#niji lives rent free in my head...

[soleilnomoon]

Heyy kaia!! How are youuu girlll?? 🥀 You looking nice these days~ (i never met you lmao but i can feel the good vibes 🤓)

Idk if you like them, but I'll give it a go!

Imagine if the Vinsmoke bros get therapy or something of the equivalent 🧐

To be able to have human feelings and so to be normal humans.. like they'll actually feel pity, sadness, genuine happiness... Of course It'll take time and a lot of effort and sacrifices from their part, but I believe that if they're triggered from an outside party, like for example with something that reminds them of their mom, they'll understand that something is wrong at least.

What I want to say is, what if Niji (the blue one lmao) the one that threw the plate of food at Cosette, remembers this after/before/in the therapy sessions and actually feels weirdly "negative and so in order to erase this feeling he'll try to do something for her... (in the most awkward and proud way lol) Or at least he tries lmao but instead just develops the fattest crush on her 😭

She on the other hand knows that they're under therapy or at least to be better, so she's just very proud of him and how he's trying to "apologize" (if that even is what he's doing lol) in the most vinsmoke way possible 🥺 I mean why did he order to bring her a butcher's shop's WORTH of meat at like 4am?

Yeah also Judge is dead, they killed him. sike! (with their uncharacteristic kindness of course lmao)

That's it 🌸 Just a little Niji x Cosette moment <3

I'm from the perspective that YES they did AWFUL things to Sanji and to everyone around them, but at the same time they were practically NOT HUMAN, they COULDN'T feel empathy and compassion even if forced to. They are a result of an EXPERT their crazy and sick FATHER did, not them, imo.

That's why I precise the therapy part in the imagine of Niji and Cosette, because otherwise without therapy it'll be such a toxic relationship if we can even call it one. (They're too violent and angry)

Sorry I run at the mouth when I'm excited to explain something 😭

I hope this doesn't bother you in any way!

Please feel free to contradict me or point out anything that you disagree with <3

Have a wonderful weekend! 💐🌸

hi hiii ૮₍ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ₎ა, well, thank you angel 💕 you've got some good vibes too! so sorry, i’ve been meaning to answer this for weeks omg time is unreal. but yesss let’s get into it.

that’s a really interesting scenario; i can see them making attempts to better themselves after everything that’s happened — or, maybe after seeing how well-adjusted sanji is (or, as well adjusted as he can be 😭) and how sanji very adamantly does not want to be like them. i imagine this could partially be the catalyst where they’d tell themselves that if sanji can manage emotions, why can’t they? or, like you said, maybe there’s smth that reminds them of their mom — maybe those memories that they were forced to bury as children steadily resurface? it’s a solid theory tbh, although i’m not sure how much they can rehabilitate at this point — and if they do, i imagine there will be numerous relapses given the nature of their upbringing. still, effort’s effort right?

niji is so interesting to me (i love him i’m so biased); volatile, headstrong, impatient, cruel — so very un-princely, and yet demands to be treated as such lmao i do enjoy terrible characters <3 anyway, for someone who routinely did vile things to cosette (bc what drove him to go after her so much? he was sf extra and i doubt he even knows why he did what he did, or why her presence just…agitated him) i’m sure if he’s unlocking his emotions one by one, he’d be overwhelmed by them. because now he’d feel guilt and shame, and since remorse is not something he’s familiar with, he’d def try to find a way to get rid of it (like u said maybe trying to do things for her). whatever’s the fastest and easiest way tbh.

and, given cosette’s unwavering loyalty to that family, it makes sense that she’d somehow be privy to that information (of the siblings going to therapy or smth) and probably not healthy, she would be proud of them — or would believe that it was genuine on her end. i think she would end up focusing on niji anyway, which might confuse/annoy him more with how his feelings are making it difficult to function. he probably just gets annoyed whenever he remembers that he likes her and that’s such a problem for him (he has things to do yk) but he can’t bring himself to act out like he used to before (probably even gets teased by the others about it, because they’d def take note of any changes happening even if he tried hard to hide it).

judge should be dead!!! i’m writing a strongly worded letter to oda as we speak <.< but yes, the vinsmoke siblings are the worst but they’re unapologetic abt it and they were designed to be that way. anyway, thanks for sending this in <3 i enjoyed thinking abt it and i love niji so now i wanna write fics for him goshhh

i hope your weekend is going great 🥰️🥰️🥰️

[notfivefr]

Media consumption diary #4

Holostar- - - DUDEEE 🎸 has released an mv of his ori song (One Arm's Reach from Laika). At first i thought he covered a kagamine rin's song omg genuinely happy for him. He's a producer now uee. I still remember that one time he was thanking his fan for buying his tshirt merch bcs he finally has enough money to commission an animated mv.

Also pls pls pls listen to the original track.

- - - 🎭 started practicing for vsai few days ago. His team consists of him-leader, Koya (niji) and Eito (neoporte) and they called themselves 8GO- Blue Egoist (Blue Lock reference lmao). Tbh im so glad this time he's the one reaching out to people instead of being recruited. He sound genuinely happy with this team but he still downplayed his own achievements gosh i wish he stop, he got that self-destructive side idk how many times he makes his fan worry.

- - - vtubers with cloning/ possessing/ alter ego as part of their lore, i know what u are 👀~ (I assumed it deeply connected to shaping a new identity to be perceived whenever u enter a new environment, or perhaps impostor syndrome, or maybe im just projecting ☝️😞)

For context, ive been reading machina x flayon's lore blog. Sheesh how tf he do that genuinely??? It's so cool the way he dropped lore randomly and it's so good too helloooo? From short videos, streams, tweets to song cover mvs- I want his brain fr.

Honestly i aspired to be him like whatever project he's cooking i was like "OMg i was planning to do that to!!!". The RPGmaker game, the pixeled vn-styled animation bday stream, detailed, well-planned lore writing etc etc.

2) Charisma House - - - I swear Im not trying to get intro it im just curious so i peeked a little at their ytube channel. Well it basically another music multimedia project under King Records (like Hypmic) and the contents available are songs, drama tracks and manga. BUT, their drama track got English subs tho hypmic could never lmaoo (😢). Imo, while Hypmic has goofy concept with serious execution, Charisma House has goofy concept with goofy execution. I love the comedic elements in the story. (Not fully pay attention to their songs yet.)

i might watch these actually when im eating or something and yeah no i will not letting myself indulge into another fandom i hv too many pleasee.

3) Enstars - - - Mika' Link Click banner has returnedddd. My broke ass spent whole diamond savings (15k) to that banner and get nothing. (AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMIKAAAAAA PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS IT'S BEEN 1 YEAR). But then again im not that commit to farm diamonds tho so it is what is it.

(HE'S SO PRETTY IM GONNA CRY) (PLS MIKA ONE CHANCE)

Also i just found out there is this RPGmaker game, Looking Glass, that is based on 2wink. Honestly thats so cool. Like u know that one quote forgot from who "To love someone to the point of creation" but in this context, its fanart, fangame, fanprojects etc. I love it when a creative project are inspired by the artist fav characters, like yes i want to know how u perceived that silly little guy that live rent free in yr head.

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4) - - - I think im gonna uninstall genshin and focus more on hsr but im not that committed to learn their fighting mechanic tho hmm.

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[pompomwormin]

Omi for the ask game ! Also maybe your favorite Lomve Limve ..

SPOILER WARNING for a3 main story / omi's arc

First impression - oh he's cute :)

Impression now -

Favorite moment - idk if this would count as a favorite moment bc it's just sad but IT LIVES IN MY MIND RENT FREE

Idea for a story - I haven't read all the side stories / event stories so these might've already happened but uhhh him being a Grill Dad(tm), more parental bonding with him and the younger troupe members, his trauma getting addressed better, uh ye

Unpopular opinion - idk bc I don't know peoples opinions on him I barely interact with a3 fans and the ones I do never talk abt him 🚶so if anything my "unpopular opinion" is that's he's perfect and y'all should appreciate him more 🙄 /lh

Favorite relationship - pretty obvious but his little family that is the autumn troupe :) he's the mom sakyo is the dad the rest are brothers. He loves them all very much and takes very good care of everyone

Favorite headcanon - I feel like him being in such a serious motorcycle accident which was fatal for others involved (which is VERY common btw motorcycles are super dangerous) I think it's unrealistic that he only has one teeny tiny scar so I imagine he has alot more / roadrash scars on his body. Might not be a super positive hc but I have alot of scars I get to project on the coping anime boy. Also I can't decide if he's gay or bi but he's def mlm obvs. Also idk if this counts as a headcanon bc it's basically canon but that man has ptsd

Uhm Uhm for LL Rin was my first love but I have most stuff to say about Rina so I'll do her :]

First impression - WHOA she doesn't show her face that's different for LL :00 also hey they stole my LL oc's hairstyle

Impression now - my baby my queen my one and only. Fav nijigaku but it's very close with her and Kasumi and a couple others

Favorite moment - her whole episode in the anime honestly. She also had alot of cute moments in her sides stories, basically when she finds creative ways to overcome her difficulties and whenever she's like

ALSO half the time when she's like "rina-chan boardo: [word/sound]" especially if it's sad I literally audibly go "awww : pleading:"

Idea for a story - I think Rina would be a vtuber, like she practically already was with that tv head cat persona in the anime. She's amazing with computers and overall I think it'd be perfect for her she should join streamer gang with yohane

Unpopular opinion - answering these just reminds me I know nothing what are ppls opinions. Uhmm she's the only nijigaku where I've loved every single solo so far

Favorite relationship - uwahhh hmm... I'll go basic and say Rina/Ai and also niji first year gang. But also her and Umi were so so cute in umis bond story

Favorite headcanon - autistic obvs but that's just the facts. And trans meby :]