#ngl christians do trigger me

[new-moon-3]

It also ends up relating to LGBT+phobia, antisemitism and racism —this is why we can’t really talk about a discrimination against theistic Satanists/Luciferians/Demonolaters, bc demons, Satan, The Devil, etc are used as excuses for these purposes.

So warning a child about a possibility of a bad spiritual encounter is an "abusive scare tactic"? Wow. Way to start labelling Christians as abusive over telling people the truth. I warned my children with my demonic encounter from years ago and they have been happy and safe ever since. Maybe don't try to trivalize and judge people over something you know little on, okay?

Do you have literally any idea how many Christian parents and pastors tell people that if they get into anything they perceive as remotely "occult" whatsoever (EG, rock music, fantasy media, neopagan religions) they're going to attract demons into their life? Do you know how many of these people use lurid tales of alleged spirit attacks to make sure the kids never even think of touching a D&D game? Because this shit goes on all the time. Maybe consider that not every post about shit Christians do is about you.

[snapbackslide]

happy october 🎃🏒 | 24.10.01

[mc-slowwalker]

my time at sandrock is really fun but kinda diffcult because it clashes with my anarchistic views plus you’re asking between a pretty rebel vs undatable gilf + miguel??? who tf is gonna choose that????

[just-jordie-things]

if jesus turned water into wine then i can turn you into mine

(Can't I? ;))

(On a side note : I am sorry if it triggered or offended any Christian out there, this is strictly meant to be a joke. But still, if it did, I'm very sorry.)

>>> Rizzlord anon (gosh do I love calling myself that lol 😂 it's so silly)

lmfao your side note cracked me up the most ngl 😂

[theodoraflowerday]

heartstopper s2e3 live episode reaction

I'm so on edge after last episode ngl

Isaac that's YOUR dream date not elle's jakfjslfjdlfjskfjdkf

I KNOW YOU AND CHARLIE ARE REALLY GOOD MATES

🩷GOOD MATES🩷

the LOOK sai and otis gave christian oh my fucking GOD that was SCATHING

WHY'D YOU SAY THAT FOR!!!!!!

oh my god I'm so fucking tickled at the fact that literally everyone knows and they're just waiting for nick to tell him fjgkfjgkgjgkgjfkgkfk

otis is a king oh my god

okay oh my god that is literally the sweetest thing I've ever seen

NOT MISS SINGHJFJFHFJFJFKFJFKD HER /FACE/

zahra vibes ngl

lots of lesbians in women's rugby 🥹

oh that was so nice I'm so obsessed I love you miss singh

[whispers] ionic compounds

charlie is frustrating me so much and not bc i don't get it, it's because I DO!!! I once almost failed a class bc i had done my homework but I got so anxious about handing it in bc it didn't have a case that I just...... didn't hand it in

but my god charlie

TAO LFJFKGJDKFJDKFJDK

oh. okay. james.

these idiots are hugging at school and they genuinely think no one knows oh my god

I mean that as a casual I love you JSLFJSKFJ TARA

darcy's "yeah...... yeah" me too darce

"it'll be a laugh won't it" when has mr farouk ever laughed about anything

nick and charlie's faces ajfjskfjdlfj darcy's "oh dear! oh no!"

oh

oh no

oh no

oh my god tao no

oh I'm going to fucking die of second hand embarrassment

"OH, DUH!!!" "DARCY"

oh my god thank god

man, more than the great teenage romance, heartstopper just makes me long for that teenage friend group

ISAAC AND TORI INTERACTING LET'S GOOOOOOOOOO ACES LETS GO

look after him or you die

you know what. if I don't get a solitaire adaptation I will be passing away.

nick looks so cute in that outfit I know it's not the point but he looks so cute

oh my fucking god that bucket is gigantic

I don't like what's going on w darcy idk

"it's my duty as a boyfriend" okay you giant golden retriever

oh my god tao and elle are killing me I can't deal with this much second hand embarrassment

my only experience w bonfires are from how to get away with murder which I think means heartstopper is about to become very different very quickly

"I'm fundamentally unlikeable" oh tao honey no

my god naomi just lights up that screen doesn't she

tori I love you so much

"you don't look well" same

well

that was definitely not fun and slightly triggering ngl

I get it nick I also feel kinda ill lmao

CHARLIE AND SARAH YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

LET'S GOOOOOOOOOO CHARLIE AND SARAH TRUTHERS LETS GOOOOOOOO

"nick's so lucky to have you, charlie" honestly y'all

"char? you told harry to piss off. I enjoyed that"

he's so cuddly I want to rip my tits off look at that precious baby boy look at BOTH precious baby boys

okay that was the cuddliest thing I've ever seen I'll die

oh my god I love them so much lmao

[dashnite]

This was all dangerously close to "watch me trigger the libs/SJWs!" and sending yourself anons.

oh they are absolutely certain that they triggered me. all the while i’m here working on my vi x cait fanart and laughing lmfao

and omg do u think theyre gonna send themselves anons claiming to be me and be like “this horrible trans person is stalking me 😢” hskdhdkhdkdhd ngl that would be pretty funny

EDIT: i forgot to mention but one person in particular started using she/her referring to me and i politely corrected them that i use he/him or they/them pronouns, which THEN they refused because, and i quote, “you insult christians and expects to be respected in return? no thanks” and i was like ??? ma’am those are just my pronouns pls use LOL

[ftriver]

hi   angels   !   im   most   likely   sleeping   right   now   so   i   have   this   drafted   but   let   me   just   say   i   am   fucking   buzzin’   to   be   a   part   of   this   group   ,   i've   been   itching   to   write   again   for   the   longest   time   &   thankfully   i   can   do   that   with   dis   shithead   named   river   .   i   go   by   t   ,   she   /   her   pronouns   ,   and   i   would   absolutely   love   some   messy   plots   to   dig   into   so   please   milly   rock   on   that   like   button   .   :~)  

𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠  here  and  do  i  have  the  tea  for  you  .  river  is  back  on  campus  ,  which  is  surprising  considering  the  threatening  note  i  left  them  .  yes  ,  i  know  all  about  his  growing  alcohol  dependency  because  of  their  gluttony  .  imagine  the  tabloids  and  how  the  o’connor  family  would  feel  for  such  information  to  come  out  ,  not  to  mention  the  reputation  of  pike  because  of  their  actions  .  at  this  rate  ,  he  is  better  off  staying  put  in  tampa  ,  florida  and  living  off  that  $900m  family  net  worth  .  what’s  the  point  in  studying  business  law  with  plans  to strive  into  the  nfl  unbeknownst  to  his  family ,  is  it  worth  it  with  what  i  know  ?  anyways  ,  they  may  want  to  continue  to  be  charismatic  &  perspicacious  because  the  choleric  &  imprudent attributes  make  me  want  to  spill  . trigger warning :  alcoholism  ,  republicans  . 

𝐥𝐞𝐠𝐚𝐥  𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞  :    alexander  river  o’connor  . 𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬  :   only  goes  by  river  . 𝐚𝐠𝐞  : twenty  one  years  . 𝐛𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐝𝐚𝐲  &  𝐳𝐨𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐜  : leo  sun  ,  aquarius  moon  ,  gemini  ascendant  !   𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐨𝐰𝐧  :    tampa  ,  florida  . 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥  𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧  : swings  both  ways (  family  are  unaware  ) , &  has  only  been  in  relationships  with  girls  so  far  . 𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐭𝐲  :  painfully  caucasian  . 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐫𝐤𝐬  &  𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞  𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐬  :  obnoxious  laughter  ,  snapbacks  ,  empty  beer  cans  ,  protein  shakes  ,  dust-covered  study  books  ,  two  seasons  into  spongebob  squarepants  on  netflix  ,  unread  message  from  father  ,  bitten  nails  ,  overflown  trash  cans  ,  used  condoms  ,  cupboard  full  of  ramen  pots  .   𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐒  : • the  o’connor’s  hail  from  an  incredibly  political  background  .  river’s  grandfather  ,  great  grandfather  were  both  former  mayors  ,  his  father  is  a  wealthy  senator  &  his  mother  a  news  anchor  with  a  heavy  hand  in  journalism  ,  she's  been  called  out  for  her  controversial  right  -  wing  opinions  in  the  media  .  river’s  raised  in  a  family  who  hold  strong  christian  ,  conservative  values  ( republicans  ,  yuck  !  )  though  his  father  remarried  two  times  before  winding  up  with  river’s  mom  .  needless  to  say  ,  this  clueless  boy  stuck  out  like  a  sore  thumb  compared  to  the  rest  of  his  full  &  half  -  siblings ; who  all  had  fixated  dreams &  plans  from  a  young  age  ,  whether  that  was  delving  into  medicine  ,  business  innovation  and  even  the  world  of  criminal  law  . • in  all  honesty  ,  though  ,  let’s  not  get  it  twisted  !  river  was  subject  to  a  very  privileged  childhood  .  he  had  everything  handed  to  him  on  a  silver  platter  until  the  age  of  sixteen  lmao  &  that’s  when  his  father  was  tireless  with  his  efforts  to  align  his  political  aspirations  with  river’s  future  .  he  made  sure  that  river  was  a  hard  working  boy  with  several  public  sector  volunteering  jobs  along  with  school  (  it  was  more-so  about  maintaining  “image”  &  brushing  up  on  prowess  ) ,  & all  throughout  high  school  he  still  sustained  tip  top  grades  .   •  during  his  private  academy  years  river  was  also  an  active  member  of  his  school  council  ,  debate  team  ,  played  lacrosse  &  football  but  really  fell  in  love  with  football  more  than  anything  .  he  dropped  the  rest  of  the  extracurricular’s  towards  the  end  to  focus  on  football  ,  as  his  coach  was  a  huge  positive  influence & encouraged  him  to  pursue  this  lil’  ol  ambition  !   •  so  lets  skip  to  college  !  river  knew  by  senior  year  he  wanted  to  get  away  from  florida  and  embellish  in  new  surroundings  for  his  college  years  . ngl  his  family  initially  wanted  him  to  go  to  harvard  so  he  had  to  put  up  a  good  fight  to  attend  hollingsworth  .  he  pledged  for  pike  even  though  his  upbringing  was  more  aligned  with  the  sigma  house  ,  but  tbh  river  knew  from  the  get-go  he'd  better  fit  with  his  pike  brothers  'cause  thats  where  he  could  find  kindred  souls  for  his  love  of  football  .  he  immediately  hurled  himself  into  a  wild  partying  lifestyle  (  lets  get  reckless  luv   )  .  alcohol  ,  drugs  ,  sex  ,  you  name  it  .  &  as  of  now   he  is  currently  playing  for  the  college  football  team  as  a  wide  receiver  in  the  pipeline  dream  of  getting  scouted  lmao  ,  but  his  parents  of  course  pushed  him  to  take  on  a  degree  that  could  be  utilised  for  a  political  future  .  he  figured  business  law  was  perhaps  the  most  ideal  course  of  action  'cause  he  really  doesn't  want  to  delve  into  the  world  of  politics  ,  especially  seeing  as  he  internally  opposes  everything  his  family  holds  dear  as  their  beliefs  .  also  ,  if  the  football  thing  doesn't  work  out  for  him  ,  corporate  law  is  the  next  best  thing  fdjdfnj  . so  yeah  !  though  he  comes  across  really  meathead  -  like  &  kind  of ( ? )  a  mess  ,  back  home  river’s  family  are  on  the  receiving  end  of  a  more  polished  ,  cultivated  version  of  their  son .  

𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐀 :

•  okay  first  thing’s  first  .  river’s  a  huge  shithead  but  the  rare  times  get  him  in  his  philosophical  spiels  talking  about  the  world’s  political  state  ,  or  rather  ,  america’s  political  state  ,  he’s  far  more  woke  than  his  family  ,  &  actually  doesn’t  believe  in  a  lot  of  what  his  family  spews  .  there  have  been  far  too  many  family  dinners  where  there’s  been  heated  debates  between  him  &  his  relatives  .  some  of  his  siblings  also  share  progressive  opinions  but  there  are  others  (  the  older  ones  )  that  are  exact  replicas  of  his  father  lmao •  as  i’ve  mentioned  before  ,  he’s  become  a  huge  party  boy  ,  &  with  this  ,  unfortunately  ,  in  the  recent  year  there’s  been  a  slight  dependency  for  the  bottle  (  jsyk  he’s  not  a  raging  alcoholic  yet  but  im  js  nine  times  out  of  ten  you’ll  find  homeboy  buzzed )  .  river  doesn’t  think  he  really  has  a  problem  though  , &  he  especially  doesn’t  think  he  has  a  place  to  really  scream “  woe  is  me  “  ,  if  that  makes  sense ?  he’s  aware  of  his  privilege  &  most  times  when  he  feels  the  whole  world  is  piling  on  top  of  him  ,  it’s  just  easier  to  go  out    &  turn  up  .  he’s  stressed  a  lot  of  the  time  ,  but  again  ,  it’s  easier  to  bury  this  with  the  company  of  his  friends  on  some  #lets  get  wrecked  boys  lmao  .  also  when  he  goes  back  home  between  semesters  ,  he  helps  with  his  father’s  campaign  &  the  like  .  there’s  responsibilities  ,  he  doesn’t  get  to  go  back  home  for  a  break  .  he  used  to  be  a  freak  of  routine  &  get  lit  until  six  in  the  morning  every  day  &  then  run  his  normal  errands  on  no  sleep  but  recently  his  partying  habits  have  caught  up  to  him  ddfjnfd  he's  kinda  been  having  more  and  more  trouble  recovering  as  time  has  gone  on  . his  attendance  at  school  is  slowly  declining  this  year  cause  there'll  be  days  where  he  misses continual  day's  worth  of  classes  and  you  wont  hear  from  him  for a while... but  eventually  he’ll  show  up  like  nothing  was  wrong  . :~) •  an  attention  -  seeking  fuckboy  ,  he  can  very  loud  and  vulgar  but  is  here  for  a  good  time  not a  long  time.  most  of  his  relationships  have  either  been  very  on  /  off or  flings  that  have fizzled out  due  to  the  fact  he’s  a  leo  &  river  is  too  invested  in  himself  to ~ open up ~  emotionally   .  he’s  an  athlete  so  he  is  very  competitive  ,  a  sore  loser  dfjndfj  & can  have  a  melodramatic  temper  both  off  and  on  the  field  !

[justadumass]

I'm considering i might be trans

Okay so this is gonna be basically my whole life story lol, no just kidding, my life is way more complicated than this, this is basically a rant/vent, this contains some things that might be triggering to some people, enjoy the hot mess

When I was a child the only things i knew about trans people was what my conservative Christian parents told me, i didn't even know the word transgender, they always said travesty ( i don't know how common using this word for crossdressers is in the us or other countries, here the crossdressing community uses it for themselves very proudly, obv it's wrong to call trans people that) all i "knew" was that trans people were predators, "gay men pretending to be woman to rape straight men and lesbians pretending to be men to rape straight women" was all i "knew"

i remember my grandmother telling a story about a woman who "decided" she wanted to be a man and then regretted and "couldn't undo what she did to herself" and that she was "gonna be misarable for the rest of her life" because of it and told me " no matter how much you want to never do that to yourself" as a young 4-6 year old i remember thinking" that's stupid, how could you regret being a boy? I would never regret that" i didn't say that because I knew how she and the rest of my family would react, they would force me to go to church and there was nothing child me hated more than church

Later in life, after my parents divorce, my mother had to start working to support me, she went through a lot of jobs ( there was always a " bitch" who turned everyone against her somehow) but one of them was as a hairdresser working for a gay man, one of her coworkers there was a trans woman, who my mother befriended (she is disturbingly good at pretending to be an ally to rope people in and them try to convince them to convert in a moment of emotional distress) she opened up to my mom about how she was scammed, she paid for a "top notch bottom surgery" and the doctor apparently just cut off her dick and even left her balls there, she told me this as some sort of cautionary tale i think, I was about 8, she claims working there and meeting so many LGBT+ people, like this woman, changed her mind about them, she no longer thought of these people as "satanic" and "rapists" but as "tortured souls who were convinced by the devil to condemn their own souls to hell" and how she " no longer thinks their beyond salvation" and how from now on she would "always be there for these people in hopes they'll eventually see how happy Christ can make you and will leave their lives behind and convert" i remember thinking something like "okay, can i go back to watching my little pony now?"

The first good impression of a trans person i had came from a unexpected place, two and a half men, when I was with my father he used to let me watch whatever he was watching with him, mostly sitcoms but sometimes I was exposed to some pretty inappropriate thing ngl, he usually fell asleep five minutes in or less ( to be fair he took the night shifts so he could spend time with me during the day) one day i was watching two and a half men with him and he fell asleep and then there came an episode where Charlie's ex came back as a man, and i mean that episode had some problematic things in it, probably more than i remember, but i remember all the thoughts i had (i was around 9 at the time so please excuse some of the light transphobia and lack of acknowledging of how weird it is for a mom to sleep with he sons ex lol) "wait, she actually looks like a boy" "wait, people can change their names?" "wait she didn't realize he used to be a girl even though they had sex?" " Why does it matter that charlie used to date him, he is happy with his mother!" " He kept liking girl things even though he's a boy now?" I remember going from sitting on the sofa to sitting on the floor right in front of the tv staring at it mouth open, i was so worried they were going to convince the mother to stop seeing him and how happy i was when she not only didn't but listed some positive things about him that were directly linked to him being trans, i was so happy for that character and i didn't know why, i was only able to watch that because my dad was asleep, if he was awake he would've for sure skipped that episode

At 11 eleven years old i entered puberty, got my first period and that jazz, i never felt like being a girl was wrong or had anything like dysphoria, but the feeling that i would be happier as a boy was always there, unfortunately around this time i went down a anti-SJW rabbit hole, apparently one episode of a comedy show isn't enough to undo years of being taught transphobia, homophobia, racism and anti semitism, bummer, i was a full on Nazi apologist man, i had a fucking crush on Hitler, god i am so happy i never shared that on the internet (although i guess I am now), i defended "nice guys", i put other women down, other religions down, god i was a hateful fuck, i hated myself and others, eventually i went to a level on the rabbit hole that even i couldn't stomach, rape apologists and holocaust deniers, I'm not really sure why those two were the ones but yk, i didn't stop right away, i just unfollowed anyone who was those things, but i couldn't escape the reality, as everyone of the people i followed and everyone of the spaces on the internet i hung out on eventually crossed the line that i tried to draw i realized that, that line was supposed to be way further back then where I tried to put it, this was a pipeline and i needed to leave before i was pushed down

This kinda freaked me out, how i almost turned into a complete monster, by my own definition, so i ended up over correcting and by 12 i was a hardcore SJW, i was so protective of all the "poor little minorities" because i felt guilty, by this time i also had started identifying as bisexual (i identity as pansexual now a days, but that is irrelevant), and you would think i would be nice to my own community but no, i was one of those people who thought bi people shouldn't be allowed on LGBT spaces unless they were in a same sex relationship, i was mean to non binary people and said they didn't count as trans, i thought they only wanted attention, i gatekept disabilities, mental illness,trauma, i was constantly gatekeeping and shooting groups of people down to try and prop others " less fortunate ones" up, and during this time i also gatekept myself from even considering that i might be trans, "i could never know what it feels like to be born in the wrong body", fortunately, after enough posts and people i admired saying that i was only making things worse, that i was making the groups of people i was trying to help look bad, that i was alienating people, that i was taking away these groups voice away and putting words into their mouths i realized that i had fallen into the same hateful mentality that i had before, thankfully i did not go down as far this time and was able to get out of it more easily, i decided that if it was that easy for my opinions to be skewed, than maybe i shouldn't have them, maybe i should leave politics to less impressionable people

Two years later, i was 14, and i decided to dip my toes back into politics trough the LGBT+ community, since i was part of that community i had a right to have opinions on it right? I was surprised by how little outrage i felt, i was able to look at problems from both sides, didn't feel the need to put things into little boxes labeled wrong and right, i was accepting of all the new identities i saw, even the ones i didn't understand (except for the pedos and zoophiles because those obviously don't count, but hopefully that was obvious)i found out about pansexuality and started calling myself pansexual (at the time it was mostly because i liked the flag better cuz i didn't really understand the difference between pan and bi lol) i saw all this discourse over what it is like to be trans, do you need dysphoria? Do you need euphoria? Do you you need anything? Are transtrenders a real thing? Do you need to fully transition to be valid? And i... I tried to keep myself away from it because of what happened last time but i couldn't help but wonder y'know, i thought about how when I found out boys had a "stick", as my mother put it, i immediately wanted one too, about how i felt neutral about all the "feminine" parts of my body but actively liked all the "masculine" parts, about how i watched gay and straight porn but didn't watch lesbian porn because i "couldn't see myself in it" even though I like pussy and how that made me wonder if i was faking my sexuality for attention multiple times, about how in every fantasy and every wet dream i had was through the perspective of the " man" of the relationship, and how in my inner monologue my voice is masculine and i refer to myself as "he" and treat myself as a man, but then i thought " nah, life is already hard enough lol" and i thought about how, on the feel times i have been misgendered as a man i didn't feel euphoria or anything similar, (the most i feel is when someone point out I'm wearing "man's clothes") and i just didn't let myself think about

Now at 17 I'm finally letting myself think about it, the problem is I'm not sure how to do it lol, first i decided to "rule out" other gender identities, and that was easy lol, none felt right, then i decided to think about whether being a girl feels right, probably should have started there, and well, I'm mostly neutral towards it, i don't feel gross being treated like a girl or being told I'm feminine or anything, i like being told I'm pretty, everyone does right, i kinda of like my boobs but i kinda feel That's because I'm constantly being told i should, like other women always tell me I'm lucky to have big boobs and they wish they had my boobs and how boys must be all over me ( they aren't) and I'm not sure my like towards them goes any further than "oof at least i don't have to be insecure about my boobs" ( which i am because of stretch marks but i have those everywhere lol) about my vagina, I'm not sure what feel about it, i think i have about the normal amount of resentment a woman has towards her vagina, one interesting thing is that i don't like the idea of people touching it, in any context, i don't like touching it, i never really masturbated in the regular way, i just, like, look at porn and squeeze my legs together and thats all i need, but all that could be for a multitude of reasons, then i figured i should think about being a boy and how i feel about that, "masculine" things about my body that i like, body hair, broad shoulders, and that's about it, is there anything masculine about my body that i dislike? Nope, i like wearing "men's" clothing, i like being told i act like a boy, but that could be just regular rebellious child of religion thing, okay, how about how i would like to look like as a guy? Well i wish I had a beard and a dick

That's all? Well I guess I would like to look like a lumberjack, what does that mean? You know, a generous layer of fat on the belly and thighs, muscular arms and legs, 6 feet tall, wide, beard that looks like a bird's nest, shorter than average but thick dick, gentle giant energy, well that's definitely not something that most 17 year olds cisgender girls would want, that's for sure, but do I WANT it?, and even if I do we all know I would never actually look like that right, some of those things aren't even possible, what if I only want to feel special, what if I'm only doing it to spite my family, would it be worth it, the pain, the effort, the possibility of being hate crimed, I don't think anyone wants those things

Ultimately, girl feels neutral, boy feels a little right but I don't know if it's enough for me to actually do anything about it, i mean, considering my family and the part of my country i live in this would be really dangerous for me, i wanna stop thinking about it but i don't think that would be helpful at this point

[seleniahanabira]

idk i feel i’m a bit grouchy because of something on twitter last night. it’s undercut so if people don’t want to see, but trigger warning!! for self harm mentions.....

okay so i like this kpop group. they’re called LOONA and they’re doing a brand new thing in kpop with a narrative and it’s rlly fun idk. do check them out if you can bc they do all genres of music (they do stereotypical k-pop, ballads, anime-esque songs, cute songs, self-love songs, you fucking name it)

either way, the fandom is as toxic as shit. like kpop fandoms are, but this one is where all the trolls went into as soon as one of the songs got kinda popular. this is a fact i’ve begun to realise a lot over the past few weeks, but i’ll give an example in a moment.

so someone says something transphobic. it was bad but it was just stupid uneducated kid kinda stuff. this person eventually apologised but that’s only half the story. so everyone in the fandom goes after this one person. someone who i follow is friends w/ that person and is just ‘i know what they tried to say but they said it wrong pls stop sending crap to them’

except by saying this, the trolls target her too. she gets barraged by abuse. she is literally called a stupid bitch, a fake christian (for just.... being a christian), and is encouraged to kill herself. except she self harms and live tweets it and takes pics of the injury. this is a major trigger to half the fandom (including myself), and the trolls in the fandom encourage it even more. they took this picture, reposted it, quote-retweeted it with horrible horrible comments.

eventually it all stopped bc this girls’ parents came back, found her and took everything off her. but ngl, by this time i was a quivering mess (i’ve been pretty suicidal as of late, e.g. why i keep appearing and disappearing). thankfully de calmed me down but it#’s like. what the fuck

[tenitchyfingers]

huh, you taught me something. i didnt even know there was people out there discussing whether sex was good or bad for society- i mean, aside from radfems. but anyway i get you :P I'm sex averse, according to this list, but i wish i could know how it feels anyway without triggering my dysphoria ngl.

I mean, if you live in a country with a Christian majority the discussion around sex and its role in society is sort of impossible to escape, especially if society is very influenced by religion. To name one thing. But yeah, since sex has always been a power tool to either keep the population acquiescent or to rebel against authority, the political discussion has been there for a very long time. Politically speaking I’m sex-positive, but friend do I get you. I mean I don’t experience dysphoria but getting to know how sex feels without actually having to do it would be very gr8

[sourhuman]

Top 5 movies? I'm bored asf and got time to kill so I need movie recs pleaseeeee

AW YISSSS now I can finally share my fave movies I waited for this since 300 B.C.

Christiane F - Wir Kinder vom Bahnhof Zoo: movie about a girl who became addicted to heroin and turned to prostitution to pay for heroin . it’s a true classic that everyone should see at least once imo 

Black Tar Heroin: not really a movie , but this documentary is cool

Frankenweenie (2012 version): it’s a children’s movie but it made me sob like never before ngl

Natural Born Killers: you probably saw this one before since you’re asking me lmao

The Virgin Suicides: depending on the kind of person you are , this could be triggering

have fun watching buddy !!! I’d recommend you to download Popcorn Time to watch some of those as I do not know if they’re all available on Netflix 

xxx