#no I don’t just sit here and stare at them and sigh wdym

[pjxckson]

Lambert and Aiden

very much inspired by the beautiful writings of @inexplicifics

[ggyutarist]

࿔ ⊹ ˚₊ Watching the setting sun in a field of pink roses with you 🌷 ₊˚⊹ ࿔

A/N: lols first post. its kinda bad so dont come at me. youve been warned. did i write this because i miss my childhood? haha no. wdym. beomgyu reminds me of pink roses idk why honestly so i decide to haunt you all with the beomgyu + pink roses idea <33. Notice how the title is long bc txt also have long song titles? yes noticed? good. its lowkey incomprehensible because i just muddle up all my thoughts together and didnt bother much. its so rushed im sorryyyy.

NOT RLLY PROOFREAD PLS BARE WITH ME🙏🙏

💫: Beomgyu x GN reader because theyre UNFED (justice for my gn readers🗣️).

Content: Nostalgia, Beomgyu and you running in a field of pink roses while the sun sets basically. Like the title said.

WC: 674 (rlly short sigh)

I miss knowing nothing. I miss just playing around. I miss the sun, the sky, and the clouds. I miss running among the pink roses that miserably reminds me of you.

To be kids running along a field, flattening the grass with the sole of your and his sneakers again, you miss it. The relentless passing of time is really atrocious. Can’t it just pause for a bit? You can’t even have time to appreciate the moments enough. This thing called time…it’s too fast.

Beomgyu is also running too fast for your liking. He runs too much, honestly. You can clearly feel your legs giving out but its just so blissful. Running and trying to not step on the roses while feeling the wind on your face. Its nice, isnt it?

It’s a light atmosphere. No headaches, no stress, no anything. Just running and feeling the cold wind against your skin till you both collapse on the grass, exhausted. All for shits and giggles.

Both of you just stared at the blue sky, counting clouds perhaps. This won’t last forever, will it? The seconds…you can feel the seconds. Your heartbeat can feel the seconds. You know sooner or later, you can’t have this again.

Can’t I go back?

Why can’t I go back?

I want to feel like a kid again.

Please let me go back.

I miss the bliss of ignorance.

The passing of time can’t be stopped. No matter what you do, it will only continue to pass on. It’s cruel, really. Why does it have to keep going? Why do we, everyone, have to be the one to work with it? Can’t it be considerate of us too?

Time always seems to slow down on the bad days and speed up on the good ones. What a bitch, no? Pondering on such things makes time even slower but it’s okay. Today, time slowing down is pretty. Pretty blue sky, pretty little fluffy clouds, pretty little roses. Pretty eyes of his…

Today was horrible.

So why don’t we watch the sunset together?

At least, let me end the day with one blissful feeling.

The boy that sat beside you, the one whose hair always glows gold under the sun, has a soft smile plastered on his face. Why is he always so smiley? You despise it in a way you wish he would keep doing that. It’s complicated but it’s fine. That’s why this feeling is so…you don’t know how to word it but that’s why you love it. It doesn’t have to be entirely understood and you’d rather have it that way.

Love doesn’t have an exact meaning. It’s all depending on how the person views it and that’s why, when one experiences it, it is special to them. Love is called love, simply because it is love.

Same thing with forever.

Why is forever called forever? You know there’s probably no direct answer to it or any answer at all. It’s just what it is. There could or could not be such things as forever but as long as he’s here, time slows down. He makes it seem like time slows down just for the two of you.

Maybe you do or don’t believe in a love that’s forever, you don’t know. But Beomgyu? For this one moment, he makes you feel you want to believe in it. The boy that continues to sit beside you, surrounded by pink roses and is smiling at the setting sun. 

Oh, why’s the day ending already? Since when has the sun set? Since when did the sky turn to the hue of pink? You thought of too many questions regarding meaningless things but you’re willing to leave it all unanswered. As long as time keeps him here with the pink roses around him. He would look nice with a pink rose. Maybe, on his ear or something.

Under the setting sun, in a field of pink roses…

For as long as time decides to go…

Can you be with me?

[yuumaofc]

Love you!

Mammon x GN!MC

TW// None! Unless you wanna call fluff a trigger warning or smth haha.. What? N-no there’s nothing suspicious happening wdym?🤨 no you’re just looking into it a little too much! I swear! Nothings wrong! Just- Just go on and read it already okay? Okay! Later!

AHA YOU HAVE BEEN FOOLED AND FALLEN RIGHT INTO MY TRAP YAHAHAHA- uh- oh- you- you saw right through me? Ah..- well- em- damn, my trap has failed and you have trapped the trapper by trapping the trapper in their own trap🧍🏻 welp uh- happy April fools lol even though I’m late by like 4-5 days BUT ITS STILL APRIL SO- idk haha

TW!! Angst(what you thought this wasn’t gonna be angst🤨), mammon runs away like always, Lucifer being Lucifer, Leviathan is an asshole like always, do I always have to give extremely stupid hints to what happens? I dont know, Asmo’s make up gets ruined, Satan gets angry, Beel becomes sad, Belphegor is also an asshole

Happy readings :D

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“Where did the damn fool go this time.”

Lucifer scowled as he stared at the unoccupied seat beside him, tucked in under the table. Leviathan snorted at Lucifer’s comment, “Come on Lucifer, you really expect Mammon of all demons to come back after all this time? To be honest, I’m enjoying the silence that’s been comfortable sitting in the house ever since he left!”

Asmo chimed in to their conversation, “As much as I love not having my things being stolen by that bastard, he’s never stayed away for this long! Usually he just comes crawling back like the trash he is begging for grim within three days!” Beel sighed as he agreed with Asmo, “Asmo’s right, he’d usually come back by now. Or earlier if anything..”

Belphegor scoffed, “Are you really worrying about Mammon?? The literal scum of the earth?? He’d be better off dying somewhere in an alleyway near the casino’s that coming back here just to be a nuisance to all of us.”

As soon as those words left Belphegor’s mouth, your DDD rang. Every one of them stared at you as you pulled your DDD from your back pocket. You noticed that the caller ID was none other than the second oldest avatar, Mammon. Satan, who was looking at your DDD from over your shoulder, groaned in annoyance as he recognized the caller, “Don’t bother picking up MC, he’s probably just gonna ask you to send him some grim or something. How much more pathetic could he be? Honestly he’s embarrassing to even be around.”

You narrowed your eyes at Satan’s words and picked up Mammon’s call just to spite him, “Hello? Mammon??”

“H-Hey MC..” He greeted you with a heavy tone. He sounded so out of breath and in pain. His breathing was heavy, uneven and shaky, like he was dying or something..“Wha- A-Are you okay?? Why are you breathing so hard?? Do you-“

Mammon cut you off, “Are the guys with you..? I-if so.. can you put me on speaker?” Although confused at his request, you obey his ask and put him on speaker. Lucifer quirked a brow, “What are you doing?” You didn’t spare Lucifer a glance as you held your DDD in the palm of your hand. The brothers started to crowd around you as mammon’s heavy breathing was heard from the other end.

Asmo cringed at the sound of his heavy breathing, “Mammon if you’re trying to seduce MC over the phone, you’re gonna have to do better tha-“ Once again, Mammon spoke over him, “I’m just gonna cut to the chase. I’m sorry that I couldn’t have been a good brother.”

Mammon’s sudden apology caught all of you off guard. Why was he apologizing? What did he mean? What happened? What’s going on?

“I’m sorry I was always in debt to other demons and witches. I’m sorry for coming home drunk off my ass every once in a while. I’m sorry I couldn’t fix my spending habits. I-“ He started coughing and wheezing, like he was having trouble breathing. The sound of him struggling to breathe worried you deeply. The sound of him spitting something out of his mouth immediately caught your worried attention, “Mammon?! Mammon are you alright?! Where- Where are you?! Do you need me to come get you?! Mammon, answer me!!”

Mammon’s voice rung through each of your ears. He sounded so weak.. Like he was about to let go at any moment, “I have to go.. That’s it.. I think-.. I don’t think I have much time left-“ more coughing rang through the air. He was choking at this point. “I don’t have anything else to say.. Mc.. I.. I love you..!” At this point, you were crying your eyes out. Snot and tears running down your face as you screamed and cried till your heart stopped hurting. The brothers were long gone, having left to search for mammon before he met his foreboding end. Asmo had stayed behind to console you and grieve the death of Mammon with you.

As you were denial, you still dialed Mammon’s number to try and have him pick up. Begging for him to pick up as you cried hysterically. Continuously, you failed to connect a call. It couldn’t end this way! It just couldn’t!! You wouldn’t allow it.

Asmo hugged you tightly as he wailed like a woman who just lost her child. His make up was smeared and ruined. Ink dyed tears ran down his cheeks as he wept with you in his arms. Clinging onto him like he was your lifeline, you mourned together.

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Lucifer soared through the air as quick as he could to Mammon’s current location, heavy in denial that his sweet and precious baby brother was dying. Arriving at Mammon’s location, Lucifer was brought to tears. Mammon laid in a pool of his own ink black blood. He had cuts and scratches from all over his body. His pure snow white hair was now dyed an ugly black. One of his wings snapped in half as it laid limply on the floor.

Lucifer nearly let the tears fall when Mammon weakly craned his head to look up at his imposing figure. Faintly, almost going unheard, Mammon spoke.

“Luce..? What are you doing here..?”

Rushing to Mammon’s side, Lucifer picked him up without a word. Spreading his wings and taking to the sky, Lucifer hurriedly rushed to the demon kings castle. Mammon, as if knowing what he was doing, gripped the area near Lucifer’s chest. Confused, agitated, and worried, Lucifer asked, “Mammon, what are you doing?”

Mammon’s grip tightened as much as it could, “There’s no point in taking me to Barbatos or Lord Diavolo.. I’m not gonna make it.” At Mammon’s words, Lucifer pushed himself to fly even faster, “No! Y-You’ll make it! You won’t die, You’ll live! Then we can go back to living in the house of lamentation! And it-“ A hand was felt on Lucifer’s cheek as they came to a complete stop in front of the gates of the demon kinds castle. “Wh-What are you-“ “There’s no use in trying to save a life that’s already dead..”

It was as if someone just threw Lucifer into the Antarctic ocean. Mammon smiled at him just as the castle doors opened up.

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The moment Lucifer returned home, he was immediately bombarded with questions about Mammon from his four younger brothers.

“Where’s Mammon?”

“What happened to Mammon?

“Why isn’t Mammon with you?!”

“Where did you leave Mammon?!”

Lucifer looked at them with dull, puffy red eyes. Signaling that he didn’t want to talk about it and left for his study but Satan refused to be left without an answer, “Lucifer, where’s Mammon?!”

Lucifer ignored Satan’s calls and continued to ascend the stairs. Satan, having enough of Lucifer’s silent treatment, screamed out continuous insults at him. Forcing the eldest to answer his question with growing irritation.

“Mammon is gone.”

Just like Lucifer, Satan had broke out into a cold sweat.

“Wh-what..?”

Lucifer glanced over his shoulder to stare Satan straight in the eye, “Mammon. Is gone. He’s dead. And he’s not coming back. Not to me. Not to us.”

Satan shook his head in denial, “N-no.. You’re lying!”

Lucifer continued to stare over his shoulder, “And why would I lie about this? My brother is gone. There’s no reason to lie about this.” And with that, Lucifer was gone before anyone else could open their mouth.

Leviathan stood there, processing the sudden information of his older brother. Mammon? Dead? How- No- No! How could- What- Why?!- Just!.. Why..? Running to his room, he indulged in his games and anime to make the pain go away. He couldn’t cry! Crying was for normies! So then why was he crying anyways? Salty tears fell down his cheeks like waterfalls. How could this be?

Satan stormed up to his room. Slamming his door and immediately destroying everything in his wake. Tearing books apart, throwing vases, destroying his bookshelves. Nothing could satisfy his rage, so he screamed. He screamed and screamed at the top of his lungs until his throat was sore and he could no longer make noise. Angry tears running down his face the whole time.

Too tired from crying earlier, Asmo had gone to bed with you in tow before Lucifer had come home. Too exhausted and mentally drained.

Beel immediately broke out in tears, there’s no way that Mammon was dead! No, not Mammon! Mammon’s always been so strong! How could he just die like that?! There’s just no way. Beel wasn’t hungry anymore and left his food half eaten. Leaving with Belphie to sleep away the pain. Hoping that he would wake up and it was all just a bad dream. A really really bad dream..

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BOOM HOW D’YA LIKE THEM APPLES?! Angst, my best genre because it’s the only thing I read on here lol. Honestly I was a little conflicted on writing a happy or sad ending. If you guys do want it enough though, I’ll write an alternate ending haha okay bye peace duces i’m hungry-