#no one there would care if i died tmrw and never showed up

[cuyberpunk]

i don't wanna go back to school tmrw!!!

[vxperorchist]

Helloo, I'm the one who requested the best friends headcanons. Sorry I disappeared but *cough exams *cough. Anyway if it's still ok I would like to send in another request inspired by the last one as I mentioned before.

So please picture me this: Nilou's fem best friend is in love with Cyno because he's amazing *dreamy sigh, anyway she's a shy, introverted and timid type of person and isn't exactly beautiful or smart and Cyno is like high profile, insanely attractive so she believes he's way out of her league and doesn't intend to make a move. Sooo Nilou takes matters into her own hands and becomes a wingwoman.

Um this turned out lengthy, feel free to ignore it. Anyway please remember to take care of yourself and have a lovely day.

Wingwoman! (Cyno x Fem! Reader)

Scenario: Nilou plays matchmaker/wingwoman for her best friend, setting then up with Cyno!

Genre: Fluff

I'm SO SORRY this took absolutely FOREVER to get out. I died internally and came back SO SO SORRY.

THIS IS SUCH AN AWESOME REQUEST. I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THIS. And bro I feel you on disappearances I'm trying to be active and I'll be like "eh I'll post tmrw" and there goes 2 weeks like help

Ok anyways freaking love this request and had so much fun writing this!!

If you're wondering yes I did Google the joke Cyno made thanks

Nilou's show was today. A show all of Sumeru was bound to attend. You were looking forward to her show of course, as she was your best friend, but you were almost more excited for the debrief you would have afterwards.

After every event, one of you would go to the others place, talking about everything, who was at the show, who was with who, who didn't show up, and so on. It's what best friend do!

You helped her get ready for her show, finding her makeup and touching up her hair where it was needed. You sent her off and she gave you a pre-performance hug as she ran off. You took your place in the crowd, settling yourself between the many people of Sumeru, who came from all over to watch her performance.

She was stunning, her hair glistening so perfectly in the Sumeran sun. You spotted a few familiar faces in the crowd, those who attended frequently, including Kaveh, Collei, (who dragged Tighnari along) and even Faruzan were all recognized.

You couldn't help but notice somebody familiar, but unfamiliar at Nilous shows. White hair and eyes that could kill, the general

Mahamatra stood confidently. You knew him of course, everybody did, but you had never seen him at one of Nilous performances.

You had to admit to yourself, he was attractive. The way he watched everything so carefully and was observant of everything made you want to decode him. It made you want to tear down his mysterious demeanor and get to know him. You caught yourself staring for too long and flicked your attention back to Nilou.

Her performance ended gracefully, and you caught up with her soon after. The two of you quickly made a line for her house where you two could finally have some quiet, away from the paparazzi, interviews, and flashing lights.

The two of you gathered on her couch, snacks and drinks surrounding you. You complimented her performance, telling her how in awe the crows was, including yourself.

"Thank you so much!" She said genuinely, every time. "It means a lot to me, it truly does." She swung giddily, she then turned excitedly to you. "Tell me, who all did you see?" She asked quickly.

"The usuals, a few new faces too." You bit a grape off a vine, putting the fruit back down. "Did you know the General Mahamatra was there?"

You were unaware as to why she was giggling. "I noticed; you were watching him for quite some time." She smiled; she had definitely caught on.

"You should talk to him!" She suggested excitedly, unaware of your lack of self-confidence, especially when it came to talking to someone so significant to both the nation, and you.

"I don't know about that." You replied nervously. "He doesn't seem like the type of person to indulge in relationships, and I don't think he'd be interested in me." You didn't think, you knew, deep down.

"You'll never know until you try!" She clasped her hands; you could see her scheming behind her bright eyes. "I think he was there for you, Nilou." She laughed a little harder. "No silly, he was there for security measures. We knew it would be a large turnout, and his group was called in just in case something was to go down regarding eremites. It was strictly business. However, being on stage I did see how he looked at you when you weren't looking." She grinned largely.

You couldn't tell if she was joking or not, but you felt your face heat up at the thought.

"I only know a little bit about him, I heard he likes playing cards." She admitted, trying to give you a lead on him.

With that information given, Nilou tried her hardest to get you to talk to him or reach out. It ended in utter failure as you didn't try, uncertain of what the future would hold if you did.

You could be content with your situation now, instead of worrying about rejection.

Nilou however, had other plans. She would not be content with your situation and was tired of the eye contact she would see the two of you lock without any further advancement.

It was obvious to any third party that each of you had some feelings or interest in each other, but the two of you were too dense to act on it or see it in general.

"He's into you, I'm telling you!" Nilou exclaimed after another show, you brushed her off each time. There was absolutely no way he was, and Nilou was trying to embed wishful thinking into your brain.

You continued to ignore your growing feelings, as not acting on them would do no harm.

You wouldn't act out on them, but who was to say your best friend wouldn't work her own magic?

"Y/n! They want me to perform at an event a the Bazaar this weekend, the most exciting part is they'll be hosting a TCG tournament at this event, alongside food, drinks, and other activities. You can't tell me that wouldn't make an awesome date!" Nilou ran up to you excitedly, practically jumping with joy.

"And who are you trying to go on a date with?" You asked her, head tilted with a mischievous grin. "No one! However, I'm sure Cyno will be there, this is your chance!"

You sighed as she was still yet to give up on her idea, even though her performance that sparked this whole situation was over a month ago.

"Nilou, he's not into me, I promise you that."

"Please, just come to this event. For me?" You'd do anything for her, she was your best friend. "I'll do it for you, but that's it." She smiled and you grew instantly worried.

Nilou had various connections around Sumeru, and it wouldn't have surprised you if she rigged something to her benefit. (Not in a selfish way.)

Thats exactly what she did too. Like she said, Cyno was present at the event, with a focus of becoming the Sumeru City TCG champion. You couldn't help but laugh to yourself, however nothing was funny when you realized you were entered, with a match against said Cyno.

You swore to hide Nilous hairspray or shrink her next show dress. She definitely did this. You sat across from Cyno at a small table, surrounded by the crowds of Sumeran people walking throughout the event, nobody paying any mind to either of you.

"I recognize you. You're one of Nilous friends, right? I always see the two of you together." He said, skipping a greeting.

"Yeah, I've been friends with Nilou for many years, we've been mistaken for sisters a few times." You laughed it off.

"The difference is A-parent." He joked.

You tried to laugh, you really did, but ended up feeling all the blood rush to your face for no particular reason.

"Do you get it? The difference between you two is apparent, however there is also a parental difference between you two."

You understood the joke fine and couldn't help but laugh. Not at the joke, but the way it caught you off guard.

"I get it, it was good." You admitted. He smiled lightly, light enough for just you to catch it. You watched as his eyes lit up too. "Really? I guess I'll have to use it another time if it was that good."

The two of you began to play cards, you watched as someone so powerful moved his hands with such gentleness, and you got to witness someone so distant, up close.

He ended up beating you, that was no surprise, and you had fun playing which was the best part. You thanked him for playing and began to walk off. You wanted to go tell Nilou everything while kicking your feet in her bed.

"Would you like to watch Nilous performance with me?" He said lowly, almost nervously.

"I'd love to." You smiled, walking over to the stage with him. You talked about many things as the two of you waited for the performance to start. You learned that it wasn't very hard to get past the cold demeanor, and all someone had to give him was a chance.

Nilou's performance started, and you waved to her from the middle of the crowd. As your hand went up, it brushed Cynos. He pulled back for a second on instinct, and let it relax again.

Nilou acknowledged the two of you, waving back before she started.

You watched Nilou as you did every time, focusing on the parts she talked about frequently. Furthermore, you couldn't help but also watch Cyno, who was dangerously close to you.

So close you could feel the heat radiating off his body.

He shuffled as the crowd shifted, shifting you two closer together. "Sorry, there isn't much space." You apologized for the proximity; one side of your body practically pressed up against his.

Your arm brushed him as somebody in the crowd bumped into you. He wasn't slow on noticing the disruption beside you, and wrapped an arm around your back, moving you away from the pushing. He did it out of protection, you knew, but couldn't help your stomach that was doing cartwheels.

His arm lingered loosely, just barely resting on your own arm. He looked over at you, trying to check your reaction, you smiled over at him, nodding a thank you.

No words were exchanged, but the two of you collectively enjoyed the others presence, even if you were pressed up against each other by force.

Nilous performance ended, alongside the night which was slowly coming to an end. "Thank you for tonight, it really was great." You tripped over your words a few times, hoping he would ignore it.

"I enjoyed it too, and I'd like to beat you in TCG again sometime. I'll catch you again for food sometime. Get home safely, and alert me if anything is wrong. Tell Nilou I said thank you as well." He said his goodbyes, and you were sent back home, too caught up in bliss to realize the last part of his goodbye.

Thank Nilou for what??

You met up with Nilou for breakfast the next morning, she looked guiltier than anything, but was so extremely proud of yourself.

"Last night went well." She giggled happily. You couldn't be upset, there was no possible way.

"He says thank you by the way." You told her and she smiled again.

"He's thanking me for setting the night up with you."

[disneyfqngirl]

I just read the new chapter of “The General” by illyrian_bitch_Queen on AO3

So I decided to think about Lilith Sorrengail

I don’t know why this is hitting me so hard right now (aka 12 am when I have to wake up early tmrw) but it is

Spoilers for Fourth Wing and Iron Flame

In FW, we see Lilith as a really shitty mom who shows/ed blatant favoritism to her other 2 kids, thinking of Violet’s weakness as her failure

I hated her

I hated how she told Violet she wouldn’t be able to interact much with her for 3 years when she didn’t even do it anyways

I hated how cold she was to Violet when she sees her before she manifests her signet

I hated how she ruined Violet’s self confidence so fast

I hated her

But then comes Iron Flame

We see Lilith care, granted in her own way. Eventually, we see how much she loves her kids, although it wasn’t shown much to Violet during her childhood

When she sees Brennan again…

Warning them about the wards…

Sacrificing herself…

We just start to see her love and she dies

There’s this one line in IF that really got me crying a couple minutes ago

“When you have children, we can discuss the risks you'll take, the lies you'll be willing to tell in order to keep them safe."

She will never get to see her children be happy. She won’t get to talk to Violet about her potential future kids. They won’t ever discuss the risks they would each take for their kids because Lilith is dead. 

Lilith was willing to lose her kids love in order to keep them safe. Just let that sink in for a second. All she wanted was her kids to be safe. 

So much so that she dies for them

Just as it seems like Violet could have a relationship with her mother

Not that long after Lilith finds out Brennan is alive

She deserved to have a life with her kids

Why does RY love torturing us like this

[elymansss]

WARNING i go into a bit of a rant about the area where Kokichi died and how it probably looked like (cuz it def wasnt just blood that not realistic at all) so skip it if that makes you uncomfy! Its nothing extreme though :D

ALSO if Kokichi is a bit less confident and Shuichi is a bit nore confident or pervertish it's cause i hc that after they woke up their personalities kinda melded together! And for their memories they remembered their pasts, what happened and their actions and stuff like that

some Saiouma headcanons ( post-game ) ; because i can

first thing Shuichi did after waking up is to go look for Kokichi. Thankfully they were in the rooms next to each other so it didn't take long. Kokichi was still in a coma from his "death" but for right now Shuichi just needed to see him, his body, his face, hear his heart beating and rising chest. He looked so pale laying in the hospital bed but at least he was there and alive and breathing and not just- not just a bunch of blood and pieces of muscle/skin or intestines splattered all over the cold floor and hydraulic press.

When Kokichi woke up from the coma he saw Shuichi at the door ready to leave since it was already the end of visiting hours. Kokichi tried to use his voice as best he could but after not speaking for around a week (not that Kokichi knew) he said something along the lines of "Shu..chi pl..a..e do..t" Shuichi froze and turned back to see Kokichi barely having his eyes open and a single tear threatning to fall. Shuichi dropped his case files (that were thanfully in a folder) and ran over to Kokichi gently taking his hand and asking him questions even if he knew that he probabably wouldn't get an answer. The only thing he got was a slight squeeze of his hand he barely notices and a sleeping Kokichis light snores. He laughed lightly out of pure relief and wiped the tear that rolled down Kokichis cheek.

Shuichi then tried to visit Kokichi even more (which meant that he was definetly not following the visiting hours, vut the nurses and doctors had gooten way too tired of him pleading for a vit more so they just left them be) and also tgought about what he said to Kokichi after Gontas trial. He wanted to apologise and readied himself to get a "i won't forgive you and i never want to see gou again" after he does apologise. He also wants to ask about Kokichis plan and how he did everything. But first baby steps

The road to recovery wasn't exactly the easiest and Shuichi didn't wanna burden him with even MORE problems so he waited until after the recovery. They realised that they lived together (in a decent apartment) as Shuichis parents were never home and Kokichis left him when he was young. Shuichi told Kokichi his apology before they got out of the hospital just so Kokichi can think on how and where to live

The apology went along the lines of Shuichi saying his apology, Kokichi saying that it's okay and thathe deserved it and then Shuichi telling him that it was DEFINETLY NOT okay. But Kokichi assured Shuichi that he wasn't mad or blaming him and that he should relax. Knowing it would be pointless to arfue Shuichi left it at that. He made a mental note to make sure he compliments Kokichi enough though

The confession wasn't anything grand since after they settled back into real life where they weren't in the danger of being murdered, they got even more comfortable with each other (got mistaked for a couple a lot too) and the confession was just them having their normal movie marathon and in vetween films Kokichi said "hey we should be boyfriends" Shuichi was calm about it at first "oh okay...wait really?!" but then he kinda realised what Kokichi just asked "you like me?" Kokichis eyes started to well up with crocodile tears as he spoke "i thought you would notice all the clues i left behind to show my love mister detective!" and yeah that was it. Some more srutters on Shuichis side and some teasing nicknames on Kokichis and they were officially boyfriends

Kokichi has no problem with showing affection (like kissing or hugging, being clingy) publicly when its just for the sake of being close and not for deeper affection

Saihara gets really blushy really easily during these moments since there's a lot of people staring and his anxiety gets to him. Ofc when he hugs or kisses back he relaxes

if Kokichi notices that Saihara is too stiff he let's go of him slow enough to give him some time to make a decidion. It doesn't happen that often after being together for a long time, but the times it does Kokichi knows. He always does

In private however it is the complete opposite. Every fleeting touch and sweet kiss means something. While it is for the sake of being close it's also full of meaning and intention, a way to get to know each other, to be themselves away from the prying eyes of the public or friends, to feel safe and calm and to just feel eachother in general. To know that Kokichi isn't gone and to know that Shuichi is not alone

Shuichi usually initiates these more private moments as he feels much more comfortable with only Kokichi and no one else. He simply rubs the back of Kokichis hand while they're watching a movie or places soft kisses against his collar bones and shoulders when they cuddle. He always wants to solve an another mystery involving the boy he fell for, the little liar that allowed Shuichi out of all people to get to know him better and he won't waste that opportunity.

On the other hand, Kokichi during these moments is the one that blushes most. His cheeks never fail to get red and Shuichi always compliments him in his "you're my whole world and more" voice when he sees his partner. It took time to get used to the feeling of being vulnerable with someone that isn't his family (D.I.C.E.). He just couldn't handle the pure amont of care and love in Shuichis voice and how the eyes of the detective were staring at him as if he was solving yet another mystery. However as time passed Kokichi got more and more comfortable with the idea of letting someone see the "true" him even if it's bit by bit

It is 1 am and i have school tomorrow so ill probs write more at school tmrw :D for now enjoy these and sorry for any mistakes :[

[roraruu]

wip: foxglove and forget me nots

tw: blood, swearing and two counts of death (f)

thanks for all the support! this has been a fun au to write! I’m hoping to edit it and have it up on ao3 someday... good luck to summoners tmrw!!!

A saint does not belong in a cemetery.

The gates of the cemetery are just rickety as the ones back on Novis. She feels angel’s claws on her back, ripping her away. She practically tears off her necklace, throwing it in her leather travelling bag, struggling for breath.

“You in pain?” He asks, gaze heavy on her as she fights off faintness. She swears that she sounds worried.

She shakes her head. “Just a little dizzy.” She says. “The relic is working.”

“It’s stronger at the border. Witches are probably close.” He says. “Working overtime to protect you.”

“Better be careful then.”

He scoffs. “Wish that were the prerogative.” Her brow furrows as his gaze narrows. “Why do think we’re here Silque? You wanted answers.”

“I can’t enter the cemetery.” She says, voice thinning. A hand comes up to clasp around the edge of his cloak. She had grown cold and pulled it from her bag as they neared. When she tried to return it, he waved her off.

He touches the gates. “There is one way to enter.” He says. She knows what he means.

“I will not revoke my oath to the Mother.” She says quickly. It is the one thing she will not do for answers.

“Then shut your eyes.” A command, but her mind isn’t muddy or full. He doesn’t use his charm.

Her brow furrows and she abides. She feels something soft against her lips, there for only a moment. A cool, almost freezing chill runs through her body, freezing her to her core. She opens her eyes. He removes his hand from her chin, the chill setting in a pit in her stomach.

He kissed her.

He grabs her hand, looking away. “Don’t let go of my hand.” He says. When she looks down, she sees his half-burnt away pinkie. For once it doesn’t look gangrenous, instead like a scarred nub of flesh. She feels ajolt ofpain through her own hand scar. “Something might take you.”

He knows the dead differently than she. Her texts and oral myths have all been wrong about vampires, who’s to say they’re the same about the dead. The claws in her back cease their burning. They’re now minor pinches every now and then. She ignores them, instead thinking about his hand on her cheek, his lips pressed gently against hers. A kiss, from him to her. She’d never been kissed before. An electric current runs through her body. His hand is freezing in hers. Is he always this cold? Perhaps... she could keep him warm.

“Careful.” He warns. A root in their path. She steps over it carefully. She watches his back.

But they are done after this. No debt left, nothing more to discuss.

They stop before a grave towards the back. Just a cross in the ground, a date against the stone. It’s caked with dirt and eroded with age.

“Is that...” she can’t finish the sentence.

He nods. “Yeah.” He says.

She closes her hand a little tighter around his, almost meeting his shoulder against hers. She doesn’t look at the date, instead at the lichens and moss that overtake his marker.

“I joined the army with Forsyth when I was 25. He convinced me to do it. We were stationed out here.” He explains, his voice quiet and thin. “I messed with that witch and she cursed me and then—“

“You died.” She says. “When?”

He stares at the grave.

“Python.” She says harsher this time.

“26.”

Silence falls between them. She swallows trying to find her voice.

“Is... Was Forsyth the same age as you?” He nods and she sucks back a breath. Her hand grows loose in his. He clutches it a little harder. “He has two children and grey hair and lines in his face.”

He stays quiet again.

“Python,” She says in a thin warning voice.

“Silque.” He looks to her, eyes pleading. “It shouldn’t matter how—“

“Python, has it been 20 years since you died?” She asks.

Silence again.

“I... I care about you Silque.”

“Answer the damn question!” She cries out. “Answer it for once!”

His hand clenches against hers, nails digging into her flesh. He pierces her skin, blood trickling down her pale skin. “Yes!” He yells.

She lets go of his hand. A deadly mistake. She feels something around her throat, choking her as she cries out for the Mother. Something pierces her side, a sharp burning pain runs through her body. She looks down at her robe, watching a red mark spread through the white.

She looks up at him and he stops yelling. Her grabs her, holding her tight and in a flash, they leave the cemetery. Her eyes focus on his. She is fights for lucidity and challenges death helplessly.

She was right—a saint does not belong in a cemetery.

Was this punishment for all the lies she’d told? To Celica, to Nomah, to the priory, to Forsyth and his wife? Surely it is Mila’s holy wrath, coming to take her sinful soul back.

She’s pulled from her airy thoughts by his hands. He holds her face in both hands. “Why’d you let go?!” He yells at her. “You’re a fucking idiot!”

“I didn’t... You’ve been dead for that long?” She fights tears.

He nods. “I have.But it doesn’t matter I just...Idon’t think I could handle losing you.”He says, staring at her wounds and fighting thirst. He looks through her damned pack for gauze, something to save her. But instead he recoils back, her necklace guarding the pack. He howls and she lurches for him.

“I’m afraid it’s too late.” She breathes. Silque gently holds his hand for a moment, hands slick with blood. “You should go.”

“Why?” He asks.

“You have other things to do.” She says. She forces a smile. “You wanted me to go back to Novis and leave you alone after this.

His words grow fumbled. “I—It was only for your safety—“ He struggles then stops. “I’m not leaving you Silque.”

She stops, lids growing heavy. She falls back in the grass, the earth sucking up her blood. Her brow knits. “If you’re going to stay... would you gather me some flowers?” She asks. “I want something to hold.”

He does so, blood stained hands touching innocent petals of forget me nots. He pulls up foxglove too and hands it to her. She smiles at them and thanks him breathily. He presses them into her hand, fingers grazing the scar.

I’m sorry you can’t see your priory one last time. He wants to say it but he can’t speak. The words are caught in his throat, blocked by the bloodlust he fights.

She holds out her hand to him, the cuff of her holy robe pulled back to show the bones in her thin wrist. “I am yours.” She says. “Bad behaviour or not, I do not care anymore.

Her hand wavers. He catches it and holds it as gingerly as he can. “Say goodbye to that sainthood then.” He warns.

“I give it up fully, what with all the sins I’ve committed I would’ve been just another dead cleric.” She says breathily. “I give it all, just to be yours.”

“I’m yours too.” He says quietly, his voice barely above a whisper.

Is this how they are to die? In each other’s arms? Silque would have thought she would die an old holy woman. But instead, she will be in his arms and he will be in hers. It is silently spoken between the two, that they would rather die together than apart.

He glances at her wrist. She does not know about the unholy pain she is about to enter. Her syrupy blood may have him go mad. She feels his hand on her waist, just above where her dagger is hidden.

“Then take your holy dagger—”

Her brow furrows. “Why?”

“It will finish the game.” He says. “It’s no fun if you won’t be there. No point in living.”

Her eyes grow glassy. She sucks back a breath, her fingers reaching to her dagger in her robe. She clasps the marble handle of the dagger, resting it against her stomach for support.

A handful of flowers, a dagger in the other. He drops her wrist and laces his fingers into hers, crushing the flowers. He leers over her, breathing in her soft, springtime smell for the last time. Her breathing is shallow. The ground beneath themis slick with her blood; his throat aches with such intensity. But it is not just bloodlust, it’s the burning pain of parting.

Python gently kisses her throat first, as if it will prime her for the pain. His fingers tighten against hers as if his iron grip will pull her from death. His teeth graze her soft skin, almost feral at the scent of her blood. Then, holding her hand tight, he sinks his fangs into her neck. She lets out a deafening cry that sends a shiver of life down his spine. Her blood is sweet, syrupy like cherry wine he’d tasted once as a youth. But it is not enough to keep him from her horrible cries of pain and the tremors of her body.

Silque’s hand rams upwards with what little strength she has left. She plunges the dagger into where his heart would have once been. His eyes widen as he pulls his lips from her neck. He glances down at the blade in his chest. It burns like holy fire through his body, purging the hellish curse that was set on him twenty years ago. He should be screaming bloody hell, but instead he feels an eerie calm as inky plasma begins to ooze out, spilling onto her white robe.

“Silque...” he moans gutturally. His lips are stained red.

“Python,” She chokes out. Her eyes are glassy and barely open.

The magic of dagger works quickly, pulling him toward the underworld, the other side. He falls back to the ground, chest wheezing for the first time in years. Air courses through his dying body; for a human this would be natural, this would be full of relief, but there is none in a dying vampire’s body.

“I could think of worse final sights.” He coughs.

She forces a smile, weak and sad. “As can I.” She breathes. “Python... I... love...”

Her eyes grow dark, staring at him. Death is kind to her, leaving her beautiful even in the afterlife. Unsure of seconds orminutesor hours, he studies her face: how soft and blue her hair is and how it gently falls against the ground; the soft curve of her cheek to the edge of her jaw; the rosy flush of her cheeks isgone, skin as pale as the clouds above; and her eyes are grey like a stormy sky or the fog along the Valentian countryside in the early morning. Death is brutal to him, leering over him until sunrise. He could have run, pulled the weakening dagger out of his chest and run for the cover of the trees. The area where he dropped her, just outside the cemetery, is wooded, but the trees open up just enough to let sunlight in. It is a fatal position to be in.

But to hold her hand, to breathe the same air as she did, to be her final sight—and she, his... it is sweeter and more rare than her springtime blood that is on his tongue. He finds comfort in her holy gaze, holding her limp hand of forget me nots and foxgloves tightly.

He finishes the words she could not: an answer to her question. 

“I love you too Silque.” He croaks as the sunrise comes. He sees the light brighten her heavenly face and feels its blistering warmth on his face for the first time in years. He feels no pain as the sun slowly turns his body into ash.

—

A foot soldier is the one to find the bodies, laying just beyond the gates of the cemetery by the holy tombs. A leather bag is spilled out, provisions of shieldfish, silver marks and a prayer cord beyond her dead grasp. The woman lays on an old cloak, tattered and warn and crusted with blood. Her holy white robes—the sight of a cleric—are stained with black plasma and blood. The man that lays beside her, holding her hand, is a torched body with a beautiful dagger stuck in his chest, a harrowing sight. There is a mark in her wrist, almost a bite.

The ground has sucked up her blood, dry with life. Blood or some other humanly substance stains him. What’s stranger is that they don’t have the fetor of death around them. Shocking, as their bodies have been there for Gods know how long.

A double suicide? The soldier thinks, and remembers that a local commander had lost a house guest one night. When the soldier leads him and his wife to the bodies, he collapses in sock of seeing his guest dead with his best friend.

But as the commander and his wife mourn the loss, the soldier notices that flowers have begun to sprout up where the cleric and creature lie, feeding the earth with their bodies. Buds of sweet forget me nots and lethal foxglove; the same that withered between their hands. And the soldier remembers that every life that ends, another one, small or large, begins.

The end.  

[lobotomiez]

ok i was trying to avoid this but ive been tagged for it like 6 times i dont even remember everyone who tagged me

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people.

last

1. drink water

2. phone call my friend eden bc joya and i went outside but she didnt have her swipe card to get back inside and i dont have access to their dorm so i called eden to come let us in but she didnt actually need to bc some ppl came by and opened the door

3. text message one of these 🙌🏻 to my class group’s chat abt our paper

4. song you listened to “my old ways” by dr. dog

5. time you cried WATCHING LOVE, SIMON

ever

6. dated someone twice? not even once

7. kissed someone and regretted it no ive only kissed 2 friends when we were drunk

8. been cheated on nope

9. lost someone special not,, really? ive lost ppl but i wouldnt call them special

10. been depressed lol

11. gotten drunk and thrown up yeeah only once tho i think?

fave colours

12. peach

13. forest green

14.  probably lavender

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends uhh i think so?

16. fallen out of love nope

17. laughed until you cried yah

18. found out someone was talking about you nope

19. met someone who changed you i guess so 

20. found out who your friends are yeah

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list not in the last year

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl all...

23. do you have any pets my kitty!

24. do you want to change your name no

25. what did you do for your last birthday uh.. i think nothing.. one of my friends brought me an arizona and stopped by for like 5 mins.. at least i think that was my last birthday?

26. what time did you wake up today first alarm went off at 9:00 but i didnt get up until 9:36 or so and then was late to class but the professor was later so it didnt even matter 

27. what were you doing at midnight last night probably sleeping

28. what is something you can’t wait for spRING BREAK IM GONNA GET A TATTOO IN SEATTLE AND HANG OUT W JOYA AND EDEN!!!!

30. what are you listening to right now ladada by dr. dog !

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom uhh my cousin’s name is thomas does that count?

32. something that’s getting on your nerves my finger wouldnt stop bleeding so i put a bit of tissue and tape on it and its kinda annoying in a more general sense my skin is annoying as hell these days its so dry on the lower half of my face but kinda oily on the top and im breaking out rly bad rn!! even tho im on an acne med!!

33. most visited website probably this hellhole

34. hair color boring brown

35. long or short hair short but im gonna grow it out to a bob length which is still short but long for me

36. do you have a crush on someone idk if its a crush but i think this guy in my music class is really cute his name is sam

37. what do you like about yourself uhhh not a lot my guy but i guess my music taste

38. want any piercings? i would love a bunch of ear piercings all over and maybe a lip piercing 

39. blood type red

40. nicknames uhh none exactly one (1) person is allowed to call me tess and its None of u

41. relationship status single and unloveable 

42. zodiac gemini

43. pronouns they/them or she/her irl 

44. fave tv shows its always sunny in philadelphia, the office, psych, monk, i also rly like ap bio so far idk if its a fav yet but i enjoy it 

45. tattoos soon!!!! it’ll be a hand holding a flower

46. right or left handed right but i can do stuff w my left too 

47. ever had surgery uhh wisdom teeth

48. piercings norm ear piercing and septum 

49. sport what the fuck is a sport

50. vacation i went to the netherlands and then germany in like 2013 that was really fun 

51. trainers shoes? i almost exclusively wear boots namely my docs or converse or birks if its warm out

more general

52. eating nothing rn but i just had dinner which was a sad tasteless pad thai, broccoli, a slice of pizza, an eggroll, and some cereal (welcome to college) 

53. drinking water

54. i’m about to watch probably something on youtube but i also need to look at the course schedule for next semester bc i have an advising  meeting tmrw and i have no clue what i want to take 

55. waiting for ?? spring break

56. want a slushee sounds so good rn

57. get married yeah probably

58. career a psychiatrist hopefully or something similar

which is better

59. hugs or kisses i love hugs but i also havent had a Real kiss so idk but also im weird abt mouth hygiene so there are very few ppl id be ok w kissing so anyway hugs i guess

60. lips or eyes uhhh both? nice lips are important if ur gonna be kissin em

61. shorter or taller i dont care actually

62. older or younger this question is creepy, cancelled

63. nice arms or stomach all arms are nice and all tummies are nice

64. hookup or relationship relationship

65. troublemaker or hesitant usually hesitant but i can be a troublemaker if im in the right mood

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger lol no

67. drank hard liquor helllll yeah

68. lost glasses dont wear them but never lost sunglasses or anything

69. turned someone down yeah

70. sex on first date lmao

71. broken someones heart i highly doubt it 

72. had your heart broken nope

73. been arrested no

74. cried when someone died yeah,,,

75. fallen for a friend nno

do you believe in

76. yourself lmao

77. miracles no,, i believe some wild shit happens coincidentally??

78. love at first sight i mean u could be attracted to someone at first sight and then fall in love w them if u develop a relationship w them but its not love if u’ve never even talked to them

79. santa claus i wish

80. kiss on a first date ??? how does one “believe in” this it either happens or it doesnt 

81. angels nah 

other

82. best friend’s name emma + a lot of others i consider best friends

83. eye colour brown/hazel

84. fave movie oh shit,, maybe love, simon 

85. fave actor hhh... charlie day??

i tag whoever wants to do this bc its rly fuckin long

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Tag Game:

Thanks @rayrayswimusic luv ya! <3 Answer these 92 statements.... Last... Drink -orange juice Phone call -my friend taylor she couldn't find my house lol Text message -Cynthia I think Song you listened to- sky stays this blue by Dallas Smith, I'm on a bit of a country kick in the summer time Time you cried: yesterday- sever migraine ahha Have you... Dated someone twice - never officially dated anyone so no. Kissed someone and regretted it- ha yes Been cheated on - nope thankfully and I hope it stays that way. Lost someone special - not yet luckily Been depressed - yes Gotten drunk and thrown up - many a time haha it's not fun Made new friends -YES uni life, love you Ray ray! <3 Fallen out of love - kind of, it was just a crush so I guess it doesn't really count Found out someone was talking about you - yes both good and bad situations. Laughed until you cried - yes good fucking times man Met someone who changed you - yes, hold onto these people forever Found out who your friends are - yes definitely Kissed someone from your Facebook list -uh nope Kissed a stranger- yup Drank hard liquor - many times haha that's my shit Turned someone down- yes, I feel so bad. Lost glasses/contact lenses - yes almost my life flashed before my eyes omg Sex on the first date- uh NOPE get to know the person first why don't we Broke someone's heart- uh I think so, I'm so sorry!! Had your heart broken- kind of Been arrested - nuh uh never Cried when someone died - yes Fallen for a friend - yeah kind of Kissed on the first date - uh nah General... List 3 favourite colours- blue black and burgundy How many Facebook friends do you know in real life- probably about 80% Do you have any pets- yes! 2 dogs and a cat they are my pride and joy Do you want to change your name- no I like my name. Km named after a flower in the Himalayas. What time did you wake up today- 5am work life lol What were you watching at midnight last night- Your lie in april (shigatsu wa kimi no uso) all the feels omg Name something you can't wait for- well I'm doing this night nation run in Toronto tmrw night with some friends and I'm super pumped it raises money for various charities and it's kind of like a massive rave in Toronto :) When was the last time you saw your mom- 10 mins ago, I live with her in the summer when I'm home from school What is something you wish you could change in your life- well all the ordeals and obstacles I have dealt with in my life have made me the person I am today. So I wouldn't change that. But tbh if I could change anything it would be to stop or ease the amount of pain I'm in on almost a daily basis - I suffer from chronic migraines. Oh well though, what can you do- just keep on swimming What are you listening to rn- currently nothing lol Have you talked to a person named Tom- yes but he went by thomas Something that is most on your nerves rn that I might have to cancel a big exam that I've worked Most of the summer to prepare for because I'm not well enough to write it. Most visited website idk tbh Moles- nope Marks- no Childhood dream- when I was a kid I dreamed to be just like David Attenborough travelling the world and photographing animals (just like in his documentaries - yes I was that kid xD Do you have a crush on someone - yeah haha What do you like about yourself -uh not a whole lot lol if I had to pick something it would be my resilience. Or at least that's what people say. They say despite what life throws at me I have strong resilience and will keep going even when it is ridiculous and quite hopeless lol Piercings ears and cartilage and belly button Blood type O Nickname - Heater LOL Thats about it tho only the one friend calls me that haha Relationship status singleee Zodiac cancer Pronouns she/her Favourite tv shows Grey's anatomy and white collar id have to say Tattoos nope not sure if I ever plan to lol Right or left right Surgery plenty times as a baby, I was a premie Hair dyed in different colour highlighted blonde Sport badminton swimming and I used to figure skate Vacation well I just went to the cottage last weekend with a few friends for my birthday so I'll say that was my vacay Pair of trainers uh running shoes? Yeah I wear them all the time Current all time best friend name Melyssa Eye colour blue Favourite movie idk I've got too many! Which is better? Hugs or kisses - hugs honestly hugs. Such an innocent gesture but means so much. Lips or eyes -eyes, they are the windows to the soul you know ;) Shorter or taller -don't really care Nice arms or stomach -me ?stomach, someone else doesn't really matter Sensitive or loud -sensitive for sure Troublemaker or hesitant- both Do you believe in? Yourself -sometimes Miracles -yea I think so Love at first sight - maybe? Santa claus - haha that was along time ago, the spirit of giving is still around us tho :) @bleedingcoffee42 @icameheretowinry @bladesofyuri @fullmetalfreak @fyeahyurionice