#niki🖤

[sun4kiss]

plss another riki audio please please please

NISHIMURA RIKI nsfw AUDIO

riki masturbating himself while scrolling through the photos on your Instagram profile with his free hand, cumming hard when he focuses his eyes longer on one of your posts where you were in a bikini/trunks.

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#tag list @lurking-coconut @sunoofairyofsass @trizdoniki @gayforsunoo @owisns9w

@ksnreads @glassflowerpetals @vhuteryh @lalisa-love-me-oh @yaksokhale

[aureatchi]

i saw this and instantly thought of u !!

https://vt.tiktok.com/ZS21v4CVH/

also hi reverie !! this might be my last inbox (for NOW maybe, because still not sure how heavy my workload will be for this 2nd term, 1st sem but i hope it won't 😞) i'm going back to uni and will get busy with my major once again.

maybe we'll have a double date with chuu and dazai when i get active but yeah !! sending u all my love rn, lovely 🫂🤍

AWW HI ATE NIKI 🥺 !! first of all i wish you tons of luck & strength for uni once again, sending you sm love to get thru studying, exams, everything !! i’m already imagining athlete!chuuya excited to see you for another year at campus 🤭

OH MY GOSH “shikanokonokokoshitantan” LMAO thank u sm for sending this to me fedya’s so cute here <3 have a great semester lovelier !!

[unseelie-kaye]

Yeah okay it sucks

But weirdly I think this is going to help them win in Baltimore.

[writingforstraykids]

I'm so happy you feel safe reaching out to me still, even after I've went silent for such long periods of time with everything that's been going on! I'm trying my best to be more active again, I swear! I love you too, niki, my sunshine🥺🖤🖤

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my mooties ! (in no particular order) pt. 1 || pt. 2

@skzoologist: my life. my heart. my soul. my darling dearest. my wife. my butterfly. my best friend. soulmate, if you will. my life would not be the same without you. i think about you and everything you have done for me every single day. thank you for being with me through all my struggles. i don't believe i'll ever be able to repay you the same way, but i'll always be here for you no matter what. there is no one else i would have chosen to be my best friend, absolutely no one could ever compare to you. your artwork is so fucking phenomenal, i still have the drawing you made set as my lockscreen. your writing is so amazing and perfectly angsty, i haven't found anyone who can write like you. i love our dynamic and how i can speak so freely with you. our personalities are so vastly different and i think that's the reason i find it so easy to speak with you. i wouldn't trade you for anything, zehina. thank you for showing me what a true friend is, i love you sosososoooooooo much cutie (yes you're cute shut up) <3

@writingforstraykids: i love talking to you so much. i'm so glad to have had you from the very start of my whole journey on tumblr. there's not a single moment where i'm afraid to reach out to you anymore. you are my safe place. i know life has genuinely been treating you like shit recently, but i hope you know that you always have me to talk to about these things. thank you for everything, i love you <3

@galaxycatdrawz: azzy. my cutie lovebug. my bomi buddy !!! my little troublemaker hehe :3 i love you sososo much and i cannot explain how much you've helped me within the past couple months. thank you for never leaving my side, you genuinely make every moment so much better. we'll have known eachother for an entire year soon, and i can't wait to find new things to experience with you <3

@theo4eve: theooo ! i remember the last time i made my mooties page, we had only been mutuals for a couple hours. i'm glad that we've gotten to know eachother since that time. we haven't spoken as much since my break, but i hope to speak frequently with you again soon ! love you <3

@shua-f4lmings: my anna bug ! so glad to have met you. you are sososo talented and unique ! thank you for reaching out to me all those months ago, i love yapping about different groups with you hehe <3

@sona1800: sona, my darling. it's shocking how i've found my long lost twin on tumblr hehe :3 i love talking to you and spending time with you, and i'm so grateful for all those nights you've helped me with my feelings. thank you so much, simply for being you <3

@silverstarburst: ash ! we haven't really talked in a while but i miss you so much ! thank you for always being here for me anyways, i'm back online regularly now so i'll always be here if you need someone to talk to as well !!! love you <3

@miuracha: miu my angel. you are so fucking talented and amazing and omg i love you. idk why but i get such bad cuteness aggression when talking about you :3 still will never forget about how i almost passed away after you followed me back haha... and after finding about your 8 million accounts....... <3

@jinnie-ret: jinnieeee ! you are literally just the sweetest ever and so fucking supportive. thank you for always being here for me. you're so talented, and even after my huge reading/writing break your fics were still just as refreshing as ever ! hope to talk more soon <3

@kaiyaba: omg cadence ! i'm not sure if you post anything anymore, but i'm glad we've still been in touch outside of tumblr ! miss you, hope we can interact on tumblr more often too <3

@cham3li: jenny jenny jenny jenny oh my god my sunshine my baby my mini me ! i've missed you so much. i hope we can talk more now that i'm back hehe, hopefully life has been treating you well :3

@milf-ivy: ivyyyy ! it's so fun to meet people of the same culture here on tumblr, i think it's kinda cute how we found eachother in this little community :3 we don't talk much but i love you a lot and i miss you ! hope we can talk again soon <3

@cinnamostar: hehehahhaha stacy... honestly we don't talk much about groups anymore, it's mainly just videogames lol. still so happy to have you in my life nonetheless ! i think we lowkey went on hiatus around the same time, but i hope we can both get that spark back ! love you <3

@hyuuukais: waaaa i have no idea how you follow me either like i am nowhere near your level of writing omg... your works are so fucking addicting and i literally remember how i squealed when you posted your xdh masterlist lol. hope to see more works from you soon <3

@seungiesz: im in love with your little text scenarios. no like literally. we have never spoken to eachother but your works are so cute and i hope to read more of them soon ! maybe we can interact soon hehe <3

@riariks: aaaa hi hello ! i love your little drabbles hehe :3 i remember i used to read a bunch on your old account ! hope life is treating you well and we can interact more hehe <3

@kayewrite: i've literally only read 1-2 fics from you a while back, and from what i can remember, they were amazing. you're genuinely such a talented writer, i know you've been inactive for a little bit, but i hope to see you again soon <3

@anautumncarol: honestly i wish i was able to read more of your fics since you normally post on ao3 but holy shit your fluff is soooo good ! i love reading your fics when i'm in a bad mood ! you're amazing at what you do <3

@starseungs: lord have mercy i cannot even believe you follow me back. you are so sosososiiofigehruifehwuifkjeifjk so fucking talented and you're such an amazing writer it's like flabbergasting. literally continue doing whatever you're doing bc it's working so well and im addicted. not exaggerating <3

@eczlipse: your smut... lord have mercy. i love your writing format tbh it makes it so easy to read ! i don't think we've ever interacted but your writing is so yummylicious like i literally love it. pls keep doing what youre doing bc it's working xoxo <3

@jeonginsleftcheek: ozzy ! im 100% sure you literally don't know who i am bc i think we started following eachother as soon as i went on my hiatus, but i love your works ! hope we can interact now that i'm back <3

@uki-kiki: idk if you write for any kpop groups but from what i know, i love your little scenarios and bits of poetry. i'm not quite sure if you're active anymore, but i hope you're doing well <3

@efflorescing-mary: i love your poetry ! i know you're a kpop stan but i'm not entirely sure you write for any of them lol... all i know is that your works are amazing ! idk how long it's been since you've written something but i literally love the way you write <3

@wmewtew: honestly i don't know if we've talked like ever... but i love the fics you reblog they're so yummyyyy agh ! i hope we can bond over them sometime hehe <3

@aeinzzzketchup: i'm not sure if you write anymore bc i can't find your main anymore :( it's sad to see all these people leaving aghhh ! i hope you know you always have a place here in our little community <3

@thefantasyden: love your writing ! it's so like straight to the point when it comes to smut hehe :3 i haven't gone through your entire masterlist yet, but it's definitely on my bucket list <3

@biteyoubiteme: ugh your formatting is soo nice like i wish i could write the way you do... that being said i love the stuff you write and your content is so amazing ! we def need to interact more lol, expect reblogs on your fics soon <3

@zee-143: i'm pretty sure we met through theo if i'm not mistaken hehe :3 we've barely talked but you're such a cutie and i hope we can get to know eachother more <3

@dmnksrt: hehehhe ik you through zehina :3 i remember you from a while back honestly but i think you've gone offline for now too </3 hope to see you back on soon tho <3

@hyunnjiin: i also don't know if you post fics... but i know you reblog a loooot of stuff ! i hope we can bond over some of that content some time hehe <3

@wooyoungchangbinstaytiny: nithya... you haven't been active since all the chaos ensued lmfao. clocked leah and kylei's asses though, you'll always have a special place in my heart for that <3

@beomiinee: holy shit it has been soooo long </3 i think you've deleted all your fics unfortunately :( but i still definitely remember you !!! i'm always here to talk if you wanna darling <3

@moonchild9350: hehe i loooove your writing, especially because of how fluffy and smutty it is at the same time ! i'm probably gonna read more of your works soon, you have a lot omg <3

@miyaluvvsyou: miyaaaa heheh hiiii ! idk if you write at all but thank you so much for helping with so many of nat's masterpieces lol ! i've read some of your works years ago on your madderton account too, literally phenomenal <3

@solisyeah: hehe your writing style is so cute and easy to read ! it makes your fics so enjoyable. i know your life has been sososo hard recently and i'm pretty sure you're completely off tumblr anyways, but i hope it's better now <3

@evermourning: i know you're inactive too, but i love your series, your works are so fucking adorable ! will miss your writing lots, hopefully life is treating you well <3

@hearts4leeknow: i miss you so much you have no idea. it's been almost an entire year since you've been off tumblr, and everyday i regret not getting to your request fast enough. it's still in my drafts, i wanted to post it when you got back, but you never did </3 i hope one day you can come back to our community, love you forever <3

@slvt4felix: hehe your series are soooo cute and i love your writing ! not to mention your art ?! it's actually so amazing like hooooly shit. you have to start making more of that lol, it's so good <3

@arafilez: ara aaaa omg i've missed you so much ! you're one of the first ateez writers i ever got into, and i think it's so cool how we're also from the same area lolll ! i love your works so much. they're amazing, and so are you <3

@chqnverse: lord have mercy... your writing nora. it's so fucking good oh my god ! it's so unfortunate that we had such a rocky start to our friendship, but i hope we can talk again soon ! miss you <3

@wegc: i genuinely remember falling in love with your writing and sending in an ask after the first couple fics i read by you... i lowkey don't know if you write anymore but i'm glad to see you're still active on your personal account <3

@uknowme-not: i'll never forget you darling. i remember how excited i was seeing that someone had sent me an ask for the very first time. i cherish what you said to me in that ask forever, thank you so much for supporting me <3

@hyewka: stg i go back to your fics like every other day. i will reread the bunny hybrid soobin drabble over and over and over again till the day i fucking die. i'm actually never forgetting about you, you're so cool pls never die xoxo <3

@astraysimp: aaagh your skz!dad fics have always had a chokehold on me, i still go back and read them from time to time ! your account has the cutest concept ever omg i love it so much <3

@redlightsallnight: i think you were last active in 2024, but omg the things you reblog... unfortunately i don't think i've been able to find any of your works yet, but i'll surely read them if i see them anywhere <3

@owocontroversy: hehehhahahah your mood boards... yum yum ! i don't think you write, but you're pretty chill and i love interacting with you ! it's definitely been a while tho, hope we can catch up soon <3

@shampgyu: agh i miss you... i know you've changed blogs but i was too pussy to dm you and ask for your new account </3 i hope that we can reconnect someday thooo <3

@turtledove824: hehe awhhh i think i only remember one of your fics, it was the christmas one !!! but it was still sooo cute, i mainly know you for our interactions tho :3 miss you, hope we can talk again soon <3

@lixie-phoria: i love your headcannons and drabbles oh my godddd ewhjgfuyiewflk like how are your works so good !?!? and you make it look so easy too... you're so talented babe, keep it up <3

@mxltshake: i'm not sure if you post anything at all but i fuck with your reblogs heavy, and i've seen that we agree on a lot of the same controversial topics !!! hope we can yap about that stuff eventually hehe <3

[kelsnish]

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🕸️KINKTOBER 🕷️ 2024🕸️

𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐃𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠: This is all fiction. AKA not an accurate portrayal of the members. If certain themes are triggering for you, please avoid them AT ALL COST!!! You must be 18 or older to engage in the content below. MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!!! Happy Reading :)

ᅟᅟᅟ⌕ | 𝐌𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐬 & 𝐆𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐩𝐬 𝐅𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐝 | ⁀➴

STRAY KIDS: 「 Bangchan — Felix 」

ENHYPEN: 「 Heeseung — Jungwon 」

TOMORROW BY TOGETHER: 「 Yeonjun — Huening Kai 」

ATEEZ: 「 Yunho — Mingi 」

CANCELED RIIZE: 「 Shotaro — Anton 」

ᅟᅟᅟ⌕ | 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 | ⁀➴ link to main mlist

DAYS 1 THROUGH 8… Established Relationship AU

[1] • CRAZY OVER YOU, BABY enhypen ot7 ↳ Clingy Girlfriend (anon) GENRE: fluff, suggestive, smut

[2] • MATCH MY FREAK riize ot7 ↳ RIIZE BF as Kinks GENRE: smut

[3] • TAP OUT txt ot5 ↳ Edging GENRE: smut

[4] • IMU starring Heeseung ↳ Dirty Talking GENRE: smut

[5] • CHOKEHOLD starring Changbin ↳ Asphyxiation + Rough Sex GENRE: smut

[6] • F*#@ ME LIKE YOU MAD AT ME, BABY starring Jake ↳ Impact Play + Rough Sex (anon) GENRE: smut

[7] • TRUST ME starring Yeosang ↳ Blindfold + Sensory Deprivation GENRE: smut

[8] • QUICK FUCK starring Jake and Heeseung ↳ Car Sex (anon) GENRE: smut

DAYS 9 THROUGH 15… Friends/Strangers/Enemies to Lovers

[9] • WHY DO YOU HATE ME? starring Huening Kai ↳ Dacryphilia + Bullying GENRE: smut, crack, angst

[10] • GOOD BOY starring Felix ↳ Sadism + Masochism GENRE: smut

[11] • YOU'RE MINE starring Hongjoong ↳ Biting + Marking + Babytrap GENRE: smut

[12] • FUCK ME LIKE THIS starring Beomgyu ↳ Virgin + Body Worship GENRE: smut

[13] • TIMEOUT!! starring Hyunjin ↳ Bullying + Rough Sex + Secret Relationship GENRE: smut

[14] • CAN'T HELP MYSELF starring Jake ↳ Voyeurism + Somnophilia + Babytrap (anon) GENRE: smut

[15] • ZIP IT UP starring Heeseung ↳ Stimulation (anon) GENRE: smut

DAYS 15 THROUGH 21… Taboo

[16] • BF X BSF starring Felix and Bangchan (reblog) ↳ Cuckholding + Double Penetration + Voyeurism GENRE: smut

[17] • LOOK, DON'T TOUCH starring Sungchan, Shotaro, Sohee ↳ Voyeurism (members will be edited) GENRE: smut

[18] • SLEEP ON IT starring Seonghwa ↳ Somnophilia + Spectrophilia GENRE: smut, incubus, black magic

[19] • LESSON ONE starring Lee Know ↳ Corruption + Professor GENRE: smut

[20] • SUCK IT starring Sunghoon ↳ Tobusexual + CNC + Blood Play GENRE: smut

[21] • TWO FOR ONE starring San and Mingi ↳ Double Penetration + Toys + Drunk Sex GENRE: smut

[22] • PUSSY PLAY starring Yeonjun ↳ Role Play + Kitty + Oral GENRE: smut

[23] • SPIN CYCLE starring Jay and Jake ↳ Exhibitionist GENRE: smut

DAYS 22 THROUGH 31… Heavy Hitters

[24] • DIE FOR YOU starring Yunho ↳ Psycho Lover + Profession Taboo + Manipulation GENRE: smut, angst, gore (@mimikittysblog - alternative ending)

[25] • FLOWER GIRL starring Jake ↳ Yandere GENRE: smut, angst, dark themes

[26] • SHOW ME HOW TO LOVE YOU starring Han ↳ Friends with Benefits GENRE: smut, angst

[27] • PAINT ME RED starring Sunghoon ↳ Yandere + Stalker (anon) GENRE: smut, angst, gore

[28] • MAKE A WISH starring Niki ↳ Friends with Benefits GENRE: suggestive, angst

[29] • TRUTH HURTS starring ??? ↳ Friends with Benefits (anon) GENRE: smut, angst

[30] • WHEN THE WORLD FALLS APART starring Jake ↳ Purge (anon) GENRE: smut, angst

[31] • I'M SORRY, DADDY enhypen ot6 ↳ Orgy + Creampie + Squirting + Toys + Multi Penetration GENRE: smut

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[boydepartment]

NIKI IS THE TYPE OF GUY PLEASE🙏🏾PLEASE🙏🏾PLEASE-

I CANT STOP THINKING OF THAT LIL DUDE😭

riki is the type of guy…

a/n: I HOPE U LIKE IT BLOO ILYSM

MASTERLIST

warnings- none just fluff

wc- 250-300

other members part-

jungwon heeseung jay jake sunghoon sunoo ni-ki

song- die young- kesha

riki is the type of guy who…

🐆 feels really bad seeing you rushing in the rain without any kind of jacket or umbrella. he feels bad to the point where he stops you and gives you his jacket without even knowing you.

🐆 starts to believe in fate when he bumps into you in a convenience store. he recognizes you by your appearance and the fact you’re still wearing his jacket. riki tries not to let his ego grow too much.

🐆 blatantly asks for your number just so he can know why you were rushing in the rain. the excuse works and he scores your number.

🐆definitely brags that he got someone’s number when he got home. riki rubs it in his members faces that he bumped into you again AND got your number. they end up teasing him and asking if he got the over 1k dollar jacket back (he didn’t but riki wasn’t complaining)

🐆 listens to you talk about your day and whatever is going on with you. riki loves listening to you talk about your life, it makes him feel normal. like he’s just another one of your friends who has to do school or work or normal people stuff.

🐆gets really fed up just being your friend. he gets a little pissy around other people and seems to get frustrated around you. once you call him out he softens up. that day riki told you that he can’t be your friend anymore because he doesn’t see you as just a friend. you quite literally grin and yell “FINALLY!”

🐆spoils you. anything you need he’s rushing to get it for you. you’re thirsty? do you want tea? water? soda? he can look up how to make a milkshake!

🐆teases you, obviously. he’s either poking you in the side with his finger, ruffling your hair, nudging your shoulder. he loves watching you laugh and roll your eyes

🐆fixes minimal things. if your hair falls in your face he fixes it. your shoulder strap falls? he’s fixing it. if you have food on your face? you don’t have any time to fix it yourself before he’s already getting a napkin and doing it for you.

🖤🐆 riki is the type of guy to be down bad for you since day one. he has liked you since he bumped into you again, riki will never tell you… but he REALLY did start believing in fate and soulmates after he met you.

[writingforstraykids]

hehe thank you, sunny🖤

Almost gone

Pairing: Seungmin x fem!Reader

Word Count: 1812

Summary: Seungmin had always been honest. Maybe even too honest, some would say. It was a quality that most people admired in him, his willingness to be open and not to pretend, though few could genuinely handle it. You always had been one of the few. Or at least, that’s what he had thought.

Warnings/Tags: angst, emotional!hurt, happy ending, miscommunication (sort of?), seungmin learns to open up

do not repost, translate, or plagiarize my works in any way here or on other platforms. ©️writingforstraykids 2024 -

Seungmin had always been honest. Maybe even too honest, some would say. It was a quality that most people admired in him, his willingness to be open and not to pretend, though few could genuinely handle it. You always had been one of the few.

Or at least, that’s what he had thought.

The night it happened, the two of you had been sitting in his dorm room, the soft hum of music playing in the background. It had been a stressful, exhausting day for you both, but there was comfort in each other’s presence…Or there had been.

Until he said it.

“You’re too sensitive, you know that?”

It wasn’t the first time he had told you this. There had been plenty of times: Lovingly, when you were crying over kitten videos, annoyed when you would take something to heart too quickly, embarrassed when you snapped at someone for saying something so clearly out of line for you. It wasn’t even the worst thing he had ever said. But tonight, it hit differently.

Maybe it was the way his voice had carried that edge of exasperation. Perhaps it was the weight of everything else you had endured that day. Maybe it was because you had spent so long trying to convince yourself that you could take whatever he threw at you, that you could handle his sharp words. After all, that was just who he was. And he usually didn’t mean it in a harmful way, did he?

But in that moment, something inside you cracked.

You had laughed at first, an empty sound, barely meeting his eyes. “Yeah, maybe I am.”

He didn’t notice the way your fingers curled into the hem of your sweater, knuckles white from the firm grip. He didn’t see the way your shoulders tensed as if bracing for the impact of more words possibly able to hurt you. He was too busy looking at his phone, too caught up in whatever joke Felix had just texted him.

And that was when you realized something you wished you hadn’t: He didn’t even notice.

He didn’t realize how much his words hurt. He didn’t realize that this wasn’t just about this one moment but about every moment before it - the times when he dismissed your feelings as if they were inconveniences and when his bluntness cut more profound than he understood - the times when you had swallowed your pain because you loved him.

And maybe that was the problem. You loved him. God, you loved him. You loved the way his eyes shone bright when he laughed at your jokes, the way his hair felt beneath your hand, the way his arms wrapped around you after a long day, you loved so much of him…

But did he love you the same way? Or did he love you only when you were easy to deal with?

You stood up so suddenly that he finally looked up from his phone, blinking. “Where are you going?”

You swallowed heavily. “I think I need some air.”

Seungmin frowned, as he always did when he thought you were being dramatic. “It’s late...”

“I’ll be fine.” You grabbed your bag, forcing yourself to keep your voice even. “I just… I need to go.”

He could have stopped you. He could have asked what was wrong, reached out, grabbed your wrist, and held you there until you told him what you were thinking and what you were feeling. He used to.

But he didn’t.

He just sighed, rolling his eyes. “Okay then, I guess.”

And that was it. That was the final crack before the dam broke. You didn’t say anything. You just walked out the door, not sparing him another glance.

And Seungmin let you.

-

He didn’t realize something was wrong until the next day.

It wasn’t like you hadn’t left before - sometimes you needed space, and he always assumed you would come back. But this time, you didn’t text him. You didn’t show up for your usual lunch break at the café. You didn’t respond to his messages, and the longer the silence stretched, the more uneasy he felt.

At first, he convinced himself he was overthinking. Maybe you were just busy. Maybe you needed time to cool off. But as the hours turned into an entire day and then another, the pit in his stomach only grew deeper.

It wasn’t until Jisung casually mentioned seeing you with your suitcase at the station that Seungmin felt something cold settle in his chest.

“She looked upset,” Jisung had said, frowning. “Did something happen?”

Seungmin didn’t answer.

His mind was racing, replaying the last conversation you had, the way you had looked at him before you left. The way you hadn’t looked at him at all. He had thought you would come back. But what if you weren’t planning to?

What if somewhere along the way, he had missed something, and this was it? What if you’d disappear for good this time?

-

The train station was nearly empty by the time Seungmin got there, breathless, his heart hammering in his chest. He had no idea if you were still here, no idea if he had already lost you. But then, he saw you.

Sitting on one of the benches, your suitcase beside you, your arms wrapped around yourself as if trying to make yourself smaller. You were staring blankly at the tracks, lost in thought, and for the first time in a long time, Seungmin saw you - truly saw you.

And you looked… tired. Worn. Like you had been carrying the weight of something heavy for far too long. Something inside him clenched painfully. He swallowed, stepping closer. “You weren’t going to tell me you were leaving?”

You stiffened at his voice, your fingers tightening around your sleeves. For a long moment, you didn’t say anything. Then, softly, you murmured, “Would it have mattered?”

The words hit him harder than they should have. “Of course, it matters.”

You turned to look at him then, and he wished you hadn’t. Because your eyes - your beautiful, expressive eyes - held something he had never seen before.

Resignation.

“I don’t think it does,” you said, and the words were quiet, but they might as well have been a scream. “Not really.”

Seungmin opened his mouth, but nothing came out because he didn’t know how to argue with something that was… true. For so long, he had taken you for granted, assuming that you would always be there, that you would always forgive him. He had never stopped to think about what it would mean if you decided you had enough one day.

And now, here you were. Leaving. Because of him. “Don’t go.” His voice was quieter than he intended, almost pleading.

You gave a sad, hollow smile. “You don’t mean that.”

“I do.”

“Why?”

Seungmin froze. Why? He had never been good with words - not the important ones, at least. But right now, if he didn’t say them, he would lose you. So, he forced himself to be honest. Not the kind of honesty that hurt, but the kind that mattered. “Because I care about you,” he said, his voice rough. “Because I don’t want to lose you. Because I should have realized sooner that just because I don’t mean to hurt you doesn’t mean I haven’t been.”

You looked at him, searching for something in his face. Then, you exhaled, shaking your head. “Seungmin… I can’t keep doing this.”

His chest tightened. “Doing what?”

“This.” You gestured vaguely between the two of you. “Trying so hard to make myself okay with the way you talk to me sometimes. Convincing myself that you don’t mean it, that it’s just the way you are. But I’m tired, Seungmin. I’m tired of feeling like my feelings don’t matter.”

He had never felt this kind of fear before, the kind that settled deep in his bones, making his hands shake. “I-”

“I don’t need you to fix everything,” you continued, voice raw. “I just need you to care when something hurts me. To see me. To want to see me.”

Seungmin swallowed, his throat dry. “But, I-I do see you.”

“Then why did it take me leaving for you to finally say that?” you asked tiredly, blinking up at him slowly, as you didn’t quite know if you wanted an answer or not.

He had no answer to that. And the silence that followed was the loudest thing he had ever heard. The train arrived. The doors opened. And for a moment, the world seemed to hold its breath. Then, you got up, grabbing the handle of your suitcase.

And Seungmin watched you step onto the train, the doors closing between you. He was being left behind, with all the words he should have said still sitting on his tongue, never spoken…

And then, Seungmin moved.

Shaking his head, he ran up to the train, slamming his hand against the button to reopen the doors. The moment they slid apart, he stepped inside and grabbed your wrist, pulling you back out onto the platform with him. Your suitcase followed, clattering onto the ground beside you.

“What the hell, Seungmin?” you yelled, struggling against his grip. “Let me go!”

But he didn’t. His fingers stayed wrapped around your wrist, firm but trembling, as the train doors shut behind you. The train whistled, then pulled away, leaving the two of you standing there - just you and him and the silence of everything unsaid.

Your world stood still as you saw the tears brimming in his eyes.

“I didn’t want to be too much,” he whispered, voice breaking. “I don’t want to cling to you, but I don’t know how to walk the fine line between being an unresponsive asshole and holding on too tight. I don’t know, but I’ll learn. I’ll try to learn… for you.”

Your breath hitched, your heart pounding against your ribs. What?

“I love you,” he admitted, his voice raw, his gaze searching yours. “I love you so much, Y/nnie, I don’t even know where to begin. I’m so sorry if I hurt you, I’m so sorry. And I know I should have said it sooner. I should have said a lot of things sooner. But please…” His grip tightened, desperation evident in every inch of him. “Don’t leave.”

Seungmin had always been honest. Maybe even too honest, some would say. But for the first time, his honesty wasn’t sharp. It wasn’t a blade. It was a plea.

How could you turn away from this and leave?

A shaky exhale left you as your fingers carefully intertwined with his, your own eyes mirroring his teary expression. “Do you promise to try and cling to me once in a while?”

“I promise,” he whispered, grabbing your other hand as well, squeezing them tightly in his hold. “I promise, my love.”

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[lixiebokie]

we can’t be friends

idol: niki x reader

summery: nikis friend group has always known as the towns bad boys, especially him and she came to town as the loser who’s happens to be related to one of them. he wasn’t happy with her tagging along but when mysterious notes start showing up addressed to him he realises maybe she isn’t as annoying as he thought.

warnings: mentions of underage drinking, bad childhoods, kissing, grumpy x sunshine etc

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i’ve litterally been writing this for 2 years omg.. first chapter is to be posted very soon

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[scuderiadream]

backburner ( smau )

꒰ singer!reader x lando norris ꒱

𖧧 summary : when they first started dating, everything was wonderful for them both, until one day, the reader discovered she was the backburner in the relationship that would turn it into a song

𖧧 faceclaim : nicole zefanya (niki)

𖧧 author note : hellu! this is my first time writing something like this, this au (or fanfic) is inspired by niki's "backburner" which meant sort of like a backup relationship, sorry if this is lowkey shit or weird i swear i'm trying :') anyway, hope you enjoy it <3

part 2

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username OKAY MOTHER!!

landonorris i may not be the tallest boy in the world, but i'll never look down on you *winks*

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landonorris date night 🖤

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username oh to be her

username my parents 🫶

danielricciardo mate, this isnt' the first thing i want to see when i open my eyes

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f1gossiphq oops! looks like singer-songwriter yn has been seen fighting with her longtime partner, lando, could this mean a breakup? or just some stupid argument?

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username MY. DIVORCED. PARENTS. ????💔💔💔💔💔💔

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username I THOUGHT THEY HAD A PERFECT DATE NIGHT LIKE A FEW DAYS AGO??!!??!!?

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yourusername hello lovely beautiful people, after a few months of relaxation, i'm excited to share you my favorite new song i recently wrote! i truly hope you all will love this song as much as i do <3 "backburner" music video out now!! 🤍

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username MOTHER IS BACK

username STOP I JUST LISTENED TO IT AND ITS SO GOOD I CANT STOP CRYIGNJNKJDSI

username the mv is so cute but the lyrics?? oh my god

username omfg lando probably recorded all of those cute video clips in the mv 😕

gracieabrams already listening to it on repeat 🫡

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[writingforstraykids]

My beloved cutie mooties🥺🖤

(edited 12.05.24)

🖤@atinyniki🖤

Niki, my beautiful sunshine, I'm so grateful to have you through thick and thin. I'm still convinced you're cute and idc whether you accept that or not. I love talking to you and you're one of the kindest people I know (unless you yell at me you meanie...joking obviously, chill guys😂🖤) I'll always be there for you...also pls stop spending so much money on me cutie😭 Keep shining sunny bunny...love you, pretty girl🖤

🖤@zehina🖤

my beloved (not so silent anymore) bestie, i love our shared European confusion and confusing the others together in return. you're such a cute little kitty and we all know u love being called cute so...you're very cute, deal with it🤭I love our shared stupidity whenever we talk about the boys and seriously, every time you send me your part for the rambles I'd drop to my knees and pay for it bc holy shit. I'll always be there if you need me, keep fighting lovey. love you unnie🖤

🖤@galaxycatdrawz🖤

azzy, I'm so proud of slowly pulling you a little from the shadows you were hiding in😂 also...idk how I managed to do so, but I'm still laughing about achieving most of your tumblr milestones😭 i love sharing requests with you, working out ideas or simply do as you said and write what my brain couldn't figure out. thank you for always being there for me and sharing your brilliant brain with me, co-writer🤭 also it's such a bummer we live so far away bc after what we talked about so far I know you'd be the best cuddle buddy🥺 love you azzy my cutest little thing🖤

🖤@jinnie-ret 🖤

jinnie my dear, even though we haven't talked that much so far, I always love it when we get the chance🤭 can't wait to get to know you better as well and I'm already so excited for that fic👀looveeee your writing sm🖤

🖤@sona1800🖤

you're my newest mootie and I love you so much already it's ridiculous (niki can confirm that🥹) you're always so sweet and you literally outshine every fic with your loving reblogs and comments (I'm just too speechless to answer properly, I really love them🥺) so yeah, that's why you got the tag "the cutest" 🤭🖤

🖤@silverstarburst🖤

Ash. my dear, we don't have that much time to talk usually because you're either working or I'm asleep (a rarity but still). Nevertheless, you have a special place in my heart by now and I'm thankful for your presence in my life. I know who to text if I need someone to kick ass. Your reblogs make me smile like some idiot every time, thank you so much for appreciating my lil dummy ideas so much. love you mama wolf🖤

🖤@slutforchanlix🖤

Miu, babyy, I've made you cry way too often with stuff like this—my bad. I know it's not always easy, but you're one of the kindest people I know, and I love that I have someone with whom I can talk in my native language for once. You're a sweetheart and thank you for always being there for me. I still plan to meet you one day hehe. Long story short, you're amazing, don't let anyone else try to make you believe anything less than that. Bin immer für dich da🖤

🖤@michelle4eve🖤

heyy mimi, we haven't talked much so far...sometimes accidentally when you mistook my icon for niki's I hope that's easier now😂😉 you seem like such a kind soul and I hope we'll get closer over time (no rush dear!) I'm happy over each of your reblogs, especially after you told us you're too shy to do so sometimes. I really appreciate it, you cutie🖤

🖤@chrizzztopherbang🖤

I always loved seeing you pop up in my notifications with your sweet comments. I already think you're a sweetheart, I know we haven't talked that much yet. Still, I loved prereading your fics and getting a glimpse into your genius brain. Don't give up writing as long as you have fun with it, because you're truly amazing at it🖤

🖤@wolfyychan🖤

You've been around on my prior blog already and still my stupid brain didn't realize you've changed usernames for so long😭😂 I always look forward to your excited comments and reblogs, they're truly a boost of motiviation ngl. Hope to have you around for a long time🤭🖤

🖤@james-is-here🖤

Your excitement for that Minchan series made me think about writing bonus chapters for the first time in months. I really love seeing how you get so invested in some of the stories, which makes me want to do better hehe. Also...omg...I'm still thinking about that one fic you wrote a while ago🫠 I'm excited to see what's next and hope we'll get the chance to maybe talk some more🖤

🖤@queer-possum🖤

Without giving away too much, your brain is amazing. I love your requests so much and you're always so kind when I get back to you to make sure I get everything right. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to write about certain topics and stuff I haven't so far🖤

🖤@chanandminhoenthusiast🖤

love, love, loveee your blog (for obvious inspirational reasons😉) you seemed like a very sweet soul whenever we talked before and I'll always be there if you need someone to talk, even about the most random bullshit😂🖤

🖤@palindrome969🖤

You're such a lovely person, I can't even put it into words properly. Your writing is beautiful and I'm still in love with that stargazing fic with Channie😭 always love talking to you and seeing your comments🖤

🖤@5starluvr🖤

I've told you so before, I wanna kiss your brain so bad sometimes. The stuff you come up with for me to write is brilliant. I can't wait to finish more of your requests and share ideas as soon as possible! Love you hehe🖤

🖤@mellhwang🖤

Heyy sweetie, I love seeing you in my notes and I swear I'll get that Minchan x Hyunjin thing done for you!! Thank you for all the love, dear🖤

🖤@lost-in-avoidance🖤

The amount of times I made you choke back tears at work is...concerning and I'm so sorry, I don't do it on purpose, I swear😭😂 your reblogs are always so genuine and make me feel like I did exactly what I wanted to with the fic in question. I appreciate your words so much, thank you!

[sona1800]

Niki! Nah I'm not too nice 🙃 You're pumpkin fr 🫶

@jinnie-ret - Mint

@hongtea - Sky blue

@hwangism143 - ourple

@livelovelaughmiko - rose~

@jeonginsleftcheek - Pumpkin

No pressure tags for whoever wants to join!!

guess who made one of those ask game things :] yknow cause why not

you know the drill

[mochamvgz]

what they would save ur contact as

; i don't think this needs a synopsis? it's all in the title

; ot7 enhypen x reader

; genre: hcs, non idol au, established relationship, fluff

; warnings: slight profanity, miraculous, some members being total simps, being called short by niki

; 0.5k words

; perm taglist: @inkelea @yuerki

heeseung || ramyeon partner🍜💛

the two of you LOVE ramyeon so it's only fitting. your first date, all the way back when you guys were in uni, was having ramyeon at a local convenience store for crying out loud!

and OF COURSE you immediately fished out your phone from your pocket to change his contact to the same

-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈

jay || my pretty girl💐 (in a completely not possesive and absolutely unpatriarchal way!)

if you saw xander hawthorne you're a real one pls marry me

we already know this guy is THE ultimate green flag so this came as a surprise to no one

you and jay are also massive feminists and no sticklers for insecure masculinity hence the parenthesis

when you find out what you're saved as on his phone you can't help but fall in love with your boyfriend all over again

-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈

jake || bugaboo🐞❤️🖤

if you think miraculous is a kids show GET OUTTA HERE

"there's no way you saved me as that"

"why? is there a problem bugaboo?"

without a word you unlock your phone, open ur contacts, scroll down to find his and hold it up in front of him

jake raises his brow at you and directs his attention to your screen, his mouth immediately forming an 'o'

" ‘chat noir’ ? oh my god you're kidding!"

-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈

sunghoon || (name)

the guy first saved your number when you were paired up for a project which was 2 whole years ago mind you and for some reason it just never? occurred? to him? to change it??

of course you're mad when you find out

"seriously hoon?"

"i'm sor-"

"give me your phone"

he complies. you unlock and open his contacts going to ‘favourites’, clicking on your contact which is at the top of the list duh

you change your contact name from ‘(name)’ to ‘the love of my life💘’ and hand his phone back. he raises his brows when he sees what you did but doesn't say anything because it's true

-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈

sunoo || QWEEN🙌👑

"YES!!! GO QUEEN!!!"

you guys were hanging out at his place one day, all snuggled up watching a movie and the female lead just did something super badass making you jump up

sunoo doesn't waste a moment grabbing the opportunity

"but you're my queen"

you're surprised at the abruptness of the compliment but try to appear more ‘seriously dude?’ rather than a blushing mess

"what? it's true i even have your contact saved as that"

he brandishes his phone to show you

there's no stopping the blush now

-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈

jungwon || yang jungwon's girlfriend 😤💖💓

when you ask him why he's referring to himself in third person he'd say

"in case my phone ever gets stolen or something, the thief would still know you're mine"

you can't take it anymore and burst out laughing

"what?" he'd ask with his brows furrowed

"you're ridiculous"

"but you still love me" he's right about that

-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈

niki || shortie🙄

to be fair your height is above average but your boyfriend is a fucking giant and even then you're only like 2 cm shorter

he still can't leave it alone tho and teases you about it to no end

"are you for real?"

"what? it's true ya know"

"for fuck's sake it's only 2 cm"

and just like that the two of you are at it again

; a/n: surprise surprise! my first hc yayyy! i hope this turned out okay bc i had no idea what i was doing lmao💀 ily if you got the reference in the jake one no i don't just mean miraculous

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[dykehot]

hello 🩷🏳️‍⚧️

my sibling is gathering mutual aid to help our trans little brother move out of Tennessee, where he currently lives with our very abusive father + other abusive relatives, to my sister’s place in Oregon.

his situation is bad enough already, with our extremely bigoted family and the abuse that comes with it, but we are trying to get him out before things get really really bad for queer folks in the southern states when Trump takes office.

all funds will go toward moving him in with our sister, buying him a mattress, and covering first month’s bills. I know there are a lot of important causes to donate to right now, but if you have the means, please consider donating or sharing 🖤.

we are less than 1/3 to our goal of $1,500‼️

thank you ✨

[featguler]

CALL MY BLUFF !

jude bellingham x original female character.

AND I WAKE WITH YOUR MEMORY OVER ME THAT'S A REAL FUCKING LEGACY TO LEAVE

SUMMARY : Olivia cannot ask for anything more in her relationship with Jude Bellingham, except maybe, if it is possible, for Jude to not be as popular as he is right now. He has been the internet's boyfriend for, what? Two full years by now? Their sixth anniversary is approaching, and while they've been so long that she cannot imagine a life without him, a kind of hurt tugs constantly in her heart. No matter how many times he would bravely brag about the goals that he had dedicated to her, no one seems to understand how to respect their relationship. And Olivia? She was not built for the influencer life. She loves the pretty stadium pictures, she loves watching her boyfriend bask in the glory of yet another win, and she loves getting to sit on his lap with her arms around his neck in hang-outs with his star-athlete friends. But she is not a celebrity; she is just a girl from Birmingham. And never in her wildest dream should she think of an end to their relationship—but maybe it is time.

･:*ੈ♡‧₊˚:･ OLIVIA && JUDE

☆ TAGS : childhood lovers, breakup, angst, female oc, episodic chapters, more to be added. WARNING : i am not affiliated sejin ming (olivia's faceclaim) and jude bellingham; i am not korean nor do i intend to portray the experience of korean diaspora in england; i have never lived in england and will most likely fuck a lot of things up; thus, a lot of facts are altered, and this series should not be seen as reality. most of the chapters will be in jude's pov but it's mixed tbh ☆ TUNES : it's nice to have a friend taylor swift 𐙚 magnets niki 𐙚 speak too soon wild rivers 𐙚 forever noah kahan 𐙚 maroon taylor swift 𐙚 you're the only one dolly parton 𐙚 bullshit on the internet suki waterhouse 𐙚 where do broken hearts go one direction 𐙚 buzz niki 𐙚 sun to me zach bryan 𐙚 thinking 'bout love wild rivers 𐙚 baby i'm yours arctic monkeys 𐙚 you forced me to lizzy mcalpine 𐙚 disconnected 5 seconds of summer 𐙚 shape of my heart backstreet boys 𐙚 back for more nia hendricks 𐙚 first day of my life bright eyes 𐙚 to get you suki waterhouse 𐙚 decimal novo amor 𐙚 fools troye sivan 𐙚 more to be added. ☆ WORDCOUNT / STATUS : 5,743 / ongoing ☆ TAGLIST : TBA. ☆ NOTES : please reply or send me an ask to be put in the taglist! i mentioned a few months ago that i wanted to start a bellingham fic with an original character, and i'm finally doing it! i am so excited for this, so please please send in inboxes about it if you want 🥰🖤 i hope you enjoy this!

⌗1 prologue: i won't be alone ( for the rest of my life ) ━━ 5,743 words jude learns to just take a shot.

TBA.

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