#no but fr last night was the first night in weeks that i properly slept through most of the night and had a decent amount of sleep and

[valandherweekofwonders]

new tattoo today yippee!!! pretty daisies <3

[rayofmisfortune]

I remembered one of the questions I was going to ask, how does Dani/Ellie work when/if they exist later on? Will they also have the same sort of ghost form Danny has, as in the switch from Phantom to Fenton and all, or will Dani not be that?

Also I assume the whole thing with Super Danny and fun Danny doesn’t happen? And I mean if it does, the whole splitting thing, than how different would it be for them?

Dani/Ellie aka the clones and stuff

Vlad views Danny as... flawed due to the way the portal accident and mental trauma from it ended up splitting him into two people instead of just giving him flashy ghost powers like had happened with Vlad. Skill issue smh

Vlad would make clones of Danny and Phantom to... "fix" them. To make the perfect son. But he comes into too many problems while creating these clones.

About Ellie. Vlad is unable to create clones that are able to switch between forms. So then Ellie is created as a pure ghost clone. No human for her qwq (I guess if you wanted to go crazy with it she could have a human body she could possess and stuff kekw)

Identity Crisis

And to get into Identity Crisis! I've rewritren that one a bunch of times, tryin to find something that worked lmao this one is a lil more comolicated so bare with me here while I try to make it make sense

The Fentons find out Danny is Phantom. However, they think that Danny is being overshadowed by Phantom. They use the ghost catcher to separate Danny from that nasty no good ghost. They plan on using Phantom as a test subject for their experiments.

Shit happens. They do the deed with Danny kicking and screaming but at the same time thinking "Hey, if this somehow goes okay maybe I won't have to deal with constantly blacking out and feeling cold all the time!" Gotta look on the positives ykyk

Anyway, they separate. Stuff happens. A lotta stuff. Phantom flees. Danny copes, lives in denial. (They both do, let's be fr) Pretends like nothing's wrong, even when he's suddenly tired all the timey even after a good night's sleep and energy drink do shit. He felt okay for a little while, however that cold he felt whenever their ghost sense went off became a constant.

Phantom isn't doing much better. For a while he relishes in getting to just be around when there's no threat around. That ain't gonna last tho lol. It's been about a week since they've split and Phantom starts noticing his form growing foggy, drippy. Definitely not good.

When Technus shows up. Phantom is in no shape to take him on. He has no choice but to seek out Danny. At the same time, Danny's basically become a walking freezer, hasn't slept in days due to the cold and is out of options. Out of options, he reluctantly asks Sam and Tucker to help him look for Phantom.

They meet up, weird separation side effects go away and they realize that they kinda actually maybe really need each other.

The rest of the episode from here goes kind of as in the show. (Phantom doesn't try to overshadow Danny tho, he hangs around invisibly til they get back to FentonWorks)

They try to use the ghost catcher to get them back together again. That kind of uhhh effs up, they DO merge back. They merge back too well tho. Ahoy arc 3 and the best boys navigating stuff while learning to properly co-exist! Their first trial? Beating a high tech Technus while one of them has never done anything like that before! Nothing will go wrong I'm sure

[selfcareparker]

okay fghsgdj yes you can say girl ! my pronouns are she/her :) okay but fr pause, i read this like 3 minutes after you posted it (or at least my notif said 3mins lmao) bUT IM IN BED AND I USUALLY HAVE MY COMPUTER OPEN WITH YOUR RESPONSE SO I MAKE SURE I ADDRESS EVERYTHING AND THEN SEND IN THE ASK ON MY PHONE HDGSJSH anyway, time to get my ass up 😔 but wait i find you so funny like honestly, reading that cracked me all the way up. and i feel the “lol” thing so hard!!!! idk why i do it all the time (i’m tryna stop) but i’ll say something with lol at the beginning and lol at the end... it might be a defense mechanism at this point lol (😔) AND (i need to stop with the uppercase too it’s not funny anymore) I DONT KNOW WHY I LAUGHED SO HARD JDHSK WHEN YOU SAID ALSO AGAIN HAHAHAH LIKE UR HAHHAH also my sleep schedule is not pretty either lmao but i’m homeschooled so i never have to get up for anything? hhdhsis idk but i’m glad you slept!! you need sleep!!

also (pls no i cannot) why did i not know what ykwim meant until i reread this?? like it makes so much sense- anyway! i think it’s so cool that you’re excited for university! idk why but i do lol like you’re getting ready for the future (masters degree and all that) & you’re (maybe) going to england anyway so that’s cool haha (hopefully when you go you can see your relatives 🤞🏾)

the fact that you get happy seeing my asks i- 💓💓

you make me wanna go to London & England so bad urghhhh like i’ve only been out of the country once (to Canada for a family reunion) but it sounds so prettyyyyy & i’m so sorry that cov*d is messing everything up and i hope you can see your relatives soon :(

now to address the whole english speaking/writing: I FIND THAT SO WEIRD DUHSKSJ i don’t know how an english speaking person could say that if you don’t write it 100% grammatically correct.... that it’s wrong? when literally, over here at least, WE’RE SO GRAMMATICALLY INCORRECT HAHHAAH in both the way we talk and write!! and lol you’re welcome,, AND THE PARAGRAPH DID MAKE SENSE HDHSJSH & your rant is fine because... that is actually a bit ??? bc no one writes with 100% grammar lol

OH MY GOSH (see this uppercase thing is addictive) YOU STUDIED LATIN FOR 6 YEARS??? that’s really cool 🥺 the way that you know/speak 3+ languages i- NOT EVEN 3+ LIKE 6+ (german, english, latin, french, serbian, italian, and everything that comes with latin lmao) even if it’s just a tiny bit like wowee. it is really fascinating!!! i had the opportunity to take latin and i... didnt. i took art instead BUT ONLY CUZ MY FRIENDS WERE IN THAT CLASS AND ART LOOKED FUN IM SORRY

PLEASE WHY DO YOU KNOW EVERYONE?? that sounds so fricking cool tell your mom (mum or mama it’s really fine lol) that she sounds awesome. i think Jamaica would be fun either way!! i mean it looks pretty from pictures? i was a baby so i honestly have no recollection hahaha

LMAOO NOT U SAYING THIS IS LONGER THAN SOME OF MY FICS- PLEASE GIRL IM TELLING YOU I VERBALLY LAUGHED HAHAHAHAHAH but yea you really don’t need to apologize i like reading everything you say 🥺 HDKSHS AND UR FINE WE WERE JUST TALKING ABOUT ME BEFORE uhhh hmm uhh lemme think i, well, i saw chaos walking yesterday (big tom holland fan over here) and it was alright.. my mom acted a fool at all the jump scares LMAO but it was funny... since i’m talking about movies (this is hella random i know) but i like shark movies HDKJSSJ my favorite is the meg (it’s so good ohmigosh) and the 47 meters down movies aren’t bad either... i have two younger brothers... iiiii AM IN LOVE WITH MUSIC PHEW anddd i’m homeschooled (i think i mentioned that lol) i think that’s a good amount ahahaha AND IM HUNGRY RN JDHSJ

now. please. let me address the edit. i just want you to know that.. when i talk about your fics and i finish them and everything i’m not looking for more? like obviously if you’re writing i’m gonna read it but you don’t need to feel pressured or anything (idk if you do) to put more fics out lol like they’re great and i’m just sending the praise bc i love the ones that are there :’) but i’m so happy you’re working through your writers block!!! yay so so happy for you!!! and PUHLEASE anything you write is fantastic, i feel the exact same way when i write but girl. you’re fine. it’s gonna be great. (idk if this made any sense but... okay)

(and my cousin calls her mom mama so it’s really okay hahah i even call my mom mama sometimes) (and where you got the number “16 sentences” beats me but i still cracked up) (is this me pretending i had tags? maybe) HAHAHAHA OK BYE ❤️❤️ why did this take me so long to send i have no clue, AND WHY AM I OVERTHINKING EVERYTHING I SAID SHAJSHSJ ANYWAY BYE btw i love us too... like iconic // lovely anon 💓

me reading this:

also the dedication you put into sending me stuff— like with the laptop and phone and ahsksk 🥺🥺🥺

i’ll update you when i’ve started uni btw, i’m getting more and more excited every single day haha but i still have 3 weeks until it starts and even then I’ll obviously have to get used to it and everything, but you’re making me even more excited about it sksjshsg

yeah i wanna go to england too dkshsh let’s be sad together over the fact the we can’t travel eksjsh😔😭 but hopefully the wait will make it even better in the end <33 also i talk to loads of relatives over the phone at least once a week so it’s not too bad for me! but i miss their house 😭lmao

and i knowww snshsh so many native english speakers just make so many mistakes— and obviously i get that some things are slang but some things are simply wrong ajsh, the thing is no one has ever told me that my english is bad (i know it’s not bad anyway, but i’m still insecure) or no one has ever pointed out any mistakes, but yeah it’s mostly just insecurity dkshsg but yes thanks for saying what you said (previously as well as in this ask)😌🥰

Okay now for latin— girlll i don’t blame u for choosing art over latin esp. when all of your friends are doing art as well!! I’d choose art over latin as well lol skshsg but in year 6 we had to choose between latin and french, and at the time i didn’t like french? which was dumb of me and now i wanna learn french ekdhs but i don’t regret choosing latin at all bc if i properly learn french one day then i’ll already know understand loads of stuff (or at least some stuff lol) just thanks to latin 😌😌 but still, art>>>latin skskshshgs

I wanna watch chaos walking too!!! But i don’t get when/where/how it’s out lmao, cinemas are still closed here so i’ll either have to wait or find it somewhere online... il*egally 🥰 i don’t have high expectations at all btw but i like daisy and tom and the dog🥺 so i think i’ll enjoy it

GIRL SHARK FILMS SHARK FOLMS SKSJSHSHS okay so there are a few classics i haven’t watched yet, and also a few new ones that i haven’t seen yet BUT I LOVE SHARK FILMS SO MUCH SKSHSGSGSKK the first like proper shark film i ever watched was the shallows (which i like but my brain is still too small to comprehend what happened at the end (i mean i get it but i just can’t imagine it— idek if you’ve seen the film but skshhs)) and after watching it three times it does get a bit boring (but now whenever i see pictures or videos of big waves i’m just waiting for a shark to show up like come ON SKSJSG

^^^that pic/scene really traumatised me sksjsh but i still like the film

I only watched jaws like a few months ago, and i get that it’s a classic and also that it’s old and they just didn’t have the best.. equipment or special effects or whatever but i mean... look at meg and then look at jaws.... no disrespect to jaws at ALL but the meg is so much cooler. (That one scene on the boat where the shark just JUMPS OUT OF THE WATER AND SKSJSHHSUSJHA i get such a shock every time it’s so good (and the dog aww aksjshssli 🥺🥺🥰 and the boy with the ice cream lmao he’s iconic)

47 metres down, wow, i liked that film too. (i’ve only watched the original/first one i think) i mean that is such a fucking nightmare scenario like ALSJDHSNEMSKDJSHSJSKWBALSODUEWBSLDKHDJSNSKSKSHSGEBWKAISGSHEKEKSKLDJDJDHDHSHAGGA (that’s the best way i can express my feelings about that scenario lmao)

oh and i’ve recently been watching more horror films but i don’t know if they’re for me... I like the thrill and whatever but i just end up being scared for my life when i have to go to the bathroom at night or when i’m trying to sleep bc suddenly my mind is flooded with all the scary shit from the films 💀💀💀

and music i mean... you know those people who just don’t listen to music? WHAT IS WRONG WITH THEM???? i honestly like all genres especially in the last year, i am IN LOVE with Nicki Minaj + Megan andddd Stormzy and i like Harry Styles but i prefer his first solo album (and obviously one direction has bangers i have a throwback 1D session at least once a month), I also love MGK especially his new stuff and otherwise i mostly listen to german artists lmao. So who do you like?💖 (WHY DO I FEEL LIKE YOURE GONNA SAY SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT SKAHAGUS IF YOU LISTEN TO COMPLETELY DIFFERENT MUSIC DONT JUDGE ME AJSHDJS) (i know you’re not gonna judge me but)

++ @ the thing you said about writing, don’t worry, i don’t feel pressured at all!!! (not by you and not by anybody else.. except myself sometimes lol) and i’m just very happy that you liked my fics 🥰🥰🥰 and if i start telling people that i’m writing a fic then sometimes it puts a bit of (healthy) pressure on me. like yes sometimes it really is writer’s block, but sometimes i really am just lazy ddkshhd so now that i’ve told you i’m writing a fic i might get my ass up quicker than i would if i hadn’t told anyone 😌😌😌

[wtf-todoroki-shouto]

Shouto memories

Misc. tidbits:

-After the Sports Festival Mineta was expelled

-Aizawa was my favorite teacher

-I was super thankful when we moved to the dorms

-I began showing my quirk pretty early in comparison to most

-I was super duper gay

Memories about my classmates and friends:

Shinsou:

-Shinsou and I became friends after the Sports Festival

-I personally talked to Aizawa about trying to get him into the hero course (I think)

-Shinsou had a cat named Soup (in English)

-Shinsou had been adopted by Aizawa and Hizashi

-Shinsou and I were known to accidentally fall asleep in the middle of doing things like studying around campus

-After moving to the dorms Shinsou and I got permission to leave campus one weekend and he took me to a cat cafe he knew for my first time and I was so happy

-He and I related to struggling with people's’ expectations and our relationships with our quirks

-Shinsou actually could use his mind control quirk to help people calm down from panic attacks (I know from personal experience)

-Shinsou got migraines from overusing his quirk sometimes so he kept his room pretty dark a lot of the time

Izuku:

-I never really became friends with Izuku because of what happened at the Sports Festival and how much it sorta hurt me as good as his intentions may have been.

Denki:

-Denki had hair that was irrationally soft and shiny and nice

-I thought Denki was really cool because of how his quirk would work with my ice consider water is a conductor and he was like an irl version of Thor, my favorite avenger

-Denki and I started hanging out after the sports festival I helped him come up with ways to keep from overusing his quirk so often and helped him study

-He was actually really friendly and nice to be around

-it was after the cavalry match at the sports festival that Denki like gave me a big ass fucking hug that was really tight. It was a nice hug but I was like what the fuck is happen what the fuck is happening what is wrong with you, there were a good few seconds that I just froze up not knowing what to do. When I got ahold of myself I awkwardly pushed him off. When he let go and saw me he looked instantly guilty and apologized and he actually sorta realized I didn’t like being touched (I informed him it was usually only when I didn’t see it coming ahead of time and couldn’t prevent it if necessary that I didn’t like it) and he actually made a big effort to be better and it was really nice!

Iida:

-Iida and I started hanging out more after the Sports Festival

-Mainly we were training when we first started spending time together

-I think during our first training session he noticed how harder than necessary or maybe healthy I was pushing myself (to me it was normal after all the training with Endeavor) but I noticed from him giving me an odd glance or something so I made sure to change my behavior before he became too suspicious

-At one point or another during one of the first few training sessions he inquired about my not using my left side I gave him a mostly censored answer leaving out the abuse and replacing it with extra loathing of my father and what happened with my mom.

-At first when I met Kirishima I was really off put by his red hair despite how nice he seemed aside from that. But that started changing after I began noticing that his hair was definitely dyed and eventually found out about his favorite hero when they had been picking their names for the internships. Honestly after that it was a little endearing. He and I weren’t close friends I don’t think but I stopped being uncomfortable around him.

Bakugou:

-Bakugou Katsuki. I knew I shouldn’t feel the way I did about him pretty quickly. It wasn’t immediate but after the first week or so I definitely began realizing I liked him more than I should’ve. Something about him, I didn’t know what really, drew me too him I guess. I chalked it up to the fact that he was really handsome at first and as the weeks progressed I also added the skill and creativity with which he used his quirk, his surprising intelligence, his drive, and his work ethic to the reasons but well I did at that point realize that maybe it wasn’t as simple as I wanted it to be. But I didn’t know what to do with that so I ignored it. The truth of the matter was that I had a crush on him. But I’d never had one before so I didn’t know.

-Bakugou and I were both insomniacs and we both ended up starting to be friends at ass o’clock am because of that

-One night, I was fucking exhausted, hadn’t slept well in days actually and it was late as hell. I was sleep deprived enough to actually like talk properly, because i was generally really quiet and reserved. Bakugou ran into me some time after the sports festival. I’m not sure why but it just came out. I told him about how I hated using my flames in any circumstance. I hated that I used them in my match with Izuku but my only reason for doing so was that as he kept talking at some point I stopped seeing Izuku and saw my dad. And I only ever used them against him and that was because he forced me. That side of me was him, especially since the incident with my mother. And I hated it. Honestly, I would’ve gotten rid of it if I could. I half considered bleaching my hair a few times but i knew my father wouldn’t allow it. Even after the match I felt disgusted for having used it, not to mention that I’d made my father proud. That was almost the worst part of it. His fucking pride. The idea that was I was being what he fucking wanted. But A part of me wanted to use my left side in our match I don’t know. Something in that match made me think maybe I could or that I should anyways. So I tried but I. I couldn’t do it.

He didn’t know how the fuck to respond to that, so he was quiet for a bit before saying something about me needing to get some fucking sleep or something.

-Then it was a decent bit of time later, I’d say at least a week, when it was the middle of the night and I was hangin around the same area I had been before. I usually would hang out somewhere around there when I was able unless I didn’t feel like being outside. (I think it was outside but like only just outside the dorms) Anyways it was around then and when he ran into me again. I’m honestly not sure if it was an accident or not but I think he made some snarky comment about finding me in the exact same spot as before. I’m pretty sure he sat down next to me and didn’t say anything for while. But when he did speak well I’m not gonna pretend I remember word for word but it was a little something like this:

“Not using your flames your because of your father is fucking stupid. (I think I half choked hearing that or at least was caught off guard) You say you don’t want to because you don’t want to be controlled by him anymore, but how the fuck is that any different than using it to appease him? Sure, you might not be following his orders anymore but you’re still letting him control your god damned actions. If you use it it’s because of him, if you don’t it’s because of him. Take some fucking responsibility for your actions already. You’re not some mindless extension of your dad. Fucking hell. You act like you’re being rebellious or noble by refusing to use your left side but what you really are is scared. You’re still letting him dictate how you fucking act. And what in order for you to fucking “atone” for shit you didn’t even fucking do have to fucking do everything short of literally denying half of your existence and hating that part of yourself because it’s “his”. (I think you stood up then) last time I checked you aren’t some dumbass Frankenstein of your mom or your dad. You’re your own damn person. So why don’t you start fucking acting like it.”

Then he left.

And that was a large part of what pushed us to start becoming friends and me to start using my left side.

-I think I might’ve asked Bakugou to train with me or some shit or whatever i just know he helped me work through the shit with my flames and it was probably in the middle of the night

-by a certain time after internships? I don’t know exactly when but we’d been living in the dorms for a good while I was in deep with my feelings in regards to a certain explosive hero, and specifically though they began developing more after the sports festival. they are as follows:

I really thought he had pretty eyes, beyond their color they were very expressive.

Then there was his drive. He was the kind of guy who would keep at a thing for as long as it took for you to actually fucking do it you were persistent.

He was honest and while he may have seemed arrogant (and sometimes he was) he did take moments to recognize others strengths as he did with Uraraka

He wanted to succeed, yes, but he felt that success was only worthwhile if his piers were also at their best therefore he was driven to give people a nudge in the right direction

He was really well rounded

He was smart, creative in his use of his quirk, snarky, strategic, passionate, he also took no shit

He could cook and play the drums

And he didn’t like to admit it always but he was a really nice and a loving individual who looks out for the people he cares about also who is funny and genuinely nice to talk to no matter what the subject is

He really was an equal to me back then though if I’m honest in a lot of ways when we were younger at least I saw him as ahead of me in a lot of ways

-I don’t have any context for when this happened but I had my face all snuggled up to Bakugou’s stomach and I think my arms were around him.

-I’m like 62-75% sure bakugou kissed me once when we were older... like still in school but like older then we are in the show... maybe more than 62-75% sure

-Once Bakugou and I were like doing whatever the fuck it was we did at night in front of the dorms (training? Sparring? Fucking talking? Me fuckingh getting used to my fire idk some of everything I’m sure) he got suspicious of the severity of shit with Endeavor and let’s just say I accidentally ended up freezing his hand to my arm.

Mei Hatsume:

-I think Mei hatsume and I were in her like workstation somewhere and I was talking to her about how I analyzed and thought about everyone’s quirk like a long range speaker and mic would be helpful for Shinsou along with voice modulation to help him disguise his voice to help him as a pro hero when his quirk became more well known if it did and even if not it could help and some other stuff about other people and stuff and she ended up making some off handed comment about that I would’ve been good in the support course and she was probably right but it was odd to hear someone tell me I would’ve been good at something other than being a pro hero and in a way it was nice

Misc. friends:

-I remember I think one of my classmates was like shocked when I had never tried hot coco before, so they made it for me and insisted I try it. I was hesitant when I could feel the warmth through the cup but they pressed me too anyhow. And I did. Then I immediately spat it back out because That Was Warm Ah I Do Not Like That.

Basically after the Kettle Incident I didn’t like most warm liquids much at all.

Arc specific memories:

Sports festival:

-My match with Midoriya Izuku during the Sports Festival Was tactically similar but the emotions and impact it made on me were wildly different from that of the show. The way Izuku badgered me to use my left side reminded me of how Endeavor would get during our training sessions when I had the nerve to refuse to use it

When I used my flames against Izuku, it was like any other time Endeavor had forced me to use them during training, or it almost was anyways. There was less fear and more irritation and hurt. So in a way I sorta did it out of spite.

Like, if Izuku really wanted me to go full throttle, if he was going to look down on me for refusing to use his left side, even after I’d opened up to him about my reasons, then fine, I’d give him what he fucking wanted if he really wanted it that damn much. Yeah Izuku thought I was being disrespectful to the other participants and arrogant, and maybe he was right, but that didn’t really matter to me at the time.

I had some anger issues back then and I’m not afraid to admit it. And he made me really angry, hence my excessive force. He just sounded so much like my father and he was an outsider. And I think it sorta reinforced the idea to me that telling anyone about what he did was entirely pointless.

Afterwards it was genuinely surprising to learn that Endeavor hadn’t paid Izuku to say those things, because I’d sorta hoped that was the case partially. I wouldn’t have put it past him.

Internship arc:

-I did not go to intern with my father by choice, the reason I gave in the show was an excuse and something I told myself to make the whole thing easier. Endeavor had been furious about my performance in my match with Bakugou and he made that very very clear through both words and some harsh “training” and also made it crystal clear that I was to intern at his agency and that I would be under him directly

-The reason I responded to Izukus message about the situation with Stain in that ally was to get away from Endeavor, and I ran away before Endeavor could stop me thank god. But that fight in the alley where Stain nearly took off my arm marked the first time Iida saved my fucking ass and probably life. (of course I also went out of concern and curiosity)

Homelife/family related memories:

General:

-I was able to push my father more when we were in public which is why I was more freely bratty at UA, because I knew he couldn’t do anything serious without revealing he was abusive and ruining his reputation.

-When I angered him at home, it was terrifying. Most of the times I did it was an accident, or because I couldn’t bare the idea of using my flames at the time. Or I lost my own temper, but that was rare. On those occasions Endeavor was more terrifying than ever. The blows and the fire seemed to never stop coming. There was only so much I could do to shield myself from it without making anything worse than it already was. Most times when this happened I ended up passing out at some point.... and there were honestly a few times under five, I’d say probably three or four, when I was genuinely surprised that I woke up again afterwards.

Pre-UA specific:

-my father hired tutors for my education instead of sending me to school so I was very isolated growing up hence my less than good social skills

-I think I started training when I was around four or five. He wanted to start young to train me condition me not to flinch when someone made a move to hit me not cry when I was hurt not to let exhaustion not slow me down to not scream not run not puke not panic in combat. Making me get up when I was hurt giving me no choice but to keep going because it wasn’t going to stop. The training with my quirk (when he started using his in training as well) didn’t start for a year or so after my mom gave me the scar. That.. made things much worse. That training left me with scars, some pretty big, all that I could cover with my shirt. I began getting less as I got older.