it. He moves my body even closer, shifting his body to let me straddle him on his lap, my bare chest pressing up against his still fully dressed one as I continue my heated, hungry kiss. I then tuck at his own shirt, and that makes him pull his lips from mine, leaning back against the couch, smirking at me. 

‘Looks like you want to take some of my clothes off too, huh?’ he laughs with a mischievous grin.

‘Maybe I want to admire your beauty as well,’ I wink.

He smirks at my response, and just watches me as I start to pull his shirt off his body in one smooth motion, revealing his lean yet defined tattooed body and the defined v-lines on his lower abdomen. He grins when he notices me taking him in with my gaze, clearly loving that I have my eyes on him like that. He is so attractive and hot, it just makes me grab his face again and kiss him passionately. He lets out another groan, this one sounding even more deeper and intense. My whole body turns hot for him, so I begin to tuck at the belt from his pants as well during our kiss. He pulls back from our kiss again with a smirk against my lips. He gently grabs my hands from tugging at the belt of his pants, and pins my hands to the back of the couch above my head.

‘Ah ah ah… Patience,’ he whispers against my lips, ‘let me help you with that.’

Him pinning his hands above my head only makes the moment hotter for me, so I bite my lip in response as I watch him undo his belt. He manages to undo his belt without having to let go of my hands, and grins at my expression as he pulls the belt off and lets it fall to the side of the couch.

I begin to smirk as I see his growing bulge in his underwear, and say: ‘And you tell me that I get wet easily…’

Noah lets out a chuckle, as he lets one of my hands go from where he pinned them just to grab my chin and tip it up. He pulls me in for another deep kiss, moving his hand from my chin down to start exploring the skin of my breasts now, caressing my soft skin. I whimper when he does that, enjoying the feeling, and I pull his own underwear off with my own, getting a little inpatient as I feel my wet spot ache for him. As I do so, he groans loudly against my lips at that moment, the sound so deep and intense, already giving away for me how much he’s enjoying it and how much his body wants me too.

‘Oh God, I need you so bad right now,’ he whispers against my lips, trailing his tongue along my lower lip at that moment, sending a heat of pleasure for him shooting through my chest and stomach. 

And Jesus, I didn’t know that our intimate moments could get any hotter than last night, but here we fucking are. I get wetter by the second, and open my mouth in response to his tongue to let him kiss me deeply and hungirly. 

‘You can have me,’ I mumble against his lips. He just holds me, my body straddling his lap as his hands hold my waist tightly, dancing with my tongue in an already hungry, but intense kiss. 

I groan because of the way we kiss so intensely, and my body needs him so badly at this point that I decide to not wait any longer, so I slowly let him enter me while I put his tip against me. Noah’s breathing instantly grows heavier as he lets out a moan in his throat when he feels me do that. He pulls from my kiss for a moment, his eyes fixed on me in the moment.

‘You feel so good…’ he whispers hoarsely and quietly against my lips, his fingers already gently holding my waist tightly while guiding his body on his lap.

‘Mhm,’ I hum against his neck as I lean my head there, starting to rock back and forth on his lap, already drunk of desire by his touch and his length inside of me. He lets me lead the pace for a moment, closing his eyes and letting out a groan, tilting his head when he seems to enjoy the feeling while I move on him. 

‘I love riding you, you know that?’ I say to him with a hoarse and seductive voice, placing a kiss on his neck and jaw. ‘Seeing you crumble underneath my touch and all,’ I smirk mischievously.

He lets out another groan as a smirk is also growing on his face, and then chuckles quietly, moving to whisper into my ear. ‘Is that so?’

Noah then lets his words linger in the hot air for a moment, his smirk only growing while his eyes are fixed on my face when he speaks in a deeper, slightly more seductive voice: ‘Prove it.’

‘Oh, I have to prove it?’ I ask with a sly girn. I run my fingers through my long hair, pushing them off my shoulders in an attractive way. I begin to place my hands on both his shoulders for something to hold on to, and look him straight in his eyes with the dirtiest and darkest look I gave him so far, while I start to ride him deeper and faster. ‘Like this, you mean?’

It makes him let out a low moan, his lips parting and his eyes locking with mine with a just as dark look. ‘Oh yeah,’ he says with a then deep, quiet groan. ‘Just like that…’

‘Hmm, good,’ I smirk, letting out a hot moan when he presses his ups a little, hitting my most sensitive spot perfectly like that. My jaw slightly opens, and I let my head fall back while I shut my eyes out of pleasure. 

‘Oh, Christ,’ I can hear him mumble with a moan, and when I open my eyes I see that he lets his own head lean against the couch, his expression becoming almost lost in pleasure when he feels me riding him more.

‘You fuck me so good,’ I breathe, ‘and I love to fuck you back,’ I say with a husky voice before kissing him again. 

Noah lets out another groan at my words, his hips pressing up more against mine when I continue riding him, knowing that it makes it harder for him by the second to keep his own moans from escaping him. 

‘Oh God, that just sounds so goddamn sexy,’ he breathes against my mouth as his lips presses against mine, the kiss growing deeper and intensifying as the heat is building up more and more between our bodies. 

‘Hmm,’ I laugh, and it sounds attractive yet seductive. ‘Well thank you, Sebastian,’ I grin before planting kisses all over his neck and tattooed chest. 

He laughs and at the same time a groan of pleasure, the feeling of my lips on his sensitive hot skin making goosebumps spread all over his skin. 

‘What are you doing to me…’ he mumbles quietly beneath his breath, a light groan escaping him. 

‘All the things you always wished to be let done to you,’ I whisper in his ear with a small grin, the dimple in my right cheek appearing as I do so. 

Noah lets his head tilt as I speak, letting his eyes shut for a moment while his head is leaned to the side from the way my lips are against his skin. ‘Oh, you don’t even know…’ he quietly mumbles with a light chuckle, feeling his skin heating up more and mine does the exact same.

But suddenly an idea appears in my head by the way we talk to each other, and I mischievously smile at him before getting up from his lap so he slides out of me again. I see Noah looking at me with confusion and a bit disappointment while I do so, but I hope he gets my move when I begin to sit on his length again only now with my behind, giggling a little, a smug expression on my face. A slight gasp of surprise, or maybe even out of excitement, leaves Noah the moment he instantly realizes what I’m doing.

‘And this? Is this something you’ve sometimes secretly fantasized about…?’ I whisper while I look at him from my shoulder, slowly moving up and down on him from behind, a dirty smirk instantly spreading across his face as he clearly is enjoying how this sudden position feels, and maybe how it looks as well.

‘Oh, God yes…’

‘Great,’ I say with the same dirty smirk, and when I feel Noah’s hand move to my breasts when he leans against my back, his head leaning against my shoulder, I moan again. His mouth is trailing along my skin gently with kisses, and I can't help but curse while moaning again by the feeling, my movements instantly moving faster at the same time. 

Noah lets out a moan as well while his breathing grows faster, his hand on my breast still gently massaging it a bit more, and his other hand gently reaches up to move my hair off my neck, to make it easier to continue kissing it and gently nibble on it. I roll my eyes back out of pleasure, feeling that my climax is getting close, and I slowly let his hand slide towards my wet spot, hoping he gets the hint. He gently turns my face towards his with his other hand, to guide me to lay my head back into his shoulder while he leans in towards my neck. He starts whispering in my ear, his words almost sounding like a prayer of praise into my ear: ‘Come for me…’

My movements, his words, his hand rubbing up and down my leaking era, is making me hit my climax in no time. I immediately slap my hand against my mouth so my loud moans are getting muted a little for the others in the bus hear. Noah groans with a smirk just hearing the sound of my moaning and holds me close for a moment, his chin resting on my shoulder while he gently kisses the side of my neck while I recover. When I turn my head around, I lean closer to his face so I can kiss him deeply, and rock just a little back and forth whilst stroking his face, making him groan in my mouth and I feel him hit his own climax shortly after-his grip on my body tightens, his hands instantly gripping my waist again when he comes. 

‘Oh God,’ Noah breathes quietly, his face pressed softly into my neck from the way it’s still leaning against my shoulder as he recovers from the moment. 

I grin, slowly getting up from him, turning around to grab some tissues out of my hand bag. ‘Well, that certainly was something again,’ I chuckle while I dry my wet era off, before handing him a tissue as well and putting on my own clothes again. Noah is still breathing a little heavy from the moment, and lets out a chuckle as well while taking the tissue and cleaning himself up.

‘Yes, it certainly was,’ he says with a satisfied sounding smile, before slowly getting up and pulling his boxer and pants back up. He looks at me for a moment when he also puts his t-shirt over his head as he sees the bright smile on my face, returning it immediately.

I plop down on the couch again when we are fully clothed, pulling up my hair in a quick ponytail because  it has gotten messy in our intimate moment. I lean against the window, seeing route signs coming closer to us in the distance. 

‘Seems like we killed time well, we are almost at the venue,’ I giggle.

Noah’s smile grows on his face even more as he looks out of the window when he sits next to me again, following my gaze. ‘Wow… I can’t believe we are going to be having one of the biggest shows we’ve ever played yet,’ he says, letting out a shaky yet excited breath while looking at me again, letting his hand gently slide to mine.

‘Me neither… I truly am very proud of all of you guys,’ I smile and give a small peck on his lips, rubbing my thumb over our intertwined fingers. 

When I kiss him he smiles against my lips, and then squeezes my hand gently in response to my words before lifting his body up again to stand up, and lean one arm against the windowsill while he looks down at me with his beautiful dark brown eyes. His expression is sincere and genuine, yet also filled with passion and energy. 

‘We will do our best to give all our fans an experience they won’t forget tonight, I promise.’

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Indisposed (Noah Sebastian fanfiction) chapter seven

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Autors note: hello! an update, finallyyy hehe. also, i found it very hard to pick a gif this time, like hello he's gorgeous on every single one pff 🫠. but then i saw this one and i got a hot flash right away so i was like ... yeah okay then this is the one GYUFHIJOF. anyway, hope y'all enjoy this chapter, it's long asf btw lol. oh and, i wouldn't read it in public if i were you. 🙃

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chapter seven

As I follow the guys, I look at my phone again, having a whole bunch of notifications: two texts from my best friend, five from my mom… including seven missed calls from her.

‘Oh please no,’ I mumble to myself, not looking forward to whatever she has to say to me. Let’s say that me and my mother do not get along very well. 

‘What’s up?’ I hear Noah ask next to me, looking over my shoulder out of curiosity, trying to see the cause of my annoyance. 

‘It’s my mother,’ I sigh. ‘Seven damn missed calls from her. Wonder what I did wrong in her eyes this time now,’ I mumble while rolling with my eyes. 

As soon as Noah hears that it’s about my mom, a frown appears on his face and his forehead wrinkles. He knows a little about her-that I grew up with her and my dad in a little religious town in the UK, and we especially started to not get along anymore when I became a teenager and developed my own will and opinions.

It all just had to turn that big of an issue for her that she basically kicked me out, making me live with my aunt (her sister) here in the United States since I was thirteen. And believe me… I actually had a way better life with my aunt. I have always been hurt deep inside that my own mother kicked me out and found her religious beliefs way more important than her own daughter, but as I grew older I could accept it piece by piece, and I have always been grateful-and still am-that my aunt took me into her loving home. To me, she became more of a mom to me than my own biological one has ever been. A lot of times I have felt like she never deserved that title. 

Of course my older sister, Kate, has always been the perfect daughter to her, following her religious footsteps like some too tall fucking baby duck (she is seriously very tall), making mum and dad always so proud of her. Her noisy ass always has something to say to me too, and makes sure that whatever I share online comes in her greedy hands and my mothers ones as well-hence why she has been calling me so much this night. Of course this has to do something with the picture I have shared of Noah and I-she absolutely does not agree with her brainwashed Christian mind that I work for a band like Bad Omens. Noah-and the rest of the band-do not know everything much by detail, something I for now want to keep it that way, as I am not very fond of talking about my family and our history.

‘That woman again?’ he huffs, shaking his head in slight disbelief of my words. ‘She's such a pain in the ass… What does she want this time?’

‘She probably wants to know why the hell I posed with you like that on our selfie,’ I sigh out of annoyance. ‘Hailey, how can you work for guys looking like that? Hailey, they are covered in tattoos, please tell me you will not do the same! Hailey, how can you work with guys worshiping the devil?’ I mock my mothers words in her annoyingly so called worried voice, the words being something she repeats to me so many times whenever she has the chance to talk to me.

Noah groans in annoyance and rolls his eyes at the sound of my mothers remarks. I know that the woman never fails to astound him. ‘Jesus Christ,’ he curses with a low voice, pinching the bridge of his nose as if I just said something that’s giving him a headache. Well, my mother sure as hell gives me that nine out of ten times. 

‘Can’t you just ignore your mother at times? Just until she finally gets the fucking message? Like… how do you even keep up with her bullshit?’

‘Ha, good joke,’ I mumble at him. ‘Nah, if I don’t respond in a few days, she just calls my aunt, because she knows me and my aunt get along way better and that  knows more about how I’m currently doing than my mom does. God, I wish she could just accept the fact that I’m an adult and have, and can have, my own life,’ I explain with annoyance.

The more I talk about my mother, the more Noah also seems to become annoyed with the situation, as if he knows where I’m talking about. ‘Damn,’ he groans after I just finished speaking, pinching the bridge of his nose out of stress.

‘Your mom is one annoying human being, you know that?’ he half jokes, but gives me an apologetic look after. 

‘Oh trust me-I know,’ I say back, sighing. ‘It's one of the reasons I had no problem getting kicked out by her when she didn’t want me living with her and the rest of the family anymore, back when I was a teen. That’s why I moved from the UK all the way here in America to start a better life with my aunt.’

Noah listens to the words I speak, the annoyance on his face slowly fading away a bit more. ‘I have to say… I still gotta respect you for that. That’s kind of impressive, honestly,’ he softly jokes with a smirk, now nudging his shoulder against me, seeming to try to lessen my stress and annoyance because of my mother by doing so. 

‘Anyone would want to escape from that woman,’ I mumble. ‘And somehow I was the bad guy. Just because I didn’t agree nor believe in her oh so holy Christian beliefs when I grew up,’ I mockingly say.

‘Oh God… your mother is one of those Christians?’ Noah asks, the annoyed expression on his face reappearing immediately as he hears me telling about it. ‘Jesus… No wonder she doesn’t like us then. She probably sees us as some kind of Satan worshippers,’ he grumbles out, rolling his eyes.

I can’t help but snort at his words as I nod. ‘Yeah, and she now thinks that I am too. I bet that she probably tried to call me because she saw our picture, all panicked because you ‘lured me into your Satanic beliefs’ or something,’ I say, trying to let the last words sound all spooky to mock my mom and joke about the situation. 

It makes a genuine chuckle leave Noah’s lips as I do so. ‘Ha, yeah, that’s exactly it…’ he says with a wide smirk, now shaking his head. ‘Your mom makes everything sound so much worse than it actually is… I mean.. we’re not as evil as she makes us out to be, are we?’ he then jokes.

‘Of course not,’ I laugh, shaking my head. ‘But yeah, she was not exactly thrilled that I have a job as a stylist working for a metal band.’

Noah rolls his eyes as I say that. ‘Your mom is always so over dramatic about everything man, whenever I hear you talk about her… honestly, a girl your age shouldn’t have to worry about keeping her mother from being so dramatic and stressed about her life choices,’ he tells me, smiling with a chuckle, and I know that he means well with those words.

‘I know. It’s just… we have been through a lot together, so sometimes it still kinda hurts that she just won't love and accept me for who I am, or the choices I make and how I decide to live my life,’ I shrug, trying to talk casually about it.  As I do, the slight playful smile on Noah’s face turns into a more empathetic and understanding one. He seems to frown at the thought of it, and his brows furrow slightly at the sight of me trying to seem all casual about the situation. 

‘Well… it’s her loss,’ he tells me after with a shrug as he shoves his hands in his pockets, now looking at me with an expression that looks a lot more compassionate. 

‘Guess so. I mean, my aunt is more of a mother to me anyways,’ I mumble, and then sigh as I click on my mothers name on my phone, just to simply text her back: ‘Don’t have time to talk right now, mum. I’ll call you back when I can find the right moment.’

Noah moves a bit closer to me now after I hit the send button, putting his hand on my shoulder and gently squeezing it to comfort me. ‘There you go,’ he chuckles softly as his eyes gaze over my phone. ‘Hopefully that’s enough to keep her from bugging you for the rest of the night.’

‘Yeah… And otherwise I’ll just turn my notifications off,’ I shrug, and then click on the two texts that I have gotten from my best friend Sarah a couple of hours ago. 

‘Girl, since when do you have a boyfriend?? How come it’s Noah?? I know you told me you find him hot and all but oh my god??’

‘Pleaseee text me back asap, I want to know everything!! The tea is hot and I’m sat’ 

I roll my eyes as I chuckle a bit when I read her texts. Of course Sarah wants to know every detail about what happened, which is fair since we haven’t been able to catch up for a while. 

I suddenly hear Noah clear his throat, making me look up from my phone to look at him. He casually-or at least, tries to-walks next to me with his hands still in his pockets, the smirk on his face growing by the second. I raise my eyebrows, as I ask him: ‘What’s so funny?’

He shakes his head and he then meets my gaze, his smirk still big. ‘Nothing,; he says all innocently, the playful glint reappearing in his eyes. ‘It's just… I saw the text from your friend,’ he chuckles, now pointing at the phone in my hand. 

I chuckle, while I smile. ‘Oh yeah, she saw the picture of us together. She of course wants to know all the details.’

‘I figured…’ he laughs now, his smirk becoming more and more cocky. ‘Not gonna lie though. I feel honored by the fact that you told her you think I’m hot,’ he admits cockily and winks at me. 

My eyes turn a bit wide when I look from him, to my phone, and then back to him, my cheeks turning a deep red color. ‘I… Well…’ I begin to stammer, feeling a bit embarrassed and caught. ‘It’s not polite to just stare at someone’s phone, y’know,’ I just try to casually say, pretending to not be affected by his words.

Noah just starts laughing loudly now as he notices the look on my face, seeming to of course enjoy every second of seeing me flustered at what he just said. ‘Sorry, I just couldn’t help it,’ he chuckles, shrugging his shoulders and then looking at me with a mischievous smirk and teasing glint in his eyes.

‘Hmm. I’ll just let it slip for now, Sebastian,’ I say with one raised eyebrow, deciding to just tease him back. 

‘Oh, you will?’ Noah shoots back with still that smirk on his face and raised eyebrow on his own, shaking his head slightly with a chuckle as he looks down at me with a cocky yet amused look on his face. ‘How kind of you.’

The teasing smile on his face grows wider as he again chuckles, the playfulness in his eyes making him more flirtatious and mischievous than ever.

‘Oh shut up you. I need a drink now,’ I mumble, hoping the red in my face will quickly disappear, as we make our way to the afterparty in the building.

Noah again laughs at the sight of the red on my cheeks. For a second his eyes take in my appearance, as he smirks once again. ‘I can get you a drink,’ he responds, then looking at me with a challenging twinkle in his eyes. ‘If you manage to keep yourself from looking at me, and my hot body full of tattoos of course,’ he says so teasingly-of course still referring to my Sarah’s text that exposed me-that it makes me roll my eyes for a second. 

‘Oh, I can easily do that,’ I say while narrowing my eyes at him, my voice sounding slightly playful.

‘You think so?’ Noah shoots back with a grin, now tilting his face slightly to give me a challenging look while he still walks next to me. ‘I doubt it. My tattoos are way too cool not to look at, and a cute little thing like you? I can practically bet money on it that you’ll give in after just a few seconds.’

He is clearly testing me  and trying to get a reaction out of me with his teasing yet daring words, so I just snort at him. ‘Oh please. A few seconds? A bit cocky today, are we now, Noah?’

‘Cocky? Or confident? I’d say I’m confident,’ he shoots back, smirking proudly. ‘There is quite a difference, you know?’ he then chuckles. 

We are nearing the small backstage area that will lead to the afterparty as we talk. The private bar is located for those who are allowed backstage, which I am thanks to our backstage passes and Noah bringing me with him. We walk towards the toilets as we are inside.

‘You wait here please, I’m going to change into something more party-like real quick,’ I say as I walk into a toilet stall and lock the door behind me. 

I quickly get out of my simple work tee and pants, getting my strapless maroon dress with open back that’s folded neatly out of my small-but yet big enough that I can fit a couple of things inside-shoulder bag that I’ve brought with me. The dress looks quite nice on me as I say so myself-the dress hugs my curves and lets my roundings from front and back stand out very well. After that I put on some matching heels that are nice looking yet not too uncomfortable to walk and stand on, and after that I put a hand through my hair to get it to look a little more nice. When I feel good about my looks I walk out of the toilet stall, seeing Noah waiting for me while he scrolls on his phone. 

‘Tadaaa,’ I say, spinning around quickly so he can see my look.

As Noah hears the sound of the toilet stall door opening, he looks up from his phone and puts it back in the backpocket of his jeans, and as soon as his eyes fall  on me walking out of the stall and my little spin, his eyes go a little wider as his jaw drops a little.

‘Oh wow…’ is all he seems to be able to say as he takes in my form, his eyes looking me up and down. He is not even trying to hide the smirk that is appearing on his face after, as he then slowly shakes his head while taking me in once more. 

It makes me smirk broadly myself when I see his reaction, jokingly saying: ‘And weren’t you the one saying that I would be the one not being able to keep my hands off you?’

‘I’m pretty sure those words did leave my mouth, yes,’ he responds, his smirk only widening when he hears my sassy comment. ‘And I don’t think I've ever been proven more wrong, honestly,’ he says as his eyes take in every inch of my body again in my dress, not even hiding the way he is practically admiring my every feature right now.

‘Just wait. I bet I can spend the whole evening without touching you. You in? Or are you afraid to lose?’ I mischievously smile at him.

‘Oh now that…’ -he lets out a devious chuckle at my question, the glint in his eyes only growing more and more mischievous as well as he takes a step closer towards me- ‘...that sounds like a challenge.’

As he speaks further, he looks at me through his eyelashes. ‘One I’m gladly willing to accept, even,’ he says huskily, his expression turning darker as he shoots me a naughty smirk.

‘Okay…’ I start, now also taking a few steps closer to him as I return his smirk. ‘Then it goes in now,’ I whisper into his ear when I stand on my toes to reach it, and then when I stand back normally again I look at him through my eyelashes with a seductive look.

‘Oh yeah? I hope you’re preparing yourself to lose then,’ he smirks as he again moves a bit closer to me, leaning in as his face hovers closely to my own, the devilish look on his face showing he’s gonna try his absolute best to make me break the rule. He wishes. 

‘Hmm… I think I will be fine,’ I say as I narrow my eyes with a naughty smile, before turning around to walk away, knowing very well that my behind and moving curves are perfectly displayed in the dress I’m wearing.

‘Ha, we’ll see about that,’ I hear Noah mumble behind him, making me shake my head and chuckle to myself. 

I walk towards the bar to order myself my first drink, noticing that a few guys standing around the bar at the order side are eyeing my chest more than my eyes, which makes me look at them with a nasty look before turning my back at them, focusing on a talk with my female colleagues I then spot. They excitedly and happily tell me their congratulations when I tell them about the nomination I got from the SMA's.

‘That’s so exciting,’ a light skinned girl from my age, Pearl, tells me when I tell her about the interview and photoshoot that comes with it. Her dark, curly hair is clipped behind her ears, and she wears a short, shiny, light blue-greenish dress that compliments her body and brown skin very well. 

‘Tell me about it,’ I smile. ‘Have to admit though, that I’m also quite nervous about it…’

‘Oh yeah, that’s very logical, it’s your first interview for something like this, right?’

I nod, and Pearl returns it with an understanding but reassuring smile. ‘I’m absolutely sure everything will go just fine. Also…’ she now leans more into me, making me lean more towards her as well, and her eyes now wander to Noah standing in the corner of the room with a drink, alongside Nick and another guy they are talking to.

‘Things are getting more serious, huh?’ she smirks. ‘I’ve always wondered if you guys got something going on, to be honest… With the way you two always act around each other and such,’ she adds, making me blush a little. 

‘Really?’ I nervously ask, and Pearl nods at me.

‘Yeah… I mean, girl-have you seen the way Noah looks at you? I wish a guy could look at me like that,’ she laughs, and I join her, while also feeling a bit warm about the way Noah seems to look at me when I don’t notice.

‘I just…’ I begin to stumble, feeling a little stuck if I could tell my new madly friend a bit of the truth, since Noah and I aren’t really officially out yet. But by the way she looks at me with such a kind and honest look, I decide that I will, also desperately wanting to share my thoughts and feelings with someone about all of this. 

‘Well, let’s say I developed a little crush on him since the day I started working for him and the band,’ I shyly laugh as I begin to explain everything to her, making Pearl knowingly smirk at me. Goddammit. ‘And… when he started returning the jokes I made towards him, and our bond became closer, the jokes just turned a little more into teasing and sometimes even flirting as well… It has been going on for months now, and I couldn’t help but always had some sort of hope because of that, that he likes me back and all…’

‘Well, he obviously does,’ Pearl laughs while she shakes her head at me, taking a sip of her drink. ‘Like c’mon, everyone can tell. The tension between you two…’

I blush one again because of her words, nervously twirling a lock of hair around my finger. ‘You think so?’

‘Duh!’ she certainly exclaims, making me giggle a little, taking a few sips of my drink as well.

‘Well… Something may have happened between us last night…’ I say a little softer now with again a small giggle, making Pear’s eyes turn wide out of curiosity and excitement. 

‘Hello-tell me everything!’ Pear exclaims as she seems to almost want to jump up and down of everything I have just been telling, making me try to calm her down as I shoot her a little awkward smile.

‘Okay so…’ I begin, as I take a deep breath with the corners of my mouth curling up again. ‘Me and Noah slept together last night. The night before this show, I mean.’

‘GIRL!’ Pearl now beams because of my words, which makes a couple of people look at both me and her, and as I laugh at her I again try to calm her down by shushing her.

‘How was it?!’ she now wants to know, making me look at Noah again for a moment, still standing in the corner of the room with Nick and the other guy. As soon as his eyes lock with mine, I can’t help but swoon a little when I think back of our intimate moment last night. It also doesn’t help that he winks at me, making me quickly shoot my eyes at Pearl again as I grin with slight colored cheeks. And, it makes me shoot back a lot more of my drink, making me squeeze my eyes shut for a couple of seconds. 

‘Trust me… Noah is like some kind of God in bed, and I’m not even religious,’ I slur a little now that the alcohol starts kicking it, making me giggle like some in love teenager, and Pearl groans out of playful jealousy and excitement. 

‘Damn girl. Noah Sebastian and Hailey Clark slept together… I must say, you two make quite the attractive couple…’ Pearl then winks at me as she said those words, and I blush for what feels like the hundredth time this night.

‘You think so?’ I ask Pearl whilst still being flattered about it, and she heavily nods.

‘C’mon, look at you two, being handsome and everything,’ she cheers, making me laugh behind my hand. 

‘Yeah… Noah is quite handsome indeed,’ I answer, my mind trailing off to daydream about him-shirtless, touching me, kissing me… which then reminds me of the bet me and Noah made, so I quickly try to snap out of my unholy daydreams. 

‘You don’t have to tell me twice,’ Pearl giggles, and when we say our goodbyes after because she spots someone else she knows, I walk towards Noah and the other guys he is standing with, with now a wine glass in my hands after I ordered it.

As Noah sees me walking towards him and the others, a devilish smirk appears on his face immediately. When I stand next to him, he glances at me, his eyes slowly trailing over my form, before coming back towards my face again while the smirk on his face only widens. 

‘Hi there,’ I greet him with a sly smile, and then nod as a greeting to the others. 

‘Noah was just about to tell us about that time you were absolutely shit faced and me and Jolly had to carry him to our hotel room ourselves, right Noah?’ Nick says with a playful smile towards him, making the other guys in the circle laugh and I can’t help but chuckle softly as well.

Noah rolls his eyes at Nick, but the smile still remains on his face as he slowly shakes his head. ‘Yeah, yeah, very funny,’ he says, ‘I can still remember the both of you had to carry me, and I mean I can’t help it if I’m a little weak to alcohol sometimes, can I?’ he now shoots back with a chuckle, and gives me a teasing look after as he turns to look at me again. 

‘Ah, no of course not Noah,’ Nick chuckles and I shake my head with a little laughter, my head now filled with an image of Noah having to be carried to the hotel room by Nick and Jolly, it was probably a funny moment.

‘How sad that I missed that moment,’ I now smirk at Noah, leaning towards him just a little, so our hips almost touch each other. 

My words make him raise an eyebrow with a small, playful smile. ‘Oh, I’m sure we can arrange that this will happen another time,’ he chuckles, returning my smirk and mirroring my action by leaning just a little closer to me as well, our hips now inches apart. Interesting move, Sebastian.

‘Well, make sure that I won’t miss it this time then,’ I wink, as I then take a sip of my wine. ‘But please not tonight though… I do not really look forward to having to carry you with that other idiot,’ I say, pointing at Nick, who pretends to be offended by my words.

Noah laughs at my comment, shaking his head as he looks over at Nick. ‘You hear that, Nick? Hailey doesn’t want to carry me with you, or the both of us I think,’ he teases Nick with a chuckle, earning him a small punch against his shoulder and a laugh. 

‘I think she would rather have you carry her home instead, mate,’ Nick jokes while jokingly slapping against his shoulder a few times before leaving with the other guys, making me shake my head with a little laugh. Noah does the same, his eyes now trailing back to me. He raises an eyebrow as his eyes meet mine again. 

‘So, little mouse, you want me to carry you home instead, huh?’ he says, a smirk visible on his face again as he starts to lean even closer towards me, but this time from the front.

‘Maybe… too bad we still have that bet going on, though,’ I teasingly yet daringly smirk at him, putting both my hands behind my bag. 

His eyes widen a little as I mention the best, and he lets out a sigh after-a frustrated and amused sigh-as if he forgot our bet for a moment. ‘Oh I know…’ he says, sounding just a little tired, while he trails one of his fingers over my shoulder in the air, then over my chest, and stops it as it’s just inches away from my skin. ‘Do you have an idea how much I have to keep myself back from touching you right now, mouse, hm?’

‘Is that you saying that I’m gonna win the bet?’ I say as the corners of my mouth curl even more upwards.

A low and frustrated groan leaves Noah’s mouth as he looks away, taking a sip of his drink, before looking back at me with narrowed eyes. ‘Don’t be so full of yourself, mouse. I’m going to win-I always win,’ he says in a low voice, before leaning closer again, his thumb now rubbing over my bottom lip… making me almost explode by amusement, but also sexual frustration.

‘Yet… here you are… Already losing,’ I say, smiling against his thumb.

He then freezes as he hears me, and his jaw drops slightly, making me bite my lip harshly to hold myself back from laughing madly. He slowly looks down at his thumb against my lip, then back at my face. 

‘I… Oh for fucks sake, I…’ Noah tries to stumble out, before letting go of his glass that he quickly sets down on a small table next to us with his other hand, reaching for my waist with it instead. I squeal, giggling when he grabs me by the waist to push me frustratedly against his body. 

‘Oh, how I love to see you frustrated like that,’ I smirk evilly, a playful twinkle in my eyes.

He groans again, his hands trailing onto my waist with a firm grip as he presses himself close against me. ‘You’re enjoying this quite a lot, aren’t you? Seeing me being so frustrated like this…’ he whispers in my ears, his breath ghosting over my skin.

‘I quite do actually, yeah,’ I smirk, looking him straight into his eyes as he leans back from my ear. His eyes lock with mine, and he lets out yet another groan as he shakes his head, closing his eyes as he rests his forehead against mine. 

‘God, it just makes me want to kiss you all over, mouse. It’s driving me insane…’ he whispers, as his hands now slide up and down my waist.

‘Not here in public, right?’ I teasingly dare him, and he huffs as his hands suddenly tighten the grip at my waist, his teeth gritting a little while he slightly shakes his head. 

‘God… don’t tempt me. Not here, not now, or it will make me lose this bet I made-which starts over again now, by the way. I am not gonna lose again…’

‘Hmm, alright alright, calm down… I won’t tempt you,’ I say with a little mischievous smile, slowly taking a few steps away from him towards the dance floor in the middle of the room, which makes him drop his hands again. ‘Let’s see how good you are at keeping your words as I dance, okay?’

Noah takes a few deep breaths in through his nose, trying to calm himself down again as he watches me walking to the dance floor. ‘Oh, you’re a teasing little thing, aren’t you now…’

‘Maybe,’ I wink over my shoulder, and a tipsy giggle leaves my mouth when I enter the dance floor, beginning to move my hips and making my body feel loose as I dance along to the music in between the crowd.

My hands move over my body to my hair as I get lost in the music, my dress sliding up a little as I do so. I keep eye contact with Noah as I then confidently yet seductively dance.

Noah bites his lip as he sees my dress ride up just a little, and I see him mutter ‘Jesus Christ’ to himself as I look at his lips, a little goran leaving him as his eyes never once leave mine. I see him fight the urge to walk over to me at first, but he decides to do so as he says: ‘You really just can’t stay innocent, can you…’

‘Guess not,’ I say as I then teasingly stick my tongue out to him. A smirk returns to his face as soon as he sees me doing that, running his fingers through his hair as his eyes rake over my figure yet again. 

‘You’re going to be the demise of me. You know that, don’t you?’ he says, almost growling slightly at the end. 

‘Mhm,’ I giggle with a small nod, now dancing close to his body as I let my hips loose again. A low and frustrated groan leaves his mouth once more, and he can’t take his eyes away from my body, which is only moving closer and closer towards his body, almost inches apart. I love this, I love it so much to frustrate him and tease him so hard like this, seeing him struggle with the desire and need I am building up through him more and more.

And the moment I come close to him when I let my hips loose he can’t take his eyes away from my body, making him seem more and more frustrated by the second. His hands then immediately reach out to my hips, and his fingers dig into my flesh as he lets out a deep grumble. When he pushes me against him, a small gasp leaves my mouth, grinning because I won-once again. His eyes flutter close as he feels my body against his, and his breaths grow deeper. But the smirk soon disappears from his face again though, as his eyes suddenly widen, now realizing as well that he just reached out to me again without even noticing he just did it. It makes me feel quite confident and powerful if I’m honest, and I playfully grind against him a little while I dance, and when I can feel his pants tighten because of that I smirk broadly. 

‘Oh for f…’ he mutters, not finishing his sentence when he bites his lip out of frustration, looking like he wants to start walking away, but he then suddenly stops in his tracks when he feels me grinding against him. It makes him bite his lip once again, his grip on my hips tightening.

‘I love how I can wrap you around my finger just like that,’ I grin when I turn around to face him again, playfully giving his nose a boop. ‘It’s just so easy…’ I then say, resting my arms in his neck as a mischievous smile appears on my face yet again.

Noah groans again and rolls his eyes at my comment, but his breath hitches slightly as he feels my arms around his neck. He shakes his head again, a smirk appearing on his face. 

‘You’re a menace. You know that, right?’ he then replies to me, before quickly removing my arms again and cursing under his breath when he realizes he’s just once again touching me without even noticing. Oh, how I love this.

‘Well, there I go-losing yet again,’ he mumbles, ‘and that in front of all these people as well…’

‘Fuck them,’ I shrug at his words. ‘I mean, they apparently kinda noticed already that something is going on between us-so I’ve heard-and everyone probably saw our picture together as well… So, just turn that little anxious brain of yours off, yeah?’ I smirk, feeling myself definitely getting tipsy now as I blurt out these words. 

Noah’s nostrils flare as he seems to realize how drunk of confidence I am getting of my drinks, and it clearly gets too much for him as he gives his head a firm shake with a groan. His hands grip my hips again as I still stand in front of him with a teasing and knowing grin, having him say: 

‘Fine. I can’t fight it anymore. Just… just go crazy, I guess.’

His eyes are almost turning dark with desire, making me slightly chuckle at him. ‘Good. I will, as long as you’ll join me,’ I grin.

Noah bites his lips for a second before a devilish smirk appears on his face as well, and a dark look appears in his eyes.

‘Oh doll… You know I will,’ he says in a low, growly voice, his eyes raking up and down my body. ‘Now come here.’

I am so turned on by his words and dark gaze alone, so it makes me jump into his arms without thinking about it, wrapping my legs around his body instinctively, making him carry us from the dance room to another, small dark room, with just some dim red lights and little furniture. We both don’t really seem to care about where we are, we just want to feel each other-as soon as he closes the door behind him, he takes no more time as he pushes me against the wall, his body pinned flushed against me between the wall and him. He places his hands on my waist and groans deeply as he buries his face into my neck, making a moan already escape from my lips as he begins to kiss my neck, closing my eyes out of pleasure right away. 

The sounds of my moan is all he needs to hear, and he starts sucking on my skin, his hands running over my body while he pins himself even closer against me. ‘You don’t know how bad you got me craving to touch you like this with those dance moves of yours, little mouse,’ he whispers in between kisses all over my neck.

I roll my eyes back by hearing him speak those words to me and run my fingers through his hair, as I enjoy every single kiss on my sensitive skin. His own breaths grow deeper and deeper as he kisses and sucks all over my neck now, his hands sliding all over my body as he presses himself even more flush against me. 

‘God, you’re driving me wild, doll, you know that?’ he groans lowly, his teeth grazing over my neck. His words alone drive me absolutely wild and hot, so I grab his face to hungirly kiss him. 

He lets out an approving groan against my mouth as mine meets his, before kissing me back just as passionately as if he has been craving this all night. ‘Fuck,’ he then hisses against my mouth as his hands hold onto my hips fiercely now. 

The combination of his cursing and his  tongue circling around mine makes me moan deeply in response, and by the way he keeps pressing our bodies closer and closer together until there is no single space left, my dress keeps on sliding higher and higher. 

Noah’s grip on my hips just keeps on tightening as he feels the fabric ride up as well. ‘God damn-it’s so hard to keep that promise just to keep my fucking hands off you right now…’

‘Fuck that promise, honest to God,’ I mumble with a hoarse voice, wanting and needing him to touch and kiss me everywhere at this point.

‘You don’t have to tell me twice… I can’t keep my hands off you even if I wanted to,’ Noah groans against my mouth, his hands now wandering up and down my body as he keeps me pinned between himself and the wall.

I can feel Noah’s hands moving to the part where my dress is raised, tucking on the waist of my underwear, making me smirk against his lips a little. ‘Oh, you want me that bad, do you now?’

His breath hitches as he feels the fabric of my panties, and he bites his lips for a second when they leave mine, his big, hard bulge pressing the inner part of my thigh as he looks into my eyes.

 ‘Is that even a question, doll?’ he smirks back. ‘You have been teasing me all damn night, and now we’re finally here alone together, all mine…’

The feeling of him getting hard as he is pressed against me makes me a hot wet mess, and before he can say anything else again I already take my panties off, craving him more by the second. His eyes grow wider as he watches me do so, letting out a shaky and needing breath, his eyes looking over my entire form. ‘God…’

His hands move more lower, feeling the outer part of my core, making me gasp and shiver, and I slowly moan as he begins rubbing it. My eyes squeeze shut, enjoying the pleasure so much. He lets out a groan as his fingers explore my center, watching my facial expressions as I let out my moans. 

‘You really are such a vision,’ he whispers in a low, husky voice as his fingers start moving in slow, circular motions over me. 

And for fucks sake, his hand and fingers are heavenly on and inside of me, so I begin to turn into a heavy panting mess. He smirks as he sees how good I am feeling, still taking in every expression I make, not being able to take his eyes off me.

‘God, that’s it,’ he encourages as my breathing becomes even heavier, his words shooting to my core right away. Noah then doesn’t hesitate as he unbelts his pants with his other hands as he keeps his eyes on his fingers inside of me. His pants slide down his knees and he smoothly pulls off his boxers after, unraveling his length being very excited to wanting to enter me himself, making me smirk widely and evilly. 

‘You’re quite an excited boy yourself, hm?’ I say as I shoot him a playful wink. 

‘You wouldn’t guess how excited you’ve been making me all night, baby,’ he replies, his voice hoarse and full of lust now. I whimper just by hearing those ungodly yet for me holy words alone, and when he finally enters inside of me in a fast movement full of desire, my mouth jaw drops open full of overwhelming pleasure hitting me right away.

His head suddenly drops to the crook of my neck as his breaths get deeper and faster, and he grips onto my waist again to hold himself steady. ‘Oh, God,’ he groans out loud.

As he moves fastly in and out of me, the sound of our skin connecting fills the room, and with every movement he makes I moan and pant faster and harder. Noah presses his forehead against mine now so he can look into my eyes, the pleasure growing more and more with every movement now.

‘Hailey,’ he grunts out my name, his hands holding even more onto my waist. Every time I think our sex can’t get even hotter than the last, Noah always seems to be able to surprise me by getting wilder and loser every time we get intimate again, and I swear that I am almost a leaking mess around his length inside of me.

‘Noah,’ I moan his name back out loud as he keeps thrusting inside of me. His own breathing becomes faster and faster just like mine, as if his own breathing can’t even keep up with his own movements. I’m drowning in our heath and pleasure, and he closes his eyes as he groans against my mouth. 

As I open my eyes my gaze locks with his for a few seconds, his eyes dark with lust and a devilish smile spreading on his face before his eyes squeeze shut, making me feel like he is very close to the edge as well. 

‘Not yet,’ I then hear him murmur towards himself, and he then suddenly in a quick movement lets me go, making my heels clack against the tile floor for a second before he spins me around to press my body against the wall. I just gasp out of surprise yet also excitement, as his length enters me from behind with a quick, fluid movement. He pulls a low growl from his throat as he grips my hips tightly again, and it’s like he is overflowing with lust for me right now-he thrusts into me again with a fast pace, making my jaw fall wide open as I can’t hold back my loud moans, making me fall his name over my lips a couple of times as well.

‘Yeah, that’s me,’ he whispers in my ear in a low voice, his breath quickening even more as he moves against me with an even faster pace than before. ‘You know how bad I have been wanting to do this to you all day, ever since I saw you in my dressing room again? Imagining all the things I could do to your body as I was still on stage?’ he groans out, and I grip around him tighter with his thrusts. 

And God, I almost can’t handle the pleasure mixed with his hot words all at once, as I cry out my pleasure to him. ‘Fucking hell,’ I groan, trying to keep standing on both my feet as he keeps moving in and out of me.

He lets out a moan against my neck, his hands trailing from my hips to my thighs for a second. ‘You like it, don’t you, doll?’ he whispers with his lips against my neck, turning my head around towards his face so he can give me a sloppy and teasing kiss. ‘You want me so damn bad, don’t you?’

I moan out loud just by his words alone again, and heavily nod as I do. ‘So bad,’ I breathe out with a high pitched voice, ‘always so bad.’

Hearing me saying that seems to make him feel even more excited, as he grips into my hips even tighter, pressing me right against him. 

‘You’re mine… all mine,’ he mutters to me with another hungry kiss, his tongue entering my mouth. And that then makes me hit my climax hard, making me squeeze my eyes shut, panting and moaning out the pleasure that hits me, as my arms turn around to grab his bicep, almost digging my nails deeply into his skin, my legs shaking in the moment. 

His head drops inside the crook of my neck, his own breathing heavy and quick as he can feel me gripping around him so tightly, gripping onto me tighter as he feels my nails in his bicep. His hair is lightly brushing against my neck as he tries to just take deep breaths, while he groans deeply and loudly as he lets every moment of our pleasure hit him all at once. 

‘God, babe,’ he mutters against my skin, not even having the breath for more words right now.

‘Come for me,’ I whisper to him as I still try to catch my own breath, my wet spot almost already drooling all over again by the sight of him getting overwhelmed with his own pleasure. He immediately moans at the words that I tell him, his head burying his face into the crook of my neck again as that alone sends him to the edge. He then slowly pulls out of me, making me turn around so we can share a few more sloppy and hungrily kisses, and after that we let each other go again so we can both catch our breath. A smug grin appears on Noah’s face as he notices that I am still  out of breath as well. 

‘Fucking hell,’ I breathe out, ‘I have to kick these out for a few minutes if you don’t mind,’ I say with a small chuckle as I kick my heels off-my legs are currently way too shake to be able to still stand on my heels right now.

Noah just shakes his head, not bothering to actually reply, and a chuckle escapes his lips as well as he takes a few more heavy, deep breaths and looks at me. ‘Not at all,’ he then lets out, smiling sweetly as his hands softly caresses one side of my face, making sure I have him to lean onto while I get used to having my feet firmly onto the ground-as if he didn’t just fuck my brains out a minute ago. 

I stand next to Noah in silence, blinking a few times as I get in thought. I knew he did not ever lie with the confidence and smoothness he always carried around him, but damn-he can be very wild, seductive and hot as hell when it comes to sex. Not gonna lie, I have always liked it rough and dirty as well, but I have never met someone who reached and needed that same level as me, until I met Noah and got intimate with him. And I’m actually glad, because it always made me feel as if I had to be ashamed of the intense and seductive way I like to be intimate with someone. 

I can feel him looking back at me, smiling as he sees my flushed face, his eyes then slipping to my lips, that probably look slightly chewed and messy after our passionate make-out session. He smiles even wider as his big arms wrap themselves around my waist loosely, and he places a sweet kiss against my forehead. 

‘You good to stand?’ he asks, a small teasing tone to his voice, but still very sweet and genuine overall.

‘Yeah… I’m fine now,’  I chuckle, and I give him a deep, long kiss before I get on my heels again. ‘Show must go on,’ I huff when I look down at them, stroking my short dress neat again, and then looking at the small mirror hanging randomly hanging in the quite empty, all black room, so I can make sure my hair is somewhat decent looking enough for others to look at again. 

‘Show must go on,’ he repeats my sentence, his hand reaching forwards to help fix my hair a bit, softly stroking through them. I enjoy his now soft, gentle hands stroking through my hair, almost closing my eyes as he does so. 

‘Mhm,’ I just answer with a small smile, playing a bit nervously with my fingers. This intense, intimate moment got me thinking, worrying and wondering all over again about what it all means-or what it shouldn’t mean, in such a short moment of us trying to calm down our bodies again. It makes me feel anxious-and also afraid, I guess-in such a short second, that it feels like it tightens up my throat, all because of my feelings for him bubbling up again, getting stronger and stronger with every private moment we have. 

‘You sure you alright?’ he asks with a slight teasing tone to his voice, but also with just a hint of concern, as he sees through me. ‘You seem a little nervous.’

‘Well…’ I begin with a sigh while I nervously tuck a few strands of still messy hair behind my ears, my feet now ticking on the floor. ‘I just have been wondering something tonight… well, actually for a couple of nights now I guess…’

Noah glances over at me, his eyebrows slowly raising up, as his expression changes to curiosity. ‘And what have you been wondering?’

My gaze then lowers towards the floor, my heart beginning to pound a little faster, as I am anxious for this conversation and the subject itself, and for all the answers I could possibly get-or not get. 

‘I have been wondering how you have been feeling. About all of this…’

As I say the last words, I dare to look up at him again. ‘You and me, I mean. Us. Or if there’s no us. Or if there will be an us, or not, or if you like me or not, if you are even into dating at all,’ I continue to nervously ramble at him.

His expression turns a little softer as he understands what I want to talk about, and he then gives me a sweet smile, before he slowly approaches me again. 

‘Hey,’ he says, now just softly tilting my head up by my chin, looking into my eyes. ‘I like you. A lot,’ he answers me with confidence, smiling softly as he looks at me.

I can’t help but smile back right away as I hear those words, whilst feeling shy and flustered, my heart beating as if I just ran the marathon. ‘You do…? Really?’

He smiles as his thumb softly strokes over my cheek while he keeps his hand at my chin, holding my face so I can look straight at him. ‘Do you really think I would just kiss you, tease you and touch you like this every time, if I don’t like you?’ he asks as he smirks, teasing me on purpose. Of course.

I let out a chuckle, but bite my lip anxiously after. ‘Yeah… It’s just… I wondered if you also feel more than just being attracted to me, I mean.’

‘I am attracted to you,’ he says as he still smirks, his eyes lighting up a little bit as he can’t seem to help but flirt a little with me again to make the mood a little bit lighter, my anxiety clearly being strongly present. ‘But I know what you mean. Well… I don’t do just stuff like this with everyone or anyone, trust me on that,’ he smiles. 

‘And I know what it looks like,’ he then adds after I just give him silence as a response. ‘And yeah, I guess in a way it could make me look like someone who just doesn’t care about commitment that much, right?’

I shrug at that, but my stupid anxious mind still does not have the right answer it is looking for. He again smiles, seeing how nervously I am still about getting the answer I need. His hand moves from my cheek to to the small of my back, bringing me closer to him. 

‘What I am trying to say, and ask you Hailey…’ he starts, looking down at me with all the confidence he has. ‘If you would like to get together… Exclusively.’

As my heart beats madly by hearing those words from him, a big and happy smile grows on my face. Yet, I still can’t help but tease him: ‘Still not taking me on an official date first?’ I smirk, but before he can even answer my joke I already wrap my arms tightly around him, while I muffle in his shirt: ‘You know I’d want nothing else but be with you.’

He lets out a breath of relief when he feels my arms wrap around him, squeezing me a little together. ‘Me too. Nothing else but you,’ he whispers against my hair, placing a kiss against it as my head rests against his chest. ‘You're mine.’

It feels like my heart explodes by hearing his words, warmth spreading across my chest as I smile even wider. His head ducks down, tilting mine upwards as he places another soft yet passionate kiss against my lips, his hands now softly stroking my  waist and back just as lovingly. 

‘I very much love to be yours,’ I smile back against his lips after he presses kiss after kiss on me. 

‘All mine,’ he mumbles against my lips, his own brushing against mine again after he said that, just teasing me with the touch more than properly kissing me right now.

‘Yours,’ I say back with a small chuckle, and then slowly get myself out of his grip. I begin to jawn, slightly blushing after out of embarrassment. ‘Sorry. The concert, party, the drinks and…’ I smirk a little as I take a small pause, ‘our activity, has very much exhausted me.’

He smirks as I yawn, rubbing his hand up and down my arm. ‘Well, we do need to get up early tomorrow,’ he says with a sigh, and lets out a small chuckle after that. ‘Maybe it is smarter to go home and get some proper rest, right?’ 

‘Yeah, guess so,’ I lazily smile back. ‘Also,’ I then start, as I pat him on the chest in a playful manner, ‘you have completely gotten our tour schedule rotten in your head, haven’t you?’ I joke with a small grin.

‘Tonight was the last show. We have a break for like a week now. Which means…’ I stop for a second, to excitedly throw my hands in the air as I chant: ‘Sleeping in!’

Noah softly laughs at my playful tone, shaking his head. ‘Awww, man,’ he groans right away, a sarcastic grin on his face as he jokingly frowns about it. ‘That’s a damn shame-because I was looking forward to spending another day with you,’ he smirks, his hands wrapping around my waist loosely, pulling me closer to him. 

‘I mean, that can be arranged,’ I smirk back at him. ‘We can spend tomorrow together, y’know, if you’d like.’

He smiles at my suggestion. ‘Yeah… I would love that,’ he smirks, his hands now softly slipping under the back neckline of my dress, touching the skin there gently. ‘You wouldn’t mind spending another day with me whilst you’re free?’ he jokes teasingly, acting if he is insecure about the thought of that. ‘As long as you make my back survive that, I sure wouldn’t mind, I teasingly wink at him, but it’s also kinda true-my back is starting to kinda tell me that me and Noah have been… a little wild.

‘Oh…’ he teases me as a mischievous grin grows on his face. ‘Did I really do that much of a number on you, that you are now not sure if your back will survive?’ he smirks as his voice is low and still teasing, his hands softly moving up and down my back, touching the skin there just softly enough to tease me with it. ‘Or is that your way of telling me that you want me to massage you?’

‘Maybe both, maybe one of those answers… Who knows,’ I smirk as I shrug my shoulders. He smirks again at my tone and attitude, as his hands continue to move softly over my back, his fingertips sliding over my bare skin gently.

‘How about this…’ he starts, his voice lowering as he now moves his lips to my neck. ‘I’ll massage your back, and maybe take care of some other parts of your body as well…’ he then smiles against my neck.

I grin back, giggling a little as a warm and excited pang shoots through my stomach by hearing his proposal. ‘Deal,’ I say, kissing his cheek after. He then lets his lips press against my lips for another soft, passionate kiss.

‘Well, then…’ he chuckles a little, and with that he just picks me up from the ground in a smooth movement, making me squeal a little and laugh, and I wrap my arms around his neck. ‘Let’s head home right now…’

‘Your place or mine?’ I smirk, knowing that both our houses aren’t very far from the venue we are right now, as we all planned that with the band and crew together since this is the last show for a week. 

‘I think mine is still a little closer than yours,’ he mischievously smirks. ‘And, I have proper massaging oil at home anyways, so…’

I giggle again as I nod. ‘Alright, alright. deal. ‘Do we need a cab?’

As he continues holding me in his arms while I talk to him, he chuckles as he shakes his head at my words. ‘Oh, no no no… We are walking this-it’s not that far,’ he playfully and confidently grins at me, glancing down at me again as he sees the playful twinkle appear in my eyes as well, making him smirk at me again. 

I teasingly roll my eyes at him. ‘Fine. I would love to see you carrying me the entire way towards your home anyway, because you of course will still be doing that right?’ I grin at him. 

‘Of course,’ he smirks as we leave the small room and walk towards the exit, laughing a little in between as everyone at the party looks at us with both confusion and a little laughter as well. ‘I mean… I am already carrying you-I guess I should continue doing that, right?’ he winks at me. 

He continues walking through the crowd with me tightly and safely in his arms, and when I look at Noah’s face now and then, my heart grows warm when I see him looking proud and happy, and like he is having a good time. I truly love seeing him like this-the twinkle in his eyes, the big grin on his face, and his excited and happy body language. Nick and Jolly slap him on the back when they see him, big grins and laughter on their faces as Noah informs them that we are headed towards their home. Nicholas looks at me with a sweet, yet proud and deserving smile, raising his glass at me. I nod back at him with a thankful smile, as I am still thankful for the advice he gave to me for me and Noah’s situation, and how he is overall always there for me if I need someone to talk to.

I can’t help but giggle the whole time as we now are outside, Noah walking casually in the direction of his apartment with me still in his arms. Not gonna lie, it’s attractive that he is able to do this all. I nuzzle my head into his neck as a shiver runs over my back, the cold air from outside hitting the exposed bits of my skin. It makes him let out a small, playful groan, holding me a bit closer to him.

‘Well, it is goddamn freezing, that’s for sure,’ I say. 

‘I guess that means we will have to warm up the moment we get home together, right?’ he smirks with a teasing tone in his voice, kissing me against my hair, a smirk still on his lips as he does.

‘Hmm, I guess so,’ I laugh back.

We then walk further in a comfortable silence, making comments about our surroundings now and then and laughing at some drunk people stumbling past us this late at night, or just some other funny things we see-to be fair, alcohol in your system makes everything quite funny. Soon, the two of us arrive at the band's  apartment, and he turns to look down at me with  a mischievous smirk on his face once again. 

‘Well, here we are.’

He slowly lowers me down, his arms wrapped around my waist, his hands already slipping under the fabric of my dress the second my feet fit the ground. 

‘Slow down boy,’ I smirk at him as I shake my head, and then look at his door. ‘Might unlock the door first? Or did you plan to stand here in the cold with me the rest of the night?’ I tease him as I giggle after. Noah lets out a small chuckle at my words. ‘You’re right,’ he says with a small smile, and he pulls his keys out, unlocking the door and opening it for me to let me walk in first. He follows me immediately afterwards, and as he does, he softly wraps his arms around my waist from behind the dark hallway, only being lit a little by the warm yellow light of the street lanterns outside. The hallway has a familiar scent to me-it’s a mix of cigarettes, a little bit of  fabric of clothes and furniture, and scents from basically all the band members and their perfumes and deodorant. He softly kisses my neck as he stands behind me, his hand sliding to the front of my stomach, his fingers starting to gently circle there a bit. I smile as he does so, and before he gives me one last kiss on my neck, he asks as I hear the grin in his voice: ‘Wanna move upstairs?’

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Indisposed (Noah Sebastian fanfic): chapter ten

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chapter ten

'Yeah?’ I smirk at Noah, looking at him over my shoulder, as my back is turned at him as I sit on his lap. His breathing and heartbeat quicken in pace as he sees my mischievous little smirk, his hands and thumbs gently starting to massage and kneed the flesh on my hips, fingertips gazing across my skin as he massages me.

‘You have no idea…’ he almost groans in response.

‘I most certainly have not if you don’t share your thoughts with me,’ I tease, feeling excitement shooting through me like a lightning bolt, and I tug at my shirt so I can take it off for him. ‘Is this easier for you to massage me, by the way?’ I casually yet mischievously ask him.

I hear that Noah’s breath get stuck in his throat for a moment when he sees me taking off my shirt, almost immediately feeling that he takes in the sight of my smooth skin with his eyes burning on me, his hands gently gliding over the bare skin now, his fingers leaving a trail of tingles over where they touch, giving me goosebumps all over my spine.

‘Yeah… yeah,’ he whispers, seeming to struggle to form his words properly as he leans forwards and his head as well, pressing his lips against my shoulder. His hands gently knead and massage at the flesh of my lower back now, making me almost hiss as he does that.

‘Fucking hell, that feels so good,’ I groan. ‘My back has been aching for days now, if I’m being honest.’

‘Mhm… You’re too stressed,’ Noah hums against my skin, placing more warm kisses along my shoulder, slowly making his way along my shoulder and up my neck. He then gently presses his thumbs into the skin of my lower back, gently working the tenseness of my muscles there. I close my eyes as he does so, enjoying the feeling of his hands and fingers massaging my soft skin.

I feel Noah smile against my shoulder as he sees me enjoying his massage, his movements soon becoming more confident and the pressure of his thumbs a bit more deliberate-his large, strong hands work on my skin with purpose, his attention fixated on my body and making me feel good to help my tension.

‘God…’ I almost moan, as he massages a certain spot on my shoulder. ‘Yeah, it’s really damn stiff here,’ I mutter.

‘Mhm…’ Noah hums again, pressing and gently working his thumb against that stubborn spot. ‘Yeah this is pretty damn hard,’ he then mutters through his clenched teeth, using his other hand now too to support the pressure on his thumb. I chuckle a little, and half jokingly say with a small grin spreading on my face: ‘Hey, if it begins to hurt, you are always free to stop.’

‘Oh I know,’ Noah chuckles, tilting his face forward to gently place a warm kiss along the nape of my neck, before slowly trailing his lips over towards the space behind my ear. ‘If you think this is hurting, just wait until after I’m done with this massage,’ he then whispers in a low, seductive tone, leaving goosebumps all over my body.

‘Oh?’ I ask him as my eyebrows raise and the corners of my mouth curl up again. ‘Now I’m curious.’

‘Mhm…’ Noah hums softly again, feeling a small smirk appearing on his face as his lips are against my neck. He then gently brings his arms around my waist from the side and pulls me closer, his hot breath now tickling against my neck as he moves his face closer to my ear again, his eyes now sounding low and seductive again. ‘I will make sure you feel how good I am at relieving… every kind of tension.’

My breath almost gets stuck in my throat as he says that, feeling my body turning hot immediately because of the words he whispers into my ear. He gently places a teasing, gentle kiss on my neck before trailing his lips down the side of my jaw, planting kisses and tiny nibbles along the way down, until he reaches my chin. I close my eyes again as I smile a little in pleasure, enjoying the feeling of his lips against my skin. God, I really am addicted to him and every bit of pleasure he gives me.

‘God, you’re addictive,’ he mumbles against my skin, as if he reads my thoughts and feels the exact same way, his lips now softly placing kisses down along the front of my neck. 

I whimper as he says that and places even more kisses along the front of my neck, making more goosebumps appear on my skin. ‘Good thing for you then that I don’t mind any of the things you’re currently doing to me,’ I mutter to him.

Noah grins against my skin again because of my words, gently placing even more and more kisses along my neck, his grin seeming to grow even more when he notices the goosebumps on my skin. ‘Yeah… very lucky for me,’ he says, now placing the kisses a bit harder, and I swear that my skin becomes addicted to the feel of his lips.

‘Mhm,’ I hum with a small smile, opening my eyes again as I then look at him over my shoulder. ‘I am curious to find out what kind of tension you can release for me, though,’ I smirk at him.

He then slowly slides one of his hands from his waist when he hears my words, to move it to my stomach, his fingers grazing over my soft skin. 

‘I can’t make any promises quite yet, but…’ he whispers before gently pulling me back against his chest by my stomach, now gently holding his hand there as his nose gently nuzzles against my neck.

‘But?’ I ask him in a whisper as I suck in my stomach at the same time, whimpering a little when his fingers now slide even lower. Noah hums into my skin, his hand now slowly but firmly grabs onto the spot right above the little bow of my jogging pants that hold it in place against my waist. 

‘But… I have a theory I wanna confirm,’ he then finishes his words in a soft, yet low and rough voice of seduction, his breath feeling hotter and heavier against my skin now, his hand slow and teasingly playing with the bow of my pants now.

My heart begins to pump my blood faster through my body as he then slowly begins to pull off my joggers a few little seconds later, the excitement and desire for him only growing bigger in my panties. ‘What kind of theory…?’

‘That you are just… as addicted to me… as I am to you,’ he rasps against my skin, his teeth gently nipping at my neck now. His hand now slowly slides towards my panties, to lightly trace a finger along the edge of it.

‘Hmm…’ I hum as the corner of my mouth curls up, looking at the movements of his finger. ‘Guess you have to find out if your theory is indeed correct.’

Noah now smiles a bit in response to my words, his mouth now planting a light, sweet kiss on the sensitive spot on the crook of my neck, his warm, almost teasingly hot breath grazing the slightly damp skin afterwards. 

‘Mhm,’ he hums in agreement, his hand now fully slipping under my panties, his fingers tracing his way lower, until he feels my wetness underneath his fingertips. I suck in a deep breath, sensitive to his touch right away, and I slowly close my eyes. 

I hear that Noah’s breath also gets stuck in his throat, a shaky huff escaping him as he feels the slickness of my folds on his fingertips. His breath then starts picking up the pace as well, now fully focused on touching and feeling my body, his body almost starting to shake with the need he feels for me.

‘God,’ he whispers huskily to himself, his middle and ring finger now slowly beginning to pump in and out of me. I let out a deep moan as he does that, my toes lightly curling up because of the pleasure I’m experiencing. 

A groan escapes Noah’s throat as he feels the reaction of my touch. ‘Is this what you want?’ he mutters in a low, husky voice, his fingers slightly pressing and curling against my clit while rubbing it in a circular motion with his fingers. 

‘Exactly what I want,’ I answer him with a hoarse voice, as I almost crumble underneath his touch and struggle a bit to sit still now.

‘Thought so,’ Noah whispers in that same voice as he just did, his own breath getting heavier and heavier just like mine, almost in sync. He lightly bites at my skin again, sucking and nibbling at it.

‘Just relax,’ he then whispers, slowly massaging his middle and ring finger against my inner folds, rubbing the tip of them against my G-spot now. I begin to pant and moan louder and louder as his fingers go deeper and faster inside of me, squeezing his knee so I can keep my body stable. 

‘Shit,’ I moan underneath my breath. 

‘God… so sensitive and wet underneath my touch, hm?’ Noah groans against my skin, and my moans become even more raspier and intense as I enjoy the feeling of his fingers mixed with the praising words he keeps telling me, feeling that I’m getting close towards the edge already. 

‘Are you close?’ he asks, his raspy husky voice breathing hotly over my ear.

‘Yes, yes,’ I almost chant, squeezing his knee even tighter with my hand. 

‘Then… say my name,’ Noah whispers, breathing out a shaky huff of breath, a little groan escaping his lips after, almost as if it’s because of the thought alone of me doing that. 

‘I’m so fucking close, Noah,’ I then pant, squeezing my eyes shut as I feel my legs shake. 

‘God, yes,’ he moans in response to that, groaning against my skin after. ‘Keep saying my name,’ he whispers as he continues rubbing and caressing my inner folds with his fingers.

I keep repeating his name as my legs begin to shake even more, my folds tightening even more around his fingers as I struggle to hold my climax in. Noah hums against my skin again, his face almost fully buried against the crook of my neck as he listens to my breathing and sounds, seeming to love how his name sounds while it comes moaning from me.

‘Come on… let it go,’ he whispers, rubbing at my sensitive spot with more pressure now, his lips gently caressing over the skin on my shoulder.

‘Oh!’ I then loudly moan out with a hoarse voice, climaxing all over his fingers now as I ride against it, my eyes shut again and my jaw wide open.

‘Mhm, good girl,’ Noah whispers against my neck, gently rubbing me through my climax, making sure to make me enjoy every second to keep this going as long as he can. I moan a little more through my intense climax as he does so, trying to catch my breath as my body then slowly calms down again.

Noah moans lightly against my neck as well, almost like he’s getting a bit breathless himself right now of seeing me climaxing. His fingers slowly come to a halt in their movements as he feels me starting to calm down.

‘God… you’re amazing,’ he whispers against my neck, his breathing and heartbeat still fast. 

‘I think I should be the one telling you that,’ I chuckle, as I look at him over my shoulder again. He softly smiles, his nose nuzzling against my skin as he pulls me back against his chest again, his arms wrapping around my waist to hold me close against him. He then chuckles as well, now placing a warm, sweet peck on my neck, against the slight spot from his bites from before.

‘You’re a mess…’ he mumbles, and I raise my eyebrows at that. 

‘Me? I’m the mess here?’ I ask him with a teasing tone, placing both my hands on his arms. 

‘Oh shush… You know exactly what I mean,’ he replies back with a soft chuckle, burying his face in the crook of my neck again. ‘And I should probably apologize now for the biting, though…’ he continues, his words slightly mumbling as he breathes against my skin.

‘Nah, you don’t-I enjoyed every bit of it,’ I smirk as I gently rub over his hands with my thumb. He slightly chuckles at that again, placing one more sweet peck on the crook of my neck, smiling a bit more at my words. 

‘Well… if you enjoy that kinda stuff…’ he says, slightly biting at my earlobe now, his hands wrapping tighter around my waist to pull me back even more against his chest. I can’t help but let out a small and unexpected moan because of that, getting flustered pretty quick after because he has such a big effect on me so easily with every single touch he makes.

He takes that as a confirmation that I truly like it, so he starts doing even more. His hot breath now softly breathes over the skin of my neck, followed by light kisses and nibbles. I whimper once again as I place my hand on his cheek, a cheeky smile now appearing on my face. 

‘You really know how to treat me so well, don’t you…’ I mutter,  more to myself than to him, actually. 

A chuckle escapes his lips as he of course picked up those words, his fingers stroking his way along my stomach, up to my waist and hip, now resting on my side, as he places another gentle kiss on my neck.

‘You make it so easy to…’ he whispers, his words warm and heavy with desire for me, against my skin and with him holding me close to him. 

I now chuckle myself as I hear the words, now standing slowly up so I can stand between his legs, in still only my panties. ‘I’m one lucky girl,’ I grin as I wrap my arms around his neck as I look down at him.

Noah softly smiles up at me, his hands now sliding down at my lower back and down to rest against my butt, holding onto me and looking at me with a warm, slightly amused and teasing expression, his eyes being slightly widened as well as he takes in my nearly fully nakedness so close in front of him.

‘Hmm…’ he hums, his fingers gently kneading my bare flesh. ‘You’re gonna kill me…’

I chuckle once again as I shake my head, placing a kiss on his forehead. ‘You cutie.’

I then look at the clock hanging at the wall behind him, sighing a little now, but also with a little bit of excitement. ‘My interview and photoshoot with Vogue is now in an hour and a half, remember… I better get dressed quickly and make my way over there,’ I smile.

Noah rolls his eyes now, looking up at me with a playful, almost pouting expression, as one of his hands slides up to gently cup my cheek and jaw, while the other one remains on my lower back and keeps holding onto me.

‘Mmm,’ he hums as he gives me a pouty puppy expression, while pulling on my hip, trying to playfully pull me against him to sit back down on his lap. ‘But I don’t wanna let you gooo…’

I now laugh, looking at his adorable yet attractive face. ‘You silly boy. You’d have to, it’s important for me,’ I sniffle, as I teasingly mess up his hair with my hand. 

Noah then gives me a slightly playful grumpy look when I laugh at him, his cheeks heating up the tiniest bit when I tease him that way, but laughs as well as I mess up his hair. ‘I guess I will have to let me go then…’ he says, with a teasing, slightly sarcastic undertone, his puppy-like expression turning into a cheeky one. 

‘Mhm,’ I nod at him as he lets me go so I can get dressed again, walking to my suitcase standing upstairs in his room. I zip it open once I’m there, picking out casual yet also neatly enough looking clothes, as I know that they will dress me up further there, as I get a photoshoot as well. I put it on and walk towards the bathroom after, brushing my messy hair as I then put it in a quick and simple bun. I spray on some of my favorite-and apparently also Noah’s, as he told me-perfume and then pack my loose stuff laying around back into my suitcase, carrying it with me down the stairs and then rolling it behind me back into the living room.

‘I have to get back towards my own house now, as I have to drive towards the Vogue building,’ I say to Noah with a soft smile. ‘Thank you again for letting me stay over. It was fun… and interesting,’ I add with a wink, and I can notice his cheeks turn slightly red at it, his smile growing more tender as well.

But just at that moment, my phone rings, making me get it out of one of the pockets of my jeans. ‘Hello?’ I answer the phone call, my tone sounding a bit questioning because I don’t recognise the caller ID.

‘Hailey, hello,’ a voice answers me through the phone, and I then recognize it-it’s the voice of the woman from Vogue, Chantal, that had called me before to announce my award.

‘Hi, Chantal,’ I greet her back with a smile, but I then nervously frown a little quickly after. ‘Is everything alright?’ Please tell me that everything is alright and nothing gets canceled. 

Noah seems to notice my nervous tone of voice, as he stands up and makes his way over to me, placing his hand onto my shoulder, looking at me with a questioning yet gently comforting look, letting me know that he is listening as well to the conversation I’m having. I give him a soft smile and a grateful look back.

‘Yeah, everything is alright, the interview is still happening as planned, if that’s what you’re wondering right now,’ Chantal answers me with a brief laugh, and I release a breath I didn’t know I was holding.

‘Okay, yeah, I was getting worried a little indeed,’ I sheepishly laugh,

‘No need to worry,’ she says. ‘My sincere apologies for just asking this now this late, but-can the band members of Bad Omens join you? It’s so stupid really, I’ve made it so clear to Alex that she needs to be sure or not if we need the band with you.’ Her last words are muttered in a light frustrated voice, as if it’s more towards herself than me.

Noah raises his eyebrows, his interest seeming to peak at that news. His eyes turn to me, seeming to want to know now what I’m going to answer. I bite my lip as I look back up at him, a questioning face myself as I talk back to Chantal.

‘Uh… I don’t think that’s gonna be a problem,’ I slowly but also unsurely answer her, panicking a little because the other guys aren’t currently here with me and Noah.

He picks up my slightly concerned expression now, raising his eyebrows at me as well, seeming not to be sure either how to pull this off and get the other guys to the place as fast as possible. But he then gives my arm a slight comforting squeeze, now trying to reassure me that somehow, we will figure it out and get the other guys, so I thankfully nod at him as a response, nodding towards his own phone laying on the small tale in front of the tv next as a sign that he should call the other band members.

Noah gives me a soft, comforting smile in response to my nod, his hand briefly sliding down my arm now and he walks to his phone after, picking it up and dialing the numbers for the other band members, making me nervously pick at the skin on my nails. He holds the phone up to his ear with one hand and keeps his other hand on my arm after he stands next to me again, while he impatiently seems to wait-and I can’t blame him-for the other guys to pick up. I thankfully nod at him once again, as I then focus on my own phone call again.

‘Yeah, it will be no problem for the band,’ I then quickly add towards Chantal as well, realizing that I didn’t sound too sure before. 

‘Oh, that’s wonderful!’ Chantal sighs out of relief, making me briefly smile. ‘Thank you so much, Hailey, for being so flexible for us. Trust me, normally we aren’t this late and messy-Alex is a little new,’ she explains to me, the tone of her voice sounding irritated once again as she talks about that Alex person, and I just awkwardly chuckle at that.

‘That’s okay, we have a week off anyway, as I have mentioned before.’

‘Thank the Heavens for that, ‘ she says, and I can hear the smile through her voice. ‘Well then, we’ll see you and the boys appear soon! My assistant has emailed you the directions towards our building, correct?’

‘Yes, I have received them.’

‘Great! See you!’ Chantal then says, and after a quick goodbye back I hang up the phone, letting out a deep, slightly stressed sigh again. 

Noah slightly narrows his eyes at me when he sees me stressed once again, gently grabbing both my shoulders with both of his hands. ‘Whoa, baby… Relax.’

I take in a deep breath through my nose and exhale deeply after through my mouth as I close my eyes, slowly nodding. ‘Yeah, I know, I know… I try. Could you reach the guys?’

Noah slowly nods in response to my question, giving me a small chuckle as he sees me slowly calming down a bit more as he gently squeezes my shoulders. ‘I did… but none of them are picking up. They're either fallen asleep after getting food somewhere, or too stoned to answer their phones right now,’ he says with a mocking expression, his tone indicating that he thinks they're being big dumbasses at the moment. And I fully agree with that, my stress appearing again just like that as I hear his words.

‘For fucks sake, of course,’ I groan, running my hands through my hair out of pure stress and nerves kicking in. 

‘Yeah, well… nothing new with the monkeys-’ he jokes with a small smirk, then slightly tilting his head and leaning a bit closer to me again, keeping his hands on my shoulders. ‘-calm down though, princess, they’ll wake up soon enough. We still have enough time,’ he says, and I know he means well by trying to calm me down even though I can notice a slight glint of panic through his own eyes as well, and it actually makes it worse for me now. 

‘We have an hour and a half, Noah,’ I point out of pure stress, slowly starting to pace around the room now. ‘I’m sorry, I’m not trying to be rude here, but… We all know that if they would be stoned, Jolly will stumble in the building last minute, Nick will follow him after that with some kind of food in his mouth while rudely chewing and apologizing towards everyone, while you, me and Ruffilo stare at them with pure irritation, because Ruffilo always seems to still be able to be the only sane one from the others and at least tries to make an effort to be on time,’ I ramble on, still pacing through the living room with both my hand in my hair. 

Noah can’t seem to help but laugh at my statement, agreeing with me as he nods. ‘Yeah, that does sound like quite the typical scenario though…’ he admits, shaking his head still. ‘Still, Hailey, no need to be nervous though, you don’t wanna show up in the building already all worked up by this. Though I do admit, I feel a slight embarrassment about them right now.’

I try to chuckle at that as I understand that, trying to calm my breathing again. ‘You’re right,’ I sigh as I stand still, placing my hand on my stomach. ‘Everything will be fine,’ I then quietly mutter to myself.

Noah slightly turns towards me, gently grabbing my shoulders once more and turning him towards him, his hands now resting on my upper arms instead. ‘Relax…’ Noah softly yet teasingly says to me, trying to slowly breathe in and out with me, as he knows that saying that word would just annoy me that much more.

‘Relax,’ I mock him, yet teasingly, and he laughs at that, his tone now more amused as he shrugs,

‘Not my fault that you’re the most impatient and least patient person in this band,’ he jokes with a light chuckle, a smirk on his face as he says that. Though he is mostly just teasing me a bit, he might not be entirely wrong.

I roll my eyes at him as I huff at his words, now -ironically- playing with the keys of my car and house in my hands, as a cue that I really want to go now. ‘Yeah, yeah,’ I mumble, ‘I just like to have everything as structured as possible, you know that.’

Noah watches me in slight amusement as I play with my keys in my hands. ‘Oh, I am fully aware of how much of a control freak you can be, princesa,’ he says with a teasing tone in his voice, his smirk still not leaving his lips. 

I now raise my eyebrows at him, a slight twinkle of amusement hidden in my eyes. ‘Are you done teasing me and can we finally leave now, señor?’

He chuckles at me with an incredulous and slightly teasing look at my question, giving a mock-offended gasp as he puts a hand on his chest as if his heart has been shot. ‘How dare you ask if I ever am done with teasing you? The answer will always be a no,’ he grins slightly smugly at me as he playfully shakes his head, shrugging his shoulders after. ‘And yes, we can finally leave to go, princesa.’

‘Watch it, Sebastian. Before you know it, I have fully tackled you,’ I teasingly warn him, as we then finally move out the house now. He grins at my slight warning as he walks behind me through the hallway and grabs his stuff. 

‘Oh, is the princess threatening me now?’ Noah teasingly mutters towards himself as he then closes the door of his apartment and locks it. 

‘Be careful,’ I mutter back, a teasing grin on my face as we now walk towards Noah’s car parked on the driveway, as he needs to drive his car now towards Vogue.

‘As if I’m ever careful…’ Noah mutters back with a more teasing yet slightly seductive edge to his voice, his eyes roaming over my face as he now leads me towards his car. I just scoff at his comment, playfully rolling my eyes. As I get into his car, I can’t help but whistle. 

‘Damn, your car is not bad,’ I wink at him as I put on my seatbelt. He gives me a chuckle at my comment, and I can see that he feels slightly smug about the fact that I’m impressed by his car. He can’t seem to help and smile wider. 

‘Thanks, my little mouse,’ he answers with a wink at me as well, now leaning back into his driver's seat to put on his own seatbelt, while he glances at me whilst still smiling with his head slightly turned sideways.

I lightly chuckle in myself, shaking my head a little. ‘You’re welcome.’

After I give him the directions towards the Vogue building, I nervously open my phone as I click on the groupchat I’m in with Noah and the rest of the band.

Wake up you little shits, I thought you guys would only get out to get food, I annoyingly text them.

I’ve heard Noah’s (very kind) voicemail, we're on our way, Nicholas texts me back a few seconds later, making me sigh out of relief. 

‘Thank god, Nicholas just texted me that they are on their way,’ I let Noah know. 

Noah lets out a light but also relieved chuckle. ‘Yeah, that sounds about right… Should have known Ruffy would be the only one to wake up soon enough to answer. The others must’ve been too stoned to do that,’ he jokes as he shakes his head, though he sounds slightly irritated by the fact too.

‘Well, that will be an interesting interview I guess,’ I mumble back, at the fact that the guys will probably be stoned or something. So perfectly timed with this important interview, of course. Although, I have seen them getting shit faced a lot now throughout my working career for them, and I know that somehow they sometimes manage to hide it pretty well if they have to.

Noah turns his car from a quiet street into the heavier city center traffic as he shakes his head at the thought. ‘Oh, it will be the most interesting interview of our lives I fear with those clowns,’ he jokes, his tone a mix of amusement and slight annoyance. 

‘God,’ I say while I rub my forehead with my hand, ‘I just hope the people there need you and the band just for pictures or something, and leave the talking to me.’

‘Oh, I can absolutely relate to that, I hope so too. Those monkeys can say the most random shit ever whilst stoned… and we know how much they’re not that good with interviews and questions,’ Noah mutters out, his voice full of annoyance now, clearly also not starting to look forward to how disastrous this interview might turn out. 

‘Oh I know that, since you normally do the most of the talking when it comes to interviews.’

‘Exactly for that reason. I’m mostly the only one who can have some decent conversations and answer questions, while those guys are only thinking about their own business,’ Noah says as he slightly shakes his head again, clearly thinking about having to deal with the guys when they’re high as a kite.

I actually feel kinda bad for him as he tells me that, since interviews are also a just as important part of being in the career they are in, so I gently rub my hand up and down his thigh in a sweet gesture. ‘Yeah, I’m sorry about that.’

Noah gives a small chuckle at my touch and words, his eyes looking down at my hand touching his thigh, yet still focused on the road in front of him. His lips curl into a slight smile. ‘Thanks for the sympathy, little mouse…’ he then softly says, taking one of his hands briefly off the wheel to place his hand over mine.

‘Of course,’ I say as one corner of my mouth curls up, a warm feeling spreading through my body because of his returning gesture, butterflies appearing in my stomach. 

He then lets a silent, content sigh slip through his slight smile, his thumb soothingly caressing my hand. ‘How are you so sweet, mi amor?’ he asks quietly while he gently squeezes my hand, a warm look in his eyes as he glances sideways towards me from the driving. 

‘How and why are you suddenly so Spanish, cariño?’ I teasingly ask him, but also out of a little bit of actual curiosity. I myself took Spanish classes for years in my high school, so I know a bit of it still.

Noah slightly lifts his eyebrows at my question, but also seems to be surprised by my Spanish. ‘Well, I just love to talk Spanish to you I guess, it just feels so natural,’ he says with his seductive, playful tone, seeming to enjoy this a lot.

‘Claro que querido,’ I then casually decide to answer him with a smirk, wondering if he knows what I’m saying to him.

His mouth slightly drops open as his brows rise even higher in surprise upon hearing me say that, while also having a slightly dumbfounded grin on his face. As he speaks and looks over at me, a glint of excitement and arousal are in his eyes now. ‘Damn princes… What did you just call me?’

I can’t help but laugh a little, not being able to fight my smug and teasing grin anymore. ‘I just said: of course, dear,’ I explain to him with clear amusement on my face.

‘And why are you so goddamn hot when you talk like that, princesa?’ he asks with a more seductive, yet now also more amused and teasing tone, his eyes looking at my own expression, as his own smirk is still on his lips. ‘You never fail to excite me, mi amor…’

‘Hmm, I took Spanish lessons for years back in highschool. I am not that good anymore, I think,’ I shrug as I still have a smooth grin on my face.

‘Not that good anymore?’ he repeats my answer with slight disbelief, slightly shaking his head. ‘You’re not that good anymore even though you just spoke actual Spanish as if it's second nature for you to do so? And that’s coming from someone that loves to speak Spanish…’ he questions, shaking his head again, though that seductive and excited look is still in his eyes.

‘You do? Where does your love for the Spanish language come from?’ I ask him as I now look from the road back to him again in interest.

‘The sound of it is just so much better than any other language, don’t you think? It’s so sensual, and romantic,’ he says, his voice now lower. He glances at me, a small smirk on his lips as he slightly shakes his head. ‘Plus, I love it whenever they start speaking it in Mexican and Spanish dramas and movies… there’s something so sensual and arousing about it, you know?’

I nod as I slightly grin again. ‘I have to agree, yes. I loved it back in highschool when I came to the point where I could watch some series and movies without English subtitles. I felt so cool about it,’ I laugh as I roll my eyes when I think about it. 

Noah smiles at me and nods as he listens. ‘I can imagine… And that certainly does sound hot and impressive…’ he says slightly amused, and as he now talks turns in his dee[p and seductive voice. He looks over at me once more, his eyes trailing over your expression up and down, drinking in the sight of me.

‘Gracias, hombre guapo,’ I wink at him as I shake my head with a soft laugh after. I find it amusing that he goes so well on talking Spanish, finding it a funny yet exciting thing to tease him with as well.

Noah lets a small, slightly smug grin spread over his lips as his eyes twinkle even more with excitement. He looks back at me, his eyebrow slightly rising as he gazes at my expression. ‘De nada, mujer bonita,’ he responds as he mirrors my tone and returns my compliment, the language rolling smoothly off his tongue. 

I can’t help but feel a little flustered as he talks back in Spanish to me, chuckling a little, and of course Noah grins at the sight of it. I then notice that we have arrived at the Vogue building as I focus on the road in front of me again, and Noah pulls up on the driveway. 

‘Oh, is my little mouse getting flustered now from some Spanish?’ he teasingly and again seductively asks me, a smirk on his face as he slightly lifts an eyebrow at me, parking his car in a free spot in a covered, private parking garage next to the Vogue building. 

‘Callarse la boca,’ I mock at him as I mutter the words underneath my breath a little, pretending to look out of the window next to me in the car.

Noah’s smirk widens even further at my comment, of course knowing all too well that I’m still feeling flustered by him speaking Spanish to me. ‘No, no creo que lo haga,’ he counters in Spanish, his voice deep and teasing. He turns off the motor of his car and then leans a bit closer to me, tilting his head so he meets my gaze, an amused, challenging look in his eyes. 

I narrow my eyes at him as I can’t help but smirk again, enjoying our little teasing game towards each other. ‘Estúpido,’ I teasingly and daringly say to him, and his smirk curls into a grin, as I refer to him as an idiot. 

‘Cállate, mi amor…’ he says in response, reaching out to cup the side of my face with his hand, his thumb gently caressing my cheek.

‘Did you just tell me to shut up?’ I jokingly ask him as if I’m offended, now leaning closer towards him as well. He lifts his other hand up to place on my other cheek too, tilting my head just slightly towards him, a playful yet mischievous look in his eyes, his eyes looking over at my teasing expression.

‘Well, I don’t think you mind me telling you to shut up do you, princesa?’ he playfully counters with a chuckle, gently caressing my cheek again with his thumb. 

‘Maybe you should try and make me shut up, querido amante?’ I seductively yet also daringly ask him as a little tease, my gaze now trailing towards his lips.

‘Oh, I just know some pretty effective ways to shut up a cocky girl like you…’ he responds with a slight grin, his thumb now gently tracing over my parted lips, making my body yearn for him to be closer. His breath is slightly hitching in excitement as we meet each other’s eyes, our faces so close to each other.

‘De verdad piensas eso?’ I whisper back against his lips, loving how I can drive him insane by just talking Spanish to him.

‘Oh, es una promesa princesa…’ Noah slowly responds, his breath now more heavy, his thumb moving further across my cheek towards my chin, gently tilting it upwards as his thumb continues to trace my soft, warm lips. His eyes glances over my face, and my heart now begins to beat more rapidly in excitement. And just by his words and tone alone I want to rip his clothes off, getting all kinds of unholy thoughts in my mind, but then I’m getting reminded again that we are parked with his car in the parking lot of damn Vogue itself.

But Noah’s eyes can’t help but glance down at my lips, making me get pulled back into our intimate moment right away, my heart pounding away in my chest, the proximity between the two of us making my body burn with the need for him. He lets his thumb gently tilt my lips upwards, pulling and slightly lifting my chin, his thumb then gently caressing and tracing over my bottom lip, seeming to crave the exact same thing as me. And that makes me lose it, closing the little bit of space that is left between us by a quick movement towards his lips, kissing him slowly at first, but then more passionate after. He almost lets out a small whimper from the sheer need and excitement coursing through his body right now in the same way as me, his lips starting to move passionately over mine. His left hand on my jaw moves down towards holding my chin, his other hand gently placing on the back of my neck to keep me closer to him.

Our kiss makes me feel excited again very quickly, making me climb onto his lap in one smooth movement, surprising myself a little with it as well because of how well I pulled that off, making me chuckle a little against his lips.

‘Hello there,’ I teasingly mumble against his lips as I fumble at the button next to his seat, so his seat goes back a little, making a little more space for me. Noah lets out a surprised laugh against my lips as I do that, welcoming me by gently wrapping his arms around my waist as he almost pulls me closer by that, a devious smirk spreading over his lips and his hands gently move over the sides of my thighs. 

I kiss him again, parting his lips with my tongue as I then begin to unbutton his blouse, not wanting to waste a single moment anymore, a faint excited sigh leaves his lips as I do so. He gently slides his own tongue over mine, while his hands slide over my thighs around his lap towards my hips. I grow more excited by the second as I feel his hands do that. I let my hands roam all over his tattooed chest as his blouse opens up fully, kissing him more deeply and running my hands through his hair.

Noah lets out a small groan and sighs because of the sensations I’m giving him, moaning into my lips as I kiss him even more intensely. His hands slide over my hips, over my stomach and gently hold my body pressed against his own after. As I begin to slightly grind on his lap, he gently bites down my lip, slightly bucking his hips into mine. My damp era grows even wetter when I feel his now hard bulge poking against it, letting me softly groan and grind even more against him.

‘I know it’s so inappropriate to do something like this here but… I need you so fucking badly right now,’ I almost moan against his lips as I try to steady my breath, my hands now sliding towards his belt.

Noah quietly groans into my lips as I grind and play with his belt. ‘Me too… I don’t care-if you need me this badly, I’ll give it all to you princess,’ he whispers against my lips after between our heated, passionate kisses, his hands still holding my hips firmly as he bucks up into me again. 

His words and the way he shares his fantasy and desire with me is so attractive and hot to me, so I waste no moment and quickly loosen his belt. 

‘Hmm, so eager huh, princesa…?’ Noah whispers, his hands sliding further down to my hips, his breath growing heavier in excitement and anticipation. 

‘Only for you,’ I breathe as my hands then wrap around his member, letting my own pants and panties slide a little down as well with my other free hand. Noah's breath hitches as I do that, his hand gently holding my hips still as his head drops and tilts back against the headpillow of his chair, a shaky groan leaving his lips.

I then let him enter me without any hesitation, letting out a loud moan as he fully enters me. ‘Dios mío,’ I breathe out of pleasure as my eyes shut. 

‘Fuck,’ Noah moans out, as his head tilts back even more, as the feeling of my moans against his lips makes him sigh with pleasure. ‘Mierda… You feel so good,’ he moans between his panting, his body shaking from the sheer pleasure. 

‘Tú también,’ I reply to him as I start rocking my hips back and forth, panting and moaning out loud. 

‘You’re all mine,’ Noah groans into my lips, his eyes closing and breath hitching as he feels me move on his lap, his body shuddering from the feeling of sheer bliss. 

‘I’m all yours,’ I groan as I wrap my arms around his neck. Noah wraps his own arms round my waist, our chests now pressed closed together. His eyes are still closed as his breathing grows heavier, his body beginning to shake more. 

I pick up my pace even more, as my moans become more loud and hotter, my long hair falling behind my shoulders as I take it out of my bun, throwing my head back in pure pleasure.

‘Fuck,’ Noah now moans again in response of my movements, his own moans now mixing with mine, his head now moving to lean down and bury itself into the crook of my neck, making me quiver with ecstasy. 

‘You always feel so fucking good inside of me,’ I breathe as I rock my hips back and forth even faster, getting lost in him and the moment.

‘You feel so amazing too,’ Noah groans in a shaky-sounding, low tone, his body beginning to shiver and squirm from the overwhelming pleasure between us.

‘Me voy a correr pronto,’ I pant, also smirking a little out of curiosity if he knows what I’m saying right now; that I’m close to climaxing. 

Noah lets out a breathy laugh as he hears my words, smiling a little against my shoulder, his hand gently running through my hair, feeling that the feeling of my body pressed against his makes him shiver. Before he even answers my words, he can sense when my body begins to shake even more, the pressure growing between us two.

‘Me too, princesa,’ he moans back in a low breathless tone, his breathing heavy as he can feel himself getting to his tipping point as well.

I moan out of response, finding it very attractive and hot that he understood what I just said, my legs starting to tremble more and more. I grab both his shoulders, gently squeezing them as my jaw drops, my climax being so close to hitting me. Noah’s breath is growing more rapid as well in excitement. 

‘Querido maldito dios,’ I manage to get out before my body freezes, my arching as I almost cry out my climax, grabbing his shoulder more tightly for support. Noah lets out a low groan as he then comes together with me, his own body trembling and quivering. 

I then let my head lean against his shoulders as I try to catch my breath again, laughing a little in between. ‘Always knew those Spanish lessons would get in handy someday.’

Noah lets out a breathy laugh as well, trying to catch his own breath as well. He gives me a gentle playful squeeze of his arms around me after. ‘They definitely did… It’s kinda hot to hear you say those things in Spanish, princesa.’

‘Hmm, I noticed,’ I smirk as I lift my head up again and he lets out a low laugh, and I give him a quick peck on his lips before sitting back on my seat next to him again. I then neatly pull my pants up again, quickly running my hands through my hair as I pull it back up in a bun. 

‘Like nothing happened-all chill and professional right?’ I jokingly wink at him. He lets out a low laugh again, pulling his own pants and underwear back up again, his shirt still unbuttoned. 

‘Yep, totally normal,’ he says in a playful, sarcastic tone, a happy smile spreading over his lips as he gives me another one of his signature winks, giving me a warm feeling inside.

‘Another fantasy of mine being checked off my list so quickly yet again. You’re one of a kind, Sebastian,’ I chuckle as I help him button up his blouse, and he watches me do that with a smug smile spreading on his lips now. 

‘Told you I’m the best,’ he teasingly chuckles as he gently squeezes my thigh, and I sniff through my nose as I laugh at that, gathering my things together and then wanting to step out of his car. But before I can even fully open my own car door, Noah already steps out and walks towards me with quick steps taken with his long, fast legs, holding the door open with a cheeky look on his face, making me laugh for a moment. 

‘Whew, and also a gentleman? Man, I’m so lucky.’

He then gives me a mischievous yet flirty smile as he laughs a little, gently bowing down with a hand over his heart, giving me a slight wink as well. ‘I try, princess.’

When I step out of the car, he shuts the door behind me and locks it again, giving me another playful wink as he does, making me shake my head with a small giggle, walking out of the parking lot. 

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Indisposed (Noah Sebastian fanfic): chapter eight

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Authors note: hi, here is a new chapter, sorry it took a little longer, life's a bit messy atm dtyughijop

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I take in his medium sized bedroom as we are upstairs-the several vans posters on his wall, some pictures and posters of his own band, pictures with the band members and what I assume are friends and family, some hang up on the wall, and some behind photo frames. Two guitars are standing in the corner of his room, there is a whole computer and music setup, and a lot of writing sheets are being spread out on his desk. My curiosity to know about everything in his room and the stories behind it as I see it all, and I feel kinda honored but also quite happy and flattered that he allows me in his personal space, something I assume he doesn't allow everyone to. 

He slowly leads me over to his chair by his desk, and without saying a word, I feel his wrap around my waist before he gently guides me to sit on his lap as he sits down on the chair. He moves his hands softly through my hair, pulling me in closer and letting his lips press against my shoulder, teasingly, before he lets out a soft sigh as he feels my body closer to him.

‘I know,’ he whispers against my skin, his lips moving teasingly from my shoulder, to slowly move up to my cheek, until he meets my lips.

‘I know…? You know what?’ I ask him with furrowed eyebrows as I break our kiss, a small smile curling up on my lips after. ‘That your desk needs some cleaning?’ I then teasingly joke, as I nod at his desk full of music sheets, pens, and other kinds of notes.

He smiles at my joke, chuckling softly and shaking his head a little. His hand softly slides from my stomach to my hips, as he begins softly caressing my thighs, my dress against his fingers. His breath slightly trembles against my lips, his arms pulling down a little on me, and his lips brush past my ear slightly, before they press against the skin there. 

‘I know…’ he then says softly, ‘that you want me…’

‘You have guessed that very right,’ I smile with my eyes closed, enjoying his lips against my skin, but I sigh through my nose after. ‘But I meant it when I said that I’m tired, Noah. And…’ I let his hands slide further up my thighs. ‘these two are very, uh, sore to say at least,’ I softly chuckle.

He makes another small, playful growl as he hears what I say to hum, and in a swift motion, his arms slide under my thighs, and immediately lifts me further towards him on his lap, smiling up into my eyes, making my heart beat a little faster by the lights of outside the window shining upon them, it being the only thing that currently lights his bedroom. 

‘Then no touching of the legs,’ he mumbles softly yet mischievously, before his lips press against mine with passion, letting his tongue slide over my bottom lip, begging for me to let him in.

‘Fine,’ I mumble back as I then open my mouth, letting him slip in, and I get lost in our heavy kiss for a moment. 

He growls against my lips as I allow him in, his tongue dancing and pushing through my mouth, feeling me. I let him feel my taste, the way my mouth feels, how my teeth feel against his tongue. His lips push even more against mine as he only intensifies the kiss more and more, and I do enjoy every moment of it. I whimper a few times through my lips as our kiss grows intense, truly wishing I could go further than this, but I fear my body can’t currently hold up with our activities from the past few days.

‘Noah,’ I now mumble against his lips, ‘c’mon. Let’s go to sleep,’ I say with a little smile, also secretly loving it a bit that he can’t seem to get enough of me.

He pouts a little now, a jokingly puppy-like expression on his face. His fingers still softly touch my thighs, softly caressing my skin, and he chuckles softly as he sees me struggling to keep my eyes open. ‘Let’s indeed do that, sleepy head,’ he softly says as he smiles sweetly at me, getting up with me still in his arms, carrying me towards his bed. He smiles down into my eyes as he softly lets my body sink into the soft comfort of the mattress as he lays me down on it.

I love the feeling of his mattress giving me a soft and welcoming hug towards the sleep I desperately want right now, but my mind then lets me shot awake again as I suddenly realise again that my suitcase is still in the tour bus, which I planned to get out in the morning for my stuff.  I groan, keeping my eyes shut as I talk to Noah, mumbling with sleep still in my system.

‘Ugh… I now realise that my suitcase is still in the tour bus, I was planning to get my stuff out of it in the morning anyway since our free week. But… no way in hell I’m gonna sleep in this thing,’ I huff, tucking at my short dress. I then open my eyes, teasingly pouting as I ask him: ‘Do you have a shirt that I can wear?’

He smiles at my innocent gesture, and also chuckles a bit. ‘You want me to do the cliche of taking my shirt off for you to wear?’ he says teasingly, looking down into my eyes with a smirk on his face.

‘You cocky ass,’ I playfully cuss at him with a smirk. ‘I would have absolutely nothing against you taking your shirt off. But it can be any shirt, silly.’

Noah playfully growls at me, now pretending to get over me, putting his hands on my waist before he slowly lowers his head down to plant playful kisses right on the skin of my stomach and my chest, before he leans up again and looks into my eyes.

‘What if… I want to see you in a shirt that is like, a thousand times too big for you…? With nothing underneath… your body bare, only the shirt…’ he teasingly shares his fantasy, as he bites his lip softly as the vision seems to appear into his mind. 

I can’t help but grin and bite my lip as well, the thought making me feel a little excited and warm as well despite my tiredness. ‘Well, I could do that. Gladly so.’

He shakes his head at those words, not seeming to believe that I would have no problem with his suggestion. ‘You’d do that… for me…?’ he whispers, his voice dropping.

‘Of course. Anything is better than this piece of shit,’ I say, tucking at my dress again. I slowly sit up, and look at him with a twinkle in my eyes. ‘Go ahead and give me the shirt.’

Noah can’t seem to help and chuckle at that. ‘Okay, okay,’ he says, turning around and walking to his closet. He grabs a very loose, very oversized thin grey shirt of his and smiles as he walks back to me, and then hands it to me. 

‘Here you go, beautiful,’ he says, his eyes filled with love and amusement at the same time as he looks down into mine.

‘Thank you,’ blushing slightly at his compliment. I begin to zip down my dress, leaving me in nothing but my panties. I put on his big shirt, it sliding comfortably and smoothly over my body, the fabric feeling soft on my skin. It smells like his nice scent, and I smile at him. ‘Much better.’

He softly smirks in response to my smile and words, taking me in. ‘It suits you,’ he says playfully yet honestly at once, before he takes off his own t-shirt that he is wearing and after that his pants, leaving him in just his boxers. His shirt is now laying on the ground beneath him, revealing his tattoos underneath and abs. He smiles into my eyes, smirking again.

His appearance will always leave me kinda breathless for a moment, his beauty being mesmerising for me every time. As I lay down again he lays beside me, and I rest my head against my hands folded underneath it, looking him into his eyes. He softly moves one hand through my hair, letting his fingertips caress every strand of it, softly caressing my skin as well, as he then pushes my hair out of my neck. His eyes look into mine with a soft look, and he then leans down to press his lips against my forehead, planting a slow,  soft and romantic kiss there as he does.

‘I could get used to this,’ he says softly, yet also playfully. 

I chuckle while I close my tired eyes, and I sigh contentedly through my nose. ‘Me too.’

Noah smiles as he hears my response to him. He softly plants another kiss right on the tip of my nose, letting his lips softly dance against the skin there a little, before he gently pulls away and smiles. 

‘Go ahead and sleep, Hailey,’ he softly says, his voice dropping. He again gently pushes his fingers through my hair, caressing my skin there. I sleepily nod at his words, relaxing and feeling safe in his embrace and by his touch. His hand then moves a little bit more slowly, yet also with a more intention now, softly massaging my scalp. I enjoy it so much, and it both makes me want to drift asleep but also stay awake so I can take it all in just a little bit longer. When he can see me fighting a little to keep my eyes open, an amused smirk slowly appears on his lips.

‘Are you sure you are not falling for me, beautiful? I think I might just be making you fall asleep like this on purpose. I think I like that…’ he whispers, teasing me a little bit before he places another soft kiss on my nose, chuckling softly.

‘Shut up Sebastian,’ I manage to mumble back at him before I drift away to sleep, his light chuckle the only sound left for me to hear before doing so. 

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My eyes slowly flutter open when I see and feel the sun softly and gently shine through the curtains in front of windows of Noah’s house, having to think twice for a moment when I look around me, and then realise again that I am at the band’s apartment. I smile softly as I see Noah laying next to me, still asleep. His head is almost leaning against my chest, and his lips are slightly parted so soft snores can escape. I gently stroke my fingers through his soft, messy hair, as I look at him with love and admiration for a moment. He looks so peaceful, and it warms my heart.

My touch does awaken him though, and his eyes slowly flutter open, blinking a few times. His lips curve into a soft, sleepy smile as he sees me looking down at him. His arms are still wrapped around me, like how I fell asleep next to him, and when his eyes slip towards it for a second he smiles a little bigger. 

‘Hmm, good morning beautiful,’ Noah breathes softly, his voice now even deeper than before because of his drowsy state.

I smile back at him, my cheeks slightly blushing by the way he greets me. 'Good morning. How did you sleep?’

‘I slept amazing… never slept better,’ he softly says, his hands gently caressing my waist, softly messaging the skin there with his fingertips. ‘How about you?’

‘I slept really good as well, actually,’ I respond, my chest fluttering because of his words. ‘Do you mean that? That you’ve never slept better?’

He smiles at me, as he then looks up deep into my eyes. ‘I mean that with all my heart, Hailey,’ he breathes, ‘that I truly have never slept better before.’

His fingertips now softly caress my skin underneath his grey shirt I’m wearing, gently brushing against my skin there, yet making his intentions clear, making the corners of my mouth curl up in a little smirk. ‘Already so touchy this morning, hmm?’

He smirks back at me through my comment, his dark pretty eyes still deeply looking into mine, before he slowly pushes his finger underneath my shirt more, caressing my skin. 

‘I like touching your skin,’ he then breathed, almost in a whisper, his fingers then stroking my waist, yet slowly moving up towards my stomach.

I bite my lip as he does that, goosebumps appearing on my skin. ‘Don’t you want something to eat first?’

His eyes watch my goosebumps, and a smirk is on his face as I say that. ‘If I’m being honest,’ he breathes, ‘my mind is just… Really focused on just one thing right now…’

A deep chuckle escapes his lips when he looks up into my eyes again, a cheeky smile on his face, his fingers slowly moving to the hem of my shirt.

‘I see,’ I say while I also let out a playful chuckle, smirking mischievously at him. ‘Well, I gladly volunteer to be replaced as your breakfast right now,’ I then say with a small giggle.

Noah immediately smirks as he knows what I’m telling him, and his eyes turn to look hungirly as his gaze doesn’t leave mine. ‘Oh, so you’d like me to have you for breakfast, do you…?’ he softly says, yet a smirk makes it very clear to me that he is enjoying this quite a lot before he pushes my shirt slightly up.

‘If you don’t mind… I would indeed like that, yeah,’ I grin as I feel his fingers sliding up by the second, as the fingers of his other hand go lower and lower at the same time. 

My answer seems to make his hunger for me grow, his hands now trailing up and down more quickly. ‘Mhm, not at all…’ he says, a smirk again appearing on his face. ‘I am quite hungry, so you better be ready for me to fully enjoy you this morning.’

‘Fully ready here,’ I answer him with a daring twinkle in my eyes, feeling myself growing excited and needy for him by the second.

He then again chuckles, his smirk turning from mischievous to hungry again the more he touches my body. ‘Good… Come sit on my lap,’ he whispers, slowly pushing himself up in a seated position as he then pats his lap for me to do so.

I do as he says, and tilt my head at him as I sit down on his lap, a playful smile now curling up my lips. ‘And now what…?’

His hungry eyes watch me as I sit down, his lips turning in a small smirk again. ‘Now this,’ he breathes before his hands reach around me, grabbing my thighs before he picks me up, to sit on top of him even more so I am straddling him by now. Softly, his lips press against my neck right after that, sucking softly at my bare skin there. I whimper as he does that, and as his hands slide underneath my shirt again to softly squeeze my skin, I decide to take it off in one smooth motion. 

Noah bites his lip a little as soon as my bare skin is on display for him to enjoy, his smirk returning even more as he now hungrily admires me. His hands run over my curves, caressing my bare skin on my stomach and waist. By the way my hips sometimes grind against his by the movements we make, I can feel his hard bulge poking against my thighs. 

I now grin very widely, as I say with a small giggle: ‘Bonjour.’

He softly smirks at my comment, before he softly kisses me again, his hand running from my waist to my face. ‘You’re so naughty,’ he breathes softly with a teasing tone in his voice, yet one of pure lust and desire as well.

His hand softly caresses my cheek before moving towards my waist again, feeling my bare skin there as they run all over my curves slowly, his thumb then softly stroking my nipple to tease me. A soft gasp and moan escapes from my lip, and I grab his hair to pull him into a deep kiss. He pulls me even closer to him, his hand now moving towards my lower back, feeling my skin with his palm before his fingers softly dig into it. His lips move against mine deeply, yet also needy, soft moans escaping him as he kisses me. His hand is caressing my bare back, then all the way down to my panties.

I guide his hand to take it off, my already wet spot grinding against his boxers in an almost pleading way as we still kiss, desperate for him to take it off and feel him again. I can feel him grin against my lips as he feels my movements, a deep, soft chuckle leaving him at my actions. He moves his lips even deeper against mine, his hand running through my hair, before it moves down to my thigh and his fingers softly dig themselves into my skin there.

‘Someone is desperate, huh?’ he whispers playfully at me, his fingers running up and down my thigh softly, feeling my movements quicken against him, making him slightly groan in response.

‘Shut up,’ I mumble, Noah’s grin only growing wider. He then slowly tries to push me back onto the mattress again, causing me to look at him in question. 

‘I want to taste you first, mouse,’ he mischievously smiles at me as I now fully lie down, his head slowly going down, the sound of his teasing voice sending a shiver down my spine. ‘You are my breakfast, remember?’

I gasp when his head only goes more downward, his lips kissing my thighs as he does so, my eyes staring back at a deeply hungry Noah. A soft whimper escapes my lips as his tongue licks the skin of my thighs, before he places a soft bite down just to enjoy the sound of another whimper from my lips. And dear Lord, I truly try not to let my whimpers and moan sound all too loudly, because I love and absolutely lose it when he gives me head, just like when he did last time. When his tongue touches my damp spot, and places kisses all over it, I bite my lip so hard that I almost make it bleed to hold back my cries of pleasure.

He softly groans at my reactions to his every movement, his hands caressing my upper thigh again as he feels it twitch a little with my pleasure. His eyes look up from down there, watching every expression that my face makes as he places one soft kiss after the other, driving me absolutely mad.

‘You seem to be quite sensitive to my kisses and touches…’ he breathes softly, his breath blowing against my core, before he places another soft bite down, his fingers running over the skin of my thighs again a moment after that.

My eyes roll back by all the pleasure I am receiving, grabbing his sheets tightly in my hands. ‘I just… love getting head I guess,’ I mumble in between moans. 

He softly groans again, his fingers digging a little more into my thighs as he watches the way he has such an effect on me-and I can tell he loves being able to make me feel like this. His tongue licks the spot before he softly whispers, teasing me a little more: ‘I know…’

He then places up a soft bite in the same area, moving up to kiss a trail from there, on my stomach. One hand moves up to caress my chest, soft and gentle massages placed on my breasts as he moves upwards. It feels like I own the whole damn Niagara falls myself down there, I just get wetter and more aroused by his tongue and the way his hands cup my breasts, and I just moan his name over and over again as I pant.

Noah’s hands caress my chest just a little longer before he moves up, his eyes hungrily looking into mine as he gets more to my level. Yet, with another hungry smirk on his face, he softly bites the skin down at my chest, softly sucking at it as he now feels my moans against him. He groans himself now as well, his tongue softly and teasingly licking at the spot he bit down. 

‘Say that again,’ he breathes, teasing me with it as well it seems. But I already moan out his name again when I feel his tongue against my chest again, the grip on his sheets by my hands only growing tighter.

Another satisfied sigh escapes him as he hears me moan his name, and slowly, he moves up my chest even more, moving to now above me as he looks down at me with his seductive eyes. He softly caresses my cheek, his thumb doing the same with my lips as well for a moment before he plants a soft kiss on them. 

‘You sound so cute right now, you know… But you moan my name so beautifully…’ he breathes, whispering the next words softly against my lips: ‘I think I would like to hear it again… Do you think you could do that for me, Hailey?’

After he said those seductive and hot words to me, his palm gently yet perfectly cups my wet core again so the pleasure shoots through me just like that, over and over, so his name falls over my lips again. He softly chuckles as I do that, his eyes staring deeply into mine as my body twitches yet again. Motherfucker.  

He then lowers his head, whispering the words: ‘I want to hear you loud, Hailey…’

His grip on my skin becomes just a bit firmer, his body pressing more against mine now as he looks me deep in my eyes again, his lips right up against mine. ‘One more time… say it,’ he whispers as he moves in a little more, almost pressing his lips onto mine. 

I return his kiss as I whimper into his mouth, and gasp as I feel his length slide inside of me., making a loud groan escaping from Noah’s throat.

‘I can’t get enough of you, you know that?’ he pants when his head now hovers over mine again, his necklace dangling from his neck against mine. ‘I just have to feel you, over and over again,’ he groans as his hips start to thrust.

It makes me repeat his name again as if it’s my favorite prayer, giving me everything I want and need. His grip on my waist and side only tightens more, another moan escaping him as he buries himself more inside me, the pleasure growing even more with every passing second. His head moves down again, nibbling and sucking at my neck while his body moves against me with every thrust, his pace growing a little more intense.

‘I can’t get enough of you,’ he repeats into my ear, my name escaping him as he breathes out deeply, his teeth softly nibbling at my skin before he sighs the words again. The necklace he is wearing moves back and forth as his body does as well.

‘You fuck me so good,’ I moan when he keeps on thrusting inside of me, making me dig my nails deep into his back. 

‘And I love to fuck you,’ Noah breathes while looking me straight into my eyes, his never leaving mine as he pants out while moving inside of me. ‘I can’t get enough of it, of you-I’m just so, so addicted to you,’ he now moans, making me moan as well.

As his movements become faster, he evilly cocks his brow at me. ‘Can’t keep it in any longer now, can’t you now sweetheart?’

My eyes roll back, almost unable to answer, his movements and words almost making my side blurry because of all the pleasure at once. His movements grow more intense with the second, a smirk on his face as he watches me, clearly loving to see that his words have this effect on me. I dig my nails a little more in his back, and as I do so it seems to encourage him to go on even longer with his movements, his moans only growing louder. He pulls me even closer by my waist, making me pant a little harder.

‘I’m so close,’ I then moan, making him groan deeply, his eyes staring back into mine.

‘Just a little more…’ he whispers in my ear, before his lips sink to my neck and chest again, placing sloppy kisses as his breath is now almost as hot and heavy as my moans. His movements continue to grow more and more intense, the rhythm of it picking up more. 

Noah’s movements are heavenly, but the thoughts it gives me are not at all. My mouth stays wide open as I moan his name again, cursing when he hits my spot again, feeling my legs slowly starting to tremble, a sign that I can’t hold back my climax back any longer.

‘Go for it,’ he whispers in my ear as he feels my body tremble. His own moan grow more intense as well, the sounds escaping him now more loud and deep than they were before, and for fuck’s sake-it’s hot. His pace continues at the same speed, making me curl my toes and arch my back.

‘Oh my fucking God,’ I moan out loud as I hit my climax, closing my eyes as I pant out. 

His pace continues at first, as if he tries to help me through it, before his own body starts to twitch and his grip on my body becomes even tighter as he rides out his own climax with me. His own breathing and moans get even more intense as well as they are mixed with mine, his eyes closed..

‘Oh my God,’ he moans as well, his breathing still heavy, his pace continuing but also slowing down for a moment as he pulls me into another kiss.

I briefly smile through his kiss and when he gets off me, I am still laying down though, trying to catch my breath for a moment. Noah's breathing is as heavy as he lies down next to me, a satisfying sigh escaping when he rests his hand softly on my stomach, his eyes softly looking at me, yet it’s still filled with hunger as well. He takes one moment to just observe my expression for a moment, before another teasing smile of desire spreads on his face, his eyes still hungrily looking at me before he softly speaks. 

‘I can’t seem to keep my hands off you…’

I smirk while rolling my eyes at the same time. ‘My back can never catch a break, can it?’

He softly chuckles at that before he looks up at his wall, his fingers gently caressing my stomach as he now seems to think about my comment. 

‘Now with me around,’ he then grins after a moment as he looks down at me, another hungry expression on his face. His fingers softly move up to my belly button, his breath still heavy as he continues to caress the skin there with his touch.

‘I’ve noticed,’ I chuckle, but then slowly sit up, looking at him with a mischievous expression on my face. ‘How about my back getting a little break, but at the same time, I can give you some pleasure now?’

Noah looks at me for a moment, his interest clearly seeming to peak. He then grins at me. ‘Is that so?’ he says, a chuckle escaping him as he looks at me with a curious look on his face now.

‘Mhm,’ I nod, slowly spreading his legs so I can sit between them. His eyes are now fixed on me with a mixture of curiosity and excitement, the hungry look only growing more as he stares back at me. While looking him straight into his eyes, I slowly go down on his member with his mouth.

A soft groan escapes Noah as he feels my lips immediately, his fingers gently running through my hair. His breath hitches softly for a moment as I take him into my mouth, his eyes not leaving mine. I can’t help but smirk when I notice the way I make him feel as my mouth goes on him, my tongue sliding up and down now and then. His breath becomes even more laboured and heavy as I continue, his hands not leaving my hair. He softly groans again as I glance up at him, a low breath escaping him again as his eyes are still fixed on me.

‘Oh man…’ he whispers quietly, his fingers gently running through my locks still as he plays with it, his eyes staring at me with deep hunger and need. I can’t help but grow a little damp again myself by the way he looks at me mixed with his sounds, giving me motivation to pick up my pace.

It makes him moan loudly and deep, his fingers now firmly grabbing my hair, not able to keep his eyes from me at all. His moans get even more intense by the second as I keep moving and licking him, his breath becoming heavier and heavier. 

‘You just look so good like that, my God,’ he groans, his words shooting through me like electricity, making me feel even wetter.

‘Do I now?’ I evilly grin at him between my kisses on his member. His eyes staring back at me with more intensity as I do so, making him groan loudly again. My words and looks at him makes him start to twitch, his grip on his sheets as well on my hair getting a bit more firm with each passing moment. 

‘You do,’ he whispers with a moan, his breath becoming even more unsteady as well. The grip on my hair makes the moment even hotter to me, and I lick and kiss his member even more as I feel and taste him getting closer every second. 

‘Oh God,’ he then groans with his eyes now firmly fixed on me, his breathing growing even more heavy now as he gently caresses the skin of my thighs. 

‘Oh God,’ he moans again as his body almost trembles now. ‘Please… Just a little longer…’ he manages to whisper through his moans, almost sounding pleading. 

‘Can you hold that back though?’ I smirk, making my movements more intense by the second. His body is just on the brink now, his moans growing louder and more intense with every passing second. 

‘God,’ he groans again, the grip on my hair getting a little firmer as well. ‘I can’t…’ he moans, his breath growing heavier, ‘please…’

‘Let it go, baby,’ I seductively whisper as I look him straight into his eyes, loving how he folds underneath my touch and words, making me feel powerful and hot.

His body then trembles, his breath becoming hot and heavy for a moment more, before everything is released. He moans as he holds onto me with his grip on my hair and shoulder, softly squeezing me as he rides out his orgasm, his breath still heavy for a little bit, before he moans my name and pulls me back up as he slowly lays back. 

‘You’re welcome,’ I wink as I lay beside him on my side, resting my head on the palm of my hand. He chuckles softly, looking over at me with a teasing and satisfied grin on his face.

‘Oh don’t worry…’ he starts, his voice husky for a moment, still trying to adjust to breathing after what I helped him ride out. ‘You can get your payment as soon as I’m not feeling so… exhausted anymore,’ he grins, resting his hand to gently caress my cheek.

‘As much as I love hearing those words… I truly want to shower now,’ I groan, getting up again and stretching my body. ‘I need some hot water on me.’

‘Oh yeah, go ahead then,’ Noah nods, still breathing a little heavy, making me grin as I bite my lip. Oh how I love to see him so out of breath because of me.

‘Thank you. I’ll try to make it quick,’ I wink at him, then looking a little lost around me. ‘After you of course showed me where I can find your bathroom,’ I sheepishly add.

He chuckles softly, giving a low nod as he continues to sit on his bed, his feet now on the floor and leaned forward, looking up to me. ‘That’s the door over there,’ he says, his eyes fixed on mine, as he points at the door in the corner of his room. I can’t help but feel my cheeks heat up a little by the way he sits and looks up to me like that, but then nod as I follow his eyes, giving him a quick peck on his nose. 

‘Behave while I’m in the shower,’ I playfully tease before I turn around to walk towards the door of his bathroom and open it. 

‘No promises,’ I hear him say behind me, his grin clear in his voice as he then lets out an amused and teasing chuckle, making me roll my eyes. 

As I enter his own bathroom-I guess the band has two bathrooms in their apartment and Noah uses this one the most since it’s close to his bedroom- I feel a little awkward to just look around to find some shower gel and stuff, since my suitcase is still in the tour bus and I am now in his own personal space. The tile walls of the bathroom are dark, the color having a chic kinda brown, and a round mirror hangs above a small sink, with a lot of hair, shampoo and other care-products standing on it. I just grab the first few things I can find that have familiar brand logos on it, thankful that there is a pile of towels in the corner of a little black shelf, and then turn on the shower.

Suddenly, I hear Noah groan out of his bedroom, making me chuckle whilst shaking my head as I then close the door from his bathroom. ‘You’ll survive that little moment without me,’ I teasingly yell at him when I step under the warm water now coming out of the showerhead. 

I quietly hum as I rub some shampoo in my hair, loving the scent that comes free from it. It’s a scent filled with peony, a little musk and some other fruit I can’t call off the top of my head right now, but it smells really good. I secretly make a note in my head to buy a bottle myself sometime. I take some extra time to let the water from the showerhead run against my back, groaning a little because of my sore muscles, but then giggling softly to myself as I think back of why it’s so sore right now, my cheeks heating up a little. I then start to shave my legs, grabbing a new disposable blade out of a package I spot and quickly rub them in with shaving cream. As I do so, I quietly begin my current favorite song to myself, a little without thinking actually, as it is a thing I usually do when I am in the shower. When I’m done I quickly wash away the after shave and then the rest of my body, and after that turn off the shower. 

As I grab a towel when I have stepped out of the shower and dry myself off, I begin to look for a hairdryer, since I always try to avoid wearing my hair damp as much as possible since I mostly  do not like the feeling of my wet hair touching my shoulders and such. 

‘Noah?’ I call him out loud. ‘Do you have a hairdryer by any chance?’

I hear him getting up from his bed and then walking over to the door, softly calling back: ‘Yeah, yeah I do,’ and then he steps in the bathroom to open up a drawer to hand me the hairdryer that’s in there. ‘Need me to bring it in?’

‘That’s okay, thank you,’ I softly smile before patting him gently on the cheek with my hand. 

Noah smiles as well, a satisfied and soft look on his face as he lets his eyes softly look at me, his hand gently and sweetly placed over my hand still on his cheek as he squeezes it. He then softly leans in, kissing my forehead with a soft, little kiss, before he hands me his hairdryer. ‘There you go,’ he quietly says, still smiling as he lets go of my hand again.

I feel myself getting flustered by his sweet gesture, and nod as I plug in the hairdryer, starting to blowdry my hair. Noah just stands there for a few little moments as I am busy doing my hair, seeing him leaning against the door frame, his eyes still fixed on me. 

Of course it makes my cheeks turn warm again, but if he would make a teasy comment about it, I would just blame the hairdryer. After glazing back at him a few times, I then decided to playfully ask him: ‘What? Am I doing my hair that terribly?’

He can’t seem to stop himself from smiling when I glance back at him, a soft chuckle even falling from his lips now. ‘God, no, you’re doing great,’ he softly says, his eyes fixed on me with a loving look, making me feel all warm inside.

‘Good,’ I then chuckle, turning the hairdryer off the hairdryer as I’m done. I let the towel around my body drop to the floor after, putting my panties and bra on after. His eyes go down my body as I do so, and I hear his breath hitch for a little moment, his eyes taking the view of my naked figure that I then dress for a long moment, before he takes a deep breath and tears his eyes away as he looks up to my face again with a somewhat flustered expression on his face. I bite my lip as I try to fight back a grin.

‘I saw that,’ I can’t help but wink at him as I walk past him to go to the bedroom again as I am dressed, but with a disappointed frown after. ‘Ah, shit. My suitcase is of course still in the tour bus. All my clothes are in there.’

I bite my lip again, as I then look at Noah. ‘I’ve heard that the tour bus is now parked close by. Would you mind getting my suitcase for me?’ I ask him, then looking down at myself. ‘Can’t really get it myself without any clothes on,’ I sheepishly chuckle after.

Noah then lets out a little moan in slight frustration. ‘God… I’m gonna kick the other guys’ ass for that… I asked them to bring your suitcase with them last night but I think they forgot,’ he softly chuckles, rubbing his eye for a second before he walks over to his closet and grabs a set of simple sweatpants and shirt, putting on those himself after he put on some boxer shorts first. 

I almost feel guilty for asking him, but to be honest, I was too tipsy last night to even think about my suitcase, going to Noah’s house as soon as he offered me to join him. It is very sweet that he thought about it himself.

After changing in his comfortable clothes, he looks at me again as he sees my somewhat guilty look on my face. ‘It’s okay Hailey, don’t worry.’ He then gets a teasing little smile on his face. 

‘You can probably wear some of my things for now, huh? Until I return?’ he asks with a playful glance at me.

‘Alright. I’ll look through your closet and pick out a real nice shirt of yours,’ I wink, and then quickly add: ‘if you don’t mind, of course.’

He lets out a gentle chuckle, a little grin appearing on his face. ‘I’d love to see you in one of my shirts again,’ he grins softly, a more teasing and suggestive sparkle in his eyes again. 

‘Well, even more reasons to hurry your ass back to me, mhm?’ I tease him.

‘Hmm, I guess so. Even more if it makes you as excited as it makes me,’ he grins back, taking a step closer to me, his eyes now fixed on mine as his words carrying a slightly suggestive sparkle. ‘So… well, I’ll see you,’ he then laughs softly, before turning around and walking over to the bedroom door again to leave. 

I shake my head as he leaves, leaving me in his bedroom alone. I walk towards his closet, opening it which reveals me a bunch of Noah’s jeans, sweaters and t-shirts and such. I snoop around a little, and find a black tee with the Bad Omens logo on it, a moth design underneath it. I giggle a little for a moment-the shirt is way too big compared to my own size, and as I pull it over my head, the nice and warm scent of Noah surrounds me like a hug. I stand in front of the mirror that hangs in front of one door of his closet, spinning around a little and looking at my reflection. The shirt is almost like a little dress on me, and I smirk at the funny sight of it. 

As I wait for Noah to return, I get my phone that shows me all the missed notifications I’ve had from the last few hours.  And of course… because I still haven’t responded to my mothers text or calls yet from last night, she added even more to it. I sigh deeply through my nose, deciding that I should call her back, now actually hoping that Noah takes his time with my suitcase, because if he would hear  anything from this phone call… it would be quite embarrassing for me.

‘Hailey,’ my mother answers the phone with her high-pitched, annoying voice, thick with her English accent. ‘I thought you would never call me back.’

‘I was actually quite considering that after all the notifications I got from you,’ I mumble back at her. 

‘Yet you always call me back, dear,’ mother answers me with a little laugh, and I can already picture her bright, fake, manipulative smile in my head as she does so.

‘Do I really have a choice, mum?’ I sarcastically answer her. ‘You blow up my phone if I don’t answer for one night. Why have you tried to call me anyway?’

‘To talk about what you posted last night, of course,’ she then answers, ignoring the rest of what I said. ‘That picture… that picture that you posted of you and… what’s his name again?’

‘His name is Noah, mother, as you should know by now,’ I mutter, irritated. 

‘Oh, yeah yeah, of course. Well, I just wondered why you posted it.’

My cheeks now heat up a little as she asks me that, and I clear my throat. ‘Well… we are… dating. Sorta. Kinda. I mean, we grew feelings for each other.’

For a few moments, it’s dead silent on the other side of my phone, making me clench my jaw a little. Of course she disapproves. Of course she would most definitely find it outrageous. 

‘Feelings? You got feelings for that Noah guy?’ my mother then quietly, yet with clear disgust asks me, and my jaw clenches even more.

‘Yes, mother, I have feelings for Noah. It’s so ridiculous that you judge him by his looks and you don’t even know him! That’s really unfair and you know that. Not everyone worships Christianity and your holy Lord,’ I angrily say to her whilst also rolling my eyes after.

‘Excuse me? Hailey, I think you should really stop trying to push your very worrying and dangerous thoughts about the Lord on me, how many times have I told you that?!’ my mother now beams through my phone, making me sit up and walk around in circles through Noah’s room out of pure frustration by her words. 

‘I need to stop pushing?’ I say with a sarcastic scoff. ‘Mum, when are you going to accept that I won’t ever follow that bullshit religion of yours!’

My mother loudly gasps through the phone at that, as if every time I try to make my point and set my boundaries, it’s the first time she hears it. ‘Hailey, don’t you dare-’

‘No, don’t you dare trying to play this game with me, it has been going on for years now!’ I now yell at her. 

‘What game are you talking about? Hailey, you have no idea how many times me and your father have been praying for you to come back to us, back home here in the UK, in your hometown, with your family, where you belong. Away from that satanic job of yours in America-’

‘What? You and father have been praying for me? Oh, I’m so sorry mother-how could I not thank you for that! I will turn my ass back to the UK now after you kicked me out!’ I now sarcastically yell back, running with my fingers through my hair out of stress, frustration and anger.

‘Hailey Clark, you listen to me-’

‘No, you listen to me-’

‘Hailey, your father is sick.’

As soon as the words leave my mothers mouth through the phone, my own immediately closes. A silence follows, with me trying to get my racing thoughts-and heart-in order and calm now. My father is sick?

‘Father is sick?’ I now ask my mom with a small crack in my voice, it being a lot more quietly sounding now, as I sit down back on Noah’s bed again. ‘Since… since when?’

I hear my mother quietly sigh through the phone. ‘He has been for a couple of months now.’

‘Okay…’ I quietly answer, not really knowing what to say. ‘How is he doing now? What kinda illness does he have?’

‘It’s lung cancer,’ my mother then answers, making my heart drop. Lung cancer? How? And why did they keep this away from me for so long? Why didn’t I know sooner? Would Kate already know? Of course she would.

‘Cancer? For… How… Why am I just hearing this now?’ I stumble, my voice slightly shaky. 

‘You have been quite busy with your job, it didn’t seem a good idea to me to inform you right away,’ my mother answers, her voice sounding arrogant, making me feel mad all over again.

‘Seriously? You blame me having a busy job for not telling me sooner?’ I snap. ‘That’s not fair and you know it! I have bills to pay as well, mum! And my job is my passion, you know that! How dare you use that against me in already such a vulnerable situation already-’

‘Calm down now, Hailey,’ my mother now snaps back at me. ‘It’s not like you can do anything anyway. Your father and I are in the UK, and you are all the way there in America.’

I am a little at loss for words from her request, again running my fingers through my hair out of nerves. ‘But… I can’t. My job..’

‘Your job is more important than your dying father?’ my mum asks me with disgust, knowing very well how to talk and act with the perfect tone to show her true feelings and just throw it against me like always, like I am in the wrong and she never is. Besides that, she knows very well how I meant the thing I just said.

‘I’m not saying that,’ I snap back. ‘It's just… I have a few days off now, like a week, I mean I supposed it could work. But still, I have a very important interview tomorrow, which is very important for my career-this is all coming very sudden and unexpected, you do understand that right?’

‘Yeah, yeah,’ she just mumbles back. ‘Then just come the day after you’re done with the interview. Just a couple of days, for your fathers sake.’

I bite my lip at her words. The bond between me and my father is quite the opposite of mine and my mothers-me and my dad can get along very well, actually. He has always tried to talk sense into my mother through all the fights we had together, he also tried my mother to understand my different view upon things, even if he didn’t have the same ones. He is way more respectful, way more capable of letting me grow as a woman, and my own person that can take care of herself. He is a much more open minded and accepting Chrisian man, something I’ve always wished my mother could be as well.

‘I… I’ll see what I can do,’ I then mutter back after a few minutes of silence. 

‘Great, thank you, Hailey. Your father will be so thankful,’ she says back, making me roll with my eyes because I know damn well she profits from this whole situation. 

‘Yeah, I’ll text you later when I have more information about when I leave towards you and dad, and the flight and stuff,’ I mutter back. ‘Bye,’ I then quickly say before she can have any chance of saying something back, hanging up with a major deep sigh and a whole damn weight on my shoulders. 

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Indisposed (Noah Sebastian fanfiction) chapter six

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Autors note: hello, this chapter maybe is a bit shorter than usual, but i really wanted to update for u guys so hope yall still enjoy it :)

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chapter six

A few hours have passed, and me and the rest of the crew have been busy planning everything and working our plans out after. I begin getting all the outfits ready for the band members and in my free moments between that, my eyes grow big every time I have a chance to walk through the big venue, standing with on the stage with the other crew members now and then, talking about how amazing this venue and the chance to work here is. 

Jolly is the last person before Noah to get dressed and ready by me, and we sit in silence when I put a little powder on his face, my mood is a little less joyful now because I have to think about the comments he and Nick made in the breakfast cafe. I really hope this moment with Jolly goes over fast, because as usual, Noah is the last person for me to dress up, and the thought gives me all kinds of butterflies.

‘Go ahead and walk towards the dressing room already, I’m almost done with Jolly,’ I text Noah. 

‘You know,’ Jolly begins when I button up his blouse, him now looking down at me. ‘I’ve never quite seen Noah like this before. At least not in a very long time.’

I furrow my eyebrows, trying to stay focused on his blouse. ‘What do you mean, exactly?’

‘Well… Ever since you guys, y’know,’ he mumbles, and I feel my cheeks heat up, making Jolly clear his throat. ‘Ever since that moment, Noah has some kind of spark in his eyes, that he has lost for so long. Like… he is in his element again. Of course this show tonight is a big deal for all of us… but you really make him dare to put out his true emotions again. Trust me-he has been jumping up and down like a little kid five times today just by seeing the stage,’ he chuckles, and I laugh along for a moment, picturing that perfectly in my head. 

But then I deeply sigh after. ‘Yeah, sadly we have to stop doing the things we’re… doing, I fear,’ I mumble. 

Jolly then shrugs. ‘I mean… Why would you two? I mean-I’m sure we can figure something out with our management. With the way he is so bright again right now, it sure as hell is worth doing that. You two got me and the rest of the guys’ full support,’ he softly smiles, and I smile right back at him.

We get interrupted by the footsteps of Noah in the hallway coming closer to the dressing room, making Jolly wink at me, whispering ‘good luck’ before quickly squeezing my shoulder. Noah and Jolly greet each other quietly by patting each other on the back before Jolly leaves the room, leaving Noah’s face standing confused for a few moments by the way he is gone so quickly. I just shake my head at him in reassurance, and Noah’s confusion already quickly gets replaced by a big grin.

‘Hey you,’ he softly greets me, wrapping his arms around my waist and squeezing my hips gently. 

‘Hi,’ I smile, and just as the words have left my mouth Noah already places his own on mine, getting a deep kiss as a greeting as well, which makes me smile in between of it. 

‘Before you can even think of it-we have a time schedule,’ I interrupt him when his hands slide in the jeans pockets of my behind, making him deeply chuckle.

‘Alright, alright,’ he says while playfully rolling his eyes, making me smirk when I let him sit down on the makeup chair. 

He just watches me doing my thing in silence, just as he always does, making my heart pound a little faster and the butterflies in my stomach fly around at the same pace. When I help him with his first outfit, I can’t help but blush now and then when I see him half naked and dress in front of me, of course a goddamn cheeky smile appears on his face whenever he notices. But he stays quiet and doesn't give me any flirty or teasing comments, he just shakes his head sometimes whilst trying to bite back a grin. 

But when he stands in front of his dressing mirror again, a slight nervous sigh escaping his lips as he gently runs a hand through his hair, his silence makes sense. He looks himself up and down for a moment-his hair is perfectly styled and neat by me, and he has a long black jacket on, matching with his dark grey pants underneath and black comfortable yet fashionable shoes. He runs his hand through his hair again, taking another deep breath as he looks at the black ski mask he is holding in his hands. 

I wrap my hands around his neck as he sits down on the makeup chair again, looking at both of us in the reflection of the mirror. ‘Hey… you got this,’ I say, kissing his cheek. 

Noah immediately smiles as my arms loop around his neck from behind, his hands resting over my arms by his chest, tilting his head slightly to the side to look at the reflection of the two of us together in the mirror. 

‘I know,’ he says with a chuckle, leaning the back of his head gently against my forehead. 

‘Also… I kinda want to talk to you about something,’ I nervously say, and I sit down on the makeup table right in front of him, so my legs can nervously dangle. 

Noah’s eyebrows slightly furrow, and he looks at me for a moment with a look of worry as he suddenly stands up straight with his hands now gently resting on my thighs, almost standing in between my legs. ‘What is it?’

‘Well… me and Jolly have been talking,’ I say while biting my lip, and I notice Noah's jaw clenching by the mention of his name, so I quickly place one of my hands on top of his. ‘A good talk, don’t worry,’ I say with a small, nervous smile, making Noah look more relaxed again.

‘And… he basically said that we got the rest of the band’s full support. As in… if we want to-I don’t know-’ my eyes trail to my feet, getting a little shy. ‘-ever want to get together or something,’ I quickly finish my sentence while mumbling it, my legs now nervously swinging even faster. 

Noah’s jaw slightly drops, as if he needs to progress what I’m saying for a moment, but quickly recovers himself when a small and surprised smile begins to form on his face. ‘Are you serious?’ he quietly asks, and he lifts one of his hands to gently touch my chin, tilting my face upwards to look at him.

‘Yeah,’ I say as a soft smile also begins to appear on my face by the twinkle in his eyes alone. ‘So… Jolly encouraged us to talk to management about it… if it would get more serious, or we want to date, and all that stuff,’ I say, getting a little shy again.

Noah’s eyes light up the moment he hears me saying that, a bright smile spreading across his face that he seems to not be able to hide. ‘Yeah… I’d love that. I mean, we should talk about it with them soon,’ he says with a warm smile, gently stroking his thumb along my cheek as he looks down at me, looking a little flustered himself. 

A warm and hopeful feeling starts to spread across my chest, my heart racing because of him confirming he has the same wish as me. But then suddenly my phone begins to ring, getting both me and Noah to look at it with confusion. Who would call me this late?

‘Should you… answer that?’ Noah asks, his voice sounding a little worried.

‘I think so,’ I quietly say, and then pick up the phone. ‘Hello?’ I answer the phone, putting it on speaker for Noah so he can listen along.

‘Good evening, is this Hailey Clark I’m speaking to?’ an older sounding female voice answers through the phone.

‘Yeah… that’s me,’ I say, seeing Noah’s eyebrows getting furrowed, but also with curiosity. 

‘Great! I’m Clare Johnson you’re speaking with, creative director of Vogue Magazine. This month’s issue is all about the Social Media Awards. Ever heard of that?’

As Noah listens with me, his eyes widen when he hears the woman mention the Social Media Awards, but I still feel a little confused.

‘Yeah… I’ve heard of that before.’

‘Well Hailey, we have great news for you. You have been nominated!’ the woman on the phone beams, and my eyebrows raise in surprise. 

‘Nominated…?’

‘Yeah! Because of your Instagram account, posting about your work and backstage content and all. The audience really seem to enjoy it,’ Clare explains.

A wide smile spreads across my face, and I excitedly look at Noah now, who looks at me with an excited and proud twinkle in his eyes. ‘Wow, that’s so cool, really,’ I beam.

Clare laughs through the phone. ‘Right? Well, my question is, if we can interview you this week, and have a little photoshoot for inside the magazine and all. Each candidate gets their own personal issue.’

My eyes widen, still looking at Noah with excitement and shock while the woman talks to me through the phone. ‘Yeah, yeah of course! The band I work for has a show tonight, after that we are free for a couple of days. I’m sure I can fit the interview in between that.’

Noah leans down to wrap his arms around me tightly, giving me a tight but also excited hug while his eyes are still slightly widened with shock and disbelief.

 ‘I’m so proud of you,’ he whispers in my ear with a big and bright proud smile on his face, leaning down to give me a brief but tender kiss just as much as a response to my excited tone as an expression of his own excitement. I smile back at him as a thank you, feeling touched and warm because of his congratulations. 

‘Great! If you email me the days and times you are available, I’ll make sure my assistant makes an appointment with you through there,’ Clare answers me back.

‘Wow… thanks so much again, I really am grateful for this,’ I smile. 

‘Of course! Have a great evening and my best of luck.’

‘Thank you so much! Bye!’ I say and hang up, still sitting on the makeup table with a little disbelief. 

A huge smile is still growing on Noah’s face as I end the phone call. ‘This is so amazing,’ he says quietly, gently stroking his thumb over my waist as he still gently holds his arms around me, the genuine proud and excited smile still on his lips.

‘Right? A whole interview and photoshoot, what the hell,’ I exclaim, still grinning widely. ‘I am so glad my work and everything I share gets appreciated,’ I then say, almost getting a little emotional over it.

‘And because I share backstage content of silly people like you,’ I say, now wrapping my around his waist as well while I look up to his face with a small smirk.

A small and happy chuckle leaves Noah’s lips, his expression seeming completely overtaken by how proud he is and how happy he is for me. He gently dips down and presses his lips against mine in a loving, tender kiss that he holds me in for a while, giving me absolute warmth and butterflies not only in my stomach but in my whole body it seems, before gently pulling away again to look into my eyes again with that still warm smile on his lips.

‘Speaking of…’ I begin, grabbing my phone again, opening the camera app. ‘I’ve shot some pictures of the venue today, also for my Instagram page. If you could just pose a little for me, the post will be perfect,’ I playfully say with a wink.

Noah returns it with a small and thoughtful grin, nodding while he suddenly lifts himself up to jump on the table and sit down behind me, wrapping his arms around my waist from behind and resting his chin on my shoulder as he then flips the camera on selfie mode, wrapping his legs around mine. I blush heavily because I did not expect him to pose with me-especially with him being quite a private person and all-so when I take the picture of us together you can most clearly tell that I am getting all shy and flustered if you'd look it back, a twinkle of love for Noah being visible in my eyes.

Noah seems to notice it and chuckles quietly to himself, and he gently plants tender kisses against my neck while his chin is still on my shoulder, his eyes then fixated on the phone's camera screen. I can’t help but giggle at the same moment as my phone takes another picture, so when I then open my camera roll to look back at the pictures, you can see me slightly squeezing my eyes shut in a happy manner while Noah kisses my neck. I get more than butterflies in my stomach, it feels like a whole damn zoo at this point.

When Noah climbs off the table I just stare a little longer at our pictures, lost in thoughts and feelings, and I then notice Noah leaning down towards my face again for another brief kiss while gently stroking his fingers over my hip.

‘That’s just the picture I needed,’ he says with a slight smirk on his lips as I look up to him, his eyes still looking excited and proud.

‘Besides being hot, you can also be very adorable,’ I grin while I stand on the tip of my toes to kiss him again.

He chuckles quietly against my lips as he feels them pressing against his. ‘Yeah? That's the only way to describe me now?’ he teases with another chuckle and a smirk, gently placing the top of his index finger under my chin to hold my head in place while his lips hover over mine with a teasing look on his face. 

‘Careful now, I’ve dressed you up so nicely, you don’t want to mess up my work do you?’ I jokingly pout.

‘Maybe I do. Maybe I like looking like a mess,’ he answers with another smirk, teasingly trailing a finger across my neck for a moment and tilting my head to the side a little more, to then lean down and plant a trail of kisses along the side of my neck. 

My eyes flutter shut, feeling heated by his touch, but gently pushing him off after as I chuckle a little. ‘Ah ah ah, Sebastian. Focus, you have to get on stage in about half an hour.’

Noah lets out a light sigh at the moment he feels me push him off, and his eyes linger on his reflection in the mirror for a moment before reluctantly nodding and sighing out once more. 

‘You’re right…’ he then says with an almost annoyed yet somewhat amused laugh, his eyes trailing over everything about his appearance for a moment as he makes sure everything is still in place and styles just right, his hair included. 

I can’t help but stare at his reflection as well, he is just so attractive like that. His broad shoulders and arms in his jacket, his dark messy yet styled hair, the way the slightly tight clothes underneath fit his body so well… I swallow while I turn around quickly, pretending to look for something in my bag. I’m down bad I fear.

After a few moments I can hear him sigh one more time, walking up behind me and then wrapping his arms around my waist. ‘See something you like little mouse? ’he whispers into my ear and I can feel the smirk curling around his lips. 

I bite my lip as I grin, still feeling his lips pressed against my ear. ‘Yeah, you look quite good in this outfit,’ I say, turning around to pull at his jacket so I can lean him in for a kiss. 

‘I have such a good dressing style to compliment your great looks of course,’ I then joke after. Noah seems like he can’t help but smirk himself as I keep complimenting him. 

‘Mweh, a little cocky today, aren’t we?’ he says as he gently grabs my hips, spinning around the two of us as he presses me up against the wall behind the mirror, his smirk now turning mischievous as he presses his body fully up against mine. 

I raise my eyebrows at him with a playful grin. ‘Cocky? Me?’ I pretend to be offended. ‘I got this job for a reason, ay.’

He chuckles quietly once more once he hears how sarcastic I am, his eyes glinting with mischief as he looks down at me with a teasing smirk on his face at my words, bringing the tip of his index finger up to gently push up the tip of my chin again, so my head is raised to meet his eyes with that same teasing look. ‘Good to see that you’re so confident in your skills and who you are,’ he quietly says. ‘I like it.’

‘Have to admit, you have helped me quite a lot with that throughout the time I have been working for you and the band,’ I now smile, with a little blush on my cheeks as well.

‘Now that’s good to hear, little mouse,’ he chuckles quietly at my words as he still has his hips pressed against mine, his goddamn smirk of course widening again as he sees the blush on my cheeks. He gently caresses his thumb over my chin in a slow and gentle gesture, letting his eyes trail over me for a moment as it seems like he thinks about what he’s about to say next.

‘You know you’re not only a damn good makeup artist,’ I then hear him quietly murmur to himself, and I grin widely. 

‘Oh? What else am  I then?'

Noah’s eyes flicker down to my lips for a moment before lifting them to meet mine again. ‘Let's just say…’ he quietly starts, moving his face down until his lips are mere inches apart from mine. ‘you’d be way more than just a girlfriend.’

‘Girlfriend? Don’t you have to take me on a nice date first, hm?’ I tease him, tucking a strand of hair behind both his ears, while I can feel my heartbeat quicken in my own.

‘Well then…’ he murmurs with a smirk as his eyes flicker between my eyes and my lips, his voice being all low and deep of a sudden, the sound of his voice like it is now almost causing goosebumps to erupt on my skin at how sexy he sounds in this moment. ‘I guess you’ll have to start considering tonight already the first date then.’

My whole body is set on fire by his gaze and voice alone, and I swallow quietly, my eyes now also gazing over his lips. ‘Tonight? How are you gonna do that with your show and all?’

‘Leave that to me, baby,’ he mutters quietly, leaning down to close the gap between us again and start up another kiss. He presses his lips against mine once again, this time more passionately and with much more intent and desire in the kiss, as his other hand on my hip slowly travels up my waist to press his body fully up against mine. 

My mouth slowly opens to let his tongue slip in, and we  stand against the wall from the dressing room kissing each other with heath and lust for a minute, but I then gently push him off me again with a sigh. 

‘Go focus on your show now, mhm?’ I say, stroking his jacket neat with my hands as his eyes trail over me. ‘You got this. You’re gonna give them a night they won’t remember.’ And I then add with a corny smirk: ‘Cause you’re just so good at that.’

‘Damn, you’re right,’ he murmurs, his eyes now looking down at me with a mixture of desire and I guess I also see a little admiration. 

I chuckle and then gently move him away so I can grab my phone to check the time. The show now starts in less than 20 minutes, and I know he has to leave any moment now to get behind the stage already. I then open my instagram app to post the pictures I took of the venue, and I smile broadly when Noah stands behind me again to tick on the picture of us together on my screen for the last photo slide,  mumbling into my ear: ‘Can’t forget that one.’

‘You have to go backstage to get ready any minute now,’ I say when I turn around to face him again, and it looks like my voice snaps him out of a deep thought, making him blink a little. 

‘Yeah, yeah I have to get ready, right…’ Noah says, almost sounding a little disappointed out of a sudden, his eyebrows furrowed deep in thought again.

‘Whatsup?’

He looks slightly surprised all of a sudden, as if he didn’t expect me to notice the sudden change of his mood-but I know him long enough now for that. He lets out a short chuckle, shaking his head in a dismissive way.

‘Oh, it’s nothing really… just the nerves of having the whole venue staring right at me in a few minutes,’ he says with another, but slightly more nervous sounding chuckle and a sigh right after, trying to act as nonchalant as he can. 

I nod. ‘I get that. That’s… very nerve racking indeed. But, all the people that are in the crowd tonight absolutely adore you and the band-you have nothing to worry about. You nail every show,’ I assure him, squeezing his hand.

‘Yeah, I know,’ Noah whispers, the sound of it making it clear that he knows how loved the band is and how well they perform. He gently squeezes my hand, while watching my eyes with a now almost pleadingly look on his face. ‘And that’s why I want to be sure we put on the best show ever tonight. For the fans. For us. And for…’ 

His last words are almost being whispered, as if he is scared to finish his sentence. ‘...For you.’

My heart melts when he says that, a soft and warm smile spreading on my face as I caress his cheek softly and slowly. ‘You’re so sweet, Noah. But you can’t disappoint me, I’m always proud of you.’

Noah’s mind seems to go completely still as I give him my gentle and sweet gesture, and I hope he can feel how much I care about him through it. He quietly sighs once more, closing his eyes while he speaks. 

‘You’re right. I shouldn’t worry this much at all… I got this.’

‘That’s the spirit,’ I wink, and after that a crewmember comes up to us, calling Noah to go backstage. Another smile already grows on his lips and I am thankful that he smiles again, and his shoulders seem a lot less tense now than before.

‘Alright then, baby. See you in a bit,’ he says while shooting me one last smile and quick wink before walking away to follow the crewmember. My heart fills with warmth, pride and happiness as he does so. God… my feelings for him only grow bigger by the moment, I fear.

I am allowed to stand by the side of the stage again along with some other crew members, to watch the show. As it is about to start, I can hear the crowd go absolutely nuts. The lights start to dim slowly, making way for the lights on stage to light up the darkness of the venue. I can faintly hear the members of the band mumble towards each other backstage, their voices getting swallowed up by the sound of the crowd cheering again as their intro starts playing on the screen. And as the intro ends and the band comes up on stage one by one, the crowd loses it again. I smile proudly and widely whilst taking it all in, it’s so insane and amazing to see it all. Bryan photographs a lot of the moment, and I take some pictures of it on my own phone as well, just to remember it and to capture the huge crowd being amazed by the band.

As soon as the first song starts up, it’s almost as if a switch is flicked in Noah and he completely forgets about anything else except for the show and his performance. Even his nerves from before seem completely forgotten, as he jumps right in with the music, his voice filing through the lyrics. 

The show is amazing, and I love how the crowd welcomes the band with their enthusiastic energy and love, going crazy on the music. Sometimes I can’t help but laugh a little when the mosh pits turn absolutely insane and people really go nuts, but in a funny, energetic and wholesome way. 

I have to admit, sometimes seeing Noah performing and him singing lyrics about being in love and intimate, even when it’s not even about me or us… still gets me feeling some type of way, getting flashes of our own intimate and romantic thoughts playing in my head. And whenever Noah’s eyes seem to gaze on me too, I can’t help but feel a little flustered as well. 

The concert is an absolute success, and when I open my Twitter app to see if their concert is trending underneath a music topic by any chance, I smile proudly when they indeed are. But my smile is quickly replaced with a confusing frown when I see my own name being a trending topic as well, so out of curiosity, I click on it. 

''Oh my god y’all, it happened, Hailey and Noah posted a picture together!'' a tweet says, and when I begin to scroll, it’s basically people talking about just that. Some are sweet and supportive, some are… well, let’s say not very nice. That makes me lock my phone again and concentrate on the concert again, trying to focus on the people being nice online and the band only.

After the last song is finished, an encore and a lot of applause and shouting of the fans, the band exit the stage again. I almost run towards Noah when I’m backstage again once I spot them, cheering when I see them looking proud and happy of themselves. ‘You guys were so amazing!’ I exclaim.

Noah smiles widely as he hears my voice in front of him. ‘Ah, we weren’t even good tonight,’ he jests, the words causing the others to laugh around him as he takes a step towards me.

‘But what matters is that you liked it. So that’s good enough for me,’ he then tells me, a wide amused smile on his face. I return a just as big smile, and shake my head while laughing.

‘Oh shut up, you all were amazing and you know it,’ I say while jokingly poking his side, and when the band members look at me and Noah with an happy yet adoring look, I blush a little.

‘Alright alright, whatever you say,’ he murmurs, his cheeks slightly flustered as he notices the other members’ expressions as well. He then sighs quietly, as if he knows what they’re thinking right now.

‘You guys, don’t start…’ he whispers quietly to the other members, causing them all to start laughing, some of them shooting him a smirk and wink.

‘Don’t worry mate, I packed my earplugs with me this time, I’ll probably be fine,’ Nick jokes, making Jolly snort and Nicholas roll with his eyes, but with still a hint of amusement on his face. 

‘Jesus,’ I mumble under my breath, but I can’t help but laugh a little as well. Noah throws back his head and groans, causing the others to snort and chuckle again.

‘Man, screw you guys,’ Noah curses as the corner of his mouth curls up a little, the other band members still looking amused by their obvious remarks.

‘I think you should screw her instead,’ Nick now laughs out loud and I roll my eyes at him.

‘Nick, you really have no chill, do you?’ I say while my cheeks turn a light shade of pink, and Jolly just shakes his head while taking a sip of his water bottle as he chuckles. 

‘Maybe you’ll complain less when you get a girl yourself,’ I remark at Nick after with a smirk, making Jolly spit out a little of his water as he laughs out loud. At both my remark and Jolly’s reaction to it Noah starts laughing wholeheartedly as well, the other band members now all chuckling and laughing at the little exchange. 

‘Damn,’ Noah mutters quietly, shaking his head with laughter in amazement while looking at me, the little smirk on his face being an obvious sign to me that he appreciates my sharp and willy remarks at his friends. 

‘Very funny,’ Nick mocks after my joke, but has a small smile on his face as well. ‘But alright, enough now-let’s get fucking wasted now, shall we?’ he then beams with a wide grin after. 

‘Well that’s what I said! Let’s go,’ Noah agrees, now putting on his usual mischievous and playful smile as well, as he starts leading the way towards the area of the venue where everyone is going to get a drink to celebrate the success of the evening.

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Hello, I’m so overwhelmed by all the support I have been getting in such a short time, like my fic is online for maybe a week now? Its insane thank u sm 🫶🏻🫶🏻

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