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heyitslapis · 5 months

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Yall dont even know just how well-behaved i am DAILY at work! its like having two jobs at once! like im an undercover person who is put in a room with intolerable people very opposite of me in every way & is forced to play pretend & be niceys or else i dont get my prize at the end (clocking out & getting a paycheck)

#lets put a queer autist whos hyperfixation is su has no religion likes quiet & can only calm down with isolation & my music in a room with #another autist (unaware) whos fixation is yugioh/power rangers (uninteresting to me) who does voice impersonation stims & clings to you #who also thinks people like you (queer) are wrong & loves to talk to you about your ex-faith #& ALSO WITH ANOTHER autist (unaware) whos fixation/faith is stones & a youtube alien cult & also LOVES to talk abt how unhealthy food is #& shes a helicopter person who wont leave stuff alone even if she knows you want to be left alone & also looks down on minorities #once theyre all in that room together we'll shake it around to make them anxious & agitated & see what happens!!! doesnt that sound fun???#im being such a good nice patient person i stg #also the security guard & my coworker cant stand each other lately so GUESS WHO GETS TO HEAR ABOUT IT ALL THE TIME!?!? me their ''friend''#killingkillingkilling #im not saying people cant come from different walks of life or people with different believes cant get along but GOD DAMN #its literally my worst nightmare EVERY TIME i drive to work. i literally dread what kind of conversations theyll have with me for the night #this is what i mean when i say i hate being palatable #people who are against me in almost every way fundamentally consider me their close friend & it fucking sickens me that i let it happen #aint no way im quitting my job though because its a near-perfect fit for me management loves me & the money is good for the work i do #plus if i work here i can easily transfer to another location out of the country which is ultimately my goal #sorry. woke up from my sleep & chose violence ig #no more ranting tonight prommy #emma rants #emma rambles #work tag

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