#noahbug

[stonedstargazer666]

so I did a thinggg tag game, the aesthetic you want your blog to have.

mystic cryptid is mine

(link here)

@fruitsandcheese @noahsbong @watertankafternoon @ghostlygothicgay

[stonedstargazer666]

Thank you @watertankafternoon!!!! <3 heres mine

How I wish I could look irl. got pretty close back in high school tho. i'm on my knees for the thigh highsss

Tagging @miss-multi45 @noahsbong @chewbrry @thirsttrapii and anyone who just wants to jump inn no pressure

found a cute picrew so imma do tag games!

tagging : @shortdumbperson @mhmmaybe @moronkyne @bubblergoespop @mokozroach @irl-clowm @huxleaf @cyanbugremix @deviarisa @sarasolqiree @vind3miat0r @luvring and anyone who wants to join!!

[cogicdeaconajv1]

Babygirl & Noahbug #familylife https://www.instagram.com/p/BxhsH5Qp_cOMvm08j9O2dMM-eFO9h5imol6ErE0/?igshid=b8nf4g4fobzj

[lacvnc]

"noahbug -"

                                ❝ Xiumin has paid a visit to the nightwalker. ❞

❝ Xiubug. ❞

[ryker--styles]

noahbug replied to your post: .

lol noah’s not in it though??????

noah's definitely in it??

[stonedstargazer666]

@noahsbong This is the post hehe

Please tell me more about Alpha Wolf. pleaseeee all of the thoughts

okay. first thing's first, i love those guys with my whole heart. they all just seem like such great dudes, who genuinely love what they do and have a good time performing together & interacting with their fans. (mitch has responded to my silly replies to his ig stories before and just let me tell you that man is a treasure and i adore him)

the songs i think i think about the most are the "golden fate" songs. there's three, Golden Fate; Water Break, Golden Fate; Gut Ache, and Golden Fate; Isolate. the first two are from their first album Mono, but Isolate is from A Quiet Place to Die, and i just think they're incredibly powerful songs. god i might cry writing this

i listen to each song as a stage of grief, following the suicide of someone you loved (presumably a partner), and then if you want to absolutely decimate yourself emotionally you can follow all of them up with listening to Don't Ask... But I think the story can be pretty well summed up with these lyrics:

Golden Fate; Water Break - anger

you were my everything and you knew it / what did i do for this to be given? / no longer bound to this earth / no longer with me in remission

Golden Fate; Gut Ache - bargaining

i never thought you would let go / your perceived strength, was it all for show? / i know it was hard for you / and when i gave up you gave up too

Golden Fate; Isolate - acceptance

i try to make sense of it / put myself in your shoes, forever chasing a different outcome / it doesn't matter in the end / you're gone, never coming back

it's not necessarily cut and dry, but neither is grief. there's sprinklings of all of it throughout all three, but they just. i think about them a lot, as someone who has been the suicidal one in a relationship before, and listening to it from the other side is both heart wrenching but also helpful, in a way, for my own healing.

and as i said, you can follow it up with Don't Ask... which is a song i have to put on consciously, I cannot listen to it unprompted or i will become a blubbering mess.

i should've said it more, i love you, i always will / i should've paid more attention / but everything moves so fast / when you're on the edge of your own breakdown

which??? in combination with the line "when i gave up you gave up too" makes me want to rip my heart out of my chest. this whole song is so, so, so incredibly painful. it's an incredible song, amazing lyrics, excellent performance, but once you really listen to it... you can hardly stand to listen to it (and i mean that in the best way possible)

anyways, i love them. i love them so much. and their music is so incredibly important to me, i cannot even express it. their music makes the horrors go away, which is all i can ever ask.

if you're interested in learning a little more like, actual information, i'll direct you to this post i made a while ago!! (well, technically i'm directing you to a reblog of the post i made but i think it has valuable information!)

[jfc-grimmers-blog]

noahbug replied to your post:.

you know that feeling in your body when you’re so tired and you need sleep but you’re awake? we have that same feeling rn

I hate that feeling with a burning passion

I just want to sleep 

[ffs-grimmers]

[text] i know that you had to wake up early so you let me sleep in, but i just wanted to let you know that i love you

[text] You looked so peaceful, I didn't want to wake you. I love you, too xxx 

[stonedstargazer666]

hiiii raebug!! thinking about you today 🫂🖤

Hi Noahbug! thank you, I can't send any pictures like I usually do cause I'm not home. out in nature listening to sleep token while I cry and smoke. I've been gone since like 930 this morning. one of those daysss

Love you buggy thank you for checking in

[cogicdeaconajv1]

Noahbug at his great grandparents house. #familylife https://www.instagram.com/p/BwHL2h5J5-KOiyIj6oWoeVLkGXq709sk0rlmUg0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=v22zv42d1s65

[cogicdeaconajv1]

Noahbug👊 https://www.instagram.com/p/Buvu0BiAp0uIY8Op6wwFlLYLgFtKTBU1h_qItk0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1i90z3dqkllsu

[oceancoins]

… okay this one actually made me tear up a little, and i know it wasn’t intentional but i have to share (/pos)

my nickname growing up was *deadname*bug (now Noahbug) and my mom would always get me cute little lady bug accessories.

THIS is going straight to my hoard, im in love with this. 😭😭😭😭

- ̥۪͙۪˚Coccinellipup˚ ̥۪͙۪◌

Coccinellipup (coc-see-nell-ee-pup): a gender related to being a puppy and a lady bug. It is related to nature, sunny weather, and being cute and small!! It also can be seen as a combination of ladybug related genders and pupgenders.

Term and flag coined/made by me for @endermogai’s coining challenge! Today’s theme was puppies!

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