#no way . im combining my kins

[attyrocious]

cross posting yesterday's rambling thread for posterity and because tumblr lets me edit things. anyway this is a sorta long thing and i might add things i forgot to mention in the twt thread

i tend to draw on-model canon because im a coward + just personal preferences. but the way i convert the canon designs into my artstyle is that i take the distinct features oda gives them and then combine it with personal headcanons to complete what should look like a unique human. Starting with Trafalgar Law, who is unfortunately a bland-ass conventionally pretty boy

someone commented a while ago the law hat drawing tutorial i made a while ago didn't make much sense and i realize its bc of the specific way i draw law's face: heart shaped (ba-dum-tss). That meaning, a narrow chin widening into a mild defined jaw, wide cheekbones, and up to his know-it-all brain dome.

given that, the pudgy guitar pick shape of his head i mentioned here should make a lot more sense.

i don't think this design point is unique to me, as most conventional pretty anime boy gets given jaws like this. a lot of law artists tend to veer into this head shape. just how life be sometimes. other points: flat, thick eyebrows is bc im a hairy gal and i need to feel better about myself.

Killer gets to be more interesting, because he shouldn't be considered conventionally attractive. my idea behind killer's is that those individual features is smth he would be insecure with enough to hide himself in a helmet but i draw him with all the love in the world actually. i'd like to think its how kid sees him or yknow, law, bc he's my kin assigned blorbo and maybe you ship lawkill as a guilty pleasure too i mentioned before (and ruined people's days) when i said whenever i draw killer he looks like griffith before i put on his goatee. the upper half of his face is distinctly feminine, with the lower half kinda over compensating. other than that uhh...idk. stan killer

Kidd is the bane of my existence, i feel like i can never draw his face consistently. yet at the same time he's so damn fun to draw everyone gotta try it.

my problem with kidd is that this mf does have eyelids. most kidd painters out there interpret this as him having deep set eyes (think Matt Smith or jeffrey star) . and yeh skill issue on me i should practice that. other notes, i try to make him younger than canon makes him look. he is my babygirl and he deserves to look cuddly. my band au kidd version has the honor of being allowed some chubs. he's just tries to look older and more menacing with edgy makeup. also i try to give him dimples when i can because, well i can.

Rosinante last bc i lost steam after kidd. the thing abt cora is that aside from not having eyebrows, everything is structured with the generic one piece man template. which means i gotta do everything myself doffy is there bc the way to figure out how to draw these two is to give them minor differences from each other, that being doffy gets slightly sharper features. in canon, these two are also rly wide boys (more of an oda style feat tbh) but i make them long. though bigger brained donquixote artists know that of these two brothers, doffy should be the wiry-er built. anyway that's it. in conclusion, i need to draw more girls actually i feel like im becoming misogynistic by osmosis from oda's style and now i draw girls all looking the same too.

[starkinvs]

If you're willing to share, I'm very curious to know how nonhumanity has been for you. Though I doubt im the only one that feels the way i do, i havent seen people speak of it really. It has been a very difficult process finding out what exactly i am, and i am still not fully sure on most of it. I know im a shapeshifter, but sometimes i just am an animal. How fluid my nonhumanity is doesn't help in figuring it out, truth be told. I have been a crow, a snow leopard, a cat, a dog, an angel, a ghost..... I have been those but im not sure if i still am, or if it even matters. Im not a crow anymore but it was very important to me when i was, and the same goes for being a ghost and an angel; though being an angel still applies at times. I dont think this is very coherent, but i guess it just shows how puzzling it has been.

- 🌕

Hello! Thanks for the great question, I really didn’t see that the community was actively discussing this, so it’s really worth talking about. It sounds like you really care and you don’t stop thinking about it.

I will share my experience and may even advise something, but each experience is unique and we should seek our own answers to difficult questions.

I always paid attention to what seemed familiar and right. Not just some things that seem right for a few moments, but a constant feeling of repetition. For example, as I remember myself I always was drawn to the stars, I talked with them, shared some secrets and stories and just slept under the starry sky and felt very calm and "right". This is just one example, but it’s the most vivid in my memories. If you’re not sure about who you are now, remember everything you did when you were absolutely certain that you were a snow leopard or a ghost, for example. Does it feel the same now? Does it feel "right" now?

I suggest just sit in some quiet and special place and focus on your feelings. Ask yourself questions. Also do not forget about the kins, which are not too common. For example, you can be a mythical being that combines several animal traits in one!

At the end I want to say that changing your opinion and learning yourself is normal. It’s okay to doubt, to ask questions and not be completely sure of anything is also okay. Let’s normalize this in our community and help each other. I encourage all readers to share their experiences in comments.

May the stars guide you. 💫

[lucid-daydreaming-art]

intro post whoopee!!!

hi guys im lucid :D you can also call me daylin i don’t really care but i may be like woah how do you know my name (i will forget about making this post 2 seconds after posting it) also I AM AN ADULT im 23 and i do not use pronouns just use my name pleaseeeeeee if you have a disability that makes words hard to process i understand if that’s difficult you can just use they/them instead

first off just getting this out there if youre proship, zoo, pedo, incest supporter, endo system supporter, any kind of discriminatory against protected minority groups, and anti-otherkin, shoo. dont want you here youre not welcome. bye bye my content isnt for you.

immmmm an infp-t 4w5 sanguine-melancholic existential-intrapersonal-visual learner seer of heart prospit dreamer true neutral rogue shifter airbender and dragon type trainer for all you personality label freaks

i like to DRAW!!!!! this is an art blog!!!! i will only post art here, all of my reblogs will be on @trickstergemini save for the posts my close friends make that i want to support here. sometimes i will post just text but thats only if i really need to let you guys known something or im answering a question

my commissions are OPEN!!!!!!!! dm me for commission info im too lazy and busy to make a sheet

if my requests are closed that means theyre closed dont ask me to draw shit please and thank you

im AUTISTIC i am on that mf spectrum been diagnosed since i was three. for me this means im not naturally fluent in social norms or what’s expected from an interaction or how to read others very well. i also have heavy special interests and find it really hard to turn the conversation away from something im fixating on or specially interested in. i also have extremeeeee sensory issues and a hard time being completely flexible when im comfortable in a routine so just be patient with me man adjustments are hard for me. my empathy is also extremely low and im a really really high masking person so if i come off as well versed or allistic just know that i either took a million years to format the right way to say things or i am entirely going off a predetermined script and will fumble if caught off guard. other important stuff ive got adhd bpd cptsd and major depressive disorder which all those combined makes me really flaky when it comes to responding or follow through. i may not reply to you for like 500 years or maybe i will be gods speediest most motivated soldier. just don’t expect me to be a readily available fully capable robot ok?? ok.

uuueeehhhmmm my special interests are pokemon, homestuck, geography, taxonomy, my ocs, ikea, and personality psychology. i guess i also am specially interested in dragons because i like and think about them more than all of the above and have to incorporate them into everything but its less of an ill infodump to you interest and more of an i want to be surrounded by this thing because it brings me extreme comfort because it feels like me.

i am otherkin im a dragon and i look like this:

i will also represent myself like this if im feeling it:

yes i know i am not actually a physical dragon and im not a spiritual kinner i kin for identity purposes and the fact that i feel some pretty intense crippling species dysphoria idk ive been like this since i was 5 i don’t really have memories of my life where i wasnt experiencing animalistic behaviors and instincts

my favorite music artists are s3rl twenty øne piløts onerepublic imagine dragons of monsters and men thefatrat glass animals ajr the living tombstone romanceplanet basshunter italobrothers nine inch nails and muse my favorite medias are the httyd movies pokemon homestuck rick and morty invader zim our flag means death infinity train gravity falls rosencrantz and guildenstern are dead doctor who my little pony fim dont starve and the mcelroy brothers content

heres some more characters i represent myself as:

ok BYE

[daughterofnoridoorman]

how does my uzi kintype affects a my identities, alterhuman and lgbt? the reason i love murder drones is because of the way the characters are portrayed. for example, n is more than just the dangerous-but-nice golden retriever. he is too nice for his own good, and by existing he goes against his designed purpose. being kind hurt him, and even though he seems fully aware of that he doesn't stop. this also applies to uzi- she's more than the angsty chosen one teenager. there are so many layers to her personality, which makes it pretty difficult to put a pin on the way that having her as a kintype affects me spoiler alert and mentions of su1cide+v1olence!

1- hooded crow theriotype in home, uzi "hacks" the mind of n (and also v's mind too. whatever) to prevent their memories from being wiped. during this, she takes the form of a hooded crow with the username 'darkxwolf17'. when i took this into consideration, i realized why my crow theriotype was so weird. i felt like a person in a crow's body, not a crow in a human's body, which is how i usually feel with my theriotypes. but being darkxwolf17, NOT a crow made so much more sense. it explained why i got bird shifts even though i didnt feel like a bird, why i felt that way, why i always wanted to make nests despite not wanting eggs. i am the body of a hooded crow, not the crow itself.

2- absolutesolver kin (violence warning) (note; when i refer to the solver, i am referring to the virus itself. not cyn, not yeva, not nori, not doll, not uzi. THE solver. not its hosts.) even though uzi neutralized the absolutesolver, it still 'lives' on in her programming. and it is a separate entity from uzi. in my mind, the absolutesolver represents intrusive, violent thoughts. that definition fits both the way i've come to see it and the canon. as someone who has struggled with intrusive thoughts for years, i've learned not to feel too much shame about them. in my experience, that only makes them worse. i know that it's not my fault i cannot control my thoughts, and i wont beat myself up about it anymore. this may sound like the thing your elementary school teacher would say if you got in a fight, but i may not be able to control my thoughts, but what i can control is whether i react to them or not. that's what uzi did. she learned how to block the absolutesolver from her mind. how to take control of what it gave her without it taking control of her. 3- monsterkin (suicide and violence warning) i am vampirekin and demonkin. for the sake of convinience, i will say 'monsterkin' and use it as a general term when i am talking about both of these identities. in cabin fever, uzi transforms into a 'monster' when she does not consume enough oil to keep herself from overheating. in my case, the consuming oil part is like seeking validation. i have always needed validation, but more than usual. i have tried too hard to be noticed and congratulated, but it never worked. and then, the overheating is like suicidal thoughts. without validation, i start to become suicidal. i need high amounts of validation to stay in a 'normal' mental state. uzi's classmates treated her as a monster, even before she transformed. just for being herself. as someone who is a queer alterhuman and has known that from a young age, this has really resonated with me. for just existing, i am a monster. a creature of sin. the subtle homophobia and transphobia i recieved from my closest friend, combined with the same hatred towards alterhumanity from even more people before i was even ten really messed me up. the way cabin fever is written just really connects to me. uzi's already so fucked up, she doesnt need another factor ruining up her life. but it does it anyways. she's proven to everyone how she's a monster. (im not elaborating for personal reasons) the fact that uzi's classmates at the end of absolute end didnt really care that much just really helps me feel better. they didnt care. why would my classmates care? 4- gender and sexuality before i even knew girls could kiss girls, i liked girls. in particular, i liked people i had a friendship with. however, my friendships were very messed up and i fell in love with anyone my age who could treat me with decent respect. i headcanon uzi as bi, and i didnt understand why (other than the doc martens) until i connected the dots that im uzi. i am bisexual. maybe? and theres also referring to v as hot at ep 8 so... angsty bi queen uzi but, although me, the almalgamation of kintypes and names that i am, the uzi part of me always feels bisexual. always. when i think of myself as uzi, i can only see myself as demisexual-bisexual and demiromantic-biromantic. this also applies to gender- i am an axenlector user. i collect xenogenders. i am cottoncandygender, i am gendersky, i am gummisharkgender, i am starricattic. i am more genders than i can count. and i dont care honestly. but once again, when i really connect to uzi, i can only see myself as feminine. this does vary from demigirl to rosegirl to just girl. 5- notes and stuff! well, thanks for reading all the way through! a like, reblog, or follow would be awesome! every time i referred to uzi as someone else it was like "why r u talking abt urself in third person! YOU ARE UZI DOORMAN!" but alas, i must differentiate between myself and my kintypes,,, maybe one day i will not have to,,, please tell me im not the only one kkkkkkkkk

[willgrahameatscraftsingles]

I need everyone to know that I've fallen deep into spacedogs. adam just...deserves so much better. fuck beth all my homies hate beth. Literally when she SHOOK HIM to stop his info dumping, i was officially mentally checked out and loathed her. let. him. SPEAK. And Nigel gets someone who ASKS for his care and protection well also having such a blunt personality. It's a relief to have someone he HAS to be honest and blunt to. and for whatever reason....he never wants to lie to him.

just god. adam deserves someone who listens to him and genuinely cares. who doesnt SHAKE HIM when he's talking too much. Nigel would never. he'd glare at anyone who even attempted to get his angel to stop. he listens to every word with so much love in his eyes.

his angel, his little star, gorgeous, beautiful... Adam had no idea he wanted to be called so many things...

nigel treats him like an adult and doesnt belittle or damper him down when he needs to act un adult like. he doesnt force him into situations he's not comfortable with the FIRST TIME. so what if he runs a loud club? Adam doesnt like it so he can stay upstairs where it's quiet and cozy.

"if he doesnt want to, he's not goin' to. he can make his own decisions. also his date ideas are way better then mine." though Nigel still loves helping when he needs to. cooking for him, helping clean. he had no idea he had such soft spots till this angel fell down from the stars and needed a bit of guidance. a shoulder to stand on. sometimes adem really needs it and he's always there, not treating him like a burden"

and just....even though he was written like GARBAGE at times....as someone who is mid to high functioning. less than he is but still very autistic. I kin Adam so much..... And so combined with my love for men who can choke out and beat a man to death....but then love me and pamper me and help me......spacedogs is my new fixation im reading all the fics.

[fictionkinfessions]

i miss class 1a so. damn. bad.

and i dunno if i should feel guilty about it, because i was THERE, i should have been able to do something to prevent. well. All That. but instead i was just extremely present during one of the most traumatizing periods of history those kids experienced.

in my canon, i remember explaining that Being a Hero™ isn't nearly as glamorous as it looked on tv, and i tried to warn them about how little privacy you have for your entire life, how it's a military career so you have to commit war crimes upon request, how it's a career that only ends when you die or when you get a disabling injury that prevents you from moving forward. it just was not the helpful job that it was presented as by the propaganda.

and like!! that's how it was when i was going to UA!! nearly forty years had passed without any meaningful change or progress!!! my entire career and everything i did to try and improve society as a whole were almost meaningless!!!

i hate to find myself agreeing with Shigaraki so often, but while his methods were wrong his grievances were absolutely correct. he should have been saved as a child, and a society that can leave a child to suffer alone and orphaned on the streets is a society that has failed. i just completely failed him when i was trying to make a world that saved little boys like him because i was exactly like him. i wish i could blame it on AFO but that was just. i don't even know what happened, i tried so hard to make a world where people felt safe and secure enough to reach out to each other. it was supposed to inspire mutual aid!!!! All Might isn't a person it's an idea, all of us were supposed to be acting 'how All Might would' not just me!!

i just miss class 1a so bad because every time i told them "it's not selfish to quit" and "it's okay to change your mind and live a happy life" then they would double down and do something tooth-rottingly sweet and caring. that group of crazy kids were more ethical and heroic than the entire HPSC combined. i feel guilty missing them because i remember that i spent half the time or more basically just shitting on their career choice and dreams, but it felt so evil to just not warn them. i felt like i had to protect them, and nobody else in the world seemed like they were trying to do that.

sending the fucking children onto the front lines, my ass. i have a kin mem of physically quirkless fist fighting Nezu for that one. like what the fuck, man, i fucking trusted you. the unforgivable action of allowing the first years with provisional licences to fight on the front lines of a war. im beyond words. i think it becomes apparent how much i was grasping at straws because of the Iron Might arc, but i just don't know. none of those wonderful kids deserved to go through that. maybe that's what this confession is, an apology.

Class 1-A, I am so sorry I couldn't protect you in the ways you deserved. I am so sorry your high school experience was cut off and marred. You all deserved better, from the world, from UA, and from me. I'm sorry you had to tuck your childhoods away and take on responsibilities that were too big even for your heroes and caretakers. I'm sorry you all learned how traumatic a hero's work is. It still feels like there was a way to avoid it. I'm sorry you didn't experience the peace and joy that you should have. I'm sorry you had to grieve. Each and every one of you were such wonderful people and beautiful souls and it hurts so bad to remember how much you all had to go through. You deserved better and I'm just sorry.

#✴️💙🦸‍♂️

[uncommon-alterhuman]

hey! I have a synpath of a fictional character (alastor from hazbin hotel) and its really hard to find other people with synpaths in general, even more difficult from hazbin itself, and i havent even seen many fictionkin for it

and i made what i call a synpathsona (pretty much a kinsona and i think i saw a post saying synsona but idk) for him that i relate to a lot more which i guess makes sense considering its made to be more me

and then i also have a few other possibilities from hazbin but i feel like two of them need more canon material and i havent looked at the third one

overall its just kind of a mess

i also generally have -hearted terms than kins or theriotypes so its even more difficult to find people with similar experiences to me since there may be some voidkin or eldritchkin but voidhearted and eldritchhearted? Not as much

im not entirely sure if i have them as kin though, still looking into that

i also am never sure what aspect of me is from what part of who i am, and with how broad alterhumanity can be i dont know what is actually me

because i could be a bunch of different animals or maybe some of them are combined

i end up having a lot of sonas because of the sheer volatility of my identity and im probably gonna keep having more

i think ive only been in the alterhuman community for probably less than a year?? One of my friends at school introduced me to alterhumanity and i found my way from there but it feels like ive been trying to figure it out for much longer

im also really tempted to make an alterhuman blog to seperate my art and reblogs n stuff from my alterhumanity bc i feel like its a lot and less consistent in content but idk

im gonna stop ranting now though this got longer than i expected it to

Hello! Perhaps other synpaths who see this can reach out? We do not like nor support Vivziepop or her creations so we won’t be commenting on that part, sorry.

We recommend really looking into things more and trying to see where you line up if it’s something you’re still questioning. Perhaps others can reach out and help too.

That sounds like a good idea, you should if it’s something you’d like to do!

[stars-and-guts]

my i7 ships so far!!! (i am a multi shipper = i am an en fan and content is few and far between)

gakuyama (old mfs slay) listen gaku is a legitimate kid of a loveless marriage while yamato is an illegitimate kid of an affair- they both relate and parallel each other in their rich celebrity trauma its so cool /r or /p i wanna see them bond also matching clothes??? hello???

yukimomo (my mom likes yukibanri its so jarring to talk abt this w/ her??? im sorry i have mommy issues i didnt expect to fix them through re:vale shipping) there's just something so slay about the relationship theyve built yk??? also they literally do a married couple gag pls

also update theyre actually married now ashdhsjsks

haruka, iori, and tamaki in any combination romantic or platonic (i accidentally kin haruka and now im dying) supposedly its popular in jp but not in en but HIGH SCHOOLER TRIO HELLO i just think theyre idiots (dumb, dumb, secretly also dumb) and haruka is just my soul in an idol

By any combination means haruka/tamaki, haruka/iori, tamaki/iori, or haruka/tamaki/iori are all very cool I also like any of those platonically i legit just want them to hang out thats literally it

gaku/tsumugi basic ship but listen- gaku and tsumugi are THE HETS THAT THE GAYS ROOT FOR like mari and hero or elle and tao theyre just that iconic (disclaimer i am in fact one of them queers) actually no not het i think theyre both queer to some degree and bond over it i thought theyd infuriate me but theyre genuinely cute

rikutouma idk where this ship came from but it slapped me and i dont hate it (thatswhatshesaid-) i dont love physical intimacy in general but if yall think touma leads & riku follows YOU ARE MISSING OUT not even in a sussy way btw even with XOXOs riku initiates & touma gay paniks

p.s. I LOVE TUMBLR WTF- what i need a whole ass thread for on twitter i can shove into one post on tumblr- tumblr my love i will sing the praises

[bugeyedfreaks]

hey, bug! if i'm not bothering you/if you already answered this before, but your favorite characters are Blossom and Mojo, right? i wanna ask: what's your favorite moments of the show that featured them? like, if you had to choose a scene that you liked the most that had them "center-stage", what would you choose?

sorry if i worded this really weirdly; im not too good at asking questions lol. hope this comes off as sorta coherent at the very least, though!

Yes! They're both my faves! And the real answer to what stand-out scene I would choose for each of them is... agh, there are just way too many! I don't know! 😭 It's so tough to pick just one for them because the reason they're my faves is because of all of those little moments in all of those episodes and books and the movie and special features (etc., etc.) throughout the entire series combined into one big stupid love for them. ...but I'll try to pick at least a few anyway!

For Mojo... it would probably have to just be the entirety of all of The PPG Rule!!! scenes he's in. It’s not only my favorite episode of all time, but also my favorite Mojo episode. It's silly and goofy, he's silly and goofy... it's great! If I have to pick a moment from a regular episode though (since The PPG Rule!!! is technically a special), it would probably be the one scene where he goes berserk and finally beats the crud out of that Galactus-ish alien from Forced Kin. He proves himself to be super powerful and the evilest of evils... only to realize that he's actually saved the day as the goodest of do-gooders. 😂

It’s tougher for me to think of just one stand-out scene for Blossom. I feel like one of the biggest reasons I love her is the PPG movie, since the time I saw it is around the same time she started to kind of take her place as my fave of the trio. I still really cherish the whole scene on the asteroid where the girls are still reeling from Mojo’s betrayal. While Bubbles and Buttercup are way open about how they feel about the situation, poor Blossom’s the one who’s going through all of it silently in her mind. And it sucks, and it's so heartbreaking. But it’s such a good scene. What’s even better is the scene later when Blossom’s the one to put two and two together and be the first of the girls to start fighting the bad guys with intention, asserting her position as leader. That one freeze frame of her punching one of the monkey's machines with the theme song suddenly playing in the background (and the subsequent EXPLOSIONNNNN!!! behind her) is super badass!

…if I have to pick an episode scene though, gosh, there're so many good ones... haha, actually, I don’t know why, but the first scene that popped up in my head was her being a goofball and owning her bad haircut in The Mane Event to take down the villain. Blossom takes herself very seriously, so not only does she sometimes become self-conscious about things easily, she often gets herself so down about it. But this particular scene is cute because it shows her deciding to own the thing crippling her ability to be the leader she needs to be... and actually having fun with it (her puns are genuinely adorable, and the way she starts talking like some weird old-timey vaudeville comic cracks me up). A similar moment in the show is in Not So Awesome Blossom which... yes, that's one of the weird S5 episodes, but it's fun and kind of cathartic to see her beat the crap out of Mojo after he's tried to use her shaken confidence to his advantage. She gets her mojo back and gets back at Mojo! My one favorite beating up my other favorite! You love to see it! 💕

Again, agh, as I write this I keep thinking about more and more moments that I love, but I'll have to leave it at that for now. Thank you for the ask!

[aeronics]

thank u for the tag @fizzy-watches-dps :)) this is the first time ive been tagged in one of these sorry about the wack formatting it needs to look good to appease my little monkey pea brain top 5 books: lord of the flies, wuthering heights, cant think of any others rn

top 5 shows/movies: dead poets society, midsommar, little miss sunshine, the batman [2022] [are you seeing the paul dano theme yet], there will be blood, dont hug me im scared

fav movie genre: idk the weird slice of life ones that have no point like little miss sunshine or just psychological horror

top fandoms you're in: dead poets society, south park ig, some of the og lets play youtubers (markiplier, jse, etc.), life is strange 1+2, metal family

top fandoms you’d like to join: scp foundation stuff, the welcome home arg

top artists you listen to: abba, ghost, gorillaz, la dispute, crywank, wilbur soot's old music, msi [i dont support their actions at all]

top songs currently: to be alone with you - sufjan stevens, voulez-vous - abba, tous les mêmes - stromae

a song that describes you perfectly: iris - goo goo dolls

top music genres currently: [according to spotify stats] rock, pop, permanent wave, indie, modern rock

favourite music genre: oh god idk uhhhh id just say rock if i had to pick

love language you're most comfortable giving: acts of service

love language you like receiving: physical touch, quality time

favourite aesthetics: liminalcore?? grunge, gross boyish boy things idk how else to word that [maybe transmasc-core]

characters you kin: stephen meeks [dead poets society], kinda charlie dalton [dead poets society], ches [metal family], richard cameron [dead poets society, listen i have my reasons], red guy [dhmis], nathan prescott [lis], max caulfield [lis], dwayne hoover [little miss sunshine], todd anderson [dead poets society], scott tenorman [south park, idc he listens to radiohead too], michael/tall goth [south park]

fav colour and why: grey, nice n neutral and chill or red bc it looks good on everything

interests i would like to talk about: just random obscure facts i have collected [..whales sometimes explode when they die], also the dark web, also morbid history things, also dead poets society and how we were robbed of the deleted scenes, also the 4th dimension, also philosophy and politics

fav animal/s: raccoons, cats, basking sharks

favourite season: summer or winter i can never decide

favourite weather: sunny with a breeze or violent thunder and lightning

sixteen personalities type: intp-t

mtg colour quiz results: planeswalker of the jeskai way, a combination of blue, red, and white apparently

kinda not serious fears: baby birds opening their mouths to be fed [its fucking horrific]

random tags [sry if u have already been tagged!]: @elistudies @springlikesmile @taciturnpoet @pinkobsessedfreak @dpsthinker and anyone else who wants to

[marsti]

9 to all 3!

9. What do you think are your biggest differences from/similarities to your source?

nagito: well first i'm kind of a combination nagito and hajime so there's that. it's like 80/20 but it's enough for me to be pretty different from both! also i'm not a eugenicist lmao. similarity wise i do talk way too much about hope and despair for our own good and you'll literally never catch me showering and also i hate nagito komaeda <3 hope this helps

jade: im way meaner and also my middle name is laika!! half of the time im literally a big anthro dog too :) similarities... im doggy lol

dirk: Listen bro I'm basically the least Dirk out of all the Dirks in this system, there's seven of us but I'm just the only one actually named Dirk Strider you feel? Being Rainbow Dash fictionkind makes me pretty separate since I've got all these kin memories and shit and I'm literally a horse, which to be fair is pretty Dirk-coded of me but you know what I mean. Anyway I much prefer the pen to the blade nowadays since I've discovered I'm pretty fucking good at drawing so that's a difference I guess.

[fungal-wasted]

haiii! u wanted asks, im assuming abt hollow knight lol, so here goes!

1: what's a moment from your first playthrough that really stands out, something that made you really feel attached or invested in the game? and why, if you want to go into it? and

2: tell me abt something abt HK that feels unique, and sets it apart from other games you've played in a way that feels really special?

Hi hello thank you very much for this!

Moment of my first play-through that stands out:

I think the moment that did it for me early on was finding the Queen's station and talking to Quirrel there. I stayed in the area for a bit, admiring all the remains and theorizing about the worldbuilding of the game. Queen's station scratches that itch that makes me want to be in places that are supposed to host multitudes but is empty and the absence of people feels like some kind of ghost. I stayed there long enough that I managed to hear the echoes of voices and bells in that first visit and it got me excited to see what was beyond. I also just love the dialogue in there. I never skip it. Other moments include descending into the Abyss for the first time, the Lost Kin sequence and also defeating the Mantis Lords in not many tries and feeling powerful as hell.

Something that feels unique:

Hmmm I think I actually really enjoy Hollow Knight's ambiguous narrative methods, since it lets you extrapolate from that, but also leaves room open for many ideas. You also get the sense the world is way bigger than you think, so you end up feeling like if you explore more, you may find something new. I Love digging for secrets and trying to see different alternatives, instead of settling for one option.

The other thing (that is still related) is that lying is a thing that happens. Often. Zote's entire character, for instance, is just a guy boasting for stuff he didn't do. You get told things about Hallownest being the last and only civilization and you keep walking into explorers from elsewhere both who arrived after it's ruin and during its golden age. You see an entire city that thought the plague was a common illness and went into a quarantine, and all that came with it. Unreliable narrators aren't that rare in other places, true, but these two things combined can create the sense that we are only seeing what remained, and whatever story others thought should survive the passage of time. And I love that.

[littletealseal]

excuse me, could you please explain kin agere? im not solid on the term. is it something that has to do with alterhumans and agere combined? also, is it a kin for fun term?

Hello! I'm not too caught up on alterhumans but what I do know of kin agere is that it is when you regress in a characters shoes in a way, like you're regressing with that character in mind. Like say I start regressing and in my mind the character Bret Cookie regresses as well, it helps me regress and feel calmer and see certain things and events in a better light with that character.

I hope this helps! <:3

[coldslaws-gear-station]

WOOO CONGRATS ON WAKING UP AT A REASONABLE TIME 🎉🎉🎉🎉

Also PICA N PEAK. I actually have Pica myself and the amount of shit I chewed on as a kid is unbelievable. Paper, plastic googly eyes, pumice stones, pebbles, nail filers, glass (yes I chewed on broken glass), and of course ice. I've gotten a handle on it as I've gotten much older, but I can't resist a good craving for the crunch ice gives me every now and then

And yeah BENGA NO 😭 It makes sense because of the effects of starvation but it still makes me sad. I think he's incredibly self conscious about it too, he's in complete denial of being infertile. During his childhood it was expected that when you get too old you're supposed to replace yourself with your kin, it was expected to have kids and since he can't it makes him "useless"

Combined with the fact that he's an extreme closeted pansexual due to the fact that gays and such were heavily looked down upon and ruthlessly attacked for the reason stated above (not like they treated women any better...) it makes him horrifically emotionally constipated.

He knows he likes men, he has a debilitating crush on UD Ghetsis (bi Ghetsis canon) that he shoves down into a deepest part of him he can find, he just can't grasp it. In his mind this is something that'll pass, he doesn't actually like him in that way, it's just because of the warmth and affection Ghetsis had treated him with (aka treating him like a human being) has him confusing platonic attachment that he's been starved from with romantic attraction. He doesn't want to be useless, he can be useful, but every small piece of affection UD Ghetsis mindlessly gives him serves to remind him that he's in it deep

Backtracking to the previous "imagine if NHP and UDU met" scenario, I think at the sight of NHP Alder not only being happily married to a man but also having his own kin and family would have UD Alder stewing in red hot anger and jealousy. It's not fair, why can't he have that? It's not fucking fair. Deep down all he wants is to raise his own and to create a family, but unfortunately that's just simply a luxury life did not afford him

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THANK YOU!! im already tired and wanna nap 😭 but it's a start

DAMN. i used to eat weird junk as a kid and teenager, idk if it was often enough to actually label it as pica but i loved licking metal, chewing bark, tried rocks a couple times, and would pretty frequently eat dandelions (not sure if they even count because they technically are edible and have nutritional value but eating them right out of the ground with 0 processing is a little odd). also as an anemic bastard i love my ice. glass sounds scary

alder needs like. the emotional equivalent of miralax LMAO there's so much to unpack . denial everywhere. also shoutout bi ghetsis. at least this one isn't weird about it (sorry rh ghetsis). i get that feeling of confusing enjoying platonic affection for romantic feelings. idk alder i hope you figure it out and maybe kiss someone about it. as a treat

NO. LITERALLY. THATS GOTTA SUCK. so we have udu alder jealous of nhp and nhp nat jealous of udu. guys PLEASE therapy asap. doesn't help that nhp alder lowkey fumbled big time with ryuki, i could imagine udu thinking that nhp doesn't even really deserve the family he has if he's gonna fuck up so bad as to lose his son. i mean he still has benga (and by extension of marriage, iris, and by extension of adoption, nat and penny) (anthea and concordia are here too of course but will never quite consider alder as a fatherly figure the way n does, to them he's moreso that family friend that's so close you just start referring to them as actual family) (but i digress) but messing up with ryuki was a huge thing

all these acronyms it's like we're speaking a forbidden language

[killerbabebunnykaazilove]

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[prizmpaws]

🖍️, ❤️, ✖️!! (for the ask game!! your choice of which :D)

(answering all of these for patton [💙🐶], slime [🧪🎰], phantombur [🪶🧿], starlight glimmer [✨🔮], and terezi [⚖️🍒])

🖍️- what hobbies or activities make you think of your kin? 💙🐶: baking! also making bracelets, since we all had lil matching bracelets i made for us :D 🧪🎰: arcades. anything to do with them. i would work the casino on occasion but i mostly worked the arcade bc despite being like thousands of years old i was still a juvenile by slime standards and quackity preferred not to have minors working in the casino if he could help it. and either way my closest friends were fundy and purpled and they were also minors and that way we all got to hang out more :D we would get up to so much silly business while on the clock 🪶🧿: i would do a lot of like hands on, repetitive tasks like organizing things and crafting and enchanting and potion making and whatnot to keep me grounded (bc fun fact being a ghost makes it surprisingly easy to dissociate esp when thats something you already struggle with.) obviously i cant do a lot of those things now irl but like. sometimes little tasks like that remind me of this tl. esp if they fit that pretty romanticized dark academia aesthetic. like i got a wax seal kit for christmas and tried it out and. definitely very phantombur 🔮���: i very much had a hyperfix/spin/what have you in magic as starlight and now sometimes when i watch clips/episodes of mlp that im not in where they're doing magic ill be like "why did they do it like that, they could have used this spell, and done that in this way, and-" i also instinctively like only ever call the mane six by like nicknames/petnames and im pretty sure its bc of this tl ⚖️🍒: deep diving into certain tags/communities on tumblr. all the trolls were very active on tumblr, that was how we met and talked and everything, and it just makes me nostalgic

❤️ - what's your favorite memory from this kin? 💙🐶: i mean our movie nights where we'd all cuddle on the couch were pretty nice. rlly any of our cute sappy domestic moments could take this spot. but one more distinct memory that jumps to mind is you comforting me after svsr and finishing making the cookies that i tried to stress bake and then getting to share them with u :D 🧪🎰: im torn between a few options that go from less to more sappy. first option is just the shenanigans we'd get up to in las nevadas. mostly me, purpled, and fundy, but sometimes foolish and very rarely even quackity would join in. we invented a card game using a gigantic combined deck of playing cards, uno cards, pokemon cards, etc and had a huge ever changing 3 ring binder with all the rules of the game written out in it. i wish i could remember all the rules but it was so much fun. option two: in hindsight it was definitely bc he got tired of me constantly asking him questions, but q told me that whenever i had a question i should remember it and save it for later and then once a week while we were doing chores and stuff id get to ask him all my questions. a lot of the time it was just silly stuff, but sometimes we'd get real deep. final option, just a tiny little snapshot, but one time q was making like some sort of apple dessert and he was cutting up little apple slices and purpled and fundy and i were all sitting on the opposite side of the counter begging for appy slices and scraps and he'd occasionally throw them to us and at one point fundy caught one in his mouth and we all got so hyped and quackity got all proud of him and called him like some sort of a sweet name in spanish that i do not remember and it was just a rlly nice moment. 🪶🧿: strawberry picking with tommy. i was barely even doing any of the work, i just sat and watched him and chatted with him for a while. it just really sticks out in my head. it was such a nice day out, and i just always loved to see him so happy and excited. i really saw myself in him, he was like the person i never got to be. i never would have told him any of that, and when he realized i wasn't helping we play argued for a while, as siblings do. but still. love that guy 🔮✨: traveling with trixie on her lil traveling magic caravan. sometimes we got on each others nerves bc it was very close quarters but it was also a lot of fun. sometimes for hours it'd just be the two of us with nothing but each other's company and time to kill. we'd have the most silly and pointless conversation, scream-sing, and have an insanely deep 2am thoughts sort of conversation all in the span of an hour. like a sleepover on steroids ⚖️🍒: i think probably just hanging out on the meteor. it was a long ass time but we had a lot of fun. it was rlly cool to finally see some of the beta kids in person! i dont have a whole lot of like solid memories from this tl so i couldnt pinpoint one moment but that whole experience was real fun.

✖️ - what details about this kin, if any, are really different from canon? 💙🐶: this one was generally fairly canon compliant aside from the fact that the sides were all in a polycule (aside from roman and remus dating each other ofc.) little bits of it that align more with fanon than explicit canon as well, but generally not too far off. 🧪🎰: i think not super contradictory to canon, just with a lot of details filled in? i honestly forget a lot of the exact details of canon bc like i watched it a while ago and i probably missed a few streams and things just get muddy between canon and kin memories. but i feel like the friendship between me, purp, and fundy was a lot less focused on if it was really featured at all. also my whole "post canon" storyline that i know happened but try not to think abt bc i know it has a bunch of noncanon characters and if i let myself remember them i will miss them and be sad. oh also i remember a fuckton of info abt like slime biology and culture and whatnot that doesnt go against canon (and in fact sometimes lines up shockingly well) but also wasnt explicitly shown. 🪶🧿: origins is already pretty freeform, but my tl had even less of like a "storyline" or any big plot events and was pretty much just us all hanging out. also the server resets i think were canon? bc i feel like i have memories of buildings/the world from both s1 and s3. i think i was like involved in the reset and then purposefully wiped my memory of it. which would explain why i cant remember jack shit abt it. no clue tho. once again mostly just a lot of added details that arent strictly contradictory to canon. 🔮✨: i was for sure dating trixie and twilight, queerplatonic with sunburst, and maybe queerplatonic with sunset? i was possibly also in some sort of non platonic relationship w the rest of the mane six. idk man those horses got around. also my backstory was a bit different. or like. if i had the same backstory in canon i did a real shit job explaining it. my whole thing with cutie marks was a bit deeper than just "oh no my friend got their cutie mark before me im so sad im gonna go invent communism D:" growing up my mom saw me starting to get an interest in magic and was all like "no dont waste your time with that, that stuffs all frivilous, how would you ever be successful and make a living like that, etc etc" sorta like how ppl are abt ppl who wanna go into art as a career sometimes. and like hearing that and spending all that time trying to get myself to like and be happy in something else and find a better, "normal" passion that my mom would approve of and then turning around and seeing sunburst getting to pursue it and getting his cutie mark for it fucking sucked. and like knowing that if i had been allowed and encouraged to explore my magic from that age i could have been even better at it. not to say i was justified i definitely still went too far but like. still ⚖️🍒: the trolls and the kids were. swapped? like we still had the same personalities and relationships and everything but basically the humans lived on alternia and the trolls lived on earth, with that same sort of societal structure and everything, and the kids played the original session that made earth. and it was neat idk im sure theres more i could name but ive run out of brain juices