#nicholas anthony strewart

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December 31, 2019. | Recollection of events.

10:40 p.m.

•  Greetings to the blog, the time has arrived for me to venture in my mind to process the three hundred and sixty four days that I experienced in this year.

•  In this journey through life, every individual must sit and think carefully on the actions they make. Self-reflection of your actions, your thoughts and your words are a necessity to ensure you are monitoring your growth as a man, a woman or child. As 2020 approaches here in America, I do ask myself these questions yet again?

Are my decisions helping me improve in life and as an individual?

Am I leaving the former year a better human being or worse?

Did I use my time wisely in each day?

How have I improved since the beginning of the year?

Did I make an effort to ameliorate myself and to grow?

Am I improving my mental and emotional fortitude to pursue my day with peace and clarity? I have kept my body healthy to be balanced with a strong mind?

Did I make time to learn new information in each day?

Have I helped out an individual despite if I will not receive help in return?

Did I confront my insecurities and faults and resolve them?

Did I achieve any of my goals?

•  My response is yes but failed in four. With misplacing items that I need to use, from emotional distress fluctuating to watching undisciplined and ugly (as in comportment/behavior) teenagers and other neighbors that caused a commotion in this subdivision. Improving my vocabulary to learn words such as Heuristics, amenesis or recalcitrant has been immensely joyous for me, though reiteration, neurobic/mental exercises will have to increase to ensure my focus and memory remains strong. My eyes witnessed an immeasurable amount of sad stories this year, and wanting to retain the importance of keeping a pellucid mind is also what I yearn to accomplish.

• My spiritual growth is neutral currently, as an individual who strive the importance of learning and emulating what you believe while stressing that we should think more and question more, many thoughts occupied my mind since 2015:

If the creator truly has a disdain for evil, what reason can he give to spare the life of his garage Angel, the first one to sin? Why was he not destroyed for what he did? What explanation is given to allow that filth be in the Garden of Eve? If the future was ordained before the incipience of our birth, why is the creator okay that he did not intervene to stop the Angel and prevent the immense evil that exist now? 

Why is mankind denied a third choice? I have cogitated many times if the option to reject Heaven and Hell is permissible, though I was constantly given the same responses that the creator does not want his creations out of his presence. I can not be the only individual who cares not for being forced to go to one prison to another, as my spirit yearns to be in complete isolation.

Our souls come from heaven while a scripture states the creator held us before we entered this world. I am curious why when we leave the spiritual realm where no sin existed, only to be born on this Earth where evil reigns? To add why enter the living do not have any recollection of these events of being cared for by the creator? Why is mankind entering the world ignorant of the creator’s existence approved, being aware that the creator allowed his angel to destroy Earth and people became more divided can created their own gods. 

I often think that the creator does not love the creations he took time to produce and that he is deliberately hurting us to pursue this journey of trails, though relatives claim that is not true. If we as the creation are not being punished or that we are loved, why can not leave this Earth as Enoch did alive? There are many lives (animals and man) suffering in this world, with a vast percentage suffering a sad end from neglect and no help. If freedom of choice is not a farce, what is the reason we are demanded to be in this world to be with evil and people who care not for your life? I among many individuals expressed a desire to leave the planet, either by a ship or voluntary that does not require death.

Why did the creator create the concept of spiritual contracts (e.g. covenants), generational curses, soul ties when many people who do not believe in him are aware these spiritual aspects exist? Can a human completely be held accountable if he or she is raised in a atheist household, raised by criminals, raised to believe in a false god? Why punish children (that mind you did not asked at all to be born in the bloodline they are chosen by the creator) to inherit curses from their relatives, and not inform the child? “The sins of the father” punishment is both sick and evil to me, as how can mankind be told that we are loved and that we are cared for, only to remember the creator was okay with a innocent baby inheriting the punishments and sins from his or her past relatives. I am not the only individual who thinks this thought, as other people too have expressed disgust in generational curses.

•  The stress of not being taken seriously that harassment came from these individuals online and offline has left mostly disappointment this whole year. Balancing legal issues with managing this blog to monitoring unruly neighbors (one who is slandering your name and moronically speaking of your blog outside as if I can not hear you) has been a tiring experience.

• Does the reader comprehend how this feels when you have a twenty-eight year old who lives with his mother looking down on his neighbors who has not harmed him in any manner? A [physically] adult male pathetically asking children and other people to harass us for laughs, and the Police do not care? Stalking my blog here, only to speak on what you read to your company outside (I saw you from my security cameras watching our house, speaking on the September 2018 incident Nicholas Stewart.) Your stepfather help share what type of individual you are that you are constantly around the house, not doing any productive activities with your time. Not many people (only a small number I spoke to) seem to care, despite asking for suggestions and have searched what to do:

My frustration of being stalked by a mentally and emotionally unstable individual who would block me as Morgan Theresa Heron and Marcus Alan Butler cowardly did if I exposed your account is tiring. I have chosen to ensure if another incident or attack occurs, I have no problem revealing your location and exposing your fake, blank account that was following me. Interesting with what I subscribed to has assisted me in who visits my page, and no surprise that most of the visits are from Georgia:

• Then there is the situation with the tenants that first provoked the harassment since they first moved to Lakes of Kilkenny, starting with whom we noticed first in July 2013 leading up to who has yet to be identified. Despite having the evidence that we now have and calling certain offices of some Lawyers who will take our case, that was not enough to issue a subpoena and a arrest warrant for all participants involved. I am aware of what I need to do, but the time is not right yet. Six years, and no justice but I refuse to give up. I made a promise that my fight will continue to when I receive a call back and that will the case. One good news relating to these degenerates is that I am grateful that I was able to reach some individuals this year, including with the arrest from Carolyn Hoard from June of this year 2019:

• Though no booking picture has been found (yet), I now have saved the arrest information to ensure you will not cowardly try to request your arrests to be deleted. I share this now on multiple sites,  If you boast of your hedonistic and demonic lifestyle daily, you should be proud of your arrests that came from your lifestyle is what I believe. Sadly, the case seems to be closed and the Office I contacted regarding this case can only inform me what they could. 

The wicked are arrogant until they are finally punished, so I am not surprised that Hoard was arrested for a crime that involves requesting another party to commit a crime. The problem is that is also what Carolyn has done against me and my relatives, but has not been arrested yet along with her relatives and Conswala’s partner Gregory Armstrong. I will share more in the next post regarding Carolyn’s arrest. 

For my closing words, I only desire that the reader and every individual who is good to be blessed in 2020 and through all of their life. We are not aware of what the future will bring, but try to make time to give yourself love (appreciation, congratulate what you accomplish, admit your faults and mistakes, be joyous for your health’s sake.) I express infinite thanks for reading, may your days be filled with love and joy.