#no one asked yo to be here but im respectfully asking you to leave

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oh talking to yourself again? damn you should really go outside and touch some grass bud

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UNDER YOUR TOUCH

Summary: After her difficult breakup, Tiana wanted to start anew with her life. That's when she realized her life would be better when she met him.

This fanfic is 18+! NO MINORS ALLOWED

word count: 4788

smut warning; it’ll come in the story randomly so PLEASE PLEASE look out for it I’m not really good at writing ✍🏽 smuts but I’m improving at the moment.

Jey Uso x Tiana

AWFUL GRAMMAR IM GETTING BETTER I SWEAR LOL.

comments, likes, repost are appreciated I would love the constructive feedback in what area I need to approve in. 🤍

ALSO! I don’t not want nobody stealing my fanfics or take it as theirs that will be an issue fasho so keep it cute respectfully.

I only own my OC along with the make up scenarios

But I’ll be writing along the way since this story is in my drafts on Wattpad right now so yuh. 💁🏽‍♀️

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XVII.

OMNISCIENT Tiana was at home preparing for Malakai's trial, as he violated the restraining order and is now facing a domestic assault accusation. As she was getting ready, she heard her door knock and saw Bianca enter her room.

"Hey T, how are you feeling?" She asked.

Tiana sighed softly while sitting down on her bed, fiddling with her hands. "Honestly, B, I feel nervous as hell right now." Bianca nodded her head, understanding that her best friend could finally be happy.

"You'll be fine, T. We will be here with you." Tiana gave her a soft smile before hugging her, knowing that she had people standing beside her throughout all of this.

Tiana felt her phone vibrate, and she took it out of her purse. She had seen that Jey had texted her.

ZaddyJey🤍 sent 2+ messages.

IMESSAGE 💬 ZaddyJey🤍: hey mama I'm otw to come pick you up. ZaddyJey🤍: are you feeling okay?

Tiana smiled at the messages. She loved how Jey was so caring and loving towards her, especially being understanding. All of this just made you feel like you'll finally be at peace.

She saw Montez at the door, waiting on Bianca. Bianca got up from her bed, and she watched her leave. They both looked at her.

"We got yo' back, T. We hope that bastard goes to jail for good," Montez said as he and Bianca began leaving.

Tiana decided to text Jey back.

IMESSAGE 💬 Mamas🩷: yeah I'm okay just a little bit nervous about today that's all ZaddyJey🤍: it's going to be okay mama don't feel nervous when they asked you questions Mamas🩷: I will try not be nervous yk how my anxiety goes sometimes. ZaddyJey🤍: yeah I know mama, but I'm outside come open the door so I can see yo' fine ass. Mamas🩷: 🤭🤭

She put her phone back inside her purse, looked around her room, and made sure that she didn't forget anything as she walked downstairs towards the living room.

Tiana opened the door, seeing Jey sitting in his car, waiting for her to come out. She went towards his car on the other side of the door, knocking on the window.

His eyes darted in her direction, smiling as he unlocked the door Tiana got inside, hugging him as he gave her kisses on her face.

"Hey my pretty baby." Jey said softly.

"Hi, Papi." She said while kissing him on the lips.

"Are you ready to go?" She nodded her head, yes, as he began to turn on his car before heading down to the courthouse.

✧.* They finally made it to the courthouse. She and Jey got out of the car together, holding hands as they walked inside. While they were doing that, Tiana saw his parents and other family members in there.

They looked down her way as they began whispering to one another. That's when his mother yelled out her name, catching her attention.

"You bitch! How could you put my son through this!" Ms Jackson shouted.

"Excuse me? All of this is your son's fault, and maybe if you had raised him right, he wouldn't be like your husband." Tiana retorted as she held Jey's hand tight.

Ms Jackson tried to hit Tiana in the face but was pulled away by her husband as they all glared at her with disappointment.

Tiana rolled her eyes at them as she and Jey went inside the courtroom, where she saw Bianca, Montez, Jon, Trinity, and her parents, along with his people, too.

Her parents have yet to meet Jey as a result of recent events, although she has spoken with them extensively about him. Jey kissed her on the temple before letting her approach her lawyer, who was sitting next to her.

"Hey how are you feeling?" Ms Sella asked.

"If I'm being honest, I am really scared and worried, Ms Sella, " she said as Ms Sella held her hands.

"Don't let him reach you, okay? He'll be sent behind bars. We have all the proof we need, okay?" Tiana bowed her head as she looked behind her, seeing everyone she loved there to support her; her gaze shifted to Jey, who smiled at her as she did the same. They all noticed the Judge enter, and she sat down in her chair, gathering all of the paperwork required for this.

(Warning: this will contain domestic violence, including flashbacks. Also, please not tooo much on me; I'm not good at writing these.)

Tiana saw Malakai coming out with handcuffs around his wrist. He looked up at her as he shot her a deadly glare, which made her feel nervous.

But she brushed off the feeling while focusing on what matters right now. The bailiff cleared her throat, causing the whole room to be silent.

"All rise, the Court of General Sessions Judiciary Circuit is now open. The esteemed Judge Carter now preside." Everyone got up from where they were sitting.

"Everyone except the jury may be seated. Bailiff Jones, please swear before the jury." Judge Carter stated forcefully while gazing over at the bailiff, who had sworn to the judge that she would remain in her designated place before Judge Carter could proceed.

"Good evening, ladies and gentlemen. Calling the case of plaintiff Hayes vs. defendant Malakai Jackson. "Are both sides ready?" She questioned the decision to call Tiana and Malakai's lawyers to the stand.

"We are ready for the people, Your Honor." They both repeated it at the same time, and Judge Carter nodded, prompting them to both sit down. Malakai's lawyer stood and approached the judge.

"Your Honor, ladies and gentlemen of the jury, the defendant has been charged with many counts of domestic violence, violating a restraining order, and aggravated assault with a handgun against Plaintiff Hayes. The evidence I have will show the first time Plaintiff Hayes "allegedly" sustained bruises from Defendant Jackson at her nail shop. He remarked this as he carefully approached the screen, which showed all of Tiana's bruises and wounds from Malakai when he and his girlfriend visited her business.

The bruises and wounds were on the left side of her cheek, along with the busted lip when he was attempting to drag her inside his car.

"But... my client, Mr Jackson, has proof that this wasn't what actually happened on that day," he reflected, looking over at Judge Carter. Tiana's eyes widened as she heard all of the lies Malakai's lawyer was telling the Judge right now. She leaned over to Ms Sella, whispered in her ear, "That's an utterly ridiculous lie; he has no proof whatsoever." Ms Sella nodded, fully aware that this was also a lie.

"Objection, Your Honor!" Ms Sella stood firmly, all eyes on her, as Judge Carter extended her hand to Malakai's counsel.

"Sustained, Ms Sella, do you have proof to go against this claim that Mr Smith has stated?" Judge Carter inquired. Ms Sella nodded as she glanced through her folders, identifying the first piece of evidence. She bent over the table as Bailiff Jones approached, grabbing it from her and giving it over to the judge, while Malakai's lawyer returned to his seat next to him.

Judge Carter looked over the evidence with a raised eyebrow before looking at Ms Sella. "Can you explain to me what this is, Ms Sella?"

She cleared her throat before saying, "This is the evidence and a copy of when Defendant Jackson came in with his girlfriend and harassed Miss Hayes prior to the incident." Ms Sella approached the jurors and smiled. "Your Honor, Ladies and Gentlemen, as you can see, there were no bruises or wounds at the time of the occurrence, but my client is not the defendant. She is the plaintiff in a case involving compulsive behavior and a lack of respect. Throughout this trial, you will only hear lies and no evidence against my client. She stated while standing in front of the entire courtroom.

"The evidence that you're holding your honor was before the incident happened, but I have more evidence to back it up." Ms Sella said as she handed over the video footage to the judge

Judge Carter handed the tape to Bailiff Jones as she inserted it into the DVD player. They all viewed the video of the event, which showed him pulling Tiana's hair and dragging her toward his car while she tried to fight him off, forcing him to beat her with his pistol.

Yes, it was scary, but thankfully, aid arrived just as the video ended and everyone could be heard murmuring under their breath.

"Ladies and Gentlemen, as you could see, the defendant had used a weapon on Miss Hayes, causing her to have a wound on the bottom of her lip, so whatever claim that his lawyer has is unlikely." Ms Sella said that this prompted Mr Daniel to get up.

"Objection!" Malakai's Lawyer shouted, jumping out of his chair. Judge Carter held her hand up while looking towards Mr Daniel's.

"Overruled." She said before letting Ms Sella continue.

"May I call Miss Hayes up on the stand, please? " She inquired as she looked over to the Judge, receiving a nod of approval before glancing at Tiana. She raised her hand, prompting her to feel apprehensive.

"You got this bestie!" She heard her best friend whisper.

Tiana felt a slack in her throat before standing up as Bailiff Jones led her to do so. She felt worried, and her worry was definitely sneaking up on her. "Raise the right hand. Do you swear that your testimony is solely the truth?" Bailiff Jones questioned her as she nodded.

She muttered, "I do." "Please state your full name please." She spread her lips as directed, but her mouth felt dry. "Tiana Cole Hayes." "You may be seated." Tiana did as she was ordered, carefully sitting on the chair and fiddling with her fingers while looking anxiously at the gathering. The faces she cared deeply about, even those she didn't want to see at all.

"Miss Hayes can you please tell the court when and how did you end up that situation?" Ms Sella remarked as she folded her arms, observing that Tiana had her hands on the side of the stand.

Ms Sella gently nodded her head, reassuring for Tiana to continue.

"I ended up in this situation with Mr Jackson due to the simple fact that he was upset that I wasn't going to be with him anymore." She answered.

Ms Sella softly nodded and placed her palm on her chin before heading up to the stand.

"Now, Miss Hayes after you told him that you didn't want to be with him anymore is that where he started to put his hands on you?" She questioned.

Tiana looked down into her lap and closed her eyes, recalling the events of that day.

FLASHBACKS He pushed Emma out of the way as he snatched Tiana up by the hair, causing her to yelp, getting flashbacks of him doing this to her.

Kai pulled her down on the floor as he was dragging her outside towards his car; Emma had grabbed Tiana's phone, unlocked it as she called Jey.

Tiana tried to fight him off, "Get the fuck off of me, Kai." As he kept dragging her down to his car.

OTP Jey: Mama? What's up? Tiana: this is Emma her friend we need you down here like now. Jey: why? What's goin' on is Tiana okay? Tiana: She's getting dragged by Kai towards his car and we need you here like now please. Jey: what? Ight bet I'm comin I'm comin' Tiana: thank you Jey.

CALLED ENDED

Emma grabbed a vase with flowers and ran towards Kai and Tiana. Seeing Tiana getting hit in her face with his gun just broke Emma's heart.

She didn't want Tiana going through this, she told her not to deal with someone like Malakai because he was crazy and dangerous.

A/N: warning domestic violence !!

Emma saw that Tiana was bleeding on the bottom of her lip understanding that Kai had hit her with his gun trying to bring her inside of his car, all she could do was knock him out with the vase that she had.

As she saw Tiana trying to fight him off of her, she didn't know if she wanted to wait for Jey to come or just hit him upside the head with the vase.

That's all she could do, so when she ran up and hit him upside the head with the vase, he froze, letting go of Tiana's hair.

He turned around, facing Emma with an angered expression on his face, pointing the gun at her, which caused her to back up slowly.

"You, stupid bitch are YOU tryna save her huh?!"

"YES, KAI, YOU'RE INSANE RIGHT NOW!" Emma shouted.

"ME!? insane? NAH, I'M JUST TAKING BACK WHAT'S MINE!" he shouted.

FLASHBACK OVER.

Thinking back on what transpired that day, notably Emma almost being killed by him before Montez and Jey arrived to rescue the day. She looked across to Emma, who was smiling and offering her encouragement. "Miss Hayes...are you still with us ma'am?" Ms Sella inquired as Tiana glanced across at her. Tiana nodded and wiped the tears from her eyes.

"Did he put his hands on you after denying him?" She questioned.

She let out a deep sigh as she gazed over at the defendant. "Yes. Yes, he placed his hands on me."

✧.*

After Tiana confessed that Malakai did, in fact, put his hands on her, the entire room fell silent until his mother spoke out, leading everyone to stare in her way. "That bitch is a phony who wants money from us! She's a lie, my son adored her, and she just wanted to flee away with someone else!" Mrs. Jackson.

Judge Cartier struck the gavel, "Order in the court!" "Ms Jackson, if you keep having these outbursts, I will have the police escort you out of this courtroom, do you understand?" She gave Mrs Jackson a harsh look as she took her seat.

"You may proceed." Ms Sella nodded.

"In the video Miss Hayes I could see that you were lying there next to his car as he was threatening your friend who was protecting you correct?"

Tiana nodded her head calming her nerves, "yes she was trying to protect me from him before anything else could happen." Ms Sella nodded her head as she continued on.

"Miss Hayes your friend hit Mr Jackson with a vase before Mr Jackson could do anything else to you correct?" Ms Sella questioned.

"Yes she did." She said.

Ms Sella brought out a bag containing Malakai's gun and gave it to Tiana to look at, which scared her since she didn't want to think about all the times he had threatened her with this gun.

"Does this look familiar to you Miss Hayes?" Tiana looked up at her nodding her head in the process.

"Yes, this was the gun that Mr Jackson had hit me with along with threatening my life." Tiana stated.

"Do you recall any of those times of him doing that Miss Hayes?" She glanced down again, not wanting to recall all of the frightening memories of being with him when he didn't have his way with her.

She was bouncing her leg up and down, her anxiousness increasing by the second, but she didn't want to panic in front of them. She took another long breath as she answered her inquiry. "I do recall him pushing this familiar gun onto my neck threatening my life if I ever did leave him for someone and that scared me so bad."

Ms Sella placed the gun-filled bag away while placing a photograph on the stand and presenting it to Tiana. 

This photo was really frightening to see her laying in the hospital bed, battered and sliced up from the night when she tried to escape him but was caught under a form of notice. He beat her so hard that she had to be hospitalized as a result of it.

"Do you remember what happened on this day around 12:30pm at night Miss Hayes?" She questioned.

Tiana felt another lump in her throat and tried to swallow it down. Tears streamed down her cheeks and she tried not to shiver her body. She sniffed her nose before brushing her tears away as she glanced through the crowd to find the love of her life, along with her family members and his. She could read their facial expressions; they were heartbroken seeing her like this, struggling with this.

"Y-yes I do remember what happened on that day Ms Sella." Tiana said softly.

"Can you tell us what happened?"

Tiana groaned heavily, knowing that this would shatter her.

FLASHBACK - TIANA

I was packing my belongings, making sure that I had everything I needed before slipping out to my car. I dashed downstairs with my luggage over my shoulders, and as I went to open the door, he was waiting there with his key in hand. I wasn't expecting him to return home so late, and despite knowing what he'd been up to behind my back, I tried to ignore it.

We remained there in quiet, looking at each other and witnessing a grin build on his lips before he returned his keys to his pocket.

"Where the fuck do you think you're going?" Malakai questioned me.

I didn't want to answer his question as I attempted to push past him to my car, but he shoved me back inside the home, locking the door behind him. He grasped my throat roughly as I clutched onto his wrist, attempting to get his hand away from my throat, but he refused to let go, crushing my throat even more.

"I asked, where the fuck is your ass going to tink? You're not thinking of abandoning me, are you? I kicked him in the balls, prompting him to let go of my throat, allowing me to breathe.

"Yes! I'm fucking leaving you; you piece of shit I am tired—so tired of this Kai." I said sternly.

He angrily stomped towards me grabbing me up by the hair as I winched in pain.

"Since you wanna leave so bad I'll so yo' ass something."

A/N: warning domestic violence!!

He was severely hitting me, and there was blood all over the floor. Everything seemed foggy to me since I couldn't see anything. Malakai repeatedly hit me in the face while using a knife to slice into my shoulders, forcing me to bleed.

I begged him to stop, but he ignored me and continued what he was doing. He booted me in the stomach, forcing me to groan in pain as I fell to the ground clutching my stomach.

"Do you want to leave me right now? Huh? Huh?! So this is what you get for attempting to leave me when all I ever done was adore your stupid ass!" Malakai spit. I coughed up blood, hardly seeing it come out of my mouth as my vision blurred, and all I could see was him carrying me somewhere I didn't know.

That's when everything returned back to normal, and he panicked, acting as if he cared about me despite the fact that he had just almost killed me.

I couldn't hear anything or feel anything it was like I was dead in a way.

"Tiana? Baby I am sorry please wake up I didn't mean it I just got scared okay?" Malakai pleaded as he shook my lifeless body.

'Got scared? Nigga are you fucking serious?'

"Please baby please?"

He slapped me across the face not getting an answer from me as he began calling 911

✧.* After being rushed to the hospital I was in the hospital bed finally opening my eyes trying to search around the area to see where was I at

I could see him sitting in the chair watching TV as he held my hand.

'This disgusting bastard.'

I slowly removed my hand from his as he turned around looking at me with a smile on his face like he was "truly" happy to see me alive after almost beaten me to death.

"You're finally awake tink! I'll let everyone else know." He said as he left the room.

I saw a card left on my table seeing that it was a card number from a policeman I grabbed me and kept it behind me seeing Bianca and Montez coming inside the room.

"Oh my god! Tiana what happened? Did he do this to you?" Bianca questioned as I nodded my head tears streaming down my cheeks.

Montez was pissed seeing me in this condition wanting to put his hands on him but couldn't due to us being in the hospital.

"Ouuu I can't wait until you leave him Tiana and find someone better honey I don't like my best friend hurt like this." He said folding his arms in the process.

"I know and I will...I am tired of this too...hoping yall would help me..." I said weakly.

"Girl we will 100% help you escape from this man so you won't have to go through this anymore." I nodded my head weakly hoping that the day will come true.

END OF FLASHBACK.

Tiana felt her body shaking and tears rush down her cheeks; it hurt her so much to talk about this in front of everyone, including Jey; he had no idea, and only her parents, Bianca, and Montez did.

"H-he, I apologize...I was packing my things to leave him that night after discovering he was cheating on me, and before I could even go, he grabbed me by the throat, clutching me so firmly that I couldn't breathe. When I started fighting back, he became more aggressive with me, striking me in the face many times, tossing me across the room, stabbing me with a knife in both shoulders, and kicking me in the stomach...then continued to play the victim." Tiana said as she brushed her tears away, while Ms Sella handed her some tissues.

everything crushed Jey's heart to see her up there sobbing during all of this, and he dropped a tear as he watched everything unfold. He flashed his gaze towards Malakai, giving him a straight stare that said, "I want to fucking kill you." He sent Tiana a look, but he had to keep his cool for her sake.

"I know this is hard for you Miss Hayes and I'm sorry that you had to go through that traumatic experience with the defendant but where you able to leave him after all of that?" Ms Sella questioned.

"Y-yes..I was able to leave him with the help of my two best friends who were in town." She stated while wiping her left over tears.

"Who were your two best friends Miss Hayes."

"Bianca and Montez."

✧.*

After a few more questions and replies, they realized they had won the trial since Malakai's counsel lacked evidence or proof to support his innocence when the Judge reached a final verdict. "All Rise." Bailiff Jones explained. Everyone rose up as Tiana clasped hands with her lawyer, praying and hoping that this man would be sent behind bars for good. "With all of the evidence that was gathered and shown to us and the Jury for this evening we have came forward with a verdict." She indicated that she will continue on.

"We find the Defendant guilty of all of the charges against him he will be sentenced to prison for 5 years with no parole for multiple counts of aggravated assault with a weapon, domestic abuse and violation of the restraining order." Everyone in the courtroom began cheering as Tiana began to cry. She never imagined that his ass would end up in jail for all of the filth he had put her through over the years.

Tiana brushed her tears away as she saw Malakai being led away in handcuffs; they exchanged one final look before his face vanished. She watched her family and his family approach her and hug her.

"You did tink! You did it now you can live your life in peace!" Mrs Hayes shouted as she hugged her daughter tightly.

Tiana didn't know what to say, except to cry tears of joy since she no longer had to cope with him. "You're such a fucking pick me! Now I'll have to watch my son behind jail because of you!" Mrs Jackson raced up to Tiana, attempting to lay her hands on her.

But in self-defense, Tiana shoved her hard, forcing her to tumble back into the chair while everyone in his family rushed to her help. Tiana and everyone else had left the courthouse eager to go out to eat to celebrate her win, but all they could hear was his mother shouting and yelling, blaming her for everything.

"You were never ideal for my son, you witch! He did not put his hands on you! He was only enraged and loved you to death till you abandoned him in the dust with some ugly ass Samoan dude!" Tiana. She didn't have time for this and rushed over to his mother, hitting her across the face while holding her cheek in disbelief.

"Look here, old ass hag; I don't have time for your crap and falsehoods! I've had enough of your family continuously trying to protect him! When everyone knew he was fucking insane and aggressive! So, do yourself a favor and look in the mirror, sweetheart; you, too, are a victim of domestic abuse!" Tiana spit as she moved away from his mother, heading towards her people.

She walked inside Jey's car, sat in the seat, and fastened her seatbelt while waiting for him to get in. As she was doing so, she was going through her social media when she received a text message from Kehlani, and she sighed deeply, wondering if she'd ever get a break.

theyhatelani sent you a message.

IG MESSAGES 💬 theyhatelani: you fucking bitch I hate you theyhatelani: first you stole my man and then put Kai in prison for 5 years! For something that he didn't do! theyhatelani: you're such a pick me

Tiana laughed at her messages she was most definitely delusional just like Malakai.

tianasworld: ion' have time for your shit today so I'll just keep it simple last time I check you cheated on Jey multiple times his family fucking hated yo' ass and then ion' even know how Kai ass dealt with your shit surprised he didn't beat on you like he did with me. But i digress you're more delusional than I thought you were and so what im glad he's in prison now I don't even know why you care so much when you barely knew that nigga so girl stay the fuck outta my dms okay? 🙂 or I won't hesitate to whoop that ass again k?

After sending the message, she blocked her when she seen Jey finally enter the car. His gaze shifted to her, and he smiled as he caressed both of her cheeks and kissed her softly on the lips.

He gave her multiple actually.

"I'm so proud of you mama." Jey said softly.

"Thank you my love that means so much to me." Tiana said while looking into his eyes.

"Everyone wants to go out to eat you down or you wanna chill at my crib?"

"Let's go celebrate boo."

He nodded his head as he turned on the ignition. As the car began, she gazed out the window, still watching his mother spazzing out and rolling her eyes. Today was a terrific day.

Under Your Touch.

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A/N: FINALLY MALAKAI IS IN PRISONNNNNN his momma is so stupid honestly including Kehlani ass. But I'm happy that Tiana can finally be at peace right?

Just a few more chapters to go before the ending sadly 🥲 since I'm working on a new book that's coming out next month.

But I hope yall enjoy this chapter I got some inspiration for the court scenes from a book that I was reading since I'm not good at writing court scenes lol lmk in the comments.

Stay Ucey.

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TBOBF EPISODE 6 SPOILERS

i am very late on this bc i had it saved and ready in my docs but i never had the time to copy and paste it here

much like last time, these were my thoughts when watching episode 6 for the first time!! this is another long one folks so strap in!!!

-ayo mos pelgo??

-YUUUP

-COBB VANTH I MISSED YO SEXY ASS

-yea you flex those stripes

-THE CALLBACK WITH THE “i’m the one that tells folks what to do”

-quick reflexes are so hot like idk what it is

-he really said “respectfully if ya’ll come here agin you’re fucked”

-THE MARSHAL’S TALE IN THE BACKGROUND AHHHHHHH

-god the music is so fucking good goddamn

-ayo dune pt 2 looks great

-the intro music is sooo good

-DIN DJARIN YEAAAA

-these cockpit shots are so sexy they look phenomenal

-IS THAT R2

-R2222222222222 FUCK YEA

-listen i love the crest but this new ship looks SLICK as fuck

- omg din djarin saying skywalker????

-calling r2 friend????

-AHHHHHH

-i’ll never get over him saying grogu either

-omg these ant droids are kinda cute

-AHH THE JEDI SCHOOL

-the jedi school…

-din djarin has met his match when it comes to sass

-”is that a bench?” SIR PLEASEEEE

-i love him

-he’s so done rn he just wants to see his kid

-i love the juxtaposition whenever din is in a place that is seemingly tranquil

-here’s this dude armed to the fuckin teeth in this place that makes you feel the most serene you’ll ever feel in your life

-it’s so funny i love it

-i love these shots of the forest i feel like they’re supposed to be representative of the force in a way??

-OH MY GOD THERE HE IS

-DIN I FOUND UR KID

-OH MY FUCKING GOD CGI LUKE LOOKS FUCKING PHENOMENAL

-oh my god please i can’t do this snacks started playing when the frog showed up

-joe shirley and ludwig goransson i cannot do this

-grogu i’m sorry but even though luke doesn’t see you he knows the shenanigans ur up to

-OMG HE’S SO STRONG NOW

-THE CG IS FUCKING CRAZY HOLY SHIT

-i’m gonna start fucking crying oh my god

-i see you dave filoni with the dagobah parallel

-i’m assuming there will be many more through this episode

-god the music i want it tatted in my brain

-HIS LIL WADDLE

-omg is he gonna talk about yoda

-HE IS

-omg the way he’s lifting grogu so he can keep up imma cry

-CHANEL BOOTS SKYWALKER IS HERE TO SLAY

-are we gonna see grogu’s past????

-omgomgomgomgomg

-STOOOOPPPPPPP NO IM GONNA START SOBBING

-FUCK I NEED TO FINISH CLONE WARS

-goddamn you dave filoni pay for my fuckin therapy

-it’s also crazy how much he sounds like young Mark Hamill

-DIN NAPPING like the dad he is

-AHSOKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

-also hot reflexes

-”i’m a friend of the family” DAVE FILONI PLEASEEEEE

-her lil giggle with r2 was so cute

-i love rosario dawson

-she’s such a good ahsoka

-he’s like okay??? gimme my foundling

-he just wants to see that his kid is safe for his own eyes ahsoka LET HIM

-”my choice to go and see him” so goddamn stubborn, din djarin is

-OH MY FUCKING GOD SO MANY ICONS IN ONE FRAME WHAT THE FUCK

-what a time to be a star wars fan holy shit

-also i am once again asking that dave filoni pay for my therapy

-busteeedddddddd she called you out homie

-omg his lil gift

-i love that he keeps calling him a mandalorian foundling specifically instead of just a foundling

-i feel like they’re parents fighting for custody LMAO

-”i came all this way. he’s right there” PEDRO PLEASSE THE DELIVERY I CAN’T DO THIS RN

-ugh i can feel him fighting with himself about whether he should go to him or not

-”make sure he’s protected” HE CARES SO MUCH ABOUT HIS SAFETY BC HE’S NOT THERE TO MAKE SURE AHHHHHHHHHHH

-i know that he’s crying under that helmet

-the fucking score dude oh my god

-GROGU I KNOW I’M SAD UR DAD IS LEAVING TOO

-NOT THE HAND

-omg i was right about ESB refs

-omg the way he crawls out of the bag

-”that’s all you got?” LUKE HE’S TRYING HIS BEST

-”don’t try. do” girl i see you

-OMG THE DAGOBAH PARALLELS THIS EP I CAN’TTTT

- even the fuckin front flip bro goddamn

-the attention to detail on the cg face is insane like literally every frame

-this shot is so beautiful oh my god

-THE FORCE THEME NJAILBJILGBJLHFJFBGQHFL

-GROGU BE CAREFUL BRO

-GREEN SABER GREEN SABER GREEN SABER AHHHHHH

-OMG THE REMOTE FROM A NEW HOPE AND RISE OF SKYWALKER

-he passed the ball bc that’s what ahsoka and din taught him PLEASE

-AYO???? din is gonna beat your ass if he finds out y0u let his kid get zapped luke

-this is so cute oh my god and the score is helping sell it ndjlbjrklvbejnvblkebhjk

-ahsoka looks so proud

-HIS LIL SQUEAL MMMMMMMMM

-”The Mandalorian was here” what the fuck is happening i- star wars is so fuckin cool

-”sometimes i wonder if his heart is in it” omg grogu and din are both distracted bc they’ve been apart for so long

-WITH THE “so much like your father” RIGHT AFTER THAT DAVE FILONI LITERALLY PAY FOR MY FUCKIN THERAPY BRO

-his lil smile and the score from the mando s2 finale MMMMM

-like father like son takin naps

-i cannot wait for the ahsoka series oh my god i love her

-TATOOINE BABYYYYYY

-again these cockpit shots are hot

-omg are we gonna see boba??? In his own show?

-ayo?

-YEA WE ARE BABYYYYY

-AND FENNEC HEHEHEHEHEHE

-my bisexual panic is off the charts rn

-they’re all so hot and so sexy

-WAITWAITWAITWAITWAITWAIT

-is din giving out his name now??????

-everyone in that room now knows his name and they JUST met him?????

-WOAH THE NODDING LIKE IN ROTJ BVJDIVHEJOBPEHBJEWNO

-so hot so sexy

-KRAYT DRAGON SKULL YUHH

-omg i love that din and the jawas are homies now

-COBB AND DIN REUNION????

-who the fuck does this guy think he is

-”i heard you” so hot

-REUNION BABYYYYYYYYYYYYY

-everyone is so sad that he doesn’t have grogu anymore it’s so cute and sad at the same time

-omg is the skeleton in the cantina new?? Or am i blind

-freetown?? when did this become like fallout new vegas?

-they’re both so sassy and snarky i love it

-the guitar in the back is so lovely

-WHO IS THAT

-IS THAT WHO I THINK IT IS

-I KNOW THAT SILHOUETTE

-IS THAT CAD FUCKING BANE????????????

-IS THAT FUCKING CAD BANE??????????

- DNVJBFDVNJDBFBJK CXKNLBDFBKNDFJOBNDF BFDNKBFNDFBVNDFKLVBNEFKMVLBRENBVKLNVKFDLBVJNASKLVBRNVLBRNVJKRBVN

-OH MY FUCKING GOD ARE YOU KIDDING ME

-I LOVE STAR WARS

-DAVE MUTHAFUCKIN FILONI YOU SON OF A BITCH

-OH MY GOD

-HIS VOICE NDJKVLNJV;N

-the deputy needs to fuck off bro like read the damn room

-HIS EYES

-this is so fucking western i love this

-he’s tryna slander boba rn?

-not in this house bro

-THEY GONNA DUEL???

-THIS REALLY IS A WESTERN

-if the deputy fucks this up i swear to god

-IS COBB OKAY????

-I NEED TO KNOW THIS RIGHT NOW

-also cade bane is so fucking cool oh my god

-i sense something bad is about to go down w these pykes in the cantina

-the makeup is so good

-fuck they left the camtono there

-UHHHHHHHHH

-WHERE IS MAX REBO????? IS HE SAFE? IS HE ALRIGHT?

-then fuckin cut to the jedi school PFFFFFFFFFFFF

-I KNEW IT WAS CHAINMAIL

-IT’S SO SMALLLLLLLLL

-a choice??? Luke what are you about to do?

-IS THAT YODA’S SABER????

-YUUUUUHHHHHHH

-is he gonna make him chose between the fuckin saber and the armor??

-yuuuup…

-hold up chanel boots skywalker you are ceo of attachments my guy what the hell is this

-HIS SAD LIL COO

-AND THE MUSIC

-D JVKLFBJKDLFBNKJLVBSANJBL;DBJDAK

-he’s gonna choose din i know it in my heart i feel it in my soul

GODDAMN THERE WAS SO MUCH TO LOOK AT AND ADMIRE IN THIS EPISODE HOLY SHIT BRO

again apologies for the super long post but these are so fun to do so i think i’m gonna continue to do these hehehehehe

[disloopy]

remedy for a broken heart pt.2

nafla

genre: angst

word count: 3k

a/n. i’m sorry this look on nafla is superior don’t try to convince me otherwise. this part is soooo long im sorry but i hope its a good finish since you guys have been waiting forever for it.

                                 with a little bit of this, with a little bit of that we gon be alright

Nicholas sighed in exhaustion, plopping down on the couch next to you. The current state of the small studio he shared with the rest of the boys reflected upon the amount of time he spent there, working on songs but never finding one that seemed to qualify his ideals.

“What are the stakes?”

“Hm?”

“I mean if I quite music... can I live?”

You turned to him, setting your phone aside. “Ask yourself... you’re the one who said music is your life.”

“I know... but I’m afraid people here won’t accept me cause I’m not one of their own.”

You laughed. “Babe, it’s always hard at first, I’m sure they’ll eventually learn how amazing you are and will look past the differences.”

“You know,” Nicholas murmured. “Jinyoung hyung suggested we go to Korea for a a while.” He knew he had peaked your interest with those words. “He knows some people there. If we can start a stable career, then it won’t be too hard when we come back here.”

You smiled with a bright “that sounds great!” but there was a hint of worry in your eyes. Nicholas liked that. “Jinyoung is always reliable, isn’t he?” you said, looking away for a second. Nicholas nodded in agreement; trusting Jinyoung would be the only right thing to do in any situation.

“So are you all going?”

“Me and hyung are gonna fly out first, then we’ll get the others to come.” You didn’t say anything for a while so Nicholas reached over to clutch your hand. “When I get back, you’ll be dating a real rapper.” He hoped these words could at least be somewhat comforting to you.

“I already see you as a real artist,” you told him with a smile.

“Dude, what’s the deal?” asked Daniel, walking into Nicholas’s room as he was getting dressed for the day. “Mina just asked me if she can stay in the guest bedroom for the rest of the trip... did y’all fight?”

“We broke up,” Nicholas told him plainly.

“What?” Daniel couldn’t hide his shock. “We literally here to relax and you guys went ahead and made your own drama.”

Nicholas sighed in irritation. “Daniel, I really don’t want to talk about this right now.” The younger boy fell silent, and put his hands in his pockets, staring at the floor. 

“Well damn... so did y’all break up break up or...” Nicholas knew he was referring to the ‘incident’ with you . It wasn’t something he was proud of, the fact that all his friends, who were avid supporters of you, were conscious of the whole thing. 

“Fuck... I don’t know. Girls are so complicated.”

Daniel pressed his lips together. “Really, I think you’re complicated.” The two boys chuckled quietly, unsure of what was funny. “So you still up for tonight?”

“I don’t think it’ll be good if I came.. since Mina...”

“Bro, she’s coming too.”

“Alright, I’ll think about it.”

As Daniel was leaving the room, Nicholas asked him to keep quiet about the whole situation to which he respectfully obliged. Daniel was known to have a big mouth but he was also trustworthy and always had his friends best interests at heart. And with that thought, Nicholas found it might be easier to forget about everything and have a fun night out with the boys instead of moping around like this. His friends would be by his side anyway and maybe that’s what he needed at the moment.

Nicholas left the solace of his bedroom to join the rest outside. “Yo, Mina, I got smth for you,” said Jinyoung, walking over to where she sat next to Daniel. She looked up from her phone, trying to peer around Jinyoung to see what he had hidden behind his back. Nicholas also watched, trying not to look too unhappy.

“You know how you love Post Malone? Well, he’s in the city, performing tonight and we got you tickets.”

Nicholas saw Mina’s expression brighten  as she took the tickets from Jinyoung and jumped up, shaking her hips in delight.

“Oh my gosh, you’re the best!” She threw her arms around his neck, hugging him tightly. Daniel pulled her back onto the couch.

“Don’t get too excited, you’re going with Owen.”

Mina’s lips parted and she rolled her eyes. “Ugh, are you serious?”

“I heard that!” Owen called from the kitchen to which Mina gave Daniel a sheepish look and he grinned, ruffling her hair. 

Rather than being envious of the way his friends treated her, Nicholas found himself feeling sympathetic. Mina had a way of hiding her emotions ― much like you ― and she was too obviously pretending she didn’t care about what had happened earlier that morning. Her pretense had worked for her in the past but Nicholas knew her too well. 

That night, Jinyoung and Daniel came into Nicholas’s room, informing him that they were leaving and if he’d like to join. “Can I come a bit later? I’m just not feeling it right now,” Nicholas told them, hiding away under his covers where he had been napping in all afternoon after a tiring shopping session with daniel. 

“Bro, you’ve been sleeping all day, what’s wrong with you,” said Daniel, trying to pull his blankets off but Nicholas held on to them tightly in fear his friends might see his phone open to your instagram page which he had been scrolling through for the past hour.

Jinyoung just sighed. “Daniel, leave it. Don’t force him to come.” Nicholas looked at him with grateful eyes and Jinyoung nodded. “I actually gave Mina those tickets so she’d leave you alone tonight,” he chuckled and Nicholas threw a pillow at him. “But you can join us whenever you’d like.”

“Thank you, hyung.”

When everyone left, the house was quiet and Nicholas hated how lonely he felt right now, but he brought it upon himself . He reached for his phone again, refreshing your instagram page to see that you had updated your story. 

Hesitantly, he brought his thumb on top of your profile picture, swallowing hard as your story opened up to reveal a picture of you with your arm draped around an unfamiliar girl, a bottle in your hand, your trademark million dollar smile plastered across your pretty face. You had tagged “Avalon Club” and Nicholas realized it was the same club his friends were going to. That’s why Daniel wanted me to come so bad.

Nicholas closed the story and went through your instagram posts once again. You had changed a lot and the posts showed it clearly. There was a gap in dates wherein you hadn’t posted at all and the posts from before the gap were of him and you, years of memories locked in a couple photos that had been buried under the more recent ones of you looking happier.

“Call when you land, alright?” you said, pulling away from the hug with Jinyoung. You asked him since you knew Nicholas would pass out and forget by the time they go to Korea.

“Don’t worry, I will,” Jinyoung replied, fixing his beanie that had almost fallen off from the contact. You finally moved to Nicholas who was waiting for you with open arms. He pulled you against him, burying his face in your hair ― little did he know, it would be the last time he’d get to do so.

“I’m gonna miss you so much,” you told him with a little pout. Nicholas saw that you were trying hard to hold in your tears and he pulled you closer again so the others wouldn’t see. “Don’t you forget about me while you’re there, okay?”

He moved back, cupping your cheeks. “How could I ever forget about you?”

But the truth is he could, and he did. After going to Korea, Nicholas found himself busier than he would have expected. He made sure to keep you updated for the first couple weeks but after one or two hectic months, he couldn’t find motivation to pick up his phone and call you. His busy schedule kept him occupied but even when he was free, it seemed there was no time for you.

Besides that, Nicholas’s new life presented him with extravagances he could never have imagined of in a thousand lifetimes, nor could he refuse them. Although he had done a very selfish deed and couldn’t muster up the courage to face you after that. 

But the girls that went back and forth from Nicholas’s room didn’t pass without the knowledge of his friends who thought he was being sus and questioned him about it. “Did you break up with Y/N?” asked Jinyoung.

“Uhhh...”

Jinyoung shook his head. “I did not expect this from you... seeing how attached you were to her, I thought you’d be begging to go back to America everyday.”

“Calm down, she’s prolly in another guy’s pants right now too.”

But both men knew you weren’t like that. Nicholas didn’t bother sending a breakup text because you had probably forgotten about him as well. However, you didn’t feel that way at all.

When the crew returned to America after gaining some popularity, you were still there, hitting nicholas up with instagram messages which he didn’t find it in himself to even open because at this point, ignorance was bliss. 

And it seemed like the eye contact he made with you on his first American stage spoke a thousand words, none that either of you could ever speak to each other. To this day, that look still haunted him. It wasn’t any normal “breakup” if you can even call it that. Because sometimes, he found a part of himself was still with you.

Nicholas must have watched your story about a million times, staring at the picture of you for so long his eyes began to hurt. He couldn’t stay here any more. He was pathetic.

“Look what the cat dragged in,” Daniel smirked when Nicholas finally arrived at the club. He had already drowned his self-pity in a few drinks when Daniel and Jinyoung found him seated at the bar.

“Having fun?”

“We should be asking you that,” said Jinyoung, propping his elbow on top of the counter. “You look down... was it Mina?” At this, Nicholas’s head snapped toward Daniel who shook his head quickly.

“I didn’t say anything, I swear.”

“Mina told us you guys were having a fight in the car while we were dropping her off,” Jinyoung explained. “What’s gotten into you?”

Nicholas sighed. “Yeah... it was my fault not hers. Did she tell you we broke up?” His relationship with her was on a thin line.

“Uh no, she said you guys were ‘on a break’ or sum like that.”

Though slightly disappointed, Nicholas was relieved that she didn’t want to leave him altogether. His heart already felt weak at the thought of losing yet someone important in his life again.

“By the way... Y/N’s here,” Daniel said quietly. “We wanted to tell you so it doesn’t turn out like last time.” Nicholas faked surprise but in reality, he knew all too well your whereabouts. 

“That’s nice... I don’t really feel like talking to her right now, though.”

“I guess you gotta tell her that yourself.”

“What do you mean?”

Jinyoung cleared his throat, getting up from his seat. “Don’t look now but she’s walking right towards us.” Nicholas froze. That means you were probably right behind him. Nicholas and Daniel smiled and waved at you over Nicholas’s head and then gave him a look before walking away.

“Hey stranger.” Your voice was soft, almost like a melodic tune. He hadn’t heard it in what felt like ages.

Nicholas turned around. “Y/N! I haven’t seen you in forever! Wow, I can’t believe you’re here!” Was that too much? Who cared, he’d already messed up whatever image of himself you had in your mind. You hugged him but it felt like the distance between you two increased and it was like he couldn’t even feel you.

“I came to your concert but I guess your friends didn’t tell you I was there,” you said, sitting down in the seat next to him. “I figured if you did see me, you would have talked to me but you didn’t so...” 

Nicholas laughed in embarrassment but inside a piece of him died. It seemed he had been too obvious with his hesitation. Or maybe he was just an asshole. The latter seemed quite accurate. 

“Anyway, you are you?”

A mess, Nicholas could reply. But instead he said, “I’m good... I mean, I’m better than better.” 

“How’s life as a celebrity?” you asked, laughing. Nicholas couldn’t bring himself to look at you but your laugh felt like medicine all it’s own.

“Wellll, I don’t really feel like one.”

“Really? You sure do act like one.” You murmured the last part. Was this your way of saying ‘fuck you’ to Nicholas? Perhaps Nicholas was thinking about it too much. He needed to drink a little more.

“Can I get you a drink?” he asked and you shook your head. 

“Nah, I was leaving with my friends right now actually... then I saw you.” You started to get up, taking your bag with you. “I’ll see you around then.” 

You can’t seriously let her leave like this, Nicholas thought to himself as his chest tightened. This may or may not be the last time he’d get to see you. A part of him wanted to remain that selfish and stupid self and let you go your way, as if just seeing you was closure enough.

But it wasn’t. The conversation was riddled with tension and if he hadn’t known any better, you were surely throwing shade at him for what he had done. If this was the only way to get rid of the guilt, Nicholas had to at least try.

He gulped down whatever was left in his glass and then stopped you. “Wait, Y/N! You got a minute?” You shrugged, sitting back down, clutching your purse tightly. Nicholas took a deep breath. 

“Listen... I don’t want to do this all over again,” he said quietly. “I just want to say I’m so sorry for being the worst boyfriend ever... and for being a dick and-”

“Nick,” you said, cutting him off. “I forgive you.” Nicholas fell silent. Those three words didn’t give him the relief he thought he’d get. A lot of him thought that you’d tell him you missed him and that you waited for him all this time and that you still love him. 

But none of that came. 

“Seriously...? Just... like that?”

You pressed your lips together. “I mean, what do you want me to say? That I still have feelings for you and I want to get back together?”

It sounded weird out loud the more Nicholas thought about it. “I just wanted closure... I mean, I’ve been kinda thinking about it and it was unfair to you.”

“Just forget it, Nicholas. You said you were ‘better than better’, what now?”

“Maybe I was lying,” he murmured and like that the stony expression on your face crumbled, softened to your glowing features as you stared at the glass surface of the counter.

“Maybe I’m lying too,” you said. “I mean, I know I said I forgave you but sometimes, I sit down thinking of you and I hate you.” Nicholas chewed on the bottom of his lip as you spoke. All this time he’d been worrying about his feeling and his guilt that he never thought about you.

“I hate you for not coming back for me when you promised me you would. But you know what, you have new friends, a new girl, a new life... who am I to tell you you can’t enjoy that?” You sat back and then looked at Nicholas and Nicholas looked back at you. It was the first time you two made direct eye contact and it didn’t feel like a knife piercing through him. 

“The last time we were together, I couldn’t help thinking of the future and...” you swallowed hard, taking Nicholas’s hands in yours. Your hands were just as soft as Nicholas remembered. “I knew that this would happen because I know you, Nick. I still let you go and maybe it was stupid but I was right.”

Nicholas held your hands tightly. “I wish that I could go back and change things... I swear I’m not like that any more.”

“Maybe you’re not,” you said, reaching up to touch the side of his face. “I hated you for what you did but I admire you for being able to sit here right now and at least tell me how you feel, even if it’s two years later. You’re not who you used to be, I know that.”

“That’s all I want,” Nicholas whispered. “To know that you don’t hate me.” You smiled and exhaled softly.

“I don’t. And I’m not holding this above you, Nick. We were so good together but we ended and that’s fine too. The best way to move on, though, is to let go of what you can’t control, let go of the past, Nicholas. The universe will align itself.” 

There were some days when Nicholas felt suffocated just thinking about you.You two didn’t end on good terms, if you had ended properly at all. But if this was the last goodbye, then Nicholas felt himself healing a little bit. 

You slid off your seat and kissed Nicholas’s lips. He couldn’t give in and kiss you back, but neither did he have the strength to pull away.

“There. Now we officially broke up,” you giggled, slinging your purse over your shoulder. “Maybe I’ll see you later, or maybe I won’t. Don’t beat yourself up over me.” You began to leave with your friends and turned around one last time to wave goodbye. 

It felt like a certain weight had been lifted off his shoulders. Nicholas didn’t feel guilty anymore, the chains around his ankles were finally free. 

He took out his phone and texted Mina. “I’m sorry for everything.” Nicholas got a reply almost immediately, giving him the impression that Mina might have been thinking of him too.

She texted. “I know, love.”

“I love you.”

“I love you too.”

[amsimaria]

Bittersweet

» Part one

Everything is grey His hair, his smoke, his dreams

Author: amsimaria Word count: 10K Feature: Jimin x Reader (mentions of other Bts members) Genre: Angst/slight Fluff (Rated M) Warnings: Violence, Mentions of sexual acts, Punk Jimin, Depression, Swearing, Addiction, Soft drugs use, (Eventual smut, not in this part).

Tired and worn out by all the shitty chores that redheaded bitch Samantha made you do all day, you saunter home. You worked at the damn store for almost 2 years now and she still treated you like an incompetent piece of shit.

While cursing her out in your mind you suddenly stop to notice that you’d unknowingly taken the shorter route to your home in between the streets of the city apartments. Your apartment wasn’t far from the shop at all, but you always preferred to walk around when it was getting dark, as the night brought its freaks with it. Taking the shorter route, you had to pass the infamous street full of urban bars and strip clubs, the kind of bars the punks and thugs hang out at when the sun went down. The street you’d rather avoid, especially at a time like this.

But too tired to walk back and take the usual passage, you decided to keep walking. When you take the left turn to enter the street, you hear loud music and notice the clouds of cigarette smoke covering big parts of the bars terraces.

Walking uncomfortable in the formal looking dark blue over-knee skirt you wore for work, you feel all kinds of eyes follow you as you nervously speed your steps. From the corner of your eye you see that the terrace is packed with people wearing dark colored clothing. Although you really wanted to take a peek at the night crawlers, you kept your eyes focused on the end of the street. Feeling relieved that you had passed the busy terraces, you suddenly hear a yell coming from behind you,

“Yo, ma?!”

The sound came from the terrace, clearly a drunk guy. With your heart beating a little faster from embarrassment, you don’t look back and start to walk even faster. You hear laughter coming from the terrace, but you don’t pay much attention to it as you wanted to leave the scene as soon as possible. When you get to end of the street, you quickly walk around the corner. You briefly stop to look down at your formal “good girl” outfit, before walking home. An envious feeling creeps up on you when you think about the girls that hang around at places like these and totally fit in. You sigh as you continue your journey home.

Two days later - Friday 9 PM

Staring at the still unopened wine bottle that is standing on the kitchen counter of your apartment, you patiently wait for your friends to finally arrive at your place. When you reach for your phone in attempt to check if you had any new messages from them, you hear the familiar buzzing sound coming from the apartment phone which allows you to open the main-door downstairs.

‘’Wazaaaaaaaaaaap’’

‘’we’re hereee chica’’

Rolling your eyes at their already drunk voices, you push the light blue button to open the downstairs door and you hear your friends loudly enter the building from the echo that is coming from the little speaker on the intercom. When you open your front door your friends stumble in and attack you with a group hug.

‘’Are you ready babe?’’ your friend Naomi asks you while squeezing her hair up with her hands, looking in the to mirror that is hanging on the wall next to your front door.

‘’Uh yeah, but i thought we were going to have a few drinks here first?’’ you answer sounding a little upset, placing one hand on your hip.

‘’Yeah we’re sorry, we had some drinks with the company that’s why we’re a little late.’’ Your other friend Robin answers, giving you a back-hug and pulling an innocent face.

‘’Nah, that’s ok. I kinda want to go now anyway, sick of looking at these walls all day. My life has become so boring, i need to some action.’’ You reply while bring the bottle of wine to your lips and taking a long sip

Your friends both look at each other with a somewhat shocked face and look at you before bursting out in laughter at the same time.

‘’Whattt? Can’t a girl have a drink’’ you say forcing an angry face before bursting out in laughter as well

They weren’t used to you being so loose. You were always their uptight friend who thought everything fully through before taking even the smallest risk. Although they were different from you in almost every way, you still loved being with them. They were far from stupid, but their childlike view of life felt pleasant to you. Still, you always found yourself questioning their motive of being your friends. You did that a lot. Trusting people was never easy for you as your insecurities made you feel like you didn’t deserve anyone.

“Im going to call a cab, i know you live close and all, but i don’t want to get gang-banged when i could have been dancing and drinking tonight” Naomi says, wiggling her eyebrows and then taking her phone out of her bag,

Getting out of the building, the three of you get in to the cab Naomi ordered.

A feeling of rush rises over your back, as the city lights reflect onto the window you’re staring out of in the backseat of the cab. You notice how the city looked so intimidating in the night. You lived here for 2 years, and you still felt like a little kid lost in a big city mall sometimes. While you stare out of the window, taking in the view of the rough city streets you passed and its still wet pavements from the rain that had fallen in that day, you hear your friends having a useless drunk conversation with the taxi driver in the background.  

Arrived at the place, you all get out before paying the taxi driver and thanking him. Entering one of the clubs, your friends rush over to the bar and order a couple of shots and after downing two José Cuervo shots, the three of you start dancing in the middle of the dance floor. It doesn’t take long for guys to be swarming around the three of you like fruit flies.

You didn’t mind the attention, although you weren’t at all the type of girl who would hook up with any random cute guy on the first night, a little flirting never really bothered you.

As your vision becomes blurry caused by the the strong liquor rushing through your veins, your thoughts wander off..

Everything in your life was always planned out, and even though you liked it that way, it made you overly stressed and always be on your guard. It was compulsive and it all started a few years ago. Before you wanted to start studying Neuropsychology, you had decided to take a two year-gap, to work full time and let your mind ease a little after your almost mental break down two years ago. You came from a strict family where ‘good’ was never enough and even though you loved your parents to death, you needed time away from them en their obsession with you being their perfect little girl. In a weird way moving to a big chaotic city like this helped, it made you feel less codependent and you felt like you had mentally grown a lot since you’ve moved away.

In your blurred vision you watched your friend Robin grind against some guy and fully making out with him. Sometimes you were jealous of how easy it was for your friends to socialize and of how confident they were around guys.

At 2 am, the three of you stumble out of the club and walk towards the street where the taxi’s are always ready to pick up drunks.

‘’Can’t we get food first, i’m starvinggg dude.’’ Naomi wined.

‘’Yeah let’s get some pizza slices before we go home.’’ You agreed, pointing your finger towards the late night snack corner across the street.

“Or …” Robin interrupts wearing a mischievous smirk on her face

You and Naomi questionably look at Robin.

“Or what?”

“Orrr… We could go to the street with the strip clubs and Underground clubs and get something to eat later.” Robin continues in a higher tone, as if her idea was actually the smarter thing to do.

“No way.” You answered, your voice quick and stern

“Awww don’t be such a downer dude, it’s fun and i wonder what kind of people hang around at places like that.” Robin implies.

“The bad kind.” You reply, annoyed, giving her a deprecatory look.

“Yeah, let’s go just this one time, just see what it’s like over there.” Naomi adds excitingly

After giving in reluctantly, Robin grabs onto your wrist and says a quick “it’ll be fun, come on” before pulling you with her as she walks towards the infamous street. When you arrive at the beginning of the street, a nervous and uncomfortable feeling begins to form a pit in your stomach. As soon as you and your friends come closer to the terrace, all eyes are on the three of you. You look around and see a girl with long straight hair, sitting on a guy’s lap with his hand down her jeans while they make out. After you stop yourself from staring at them, you quickly walk to the entrance of the club, following your friends who seemed to be already inside.

When entering, you slide past a guy, almost being pushed fully into his chest by the other ten people standing in and around the small entrance, as he was going out and you were going in. He was wearing a black hoodie and he had an intimidating and serious look in his eyes. His lips were full and there was a small bruise on the left side on top of his upper lip, you assumed was from a fight.

“Like what u see mami?” He asks in a husky voice, flashing a sinister smile and staring straight into your eyes with the most intimidating gaze you’d ever seen.

Completely unaware of the fact that you had been blankly staring at him for the past 20 seconds, you quickly look away without saying a word, feeling embarrassed and a little frightened from the fact that he had caught you doing that.

As he walked out you couldn’t help yourself to look back at him once more. You see him greeting a guy by taking his hand and turning it into a quick side hug. As soon as they lose touch, the guy respectfully offers him a cigarette. Taking the cigarette, he places it between the corner of his plump lips, he lights the tip with a lighter in the hand that’s halfway covered in his long sleeve, only showing his knuckles and his pale ring covered fingers.

Tilting his head back, the end of the cigarette lights up when his lips suck on the filter, blowing the cigarette smoke out of the holes of his nose like a raging bull.

You were completely paralyzed by him, he was stunning, but raw. It looked like everything he did was the result of a calculated step. Every move he made was so flawlessly smooth, yet rough.

When he catches you staring at him again, he takes another puff from his cigarette, holding it in between his thumb and index finger and winking at you without taking his deep gaze off of you for a few seconds before gliding his eyes back at the other guy.

“Yo! (Y/N) are you coming or what? We wanna dance”

Shocked by Naomi’s voice waking you up from your trance, you turn around and hand your long, thin coat to the lady sitting in the wardrobe. You follow your friend as she grabs your hand and pulls you into the club.

The club was dark and the music low. Looking around you see girls in short, skintight dresses and sky high heels. It was different from the clubs and bars you usually go to, there you couldn’t find these kind of people, mostly just college students and young people who took a break from their normal everyday lives. But these people were different, their eyes showed emptiness, sin. What you noticed too, was that most of the people in here didn’t have a smile on their face, their looks were serious and dark. It scared you a little.

looking around in discomfort, it was like everybody could smell you didn’t belong here, you could tell by the looks they threw at you and your 2 friends. Robin and Naomi where too drunk to care and started dancing their way towards the bar in order to get some more drinks. As you follow them, you couldn’t help but to think about the boy that you were standing so close to in the entrance a few minutes ago. His voice was unique and the sound replayed in your head a few times. The way he spoke to you made you feel vulnerable and made your stomach turn.

At this moment you start feeling anxious. The alcohol was wearing down, and you were becoming more and more aware of how misplaced you were here. The place held no warmth, no love, no romance, just pure sin. The panic made start to take in short and quick breaths. The sexual atmosphere made your stomach feel empty and the world suddenly seemed hollow and cold. You wanted to leave.

You pull Naomi’s arm, and without having to say a word, as soon as she sees your with fear filled-eyes, she knew it was time to go. You both look around to see if Robin was anywhere close, but she was nowhere in sight. The bartender sees you two looking around and makes a ‘’come here” motion with her hands for you two to come closer.

“Your friend went to the toilet with the guy covered in tattoos a minute ago.” The bartender says

You both roll your eyes at the same time and throw a polite “thank you” her way.

“Stay with Robin, make sure she gets home safe okay? I live a few blocks away anyway.”

“Are you sure?” she asked worried placing her hand on your shoulder

“Yeah, ill be fine. I will take a cab, don’t worry.” You assure her before pecking her on the cheek and walking off towards the exit.

You get your long oversized thin coat from the guard-robe and wait for the drunk people in front of you to make way for you, so you could leave this God forsaken place.

You suddenly hear a girl screaming, it was coming from outside, but you couldn’t see a damn thing because of all the people standing in front of you.

‘’JIMIN, stop ittt’’ The girl shouted The screaming was follow by the sound of metal breaking bone, making you gasp.

It wasn’t like you had never witnessed a fight before, but the people here seemed like the kind of people who would go a bit further whenever they get mad. After texting Naomi, warning her about the fight outside, you try to worm your way through the people standing in front of the exit. When you finally make it to the exit, you suddenly stop to see the boy with the black hoodie standing over another guy who is laying on the cold wet ground with his face covered in blood. The boy with the hoodie had some blood beneath his nose, but he didn’t seem to care as his  enraged gaze was fixated on the guy that was laying on the ground.

The look in his eyes was so scary it send shivers down your spine. You couldn’t believe he was the same guy that you had your little encounter with when you came in. Your eyes widen when you see what is dangling onto his knuckles. It’s a medal frame that is a perfect shape for a flat hand to stick through and grab onto. You had seen it before in a gangster movie but never in real life. The metal frame was covered in blood, and there was so much of it, that it was literally dripping onto the ground. behind him stands a girl with long straight bleached blonde hair with dark roots, tied back into a tight ponytail. She wore tight pastel yellow shorts that barely covered her butt, and shiny black peep-toe pumps under it.

‘’Stop it Jimin!’’ she tried to yank on his arm, but the enraged boy didn’t move an inch.

‘’Next time your bitch little boyfriend tries to fight me, i won’t let him off with just some broken ribs, he’s lucky we’re in public’’ He threatened, cleaning the metal frame with a white cloth and stuffing it back into the pocket of his hoodie.

Shocked and completely frozen by the happening, you look at him with disbelief. The whole crowd was quiet until he takes his whiskey from one of outside tables. Then a boy, who appeared to be one his friends, walks over to the guy laying on the floor, and squats down next to him.

“Get your ass up and bounce, or do you want to die?” He threatened, flashing him a sinister smile with narrowed eyes.

The completely broken guy slowly crumbled back onto his feet and dragged himself out of the crowd.

“You’re an asshole Jimin” The girl scoffs angry at him before walking off, following her crippled boyfriend who then pushes her away.

“You’re welcome babe.” Jimin winks, raising his glass at her before turning around to his friends.

When another barely dressed girl walks over to him and starts cleaning the blood under his nose, turning his face towards the entrance, his eyes fall on you. As soon as he locks eyes with you, you hop out of the entrance and start to race-walk away from the club. When you’re just a little passed the corner of the street, a sudden panic rushes through you when you feel a hand grabbing onto your wrist, making you squeal. As your being swung around by the hand, another hand flies to your mouth, covering and silencing it, pushing you against the cold brick wall. When you notice the familiar face under the hollow cloth of his black hoodie, tears immediately start to drown your eyes.

“Sssh shh, i’m not going to hurt you baby, i just wanna talk.” Jimin says, his voice calm and his eyes hooded as they drill into yours. The strong smell of liquor penetrating your nose when he speaks.

He slowly takes his hand away from your face and wipes away a tear that is making its way down your cheek with his thumb covered in a thick silver ring. You stand completely still, paralyzed and frightened.

“Why are you crying princess?” Again trying to wipe away a strolling tear, but this time you turn your head away from his hand. 

“Now tell me mami, what is a girl like you doing around a place like this huh?” Jimin asks cocking his head to the side after emphasizing every word laced with slight mischief

The way he spoke to you made you feel vulnerable. He scared you in a weird way. Maybe it was because of his stunning, yet intimidating sharp features, or because of his piercing eyes which showed emptiness, loss and sin. He was everything you weren’t.

“Well..? Can the pretty lady speak? He said, touching the tip of your nose with his index finger.

“I bet you long for a thug, hm baby’’ He hums, biting his lower lip.

“Leave me alone creep! Or I’ll call the police! An-and i’ll tell them all about what you’ve done to that poor guy back there!! ” You shout, taking 2 steps away from him and immediately regretting every word.

“If i were you, i would watch that pretty little mouth of yours.” He threatens. His soft demeanor rapidly changing to an enraged one with his eyes narrowed at you.

“Just leave me alone, plenty of other girls to do what ever you want with at that club.” You beg, your breath shaky.

Amused by your desperate begging, another sinister grin appears on his face followed by a chuckle.

‘’What can i say? I like you, and i saw how you looked at me baby, i know you want some of this.’’ He states cockily, gesturing to himself.

‘’Hah! i would never in my life get with someone like you, ever. So, thanks for the kind offer , but no thanks.’’ You hiss, forcing a quick obviously fake smile on your face.

‘’Ay Jimin, you there!?’’ A boy’s voice yelled from the other side of the corner before coming around. When he sees the two of you, the corners of his mouth curl up in a smirk and his gaze swifts from you to Jimin.

‘’I got an important call, we gotta go man.’’ He said, looking at Jimin.

Jimin turns his head back to you, scanning you top to bottom.

‘’See you around baby’’ His smirks, placing a finger under your chin. His voice low and calm and his eyes strong with lust. Then mischievously winking at you before walking off with his friend.

You immediately walk away, your steps slow from thinking.

Who the hell does he think he is? Going after you like that. Was that his way of approaching women? Creep.

As the whole happening felt unreal, you suddenly notice your purse was hanging open. You stop walking and quickly open it and immediately start looking for your phone.

Fuck. Battery is dead.

As you put your phone back into the small zipper pocket of your purse, you had hid it in the whole night, you notice all of your change is gone. You remembered you had quite a few notes with you but all there was left were some coins and you couldn’t pay a cab with that. Panic rushes through you, when you start thinking about the long walk you have to take to get to your apartment. And it was night.

You let out a deep sigh as you start walking in the direction of your home, defeated and tired. You start feeling petty, thinking about everything that had happened tonight. What a horrible night, first that dirty place they call a club, then the fight, then the guy..

Jimin..

‘’Jim-in..’’ as you try to remember the image of his face, you say his name out loud, subconsciously wanting to hear yourself repeat the name of the stranger. There was something about him, you couldn’t quite put your finger on it but he sure left some impression on you.

His lips were almost childlike plump, but his expression showed lust. His face was so delicate, yet his eyes screamed sin. His hands were tiny, but his grip so powerful. His voice had a boyish sound to it, but his tone was that of a man.

Taking the longer route home next to where the cars drive by, you silently promise yourself to never take that shorter route again unless it’s daylight. Although you had to admit, this one night brought you more excitement than you had in the past year, although it wasn’t exactly the ‘’excitement’’ you’d hoped for.

Feeling petty, walking home without money or a charged phone, on the empty street, you thought to yourself how your night couldn’t get any worse until you hear a couple of drunk voices coming from behind you. You turn around and to see three guys pointing and looking your way. You quickly turn your head back. Panic rushes through you like lightning, when you hear the sound of shoes running coming closer. Only one word comes to your mind right now.

Run.

You quicken your steps as fast as you can and start fleeing away from the drunk strangers. You heart, racing from fear and the adrenaline pumping through your veins. You know it’s too late when a hand grabs onto your arm and another goes around your waist.

“Where are you going honey? Can’t we have a little fun first?” A breath overpowered by the scent of alcohol purrs down your neck as you try to get loose from the guy’s sturdy grip.

A hand flies to your breasts, making you scream and cry out, but your mouth is quickly covered by the hand of the guy holding you from the back. As you’re being pushed into a small side street by the third guy, your thoughts and fears start running wild, almost completely losing touch with reality. You think about how you’re never going to see your parents again if you they decide to kill you after they’re done with you. How you should’ve stayed with your friends instead of going home on your own. How you should’ve stayed living at your parents where you would be safe from people like these. Still hoping it was all just a bad dream, another hand pushes your front against the wall while another tries to lift your over knee skirt.

“Let me go first, ill be quick. Hold her in place.” One of the guys commands to the others.

Your tears running over the hand of the man covering your mouth as you feel an ice cold hand stroking the warm flesh of your butt cheek.

When you suddenly hear a car with a powerful engine pull over just across the road, you collect all the power in your throat, and start yelling as loud as you can in the palm of one of the guys hands, hoping someone would hear you. One of the hands pushes your head hard into the brick wall in front of you, but for some reason you didn’t feel any pain, as you were numb from fear.

Then you hear two voices coming from where the car had stopped.

‘’I gotta take a leak wait for me here’’

“Wait.. You hear that too?”

‘’No what?’’

‘’it’s coming from behind the corner man’’

‘’Ah yeah, wait i’ll go check it. Guard the stash, hide it under the seat. Five-O everywhere tonight.”

The three guys try to pull you further into the street until one of them stops at the sound of someone standing at the opening of the side street.

‘’The fuck’s happening here?’’ A voice says, coming from the opening of the side street.

“Mind your own business buddy, were busy with something here.” The third guy scoffs at the stranger.

“Yo, who the fuck are you calling buddy, fuck face?” Then you suddenly recognize that unique voice. Jimin.

“Get lost man. She wanted a three-way with us.” The third guy scoffs before walking back to you and pulling you with him onto your hair, resulting in you falling onto your knees.

“No i don’t, please don’t leave!” You whimper desperately

“Are you sure? Looks like she doesn’t wan-“

Jimin stops his words when he recognizes the side profile of your face.

He immediately starts running towards the three guys, and all you could hear were punches and kicks. The guy holding onto your hair falls onto the ground next to you, and you suddenly see a hand holding a gun against his head.

“Let go of her now, or i’ll put a fucking bullet through your skull” Jimin demands stern, his voice unnervingly calm.  

As soon as the guy lets go of your hair, Jimin put his gun behind the waistband of his jeans and lifts you up bridal style. As much trouble you had with comprehending the whole situation, you tried your best not to lose control over your senses.

When walking out of the side street, you see a boy with blueish black hair standing leaning over the hood of a big black shiny car with his hand in his pocket and a cigarette in the other.

“Jimin the fuck?” The guy remarked shocked

“Open the back door for me Yoongi” Jimin commands

The boy didn’t hesitate one bit and throws his cigarette on the ground, looking to both his sides before quickly opening the back door.

“I- i need to go h- home” you spoke up, holding your hand against your forehead

When the situation gets a little clearer, you worm yourself loose from Jimin’s grip, and he places you carefully on your feet.

Only looking at you, he doesn’t say a word.

You take a few steps back, while darting your startled eyes between the two guys.

‘’You wan’t me to get her? Yoongi asks, his voice scarily calm and confident.

Before Jimin could say a word, you turn around and start running, as fast as you can. Uncontrollable tears leaving your face and flying around in the air behind you. But you mentally promised yourself you wouldn’t stop running until you were home safe.

The days that came after were slurred and grey. It was almost like you weren’t really alive and life was just a dazed projection of a depressed mind. Your thoughts became uncontrolled and irrational. You refused to answer any of your calls or text messages, and you completely isolated yourself from the outside world. For the first time in one and a half years you had called in sick for work.

Taking care of yourself wasn’t on your mind at all and you would spend most of your time in your bed, sleeping or just staring into the darkness, drowning in your own misery. Your addiction to sleeping pills was also slowly coming back, as you took them every night before you went to bed, making you unable to fall asleep without them.

When you did manage to get yourself up and out of the house to get some groceries, you’d always felt nauseous and physically sick, walking amongst people on the busy streets of the city. Your breathing problems came back caused by the nightmares that took over your sleep, waking you up almost every night, sometimes even twice or three times during one single night.

You were slowly beginning to lose touch with reality, questioning your own existence from time to time and those of your childhood memories. Seeing people happy made you feel even worse, it reminded you of how unhappy you were and how your life wasn’t anything like you wanted it to be.

Your being woken up by a loud bang at the door, and it seemed like they had been knocking for a while now because you could hear some yells in between the banging. Dragging yourself out of your bed, you open the door to see your friend Naomi standing outside with her eyes widened and her hand covering her mouth.

“(Y/N) what the fuck??” Her eyes scanning you down with concern. She pushes the door open and walks in, looking back at you and studying you with a terrified look in her eyes.

“Why didn’t you answer any of my calls? Everyone is worried sick about you! Do you even care?” Her expression turns from concern to anger.

“I’m fine, i just, i needed some time to myself that’s all.” You lie.

“What.. Why? What is wrong with you (Y/N) seriously? You don’t answer any calls or messages and when i contacted your mom yesterday she told me you only spoke 3 words in your last call with her. Her upset voice echoed throughout the whole apartment. Keeping your eyes on the ground, you stay silent. You didn’t want to tell her, you wanted to forget it.

Naomi takes a step closer to you and notices the bruise on your forehead.

“What is this??”  Her eyes dart back to yours, lifting your chin to make you face her. Fear was almost dripping from her face.

You stay silent for a few seconds and before you can speak, the emotions take over your face and you start sobbing in the palm of your hands.

“Naomi something happened.. I- i wanted to forget it but it’s eating me up inside. You finally confess, your voice cracked.

Although she wanted to shower you with questions, she opened her arms and took you in them and hugged you tightly. She pulls you towards the couch and sits you down before walking to your kitchen, pouring you a glass of water before bringing it to you. After you’ve taken a few sips and placed the glass of water onto the table with a shaky hand, she starts speaking again.

“Now tell me everything.” Naomi demands stern but warm as she wipes away some of your tears with her thumb.

After letting out a deep, shaky sigh, you start telling her everything that happened to you. From the bar fight until your collapse on the floor of your apartment after you got home that night. Cries and hugs eventually led to Naomi dragging you with her to her apartment to sleep at her place a few days until you felt better. She promised you she wouldn’t tell your parents and also that she wouldn’t bring it up to you, as it made you bring back the images in your head.

Arriving at Naomi’s place, she takes the bags from your hands and tells you to take a shower before she would make you something to eat.

When you get out of the shower and put on some clean clothes, the smell of fresh cilantro penetrates your nose coming from the kitchen.

Naomi was a vegan, so you were sure she would go crazy on the veggies as she knew your latest meals were mostly fast foods and microwaveable trash.

When you’re done eating she makes the couch for you to watch some movies and chill a bit till she would come back from her yoga class. Before she leaves the apartment, she pecks you on the top of your head and rushes out of the apartment.

Silence fills the apartment as the door shuts behind her, and it doesn’t take long for your negative thoughts to come ghost around your head again, making you feel dizzy and nauseous. When you suddenly feel movement behind the back of your head, you jump up and let out a loud scream, as a frightening flashback pierces your mind. Out of breath from the shock, you start laughing at yourself when you turn around and see it’s Naomi’s flat faced cat, Bilbo, stretching his legs on top of the couch.

As you sit yourself back down and start petting Bilbo, your thoughts drift off to the night you so desperately wanted to forget, the clear memories were like fresh wounds and whenever you closed your eyes you could sometimes still feel their hands touching your body. The feeling suffocated you every time.

Wanting to think about something else, you get up and walk over to the small laundry room in order to do some laundry for your friend. You squat down to get the dry laundry out of the dryer and you start folding.

Your hands pause when you hear a loud yell coming from outside. Naomi’s small laundry room had a balcony attached to it and it was the perfect place to get drunk at in the summer, and watch people from the view, but unlike you, Naomi lived in the south part of town which was filled with drug dealers, illegal immigrants, troubled family’s, hookers and all sorts of troubled folk.

You decided to ignore the sound, but after a second even louder yell followed by another, your curious nature couldn’t let you ignore it any longer, so you unlock the balcony door with the key that was stuck inside the lock. You open the door and step towards the balcony railing.

Darting your eyes at the ground floor to see what the happening was, you see a girl standing outside the apartment building facing your balcony.

Naomi’s apartment was only on the second floor so it wasn’t hard to notice she was screaming at someone who was living on the same floor. Squinting your eyes to get a clear view of the girl’s face, you notice her eye makeup was leaking down her cheek, probably from crying.

‘’Go home Jennifer you’re not wanted here’’ A laughing voice came from a couple, probably 2 or 3 apartments further than the one you were staying in now, shouted back at the girl. Followed by some more laughter coming from the same apartment.

What a dick you thought to yourself. You felt bad for the girl, but you had to admit that the whole thing did kind of amuse you, as your last days weren’t exactly fun or distracting to say the least.

‘’Taehyung please come down’’ The girl desperately begged, her words cracked in between whimpers.

‘’Go home Jennifer Tae’s not interested’’ Another voice shouted from the balcony

Curious to see who she was shouting at, you push yourself up on your toes and start leaning over the railing of your balcony, searching for faces.

‘’Please Jungkook, I love him!! Please get him to talk to me!’’ The girl cried like a little kid

‘’Look babe, you were just a one time fuck to him k? He doesn’t want you anymore. Get it through your head and go home.’’ his voice annoyed.

How can people be so coldhearted?

Eavesdropping on the conversation wasn’t doing you any good. Hearing these guys laughing at a girl who was crying her eyes out over someone she loved, hit you hard. And it doesn’t take long for the traumatic memories to crawl their way back inside your head.

As you take a step back, away from the railing you start feeling dizzy. You stumble back inside and lock the door behind you letting yourself slide down the closed door. A panic-attack was coming up, you felt it.

Short rapids breath leave your mouth and you stand up, run to the bedroom and start looking for the bottle of sleeping tablets in the big weekend bag you brought, like an absolute maniac.

As you search, your thoughts take control again and images start showing up in your head one by one. Your hands tangled in your hair, you purposely let yourself fall down on your knees, completely defeated by the anxieties.

Crying yourself yourself to sleep from the nostalgic thoughts of how much you miss being the carefree little girl. You missed your parents, your old friends. Life was much simpler back then. Freedom wasn’t as perfect as you thought it would be. Living the life that was set out for you by your parents wasn’t exactly healthy, but the decision of moving to the big city felt like the biggest mistake of your life right now.

Waking up with a pounding headache, you drag yourself out of Naomi’s bed and into the living room. When you walk over to the kitchen to get something to drink, you find a note sticking onto the refrigerator.

Morning sunshine, I’m off to work, be back around 6. Could you clean Bilbo’s litter box pleeease, he took a shit but i didn’t have enough time to clean it up cause was already late sorry the house must stink by now :( Anyway relax a bit and try to take your mind of what happened k I’m free tomorrow so tonight we’ll get drunk. I’m bringing vodka lime. Love

After cleaning the litter box, you slip into some of Naomi’s gym clothes, and leave the apartment to do some running to get your mind off of things.

After watching an entire season of Vampire Diaries, you feel relieved when you hear Naomi enter the apartment. You were actually looking forward to some drinking and having fun. You could use a relaxing high after those dark days. Drinking one after the other, you feel the alcohol slowly starting to kick in, and after laughing about random stuff Naomi told you about her awkward boss, you started slightly feeling human again.

When it’s about 10 pm you and Naomi both feel like going out, but your friend suggests it’s best for you not to go out for at least a month as the city would do your mental state no good. You agree. It would only remind you of that night and what happened to you and that was the last thing you wanted.

“Maybe uhm, we could go to a party next door?” Naomi suggests looking at her phone, putting her drink down.

“Party? Where?” Your words slurred from the booze, but high of excitement.

“Wel uhm.. I’m not really sure if it’s a good idea though..” She says, eying you with concern.

“It is! I want to go. Who throws the party?” You almost shout

Silence fills the room for a few seconds as she tries to read your face, hers laced with concern.

“I’m fine Naomi, i could use some distraction, really.” You assure her with a forced calm voice.

“Alright.. uh, it’s from my neighbour, a few doors further. He only moved in here a couple of months ago. He’s like crazy handsome, but i think he does some edgy things…” she pauses, ticking her finger nail against her phone and pouting her mouth. A thing she always does when she is thinking about something.

You curiously stare at her, waiting for her to continue.

“Anyway, i met him when i was walking over to my door once. He seemed really nice and we exchanged numbers. And now he asks me to come over because he’s having a party..”

“Great story. Let’s go” You say, jumping up

“Wow, slow down cowboy, are you sure you can handle it?” Lifting an eyebrow at you.

“Yeah, and it’s only a couple of doors away right? So if it gets to much, which it won’t, i can just leave without any struggle. You convince her.

“Alright, go change into something more approachable. We’re going to have some fun.” Naomi smirks, finishing the last of her Vodka lime and getting up.

Done with getting ready, you had to admit you were feeling pretty good. The alcohol was doing it’s job and you felt more confident wearing one of your friend’s tight beige cigarette trousers, which made your ass look banging, and wearing a black crop top that was only an inch away from meeting the trousers. Naomi convinced you to let your hair down, something you barely did. You always wore it in a tight bun or a messy one. Your friends always praised your hair for it’s natural light brown colour, for how long it was and how your hair had those big loose bouncy curls at the end of the layers. You never liked your hair, you’d always seen it as a burden, and ended up wearing it up in a bun.

You quickly run to the kitchen to make yourself a last shot of vodka before leaving, so you’d not lose the positive high you were in, before leaving the apartment with your friend.

The party was only a few door away and you instantly knew which apartment it was from the vibrations the loud base of the music left under your feet.

When arrived at the apartment, you hear girls giggling over the sound of the hiphop music.

“Are you sure you’re alright with doing this?’’ Naomi asks, keeping her finger an inch away from the doorbell, looking at you.

‘’Yeah, yeah, i’m fine. Don’t worry’’ You assure her, your voice slurred but convincing.

As soon as she rings the bell, you hear people shouting over the music to open the door. And a few seconds later the door opens and a tall handsome boy with brown hair, holding a red cup in his left hand stand before the both of you. Scanning you down from head to toe before stepping aside and nodding his head for the two of you to come in, smirking at you as you pass by him. You awkwardly smile back at him.

When entering the apartment, the strong scent of liquor instantly penetrates your nose making your stomach turn. and when you enter the living room, you start feeling a little uncomfortable, seeing people grind against each other on the couch and two girls with awfully short skirts, making out with each other while both sitting on a guy’s lab.

You suddenly feel an arm sliding behind your neck, making you slightly jump up and turn towards the person doing it.

‘’Hello ladies, good you could make it. What can i get you both?’’ a handsome guy with a red bandana in his hair, says smiling at the both of you.

‘’Wow, you didn’t tell me you had such a beautiful friend’’ He interrupts himself, furrowing his eyebrows, looking at you and back to Naomi.

You awkwardly smile, darting your eyes at the ground before looking back at him.

Naomi laughs before introducing you to him. ‘’Taehyung, this is (Y/N). (Y/N), Taehyung.’’.

Taking your hand and smiling at you, you feel like he is devouring you with his dark eyes.

Teahyung.. You suddenly remember the girl screaming that name while crying her eyes out standing under the balcony. Naomi wasn’t lying. He really is incredibly handsome.

Feeling yourself blushing from his gaze, you quickly ask him if he could get you and your friend some vodka’s. He winks in response before walking off to the kitchen.

‘’Oh my god Naom, he’s hot as fuck.’’ You turn towards you friend, widening your eyes at her.

‘’I know right?! I can’t believe he’s my neighbor.’’ Naomi replies, holding her hands in the air next to head.

‘’I don’t think i’m going to hook up with him though, i still miss Josh to be honest, i feel like i will only have myself with it if i slept with someone else this soon..’’ She continues, Her eyes seeming lost in her thoughts.

‘’A kiss won’t hurt no one..’’ you reply playfully, biting your lip to stop yourself from smiling

You loved your drunk self way to much and you knew it. All though you were never addicted to anything else but your sleeping pills a few years ago, you knew you were prone to addiction in general. Everything that could help you escape the reality of facing yourself was tempting to you. Your self hatred had resulted in you forcing yourself to be different, act different, to seem different most importantly.

When Taehyung comes back and hands you and your friend two red cups, he starts chatting with Naomi. Taking a big sip of the vodka, you start looking around.

Your heart stops in your throat when you spot a boy with dark blueish hair sitting at the kitchen table, making something that seemed to be a joint. It was the guy who opened the the door for you when you were in the arms of the boy, who saved you from those 3 guys that almost raped you.

He notices your staring at him and shoots you a calm glance before turning his head back and licking the paper of the joint to then seal it.

Didn’t he recognize you?

Trying to calm your breathing, you turn to Taehyung, who’s now leaning his hand against the wall next to Naomi’s head.

‘’Naomi i’m going to the bathroom for a min ok?’’ You say nervously

‘’Everything alright (Y/N)? Are you feeling sick?’’ Naomi asks concerned, shifting all of her attention to you.

‘’No, no. I’m fine really. I just need to freshen up, that’s all.’’ You smile reassuringly

‘’Ok. Well, let me know if you wanna leave or anything ok?’’ she warmly smiles

Making your way towards the bathroom, you struggle your way past all kinds of drunk people, your vision blurry and faded from the high percentage of alcohol in your blood. Getting slightly frustrated, you start pushing your way through, making you bump into the back of a boy with a snapback on his head.

‘’Who the fuck spilled my drink?’’ he turns around and his enraged expressions turns to surprise when he sees you.

Your knees almost lose their strength when you see the boy’s face.

It was him, Jimin. His name had never left your mind after that night.

Trying to act like you didn’t remember him, even though you’d already made it very obvious you were shocked by his presence, you quickly start to worm your way through the people standing next to him. And then when you almost made it to the bathroom, a hand pulls your arm, and jams you against the wall, next to it.

‘’You don’t have nice manners, you know that?’’ Jimin says, his voice husky and his eyes narrowed playfully

Not moving away from him, you return his gaze with a bold one, crossing your arms against your chest.

‘’I didn’t even get a thank you after i saved you from being gang banged’’ His words hit you like a knife, but the alcohol made confident enough to believe you were not the innocent girl he thought you were and you decided to hit him back with a bold reply.

‘’Oh thank you my hero, my savior. Where would i be without you.’’ you sarcastically pray, not losing eye contact.

‘’Anytime baby girl, anytime.’’ he cockily replies, winking at you before leaning back.

‘’I’m not your baby girl, don’t call me that.’’ You scoff at him, your words slurred and your eyelids slightly hanging.

‘’Ok, then tell me your name?’’ He leans in. His face only inches away from yours, making you  silently gasp.

‘’My name is (Y/N)’’ You answer, holding your hand out for him sarcastically, in attempt to make him move away.

‘’Nice to meet you, (Y/N).’’ Accepting your hand with a firm grip, he playfully smirks at you. His intimidating eyes piercing into yours, making you feel instantly uncomfortable and aware of how little control you had over the situation.

‘’Now will you leave me alone? I’m trying to enjoy a party’’ you say, forcing another obviously fake smile before walking away from him.

Walking back to Naomi, you spot her making out with Taehyung. Not wanting to ruin the moment, you decide to pour yourself another drink, as if you weren’t already drunk enough.

Walking over to the kitchen your being stopped by a soft grip. You turn around to see the boy that opened the door for Naomi and you when you two first came in.

‘’Looking for some company?’’ He asked mischievously, giving you a warm smile and gently sneaking his hand to your waist.

‘’What’s your name?’’ He practically whispers

You couldn’t help but to blush at his sudden presence. He was incredibly handsome. He seemed like the youngest and the smoothest out of all the guys here. He had a cute boyish vibe to him, but it was mostly overpowered by masculinity.

‘’I’m (Y/N)..’’ You let your words wander off as you feel his grip on your waist tightening

“I’m Jungkook’’ He chuckled

Your drunk high was keeping you off guard and you didn’t restrain from his touch, letting him turn you around and pull you closer to him. He started moving his hips slow to the beat of the music, grinding his crotch against the tight fabric of your beige trousers. Moving his lips to your ears, the shivers run down your spine, feeling the vibrations of his voice whispering so close to your tender flesh.

‘’I couldn’t keep my eyes off you when you came in’’ His voice was almost that of a singer, warm like honey but laced with a husky undertone.

When your eyes, wander towards the big table, you spot Jimin staring you down while talking to the boy, who was rolling a joint earlier. His demeanor was serious, fierce. You quickly dart your eyes away from him and start swaying your hips wider to the sound of the music, creating instant friction between the bulge in Jungkook’s pants grinding your behind.

You hadn’t felt like this in years. Although it wasn’t exactly the healthiest thing to do, you hadn’t had a boyfriend, or any physical contact with a boy in almost 4 years. Your mind and body practically screamed for affection.

You suddenly see movement in the corner of your eye, coming from the spot Jimin was seated. Darting your eyes back at Jimin, you see a girl in high heels and a short dress sitting down at his lab. Her arm slides around his neck and you see her long red painted finger nails stroke his chest and grabbing his shirt needy. His arm sneaks around her waist, resting it onto her hip, and for some reason you felt yourself getting insanely jealous by the sight of it. Jimin Noticed your staring and he slowly turns his face towards that of the girl’s, looking her into her eyes and slowly biting his lip before smiling at her. Your eyes shift down to her hip, noticing Jimin’s hand firmly squeezing it a few times. The girl started giggling and moving in his lap. You wanted to throw up. She wore so much makeup, you could practically write your name in her forehead you thought to yourself.

Trying to ignore your weird jealousy towards this stranger, you look away and start focusing on your dance with Jungkook again.

Jungkook brings his right hand up the side of your head, stroking your long brown locks away from your face and slowly bringing his hand down your slightly sweaty neck. You watch his fingers trail down the crook of your neck towards your shoulder so slowly it brought goosebumps to your entire body. Making you close your eyes for a quick second. When you’re being turned around by Jungkook’s hands, he pulls you closer to him. His bulge pressing into your lower belly.

Leaning in, he starts whispering into your ear. “You make me so horny baby, let’s go find a quiet place so we can be alone hm..’’ Sneaking his hands down your waist to your butt, you feel his hand coming closer to your sensitive area, making you gasp.

Taking the gasp as a yes, he grabs your arm and pulls you with him and starts walking towards the back of the apartment where the bedrooms where located.

As you follow Jungkook, a sudden feeling forms in the pit of your stomach and it wasn’t a good feeling. It was the same feeling you felt that night, when those 3 guys almost mercilessly raped you in that dark alley.

When Jungkook reaches for the door handle, a firm hand grabs onto his lower arm, making you both stop moving. Shocked by the sudden movement, you look down at Jungkook’s arm and see the small pale hand covered in silver rings firmly squeezing his flesh.

‘’Not her’’ Jimin’s stern voice shocked you so much, you simply just stare at Jimin’s serious expression, his eyes fixed on Jungkook.

“Come on hyung, let me have some fun with her’’ Jungkook smirked, but Jimin’s serious expressions didn’t change.

‘’No, go fuck Wendy or something. Not her.’’ He commands, his voice unnervingly calm.

Although you were a little frightened by his sudden intrusion, his presence did make you feel somewhat safe.

His gaze shifts to you when Jungkook takes a step back.

‘’Don’t you have a home to go to? You can’t even properly walk that’s how drunk you are.’’ Jimin stated his voice irritated, before nodding his head at Jungkook for him to leave you two alone.

You didn’t even notice Jungkook walking away, as you’re anger towards Jimin started to boil up inside of you.

‘’Who are you my father? I don’t need you to tell me what i can and can’t do, Jimin.’’ You hiss, saying his name like it was poison on your tongue.

‘’Alright, do whatever the fuck you want. I don’t give a shit.’’ Jimin scoffs uninterested, before turning around and walking away from you.

Angered by the way he thought he had control over you, you follow him angry and start tapping your finger on his broad shoulder, making him turn around.

‘’What’s your problem dude?’’ You scowl, furrowing your eyebrows at him.

Jimin stays silent for a few seconds, only blinking at you and keeping his lips together in a straight line.

‘’What are you even doing here huh?’’ Jimin finally replies with narrowed eyes, while lightly shaking his head to the words.

‘’You shouldn’t be at a place like this.’’

‘’You don’t even know me asshole!’’ You almost scream at him, balling your hands into fists from anger.

Flaring his nostrils, and furrowing his eyebrows at you, Jimin grabs both your shoulders and jams you into the wall with a loud bang. His sudden reaction scared you so much, you could feel the tingling sensation of upcoming tears spreads from your nose up to your eyes.

Shocked by his own reaction, his eyes widen and he takes a step back from you.

‘’I’m so sorry, i- I can’t control myself sometimes…’’ his voice shaky

Completely frozen against the wall, you only blink at him.

You noticed how his cheeks had gotten a reddish blush from the sudden anger and how he was breathing heavily.

After almost half a minute of silence you start speaking,

‘’What do you want from me?’’ looking into his eyes with question

‘’Nothing. If i hadn’t pulled over that night, you would’ve been raped. And now you’re here, almost getting fucked by one of the boys.’’ 

‘’What do you care?’’ You coldly scoff at him, struggling to hold in the tears that are coming with the thought of being raped that night if he hadn’t shown up.

‘’It’s not like you’re any different from them, you’re just as much scum.’’ You provokingly scoff at him.   You wanted to drive him to his edge. You wanted to know what his problem was with you.

Not saying a thing, Jimin takes a step towards you and moves his face to yours, letting his balled fist rest on the wall next to you head. His gaze was fueled with rage and his nostrils flaring from anger. Only glaring at you and breathing heavily, it almost seemed like he wanted to kill you right then and there. 

Frozen against the wall, your eyes shift from his eyes to his lips. They were the most beautiful lips you had ever seen. They were so delicate and pink. A little bruised, but somehow that made them even more alluring. Entranced by his lips, you slowly lean in and start kissing him. 

You instantly feel him relaxing under your touch and you slowly move your hand towards his chest, grabbing onto his black sweatshirt, making him lean in and start kissing you back with intense hunger.

Kissing him felt unreal, you weren’t sure what was happening. His overpowering lips tingled all the sensations in your mouth and his tongue darted out from time to time, meeting yours and playing with it so skillfully you felt a little intimidated by it. You knew your kisses were sloppy from the lack of control you had due to the alcohol, but you didn’t care. You wanted nothing more than to feel his wet silky lips onto yours. Grabbing your hand, Jimin lifts it against the wall slowly pushing it upward, making you arch you back and pushing your pumping chest into him. His other hand slides from the front to the back of your neck, his fingers tangled in your hair and then trailing down to your upper back. Pushing you even more into his chest.

Still oozy from the alcohol, you start seeing coloured stains and firework-like lights on the inside of your eyelids. A nervous feeling overpowered you in the pit of your stomach, it was a good kind of nervousness and you couldn’t explain it. The sound of the music and people talking in the background made it feel like you and him were the only two people who really mattered in this moment in life.

When he leans away from your lips, he rests his nose onto yours. You both stay silent for a few seconds, both out of breath from the intensity.

‘’I uh.. I should go.’’ You breath, giving Jimin a modest smile, before he leans back away from you.

While walking away from him, you’re being pulled by the hand that is still holding onto yours, making you turn back at him.

‘’Nice to meet you (Y/N)’’ He softly says, his lips curved into a smile.

Walking away from him in attempt to get Naomi and leave the party, your mind replays the sound of Jimin’s husky voice saying your name a few times. 

Your name rolling of his tongue felt strange. He didn’t fit your life or your morals. Even saying your name the way he did felt like he was saying it in some strange foreign language you had never heard of. However, knowing that didn’t change the fact that you were drawn to this guy more than you’d supposedly wanted.

i’m sorry for the cliché rape scene, i just really wanted Jimin to be a hero 🙃 hope y'all liked it. I will definitely continue this story. 

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UNDER YOUR TOUCH

Summary: After her difficult breakup, Tiana wanted to start anew with her life. That's when she realized her life would be better when she met him.

This fanfic is 18+! NO MINORS ALLOWED

word count: 2755

smut warning; it’ll come in the story randomly so PLEASE PLEASE look out for it I’m not really good at writing ✍🏽 smuts but I’m improving at the moment.

Jey Uso x Tiana

AWFUL GRAMMAR IM GETTING BETTER I SWEAR LOL.

comments, likes, repost are appreciated I would love the constructive feedback in what area I need to approve in. 🤍

ALSO! I don’t not want nobody stealing my fanfics or take it as theirs that will be an issue fasho so keep it cute respectfully.

I only own my OC along with the make up scenarios

But I’ll be writing along the way since this story is in my drafts on Wattpad right now so yuh. 💁🏽‍♀️

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X.

OMNISCIENT Tiana was at the store getting groceries and other supplies for her nail shop. She was running out of a few gems and nail polishes, especially the ones that her clients loved.

Tiana knows that she has to watch her surroundings at all times because anything could happen to her while she's at the store. She was in the meat aisle, trying to get something different for dinner.

While she was doing that, she accidentally bumped into someone's kart. As they looked up at each other, she knew that it was Malakai's mom.

"Tiana? Is that you dear?" She asked.

"Oh, Ms Jackson wasn't expecting to see you here." Tiana said.

"It's so good to see you. Have you and my son been getting along?"

'This lady really believes we are still together.'

"We aren't together anymore, Ms. Jackson. I'm dating someone better, " she said, noticing his mom's expression change.

"Oh, that's unfortunate, hon. I thought you and my son had something together. You know, I wish you all could be together again," Ms Jackson said.

Tiana felt uncomfortable talking to his mother about her son; when she knew that her son was a total woman beater and an asshole, it was like she thought her son was innocent.

"Respectfully, Ms Jackson, we will never be together again, but if you'll excuse me, I have things to get."

She began walking off with her kart, feeling uncomfortable, thinking about all the times when Malakai would beat her and tried to go to his mom for comfort, only to find out that she would defend him, saying it was an "accident." Or that "he didn't mean to do it; he was just angry."

It was just pissing her off thinking about it so it felt weird to be speaking to his mom out of all places.

She finished checking out as she headed towards her car, putting some of her stuff in the trunk and some in the backseat as she got inside.

Tiana felt her phone buzz as she saw a text from Jey.

ZaddyJey🤍 sent 2+ messages.

ZaddyJey🤍: mamas wyd? ZaddyJey🤍: I miss yo' pretty ass

She smiled at the text and began texting him back.

Mamas🩷: I'm just about to leave the store bubba had to get some things. ZaddyJey🤍: you tryna slide later on mama? Mamas🩷: yeah you know I'm always down to spend time with you baby. 🥰 ZaddyJey🤍: any tea? Mamas🩷: yeah, I ran into Malakai's mother today at the store it was so uncomfortable bae. 😀 ZaddyJey🤍: did y'all talk or sum'? Mamas🩷: yeah, we did but she thought me and him were still together I told her that we wasn't and that I was with someone better. ZaddyJey🤍: Iktr ma Mamas🩷: you should've seen her facial expressions when I said that almost seemed displeased by that. ZaddyJey🤍: 🤷🏽‍♂️ what can I say. ZaddyJey🤍: imma see you later mama. Mamas🩷: okay love I love you. ZaddyJey🤍: I love you too.

Tiana placed the key inside her car while turning on the ignition and driving off back home.

✧.* Tiana finally made it home. She turned off her car and unbuckled her seatbelt. While she was doing that, she heard someone arguing inside the crib before she could get the groceries out of the vehicle.

She unlocked the door only to see him yet again at her house, yelling and cussing at Bianca and Montez over something she couldn't figure out.

"What are you doing here, Kai? I told you that you can't be near me, especially since I have a restraining order on you," Tiana said as she folded her arms above her chest.

"And I told you I don't give a damn about you getting a restraining order against me. I'm not leaving until you come with me and be with me so that we can be happy again." He said.

'This nigga is insane thinking I'm the same old Tiana that he knew, believing that I'll just obey him when something never goes his way.'

She scoffed at him being disbelief; she rolled her eyes at him.

"Get out now, I'm not playin' with yo' ass Kai, and I got things to do today, so leave." She said.

"Where yo' ass goin? Over to ol' boy's house? He doesn't do it better than me, Tink, and you know it. You're just being delusional."

That's where Tiana had drawn the line, "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU GOIN' ON ABOUT? IM DELUSIONAL? THE ONLY PERSON HERE THAT'S DELUSIONAL IS YOU NIGGA!" Feeling frustrated as she stomped up towards him, eyeing him up and down, causing him to chuckle.

"You might wanna back up baby." Malakai said.

"Don't call me that; get out of my house, " she replied, pushing him harshly.

Malakai stumbled a bit as he was about to raise his hand to hit her, someone slammed him onto the ground as he groaned in pain.

She darted her eyes toward Jey's direction, seeing him pinning Malakai down while looking up at her.

"Get in the car, baby; Montez will put up the groceries for you." Josh said.

'We were just texting each other like a couple of hours ago how the hell.'

She did what she was told to do as sat in his car, waiting for the police to come, Tiana wish that he could just be in bars and not ruin her life all because he didn't want her to be with anybody else but him.

But she didn't want to stay with a man who put his hands on women, especially seeing his father do it to his mother.

She had heard the police coming as she got out of the car, seeing them put handcuffs on Kai; he was giving her a dark stare as the police placed him inside their car, saying that they'd handle it from there.

Tiana sighed in relief after dealing with that; she felt Jey wrapping his arms around her waist.

"How did you know what was happening?" She asked.

"Your bestie of course, she had text me." Josh replied.

"But I'll see you later when you come over, Mama." She nodded her head and kissed him on the lips before heading inside the house.

She saw Bianca and Montez putting up the groceries together that she had bought for the house.

"Girl, what happened?"

"Man, he came up here banging on the door, looking for you, and I was telling him to leave or I'll call the cops, and that's when he started to get aggressive," Bianca explained while eating the grapes.

"God, bro, it's like I can never catch a break," Tiana complained while sitting on the couch.

"Speaking of that, that little girl Kehlani, Lani, whatever you wanna call her ass, she up here in my comments and DM's talking shit."

Tiana's eyebrows furrowed a bit. " What did she say?" Bianca gave Tiana her phone, showing her the messages between her and Jey's ex-girlfriend.

biancabelairwwe: girl fuck you and my best friend is way better than you. theyhatelani: she isn't eventually he'll be coming back home to me. biancabelairwwe: girl you're so delusional that man don't even want you after what you did to him. theyhatelani: so? that's what he get for not paying attention to me so I had to find it somewhere else but he know he misses me. biancabelairwwe: gtfo please you're just upset that my best friend took your spot and he's more happier with her too so you can please move tf around and outta my comments. theyhatelani: I will beat you and your best friends ass. biancabelairwwe: ight then bet that up, keep that same energy when we see yo' little ass hoe.

"She's even worst than Kai dude." Tiana replied.

"Yeah, I immediately blocked her ass afterward. I would say do the same thing too." She said.

✧.* TIANA I pulled up at Jey's house, grabbing my bag, purse, and keys, and walking up to the door, knocking on it.

As I was waiting for him to open the door, I felt my phone ring. It was a number that I didn't recognize, but I didn't answer it, assuming that it was probably Kai calling or Kehlani.

But my phone buzzed again, and I saw the notification that it was a voicemail left for me, so I just decided to listen to it.

"Hello, This is Ms Jackson. I was leaving a message because my son informed me that you got a restraining order against you, and I would like to ask you to remove it. My son hasn't done anything wrong to you, especially when you were together, so you two can work it out, but call me back so we can discuss this matter."

My facial expression turned up as I rolled my eyes, hearing that bullshit. 'She can't be serious right?' I heard footsteps coming down the stairs as I knew it would be his big ass feet stomping like that while he opened the door.

He was shirtless, exposing his abs and his muscular body along with him wearing his hoochie daddy shorts and his silver chain that he was on, including the piercings too.

"Hey, pretty mama." Josh spoke.

She smiled at him as he let her in, shutting the door with him as she took off her shoes and placed them on the rack.

"You hungry? I was thinking about cooking some dinner tonight." I asked.

"Yes, mama, I've been waiting for you to cook, girl, " he said, and I just chuckled at him.

"Ight then boy I'll fix us something to eat."

After taking a shower, I went downstairs to the kitchen. Seeing Jey playing the game with his brother and cousins, I went inside the cabinet to get the pasta noodles while letting the water boil up.

As I was doing that, I was cooking the chicken on the skillet, feeling someone wrap their hand around my waist. I turned around and saw Jey standing there.

"What we eating tonight mama?" He asked while nuzzling his chin onto my shoulders.

"Tonight, we are having Alfredo Pasta with some chicken on top," I said as I felt him place a wet kiss on my neck.

"That sounds good mama." He gave me one last kiss on the cheek while heading back to the couch to play the game.

✧.* I was done cooking dinner when I walked over towards Jey, giving him his plate. He went straight in, causing me to chuckle at him.

I sat down next to him and began eating my food. I love cooking for him; it makes me happy to see him with a smile on his face.

"Fuck Mama, this is so good, girl. Make me wanna wife you up right now." Jey said.

"What's stopping you from doin' it?" I questioned him, teasing him a bit.

He gave me a stern look knowing how much he hates it whenever I tease him about something, "Tink, don't start that teasing shit."

I threw my hands up in defense while smiling at him, hearing his cousins and Jon on the mic.

"Yooo Tiana, when is yall comin' to visit again, dawg?"

"Trin misses you T."

I grabbed his headset and put it on to speak with the guys. " We'll come back to visit soon, Isayah."

"Jon, you and Trin see me almost every day, especially Trin, but tell her I miss her too." I said in the mic as I took the headset off.

We were done eating dinner together, and I went to wash the dishes when he said something, "Don't worry, mama. I got the dishes; just head upstairs."

I nodded my head while heading upstairs to watch some TV. As I was heading upstairs towards his bedroom, I heard some shouting downstairs, probably from Jey yelling at his brothers and cousins on the game.

I didn't really pay attention as I lay down in his bed, turning on some Netflix and scrolling through my social media. I posted a picture of the dinner that I made on my story.

I responded to all of my friends who immediately swiped up to see what I posted, making me laugh at their replies begging for me to come over to cook them something.

Saying how my new man is lucky to have someone like me until that bitch Kehlani swiped up to say something negative.

theyhatelani replied to your story: girl you could never be me fr like its giving pick me behavior.

I rolled my eyes at her while replying because she had me fucked up.

tianasworld: look here little bitch imma need yo' ass to gtfo please and thank you. theyhatelani: girl bye you are just a pick me tianasworld: the person that's being a pick me is YOU you're just mad because he don't want yo ass and found something better, you honestly sound like a bitter baby mama fr. 😭😭 theyhatelani: bitch fuck you I'll drag yo' ass tianasworld: that's funny honestly, i like to see you try it hoe. theyhatelani: bet send me the addy. tianasworld: I think you know where I'm at little hoe. theyhatelani: ouuuu just wait till i get there imma beat your ass so bad then steal back what's mine.

I just rolled my eyes like this girl is going to steal shit, I turned off my phone while getting up from the bed as I grabbed a pony tail holder to tie my hair up in a bun.

I walked downstairs, seeing Jey still on the game. He turned his head, looking at me with a confused expression, causing him to pause the game.

"Baby? What's up where you goin?" He questioned me.

"Your lame ass ex-girlfriend wanna pull up and fight me, so I told her to pull up, and now I'm just waiting," I said as he placed his hands on his hips.

"Mama—-Josh, I am tired of her coming at me disrespectfully, so now she gets a taste of her own medicine." I cut him off before he could get anything out.

I heard him sighing deeply while pulling my waist so that I could be closer to him.

"Mama she isn't worth it." He replied.

"I need to get my lick in, bae; I just can't let her slide with this." I said while looking up at him.

Before he could say anything, we heard the door knocking. I knew that it had to be her, so Jey went to open the door. To our surprise, it was Kehlani standing there.

"Where's yo bitch at Jey?" She asked.

"Watch yo' damn mouth, and secondly, why is yo' ass messing with her anyway, getting her all mad."

"Because she doesn't deserve you, and I want you back."

Jey scoffed as he heard footsteps coming up fast; being pushed harshly to the side, I jumped on top of Kehlani, bashing her damn head in.

I kept punching her in her face, feeling something warm in my hand. When I looked down, I could see that she was bleeding from her nose.

She tried to shove me off, but I was stronger than her, so I kept her pinned into the ground, constantly punching her in her shit.

As I was bashing her head in, I felt Jey pull me back, holding me tightly as Kehlani lay there hair all messed up.

"Mama! Mama, calm down. Look at me. Just focus on me, okay? She's not worth it," Jey said.

I looked up at him and then back at her, and as I calmed down, he was right. She wasn't worth my time; she was more delusional than Malakai, so I fixed myself while folding my arms.

We saw her get up, fixing her hair and clothes, "It's not over bitch imma get you and your best friend."

"Girl fuck you." I spat while throwing up the middle finger at her.

She got into her car and left, and Jey and I went back inside the house, going into the living room.

"You're a hothead girl; geez, didn't know what I was getting myself into, but yo' ass ain't have to push me like that." He said.

"My fault, baby. I just had to do it."

"C'mon girl, let's go upstairs and sleep for tonight."

Under Your Touch.

tianasworld replied to your story: you know I do baby 💁🏽‍♀️ theyhatelani replied to your story: whatever imma get my lick back though when yall break up you know where im at Jey. trinity_fatu replied to your story: ouuuuu i know that smack can yall get married already. biancabelairwwe replied to your story: you got a wife right there sir 😀😀 zillafatu replied to your story: she can cook????? okay cuzzo I see you.

A/N: ok ik ik the whole fight was short but it's okay though her and Bianca finna get they asses like I said before everything is unfolding right now and Kai....ion got nun to say.

Hope yall enjoy this chapter lmk in the comments.

Stay Ucey. 🩷