#no i wont elaborate bc i dont know either

[crystallizsch]

Stitch's Tropical Turbulence [Tropical Wear] Yuuna Perla & Yuusha Tala

hi hello happy summer i totally meant to have this finished sooner🧍

[lightningfilledsaber]

LOL I love how I haven’t gotten a chance to recover from the Christmas Spiral after all the issues w my car as I’m quickly being plummeted into the Shared Birthday Spiral

[idealspawn]

fuck. i feel so fucking bad. i hate how i sometimes shut down and cant communicate my thoughts right away. and i cant really even vocalize that i need time either. i just lose my voice and freeze. i made the guy feel uncomfortable i think. like he said everything is fine but like. like . like. he is confused but like like like like like its not like i wasnt ever planning on elaborating bc im actually really good at communicating i just like. am weird sometimes. and i told him that. and all is well but i feel so bad that i literally just said nothing when he tried to talk to me about it. he wanted to sleep w me and i was okay w it at first bc i want it too but i was high for the first time after like 2 months and literally so disoriented and i freaked out like i barely even recognized him, i was THAT high. and then just froze and shriveled and said nothing and kept repeating that i dont know anymore and cant explain it rn. he stopped immediately the moment he noticed sth was off and asked if i was uncomfortable and/or afraid of him as in nervous. and he tried to talk abt it even when we werent high anymore and he blamed himself a lot which is so sad bc thats not it and then tried to like i guess move slower and said its ok if im not ready but the next 2 days we were together i literally just said nothing when he tried to make advances or talk abt why both of us acted awk and i like just acted like nothing happened but like still made moves on him and was okay with like other stuff just not like sleep-sleep w him. i kept sending mixed signals. i also was like so weird and quiet in general the entire time i was w him and i said i was in an odd mood and he pinky promised it wont affect anything and that he likes multidimensional people and its okay that im diff sometimes. i drank alcohol the entire time i was there too and fuck. idk im just. so fucking weird. he said its ok he is nervous and scared too and like i just fucking said nothing i dont know whats my fucking problem. fuck. like it was actually really fun too most of the time. we did graffiti and looked at the stars when we were lying down in this tower near like mmmm a big beautiful singing stage (???) and smoked his last lucky cigarette and did fun stuff on playgrounds at night and the moon and the clouds were so beautiful. the clouds were exactly like in suzume when the sky collapsed. then we cooked together, it was so fun to shop together and then we watched moomins and it was actually really nice. i picked him a nickname by opening a book on a certain page number and picking a word blindly. and he read me the little prince in french bc we both know french too and its a sentimental book to him. he sang me songs and played the guitar. he also surprised me by playing one of "our" songs and i literally started to cry. and he altered these lyrics in this one song so it applied to us and it was so sweet. i wear oversized clothes and he put my sweatshirt on and i had his jean jacket and bracelet on the entire time. he looked so nice in my hoodie and he didnt want to take it off and kept hugging it. i think probably bc it smells like me. i said i came from the moon, that they switched me when i was 5. he said he isnt even from this solar system. it was cute. made me not feel insane lol. its just like.. im a literal idiot sometimes. he was supposed to come to my place today and he asked if its okay if he comes tomorrow bc he is very confused and scattered and slow today and i think its bc of me and i feel so bad. like its okay he comes later but i intended on explaining what happened w me to him today and i just want to fix everything fast and i dont want him to feel bad and fuck. i fucking dont know. i asked him if he is confused bc of me but he hasnt answered yet. i feel so fucking bad. like all is well he said that a million times but i just want to fix everything now and immediately but not over texts....

[tmwcs]

Heethans reaction to y/n getting bullied by boys in her class for doing something wrong in a project and Heethan sees??

Hi love! i'll answer this one right below since i have the other one shots and drabbles i need to finish, but the answer is as elaborate and detailed as the drabbles so enjoy the read ;)

The moment ANY man/woman (it seriously would not matter...remember what he did with Tiff?) the moment any person bullies y/n, its over. if it was numerous people, it's still over. depending on the degree of offense, his punishment will match the crime, however, no matter how severe or minor the offense was, it's not going to be good for the offenders.

He can go anywhere from beating them down to where every bone in their bodies are broken, to severely injuring them, or even killing them and using the major connections from his family's influence to cover it up. because you know, hybe has headquarters in America, Japan, and Korea, sooooo..yeah, no one is safe, he would def have the police and everyone bought out and nothing would come of it. i kind of suspect (even though it was left unwritten) that's how he kind of handled the whole thing with Scott and his crew after he burned them alive in their van for what they were trying to do with y/n. i just imagined him calling up his family's connections (i'm a firm believer that some people with serious money and influence will have connections with or without the governments to cover shit up and avoid scandals.)

If these boys were just harassing y/n and insulting her, playing rude and vicious pranks on her, i foresee him kidnapping each one, tying them up, and either laying them in the middle of the road and running them over (i read that in a separate one shot one time and i immediately thought of heethan on what he would do if someone harmed y/n) or he would beat them like crazy. he's not really violent naturally, but will get violent, sadistic, and very cruel when it comes to people who harm you, especially if they cross the line.

if it was just a series of insults or threats thrown at your way by the bullies, i think he would just beat them up and warn them to not even look your way let alone talk to you.

now lets say they got physical, like pinned you against the wall and forced kiss you, grabbed your arm and threatened you, or did anything like that, first off, they wont get too far with it because heethan is always nearby you. when you're at classes, he knows your schedule so he is very prompt (he's actually always early when picking you up and he'll text you. if you dont text back bc these guys took your phone, or he doesnt see you come out of the doors, it would only be seconds before he goes inside the building and figures out which room they took you and he'll not only stop this shit, but he'll immediately take you away and back to his room. he'll have h/n and jake watch over you while he would go and track down each and every single one of those bullies, and the infinite possibilities of torturous death is numerous, all i can say, he'd kill them in a very brutal and maybe even...a messy manner. especially Ethan, that guy will actually enjoy it knowing he's getting rid of someone who hurt you. one by one, each bully would die, and never be found. he'd use his family's connections to cover it up and that's the end of it. he is a man who will do things where the punishment will fit the crime, and the moment someone hurts you that way, there's no escape, kinda like what he did with tiff and scott.

a part of me kind of suspects that heethan developed slight anger issues that only comes out the moment someone causes you harm. it stems from his posessive, obsessive, and aggressive love for you, so he'd def would come out with it if someone harmed you. he also developed a little bit of a jealous streak, but if it was like someone at random coming up to you and complimenting your looks or trying to flirt with you at the cafe, he'd pull you in and just stare them down, talking with his eyes to let them know that you belong to him.

now lets say it's someone that KNOWS who you are and who you belong to, not just some stranger at a cafe or restaraunt......lord...

if one of the bullies openly made inappropriate comments towards you, and he found out about it....the jealousy would not only be there, but....i think we would seriously have to question his sanity at that moment because the amount of thoughts that would go through his head on how he wants to handle that person is very.....dark.

[battiegutz]

bruh never look at th comments when trying to wind down with cat videos

i understand being concerned for animals but you only see the one video of this cat and cant know how they are taken care of day to day. its good to educate people but you dont have to be agressive abt it bc its just going to make people angry and not actually think abt why its important to know this thing and they wont think critically about similar things either

also its a pupcup man the cat isnt going to explode. and the cat is a kitten so its possible it hasnt lost the ability to process lactose yet (if thats what they were even concerned abt, ppl who yell at ppl abt how to take care of their pets on the internet rarely if ever elaborate why something isnt a good idea) you dont know this cats life story

[oh-my-damn]

I tried to warn you all. I posted this on several tumblrs and no one believed me. Chris married her for money as part of this PR contract. The PR contract of Janet Jackson’s that was brought up in the media recently is the same thing Chris has with Alba. Yes he did marry her, sorry, but he did. And they have the same type of contract as Janet’s where he gets money for different levels of how long they stay “married”. But they do not have the baby part in their contract as he does not touch her at all. And they can pay a certain amount to get out of the contract and marriage at any time.  But they are indeed legally married. They do not live together and will not ever live together. They are able to see other people as long as it’s kept out of the media with nothing posted online about it. This is nothing but a PR fixed marriage. This marriage is in the name of money only and nothing to do with love. But they are legally married. UTA sponsored her and handled all of the legalities of immigration and they legally got married. But he married her for the money and the movies he is getting made. It was the plan all along. There never was a BUA and there never will be one. If anything it will be a divorce, but that’s no time soon either.

Youve sent me this before and I'll reply the same thing now as I did then

How would you know?? Do you have proof?? Even a fucking sliver of it?? If so, hit me up

If not, then please stop sending me this story youve manufactured in your head bc its too painful to accept he is a racist who married another racist.

Idk what to tell you. I replied to this before and I asked for even just a SMIDGE of elaboration and received none, which tells me you dont have anything substantial or any type of proof.

If youre here to convince me to support him again then it wont work just because you send me an anon message on tumblr with nothing backing up your claims lol

His actions speak louder than anon words.

[trashworldblog]

alr i have unfortunately not been able to stop thinking about puppet history and i came up with a possible explanation for ryan's "business" with the genie at the end of ep 6. so all we know from the ep is that ryan gets the lamp and uses at least 1 wish to get prof back. there's also the genie's line about doing business with ryan. im assuming for now that it means he used smth other than a wish to get prof back. but what could he have possibly offered the genie in that moment?

[im thinking that ryan offered the genie a chance to undo the wish IF ryan wins an episode of the show. we know from s4 that if the person with the lamp unwishes smth, the genie is able to take the wish away. now, why does it matter that it would come if ryan wins? ryan, according to the algorithm, has never officially won an episode. being 31 episodes into the show without a win, it would definitely seem like a statistical wonder if he won. also smth plot important usually happens when he wins

i think its going to backfire at the end though because has anything good ever happened when ryan has won. now, having no way of possibly knowing what will happen next season, this is all speculation. however, i think that bc prof and ryan are on good terms, ryan is going to win an ep (either the penultimate one or finale) and it's going to serve as the catalyst for the genie's return. i also think it will usher in the substitute's return

i think the genie and the sub are going to team up at the end because they'd benefit from helping each other. the genie hates prof and masterminded a whole deal just to get rid of him (yes i think he was the head of that deal and i could elaborate but not rn). hes def not happy about being forced to resurrect him on a technicality. and then the sub obv hates ryan and probably does even more so now after the finale. its a match made in hell and i think theyd team up to get rid of ryan and prof

oh shoot i think i may have forgotten to mention it (pls ignore this if i did) but literally, what could ryan have offered to the genie other than something bad happening if he won. he just fist fought a hologram that was trying to murder him, i doubt that he wouldve been able to come up with something that has literally no statistical possibilities. besides, wanting to win an ep got him into this whole mess in the first place, it would make sense if he didnt want to win anymore]

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hii!! thanks so much for the ask! ive been thinking about the points you've made and i think i finally got my thoughts together so that they'll (hopefully) make sense.

ok! so! im not sure if ryan did have to offer something to the genie. in my understanding of genie lore (which is Very limited) i dont think that genies can outright refuse wishes. so i dont belive that ryan had to offer anything. HOWEVER! genies can interpret and mess around with the wish if they feel like it. unless ryan isnt aware of this, (which is possible) its possible ryan did offer something to convince the genie not to mess around with his wish. the problem is what does ryan have to offer? it could be as simple as if the genie needs a favor, ryan has to help out. I feel like that gives us the most options on where the lore takes us.

i honestly dont know if ryan is going to win in future seasons. my guess is that he wont lmao. listen! its a complex victory algorithm!! the professor probably doesnt have that much control over it!! (although i can see the professor saying that he balanced the victory algorithm and ryan still loses lmao) if ryan DOES win, it will absolutely backfire and it'l be hilarious.

GENIE AND SUB TEAM UP GENIE AND SUB TEAM UP!!! YES YES YES I LOVE IT!! they definitely can help eachother out and it would be incredible to see!! i can see ryan and the professor teaming up after the genie and sub team up! also if ryan has this secret deal with the genie, it would complicate this whole team up thing more becuase if ryan doesnt help thr genie the genie might be able to rekill the professor (or send him back in time, or to the wonderium arena).

i also think theres gonna have to be something that leads to getting the puppets out of the wodnerium arena. im not sure about that yet.

anyways, yeah! thats my thoughts on the direction the lore can be taking. we'll see what happens!

[bones-arent-real]

Tagged by @cheetahleopard :D I love these kinds of things, thank you!

Bold all that applies to you: (and also comment in brackets bc i like to elaborate)

APPEARANCE: i’m over 5’5” // i wear glasses/contacts // i have blond hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // i have one or more piercings (i have tried to pierce my ear but i couldnt get the earring thru) // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair (have before but it isnt dyed rn) // i have gotten plastic surgery (only top surgery) // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles (not so many rn bc its winter) // i paint my nails // i typically wear make-up // i don’t often smile // i am pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backwards

HOBBIES AND TALENTS: i play a sport // i can play an instrument // i am artistic // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition (i mean technically i got a participation trophy in primary school but that doesnt count) // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim (im not fast but i prolly wont drown) // i enjoy writing // i can do origami// i prefer movies to tv shows (not a huge fan of either tbh) // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own // i have read a new book series this year (several actually. love reading) // i enjoy spending time with friends (??? sometimes yes but also socialising is a lot of work) // i travel during school or work breaks (wish i had the money to travel more often) // i can do a handstand

RELATIONSHIP: i am in a relationship (is a qpr) // i have been single for over a year (?? idk define single. i dont date but also. qpr.) // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years (literally the only ppl ive known over 10 years are my family) // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend (i was 14 and it was a very bad decision) // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have a long distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online

AESTHETICS: i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sun rise (i dont get up early but sometimes i stay up hella late) // i enjoy rainy days (i think i was meant to be a worm) // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep (sometimes but not often) // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire (hehe fire) // i pay close attention to colours // i find mystery in the ocean (man who doesnt. ocean's massive)// i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favourite season

MISCELLANEOUS: i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle (not easily but ive done it) // i am the mom friend ( i always have bandaids and snacks but i also advocate for all reckless decisions) // i live by a certain quote // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift (i cant even rly drive an automatic. i should not have a license) // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower (maybe if i lived alone) // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead (why isnt this next to blond) // i own at least three dogs

I'm gonna tag @tea8j and also if u see this and want to do it feel free to pretend like I tagged u lol

[iiota]

i find it very shocking that pokaymon fans are like 'if only devs had more time to fix the graphics and glitches the game would be one of the best' and that the game isnt busted to its core...(granted this would be solved by having more time)

sorry i have to elaborate or ill die bc i have quite a few qualms with it (long)

one looking at its selling point is that its open world + that you go to school thats why u have to wear that stupid outfit the whole time. The open world is..so bare there are no unique spawns like arceus and like 4 cool spots in the WHOLE MAP. its so easy to get lost bc its big just to gloat that its big, theres No landmarks and the map is very unhelpful orienting urself...also ur bike moves so slow and it Cannot move faster bc the game almost dies when ur boosting as is (and half of the time ive seen the climbing Does Not Work bc the mountain areas are terrible) not to mention in area 0 they take ur map and let u loose in this open world and its so hard to find anything..esp if u want the paradox pokemon u search for hours only to find out they have semi unique spawning points. also the legendaries are the coolest ive seen i will admit but theyre sooooo detached from the story which could be cool if the school wasnt so ass to be in b cthats where u learn about them. oh btw theres really only two things u can find on the whole ass map and its gimmighoul coins(bc u need 999 of them for a pokemon bc ofc u do) and random items/tms so if u dont want either of those things exploring just..wont be on ur radar its also impossible to know if ur getting a potion or a rare candy only tms are marked yellow which isnt Really a problem i actually like it but there are still like no rewards for exploring.

also the items u find almost render stores useless AND trainers are pretty hard to find u could consider them ur reward for exploring but again. the game puts little effort into making ur want to fight them bc all u get is an item for doing it in each area and u can just grind with the visible spawns that way And since theres no rubberbanding its like..what point is there once u beat the game to get all trainers in a lvl 20 area unless ur training up pokemon (but in that case ur probs just doing tera raids to get the rare items)

another qualm is that u go into like. 4 buildings the whole game. and the building insides are the best looking thing in the game besides the school main foyer..ugh. the town design to me felt very hollow bc its like..bc the gyms all look the same and are business-y a big part of the town lost its personality. also its very noticible that theyre trying to bounce off how cool the galar gym fighting was with the song and having a crown but it um Really ended up being pathetic its like the base part of pokemon games was an afterthought(actually it felt really obvious that everything in this game was super split up so instead of focusing on a coherent pokemon game it was section off into bits that strained the team) i have a lot of issues with how ur friends only exist within their storyline until the post game..there is no way to talk to arven unless u do one of his story quests. i think running into nemona just on the roads would have been fun or anyone that you can catch up with really! that or just have them at the school when ur back..

THE SCHOOL. GOOD LORD. the song that plays when ur in the town and school sucks so bad i cannot imagine listening to it longer than like 5 mins. now functionally i do think the idea of the classes having helpful tips for pokemon would be kinda cute esp for newbies but um. ok if a game is like omg u went to school and now u get to get WHEREVER U WANT freeroam are you gonna remember to come back to the school whenever u beat a gym(specifically i think gyms unlock more classes) are you. are you really. i think the only push to go back is one of the teachers being like 'try my class ^_^' yes i am completely convinced. the school itself is like. pathetically trying to be persona and giving u motivation to come back by having stuff locked by classes or telling ppl about ur adventures so u cant speedrun it(unless u decided to do school stuff last) literally could be so easily fixed by having to report back to someone In the quest to the school forcing u back so ppl r like well since im here ill take an art class. also dont lie about the classes if u say its a math class name it..something that its actually about (technically Math but its in relation to how pokemon deal damage)

also a lot of the gym leaders are um. boring. it doesnt help they lost a gym to customize and only get a challenge thats like a few mins of ur time. their designs are ok but only like rhyme, grusha, larry i can remember the names of LOL. i think rhyme, larry and maybe the art guy are the most compelling bc they have like. interactions with other characters. the elite 4 is pretty cool but i dont..really like that they had a kid. objectively its a little funny but im like oh god ppl are gonna be weird about that. um was extremely disappointing fighting them in a plain ass room. and u just fight geeta on the roof. ok at least xy had STAINED GLASS BITCHIN ROOMS. interview was fantastic tho. part of the questions were stupid bc it was grading u on something objective.

i do like the idea of getting to know the ppl around the school and encouraging the nurse to get a teaching degree again was cute..but it has little impact when half of the conversation is blacked out bc they dont want to show u explaining ur journey to here bfhdskjbkf. like no choice in the game matters is it that hard to have a couple of prompts of what to tell her. honestly i also think for classes itd be cooler if they happened randomly and you had a prompt to auto join them ie 'an art class is starting would you like to fly back to school?(Y)' also a good reason why a lot of the school stuff falls flat is everything in this game is in neat little categories that have no relation to each other its like im eating dinner and i dont want my peas to touch my mac n cheese. i dont mind that ur set up to fail some quest lines w not knowing where to go bc u Can ask for advice on where to go but also most of the playbase probably took advantage of do whatever u want but ALSO the progression makes no sense bc it wants you to go back and forth throughout the entire map...i do think pausing the gym fights to do team star and then do more gyms then do arvens stuff would have flowed a bit better..sometimes letting the player decide what to do is bad.

team star is probably my fav storyline bc it involves something other than ppl being focused on u so it stands out a lot also i do think it was cute for them all to have banded together from bullying. that being said the running around and throwing ur pokemon out to fight was . stupid as hell. just make it a gauntlet, maybe some double battles. that way the camps didnt have to be so ugly and Open. they have the best music tho

tera raids are objectively the most thought out and best looking but they need help for 5 or 6 star unless ur really good and its..so hard to do them online bc everything fills up so fast ive heard the game also gives u little indication of whether ur running towards a 3 star or a 5 unlike swsh. the more real timeish battle does uh. make ppl think the game is crashing bc some actions are forced/scripted but dont tell u so ur game is just frozen for x amount of time..

a more petty thing but the clothes suck ass and theres no little fun customize thing like the trading cards from swsh..u can just change the photo on ur trainer card...ok anyways this is already too long <3

wait i need to say i dont mind arven now but i think him suddenly losing his backbone when his ai parent said his parent actually loved him and being like omg woah really was. boring and stupid. he should have told them that he didnt believe them THEN after been like 'i am not sure if that ai was only telling me what i wanted to hear or if it was actually what (parent) believed but there is no way for me to know i can only move on and focus on whats really important. I am going to (enter job title here on something he wants to study for) and take care of someone who was really there for me (pans to mabosstiff). And also you! My friend thank you!'

rika rules tho. my only complaint about her is no mudsdale

[katastrophic-n3vulaa]

did a rlly quick 2-3 hour analysis of a poem that isnt great but i like the poem quite a lot and also i want it on record that i actually (almost) finished this one before midnight and so i didn't start the second one tomorrow so i am technically on schedule.

poem:

there is a description of the page as well as the text in the ID of the image, and under the cut is the full poem and the link at the bottom of the page to a video of the author reading it, as well as my (pretty shit, but unedited) analysis of the poem.

What I Will

I will not dance to your war drum I will not lend my bones nor my soul to your war drum

I will not dance to your beating I know that beat it is lifeless

I know intimately that skin you are hitting it was alive once hunted stolen stretched

I will not dance to your drummed up war I will not pop spin break for you I will not hate for you or even hate you

I will not kill for you especially I will not die for you I will not mourn the dead with murder nor suicide I will not side with you or dance to bombs because everyone is dancing everyone can be wrong

Life is a right not collateral or casual I will not forget where I come from

I will craft my own drum gather my beloved near and our chanting will be dancing our humming will be drumming

I will not be played I will not lend my name nor my rhythm to your beat I will dance and resist and dance and persist and dance

This heartbeat is louder than death Your war drum ain't louder than this breath.

the link is either here, or you can copy and paste the link:

https://blog.ted.com/text-of-what-i-will-by-suheir-hammad/

admittedly pretty bad and rlly squished analysis (good luck reading my handwriting):

if u want to bother good luck reading my handwriting but pls ignore the end of the summary i dont want to elaborate on something i wont even get to use as notes so i stuff it in my head.

and also yes i know i need to fix the subject matter bit.

i probably wont even use half of this and it also will probably just be glanced over but idk detail bc JUST IN CASE-

[booblywooblies]

im not saying anyone who does this is like weird or evil or anything but i do not understand people who get really invested in ships that involve middle/high schoolers, like i can understand shipping them and speculating about them maybe drawing an art here or there but i dont understand when it gets to the point of like deep investment, regular doujin and fanfiction about them and stuff like, idk, the romantic relationships between kids is not that compelling to me?? again im not saying youre like a bad person i just dont really get it

actually im gonna put this on the sex blog and make it long, bc i wasnt gonna talk about the other aspect of this but the tags are getting too long

in my original statement this wasnt about smut because i think at minimum youre a creep/weirdo if youre an adult who gets invested in the sex lives of kids, fictional or not. like it says to me you dont have a mental barrier around stuff like ages when it comes to sex and that, at the very least, makes me feel a little bit suspicious. i dont personally view fictional characters the same way i do real life people, theres no consequences for THEM when sexual themes are applied to them, obviously. its more like, it makes me question how important age is to you in other respects, if youre capable of looking past the age of a friend for instance

i wont go into it any deeper for now, i hope you can get what i mean without me having to elaborate more, like im not talking about direct grooming im talking about being negligent/irresponsible without realizing it/meaning to

its arguable about if you can even really be friends with a minor as an adult, like regardless you have to have a limited kind of interaction i was actually just talking to a friend recently about having friends who are 18 and it kind of feels like they just pop out of the woodwork bc you werent really aware of their existence before (as is to be expected, most people i know see that someone is a minor and immediately move far away from them)

i think i grew up online with everyone being within a few years around my own age and as i recall there basically WERE no adults around when i was a kid, like they just didnt exist

i know they had to have existed, theres plenty of people 10 years older than me now but either they avoided me or our circles just didnt cross over, very weird

just anecdotes i dont think that really has anything to do with what i was talking about before

[seongminiz]

okay :3 i want to ask first though if ur cool with like chubby!reader cuz i want to push the hyunjae would want a chubby partner agenda because no one else will😓 and like i guess, i’m asking too if ur okay with y/n’s body size being like a plot point?? idek if i know what i’m asking but yeah😓 also i have country club au thoughts.. allow me to elaborate if u will.. and biker!hee (but he’s subby) >:)))))

also, how are you?? what ever happened to hello am i right but i hope ur doing well, i hope this doesn’t feel like a patronizing thing for me to say but i hope u know u don’t HAVE to entertain my asks and i promise to never be mad or hostile if u don’t want to/don’t get around to it, i don’t want to be a burden in ur inbox so.. idk i guess i’m just saying this cuz i feel annoying but like also i think ur rly cool and like yapping with u and i wouldn’t want to push any boundaries. yeah.

- 🧁 anon

yes im cool with chubby reader !! maybe abt the plot point it depends tho ? like idk if it includes reader being insecure abt their body etc i might be a little less comfortable with it ? it rlly depends how its approached so yeah it wont be completely off the table but i might not be 100% comfortable with it either (for now at least)

country club au .... biker!hee .. subby biker!hee ....... SEND THE THOUGHTS RN‼️‼️‼️‼️

im good !! n ik dont worry ! but ur asks r so good i havent had that problem yet lol everytime i read one i want to answer it as fast as i can bc as much as im a gatekeeper at heart i also need the world to see all ur amazing ideas :3

n u r neither a burden nor annoying 👹👹👹👹 never say that again‼️ i rlly appreciate u especially bc i dont have many anons/followers so its nice to have someone to interact with !!

[princessdreamie]

DBH part 23

Weeks go by but neither Br nor C have talked to each other. N & Ct noticed but stayed out off her affair. Which was hard for her dad to but he follwed his wife's reasonings for the meantime.

E couldnt care less. Not just bc he didn't like Br's attitude forwards him, once C complained about that day, but also bc the lawsuit over the attempted theft of his project was approaching.

S knew about the situation as well, while Br's parents were kept in the dark. S was contemplating on telling N but she though that both their kids let them in on it.

Se's bday was getting closer and S asked C & Ll to help with the planing. Normally E would have done it but his time was occupied with his work.

C complied, while the sea-colored tiger was excitedly sitting on the teen's shoulder. S took care of the guest list, C had to help with music and place of the celebration. Ll took care of the security and anything food related.

She took care of it by ordering a catering service online, and sent some guards on duty per message. C thought of some places they could host at, but the spot he ultimately picked was the beach. The weather was supposedly nice on that day and there is a ton of room for kids to run around and they even had some floaty slides available.

Se likes to swim so he had no doubt that his lil brother would like it. S, meanwhile took some ppl from her friends group (including J & N), the kids her youngest made over time, and as for E's request, some partners he worked with that had kids of their own.

S talked about it with E, that Se might not want (some) of them to be at his big day. But to amount of asking he would agree. Those kids' parents were very close to his firm so they cant be left out. (Classic CEO behavior)

C eventually came inside the kitchen, where S was writing down thw guest list. C asked to see the names after some small talk. S handed him the list, and the further he read the more confused he got. The top of the list had the names of his friends he made in the park and watched Grave gem with, N & J were soon to follow, some more of their parent's friends, till he stopped at some familiar names.

At first he was unsure where he heard those names b4 until S answered him, knowing what his expression meant: „Your dad wanted us to invite them. I know Se doesn't like Their kids, but your dad wont let up.”

C argued:„Have you talked with Se about this? I dont think any of them will even acknowledge him at his own birthday. Their parents dont even push them to interact him either.”They discussed it further until theu reached to a conclusion. They will ask the birthdayboy instead.

Once they arrived at the boy's room, they were let in By a very sleepy looking Se. His tutors couldnt make it. Apparently all of them did some bar hopping and now are sick bc of it.

He didn't mind, as long as he made his homework from their previous lessons, he could relax. And thats what he did.He slept in and didnt wake up till they came to see him. It was 1 pm fyi. S was disappointed at his slack but couldn't stay mad at him for long.

C questioned him about his Birthday and who he wanted to invite to it. He pretty much said all his friends including some friends he met at the new playground (the one Na and Mi were back then). And surprisingly, Na and her friends. That came to a surprise to the 3 of them.

After some elaboration on his part, he wanted their youngest girl cousin at his party in case some of his friends wouldn't be able to make it. She was the one who introduced him to the show itfp. Which also led to finding his own buddies. As for her friends, he said that if she likes them then he wont have much of a problem either.

Se was proud of Se for being such a great cousin. C thought so as well. The only issue he had was that his mom Invited N as well. He heared about the Yv drama. He even texted her about it. That's how he came to know what was going on.

It was a shock to him but it wasnt his place to bud in in their troubles. Either way, his guest list got taken care off, to which S informed E about as well. His choices were still on it but, he knew that would barely do any difference to his son.

[idealspawn]

my dad told me i cant cry over them crossing my boundaries after repeatedly setting them calmly bc how ever will i then be able to handle rEaL problems once i get them. wtf. this is a real problem. and if i come a cross a "real" problem, ill cry too. what the fuck is the fucking problem. its so scary how fucking mad he got. the way his walk changed and he was literally empty in his eyes and so fucking intense. i literally did nothing to trigger this, i just told them its not okay that they keep crossing my boundaries. that is literally all. and its not like i can control if i start crying or not. there is nothing wrong w showing emotions. he told me there are countless times ive crossed his boundaries so i dont have the right to set mine but HE HAS NEVER SET ANY BOUNDARIES. EVER. i dont understand why cant he just take criticism. its a fucking compromise, relationships of all sorts are based on a compromise. i have the right to ask to be respected. he never knows how to answer any of my questions either, he just throws his certain toxic phrases at me and doesnt elaborate. im so tired. my mom also thinks that hugging me just magically undos all of the times she has been in the wrong and crossed my boundaries so many times and hasnt stood up for me. my thoughts are scattered. i despise my family. i asked my sister to talk to my dad abt it already the last time but she didnt. and now again she wont. my dad wont listen to me unlike my sister even if we have the exact same opinion.

[trickstarbrave]

ulfric i do not think is personally racist. he is not in the right, but he is mostly being driven to nationalism by the thalmor. he was raised by the peaceful greybeards before immediately being thrust into the great war where he had to watch ppl around him die since he was a teenager, and was also tortured horrifically by the thalmor. he tried to fight to regain control of markarth because he was likely driven to do so by, again, the thalmor, who immediately retook the city knowing there was talos worship going on

god i fucking hate the talos worship too being the central issue here. i fucking hate that one director literally forcing the nords to believe the imperial pantheon because HE decided the imperial pantheon is the "objectively correct" pantheon and everyone else are demon worshipers or flawed imitations of the one true religion but thats not what this is about

but most of his supporters are racists. they think skyrim is only for nords who are 'true nords' with unused lines implying many ppl believe he wants to oust anyone not born of a nord mother.

and while i can understand that the empire is potentially not going to last long term, we don't really see that. we can only either believe ulfric is correct on that, or that he's wrong. without anything to really hint at if he is correct or not. the empire DID abandon two territories to fight for themselves but they were 1. morrowind which was largely destroyed by natural disaster and already hated the fucking empire and likely wouldn't have enjoyed charity from the imperials and 2. hammerfell which they had basically lost in the great war to the aldmeri dominion due to its proximity to the dominion. currently hammerfell is also left vague with the current state of it, it's rebellion against the dominion, how much of it is genuinely dominion controlled, and so on. so. perhaps in a few decades the empire will fall. perhaps it wont. its hard to say

but the thalmor DO want to drag the civil war out as long as possible for them as it wastes both resources of skyrim and resources of the empire. their goal is to weaken the empire as much as possible. and i dont doubt that in a stormcloak controlled independent skyrim the thalmor will want to poison the well as much as possible to eliminate skyrim joining hands with the empire as allies to go up against the dominion. the dominion wants to pick territories off as far as we can tell, but even then the thalmor are just cartoonishly evil with no elaboration upon their end goals as a faction, long term plans, or strategy in war. we also have to speculate on them. but we do know they see ulfric as a pawn and have a vested interest in keeping him alive so as much as he opposes them and hates them he is working in their best interests whether he intends to or not.

adding to this even if you do help ulfric gain control of skyrim and give skyrim it's independence, because of how bethesda has set up the world literally nothing changes. the dominion still has an embassy in skyrim. they still patrol around looking for talos worshipers. the emperor still comes to see his cousin get married (honestly i can see ulfric wanting that tbh bc shes marrying into a stormcloak supporting family and would strengthen an independent skyrim's relationship with the empire. but that does out the window bc she gets fucking murdered.)

also there is torygg's death which is mentioned but not entirely elaborated upon. which is wild it is just glossed over so much in the game really from how much its fucking brought up. this shit happened weeks ago from the start of the game assumedly. but really it's... bad. ulfric is an older, experience war veteran who challenged a 20 year old barely crowned king to a death match knowing he'd win. despite the fact it had been literal centuries since someone did this in skyrim. torygg actually looked up to ulfric and valued his opinions and many people who knew him personally said if ulfric wanted to torygg would have seriously considered making skyrim independent. torygg just wanted to exhausted all their other options and think it through first, which wasn't enough for ulfric. he wanted torygg to either blindly support him now or die. which seems very hot headed and reckless, in start contrast to most of his other appearances in canon. but ulfric never denies this narrative, just that it was an honorable combat. even though torygg could either refuse to fight and thus look like a coward or he could agree to it and die with honor. which yeah makes it a murder in my book when you are an accomplished fighter with the thu'um killing a guy who is barely not a teenager anymore because that is in no way a fucking fair fight and i doubt ulfric wouldn't have demanded a fight to the death if he wasn't all but certain he'd win. torygg's ghost elaborates on this with the fact he couldn't really surrender and refused to be labeled a coward but that he died with honor and ulfric was short sighted and stupid. because this was the worst way to go about it--not only was torygg willing to hear him out, it guaranteed the empire would be involved in it much more aggressively by giving them a good fucking reason by publicly killing the high king the empire already approved and parading around saying he was now king

perhaps with torygg's death they were going more for the old warrior nords like we see in previous games but it doesn't mesh well with the rest of skyrim. instead all it does is make ulfric look stupid. which means ulfric being a short sighted idiot being manipulated by the thalmor was either an intentional writing choice or just the bad writing and directing decisions at bethesda making it appear that way and i could not tell you which it is.

this isn't to say ulfric wouldn't have good reasons to oppose the empire. we just either don't see the reasons to verify if this is a good cause, the reasons aren't really the empire's fault entirely, or are stupid writing decisions. skyrim was forcibly and ruthlessly colonized just before the great war having their entire native pantheon outlawed and the imperial pantheon shoved down their throats. if the writing made fucking sense ulfric would bring that up--that they erased nord customs and culture for the sake of the great war that the empire didnt even fucking win. he should be bringing back the worship of the old gods, but no he's mad that worship of talos was banned just as soon as the nords finally came around to actually worshipping him in the first place, as though that makes any fucking sense. even still it's not like the empire is opposed to unbanning the worship of talos when the thalmor are dealt with anyways. tiber septim was their guy. he was primarily an imperial god. of course the fucking imperials want to worship again are you fucking kidding me skyrim????

there is more but i just looked at how long this fucking post is. jesus christ.

skyrim rly doesnt explain very well the stormcloak and imperial conflict that is at the heart of the civil war. i know its bc most of the questline was axed but it is seriously. so fucking bad. key information is simply missing from the game or not elaborated upon to the point where you cant tell if certain aspects were intentional writing decisions, ret cons, or things they just didnt get a chance to explore properly

[kimmkitsuragi]

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