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tortademaracuya · 7 months

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Everyday is the same wake up look for jobs eat look for jobs talk with my friends who are also looking for jobs apply to a job get rejected look for a job get ghosted get ghosted a driend has shared a job they think I would like I share one for her back we get ghosted look for jobs we cry together

#we want to work so badly it doesnt matter to us anymore #we just want a job. ideally art related but we are so desperate we dont care anymore #an art job is a distant dream unreachable for us #no professional experience no entry level if theres a remote or low level job its ONLY for europeans and usamericans #because fuck the rest of the world i guess #i cant even cry most of the time its just emptiness. absolute hopelessness. if i could cry i would feel better probably #icant do anything else because my depression doesnt let me enjoy anythinf #and even if in lucky and i feel some semblance of emotion i instantlyget crushed byguilt #i should be looking for a job. i should be bettering myself. i should check all over for somewhere to apply. to get a following #its starting to make me question was this really not kiling myself worth it? i should be dead. i should do something #everything is terrible i cant even fucking eat or sleep in peace #haunted.txt

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