#no promises ill do it or be able to but yk
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[not a headcanon, but may I ask if theres any plan for headcanon 1k?]
not at all i have NO idea what i could even do im struggling man
#im open to ideas tho#no promises ill do it or be able to but yk#like i still havent done anything for the 1st year anniversary of the incorrect quote blog & its gonna be 2nd semi soon#im bad with art motivation so idk how well i can do art stuff but like i can try#not a headcanon
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i dont think anyone who knows me would let me live down how i made this realization /lh
#which! honestly fair gjfnf /lh#tmr is gonna be the true test drive because im seeing a friend whose. strange about gender#he tries his best but hes very much a cis man yk.#the truw test drive as in will i have the balls to do this shit#and how much of his partners shit will i be able to take before i blow a fuse yk#for the one friend who may see this in being vague on purpose ill tell you eventually (tmr) i promise fjfhdjj#just. if i tell you what made me realize my current revelation DONT TELL THE OTHER TWO PLEASE /gen
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Hey girl❤️🥰As a POC I absolutely love your work. You truly do make all of us feel so seen. I have a kinda odd(?) request for a Buck x Reader imagine. Obviously you don’t have to write it if you aren’t comfortable with it but I feel like you’d be able to do it justice
Could you write something about the reader having a bad period and Buck being there to comfort her/take care of her and then some period sex after…yk? I feel like that could be good and I really wanna read something like that.
A Crimson Connection ❤️ || Evan Buckley Smut
WARNINGS: Period Sex, 2.55K words (I got carried away and that's a warning in itself🥰)
A/n: I love you so much! That really means a lot to me and is the whole reason I create for Black (POC) readers 🤎 Thank you for your request and I'm so sorry it took me two months to complete! Period sex is a different kind of horny. You’re SO sensitive and a little sore. A little embarrassed <3 and blood feels so different from your usual pussy lube. Thinner, less viscous, and there’s so much of it. Uh, or so I've heard 👀
After being woken up by a piercing pain in your stomach, you rolled out of bed and headed into the bathroom. Even though you didn’t have to go, hunching over in a solid seating position helped the cramps pass a little easier. You could feel the pressure rising and started to get really nauseous, really fast. Before you knew it, you were prying the lid open and down on your knees.
You closed and flushed the toilet, still breathing heavily. You slouched over, gripping your abdomen and squeezing your eyes shut in pain as another deep pang hit you. It was then that you heard the bathroom door slide open and you didn’t need to open your eyes to know it was Buck. You were still moaning and groaning in pain while he slid down next to you, taking you in his arms. You mold into him, but you weren’t prepared for the cold sensation on your forehead and jumped slightly,
“Whoa, sorry. It’s just a rag, baby.”
“Hmmm."
Buck felt bad that your period was this painful every now and then. You suffered from random ovarian cysts that affected your cycle and made you violently ill for at least 24 hours. You two were in the ER two weeks before when your suspicions of the sharp pain were correct. The ultrasound showed a decent size cyst on your left ovary and you were just happy it wasn't both like last time.
He continued to wipe your face with the cloth, pulling you in more and kissing your clammy forehead,
"Is there anything I can do, baby?" He spoke with his lips still touching your temple. The vibrations his voice went through you, sending a calming sensation over your body and mind,
"Mmm mmm," you replied.
"Can you stand?" You just nodded and he began to get up from the floor, you gripping onto his forearm to not lose balance. He walked over to the tub and turned on the shower,
"I need to brush," you said softly while pointing to the counter.
"Shower first. The hot water will feel good, I promise."
You debated extending your argument, but you instead found yourself gripping on to Buck's shoulder riding out another cramp. It faintly passed and you accepted your boyfriend was right. You breathed heavily and nodded your head. Buck helped you pull your night shirt over your head before kneeling to help you step out of your panties. He placed a kiss on your hip, then swiftly stood to his full height,
"I'll be right in the room. Just yell if you need me, okay?" He said as he helped you over the tub.
"Thank you." He smiled gently and kissed your head once more before exiting the bathroom. You slugged your feet to move under the shower head; heavily debating on sitting down but quickly remembering you wanted to clean the tub earlier that day and never got the chance. The hot water sent chills down your spine as it ran though the rows of individuals and onto your scalp.
You grabbed your wash cloth drenching it in the hot water and placing it on your abdomen while you took a few deep breaths. The pain subsided minimally, but you took advantage and quickly finished your shower. Exiting the shower, you grabbed your towel and immediately went to the sink to brush. Instead of opting for your already simple night routine, you made it even simpler by just applying moisturizer, hair oil, deodorant, and chapstick.
You rewrapped your towel before bending down to pick up the clothes you were wearing earlier to put them in the hamper when you felt something run down your inner thigh. Thinking it was water, you wiped it away when you realized it wasn't water. You quickly cleaned yourself up before looking under the cabinet just to find that you never moved the new box of Tampax to the bathroom. Tears immediately started to well as you prepared to leave the bathroom. Buck could hear the sniffles and knocked on the door gently enough not to scare you,
"Baby?"
You didn't answer, but tried to move faster,
"Y/n?" He called through the door while pushing it open. He found you with your clothes bunched in your arms and tears in your eyes,
"Baby! What happened?" he asked as if you were a little kid. And well, you responded like one with your face bunching slightly and the tears falling freely. You couldn't help it. He might as well have asked, "are you okay?".
Buck waited with his eyebrows up, but not actual worry yet. He waited for you to catch you breath, soothing you through your spell,
"I started my period and my tampons are out here, but my cramps are too bad to leave a tampon in right now and I don't have any pads and I didn't want to wear underwear, to be honest. But now I have to pick one because it's usually light the first night so I would've worn my granny panties and no tampon and it would've been fine. But I don't wanna wear underwear," you sobbed out; the words basically strung togther.
"Hey. Hey. Hey. Baby. Baby. It's okay," Buck said bringing you into his chest trying really hard not to laugh. He would never laugh at your pain and/or the fact that you were upset. It was simply the reason you were upset. He held you in the threshold of the bathroom while you calmed down.
"C'mere, Baby." You followed as he grabbed your hand and led you around to the foot of the bed. He reached behind you and grabbed the shirt he picked out for after your shower. Buck unwrapped your towel, letting it fall on the hardwood beneath you. He inhaled deeply while shamelessly taking a flashing glance at your naked frame in front of him before sliding the shirt over your head. This drew an instant blush to your cheeks as you knew what was going through his mind. No. His reflexes. He went against his own instinct to push you back onto the bed and fuck you into oblivion.
He picked up the panties and chucked them across the room, earning a laugh from you,
"There she is," he said smiling widely, "think you can stomach some Tylenol?"
"Please," you said almost begging for a less painful nights sleep.
He walked to your side and grabbed the medicine and water he set out for you.
"You really thought of everything. Thank you."
"You're welcome. And almost everything," he said turning to leave the room. You were confused as you took the pain reliever, but relished in the way the water felt going down your stinging throat. You heard the thudding foot steps coming back and Buck coming back in, when he unrolled a maroon colored towel down on your side of the bed.
"Everything!" He said sticking his arms out and displaying his goofy grin. You were beyond grateful, but instinctively declined because you didn't want to risk anything,
"Y/n. This way everyone is comfortable and if anything happens, who cares?"
You take him on his word and climb into bed. He reaches for your scarf and helped you neatly wrap your hair. Buck leaned down to kiss you, softly running his tongue over your lips. You reach up and grab his neck when he groans begrudgingly and pulls apart. You smile, feeling warm that he still wants you even at one of your lower times. You snuggle in, getting comfortable with the new texture on your butt, while Buck strips down to his briefs and climbs in next to you.
You want to lay on your back, but the medicine hasn't kicked in yet and another cramp was coming. You turned over on you left side and curled into a ball. Buck immediately turned his body your way and brought you close. The cramp faded and you slowly uncurled,
"This sucks."
"I'm so sorry," Buck replied while kissing the good spot behind your ear.
"Mmmm."
"That sounds a little different than before. Does this-" *kiss* "-feel good?" *kiss*
"Mmm hmm."
"Mmmmm," he moaned lowly as he kept kissing that spot. He kissed a spot that was only 3cm over, but it tickled like no other, so of course Buck took advantage and kept kissing that same spot, then all over your face.
You were laughing hysterically when you couldn't breathe,
"Okay. Okay. OKAY! Ha Ha! Stop! Stop! Stop! Don't make me laugh! I'm not wearing underwear! Ha Ha!"
Buck let out a hearty laugh before diving in one last time, just to reach over you and flick the lamp off. While his torso was extended over your body, you could feel his semi-hard cock press into you. He plopped back down next to you, taking you back into the position he had you before. Your eyes were open, but you were surrounded by darkness.
“Mmm. I love you, baby.” He said lowly in your ear,
“I love you too,” you replied. Buck kissed your right shoulder, tightening his arm around you to bring your body closer to his. He rested his head down and got comfortable with you in his arms. As his muscles we tensing and relaxing with each movement, he let out a string of low hums and throat clears.
It’s nothing new. In fact it didn’t take you long to realize he’s just making boy noises. But this time, you’re feeling the vibration of his chest against your back and his mouth is basically connected to your ear. You start to wiggle slightly and let out little moans of your own, but they didn’t mean the same thing as his.
Or maybe they did.
He removes his arm from around your torso and starts to gently rub the side of your thigh, trying to get you settled. He planted one more kiss on your shoulder and you’re pretty sure he felt your body react. You take his hand and slickly snake it up to your chest. He pulls you once more, this time with more intent as he squeezes your tit.
He picked up right where he left off and started placing kisses to your spot again. His groans laced with lust and desire as he attacked your skin, nipping down to the side of your neck. You hips are grinding into each other. Your eyes go wide, realizing there is a point of no return and you're approaching it rapidly.
You halt your movements and push your hand back to stop Buck. Your chests are rising and falling, your bodies getting flustered so quickly.
"Buck. We've never...."
"And we don't have to if you don't want to."
"You want to?" You asked, craning your neck back to look at him in the dark.
"I crave you in any form you're in. So yeah, I want to. I want you." He whispered the last part like a sly fox.
"But-” you cut yourself off trying to think of an excuse as to why this is not a good idea,
“Let me help you feel good, baby,” He said, nudging your head back to the side to kiss your spot again. Your eyes close gently and your arm reaches back to hold his the nape of his neck. Buck begins to slowly grind his hips back into your t-shirt covered bum, nipping at your skin while still peppering kisses. His fingers hook your jaw and he brings your lips to meet his. It takes no time for the fight for dominance to take place, but you retreat. Letting Buck take the reins tonight.
Your kisses deepened, passion overcoming any lingering uncertainty. As your tongues explored one another’s mouths, giggles and warmth filled the air. It felt liberating, shedding the last remnants of hesitation and embracing the whole of each other, unfiltered and raw.
His hand travels down your silhouette, softly tracing his fingers along your thighs once more. He brought his body even closer into you, making you moan into the kiss. You reach back, palming his cock through his briefs and getting a similar reaction from him. Buck hand starts to inch in towards your pussy, causing you to break away,
"I'm okay tonight. I just need you."
"Are you sure, baby?"
"Mmmhmm," you say, pulling him back in. The truth is you were hesitant enough about having sex on your period and the thought of staining his fingers red was too much to handle right now. Buck moves his lips to nibble on your shoulder through your shirt as he frees his cock, wrapping his left arm underneath your body and puling you back to him like a little doll.
He rubs his cock against your slick hole before gently prodding. You lean your head back on his shoulder while he takes his left hand and lightly wraps it around your throat,
"Are you ready, baby?" He asks directly in your ear.
"Yes, please. I need you," you beg, reaching your hand back to pull him in this time. He chuckles lightly at your impatience and reminds you of your safe word. Buck finally pushed his hips forward, both of you moaning at the stretch. His movements were cautiously slow, paying attention to every single reaction. The pain was a lot at first, but focusing on the pain slowly turning to pleasure distracted you from the blinding cramps.
Your bodies moved together with a rhythm that felt as natural as breathing. Every touch, every whisper, felt electric. You was surprised to find how the experience intensified your sensations. Rather than feeling restricted by your period, you were allowed to feel empowered. You and Buck created a world for yourselves that night. One where you could fully embrace your desires without boundaries.
Buck transcended your whole being into an unknown world. You both thought you had little left to explore together, yet here you are with the love of your life on the adventure of a lifetime. The moans and deep grunts filled the room as you both chased down that high. When he knew he could, Buck applied more weight to your hip as he pushed himself up and deeper into your body. Practically now fully on top of you.
His thrusts became more frantic, yet never missed the mark. He lowered his torso over yours, cradling your angelic face and your orgasms crashed into both of you. His movements never stopped has beads of his sweat started to drip down on your from the tip of his nose.
Buck's hips finally slowed as he leaned down for a lingering kiss, the kind that lingered longer than any other, filled with warmth and connection that transcended the physical. In that moment, you felt closer than ever—a bond deepened by you willingness to break societal taboos and embrace your bodies as they were.
You welcomed his weight on top of you as your breathing started to slow. Rain began to patter against the window, and you two drifted off to sleep wrapped in each other’s arms. The night held no judgments, only the promise of a love that was true and unashamed, building a foundation on trust, intimacy, and the freedom to explore the beautifully messy reality of life together.
#evan buckley#evan buckley smut#evan buckley imagine#evan buckley x reader#evan buckley x black!reader#buck 911#911 smut#black reader
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yandere bruce wayne headcanons
yandere bruce wayne x gn!reader
warnings: yandere behavior, gross guy bruce wayne, kidnapping, stalking, power imbalance, rich guy uses his rich guy money to manipulate reader, creepy guy being a creepy guy lol (lmk for anything i might've missed i am half-asleep)
im thinking ill write some actual fanfics for him soon, idk what TO write tho...
STALKKKERRRR STALEKER SJALKER STALKER!!!
he is a creature of the night so u KNOW he’s watching you from a rooftop next to ur apartment
think of the scene in the batman when he’s watching Selina undress and stuff yeah hes a peeper (hes so fine i love bruce)
my man doesn’t have any superpowers BUT hes literally the freaking batman, he has cameras all over gotham so i promise he has eyes on you at all times
he’ll watch over you and make sure ur not gonna get mugged by some loser with a gun or get caught up in a joker/ivy/freeze/whomever scheme
like hes stalking you
he knows everything abt u too with WE and the Batcomputer (lol) he’ll have all ur personal info on file, ur twitter acc, your Instagram, any social media, literally everything on a separate file that is locked behind multiple passwords and eye scans (especially if we’re looking at bruce with kids like he knows they’d open the file and snoop)
if we’re looking at pattinson!batman/early years, he’s probably gonna write abt u in his diary journal (hes just a silly little guy)
he’ll try to give you a job at wayne enterprises to keep an eye on you as bruce (obvi becuz he cant be batman 24/7) (job depends on your experience and degree) (he’ll want u as a personal assistant or something but depending on your area of expertise… you’re probably not gonna accept lol)
if u do accept for a position as assistant/secretary, he’ll have your desk 3 ft away, he’ll be calling u into his office just to talk, basically like sort of training u to be his wife (get coffee, make lunch/get lunch, invite u to be his plus one for galas) all that jazz, he’ll flirt with u but ur gonna be like “oh that’s just brucie wayne being brucie wayne, but once u get comfortable in ur role, he’ll start making moves like hand on the lower back, pressing against u in any situation possible, he’ll never seem creepy (yet) but it’ll make u slightly uncomfortable considering he’s ur boss.
i can think of 2 possibilities that could occur
1. creepiest boss ever. he’ll order u how to dress to be his assistant/how to dress at galas (skimpy dresses, short skirts, tight pants, tight fitting dress shirts that exposes everything, shit like that), he’ll LEER at u like bruce will purposely drop stuff and make u pick it up so he can watch u bend over. like the worst. you’ll get tired of this behavior and quit and bruce will get angry and kidnap u
2. still creepy but not as bad. more like extravagant gifts, vacations, parties. he’ll still flirt and try to have as much physical contact with u as possible but he knows where to draw the line. you wouldn’t quit cuz yk great pay, okay boss. but like his feelings would get too much to contain and he’ll kidnap u in the end anyway
if i had to diagnose the batmans i care abt id sayyyy 1 is Affleck, 2 is bale, and Pattinson is a mix of both. comic batman has so many different writers and each run has a different personality for him saur depends on the writer lmao
u wouldn’t be able to date cuz of yk…….. WE rules………… but he’ll get tired of that taboo/secret relationship bs pretty quickly and just kidnap u
if u don’t accept a position as an assistant/secretary, he gets it but more than likely, his feelings for u will intensify and he’ll end up taking you to keep at wayne manor
before getting into when ur stuck at wayne manor, lets break down bruce’s thoughts abt u
he has put u on a PEDESTAL
ur amazing, beautiful, gorgeous, u. can. do. no. wrong.
in his mind, ur the light to his darkness
alfred totally enables him and if we’re talking dilf bruce, the kids learn from him so they just assume this is what love is, kidnapping and manipulation
you’d adjust to life at wayne manor (not quickly but yk mf is RICH, ur gonna be treated so well once u understand that u cant leave)
bruce wouldn’t torture u but he’d pavlov u for sure
you would only be given comfort and relief when ur around him/good to him
if ur not good, then he’d probably keep u locked up in the batcave or in any of the many empty rooms at the manor
bruce wayne is the most powerful and influential person, ANDD has THE most powerful people on the planet as his best friends… you’re stuck with him babes
#like and reblog <3#yandere#x reader#yandere x reader#gender neutral reader#kidnapping#stalking#bruce wayne x reader#bruce wayne x you#bruce wayne x gn reader#yandere bruce wayne#yandere bruce wayne x reader#yandere dc#yandere batfam#yandere batfamily#power imbalance#clark and diana coming soon#yandere headcanons#batman#batman x reader#yandere batman#yandere batman x reader
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LORE LORE LORE!!!🗣️🗣️🗣️ (This is super long and my English is horrible for a native speaker so bear w me)
ILL BE REAL I DIDNT PUT MUCH THOUGHT INTO A REASONABLE BACK STORY but bcuz shes a self insert i had to make a mention for my bestie who can EASILY be in the pressure universe fr <3
Pre-lockdown: I think itd be unique that if Sebastian was used to give humans gills then Phanny can be used to find immortality cuz who doesnt love when a corrupt corporate entity tries to find the cure for death, happens all the time lol. I say for the important parts shes fused with an immortal jellyfish, my favorite jelly which im extreme jelly of 😼😼😼😼, and i would say that its possible that she could live forever IN THEORY with the dna of that jelly but that would have to be tested lmaooo.
I believe because shes also able bodied (mostly) she would be given similar jobs as Sebastian so shes not depressed, rotting, or lashing out. Not sure if they'd work together but she's observant and being a psychologist, she def psychoanalyzing the hell outta everybody in the facility out of boredom. She seems happy but ofc its a coping mech to make the best out of the absolute horrors around her, still emotional unstable and freaks tf out frequently. Once Sebastian frees everybody, she's free to roam and sees what Sebastian is doing. She asks to assist him in his goal but she only plays a part once Seb handles BIDNESS on land during lockdown. Post lockdown she scavenges for data and whatever here and there but shes mostly left alone or out of most of his operation, yk,,,working with Mr Lopee and all. She really tries to get close with Sebastian (despite emphasizing hes a married man, YEAH SURE BUDDY YOU'RE LIKE 32, WHATEVER MAKES U FEEL BETTER💀) and being the drama fiend i am, i think having a "moment of weakness" would lead to their complex semi romantic possibly toxic dynamic.
Fight: And as i did my research its highly debatable if Sebastian is telling pAInter the truth about getting them both out. Phanny would believe this without question cuz if he can make a plan and has all these skills and resources, he should be able to take everyone (this also includes other peoples inserts and ocs who are experiments because it makes the setting more lively and interesting). I even thought of a cool ass line my homie thought was cold asf for argument dialogue between Phanny and Seb about taking everyone back up to the surface.
Just to summarize: Phanny mentions how noble Seb is after making progress with his escape plan, assuming that he'll take at least as many people as possible including Phanny. Sebastian at this point is already trying to push her away post weakness moment and he know damn well he's just doing this for himself and never accounted to leave w/ a whole damn facility of sentient experiments. He just wanna see his mom again and hes already working in private with Mr Lopee i mean this is a one man escape plan. This ofc shatters Phanny cuz from what hes saying, nobody and he mean NOBODY is getting out of here with him. Hes not a savior and hes not responsible for people he dont even know or fuck with like tf?? And Phannys like OKAY? Nobody's asking you to be JESUS but can you at least be Moses?? Free us so we can all get justice! Explain why you can't take a handful and come back once u take this damn company down?? What about your promise to pAInter? To ME.
Ofc it ends in a big brawl, think Mark getting his shit rocked by his own dad (Omniman from invincible) and they just have this heartbreaking dialogue and they split ways.
Post fight + breakdown: After this, Phanny is basically losing it. I even have a vision for this if it was actually in game and she was an actual character with weight to the gameplay. Like crying and wailing in the vents and pipes, shit breaking, Phanny not being seen for a majority of the game until shes physically stopping u from going through doors and rushing the player. Not to kill them, she loves the expendables and protects them but if she really has to if it means Sebastian can get out/she gets to see another day then...
Plus i drew what that would look like in my last post where shes just standing in the dark in the corner blocking the door. Even if shes not blocking the door she's obviously going through something and can't be interacted with, she just follows the player with her eyes and breathes heavily. If its not that then shes crying by the the water and interacting with her gets the player a DEVIOUS side eye or no response.
Pre-breakdown + if she were actually in the game: I can't really explain why she would help the expendables WITHOUT knowing removing the crystal will indirectly end their lives, i actually havent evaluated that yet but shes friendly to expendables, takes free trade in exchange for shiny objects, and can be seen hanging out with or talking to Sebastian, or passing by in the water/halls. She's capable of killing the player entirely by accident due to her tentacles hanging from the ceiling which she chills in and dying to her makes her scream or apologize (before Sebastian says something snarky) since shes strictly against killing and never willing.
Announcing ur presence helps her know shes in the way. Typical interactive npc shenanigans. Maybe even saving expendables from certain attacks but these are rare interactions in the game. She's overall friendly and if she were real, she'd prolly be a fandom fave (ofc not on Sebastian's level, LETS BE HUMBLE YALL😭) because shes so polite and her tragedy comes near the end where the player isnt even aware of how she became hostile in just a few hours of the run. Her story would hardly happen in game and itd be one of those things a creator would have to mention outside of their game for fans to know abt yk?
Its typical for creators to just drop the craziest lore ever about a character but they're purposefully vague or literally like oh yeah time constraints so we scrapped it lol.
ALRIGHTY CLASS, ANY QUESTIONS? (typing this on my phone was so crazy guys ik its a lot but trust me its DECENT lore </3
#oc x canon#pressure roblox oc#roblox pressure oc#pressure roblox#roblox pressure#self ship#self insert#pressure sebastian#sebastian pressure
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oookay. finished the secret history let’s go
so the book itself was split into two separate books, book I and book II. for clarity’s sake, im gonna further split it into 4 parts, part 1, 2, 3 and 4.
so first quick summary 4 bg information (no spoilers, as promised!!)
so basically a group of sexually repressed 20-something gays push the first homophobe they see off a cliff
OR
we’re told of Bunny’s murder in the first 2 pages, separating the book from other crime novels in that most of it was less a whodunnit and more of a whydunnit. in part 1, we’re introduced to richard papen, the narrator, who applied to a college, Hampden, miles away from his home state bc the colours on the brochure were pretty. he falls in with a group of students who are studying ancient greek; henry, bunny, francis, and camilla and charles (twins). So for a while, things look awesome. richard’s at a good college, with a large and tight-knit group of friends. What could go wrong?
this part transitions into two after richard and bunny find out about something terrible the rest of the group did in the past.
in part 2, bunny starts to become hostile to his friends after learning of it, while richard is able to wrap his head around it quite quickly. It escalates to the point where bunny becomes a potential threat, in that he might spill the beans to someone else. here, henry begins to plan bunny’s murder, and the rest of group just sort of goes along with it. parts 1 and 2 were pleasant, and paced really quickly. i was hooked the entire time. part 3 gets a bit dull, but it picks up again after Bunny’s funeral and hits the ground running.
book one ends right before bunny dies, and book two starts right after.
part 3 opens into a police investigation for bunny, who is believed to be missing until they find his body. in this part, tensions within the group begin to escalate. most of p. 3 is spent at bunny’s family’s house, who have invited many people bunny knew to stay with them during the funeral proceedings.
part 4, i believe begins after bunny’s body is found. here everyone’s like REALLY on edge. I will say most of it was just richard and francis running around frantically together while charles slowly goes insane with paranoia that henry’s trying to kill him as well. yk what, some of charles’ dialogue in this part is unsettlingly reminiscent of a panicked letter written by bunny that was found only after his death. In the book, there was only one passage of it shown, but that was enough. reading it, one could practically hear the panic, the desperation in bunny’s voice, one later mirrored in charles. vv psychologically thrillery. Im having hannibal flashbacks actually
and ohhh my god the ending. It was the climax to end all climaxes rae. ill never get over it. It was bittersweet ig, like all the best endings are.
one thing i noticed is that throughout the book, there are these like future reflections littered through. like ‘thinking back on it now, i wish i had. . .’ or ‘funny, that was the last time i ever saw him’, which have the story a sort of They Both Die at the End quality. yk, like a tragedy waiting to happen. I think i remember you doing something like that once, rae, in atydsp. I believe it was right in one of the summer 1977 chapters but i could be wrong. I think something like that really makes a story gut-wrenching, especially with the whole looming impermanence that the reader is all too aware of. the very last lines in the epilogue read, ‘I suppose at one time in my life I might have had any number of stories, but now there is no other. This is the only story I will ever be able to tell.’ see? whenever one of these bad boys is thrown in there, the scene changes from just a regular scene to something golden and significant. I think i once saw a post that read, ‘in movies time travellers are always scared of drastically changing their future by doing something small, but no one in the present ever things they can drastically change their future by doing something small’. thats what that reminds me of.
in the epilogue, richard refers to himself as a bystander, and he’s not wrong. he’s the narrator, of course, but in the end, the story’s not really about him. it’s about henry and bunny. I kind of get now, those lines at the end of the epilogue. Bunny’s death, and the events that subsequently followed, are so much more important than richard himself will ever be.
TSH is famous for that one line henry has, when charles asks him how he could possibly justify cold blooded murder, and henry says, ‘I prefer to think of it … as a redistribution of matter.’ but the line that got to me the most personally was an unassuming one, camilla in the epilogue about her twin brother charles: ‘actually, charles and i dont really talk anymore. It’s broken my Nana’s heart.’ not that she and charles should ever be in the same room together ever (very fucked up things happened), but it’s just the impermanence of relationships. how two people who may be at one point inseparable just drift apart. it’s not any one big fight or falling out that snaps the thread of their connection, but that thread just wearing out and growing thinner and thinner until eventually nothing is left anymore. thats what gets to me.
andd also one thing that kept happening was that i’d accidentally (or on purpose) flip a few pages ahead and reading something really fucking deranged or unexpected and just be like ‘huh???? what??? how?????’ and i’d go back and read up to that point until it made sense. i’d love love LOVE to give examples but i’m not allowed spoilers :(( the book is just the right amount of deranged though it rlly tickles ur brain in just the right spots without being overly ick
I think someone said that it was a francis/richard/charles/camilla/henry love pentagon but its most like a love diamond. grab a pen and paper folks, it gets complicated. imagine charles at the top, francis on the left, richard at the bottom, and camilla on the right, with a line extending from camilla to henry. there thats tsh.
all in all 8/10!! if it’s on your reading list like you said it was, definitely move it to the top.
one day i WILL read tsh i promise!! unfortunately it cannot go to the top atm bc im working thru the books i already own 😔 love this review tho i honestly didn’t really know what the book was about & this actually sounds really good…
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😦 are you. . .suggesting I. . .leave? It sounds a lot like you are trying to get rid of me. Why would you say that? I'm so adorable. I make your day nicer. I thought we were friends..?🥺
And hey, I was formal during the game!! I was so formal that it took me days to shake of that tone.
I'll never understand the anti tamlin fics lol. Like babygirl how sadistic are you? That man has done nothing but suffer through the entirety of the series.
Wait a minute. Hold up. Let me sit for this. IS THAT A COMPLIMENT FROM THE LIEGE HIMSELF? That's the sweetest thing anyone has ever said about anything I've ever done!! I'm so used to you being a snarky little shit. What is this? What's going on? You're freaking me out.
Thank you! And yes, limericks would be cooler for Tamlin’s POV but I’m neither witty nor funny enough to pull that one off lol. Maybe we’ll try it with one of your smut. I mean, Tamlin can’t flirt to save his life, let alone with Lucien. In the beginning, him and Lucien were definitely only profesh before they became friends. Oh oh, listen to this. Yk how Tamlin used to challenge and outdo his brethren in his youth. He’d still miss that. He can write limericks whenever he wants but who’s gonna be his audience? And he hates court business. Imagine him sitting there bored out of his mind and Lucien going on about some stuff, and Tamlin starts responding in limericks. At one point Lucien will start losing his mind because it’s one thing he can’t do. Annnnd I was going somewhere with this. Anyway, my point is Lucien will unleash his charm and flirt back and Tamlin will shut up. That’s the last time he speaks another limerick in front of Lucien and the first time Lucien sees Tamlin blush. Instant love!
Smaller font so you don't kill me. Who cares about your eyes?
Nooo, ofc I don't want you to leave, the notification of getting an ask always fills me with excitement. We are friends I promise!
You were quite formal during the game tho, Ill give you that. It didn't hide your identity very well because you have a very distinct way of speaking (or typing?) but it was very formal yes.
Oh you have no idea how bad some of the anti Tamlin Tamcien fics I've read are. One of them is legit Tamlin graphically raping Lucien, it is fucking awful.
Hey, I'm a snarky shit, but I give credit where credit is due, and the poem you wrote was fantastic, you deserve all the compliments in the world for it!
Listen, I ain't smart or witty enough to come up with a limerick either, I probably wouldn't even be able to do what you did with your poem. The most I can do is a poem with a distinct beat, and that's about it.
Ooooooh I love this Tamcien idea!! I can just imagine Tamlin spending way too much time, trying and failing to flirt with Lucien, and then he starts using the limericks and they just slowly get flirtier and flirtier. I think that would be utterly hilarious.
And Lucien using his flirting to shut Tamlin up??? Delicious, I adore it!
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hi uh...look to some anons like. back off. with the "go to therapy" and rude stuff like that it doesnt help at all/nm AND to mod rat. if you can get some water or smth to eat if you havent already and just try to think on something positive i know its hard as hell to. i cant do much because..yk virtual shit but.. just know there people who care for ya and i promise with all my heart/p that it will get better. it might take a few weeks. maybe a few months but i promise it will get better.
if you want i can let you vent to me i really dont mind/gen! i may not be able to do much but ill listen if you need anything like that.. just try your best..please dont give up. i know me and many many many anons care for ya. we love ya/p.
[ I can't eat right now, haven't eaten much today, I have been drinking water to try and calm down but it's not helping ]
[ When I'm stressed, usually my cat is there for me, he isn't right now though and I don't want to go force him up here ]
[ For clarification no he's not dead, he's just not up here right now ]
[ Honestly he's the reason I haven't given up completely yet ]
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hi lovey how are you <3
it's late—like,,,4am late—and im somehow spewing out actual sentences BUT i have a question and i've been debating on how to start this whole thing so ill just say fuck it n get it out there—how do you keep up with all your wips??? bc like,,,,i've started writing, and i LOVE it. it's so fun to have these ideas finally out in word format instead of just stuck in my head.
but i have a really bad habit of starting smth n then...moving on to smth else when inspiration strikes. i occasionally go back to what i was originally writing, but even then it doesn't last long before im starting a whole new story 😭 im a little peeved as i've completely abandoned this one writing i slaved away at for days abt the backstory of one of my ocs—im somewhat proud of it n i don't want to just not get back into it.
as i write this, im currently staring at my laptop as i churn out yet another story of said oc (along with multiple other ocs myself n a friend made together) n im just,,,perplexed?? i suppose, on how so many fic writers keep up with all their wips.
i realize now that im just droning on n on so ill end here. writing is a bitch but also feels me with accomplishment when i do end up finishing smth, so i was just curious as to how you work around wips n things like that.
hello darling, i'm okay!! kinda dreading today's shift, but it is what it is. how are u tho??
and to be honest with u, i don't keep up with my wips like . at all . i do try to maintain some order, and sometimes i forbid myself from working on a story in favour of focusing on another one, but it doesn't always work, and there are times in which i really want to work on a fic even tho it's not a priority or supposed to be posted any time soon. but still, i try not to beat myself up over it, bc fanfiction is a hobby and something that i do for fun!! it shouldn't feel like a chore, so even if i do want to keep a schedule or alternate between wips so i can have some resemblance of balance, it's not really necessary, or even possible, considering the amount of wips i have lmao. it's our work and our writing, we're free to never finish anything if we don't want to, or to write 13847872648 fics at the same time, or to write only one for the rest of our lives. there are no rules or a right way to go about it yk??? i totally get the need to . focus on just one project, or at least be able to finish something, anything, but it'll happen at some point, i promise, and u should never force yourself, especially when it comes to an activity u do bc u love it and enjoy it
it's different if we talk about original fiction or original characters.. at least in my case!! i didn't get into writing fanfic until a few years ago, but i've been writing original stories since i can remember!! in fact there's this one i'm very slowly making progress with, that i came up with back when i was 17, and that i really want to . finish someday and hopefully try and publish it. for me, and when i'm really passionate about a project, like with this one, i do . force myself to not write anything else . it's inevitable to get new ideas, so i write them down, i make pinterest boards and even outlines, and occassionally, i also start them, write a lil of them when i need a break or to scratch the itch. but otherwise i just . do my best to stick to the one that i really love and i'm the proudest of. i do tend to hyperfixate and obsess a lot, so it's not THAT hard for me, bc even if i do get distracted sometimes, i always come back to this story. especially since i've been working on it for almost 5 years now, and i know it like the back of my hand. i could write three prequels and four sequels lol
so really, i don't think there's a right or wrong way to go about this. one of my best friends, and a writer i quite admire, jumps from a wip to another all the time, and also struggles to finish a story, but she just . trusts the process . lets herself have fun and write whatever she wants every day . it's been a while since she last finished something but she isn't too worried yk?? she enjoys what she does, and what matters is that she keeps writing. every person is different, and the way they approach writing is, too!!
my advice is to try and find out what works best for u and to stop beating yourself up over something that might be out of ur control. if u have this one story that's really important to u and that u really wanna finish, then maybe ur gonna have to practise some self-discipline, and force yourself a little, forbid yourself from getting distracted with these other shiny new ideas. but if doing that ruins the whole thing for u and sucks the fun out of writing then . take it one day at a time, focus on something different each day, and start 4 stories in the same week. it doesn't matter babe!! writing is an art, there's not a correct way to do it!!
#sorry if this wasn't very helpful i'm never the best person to ask about writing..#but i'm wishing u the best <333#and i'm sure all ur stories are lovely#regardless of you finishing them or not#sending u a big hug#asks#s tag#on writing
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Ik angst is inevitable for MORAL INJRUY but can you at least confirm we will have Wanderer, Collei, and [name] familial bond fluff? Like the three of them deserve to get some semblence of happiness after all they gone through, that their not alone and that there is someone who understands of what happened. Their family may be small and they’re all still affected of what happened but to know your not alone in what happened can sometimes be enough.
Also while daydreaming at school, I realized that Dottore, [name], and Collei have something in common with the three people who “betrayed” Wanderer respectively
Ei and Dottore: Both of them had a huge role in shaping the way he is (Ei made him Kabukimono while Dottore made him The Balladeer)
Niwa and [name]: Both of them are good people who the Wanderer cares about (later for [name] case) that sadly suffered a terrible fate because of Dottore (Niwa gets killed by Dottore while [name] was his assistant so yk…)
The child and Collei: Both of them are sickly children due to remenants of gods
But they also differ in very different ways that i feel should be noted
Ei abandoned him (-which cause him to be Kabukimono) with good intentions, she truly did care but was unsure on what to do while Dottore opened his seal on him (-which cause him to be much stronger that grants him the Balladeer title) but with selfish intentions, he could care less about, only seeing him as a tool to further his plans
Niwa was killed by Dottore so there nothing he can do about that, while [name] was able to escape their situation and got away from Dottore (for a while it seems)
The child succumbed to his illness and died while Collei was able to get cured from her illness and lives to see the next day
It’s quite interesting to think about, also i hope you understand what i meant here
(P.S. can you honestly see yourself continuing this story for 2-3 years if you cant find a good ending you like?)
- 🐱 Anon
yes! i can promise that, at the very least 🫶 there is a lot of fun and silly familial bonding to come <3
I DIDN'T EVEN. INTEND THAT???? BUT YOU'RE SO RIGHT.... that really is such a cool observation. that was never intended, but interestingly, that is how the story has developed. i think that's really cool.
and yeah i definitely can LMAO either i end it in a way that satisfies me, or i'll abandon it. this happened with dandelions (have you been around long enough to remember that series??? i'm not quite sure!); i just kind of... stopped writing it. i might continue one day idk. but ANYWAYS that's not the point. the point is that i do not like ending my stories in an unsatisfying way. it annoys me greatly if i can't find an ending i like. so, yeah, i can definitely see myself keeping it up for that long!
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I think I'm gonna take an eeny weeny break. I'll still post the submission form tomorrow but I'm not gonna make any promises on the closing date and the tournament opening date. Hopefully this isn't too bothersome for you guys. Just think about all the time you'll have to submit your little people! That should be good.
If anyone's curious on the reasoning for my break (not sure why people would care, but yk) I'll list vague reasoning under the cut. I won't go too into it because that's my business, but I'll provide some explanation just so you guys aren't left in the dark. Do not click "read more" unless you're prepared for my complaining lmao
I am very very very very very tired and exhausted. Yeah that's the main reason. I'm physically sick, I keep breaking out in hives, my coursework is overwhelming and I have absolutely no motivation for it, I'm very busy and I'll continue to be busy... forever actually. Until I achieve my dream of being a hermit. Soon.... also, on top of all of that, mental illness sure does exist. I have no access to professional help currently and nobody really knows what to do with me anyway, so I'm sorta stuck on this one. Sooo. Yeah that's why I'm taking a break. I really do like these tournaments and wanna keep doing them, don't get me wrong, there's just simply no time. Same with a majority of my hobbies tbh. I haven't been able to play any games or draw or write in a long time. Most I've been able to do is sketch during math class. But I'll do my best to get back to an operating level, so I can continue doing tournaments. Thanks for understanding, guys!
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like my parents are homophobic and transphobic (i dont know if ill ever come out to them to be honest) and i wonder how much of that is the fundamentalist christianity and how much of that is like. more conservative asian culture yk? sorry how rambly this got btw i dont know a lot of ppl irl who i'd be able to discuss this w/. i hope it doesn't come across as aggressive or ill-intentioned or anything!!
I think about this a lot too, and also tysm for this ask you're my first ask ever ily and i hope youre staying safe and well to the best of your ability!
I wonder this so much too, it's slightly confusing to think about. i dont have any hard answers because i am not an expert on cultures (if someone looks more into this stuff, i would appreciate your input in replies) but part of me wonders how things came to be, like i know christianity has been passed down for at least 2 generations in my family, so i wonder if the part of asian culture that values conformity and holding to tradition kept that alive more than anything else. not to mention the value of family, expectations of conformity for safety, and the fear of hell, combining to make a disastrous "I GOTTA PRAY AND GO TO CHURCH AND CONVERT MY FAMILY OR THEY'RE ALL GOING TO HELL" mentality...
i think modern day christianity can be big in some asian cultures (colonization aside) due to the conservative aspects. in fact, i think many asian families are affected by conservative christian rhetoric even if they aren't christian themselves, because of the influence of evangelism on the world. western conservative ideals and evangelical christianity do have a MASSIVE overlap, so thats one thing. i personally think its a mix of both conservative ideals and extreme religion, more of a big circle than a venn diagram. i feel like extreme christianity is something many asian families would find appealing for this reason, so its sort of a "did the chicken come first, or the egg?" situation- i think conservative values may have hit certain asian cultures first, and colonization also may have impacted this (depending on the asian culture, obviously. India had a change in modesty with clothes post colonization for example), and christianity was appealing after that sort of cultural shift and still is because many asian countries remain conservative in certain facets of their ideology and culture, and evangelical christianity is simply a functioning vessel for that. tldr, evangelical christianity can be used to justify conservative ideals in asian households, adding to the appeal of the religion as it also promises safety and comfort.
#asks#exvangelical#i dont know many people irl to discuss this with either so it was really nice to hear from someone!#if im wrong about anything please correct me kindly#and xtians if you see this post be nice pls
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Casey (Ninjago) V2
(IK its closer to like version 15 at this point, but this is only the 2nd time ive posted ab his full info [ninjago ver] here so <3)
Fair warning for scars, mentions of mental illness and disorders, and the like <3 And oc x canon??? if ur fussy ab that??? idk
Casey first, bc he's my little man, my favourite scrunk.
Basic info includes: Casey Abel Tinniel 17 years old (averagely, does change w/lore and how i draw him) He/Him pronouns (feel free to use candy themed neos for him tho, kinda experimenting w/that) Trans-Masc, FTM. Half Oni, Half Human Canonically he has ADHD and BPD. (Feel free to hc him as autistic aswell idm, no other hcs tho pls lmAO, feel free to ask if he does XYZ in my askbox, but do not hc.) British/Japanese. He is 6'3 (tall man, love him, towers over so many), loves candy (any, even that chalky valentines candy stuff), he's left handed, constantly carries chapstick, and kinda needs glasses but rarely wears them (bc hes an arse). He has a dog!!! Leonberger/Great Pyrenees X called Mochi!!!! She's big and fluffyyy!!
He is an EM (Elemental Master), but like his element b kinda stupid but i love messing around with it. (Hes a fandom oc he wasnt made for realism nor to be canon SMH) And a ninja ofc bc what cringe baby's first ninjago oc (he wasnt my first im lying) isnt a ninja!!! Pink ninja go!!!
His element. is. Technology. and I do have basic mechanics written down for it, which i will paste from my notes rn: (Please ignore mentions of "Roni" i will get into that in another post if yall like him enough)
Not me actually thinking and noting down stuff ab Casey's element.
his machines don't need power (batteries, a plug, etc) he can power them himself with his element, but that's draining so he would still add another source of power, and because he already rarely uses his element he can only power small devices.
he's able to cut off power or turn off security systems. (Like just by touching control panels & stuff)
if he knows how to build smth (mechanical) he can just build it instantly, not needing to touch the materials (idk how to explain it? like he can float electronics but he cant hold them mid-air THEY HAVE to be added to Smth mechanical/technological)
is able to hack certain things without touching them, but mostly just does that to annoy Zane when he's younger (Lloyds command/prank) and rarely does it at all later on, leading him to barely be able to do it at alllll when it's needed (most of the time it isn't because of Jay, Nya and Zane having tech knowledge and jay being master of lighting).
Mostly he can just barely use it at all other than to control small devices/andriods because he's never needed to use it. (Up until Roni, which I'll not down stuff for later, might make it so that he's forced to make a few different Oni soldiers and then have his father mass produce them? Idk) probably will change a lot of stuff but these r just notes based on the few ways I thought of him using his element
Elemental notes over (i cant be bothered to edit them)
i was gonna make him a new reference sheet for this post, but instead u can have these: (older art i might've posted but forgor)
(yk that second to last one/the one in the bottom left? yeah ill go into that in another post <3)
i draw him happy to contrast his lore <3333 and the scars tbh, hes so covered in them that drawing him happy and ignoring them is kinda comforting?? idk haha The stories behind his scars r long af so like ill just put them down as "ninja accidents" and move on. His horns and tail r optional, as he's an oni obv smh (shapeshifty boy) I think thats all for him as a character?? He's just a happy silly boy (golden retriever to Lloyds golden cat fr i mean whaTT!!!???) Yeah. Biotech. Aka Lloyd Garmadon, himself, X Casey Abel Tinniel. They r my scrunks, my blorbs, and maybe even, my little guys. I dont have any updated art of them atm, but i promise u i will make some at some point ong!!!! They like to eat candies and stuff together & watch disney movies fr!!!! Casey likes to cook so he makes homemade mochis and stuff a lot n like ong<33333 way to lloyds heart is through candy and i will NOT hear otherwise!!!! Youngest ninja members gotta look out for each other (even if that means kissing sometimes SMH) Thats all for now i think yoooo!!!
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this isnt really anything big but everything has been like building up and I think I might drop out of the spring musical at my school before auditions are even over
i didn't get called back which is WHATEVER but my friend has told me about callbacks four times, the first time they sent me a picture of how I didn't get called back but they did and then whenever I saw them for the rest of the day they just were always "Did you see callbacks?" yes. i did. when you sent me the picture of the sheet at 9 am and when I walked past it six times idc if I didn't get called back I don't freaking like this show anyway I'm just here cause its theater and I like theater but idk it feels like the fact that they're just...bragging at this point
but like also the dance workshop for the dance audition (tomorrow) was today and I had to stop half way through
dance isnt accessable for me, i have chronic knee pain in my my knees and they just always hurt and too much can just make them swollen up and I wont be able to bend them for a bit and its whatever its always gonna be there its always just whatever and I tried and I'm like crying because I just can't do the dance
and it wasnt explained in a way that I understand and the videos we have to learn off of arent even lessons they're just the dance so I'm screwed yk
but i feel like if i leave the musical im letting all my friends down cause I promised i'd be there for the musical and then I'm letting the director down because she wants me in this show and I'm letting my family down who want to see this show and I'm letting myself down because I want to do this but I just cant
and even worse my dad will get mad at me for wasting my aunts time cause shes been getting and driving me home and I promised him he wouldn't have to drive me home still apirl
maybe ill do tech i dont know maybe not I just cant do anything during the winter I get so just sad and everything is hopeless and the world is like dead and nothing is good in the winter idk whats wrong with me!!!!!! #why cant I be normal!!!!!!!!! sorry I'm like crying rn and I don't care enough to fix spelling mistakes
anyway everything always seems so much bigger than it actually is and I'm just sad
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omg you got your license at 16??? that’s CRAZY impressve😭😭😭 i have a fully developed (hopefully) adult brain and still can’t make the car go properly goddamn AND i will be driving a stick shift :))))) awesome :))) balancing on a hill is a pain in the ass i do NOT like stomping on the gas pedal i always freak out😭 why cant i just drive for a few minutes and then be done <3
can’t wait for more step daddy rome THAT LAST FIC AND THAT SNIPPET LITERALLY K ILLED ME PLEHHUUSEEE MORE ANGST MORE PAIN!!!! i eat up anything you post but your jack delroy fics are v special to me 🥺
your research paper sounds inredible, i would like to read it sometime!! and you wrote 10 pages holy shit that’s a lot!! academic weapon💅🏻💅🏻 hope your professor appreciates your efforts🥺 man i miss uni😭😭
-feral anon wants you to ramble more
Hell yeah! License at 16!! I was always a pretty safe driver tbh. My grandma instilled in me from a young age that a car has the capacity to kill someone and to never forget that, and I haven’t. Cause she’s right! So I’ve never been one to like, drive recklessly or speed or any of that stuff. I’m a nerd who lives life in the slow lanes lol. Making friends with the semi trucks 🚛
Never been in an accident either. Knock on wood. I mean, so long as we’re not counting the time I was like 2 years old and our car got slammed into the median on I-90 🫣 my mom was like 8 months pregnant and we had a van full of people who just wanted to see the Wiggles lol. Shit was totaled. But other than that, no car accidents! Knock on wood for me seriously lol please
You WILL be driving a stick?! Oh you’re brave. BRAVE!!!! Yk what’s so fucked up? My dad told me he wanted me to know how to drive a stick just in case I was ever in a situation I needed to get the fuck out of. Like I’d be able to drive anything, because a lot of vehicles that aren’t cars operate in the same way. He probably had some Texas chainsaw massacre scenario in mind, which is highly unrealistic. But you know what he didn’t do? Teach me to change a flat or to jumpstart a car (which would have been helpful because I killed my engine uhh…multiple times…) and his reasoning for doing so was because I don’t have 21 digits. Meaning I don’t have a dick. But I don’t think he ever thought about how not teaching me those skills kinda puts me at the mercy of a stranger, usually a man, if I’m ever in a situation like that. Love my dad dearly but come on man 🫠
AND. He had my grandpa teach me to drive a stick because he said he’s the best teacher, which he is. He’s very patient and doesn’t freak out on you. But he incorrectly taught me how to drive that car, he taught me to step on the gas and rev the shit out of the engine before lifting off the clutch which YES that works IN AN EMERGENCY!!!! doing that is how I burned the shit out of my clutch and needed it replaced within 6 months. And my dad was like “you’re driving that car wrong” when he��d hear me take off for school in the morning and I’d be like “welp, that’s how papa told me to do it” and he was like bullshit your grandfather did not teach you that. It wasn’t until my sister came back from college and corroborated my story that my dad was like oh shit. Oops.
ALSO. STEPDADDY???!! YOU WANT PAIN?? I’ll give you the fucking pain that’s all I’m gonna say. Hatefuck city babeyyyy
I think I’m gonna do more jack delroy next week, how’s that sound? Wanna get your period on his fancy white couch while babysitting for hot daddy Jack?? Wanna cry in embarrassment and shame while he promises you it’s nothing a little peroxide can’t fix?? Wanna see him swallow thickly and his pupils dilate when he sees the mess you made? WANNA FUCK FREAK NASTY WITH A JACK DELROY WHO HAS A HEAVY PERIOD KINK???
I lied. I’m actually about to meet with professor asshole to talk about my paper 🫠🫠🫠 say the word and I’ll drop the pdf. I’ll also have you know I am in no way an academic weapon, I am a coaster through and through. Minimal effort always. C’s get degrees, baby.
-buggy, who loves that you let her ramble 🫂🥹🥰
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OH NICKIBEAR I MISSED YOU!! 😭😭😭💞💞💞 I’m currently studying for my upcoming midterms ughfhfheufheiej but I shall be patiently waiting for your rotations in the mean time!! MY LIL (or maybe fat if they’re like 20k+ WC but I am NOTTTTT complaining) TREATS AFTER MY EXAMS *insert fly rubbing hands* 😻😻😻 I wanted to ask abt mr blue eyes for a sec. We had jealous reader back in “I know your name” right… HEAR ME OUT… what if it was reversed AHA… I love me a groveling yearning man sometimes 😞😞😞💞💞💞 u got my stomach doing flips like a pancake when megumi switched up on reader in “promise” LAWD I had to fan myself despite it being cold asf. But BUTTT imagine the strongest being playfully jealous yk but was actually a lil cuckoo deep down… 🤔🤔🤔 IDK MAN I JS WANTED TO GET MY BRAINWORMS OUT 🤭🤭🤭 lil miss blue bows is very excited for ur fic list mmmmmmm I shall eat them up like my last meal bc I’d have to be put in jail for not being able to be surgically removed from Walmart Jack Frost 🥰🥰🥰
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YOUR NICKNAMES FOR ME ARE SO FUNNY I LOVE YOUUUUU
OH MY GOODNESS GOODLUCK ON YOUR MIDTERMS HOLY SHITTT pls bc physics honored one is watching you … making sure you do good … so he can maybe give you a little kiss as a reward … 🫦🫦 AND ALSO ME 😻🫶
HAHAHAHAHAHAA NO BC ME NEEDS JEALOUS GOJO TOO AND ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY !!!! ur ask has me spiraling in the best way and now my brain is cooking and simmering and steaming 🫦🫦 i LOVE when a man is stressed out and miserable over me 😻😻🫶 MORE OF THAT COMING UUUPPPPPP
i absolutely ADOOREE YOUUU my baby blue bows i actually scream every time i see you in my inbox PLEASE NEVER STOP OR ILL CRYYYYY
i hope you have the greatest day my honey!!! 🥹🥹💕💕💕 MWAAAHHHH <333
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